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i feel like. when it comes to stories and various media adaptations. some people are so obtuse and their reluctance to accept multiple interpretations of fiction especially those that are ambiguous by design. feels so childish and stupid
im just saying like. anyone who goes ‘jo x laurie shippers are so stupid for liking them didnt you know the writer didnt want them to be together?’ only to say ‘jo and freidrich are soooo cute!!!!’ are deluded in a way no one can ever save
#personal#the reason why is that louisa may alcott did not want jo marrying anyone#thinking jo x whats his face is sooooo couple goals not only spits in the face of what louisa wanted for herself#but is dumb bc like who cares WHO CARES#im talking about the 2019 adaptation btw#i saw someone say yeah its so obvious jo has zero feelings for laurie and ugh i dont get why greta gerwig made her write that letter#it made nooooo sense#AND PROCEEDED TO ASSERT THAT EVERYONE WHO LIKED JOLAURIE IS LIKE CRAZY AND STUPID OR SOMETHING#like woefully refusing to admit a scene should exist in a movie#when it is there for A REASONNNN#makes u more stupid than ever#refusing to accept that multiple different conclusions can be made and justified…..#like the whole thing about jolaurie in little women 2019 to me that is so epic#is that it is not black and white!!!!#it is not as simple as her having zero feelings and not loving laurie and him only being a friend to her#it is that she did not want things to change!!!!#she saw marriage and therefore romantic love as a trap!! jail!!! inevitable disaster!!!#and that is not a bad interpretation of her character?#because there are people who feel the same way? that exist in the world?#thinking so isnt problematic bc these characters are not fucking real#and no matter how louisa may alcott lived her life#death of the author doesnt mean i hate the author so im ignoring her perspective#its that stories can adapt and stretch and transform#and be seen in so many different ways!!!! that people can look at in#and that being stubborn about one interpretation and assuming anyone who thinks differently is invalid………
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ahhhhhh i remember why i dont read comics & books and watch movies as much as I should. Because they make me lose it
#i get suddenly hit with a tsunami of inspiration and an urgency to Make Something#but the urgency isn't about the process of making it's about I Have Stories To Present Too. I have to See Them Realized.#and that hit of urgency is obviously far too short lived to make anything. esp since it comes in a set with a feeling of 'wow this-#-thing was so great' that transforms into intensified perfectionism of No No What Im Doing Here Isnt Good. What Is This. Disgrace-#-to my idea AND to what inspired it AND to my self proclaimed status as an amateur storyteller#which turns into artblock. so like low chances that ill even get a singular good drawing made during this#and the multiple comic or script or whatever ideas that appear in my head during this are out of the question entirely#oh and all of this appears next to the normal feelings caused by a good story like attachment to the characters and having to process it-#-for a while and if its very good then even sometimes rarely i get the need to make fanart#so all of this combined just leads to me not being able to do anything for a while and feeling awful about it.#fun./sar#i wish i was a normal artist people here are so resilient and do stuff even though they dont want to or they DO want to#because idk they enjoy being pissed bcs of a thing not turning out right and they dont mind how tedious it can get-#-and they enjoy sacrificing hours&days&months of their lives without a guarantee that anyone will appreciate it accordingly and itll pay of#its probably the resilience though#im weak like a dried twig both mentally and physically#this sounds like i never enjoyed drawing&writing ever. and to clarify thats far from true. i frequently enjoy it#just never frequently enough and consistently enough to actually make something more 'worthwhile' or linear#it's like a wind that comes & goes that i have no control over.#i try to keep telling myself that in the past i struggled to make anything 'bigger'....& know i even made animatic shitposts#this sounds so stupid god. an animatic shitpost being an achievement.#its not an art skill achievement its a fighting tooth and nail with my own self to actually finish it because its a struggle almost every-#-time achievement#what im saying is im trying to tell myself that i already improved. im doing more than i could have done in the past.#even if the process is so slow and i dont know when ill advance again#if ill advance again. i just gotta believe i guess? thank u parappa
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man who thinks squinting makes him look sexy instead of simple, STOP, man who thinks squinting makes him look sexy instead of simple.
