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#lee Felix x yn
charmercharm3r · 11 months
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Synopsis: Felix thinks a flashy coat will make him more intimidating.
warnings: smut, explicit sexual content, softdom!Felix, fem!reader, not really mafia but he's definitely a criminal lolll, money laundering?, oral (f), porn w no plot lol, piv, cream pie
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“Don’t you think it’s a bit… excessive?”
The fluffy, exaggerated red pelt that covered his shoulders looked almost too heavy for Felix’s slim frame. Though, it suited him well.
“Not at all. If anything, I don’t think it’s excessive enough. I want everyone to know who’s in charge.” Felix adjusted the collar in the mirror and slicked the right side of his pretty blonde hair back.
“You’re already hard to miss as it is, babe.” You stood from your spot on the bed, making your way behind him and placing your hand over his to get him to face you. Up close, you could see how well the bright red color brought out his skin tone, freckles lining his nose and upper cheeks in a kind facade. Felix gazed down at you sweetly as you reached up to fix the collar yourself, “however, you look hot in red.”
A sly smirk spread across his face, “you think so? Hm, then perhaps this is the perfect thing to wear to the office today.” Leaning in and cupping your cheeks, Felix placed a quick peck to your forehead. “Join me?”
You knew what he did for work wasn’t necessarily… legal, and that it was incredibly dangerous. But Felix assured you time after time that the fear of getting caught wasn’t even on his radar and that he had protection plans in place. That was something you didn’t question further as it probably wasn’t something you should know for your own sanity. Hell, you probably should’ve ran in the opposite direction when he told you what his job was. But for some reason, you just couldn’t.
The warehouse was so far off the map that after all this time together, you still got confused every time you went. But Felix’s hand in yours as his other gripped the steering wheel was comfort enough that the two of you weren’t lost despite not having seen a single building for the past twenty minutes. The enormous coat was discarded in the backseat, leaving your long term boyfriend in just a gray tank top and matching red pants, and to say you wanted to jump his bones would’ve been an understatement. He knew how much you adored his body, even more when there was just a thin barrier between you and his skin. It was like he dressed this way knowing you couldn’t say no to spending more time with him, even if it was at his scary, illegal job.
There were no other cars in the lot as the two of you pulled up, but a single text message and the garage doors of the old warehouse opened up and Felix entered. Ominous as always, you got chills as the dark interior shadowed your car before your eyes adjusted to the dim light. Large machines were lined up in the middle, rows of people wearing gloves and handling the product with tongs and tweezers working away at them doing god knows what. If Felix had told you what he did for a living before bringing you here to witness the stacks of washing machines and dryers tumbling loads of green paper, you would’ve laughed in his face. How could such a charming and sweet person as he is, be involved in money laundering? Let alone, running the entire thing?
Felix didn’t let you dwindle on the recollection too long, putting the car in park and strutting to your side to open the door. You gave him a gentle kiss on the lips as he crowded your view of the working floor, he never did like you looking too closely, not that you were complaining. The less you knew, the better.
You stepped out of the vehicle and opened the back passenger door to grab his obnoxiously large coat, draping it over his shoulders to take his hand as he led you towards his office.
“On track today?” Felix called out to the person at the end of the pathway overlooking the floor.
“Hello Sir, greetings Missus. Ahead of the game today, actually. You were right, new machines were worth the investment. What a… wonderful coat,” the goon gave a quick bow and kept his head low as you and Felix got closer.
“I always am. And thank you,” your boyfriend said lowly, patting the worker on the shoulder when the pair of you passed him and entered his office.
Only once finally in the confines of his private room and locking the door behind him did Felix let out a quivering sigh. Though, you didn’t ask why. He knew you were there to lend an ear if he decided he needed the support. His work was a touchy subject, you didn’t want to add to his already heavy burden by pestering him. However, it seemed he was in a chatty mood.
“I hate that guy,” Felix admitted, coming in close and hugging you from behind with his back to the shaded window that overlooked the work floor.
You melted into the warmth of his chest and coziness of the fluffy red coat, “why?”
“He’s scared of me. I don’t like people who are scared of me. I’m not scary, am I, sweetheart?” He hid his face in the crook of your neck and lowered his voice to rumble against your skin.
“Not in the slightest. But I decided that before I knew you were a crime lord.” Felix laughed deeply and spun you around, taking your cheeks in his hands again.
“So you’re not even the slightest bit afraid?” He was smirking that stupidly attractive smirk and tilting his head so catlike.
You shivered, but not from his words so much as the way he was looking at you, that same glimmer of mischief in his eyes that you knew so well. You shook your head, no, “should I be afraid?”
Felix sucked in a deep breath before letting it out and coming in close to your face. You could feel his warm breath against your lips, grazing your own but not quite touching, though you wished he would. Years together and you still feel the electric shock whenever he so much as looks your way. “You don’t have to be,” he whispered and paused as your breath caught in your throat. “But everyone else should.”
He crashed into you with force so strong that you stumbled back until your ass hit the desk. Felix immediately drew your dress high on your hips and lifted you on to it without breaking the kiss, roaming his hands up and down your body while you laced your fingers in his hair. You struggled to breath at the sheer intensity at which he ravaged your mouth, tongues and spit mixing and echoing throughout the thin walled room. You silently thanked the heavens that the blinds were closed, it wasn’t particularly high up on your to-do list to be watched by all of his employees.
Nipping lightly at your neck then falling to his knees in front of you, Felix dragged your underwear just below your knees and ducked under them to toss your legs over his shoulders and spread them wide. He dove in without hesitation to lick a fat strip up the center of your core and have you whine out in sudden stimulation. As if he didn’t have you last night as well, he suckled and slurped and tongued at you like a hungry dog, no interest in stopping or slowing down. Felix was especially good with his lips, plump and thick cupping around your bundle of nerves so nicely as you clenched around nothing, eventually enticing your first orgasm out of you from his mouth alone. You squeezed his head between your legs and knocked away whatever was on his desk as you leaned back to keep from falling over, calling out his name with a high pitched cry.
He huffed and puffed for air when you finally released him, already pulling his pants down and clearing the desk behind you entirely so you could lay back. Felix guided your knees around his torso and lazily pumped himself a few times before swiping his red tip at your wetness. Between the delirious satisfaction you felt and the similarity of the color of the coat and the head of his cock, you couldn’t suppress the giggle leaving your mouth. “Oh no,” you hummed, “such a big, scary villain! What are you gonna do to me?” The feigned fear made him grin down at you and pull the top of your dress as far down as it’d go. In the process, he got a little too excited and ripped the seam down the front and side of the dress.
