#literally sound insane but I am going insane
Text
#Danny Phantom#because i'm so close to finalizing part one of FOtPoD & i want to post it so bad but also i'm so nervous i might just freeze & never do it#i need to take a break from this fic for a while after part one is posted cuz i literally am going insane lol#hopefully not too long though cuz there's 12 parts & i'd like to publish all of them#in the meantime i will be sitting in my room vibrating at the speed of sound blasting music & going crazy
108 notes
·
View notes
Text
RIPPER STREET S02E04
#ripperstreetedit#perioddramaedit#perioddramasource#tvedit#usersource#cinematv#ripper street#edmund reid#homer jackson#matthew macfadyen#adam rothenberg#jackmund#my gifs#listen i am feral for this scene and it's so funny to me bc i would sound absolutely insane to anyone who does not ship this#because jackson LITERALLY SAYS HE LIKES REID AND JANE TOGETHER#but all I can see is Reid fishing for an earnest conversation about how they feel for each other#and Jackson ALMOST GOING THERE then backing out at the last second#but also look he's not wrong Edmund and Jane were great
56 notes
·
View notes
Note
I am literally obsessed with everything you do that involves sifloop you are THE sifloop artist to me
thank you!!! it means a lot to hear that haha
I've been like... near exclusively an OC artist for like 8 years at this point so every time i post fanart and ESPECIALLY ship art i feel like i have to fight every screaming cell in my body to post it because i feel like... RUDE? for projecting my own thoughts onto another creator's characters LMAO... so it's reassuring to know people actually like what i'm contributing!!
as for sifloop as a ship. i really should draw more isiloops because . rotates all three of them in my mind. but yeah. I think the thing I like most about the dynamic really is the like... way Siffrin and Loop canonically aggress each other despite an extremely persistent undercurrent of caring about the other not suffering.
Like. the back and forth between Loop constantly talking past/through Siffrin to really painfully insult the pair of them, and things like the [Forgetting Mirabelle's Name] event being so astoundingly gentle. just as a general example.
(RNG event that only triggers after certain actions so you may need to look it up)
THEN adding the element of throwing them in postcanon with neither of them wanting to upset the party and thus having to keep a lid on it... I like the potential dynamics of such a painful and conflicted relationship having to be almost hidden and downplayed so as to try and not worry anyone, and thus becoming softer and introspective while still keeping a bunch of the more insidiously toxic behaviour.
Both of them acting with genuine best intentions in mind but still understanding each other to have way *way* more sadness and anger and guilt than they let on, and thus being able to clock it. Both for good and ill. Neither of them enjoy confrontation, but it's almost unavoidable when they KNOW the other knows what they're probably thinking.
. but yeah i just think they're neat! also a bunch of stuff related to asexuality but . shh
#also since. well. i dont know where else im gonna put this. because its CERTAINLY not going in the body of the text#an early way i worded my reading of Loop's characterisation when talking to my friends was:#'Loop is sexually frustrated in the same way as a poorly kept parrot'#WHICH SOUNDS INSANE but hear me out. if you know things about parrots you know they'll imprint on their owners. and it ruins their brains#parrots like this will see humans as potential mates and get AGGRESSIVE when nothing is happening! because... they aren't human.#the 'sexual' part of my reading is a bit of shock hyperbole but i basically mean they are socially/romantically/etc frustrated in this way#they are asexual obviously (... as am i for the record). but yknow. they and siffrin are both still ravenous for physical touch.#and loop... no longer being human. having that disconnect. BEING human FEELING human. but not being.#as well as literally physically lacking the ability for certain things. (staunch 'loop has no mouth and cannot kiss' truther here)#+ i think this is FASCINATING in context of both Siffrin and Loop's asexuality. its something i like thinking about.#two freaks who want intimacy but not in the 'normal' way. again as an ace myself. i think abt it#lucabytetalks#isat spoilers#sifloop
35 notes
·
View notes
Text
haha oh no im definitely not at all disturbed by the prevalence of leftists on all platforms who are loudly 'anti-genocide' when it comes to the palestinian cause (and a couple others at best :3c) yet the only time ukraine [ʊkrɐˈjinɐ] leaves their mouths is in critique, in stark comparison to the former or in complaint about their (american) government sending aid.
