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foreveranevilregal · 1 year

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I actually want to write, I have plenty of time, motivation, and ideas…I’ve just psyched myself out too much about this and I’m worried no matter what I do it won’t be good enough so why fucking bother?

#tbd #time for more top chef #and mayhaps some alcohol #that seems to help with anxiety #might go to bed early too

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dustykneed · 6 days

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perennial (how many five-year missions does it take for a kid to grow into a young adult?)

i feel sorta bad for being mean to poor ol bones but i don't have the energy for a bonus doodle so here's the sketch from my soft spones painting because i like it almost as much as the rendered thing ^^

(yeah bones is totally doing the ozh'esta unconciously haha. im so tired rn but they are SO soft with each other ok. they have my heart <3333)

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synthshenanigans · 9 months

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Took the words heartburn & mindfreeze literal and now I have these

Might draw the lines better later but am tired atm and wanna [attempt to] finish the art I have for the recent songs

But also might make more unstable(?) forms for the two. [Also maybe attempt to design soul lol]

#but unstable forms would be like #hearts more magma-y? like maybe a more human silhouette looking thing that's all lava with lil rocks on em idk #also might make designs less human like in general #mayhap these are how they look before they get a less human look #cos they look too human atm for what i was goin for #idk if this makes sense #mind might be a tall more spikey creature thats all ice?#had an idea for mind like that already but COULD use it here #add in like a snow storm effect #idk we'll see #i really like the first two tbh #the 3rd is meh and the 4th is p nice i think #actually confident in my art for once wow #i mean confident is a lil strong maybe content fits more #also thanks to avi who wanted me to do these they were rlly fun to make actually #chonny jash #chonnys charming chaos compendium #cj mind #cj heart #alright KJ is going back to bed now cos SOMEONE uploads early and made me CRY so now im EXTRA tired #wonder who that was smh/j #-atlas art-

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luyo-mi · 2 years

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Cleaned up his design a bit

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jess-abides · 8 months

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Happy Monday

I’m 🙂 grateful 🙂 all 🙂 the 🙂 fucking 🙂 time 🙂

#me #tbh I like the vibe of this album but I feel like I’m too old for it lol #this song is growing on me tho honestly might make it onto the menty b playlist #aaanyway was at the gym at 6:15 this morning and I’m exhausted #didn’t go to bed early enough for that shit #but I got my lifts done and finished w 1200 stairs by 7:30 so I feel pretty accomplished 😌#started a new program month w my trainer today - phase 5 bitches #who would have thought #he also asked me for my weight/inches lost so he could brag abt me to his other clients 🥹🥹🥹#he’s so proud and it was validating at just the right time #bc ur girl is tired and my brain is fighting me a bit #but I’m not fking stopping #wow talk about a tag rant lmao ily if you read all these #Spotify

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bulkhummus · 10 months

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i slept really good last night :o)

#i conked before 1 am which is such a rarity these days #i wish i felt good today i would be unstoppable #my tummy hurts so bad and idk what i did to it to treat me this way #i woke up at 6 am in pain and then forced myself back asleep hoping itd go away and then woke up 2 hours later with the same pain :o(#im thinking i might actually be allergic to red dye < so im gonna keep a look out but #o7 < me looking out #bc idk what else it could have been i didnt reallt eay much yesterday bc my tummy hurt too #i unno but i hope i can do some drawing today i had to play life catch up yesterday and battle the depression #im gonna list the good stuff from yesterday for myself now while im sitting on my bathroom floor lol #i bought kimchi my supermarket hasnt had in a while which wahoo!#i out clean sheets on my bed #i finished a commission #i cleaned my room #finished a dndads episode #took a nice shower #spoke on the phone with some friends and made plans with coworkers/friends #missing everyone who is far from me terribly which is part of the depression im sure #anyways those are ally my updates i did sleep really good even though i woke up early and thats the good thing #and if u made it this far #i love u an hope u have a good day :3 #personal

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dutybcrne · 3 months

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Kaeya is definitely the sort of parent who prefers to sleep in the same bed as his baby.