“Gonna make you scream my name, pretty baby. Gonna make sure everyone out there knows who you belong to.” He swiped the tip across your sensitive clit, making you whine a little more, but feel even more desperate for his touch. You pulled him down by the collar of the coat for a heavy, heated kiss, Felix falling and catching himself with both hands on either side of your head. Amidst the saliva being swapped he managed to blindly fumble to find your entrance and push in, both you moaning into one another's mouths.
The stretch was dizzying, you dug your heels into his back to reach further into your deepest parts and nudge the sweet spot. The coat was proving to be rather practical, making a wonderful harness of sorts for you to hold on to just because you wanted him to stay close.
Felix moved his hips slowly at first, working you up and letting you have your way for a few moments longer. But he was growing too desperate, unable to hold back now that he was buried in your warm, wet, pulsing walls. He placed a few more loving kisses to your lips knowing nothing he was doing to you was anywhere near appropriate for work. Not that he cared, he’s the boss, he can do whatever the fuck he wants.
Including fucking you senseless for everyone to hear.
He stood up again and let your hands keep hold of the hem of his fluffy red coat, big enough to cover your body if anyone decided to come wandering in. Felix brought his thumb to your mouth and pushed in, letting your saliva coat the digit to and bring it back down to your clit, rubbing slow, perfectly practiced figure eights into it. You convulsed tighter around his cock, slick sounds filling the room and he was hardly even moving. Though, as his pace picked up, the wetness was overtaken by skin on skin and the creaking of the wooden desk beneath you. Deep grunts accompanied your wails of pleasure as his thumb failed to cease its assault to your nerves and make you feel trapped in a whirlwind of bliss. His smell surrounded you and made it hard to breathe, his skin was so warm and he sounded so pretty, you couldn’t focus on anything except him, him, him.
“C’mon baby, where are your manners? It’s polite to praise whoever is doing you a service,” Felix’s voice seemed to have dropped into octaves you didn’t think was possible despite knowing you’d heard it hundreds of times. He never failed to amaze you.
“Fuck– more, baby, please. So sexy, so good, so big– ahh!” His pace picked up exponentially, short and quick ruts into your cunt instead of long strides to hit your g-spot at a consistent pace. Eyes rolling back, you could feel the knot in your belly tightening every time his pelvis hit yours, every delicious rub against your clit, he knew exactly how to make you melt.
“Say my name,” he demanded, his lower lip finding its way between his teeth and brow furrowing in concentration.
“Li– fuck– Lix, baby, god–”
“Again,” a not light, but not too rough of a slap he sent to your ass, causing your hips to buck into his hand.
“Baby, please! Gonna–”
“Say. My. Name,” each word menacingly punctuated in between thrusts.
“Fuck– F– Felix!”
The cry must’ve reached the logical part of his brain and allowed mercy, “shit– cum, sweetheart.”
He fucked you through your orgasm, letting both his hands grip your waist and take advantage of the erratic movement of your walls, quick staccato’d thrusts into you that prolonged the high. Once the light faded from the back of your eyelids, you were able to coerce your boyfriend into his own bliss, “fill me up, baby. Show everyone, who do I belong to?”
Felix’s head fell back as he sunk into you and let the groan rumble from within his chest, seed coating your walls and milking him dry. His hips twitched as he attempted to come back to earth and regained his breath. Slowly his head rolled back around to look down at you with the largest smile, “you should come to work with me more often.”
“I don’t think your employees would appreciate me taking up all your time,” you could only manage to whisper seeing as your throat was dry and sore.
“Doesn’t matter what they think. They work for me, I’m in charge.” Felix bent over and kissed you, soft and sweet, the same way you knew him to be. You hummed against his lips, “mhm.” 
He pulled out shortly after a few more moments of reassuring smooches, maneuvering to step aside and pull your panties back up while readjusting your dress. Felix laughed at the state of you while he fixed himself up as well, patting down your messy hair and gesturing at your smudged lipstick.
Thumb to your lips, there was a knock at the door. Felix yelled, “come in,” to reveal the same worker from earlier.
“Sorry to…” the employee looked at you then at his boss, “...interrupt. But Mr. Bang is here to collect.” Your boyfriend merely nodded his head and the goon disappeared again.
Felix turned to you, taking you in his arms again for a tight embrace and chaste pecks to your cheek. “Sorry, sweetheart. Time for business.”
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hyuuukais · 10 months
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✧˖°ʚ🍓ɞ♡ SUNSHINE AND STRAWBERRIES
pairing ☆ lee felix x fem reader
synopsis ☆ Y/N is a new streamer. after months of planning, and her best friend & now fellow streamer han jisung convincing her, she makes a twitch and youtube account. thanks to jisung giving her a shoutout to his own huge following, she gains some unexpected overnight fame. but what was more unexpected was waking up to see her long-time favourite comfort streamer _sunshine.bbokari_ following her.
groups included ☆ skz, txt (yeonjun, huening kai), enhypen (jake), itzy (chaeryeong, ryujin)
notes ☆ this is my first smau! and my first skz fic! i'm both excited and nervous to post this. i really hope at least one person enjoys this! if i ever miss a warning or anything PLEASE don't hesitate to let me know!
[TAGLIST -> CLOSED]
MASTERLIST
Y/N & FRIENDS | FELIX & FRIENDS | OTHER CHARACTERS
CHAPTER ONE ☆ YNSSTRAWBERRYFIELDS
CHAPTER TWO ☆ THE POWER OF HAN JISUNG
CHAPTER THREE ☆ BOUND TO HAPPEN
CHAPTER FOUR ☆ DISTRACTIONS
CHAPTER FIVE ☆ R1S1NGSTARZ
CHAPTER SIX ☆ NEW CONNECTIONS
CHAPTER SEVEN ☆ PROMISE ME?
CHAPTER EIGHT ☆ CHEF DREAMS
CHAPTER NINE ☆ FAN ACCOUNTS
CHAPTER TEN ☆ THE STREAM
CHAPTER ELEVEN ☆ ROOMMATES
CHAPTER TWELVE ☆ DOUBLE BOOKED
CHAPTER THIRTEEN ☆ WHAT SPEECH?
CHAPTER FOURTEEN ☆ NOT YOUR BUSINESS
CHAPTER FIFTEEN ☆ THANK YOU
CHAPTER SIXTEEN ☆ CONFESSIONS
CHAPTER SEVENTEEN ☆ LISTEN UP GIRLS
CHAPTER EIGHTEEN ☆ STICKY SITUATION
CHAPTER NINETEEN ☆ GOING PUBLIC
CHAPTER TWENTY ☆ RECAP
CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE ☆ MOVIE NIGHT
CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO ☆ SLEPT THROUGH THE NIGHT
CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE ☆ RAGE ROOM
CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR ☆ TIME
CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE ☆ DATE NIGHT
CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX ☆ LOVE?
CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN ☆ TIRED
CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT ☆ T-REX
CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE ☆ BREAK
CHAPTER THIRTY ☆ WAIT
CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE ☆ LIKE A MOVIE
CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO ☆ TOGETHER
CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE ☆ INCOMING ANNOUNCEMENTS
CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR ☆ MISSING YOU
CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE ☆ COMING CLEAN
CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX ☆ FIRST SNOW
CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN ☆ REVISITING
CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT ☆ MILESTONES
CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE ☆ NEW BEGINNINGS
CHAPTER FOURTY ☆ LUCKY
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gimmeurtmi · 1 year
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stray kids and… things they only share with you.
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tags: ot8, established relationships, fluff
warnings: swearing, lowkey angst for han, i don’t actually know the gender of min’s cats okay, idk if there’s anything else?
notes: this is my first time doing an ot8 thing so feedback is appreciated <3 also idk if they’re the same length i just wrote lol
chan… headphones
you’re on chan’s bed, a book in hand as you read while chan works. quality time is very important to you, even if he is observed in his work and doesn’t say much while you’re reading.
every now and again he’ll get up for a drink and silently put one by your side, too. when he’s done something he’s specifically proud of he’ll let out a giggle and maybe clap his hands, instinctively turning to you with a smile even if he doesn’t stop to explain what made him happy.
if you’re feeling a little more touchy that day, he’ll happily let you wrap your arms around his shoulder as his focus remains on his work. he’ll let you pepper kisses on his cheek, blushing lightly, before you get bored and go back to your own work.
when he’s done making something he really likes he turns to you with a grin.
“mate,” he says, face beaming. “mate!”
“come on,” you say, marking your place in your book before putting it aside. you extended your hand to him, and he grabs the headphones he’s been using and hands them to you.
you place them securely on your head and nod at him, ready to listen. chan plays the track for you, finally resting his head on your shoulder.
he wraps his hand around your bicep, closing his eyes softly as he picks up the very faint sound of the track playing through the headphones.
when it’s done you smile down at him, ready to praise him, but his mouth is open—soft breathes leaving his lips, and so you know he’s asleep.
instead you connect the headphones to your spotify and listen to a podcast while you rest your eyes. you don’t dare move, just in case chan might wake up from the disruption.
you know he might scold you for not waking him up, but it’s almost three am—and by what you’ve just listened to it’s safe to say he finished the track, so there’s no reason he shouldn’t be allowed to sleep after his hard work.
you let yourself fall asleep as well once the podcast you’ve been listening to is over, carefully putting the headphones to the side as you know how important they are to chan.
the first time he let you use them you gasped, but he insisted since you left your pair at home and wanted to listen to music while studying without bothering chan’s concentration.
“i have a lot of pairs anyway,” he said calmly, “borrow them whenever you need.”
minho… cat snacks
you both sit on the floor of his parents’ house, full from the dinner minho cooked for you and his family. you were talking about your new neighbour who you swore had a pet wolf. minho kept saying it isn’t a wolf, that he even spoke to the man and it’s just a cross breed.
you insist it’s a wolf.
his father sides with him, saying that would have to be illegal, but before you can offer your argumatives points, dori walks over to you, sits in your lap, and starts meowing loudly.
“he really is just like you,” you say to minho. he cocks his head to the side. “he wants something so he comes to me and starts making noise.”
“he’s hungry,” minho explains, rolling his eyes at your comment.
he gets up and grabs three snack packs, handing you one before he calls the other two over for some dinner.
from the corner of your eye you can see minho’s mum staring at you, in complete shock—but you try not to get too paranoid about it. you know she likes you, minho promised she likes you.
you instead focus on the cat in your lap, now meowing even louder once the snack came into view. you quickly open it and offer it up, giggling at the way he eagerly starts licking at the food.
when you glance over at minho you freeze, noticing the tension in the air.
“am i doing it wrong?” you whisper, as if dori might judge you for that question.
he shakes his head slowly but doesn’t say anything else. his mum quickly brings up another subject, asking you all about that incident at work you mentioned on your last visit.
minho helps them clear the last of the plates and cups that are left, insisting you sit down even after you offered to help three times.
soonie approaches you slowly before sitting down right on top of your phone.
you start talking to her, explaining the logic behind her actions, and she then shows you her stomach. you instantly start scratching it, knowing if she’s anything like her big brother she’ll start rioting if she doesn’t get the attention she wants.
after a few minutes of cooing at the cat you feel someone sitting down next to you, a pair of big hands wrapping around your waist, minho placing his chin on your shoulder.
“my mum just told me off,” he says, and you can hear the grin on his face.
“what did you do?”
“apparently i have never in all my life let anyone else feed the cats with me.”
“she was looking at me weird,” you mumble, “didn’t think it would be over something so simple.”
“you know the cats mean the world to me, right?” he looks at you, brows knitted together. now he’s looking at you weird—and it doesn’t help that they have the same confused face.
“yes, they’re your lockscreen and i’m not.”
“not this again,” minho sighs, but you simply grin at him.
“what’s your point?”
“i didn’t notice i do that, nor did i notice i gave you one of the snacks to feed them with,” is all his explanation. you manage to fill in the blanks yourself—knowing minho would never say it if it’s as painfully honest as you think it is.
you kiss his lips softly. “thank you for trusting me with your world.”
he nods, satisfied you understood him. like you always do.
changbin… phone
“hey, can you text the boys for me? tell felix we’ll be there in a second,” changbin says, handing you his phone as he keeps his eyes focused on the road.
“password?” you ask, trying to angle the phone towards his face until you remember it’s an android and it doesn’t even have face recognition.
“your birthday,” he says simply.
“simp,” you giggle, trying and failing to bite back your smile. changbin pays no mind to your comment, deciding being a simp for you is much better than ever letting you down—so he’ll accept that name proudly.
you text felix the details and put the phone back in the cup holder, focusing instead on the next song on changbin’s playlist.
“hey, can you order the food? i’m just gonna shower,” changbin asks as you enter the dorm. he came to pick you up right after his gym session, and while he didn’t want to see you while he was all sweaty he also didn’t want to make you wait any longer, so he still needs a shower.
you don’t have to ask for the passcode this time, easily keying in your birthday before ordering the food you talked about on your way home.
you notice he has solitaire on his phone, and while that might not be the most appealing game in the world you’re also extremely bored. you know you shouldn’t use his phone for anything other than what he’s asked you to, so you knock on the shower door quickly.
“binnie, can i play on your phone until the food’s ready?”