at first what i saw often was pointing out the differences in western media framing [ukraine vs palestine], and that's fair (until the words and the agenda of western journalists are used to paint, as a whole, ukrainians who have been actively going through genocide as some kind of white supremacists hogging the blanket of global attention when they kinda just want to live and have the rights to their own land, culture, names and families)
but no one is even caring to do that anymore, today bitches just invent metaphorical scenarios and people to get mad at and to throw an entire ethnos away because wahhhh i decided that you care for X but not for Y!!!.... all while doing the exact thing they are condemning. the exact absolute same and they don't even hide it but do lack the self-awareness to realise
#'ohh i saw white people still go out to rally for ukraine' yeah have you considered they are ukrainian or have ukrainian loved ones or uh#simply have humanity in their heart to care about several humanitarian tragedies in the world?#this is both aimed at a post i saw on here and at SEVERAL. MANY. twitterians with a thousand palestine flags all over their accounts spewing#misinformation hate and sometimes straight up russian propaganda tactics because they're this fucking insane#i don't care about sounding nice anymore by the way. i know my heart lies in the right place and i have the capacity to care about more than#one ongoing genocide of indigenous peoples#removed incidents of bad actors having a ukrainian flag on their backpack doing hateful shit does not somehow okay dismissing a genocide you#so vehemently claim to oppose. they are not ukrainians who are getting bombed on the daily for years#i saw a very lovely 🍉🕊️ lady denying holodomor and using literal russian talking points while patting herself on the back for being such#a good person. i saw one of the most popular leftie accs on twitter be actively anti-ukraine and using slurs. luckily we mass reported them#and they're gone#i'm no longer being careful with my words because i don't want to be misconstrued. i know my values go beyond twitter and tumblr#if i catch you in any way undermining the genocide of ukrainians or only bringing it up to point fingers and bitch i am blocking you forever#don't care how far this post might go cuz of ppls questionable use of the search function. and i didn't care to censor anything#like. masks off. just block me if this is your rhetoric
23 notes
·
View notes
Note
I've had a pitch crush on someone for a while! I really hate them! >:)
But one of our hatefriends just told me they might be pale for me? >:O
If they are, what do I do??? How do I make them hate me properly? :(
I don't pity them! I don't even know why they pity me! Or if they even really do! :?
It's really confusing and I don't want to have to reject them and then have to try and ask them out! That's not gonna go well!!! >:(
yeah i dont know that sounds awful i think personally id just die
questionable advice: either try upping the annoyingness and going all out with pitch flirting or just sit them down and just actually ask them if they pity you or not maybe youll get lucky and they dont but either way at least youll know right so that sucks a little less than not knowing
bad advice: kill their lusus maybe thatll make them really mad at you
#pitch stuff#asks#this sounds like a mess idk good luck#this is not very thumbs up emoji#the friend who told you might definitely be fucking with you though anyway#if we go big conspiracy theorist style i have friends who would totally do that on purpose to embarrass me#and try and get the other guy to make fun of me for asking such a stupid question#to see if they can get pitch shit started between me and my crush#but maybe your friends are less insane#actually you should have mentioned that before sending this ask#whats the normalness level of your friends#on a scale from my friends to creepily normal#where do they fall#my little hoofbeast style or absolutely would play 10d chess for literally no reason#this is way too many tags lmfao no ones gonna read this#i just got into it i guess#plus no way am i gonna move this to the post itself now after this#i opened this can of sharks now i gotta jump it#hey if anyone would read all of these tags itd be grey actually right#hi grey <3<#whats up hows it going
12 notes
·
View notes
Text
Not Ramaiya Vastavaiya is Jawan's equivalent of Jhoome Jo Pathaan with a hint of Besharam Rang!Spanish era and (i will swear by this) Tattad Tattad energy thrown in for good measure. i am trying to come up with coherent thoughts bc anything i could put on the internet rn will land me in horny jail but i am calling that sh*t out when i see it
#film: jawan#jawan#shah rukh khan#srk#nayanthara#bollywood#local gay watches Bollywood.txt#bisexual behavior???? bisexual visuals???? Shah Rukh's wardrobe as a cross between Jab Harry Met Sejal and Pathaan????#oh God oh f*ck the waist rolls the body rolls the EVERY-F*CKING-THING ROLLS#Nayanthara's hand. on his chest. the shirt is open. she is literally wiping down his abs separated by nothing but a thin#white tank top. the THRUSTS#and the girl squad with the guns at the end this is f*cking insane sh*t#they said drop the club banger of the summer in the last week of August the actual f*ck#can we talk about how they got Vishal and Shilpa on the Hindi version. Bollywood is healing i can see it on the horizon#Telugu version is my least fav rn unfortunately but that's probably just me and my preferences. it still f*cking slaps. bitch!!!!#edit: the tank top is red and velvet not white. the scene was in B&W my apologies. or it could actually be white and it's just#the same style of top they used later. as you can see i am still not functioning#extra editing: upon further listening i think the mixing on YouTube for the Telugu is f*cked. it sounds much better on Spotify#still at n.3 in the ranking but it's more top three now and not top two/whatever the f*ck is going on in that corner