#WHEN DOES HE POSE FOR THESE ????#imagine hes just midway thru some paul george podcast wisdom and he jojo poses to the camera then continues his squabble#'yea i rlly like fishing im a moid out of containment * turns to camera & strokes chin hair *#stop playing with ur fuckin kewchie hair and leave the poor camera be#selfie of him looking fresh as fuck vs in the moment photos of sweaty disgruntled men#hes so stupid#the twinkiest himbo ive had the disdain to witness#i want to obliterate him into a fine paste#pg voice: fiooone 😳?#u still think im FIONE 😳😳??#no girl ive watched ur vines#the p in paul george#... is kawhis#actually i was gonna make a stands for pillow princess joke but#i was just digging in a goldmine apparently#i like how the video is supposed to be involving some heavy loyalty discussions#and pgs very serious take on this very serious subject is mewing at the camera while being asked if hes gonna divorce his wife#russell banging his gavel in the clippers mini divorce court trials: order! order in the court!#pg.. we all know of your simperey side switching.. me more than ever . ahem. bitch.#kawhi wearing a hoodie but instead of hoodie strings it's tightened with a tie for professionalism: ._.#russ: play with our heart strings NOW LONGER bastardly boytoy.. WILL U! or WONT U! ... rejoin.. the pacemakers#norman powell: .... *pacers*#russ: no speaking over the big cheese#norm:...judge#paul george : .... 😏#russ: defense. it's your time to testify .#pg: 😳#russ: ... your. it's. it's time to-#pg: *licks finger & strokes eyebrows*#he went to harvard law
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it's every single time i give myself a minute to breathe. a minute away from people, places, distractions, running away from my reality--when the heartbreak catches up and hits me. knocks my fucking breath out.
#as someone who's default has been for the longest time to love love love not being able to give it all the time actually makes me feel#like i am missing a part of me#its the weirdest most incredibly frustrating feeling to feel just slightly off kilter every single minute of the day and knowing u have#no choice but to ignore the oddness bcoz if u poke it its gonna all come crashing down#i hate having loved someone to the point where it was more than how much i loved myself coz now i m left#picking up the pieces they chose to leave behind and not knowing how to piece it all together#and it hurtshurtshurtshurts and never lessens and i can kiss someone else and still feel like a corpse inside#bcoz theres pieces missing that i gave away and that feeling of being incomplete just wont go away#trusting someone to love me forever might have been the stupidest thing i will ever do#and on bad days i think i deserved being left for the sheer stupidity of my life choices#istfg i m never loving again until a man puts a damn ring on my finger#so unbelievably fucking done with this shit#i wanna hate him but i cant and i wanna stop loving but i wont and i wanna feel full again but i dont#tw breakup#tw heartbreak
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MURDER TIME.
the bartender calling his buddy in skinny jeans:
#''how is he a twink'' he's small as hell and smooth like a seal what more do you need#'''the bartender' he has a name!!!!'' i know but i must censor it lest people find my account!#my friend from twitter already did! she said ''no one but you would be this obsessed with x'' AURGH you got me! you got me good!#'''his buddy in skinny jeans'.....? seriously?'' i've already said too much!!!#who else other than him would ever wear jeans that skinny#anway the bartender w the ears he isnt just some guy its his song hes the producer the other two are just two dolls hes making rap for him#credits at the end of the video sooo#music recs#.txt#....#did you seriously think we'd go a day without me force feeding you my music recommendations#no fucking way you silly goose#also in case u follow my main the long haired guy is the guy who wrote the cocaine album and loves his wife so bad it makes him look stupid
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regardless of how u feel about SM as a company i don't get how anyone can look at hybe acquiring it as a good thing
#like yeah in their statement of course SM is gonna try to make themselves look better than they are#we all know all the ent execs care about is money and SM is certainly no exception#SM isnt some virtuous entity by any means#but like that being said the same applies to every corp. invluding hybe#so why would consolidating that power under one corporation ever be a good idea#i genuinely dont get why some ppl are such bootlickers for hybe#like even if u hate SM with a burning passion and want them to crash and burn this is not the way u want it to happen#the only ppl this benefits are shareholders some of yall are just so stupid#like im not gonna pretend to be a business expert but when is giving big corporations more power ever a good idea :/#melia.txt