“of course, sweetheart!” he yells back.
you smile to yourself before plopping down on the couch and starting a new game.
the boys spent approximately forty five minutes taking pictures while all of you went to the han river for a picnic. it’s alright though, because they also took pictures of you with your boyfriend, and of you alone, so it’s not like you were excluded from the vanity game.
once the sun disappeared and the weather turned cooler you went back to the dorm to finish the rest of the food.
they were all looking over the pictures, deciding which was the best one to upload.
“who took the picture of me with the watermelon?” minho asks enthusiastically.
“binnie did,” you respond, as you spend your time focusing on the delicious cake felix made.
minho whines, considering changbin was taking one of his food naps at the moment and couldn’t show him the pictures.
you grab his phone from where he placed it down on the table and enter his gallery—handing the phone over to minho so he can look over the pictures.
he simply gasps at you.
“you know his passcode?”
you lock the phone again, showing minho that it was your thumb print that can unlock it.
“wow,” chan chuckles.
you don’t pay much attention to them though, far more invested in the cake, and so you get back to eating it while minho sends himself all the pictures off changbin’s phone.
hyunjin… jewellery
it starts flirtatious, like most things are with you and hyunjin. you’re playing with his hand, fiddling with his fingers, drawing circles on his wrist. you grab the ring on his finger and pull it off before placing it on the finger next to it. and then the finger next to it. you play this game for a few more minutes, hyunjin’s eyes practically turned into two hearts as he took in the amusement on your face. as he giggles, he grabs the ring from you and you pout—sad for the game to be over. but it isn’t, as the roles are now reversed, hyunjin moving the ring from finger to finger.
it’s then the waitress approaches your table, albeit hestitanly, and asks for your orders.
the ring stays on your hand all night.
“it suits you,” hyunjin says when you try and give it back.
“beautiful, can i have my ring?” he asks as he steps out of the shower a few days later. he has an event tonight, some important people he needs to meet, and he wants to look his best. jewellery is important for that.
“yeah, of course,” you don’t even hesitate. it was his ring to begin with, and he never officially gifted it as yours to keep. you were just looking after it for a bit.
when hyunjin gets back from paris he has a lot of gifts with him—all ysl branded and expensive. he shows off the clothes and the perfume and tells you all about the luxurious evenings him and felix enjoyed. of course, he sent you pictures as most of the events were taking place in front of him, but you enjoy his story telling even more when he’s right in front of you.
when he shows you the necklace he got you gasp, turning it over in your hand.
“it’s so pretty!” you gush. “that’ll look beautiful with a low neckline dress.”
“never wore a dress before,” his eyes twinkle at you.
you laugh at him and roll your eyes before handing the necklace back to him.
“you can wear it for that fancy meal we’re going to next week?” he offers simply.
you shake your head; not wanting to come off greedy. it was beautiful, and it must’ve been extremely expensive, and you already felt guilty for that comment you made. as if you’d just be allowed to wear it.
“i can’t take that, it was a gift from a brand partner. what will they say?”
“you’re not taking it,” hyunjin says simply, and you’re surprised by how quickly he’s giving up. “it’s a lend. you’ll wear it for that night and then give it back. and when you wanna wear it again just ask.”
“but i—“
he places his finger on your lips before pecking them softly, concluding the conversation for now.
jisung… demos
“baby! baby! baby! baby!” your boyfriend jumps in his seat as you answer the facetime call. sometimes you wonder where his energy supply comes from because it can’t possibly be natural.
it’s ten at night.
“hey, ji,” you smile at him. his energy is infectious, and the best thing to see after a long day of work.
“baby! i wrote the best song!” he smiles at you, his cheeks scrunched together as his face shines proudly.
“let’s hear it,” you ask, quickly grabbing your headphones so you could listen carefully.
he places the phone down against his water bottle, changing the view slightly.
his hair is hiding beneath a beanie, probably because he couldn’t be bothered to tame it, and his laptop is right in front of him.
other than that you can’t see much considering there’s only a small lamp illuminating the room, pointing only at the desk. there’s pieces of paper crumbled by the laptop—unwanted lyrics, you suppose.
“it doesn’t have a name yet,” he introduces, “and i might give it to the company because i’m not sure if the vibe is right for us. i think it could be right maybe if chan rearranges it a bit, but i don’t think it needs any change at all. maybe? maybe if felix sings the bridge then—“
“—hey! j.one!” he looks over at you, eyes wide and mouth in a small circle. “just play the song and then we can discuss it?”
he nods at you, sitting back in his chair and pressing play on his program.
the track starts playing loudly on the speakers around him. it’s slightly choppy, not the best quality to hear a song for the first time through a phone like this, but jisung is extremely impatient. he wanted you to hear the song right away, quite literally as soon as he finished recording the last part of it. so you didn’t mind straining slightly to try and catch all the lyrics.
jisung bops his head along to the beat, his face extremely serious as he listens back carefully.
you assume it’s only his second or third time hearing it back in completion since he doesn’t even monitor your reactions like he sometimes does—instead he’s taking notes.
you know his favourite part is coming up when his hand lifts into the air, dropping in time with the beat before the chorus plays again.
his eyebrows are scrunched together as a much faster rap verse starts, and you can tell he’s monitoring the cadence, even if it is just a demo track and he will most definitely re-record the vocals once he decides what to do with the track.
only when the song ends does he look back at you, expectedly, eyebrows high on his nervous face.
you clap your hands, nodding at him.
“nah, say what you actually think!” he all but scolds you.
“i think it deserved applause!”
he sends you a look before you go into more detail. what you thought of the beat, and the pace, and the sound, and the vibe. you aren’t professionally involved in music, you only know the words jisung taught you, but he still insists your opinion is more important than chan’s to him. you tell him that flattery isn’t useful in this situation, nor do you believe its true, but he stands by it.
“but the lyrics,” you start, and jisung’s eyes frown at your tone. “they’re incredibly moving, ji, but they’re so sad.”
“yeah,” he just nods, no longer looking at you.
“the beat doesn’t match how sad it is,” you comment, trying to disguise your worries as a simple criticism of the work.
“that’s on purpose though,” he says quickly, “i think it’s so sad that if the music matched it would be too much. plus, the feeling i’m talking about is acting like everything is normal, so a quick beat matches perfectly.”
you nod. “and why are you acting like everything is normal?”
jisung sighs, before he answers your question with a completely different one. “do you think i should give the song to someone else?”
“no,” you say, “felix would suit the bridge. and an emotional song is always best when it’s sang by someone that can relate.”
“i don’t wanna talk about it,” he says, knowing where you’re trying to take the conversation.