21 notes
·
View notes
Text
Pisces new moon tonight. 🌑♓️🦇
#synchronicity#I thought about posting here but didn't really know what#.5 seconds later I scrolled past this#I wish there was a way for me to explain the magic of this world without sounding crazy#I need proof of everything and got dragged into spirituality kicking and screaming#I have always seen myself as more of a logical person than a creative#the last few years have literally been insanity#relearning everything that I ever knew about myself#pulling it all out and picking out the good pieces#there are things I miss about myself so much#and I am grateful to get those parts back while shedding the things that never felt authentic#I have been meeting myself again a lot lately#the craziest thing to me is how fast the years fly by#i don't sleep anymore#I was doing well with that for a while#but I know all of the work I am doing will mean so much#I basically got put in speed mode in my healing journey#it's crazy to look back only months ago and feel like a whole new human being#the moral of the story is I have no idea what I am doing or what is going on#but something is guiding me#and it is the scariest coolest weirdest most terrifying thing#that's the hardest part to keep inside I think#I have to figure out what to do with all of this knowledge#and I still have no fucking idea#it's going to slap me in the face because that's how they do this shit#and then I will be like omg my whole life makes sense#this has happened more times than I can count#a lot of people wonder how the spiritual people suffer so much if they have all of this knowledge#how the fuck do you think we got that?#I have been to hell and back more times than I can count
7 notes
·
View notes
Text
GUYS ☹️☹️☹️☹️🩷💕💖💘💞💝
#literally sobbing as i was making this#i fear my will byers cuteness aggression will Never go away#as embarrassing as that may be#i mean can you blame me honestly#how can you look at will and not go absolutely fucking feral#hes so#POCKET SIZED#would put him in a microwave and watch him spin around#yk that shrinking thing vector has in despicable me#i’d use that to shrink will so i can put him in my pocket and take him anywhere#just a pookie dookie#my lil jelly bean if you will#i sound so insane rn oh my gof#hope this isn’t too weird dhehdhw#WHAT AM I YAPPING ABOUT#will byers#byler#< target audience#im still sobbing
17 notes
·
View notes
Text
...
#its crazy how much easier it is to do things when youre not completely miserable lol#this past week has been weird bc ive felt really really good and like normal in a way thats kinds unfathomable#im hoping its the medication but my mood was already on an upward tilt and i was told it would take like 6 weeks for the meds to work#property but like ive been sleeping way more than usual. and by that i literally just mean 8hrs a night lol which is weird for me#like that never ever ever happens multiple days in a row. so idk. when i feel better it makes the 0cd way easier to manage as well#and im just generally not as anxious. on the more worrisome side i kinda just give less of a fuck so like i have an exam im not ready for#Tuesday and im just kinda like hm fuck that lol. ill go thru lil fluctuations of having a lot of energy too#like: i could run around in circles rn. i dont have to but i could. like yesterday i was out with friends and i was like bouncing up and#down while standing and rocking from side to side while sitting. which i kinda do anyway while in crowds but it was more to expend energy#last night i also got like 5hrs of sleep. so like maaaaybe ive been on the bleeding edge of mood elevation but for the most part it just#feels good and not destructive. like if i felt like this all the time that would b fantastic. its like oh so this is y ppl dont long to b#put out of their misery lol. depression? who? i dont kno her. sounds fake. but as soon as i fucking say that ill b fucking slapped back#down to earth. ugh. annoying. no emotional object permanence. i hope its the meds. if this is the person i am under layers of misery then#that is fucking so insane. we shall see. im curious to hear what the psychiatrist thinks of my brain when i follow up with her#i gave her my full dys1exia assessment which gives a pretty good picture of how my head functions. oh fuck i bet i would do waaaayyy better#on thise test if i took it in this state of mind. but anyway she has that on top of like 3 assessment sheets i filled out#dispite everything i still want someone to categorize me into a discreet box. tell me doc. am i really bip0lar? really really?#ur sure??? like 1000% sure bc my brain wont let me accept that unless its beyond a reasonable doubt. i just doesn't seem that serious.#i mean. it is but like ya kno. its not that bad. ay. this glob of mush behind my eyes runs me in circles#but for now thats ok bc i feel like i could run up a mountain or punch someone in the face lol#unrelated
10 notes
·
View notes
Text
really do take it upon myself to become obsessed with media about obsession once every couple of years. really good for the psyche i’m sure.