#hc; kaeya #//Birthed that little nugget; like FUCK is he going to leave them out of arms reach #//Especially the first few days after the birth; he'd be SO anxious every time they've gotta be apart #//ESP considering the kinds of shit he gets up to; the last thing he wants if sb with a grudge getting em & him being too far to get there #//Takes a good long leave until they're able to be left with a sitter (gets Noelle to deliver him paperwork so he can still help)#//And even then; after leave’s up; prolly brings the baby in to work to have around for paperwork duty #//Might leave them to Noelle or Lisa if he HAS to head out; or might suck it up & make the trek to the Winery to ask Addie for help #//Gets a protective barrier between himself and the baby so he doesn't accidentally smother them & around the bed so they don't fall tf off #//Love the idea of him being like. Ahsoka’s mom in Star Wars; brings the baby along during patrols when they are old enough to handle it #//Deffo gets an earful from Addie the Instant she hears abt it #//Prolly teaches the kid self-defense Real early on like his dad did for him; too #//Makes Kae feel a little more reassured and comfortable giving them more space/time on their own the older they get #//V smotheringly protective at first; but gets better over time; esp if the kid wants to be more independent #//Or enough ppl tell him to let the kid be such. Knows they gotta fend for themself at some point but like #//He hated having to do so whenever his dad had to take care of things; & felt like he had to even at the Ragnvindr’s #//Never wants his kid to feel that #//Might end up parenting them the same way he does Klee with enough encouragement/time accepting this #//But the first couple years would be Rough #//Idk; brainrotting of Kae being a parent 🥺#//Rotating the concept in my brain like a centrifuge jdbfbw #//Deffo would be easier on him overall if he had a partner/co-parent; he for a Fact would not mind having a kid without one #//Even with the stresses of it all

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tardis--dreams · 8 months

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Gonna go running tomorrow!!!! Gotta hype myself up because i know once my alarm goes off at 6am i will not be as excited anymore ((((: BUT I'LL GO RUNNING!!!!

#i just #need to get some actual exercise #where i can completely exhaust myself #i mean. i get some pretty exhausting 10 minutes every morning on my hike to class #but i want something a bit longer and something that will end in a nice shower and not in a seminar room #I'm just a bit scared of how it'll go because so far the paths where people exercise are also occupied by other people #and then there's bikes that might kill you if you don't watch out #so i wanna go early so i hopefully avoid random people taking a painfully slow walk in the middle of the path #so you can't pass them #but I'll be moving!!! fast!! i cannot wait tbh #i should have gone tonight #(watch me oversleep and be too unmotivated to go tomorrow morning... istg if i don't get up at 6 #I'll still go at 8 or 9 or 10 am and have to live with the consequences of the paths being crowded #I'd go to bed early but my neighbors keep me up until 2am every night so that's fun #but the running will be worth it #(I'm not even a runner ㅠㅠ i just need to substitute my usual high intensity workouts with something other than pilates and yoga #i mean it's definitely not bad to be forced to do something out of my comfort zone but i really miss my jumping around time)#void screams

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crybaby-bkg · 8 months

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writing a slow burn enemies to lovers fic is. a lot harder. than I had expected.

#it’s why it took me so long to start akdhfkfjf #I’m just not used to writing slow burn!!!!#or enemies to lovers!!! lol #especially since enemies to lovers toes a very thin line #of this being too fast and all at once after a brief makeup #OR they’re too mean in the beginning and it’s like why do u have any attraction to that person at all.#so I’m trying to find the line of hesitant friendship somewhere along the line of that!!!!#even tho I’m only on chap three right now AKDHDKFJFJF #IM SO USED TO RUSHING THIS FEELS SO WEIRD!!!!!!#I’m ready for them to fugg #bc fugg is all I know I fear #but it’s coming along very well and I’m enjoying the writing process so much!!!#only downside is my wrist and back hurting #but trust and believe I’ll be back writing tomorrow ☝🏼#I’m enjoying this so much it’s so cathartic #I think I’m gonna write about five chapters first before I publish it and then write the rest as I go #I just know I can fall behind bc of school and depression but I’m really liking this so far!!!#also think I might upload on Monday’s or Thursdays??? idk #bc I do school tues/wed and I don’t typically get on my computer on sundays #and I usually go to bed either really late or really early Fridays LOL idk #I’m rambling soooo much I’m just so excited about this!!! OH and j made a banner and I love that too!!!!#—in store chit chat! 🍫

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toastsnaffler · 7 months

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after I've worked thru my current library stack I think im gonna reread tlt for the millionth time. bc I deserve it <3

#i just wanna feel smth... ive been suppressing the hyperfixation too long I need to get rly annoying abt it again. and make so much fanart #fortifying the defences before the seasonal depression properly hits..!!#my flatmate was saying it would probably help to have a project or smth and shes right its just difficult for me to start things atm #so it might be easier to go back to smth familiar but interact with it a new way. i want to annotate more and draw a tonnnn #and dredge up the half finished art I drew 2 years ago when I first read gtn.....#I definitely have a list of personal projects id like to work on somewhere but maybe this can work as an on ramp to that. we shall see #anyway going to bed early bc i have parkour tomorrow morning and also i wanna read a few chapters of smth before i sleep.. byeeee #.diaries

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killerchickadee · 2 days

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I don't work tomorrow so I'm like yay I can stay up as long as I like! Except I'm sleepy as fuck (got up for work at 4am today and didn't sleep well last night as always) so I'll probably be in bed within the hour. Wooooo 8pm bed time!

