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dummerjan · 1 month

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anxiety has been building up over the past couple days and it feels like it's winding itself evermore tighter around me and immobilizing me or as if i were a coil that's being stretched to its maximum capacity and about to snap i've been feeling paralyzed ever since i woke up my mind keeps circling back to things i said or did months ago but it's not just social interactions it's a general feeling of anxiety a shower hasn't helped i've tried physically shaking it off i keep making weird noises to drown out my thoughts but nothing is helping and i am this close to tears

#argh but angrily hitting the keys typing this out has helped a teeny tiny bit at least #i wanted to meet up with a friend for her lunch break in an hour and that would likely do me good because she's just nice to be around #interactions with her don't cause me anxiety and she'll likely just tell me about the guy she started dating recently #and while i won't have anything insightful to say that i can just let her talk #but my hair is still wet and i haven't eating and i am starting to feel shaky and there is so much to be done around the flat #i don't feel like i'll be ready to actually go out #i just want to scream and cry out of sheer frustration #the almost crying isn't because i am sad i am just so... idk wound tight and i can't take it anymore #i feel like i am losing my mind and i don't know what to do with myself #i just don't know where it is coming from and why now #maybe a lobotomy?#meins

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boohoohideyhole · 2 months

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I know things are going downhill for me when i start thinking this is the hottest Laios looked in the manga.

#im keeping this info away from my irl to the grave #maybe i need a lobotomy #dungeon meshi #dunmeshi #jawz.txt

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awientan · 2 months

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plug a little weird but they chill

#they let them hit cause they peculiar #hardest thought deuce evr had maybe #i love characters that are articulate eventho they dont actually speak #i wish i could do that #anyway rants over #actual srs tags below #lobotomy #twst #twisted wonderland #twst fanart #twst yuu #twst mc #twst oc #twst deuce #deuce spade #my art #disney twisted wonderland

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wmnylander · 2 months

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William Nylander | Blue Room

#i need 2 fucking. lie down or get a lobotomy maybe #william nylander #toronto maple leafs #mine #willy.gif #blue room

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maskerat · 1 month

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traditional art of clouded monk. I really like this guy

I'm generally surprised and disappointed people don't draw him much, I can barely find any fanart online. it's odd to me becuz he's one of the More Humanoid Abnormalities, and ppl love those (take into notes: Little Red, Der Frei, Butterfly man, The magical girls, I'd even dare to say Army in Pink). but this guy? everybody forgot about him even though I believe he's genuinely intriguing and good-looking. I know I'm rambling but I'm quite sad, I feel like I'm the only one who's kinda obsessed with him. bro even made me learn what śarīra means lmao.

#lobotomy corporation #lobcorp #lobotomy corp fanart #lobotomy corp art #clouded monk #honored monk #abnormality #i at first wanted to include that rant in the tags but nah i think i want ppl to see that #maybe this'll flop #i mean it WILL #but still. i shall contribute to the little fanart and love this man gets #I'm willing to do that.#maskerat art

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necromycologist · 4 months

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rip ianthe tridentarius... born to be the one and only fucked up failgirl forced to somehow end up as the voice of reason

#like. ianthe is pretty insane we can all agree on this.#she ate a guy. she has nasty infectious rizz she had a girl homoerotically regrow her arm she did a lobotomy. she is a genius and a loser.#in any other fandom she would win hands down. unfortunately this is not any other fandom.#gideon and harrow are doing their whole orpheus and euridyce shit camilla was so codependent w/ her necro she merged her soul with him #pyrrha is a 1000-yr-old butch living in the corpse of her best friend alecto is the fucking vengeful soul of the earth.#don even get me started on mercymorn or commander wake or coronabeth... infact maybe dont get me started at all.#what imsaying is that ianthe may be insane but at least she's logical about it.#she killed a man for ultimate power. dick move yeah. but gideon killed HERSELF out of LOVE and took her gf tryna SAVE HER as a REJECTION.#one of these gals is more fucked in the head than the other BY FAR. rip ianthe second place even at being a failure #ianthe tridentarius #tlt

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notdelusionalatall · 1 month

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tenebsolis · 10 months

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created in the image of an (allegedly) dead woman who largely impacts the narrative and whatnot

#plain doll #angela lobotomy corporation #bloodborne #project moon #art tag #art that caters only to me and maybe two more people #pjm

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bisexualfbiagents · 8 months

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Hey, Scully, that word unruhe, unrest, is bothering me. Maybe he thought he was curing them somehow, saving him from damnation. From those things in the pictures, you know, he called them the howlers.

THE X FILES GIF MEME [2/20] EPISODES Unruhe (4.04)

#the x files #txf #dailytxf #txfedit #xfilesnet #fox mulder #dana scully #txfmeme #memeepisodes #mine #4x04 #unruhe #idk why i like this episode it's kinda goofy #and also kinda really fucked up like he's giving women botched lobotomies.........#but we get that early inkling of cancer arc #when he points to scully's face and says she's got the howlers #also scully is soooooo beautiful in this episode maybe i'll do a set just dedicated to her......