#saltburn posting#was gonna shoutout my moby dick phase but i dont think it really counts as a phase when i literally bought another copy of moby dick today#the thing about obsession (and obsessions over obsessions) is that they never really go away#shoutout my boy ollie quick who will never be normal again#in earnest i am going to try to post less about this shit because i sound both insufferable and insane#really need to take the approach of not giving a fuck what other people say and enjoying this movie for what i enjoyed it for LOL
8 notes
·
View notes
Text
step 1: decide to make the sound of jeff kissing a kitten your alarm sound
step 2: wake up
step 3: AFSJDVSJDBDKDNSKSBDKDNDKDFB
#THAT WAS#LIKE 437363836373638 IN PSYCHIC DAMAGE#I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WAS EXPECTING HONESTLY#BUT I THINK HEARING THAT LITERALLY FIRST THING IN THE MORNING MADE MY BRAIN LEAK OUT OF MY EARS#KILLED ME#jesus christ i am crying#thanks dad for making that into a sound i am using it for all the wrong reasons and causing myself irreparable brain damage#jeff satur#tea's ramblings#THE GODDAMN MMMMS ARE WHAT KILLS ME#oh god i am going insane
27 notes
·
View notes
Text
I also want to say this main screen dialogue makes me so soft............. doing things to me. Emotionally.
#fire emblem#feh#like all of this is extremely half baked very first impression thoughts but i need someone to hear me LMFAOOO#and i'm putting this half baked thought in the tags bc idk if i'm gonna sound insane for it#but like. being loved... being cherished and valued as a friend.... even if you have a chronic condition and/or disability#and also recognizing yourself in the other and becoming a family about it. to me all of the fairies feel like one big family.#ESPPP in the recent TT event and ESPPPP in triandra's fbs w plumeria#and plumeria just. SO MUCH. feels like an older sister. who has a lot going on. but still loves and protects despite that.#and ofc triandra literally is an older sister to peony. but SO much plumeria and triandra feel like sisters to me too#AND LIKE........ tbh the fucking sweet dream/nightmare split. freyja and freyr aside.#literally actually peony and triandra almost feel like half sisters (despite canonically being full blood)#it's the circumstances i'm talking about though. like plumeria and triandra live in one household#and peony and mirabilis live in another. they might see each other on weekends. do you get me???#also i am just still SO fascinated by where sharena's placement in it all could be.#like..... this may be a wildly different tangent already that could be its own post#but also don't get your hopes up for analysis again all of this is half-baked and purely headcanon. as well.#fe peony
9 notes
·
View notes
Text
I just mathed out the exact number of kids in the Pandora Program with absolutely bullshit math. The math itself isn't bullshit I'm just making some bigger so stuff actually makes sense
I'm going off the number of teens in Canada aged 13-19 to be about 2.9 million. that statistic was from an article from 12 years ago and the program has 20 and 21 year olds but I'm going to disregard that for my own SANITY-
8% of the population have powers, thus of the 2.9 million teens there is ~229 800 teenagers who developed powers. I AM GOING TO ASSUME an incarceration rate of 0.8% SPECIFICALLY among the teenagers with powers due to unfair trials and set-ups, but the average incarceration rate is like 0.088%. Again, for my own SANITY, I am ignoring that there is a very big difference between 0.088 and 0.8.
Anways, 0.8% of 229 800 is 1 832 total members of the Pandora Program across Canada. For the Trillium Location specifically (Ontario), there are, according to the same article as before, 1 189 245 teenagers in Ontario. 8% of that means 94 419 teenagers with powers, and 0.8% of THAT means a total of ~755 teenagers within the Trillium Campus, AKA the one where our story takes place.
Again, AGAIN, I'm aware an incarceration rate of 0.8% of teenagers with powers is kinda insane, but ALSO they are probably more likely to lash out due to poor treatment, rebel, or take advantage of their powers to do harm, and the trial system is less forgiving due to them benefiting from the teenagers incarcerations.