#like going to bed early is good to keep up my sleep cycle #but I'm tired (lol) of it #also I'd like to go hiking tomorrow but its going to be chilly and ehhh #might rain too #i should stay in and clean so i can have a maintenance guy come look at my heater #cause it's 53 degrees outside and 85 in my apartment

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minglana · 4 months

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i need someone to explain to me how i can be tired after waking up at 8am, sleeping half of the morning, and going to TWO hours of class

#and doing fuckall for two hrs after that #im so beat i just wanna go to bed #i have to wake up early tomorrow too.... kinda dreading it :/#z xarre #also it might be bc of my period maybe??? idk its the only reasonable explanation. but it doesnt happen usually

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paper-star-ships · 11 months

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"Came Back Wrong" Prompts

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Insatiable hunger

Unnatural cold

Hair turning white/streaked with grey

Eyes changing color

Sharpening features (angles sharper, teeth and nails thinner and more dangerous to touch)

Weak/absent heartbeat

Living disturbance (animals are wary of you, plants die when left in your care; it's as if you are a poison to the living in these aspects)

Ash and smoke (The smell lingers in your hair and clothes–almost unnoticeable but certainly there–the taste of it lingers after every bite of food or drink of water, after every kiss)

Sensitivity to sunlight (It doesn't burn you, per se, it bruises you, stabbing your temple with a pounding headache and leaving you dizzy and withered)

Desperate and unnamable craving (craving for love, for connection, understanding, newness; craving for life that you've never known until now)

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#jpeg.Prompt📝#Prompt list #;) Put some asks in my inbox!! <3 #I might reblog this tomorrow cause it's 9 already and I'm uhhhh going to bed!#I've gotten into jogging the past two weeks and I'm really enjoying it but it is SUMMER so I go before 8am or I don't go at all #cause it's WAY TOO HOT...#Anyway that means early bedtime!#Goodnight all! (unless i decided to put on a sitcom and scroll through resi//dent ev///il fanfics asileudfygso)

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goldkirk · 1 year

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#the days are getting rarer now but sometimes like today I wake up and feel really really sick already #(and today I’ve got good workout pain too but it’s still pain lol)#but now it’s possible for me to get out of bed on days like today and #immediately go ‘what will make this have at least a higher chance of being not this bad?’#and then I start piling up tiny habits #take pain meds instead of forgetting to use them #and take them now rather than when it’s bad enough you have to bribe yourself into walking to get them #pre-prep some food for Aoife before you lose your 12% energy you’re starting with #move your laptop near the bed and bring its charger so worst case scenario you can work from bed #put on extra warm clothes now early #get the braces and heat pads you might want out now before you need them so it’s less strain on your wrists to get them if you do need them #write a post it note of quick food options so you don’t have to think later just read and do #grab out the bowl and place it in this room so you don’t have to run for the toilet if you need to puke #start pounding water rather than drinking it #and pre make a Pedialyte dose so it chills in the fridge #grab treats and put them with the leash so Aoife’s pee breaks are as fast and smooth as possible #etc etc #and not everything helps every time but enough #of them stack up that it makes a big difference #and makes this only a 1-3 day thing rather than a week of never getting back to baseline #just one step at a time and do what you can to make it a little easier for future you #not better. better puts pressure. easier. easier is just being nice which feels warm and good on both sides #health #personal #shh katie

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cuartist · 6 months

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aaaaaaa. back to doing line art again

reading a book on webcomics currently and the author is like, yeah i used to do batches of 8-10 pages and that was rough

(guy who just finalized a batch of 26 pages: 😟 you mean that's not... a normal size batch?)

(issue is, i want the line art at least to be relatively cohesive for each scene? and im worried that it'll change too much if i do smaller segments)

#art speaks #it's fine but did make me realize oh hey yeah that might be a lot at once lol #too sleepy!!!!!#wanna get ready for bed but since i fed clem early last night she's already being a MENACE #so i locked her outta the room i am in #alas. getting ready for bed means leaving the bedroom #OH just realized i should. oh emo. having talvi read a book in the batch im working on currently and i was like. absolutely no clue what it #would be. But. kevat recommended her bright dead things so i think it'd be cute if she was reading that #okay. going. to leave my desk now & brave the hungry girls #text

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ifyourereadingthisblinktwice · 8 months

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got an epic wooden music box kit at a yard sale for $5 look at this lil guy so far i love wooden kits so much ough

#i was gonna go to bed early and save this kit for a rainy day #but was feeling kinda shitty so.#this will be my second wooden music box my other one is a roukr (i think that’s the spelling) of the solar system #it plays a song from cats which is kinda weird but it’s very pretty #not sure what the brand on this one is i can’t read the language #one of the larger pieces has ‘robotime’ on it so might be that #anyways i’ll post the finished product too #me rambling

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