your bf doesn’t want to be with u because of how fuckin fat u are
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that euphoric feeling i got when we’re laying in bed and he ran his hand down my stomach and said, “did you get skinnier? ..you got skinnier”
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what is the biggest change you’ve noticed since you lost weight?
is it the way people’s eyes linger on you
the more doors are held open for you
are people nicer? more understanding? quicker to smile?
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i can’t even b!nge anymore. it’s like my body craves all this food but i can’t even hardly eat any without immediately feeling full.
ik i should be happy but it makes me sad how deep i am into this. like i couldn’t even get up to 700 c@ls how sad is that? am i just doomed to spend the rest of my life like this? will i ever be able to recover? my daughter deserves a better mom than this but my brain and body have given up.
i just wanna be better for my family bro
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you can’t sleep because your bones dig into the mattress too much now
you can’t eat as much because your stomach is used to the lack of food
you’re always chosen to be the one who sits in the middle because “you’ll fit”
my small motivations
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Started fasting again 🤍
I actually missed this though. Hunger pangs came and left, I’ll have to break fast tonight. Thankfully I started fasting yesterday! After tonight I’ll go for as long as I can (my max is three days which I am very happy with), to hopefully drop at least 8 more lb.
Its hard to find time to work out, with family and friends keeping a sharp eye on me. However, Mom and I are going to the gym soon! 🤍🤍
Watch these thighs get slim, and eventually actually live up to my name 🤍
- Angel
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