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MOTHERFUCK i did not realize how much those antidepressants made me feel physically psychologically and dare i say spiritually like a peat mummy
literally 2 days off them and i've experienced more joy, lucidity, motivation and general good vibes than i did in the whole 2 months i was on them 😭😭
#now granted i did only sleep for 3 hours#but i felt more refreshed and energized today than i ever did when the pills forced me into 8 hours of pseudo-death a night#MY INTERNAL MONOLOGUE IS BACK TO NEVER SHUTTING TF UP#it was practically bones for so long oml#i'm usually annoyingly verbose but i was only able to say like 5 words at a time before i forgot how to end my sentence#yeah i'm prolly gonna lose the rose tinted glasses in a few days when the novelty wears off but for now#it's so nice to feel like myself and not like a lobotomized skinwalker trying to wear my own mannerisms convincingly#(obvsly they help some ppl or they wouldn't be an option to prescribe but GOD they fit my brain chemistry as well as a fork fits an outlet)#<<<<<<I CAN DO THAT AGAIN!!! I MISSED MY STUPID METAPHORS AND MY BAD PUNS AND MY SLIGHTLY OUT OF POCKET JOKES#i was fucking trying but it fundamentally doesn't work if u Try#yoda moment but whatever#yippeee#god did they fucking '''cure''' my ADHD instead of my depression#ok if this is what some ppl's experience of ADHD meds is like then the 'they made me feel like a robot' thing makes a LOT more sense#personally they just make me feel like. yk that one comic abt ADHD with the dog metaphor#yeah amphetamines my beloved let me hold the leash rather than becoming a human dogsled to the whims of my psyche#actually i think i was rather uncharitable to my current dream mask normal pills#i just happened to get mega bitch burnout for 3 months and then spend 2 in the aforementioned peat bog where souls go to die#when not impeded by outside circumstances i think they actually are completely fine#maybe not QUITE as agressively effective as my previous prescription but the ritalin was str8 up harsh#i tried it again for a week and it made my heart beat like it was being powered by a caffienated hamster#but when i used to take it i was already experiencing Real paranoid gerbil anxiety so it just kinda blended in#i only noticed the Severe Health Issue i got bundled as a side effect#and i keep having to remind myself not to go rose-tinted abt how bad it rlly was in retrospect#do i just need to leave a sticky note on my mirror like 'hey dumbass that was NOT a net positive period of ur life'#lexi stfu challenge
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i hope i die, you broke my heart
#personal#my posts#so fucking tired oh my god#just yelled at my sister so loud that my throat is sore over a piece of fuciing plastic#sometimes ecerytbinf feels so bad and its like. what do i even do#like ok i relapse and i need a break from someone and they loose their fucking shit on me#taljing about how you always deal with my shit and youre tired of how i see you as the worst in the group#as if i didnt literally repeat to you over and over again that i love you and that i always will even when you kept denying it#all of the times youve left all the servers and the gc and all that and i was there to comfort you#theres a reason im always the person you go to#byt yeah . im neverrrr there for you#like is it just that im not there for you in the Same Way that youre there forme ??#does it need to be completely equal to be fair#and idk. i know hes struggling too but its so fucking stupid because ive been struggling for months and i dont treat u like tjat#im tired of feeling like i have to do two times more than everyone else ro be worthy of their love#like sorry man but im fucking sick and tired#i know ill be fine without you but like youre so sick right now that i dont know what youll do without all of us#idk im just like. you used to be so kind but now youre writing your name in mu blood#and sometimes i feel bad because i didnt mean evedytbinf i said to you but lets be honest#you didnt mean everyrbinf you said either#and i dont know if you were ever the right person because a lot of the time i think we are just two chemicals that werent meant to mix#but ill always remember you when i hear that one song and im making it sound like this is some kind if goodbye but it Really isnt#but like there was a time when i would tear myself apart for you. mot even because i liked you that much#i guess i just wanted someone that liked me as much as you did???#and when j say that it isnt even about one soecific oerson. its an amalgamation of ecery person tgat has ever loved me#a little more than they were supposed to#i think i hate ahen people love me Too Much because i dont want to be adored like that it scares me#iknow what thats like and i dont want to be someone fp Its so scary#okay if im being honest i dont know whbat the fuck im saying right mow#byt like. idk. im tired and i think im done. tbh
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TIM???? MIDDLE CLASS???? THE BITCH GREW UP IN A MANSION AND WENT TO BOARDING SCHOOL OVERSEAS????? THAT AINT MIDDLE CLASS????