“and yet you called me to listen to it,” you cock your eyebrows up.
jisung rests his head against the chair for a moment, looking up as he thinks over his next words carefully. then he tells you all about it—the inspiration behind another one of his sad songs. you listen carefully, humming and nodding and offering your support and your words when he asks for them.
after about an hour on the phone a warning comes up to tell you you only have 20% left.
you go to grab your charger, and the pause in conversation causes the subject to move to your day and your plans for the weekend before they circle back to the song.
you do really like it, and tell him as such, encouraging him to show it to chan and the others soon.
after you say your goodbyes, and you reassure jisung of how much you love him, you go to sleep with the beat still stuck in your head.
when you tell jisung that the next morning he decides he can’t possibly give that track to anyone else—not even his band.
the company like it so much they let him release it as one of his solo tracks—his face beaming when he tells you the news two weeks later. right before playing another new song for you.
felix… games
“no way!” you gasp as you look around felix’s room for the very first time. he has all sorts of trinkets and fairy lights and even a beautiful piece of artwork on the wall. and then there’s his computer with the huge double monitor—which looks more expensive than anything else you’ve seen in the house so far.
but by the monitor there is a glass case, and inside it is an original gameboy.
“does it still work?” you ask enthusiastically.
“of course it does,” he scoffs, “i play it all the time.”
“you play your switch all the time,” you correct him.
“and then i play a little bit of that one,” he says, “it has the first ever pokémon on it.”
“what other games do you have for it?” you ask, eyes sparkling at him.
felix pulls out a box from the shelves above his monitor and hands it to you.
you opened it quickly, picking up all the different games inside it. all the popular ones are there, as well as ones you’ve never even heard of before. you can count at least three dozen in there. there’s also games for a nintendo ds (you spot a pink one on the shelf where the box once was), at least another dozen. you sigh and hand the box back to him.
“you really are a nerd, yeah?”
felix grins at you before giving you a sloppy kiss and carefully placing the box back on the shelf.
the tour continues as felix shows you his collection of twice albums and mangas and his deadpool mask he used for a performance once.
he further proves your point when he starts telling you just how rare one of his comic books are, but you indulge him. you think nothing is more rare than the sparkle in his eyes when he talks about his nerdy stuff—as if he brought down the whole galaxy into this very room—so you give him your full attention as he speaks.
later that night, when you’re both fed and dressed in comfier clothes, him and his younger roommates start playing a game. felix only said yes because you were showering (and you said it’ll take a while because you wanted to do a hair mask) but now that you’re back he asks the boys to pause it.
“no, no, it’s fine!” you say, not wanting to get on their bad side on your first night staying over. “maybe i can play on your ds in the meantime?”
seungmin snickers to himself, but he’s so focused on the game you’re not sure it was in response to what you said.
“i saw that you had nintendogs and i can definitely entertain myself with that while you guys finish your… mission or whatever it is.”
“y/n, let me stop you right there,” jeongin smirks, eyes still focused on the screen. “no one is allowed to touch hyung’s games so—“ felix elbows his friend, but that doesn’t stop him from talking, “—we’re only allowed to use the xbox when he’s with us and because we have our own controllers.”
“i almost died once before i was made aware of that rule,” seungmin adds.
you notice felix’s cheeks have gone red, his freckles dusting over the new colour. he’s always been extremely generous to you—if it was gifts or his time or his things. but if his games were a line for him you didn’t want to cross it, nor did you mean to.
“oh, of course!” you say quickly, “i can just do something else. you guys enjoy the game!”
you move to get up but felix stops you, placing a hand on your knee before he pauses the game. luckily they weren’t in the middle of a fight or anything, so the boys don’t protest too much.
felix places a kiss on your cheek before he gets up, walks to his room, and comes back with the console in his hand.
you can see seungmin’s jaw drop.
“what?” you blink up at felix as he places the game in your hand.
“you can start a new game and name it so i’ll know it’s yours for whenever you come over,” he smiles simply, nodding at you.
“unbelievable,” jeongin mumbles.
“i guess there really is such a thing as girlfriend privilege,” seungmin shakes his head.
felix smiles at you when you power up the console, kissing your temple when you shuffle closer to him. then he gets back to the game—not letting either of his roommates comment on the situation further.
seungmin… hoodies
“no,” seungmin says simply.
jisung was stood in your hotel room, begging seungmin to let him borrow that hoodie of his, the one with the red heart on the front. according to jisung, it’s exactly what his outfit is missing.
“what about that hoodie you wore yesterday?”
“no, the heart is what makes it because i’m gonna wear a red bandana and—“
“—so you’re stealing minnie’s whole fashion sense?” you chime in. seungmin smirks proudly at his friend as he raises his eyebrows.
“no, uh, i just wanna try something different,” jisung defends.
“if i may,” you try, offering your own fashion advice. jisung had a very nice cardigan with a hint of red in it, and you reminded him of that. he thought it over.
“a hoodie would be warmer though,” he tries again, flashing your boyfriend the best puppy eyes he could master.
“sorry, hyung,” seungmin shakes his head, “y/n already called that hoodie for tonight.”
jisung looks over at you, eyes wide.
“you couldn’t have said that earlier? i’ve been stood here wasting my time!” he rants some more as he leaves the room, letting the whole floor know about his inconsiderate friend that won’t let him live his fashion life to the fullest.
you laugh as his voice dies down slowly.
“so now i gotta find an outfit that works with that hoodie i guess?” you raise your eyebrows at him.
you did not call that hoodie for tonight at all actually, but if that was seungmin’s only excuse, you didn’t want to contradict him in front of his extremely stubborn friend.
“you could’ve just let him borrow it for tonight,” you try reasoning.
“nope,” seungmin pouts, “you’re the only one that should be wearing my hoodies.”
you laugh at him, wrapping your arms around him as you kiss his jaw softly.
“now i feel bad,” you tease, “i get bestowed with such an honour and i don’t even want your hoodie.”
he gasps. “you steal them all the time!”
“yeah,” you scrunch your face as you chuckle, “but now that you gave me permission i don’t want them anymore.”
“you’re so annoying,” he groans, pinching your sides. you yelp, jumping at the sensation before slapping his shoulder.
“i will wear it,” you say simply, “but only so ji doesn’t think you’re a liar.”
you walk towards the closet, where seungmin unloaded his whole suitcase into, and pick out the now infamous hoodie. you smile softly to yourself—it really is your favourite of his.
seungmin chuckles at your reaction, before sucking his teeth. “we’ll be late for dinner, come on.”
jeongin… personal space
jeongin does not like physical affection. he doesn’t do hugs or kisses or cuddles. that’s his rule.
but every rule has an exception and you’re the living proof.
when anyone else tries to touch him he squirms away, usually making a comment suitable for a spoiled child. but whenever you’re near him he does everything in his power to be closer to you.
if you’re walking down the street he’ll wrap his pinky around yours or sometimes he’ll fully grab your hand and sway your arms as you two walk.
he’ll play with your hair a lot too, always making sure to move it out the way before you start digging into your meal so it doesn’t get in your food.
if you’re watching a movie his thighs are in your lap and his arms around you. maybe he’ll even put his head on your shoulder if he’s a little sleepy that night.
and he refuses to fall asleep without his hand lazily sprawled across your body in some way or another.
the boys are definitely jealous, so they try their luck with jeongin after they see the physical affection between you two.
he still pushes them away with disproportionate disgust.
one time you were there to witness it and he fully grabbed you—using your body as a shield between him and chan’s attempted cuddles.
