natalie scatorccio and jackie taylor are living breathing milfs btw !! i don’t know where the death allegations came from but they’re literally fine and alive actually so !!
something about rewatching s1 of yellowjackets, and catching glimpses and little moments of lottie and nat just seemingly always being near and like orbiting each other...
and then thinking about that one interview where sophie said that the bath scene is how they would’ve interacted pre crash... i just think we don’t really know the full extent of their realtionship and closeness. like the writers could really dive in on that, if they wanted to, and make lottienat canon, even though for me they already are
you should have told her,
that she gave you butterflies
and made your palms sweaty
but you didn't.
you should have told her,
that her voice was the one
you'd hear in a crowded room.
that you wanted to listen to that laugh
for the rest of your life.
but you didn't.
you should have told her,
that when she kissed your cheek
for the first time, it fixed your
broken heart and re-
awakened your soul.
but you didn't.
you should have told her,
that night you were scared.
that to love her,
would mean you'd be in ruin.
you couldn't face what it would mean
if she didn't love you.
you were scared that eventually after
all this time to listen to your heart
you'd loose her and her love.
but you didn't.
you should have told her,
outside on that cold january night
that she was worth the risk of heartbreak.
that looking into her eyes hoping
she wouldn't see past your facade,
that the truth was beating out of your chest.
you should have told her the truth
but you didn't.
you should have told her,
that if you kissed her it wouldn't
be a meaningless kiss.
it would always be more than that.
she'd always mean more than that.
but you didn't.
you should have told her,
you were falling in love
before she fell for
someone else.
but you didn't.
you should have told her,
that seeing her with someone
else was slowly breaking your heart.
but you didn't.
you should have told her,
that you could be that
person she wanted.
that you'd love her forever.
but you didn't.
you should have told her,
to stay.
that when she left you'd be
missing half of yourself,
you'd only be half whole.
but you didn't.
i should have told you,
i loved you
but i didn’t.