LITERALLLY AND I KNOW THIS STARTED ON TWITTER MADE ITS WAY TO TUMBLR AND I JUST SAW IT ON TIKTOK LIKE…
#they’re all communicating#and it’s one thing like discord servers aren’t bad#but discord servers full of stupid ass people who will skew and twist everything to prove their fave isn’t rich and white and acrually#internal biases have NOTHING to do with why they like them and take traits and storylines from everyone else for him?#like c’mon man.#like the thing about tim Stans that bother me is that he could be cool#like canonically going off of everything there; the fact that he fucked up his own life for essentially no reason? at such a young age and#now just has to. deal with it.#that could be cool#but they have to make him super sad or super hurt to showcase that he’s running towards smth#and to put the burden on the ppl who aren’t emotionally available 24/7 bc ‘you KNOW what his life was like before’#when the fun part is that these ppl literally should have 0 attachment to him and choose to anyways and vice versa#but THATS a diff rant sorry tim hater moots#the point of THIS is that they do everything in their power to make him more relatable than he’s supposed to be#Bc it’s not ‘trendy’ or ‘progressive’ to be rich and white rn#like they don’t wanna actually unpack the racism or classism do they just go ‘i hc tim as Ambiguously asian and middle class’ and continue#to treat the poorer browner characters around him like dog shit#when it’s like. first of all you don’t even read enough to disprove shit. period.#like ur saying his class has nothing to do with his character bc u don’t know his character bc all you’ve read is yj98 and time stream l#shenanigans. you wouldn’t know what impacts his character besides when he’s around his friends and his most manic depressive episode ever#but again diff story diff time. point is the things tim fans do to just. not like tim.#u could like Steph or Duke or Jason with the shit u wanna give to tim#but ur so unwilling to unpack or biases enough to think about WHY you need to change not just this niggas class but his parents to like him#like HELLOOO sorry he can’t be ur sickly Victorian child but if u want a character who’s cold due to his moms attitude. Damian’s right ther#light to batmans darkness who refuse to be considered a part of the family and preaches that he will not follow in Bruce’s footsteps while#unknowingly doing just that but forcing himself to put his community and ideals first even to his detriment? even when it’s not reciprocate#Duke#actual middle class character who gets beat down by literally every other bat and fights tooth and nail to be respected and is not only#still insecure but still to this day thought to be second fiddle to everyone else? Steph#like hellooooo
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The people that have abandoned me really need to stop talking to me like they have any right to tell me what to do, or I swear to God, I'm gonna get the FUCKING hammer.
#inspired by my bitch of a mother sending me a text that basically said u need to get ur life together#as i always say! LET HE WHO IS WITHOUT SIN CAST THE FIRST STONE!#this woman's life is a dumpster fire#and she specifically said 'i won't financially support u. i'll always be there for u but that's a conditional statement'#which is INSANE because that don't make no sense AND she has NEVER financially supported me? genuinely why does she think she has any#fucking right...😭😭😭#meanwhile. my dad. during the shitstorm that has been my family's existence lately. is being way more lax about me getting a job and moving#out than he has been in the past. because some fucks despite being shitheads aren't total assholes#this post is also inspired by my insufferable sister who fucked off to another fucking continent when i was 7 and treats me...well. exactly#how u would expect an upper middle class dumb jock to treat her awesome nerd little brother. and is always telling me i'm making#the wrong fucking decisions and judging me.#these ppl r so funny bc they think this is normal and that i will endure it bc the power of love or what the fuck ever. wrong! i have been#on the brink of cutting off my entire family since i was fourteen. now that i actually have the power to do some cutting off i'll be honest#i feel pretty great#it is all of course a horrible nightmare and i wish things were different etc etc etc. but in the words of supernatural. i was always going#to end up here.#while i am thinking about such things what's my other sister's deal? she has not reached out to me for years. it was like i turned 18 and#she was like ok who cares abt this dude now#which was incredibly bizarre and makes me feel like a stupid idiot who did something wrong but i know i didn't. and she was always the most#supportive of my siblings. i don't know what her problem is#in her defense her life has been weird lately. but 'lately' has lasted long enough that it's just her life now. and whenever i try to be th#one to reach out she basically gives me...nothing.#while i am thinking about such things i will acknowledge the slays. my one totally kickass sister who is the only other one of my siblings#who understands anything. i am rly grateful for her and she has been so good to me for so long especially during the recent shitstorm#she is moving very far away and that has brought up my abandonment issues but i genuinely am so happy for her and her family and she is ver#adamant about me visiting and PAYING for the visit (or at least doing the scamming that pays for the visit so i don't have to pay lol) and#making sure i'll be ok.#it's not all bad! i am going to be ok! there r so many people in my life who love me and love me in a way that makes sense to me and doesn'#make me feel like the world's worst man#personal log