“no touchy!” he reminds him, grabbing onto your arms as he makes himself as small as possible to avoid chan reaching him.
“it’s not fair,” chan whines, “you let her touch you all the time!”
“channie-hyung,” jeongin pokes his head around your shoulder, ready to push you between him and his attacker at any moment if needed. “you realise it’s different when it’s you.”
“why?”
“because i love her,” he says it so simply, as if chan is silly for even needing that explanation. as if that isn’t the first time he’s said that out loud.
chan raises his eyebrows in surprise and you’re sure he’s just mirroring your shocked facial expression.
“you don’t love me?” chan reacts quickly, letting the tension die in the air as he insists he must hug jeongin now. ducking behind you, he grabs onto him and pulls him away from you. jeongin escapes from chan’s grip and they both start running around the room like absolute children until chan tackles him into a bear hug.
later that night you’re in jeongin’s bed, his hands locked behind your back as he pulls you fully on top of him.
“innie,” you start, as casually as you can, “you know if you don’t like them in your personal space you can just say that.”
“yes, i tell them all the time. no touchy.”
“i meant, you didn’t have to say that to chan just as an excuse,” you say, your finger wrapping around the string of his hoodie.
jeongin knits his brows as he looks at you.
“huh?”
“just… don’t feel like you have to lie.”
“lie? what are you talking about?”
he really doesn’t seem to remember what he said, so you swallow down the awkwardness and take a breath.
“you shouldn’t have told chan you lov—“ but before you can repeat what he said, jeongin’s eyes grow wide and his palm lands on your mouth, stopping you from saying anything else.
“i remember what i said now!” he says, looking everywhere but at you. “no, uh, no need to repeat it!”
you bite down on his palm gently, enough to get him to yelp and retreat his hand away so you can speak your mind.
“so you meant it?”
the redness on his cheek is enough of an answer, but jeongin decides to verbalise it, too. “no.”
“innie, don’t lie to me!”
he grabs you closer, practically shoving your head into his neck so you don’t see his warm face. he grunts.
“i, i didn’t, well, it’s just—“
“i love you, too.”
the grip on your waist loosens for only a moment before he squeezes you even closer to him, regardless of how your airways are coping.
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Sleepy time with bf! skz
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Tysm for the request! I have wrote something like this before but I have way more ideas
Fluff ofc, implied fem reader on Felix's part
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Bangchan
Winter times is the time where you and bangchans sleeping schedule drop,4am is the new 20:00pm! Even though you have to wake up 3 hours early tomorrow it doesn't stop you from staying up late
Youd end up scrolling on Amazon looking up things that you wanted, Chan knew that you were a shopaholic your basket was FLOODED with items
"baby,you can't keep adding items to your basket like that"
"What why"
"You don't have that much money"
"Yeah but you do"
Chan sighed knowing he couldn't say anything back to this,he always wanted to shower you with gifts he should expect your basket to overflowed like that.
He didn't wanna keep you up too long though,so he cradled you to sleep like you were a baby,your knees would be up to chin and you would be laying on your side,Chan would put him arms around your waist his warm hands relieving any type of pain your stomach was having
Lee know
Lee know would 100% loveeee to cuddle with you and his cats, it's like free melatonin.Soongie would be in between the both of you, purring from the head scratches.
If you're struggling to sleep, say no more, Soongie, Doongie,Dori and Minho are to the rescue!It's like sleeping on clouds, it's comfy cosy and it has Lee know. What more could you want? Right before going to sleep Lee know would help you prepare for bed, if you weren't having such a good day he would help you with your skincare, make sure you have fresh pjs you just have to go to sleep stress free.
He would be a bit confused though, I don't think he would have the best knowledge on how these face masks work
"No,lino-you,you have to-wait"
The face mask would end up all over your face, even going in your mouth once
From now on you know to sheet face masks preventing anything bad happening in the future
Changbin
Changbin always had energy so it would be harder to fall asleep with him,he's constantly so giggly and silly but it's hard to hate him because.. It's changbin
You had a very big collection of plushies which changbin found very cute, before you even started dating you forced him to memorise the plushies names. You had them piled up on the side of the bed and made him name the plushies you picked up.
"Whats his name?"
"That's a he? I thought it was a she-"
You would get frustrated with him not being able to remember ANY of them, you taught him this!
"Changbin! You know this"
"I kinda don't though"
You sigh heavily and plop down on the bed beside him,
"I was too busy looking at your pretty face"
He would try to cheer you up with being a flirt, it wasn't gonna be that easy though. He would have to smother your face is kisses and cuddle you trying to get you to relax, once he noticed that you started getting sleepy he would lay his head on his chest playing with your hair,falling asleep with you
Hyunjin
Hyunjin would treat you like a princess, he wants to make sure you enjoy every bit of your rest,you guys would be snuggled up in a heated blanket he got you for your birthday, this time of the month is the coldest and he definitely doesn't want you to get sick
If you had trouble sleeping he would sing you to sleep,play with your hair until you fall asleep. Anything that makes you feel at ease
When you wake up kkami would be there in between the both of you,how did he even get here? Whatever he's here now and that's all that matters
You guys would have debates on who has to switch off the light
"Hyunjin I'm already in bed"
"So am i"
"Yeah, but, I got here first"
"I don't wanna get up tho"
"Neither do I!"
You would end up forcing him to do it 🤷‍♀️
Han
Omg han would snore so loud,your trying to get some peaceful rest and all of a sudden you hear this agitating grating sound, turns out it han! And he's snoring
You expressed to him how loud and annoying he can be when he's asleep, to this he just acts oblivious and clueless
"What dym I snore? No I don't"
"Are you certain?."
But when he doesn't snore you guys would be pulling all-nighters knowing you have to wake up early the next day
Binge watching your fav k-dramas, one more episode wouldn't hurt right?
I honestly see han being a drooler, he sleeps with his mouth open most of the time which causes drool to fall down the side of his mouth, ew
Felix
He would ramble to the extreme, like daymn don't you ever run out of words to say?