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anouri · 2 months

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mental illness is wild. i miss doing things but also technically i can do them all. so why am i sitting here just missing it.. nothing is physically stopping me. but i can’t. bc the Voices in my head said no

#i need a lobotomy #or a hug #or maybe someone to drag me from my bed by my ankle #or perhaps all three #a decomposing dump of my thoughts

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mugentakeda · 6 months

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mighty dragon and fledgling (again)

other iroh and zuko doods 1 2

#this is a repost my bad #if you havent noticed. im kind of obsessed with them #i should get a lobotomy maybe #ill probably draw them more too send help #iroh #zuko #atla #avatar the last airbender #alicias art

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sapphic-haymaker · 2 years

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#Project Moon #Library of Ruina #Lobotomy Corporation #Distortion Detective #Limbus Company #All of these women are in their late 40s+#except maybe Outis but it's very likely she is too

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ms--lobotomy · 1 month

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@avg-afterdark ORDER UP! Here's your sick cat. Also tagging @wolf-tail since you had the idea. Teehee.

Summary: Konrad Curze is down with the sickness. Lol. Lmao. (GN reader)

Word Count: 698 (sorry it's so short waah)

Content Warnings: Probably a bit of medical malpractice? (I'm a [REDACTED] major not a premed student) also it may be a little incoherent but I have experience in being ill so.

Image Credit: @squishyowl

"You again?" he rumbled as you entered the room, rolling in a cart of basic hygiene supplies. You slightly turned the lights up and shut the door. No matter how gently you tried to close it, it would always make a loud snap. Not many got to enter the quarters of the Night Haunter, but here you were. His quarters were in disarray, and you had to step around pieces of discarded armor that were built for someone maybe twice your size. Even if the lights were turned up all the way, it would have been a nightmare to navigate.

"How did you know it was me?" you asked before the idea of ignoring him crossed your mind.

"Revealed to me in a dream," he sighed, rolling over in bed to face away from you. He grabbed a pillow and brought it to his chest. His scarred back was exposed, somehow paler than it had been depicted. His hair was thick and unwashed, but that's where you come in. You pulled out a bottle of dry shampoo and sighed.

"Don't make this harder than it has to be," you said, approaching him. You squirted a little bit onto your hand, and he curled up in his bed as you hopped up to get close to him. Whatever he had, you were told that it wasn't contagious anymore.

"Fine," he relented. "Do what you must."

You ran a hand through his hair, lathering in the dry shampoo. You could swear that there were other serfs called in to take care of him in this state, but he didn't look taken care of. You had the self-preservation to not ask, at least. You massaged his scalp gently, but hard enough to clean him up a little bit. And you could swear that you felt him lean into it a little bit.

"Feeling better, my liege?" you asked.

He grunted into the pillow he held. Your hand retreated as you put your materials back. You hesitated before you curiously reached out to one of the jagged scars on his back. You barely got to trace it before he turned over, released the pillow, and grabbed your wrist. So much for self-preservation.

"Lord--" you sputtered out, your heart skipping a beat in your chest.

"Don't go," he said, his fingers threatening to tear into your wrist. His eyes were more sunken than they normally were, and his grip never got any looser.

You looked away from him, feeling your cheeks go warm. "But what will my boss think if I don't come back?" you asked as he pulled you in closer.

"I will let them know you were attending to some... business," he said. Before you knew it, you relented, laying down in the massive bed with him. He drew the covers over you and put a hand to your cheek, absolutely engulfing it. You felt your heart drum in your chest again. He could so easily turn on you--on anyone around him. But here he was, almost in need of a companion.

"Why me?" you squeaked after a few moments.

"Do you think any of the other serfs were so gentle? Do you think any of them treated me like a... person, instead of a...?" he trailed off, a clouded expression crossing his face. You wanted to ask what he was talking about, but being this close to him, this was probably a bad idea.

"I don't know," you finally relented. You felt him pull you close to him, and you closed your eyes. It felt... nice. Much nicer than you'd felt in a while. He was cold, but you hadn't felt someone rise and fall against you in so long. Any reservations you may have had were long gone now, melting along with you. He put one hand at the back of your head and the other at your waist, pulling you in further. He breathed a sigh of contentment.

You knew that even though the higher-ups said it wasn't contagious, it was a Primarch that had fallen ill. This couldn't be a normal disease. You knew that what you were doing wasn't safe, but how could you say no?

#warhammer 40k x reader #primarch x reader #konrad curze x reader #reader insert #konrad curze #warhammer lobotomy #ough.. ouuuuuguh.....#maybe ive mischaracterized him maybe i havent #idc i want him

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parallelkozak · 9 months

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