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#let me express to u perhaps The frustration of my life#i like to learn. it is perhaps my favorite thing. new information. more more more constantly#but. my fucking brain is the fucking worst. because im not fucking stupid if i can focus and process the words being said i can understand#many things. i like to learn about math and physics and chemistry and biology and anatomy... ect concepts#but the focus and the processing of words is where we have problems. because i cannot focus for more than like 5min#i blink and suddenly ive been spaced out for a sec and need to reorient. i cant prioritize what to do 1st and im constantly bouncing betwee#tasks so nothing ever gets done and im too intimidated to start learning things. and when im trying to learn we habe the processing words#problem. like my reading comprehension is so fucking bad. like i will read a book on paper and maybe retain 25% of the info if im not#hardcore trying. for a class where i had to do a ton of paper reading. i had to read everything out loud to myself. highlight important#info. write myself a summary based on the highlights and then read the paper again before i could even begin to feel comfortable in#discussions. it was so fucking frustrating and miserable. ppl will give me physical books and im like thanks i cant fucking read sorry#too fucking dyslexic. read and listen they say. u have to read and listen at the same time bc i cant pay attention and i cant read#so if i do both then maybe the info gets in. thats y i have to read aloud but i hate it and still get distracted#i mean. i probably just have an attention problem. its also really annoying that my short term working memory is so awful#bc in order to make things make sense i have to draw or write them out. i cant judt go off the top of my head or i get stuck saying thr sam#thing over and over and over. its like my ability to think is extremely shallow. but thrn i read papers and recognize concepts from classes#i took years ago and im like. fucking y cant i know what i know? my head feels so empty but info is in there somewhere#its just so fucking frustrating that i love understanding systems so much. complex annoying little systems that fit together like a puzzle#and my fucking brain refuses to accept the information im trying to get in there. so i return to a remark left on my dyslexia assignment:#intelligent when not constrained by language or time. thanks. unfortunately language is how ppl communicate#also i freak out under time pressure lol. anyway ive just been reading papers for fun this weekend and remembering y i dont: bc its agony#but also i fucking love the concepts so much and i need a good understanding of photosynthesis before August when i join a photosynthesis#lab lmao. ugh. i love learning but my brain was not buildmt#built for it. if only if only someone could podcast about the obscure things im interested in while reading directly from the source#unrelated#also its like 105 degrees plus. its too fucking hot out#thats like 40 degrees C. the sun is like a death ray
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“need jeongguk to read thirst tweets 😍” u need to gargle nails actually
#let’s sit him in a room and make him read the borderline dehumanizing things we say abt him in a language that isn’t his first#we’ve done this since he was 15 and he’s ‘marketed’ like that so it’s okay!#like i hate when y’all parrot the stupid shit abt his ‘concept’. that’s a real human. holding onto his own confidence now more than ever#telling some of u to *** isn’t enough tbh
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this explanation is even more stupid as if he couldn't have stopped working at 19 if he wanted to
#ask#anon#when u think they cant get any more stupid than this#also i can guarantee you harry has zero desire to ever retire lol#his entire life is on stage/camera#have u ever seen his say something like when louis talked about his plans to be an old man on his porch teaching football to kids?#no bc harry doesnt have any#he doesn't exist outside of his public persona#and he doesn't want to either#i guarantee you he'll still be here annoying us every day even 30 years from now#(if he doesnt destroy himself with drugs )#((it was implied but ofc like anyone from 1d could have stopped making music adter the band and they would have been financially stable))
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the levels of insanity these pages make me feel are through the roof because there are so many things to obsess over !!!
first of all, ranma just sitting there after akane yanks him in the room and looking at her like her acting this way is not that strange, just a little confused lmaoo
but mostly how his mind immediately went to ‘oh akane wants this with ME?!? must not lose the chance!!’ and instantly just glomps her and tells her he’s willing if she is (like a good feminist with the asking of consent) !!!!!!