#writing#writeblr#writing things#the pandora program#MATH#755 sounds like a massive number but that's also only like half the student body at my school#I might retract these numbers later on but for now I find them interesting#Pandora is honestly just me bullshitting infinitely#sometimes I feel silly setting it in Canada but literally every anime ever sets up the most insane stuff in Japan#so am I REALLY that crazy#japan has a population 3x larger than Canada though so maybe#I am NOT going to sleep
5 notes
·
View notes
Note
You're like the guy doctor in Chekhov 's seven room you think ur not insane but routine exposure to tumbler freaks make you society and then trapped in cage with us
FIRST OF ALL IT’S ROOM 6 SECOND OF ALL NEVER MENTION CHEKHOV TO ME AGAIN IM SICK OF HIM
#that one meme with the trollface guy shivering in a corner like I HATE RUSSIAN AUTHORS I HATE RUSSIAN AUTHORS#and then there’s chekhov and tolstoy behind him like WE HAVE U SURROUNDED#sick. im sick of them#If anything i am like the man from chekhov’s man in a case#i understand belikov or whatever the fuck his name was like no one else#the mix of autism anxiety and intrusive thoughts will literally have u doing shit he did#i understand him#i do need to read room 6 it sounds like it’s about insane people so maybe i will relate#holds my head. im gonna have to go back to class one of these days#theyre gonna make me read more chekhov im sure#cramswering
8 notes
·
View notes
Text
On another, less angry note, the democrats in my state have started running ads that are very similar to like traditional conservative/republican ads and I fuck with it SO much. Like I totally believe it has made a difference in how things went in the fall for us with the special election we had for recreational marijuana and reproductive health care. Truly amazing
#personal#like they don’t do shitty things or say shitty stuff about other candidates#but like the one was talking about infringing on the rights of families#and how the government should not be included in those decisions#one right now is going on with one of the dem candidates#that’s like some sheriffs talking about how he’s backed them#and something about how he signed some thing Donald trump did about safety or something I don’t remember#but like I am genuinely thrilled which I know sounds insane#but we’re a swing state and we are gerrymandered to hell and back#if this is what it takes to get someone who isn’t a demon in office idgaf#shout out to Sherrod Brown#I literally laughed out loud when I saw the ad#I was like ‘isn’t he a democrat?’ and my bf was like oh yeah he def is#like the dems do not need to high road this situation#that will not affect the voters you don’t have yet#we need the people who are on the fence to be like hmmm much to think about#okay I won’t talk about politics anymore lmaoo
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
i'm so sick of my fellow iranians being cringe as fuck on social media and simping for the state of israel out of some insane the enemy of my enemy is my friend mentality like i know this is crazy but you can hate the iranian government without deciding to go full monarchist and act like israelis are liberators of literally anything or anyone
like i'm sorry if the best you can envision for iran is trading one authoritarian for the son of the previous authoritarian (who was literally overthrown bc he was an authoritarian puppet of the united states) solely bc of his name then you hate the iranian people more than i can image
#like why are they somehow hitting the same level of insane cringe as indian nationalists#also stop parroting these dumbass slogans that don't make any sense like iran isnt islamic republic like ok what does that even mean#it makes as much sense as hamas is isis#yall are just saying words that you think sound catchy but are ultimately meaningless#like yeah iran hasnt been an islamic republic for most of its existence#it currently is#that has clearly not worked out and it can and should change but like that's literally factually what it is rn#and it's dumb as shit to act like there ARENT people that do support it#you are never going to gain ground if you accuse literally everyone of being a paid state actor who disagrees with you#or if you see the world in so black and white that you think bc the iranian government is bad israel's government is good#or act like the actual revolution in 1979 WASNT born out of legit grievances#like obviously that went incredibly sideways but like#what is with this insane whitewashing of the shah all of you are so embarassing#sorry i cant rant on twitter bc of the Job so i gotta do it here i am so fucking tireddddddd#i wish the most outspoken public facing iranians weren't all wealthy as fuck monarchists playing activists#while sitting in beverly hills mansions contemplating their next nose jobs and doing absolutely nothing of use like wow you are so brave#it's the same energy as those rich cubans who moved to miami after castro took over#you can argue that the motive for the iranian regime's defiance of israel is not ultimately out of any desire to help palestinians#and frankly i would agree with you#but like in this specific instance i don't actually think their motive matters if it is materially helping palestinians#will it? that remains to be seen#and acknowledging that it could does not suddenly mean you support the regime all of you are so braindead i am tiiiiiired
4 notes
·
View notes
Last Seen Blogs
jjuuppiter
a fine romance
pattysoriaknow
Untitled
born-to-last
Twin souls forever, forever...
miris-secret-files
Miri's Secret Files 📂
bungou-house-cats
☆*:.｡.o(≧▽≦)o.｡.:*☆