Yk those clips of him where he just says the most stupidest things to ever exist, yeah he's gonna dump them on you
"Yk how Australia is two or three hours ahead of Korea,if you think about it when I go from Sydney to Korea... I'm basically time traveling"
"Felix go to sleep"
All he does is talk honestly,yappa yappa yappa
He would talk until you fall asleep, when he's not talking about stupid shit, he would be talking about your future
Like your wedding day, how many kids you wanna have
"We should have 5 kids"
"NOO"
"Why not?"
"If ur birthing the kids then sure"
Seungmin
You and seungmin would 100% pillow flight, even if you're not awake he'd hit you with a pillow
If you have to get up early and you're not waking up he's just hit you with the nearest pillow he can find
"Honey wake up"
"Honey get your ass up"
".... Okay then"
All of a sudden you'd wake up from being brutally attacked by a pillow, how rude of him
"Seungmin, ow-what are you doing?!"
"I told you to wake up"
What a menace
Jeongin
I lowkey think jeongin would sleep walk, just for lil bit yk😋
You would wake up in the middle of the night and turn to side to see no jeongin, where did he go?
Just as you were about to get up to look for him you heard a creak from the door, you turned to see jeongin leaning his head against the door
Obviously you were confused like,what when how why
You rushed to him and tapped him on the shoulder gently not wanting to alarm him
"Jeongin wtf"
This seemed to awake his from... Whatever and he snapped back into reality
"How did I get here?"
"I don't know you tell me"
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RANDOM BF FELIX TEXTS !
lee felix x reader, no warnings — fluff, crack
a/n: been absorbing too much felix content lately.. what a guy (affectionate)
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how skz would confess to you
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-> words count : about 4.5k words (sorry guys, I was taken away lol)
-> genre : skz members crushing on you
-> warnings : a lot of cutness
-> sorry if I made any mistakes, english is not my first language
-> reblogs and feedbacks are appreciated !
-> masterlist | skz masterlist
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BANGCHAN - MEANINGFUL
first of all, I feel like chan would be the type to smile whenever you're around, and especially if you're talking to him
he would giggle all the time and laugh at every one of your jokes, event the worst ones
that being said, i can really picture him writing you a song to confess to you.
he knows that there is a great chance that you reject him, and that maybe he is wasting his time, but chan can't help it : you're his inspiration for everything lately, he can at least do it to thank you.
he would spend all his limited free time working on this song because he wants it to be perfect, to perfectly reflect how he sees you and how much he loves you for who you are. 
will ask changbin to listen to it and give him his opinion, to which he responded “if they don’t accept your confession with that, i will.” he got smacked. 
he forbbade you to come to the studio in fear that you would end up finding out about the song before he finished it, and you didn’t understood why but you did it anyway, thinking that perhaps he was too busy
so when he invited you over again, you came immediately, already prepared to spill the tea from these past weeks to him as soon as you stepped in. 
but before you could even finish saying hello to him, he made you sit down on his chair, and put his headphones on your ears. 
“please, listen to it until the end.”
you only nobbed, thinking that he maybe needed your opinion on a song he was working on. 
but as you listened to it, tears filled up your eyes, your heart melting when you heard the meaningful lyrics.
all this time, chan was watching you, waiting impatiently for your reaction, but not expecting you to jump on him to hug him tightly. 
“I suppose that you like it ?” he said, chuckling when you nobbed with your head nuzzled in his neck.
“I don't like it, I love it !” 
You finally met his eyes which were filled with adoration, smiling brightly and cupping his face to be as close to him as possible, as if what you wanted to say to him was a secret, just between the two of you.
“- And I love you Channie, I love you so much. And I’m not as talented as you with words, but I will remind you everyday how much you mean to me.”
Before he could say anything, your lips were on his and his arms circled your waist, closing the gap between your bodies. He rested his forehead against yours as soon as you needed to let go of his mouth to breathe, a big smile on his face, showing his dimples. 
“- I love you too.”
“you’re my muse.”
LEE MINHO - FLIRTY
he’s definitely gonna flirt with you so much, teasing you every chance he gets.
but as much as he likes bickering childishly with you, he knows when to stop or when he goes too far.
you didn’t think much of it, because it was minho : of course he would tease you, like he did with everyone else. 
the other members would always tell you that he was so much more gentle with you than with them, but you wouldn’t believe them
to you, minho was just very playful, there was nothing special in the way he treated you. 
he wouldn’t know if you’re just not interested, or if you really didn’t notice how differently he treated you
he was never pushing it too far, he let it slide every time you would tease him back, even if he had almost killed his members for doing the same things, just because it was you.
so to say he was a little desperate was an understatement, he was even starting to lose hope.
he would ask jisung if he thinks that you like him, ask for advice and then proceed to threaten the poor boy to not say anything about his soft spot for you to the other members.
it would take him courage, really. because even if he always try to look confident, he is shaking on the inside every time he is around you
every smile and laugh of yours makes his heart flutter so much its scares him at times
so he would tease you even when confessing.
i feel like he would be the type to describe the person he is interested in in front of you, smirking at himself when you don’t understand that he’s talking about you
“- Don’t act like you don’t need my company ! Your life would be so boring without me !
-  Actually… I kinda have a crush on someone.”
Minho smirks at seeing your visibly confused look, surely not expecting him to get suddenly so serious while you were joking around just seconds later. 
“- Oh… Really ?
- Yeah. They are beautiful, and smart. It’s like I have known them forever, I’m so comfortable around them. They are amazing, talented, they are putting so much effort into everything they do and honestly I have so much admiration for them I don’t think I deserve them.
- They seem… Really incredible. I hope you’ll be happy with them.”
You tried to smile but deep down, you were a little hurt. You had finally decided to believe what the other said, finally let yourself think that he was maybe sharing your feelings. And now this… But Minho’s chuckling made you come back to reality. 
“- I’m talking about you silly, it’s you that I love.”, he said, engulfing you in a warm hug. 
“- You… You really think all of that about me ?” you asked, nuzzling your head in his neck.
“- Of course. I know that I’m not the best at showing it, but don’t ever question what I feel for you.”
You raised your head from his neck, your eyes diving into his, seeing them sparkling with joy. 
“- Then don’t think I don’t deserve you. I love you too Minho.”
“how did i get so lucky ?”
SEO CHANGBIN - DIRECT
I think changbin would be very shy with you at first. 
he would be so impressed by your looks, thinking that you have an incredible charisma and personality. 
would stutter and stumble on his words everytime he would talk to you, thinking that he was looking like an idiot
but honestly, you were just finding that so cute, that he was so amazed by you that he was too shy to even look you in the eyes for more than two seconds.
plus you had seen how he was acting around other people, and he was acting much more confident, adding to your soft spot for him.
but as time passed and you grew closer to each other, he found himself being confident around you too
and you loved it, because it meant that he was now comfortable enough around you to be himself
and if you missed his shy self, all you had to do was flirt with him a little. 
he values your opinion so much : when he doesn’t know what to do, he is asking you for advice. 
honestly, it wouldn’t be long for him to realize that if you kept wanting to know him after he acted so ridiculous at first, it was for a reason. 
so for me, he would be very direct, simply coming one day, out of nowhere, and telling how much he loves you. 