like, ranma has literally been propositioned by everyone in so many ways and he always just runs away but the second he thinks this is what akane wants, he’s literally so willing to give her anything and people still thought he wasn’t attracted/in love with her?? she literally just had to say the word and he would have been wifed that night lmaoooo
(not even gonna mention nodoka cause she’s just insane and not in the fun way)
RANMA IS SOOO PATHETIC AND DUMB 😭 I love him he’s such a 10/10 main character
It’s such a big pet peeve of mine when I read post-manga rankane fanfic and they have ranma be like “wait do I have feelings for her?? I know I thought I did at jusendo but I also thought she was dead?? I need to examine this” when literally ryoga confronts him about it the second time he shows up
Ranma might be dumb but he’s known from the moment he met Akane that he was interested in her, and, despite their rocky start, he fell for her really quickly. I think this scene in particular was when he realized he was fucked lol
They’re both dumb but like.. they know they love each other!! As much as we all want them to, they don’t have to say it because they make it so clear they already know and consider themselves a couple. In the last like third of the manga (and even by the end of the anime) Ranma’s clearly taking every opportunity he can to be physically affectionate w her, even at his own expense
The things he’ll put up with just to cuddle with his fiancée lmao
#long post#i rlly dont understand how its a debate even among ppl who ship them……#ranma might be stupid but he knows his feelings even if he’s bad at expressing them#i keep thinking abt his genuine Shock when he thinks for a moment that akane didnt get him a valentines gift#before ofc she reveals she did get him something#fanfic always has akane like mad that he’ll Never make a move (despite the fact he’s more openly affectionate w her than he’s ever been)#and ranma always Just Starting To Realize He Loves Her#like idk what series u read but………….
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did they take away the ability to preview photo posts on ur blog dfshgfdshgfdsh 💀
#tumblr. a plague on ye household#dishonor on u and ur cow. u wretched lil creature#like. I understand that these days ppl don't rlly seem to have blog themes anymore#or custom themes enabled at all#but I'm a product of old tungl dot hell sdfjhfsdjhdfs I love my silly custom themes jdsfhjhfdsjhdsf#this is so beep boop of tumblr. so beep boop 404. hdsfjhfsjdhsfd#bc text posts. I can still preview.#just fine. and the coding looks the same#but as soon as u go to make a photo post 💀#I just love it when tumblr takes away functions that I use all the time jdsfhjfdhsjhfds#to replace them with like. an extra tab on ur posts. so u can see where the string of reblogs on ur work go to die jhdjhdsfjhdfj#no offense if u like that feature ofc#but. jshdjhddfsjhfsdj#sam speaks#I just wanna see if my stupid aesthetic banner looks good on my desktop blog fjdhjshfdhfdsjhfdsj bc I'm DUMB#why would u break my heart like this...............#I use desktop SIGNIFICANTLY more than I will ever use mobile 💀#like. 90% of the time. desktop. so this...........................yeeowch (is torn asunder)
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me doing completely normal things vs. my mother telling me to not do them since i was 5 y/o bc "that's smth men do"
#rena.txt#well maybe i'm a girl i'm a boy i'm a squid in this giant aquarium called earth!!!!#and i'm talking about such normal things. when i was 5 she gave me shit bc i really liked a movie we had on videotape that in her opinion#was 'for boys'. it's crazy how some things of your childhood stick with u forever it's like i can still hear her say 'you shouldn't watch#that it's for boys'. it was a silly movie about robots or smth like that. and to this day she still gives me shit for my hair and says#they are too short. when i was 17 she said 'with hair like that you look like a boy. no man will ever want you' WHO TF CARES!!!!!#i've been dipping into randomly using he/him in italian for myself lately. he/she/whatever the fuck bc we don't have they in italian. yea#idk what's up with all of that and tbh i'm scared of a journey about discovering gender just as i was scared when i began discovering my#sexuality. like gun pointed at my head if you asked me to pick a pronouns i would tell u to pull the trigger. that's why i don't have any#on my profile/bio but the absence also makes me upset bc then i'm scared that ppl will just assume i use she/her and like. tbh i don't mind#any pronouns but the idea that someone would immediately pick she for me makes me sick. i don't feel like a woman i don't feel like a man i#feel like nothing at all but also much more than the stupid gender binary shit. idk i'm scared of calling myself nb i'm scared of discovery#ok i began crying after typing this i guess that i care about this more than i thought ops lmao
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