“- Could you listen to that and tell me what you think about it please ?”
You simply nobbed and accepted the headphones he was handing you, waiting for him to play whatever he wanted your opinion about. You were actually honored every time he asked you for anything related to his work : after all, he was the one in the industry, knowing what he did, not you. But he always seemed so happy when you’d give him feedback, and you loved to hear everything that he did, so you didn’t mind. 
“- Honestly, it might become one of my favorite songs you made. I don't know how to describe it, but it just has this nostalgic vibe while being so meaningful. I adore it.”
You gave him his headphones back, smiling when you saw that he was already looking at you, so intensely you thought maybe you had something on your face. 
“- I’m in love with you.”
You freezed in your spot, unable to respond at what he just blurred out as it was the most natural thing ever. But then, you smiled again, shaking your head a little while you replaced his headphones on his head, not forgetting to place a soft kiss on his nose. 
“- I’m in love with you too, Binnie.”
“my heart’s beating like crazy.”
HWANG HYUNJIN - CLICHE
hyunjin is an hopeless romantic 
seriously he makes me all fluff on the inside just thinking about how sweet and caring he would be, even as a friend
always there to listen to every one of your worries or stories, always here when you have drama about people he don’t even know to tell 
he loves to cover you in gifts, not too obvious, but like paying for everything when you hang out together, or when you go shopping
100% boyfriend material
what he loves the most about you is that you’re also here for him exactly in the same way and it makes him all warm thinking that you always try to understand him and comfort him
so that being said he wants his confession to be literally perfect because you deserve nothing but the best (i’m single and crying in my bed)
he will plan everything : the place, the time, the day, the words he’s gonna say to you 
but at the same time, he would want it to be more authentic and spontaneous, more real. 
so he’s gonna settle for a place and improvise from here
it’s gonna be the most romantic thing ever, one from these silly movies, but because it’s hyunjin, it’s cute
he would bring you to a picnic at night and then a walk at a park where the flowers are just blossoming. 
“- Wait y/n.”
You turned back, meeting Hyunjin’s big smile as he approached you to put a flower matching the color of your outfits in your hair. He was looking at you with so much adoration in his eyes, it was impossible for anyone around to ignore how in love he was with you. 
“- It’s so pretty Hyun ! Thanks !”
You stood on your tippy toes to kiss him on the cheek, ready to go on with your walk when Hyunjin stopped you again by grabbing your wrist. His face was red, and he himself couldn’t tell if it was because of your kiss or what he was about to say. 
“- I have something important to tell you. Please, don’t interrupt me otherwise I think I will lose my courage forever.”
You chuckled, simply nobbing at his words, and clearly not ready for what was following. 
“- I have to say you are an incredible person, and it’s like you’re the missing piece of my puzzle. We complete each other so perfectly, you understand me so well that sometimes I wonder if you’re real or if I’m just dreaming. But when I open my eyes, you’re still here and I don’t want to let my chance go. I love you y/n, you’re the most important person in my life and you’ll make me the happiest man on this earth if you decided to give us a chance.”
Hyunjin would just have the time to finish his confession before you threw yourself at him, hugging him so tightly it was hurting. But what was more painful was your little sobs and the tears staining the fabric of his shirt as you cried on his shoulder.
“- Are you okay princess ?
- No… You don’t have the right to speak like that to me, it’s too beautiful, I’m gonna die from a heart attack… 
- Does this mean you’re willing to be my girlfriend ?
- Of course ! I would be a fool to say no after this ! And I love you too, I love you so much.”
Even if it was now late at night and the sun was hiding, Hyunjin’s smile was enough to illuminate your whole world.
“I can’t even express how happy I am.”
HAN JISUNG - ACCIDENTAL
he would be the type to be so awkward around you help
i think that he wouldn’t really be shy, rather lost because he don’t know how to act around you
because he wants to impress you but at the same time he doesn’t want you to notice his efforts and to think that he is doing too much
the consequence of that is that he’s really clumsy and always end up doing something weird to you it’s always cute
and while he thinks that he’s embarrassing himself, you just think about it with a smile on your face
please tell him that he’s pretty or every other compliment because he needs them and i can already imagine him blushing and he’s so cute omg 
moving on, that’s why i think he would accidentally confess to you
because let’s be honest, he consider you as way out of his league so he’ll never make a move intentionally
he’ll bottle up his feelings for you, saying that it’s better this way and that you don’t even like him back 
even if everyone can see how fond of him you are, nothing can make him change his mind. 
until this one time you came to him, so excited and happy
“- Ji ! You won’t believe me ! I’m top of the class ! I’m graduating being first of the class!”
Jisung looked at you for several seconds, stunned. He could absolutely believe what you had just said to him. You were the most hardworking person he knew, you put so much effort into your studies it was only natural that you were rewarded like this. His smile was eating his face when he took you in his arms, hugging you tightly and making you spin with him, both of you laughing. 
“- Y/n that’s fantastic ! You’re incredible really ! I was convinced that you would succeed ! You have worked so much for this, I’m so, so proud of you.”
You smiled brightly at him, tears starting to pool in your eyes at these compliments. Because he was your mental support for everything, and it was also thanks to him that you achieved this. 
“- Thank you… Thank you for everything you did for me this year and the past ones, you’re the best support I could ever ask for. And I know I’m not the easiest person to deal with when I’m stressed or overworked, and that happens too frequently, but you’re always here and that means the world to me.
- No, no, no ! You did all the work, I was just there to support you, and I did it because I wanted to. I did it because I love you, that's all.”
Before he could think about it, the three words he was holding in for so long slipped from his mouth so easily. Jisung immediately put a hand on his mouth, like it could help him go back in time. But you just smiled, moving his hand away gently and holding it as you talked.
“- Even if you think that, it’s very important for me because I love you too.”
“that’s the only time I’m glad that I didn’t thought before talking”
LEE FELIX - ROMANTIC
the sweetest human being on this earth really
he will do everything and anything for you, shower you with little gifts that means so much to you, comes running whenever you need him
always careful that you’re comfortable and that nobody bothers you
in conclusion he’s 100% husband material and it’s a fact
so be prepared to receive cute little texts from him throughout the day to make sure you have eaten, drank, took a break
he’s so caring i’m gonna cry i’m so single 
if you’re down, he’ll make you brownies with a note on the box saying all the things you need to hear at the moment 
so that’s why i think he would confess to you in an “indirect” way like that
we all know that he likes to share the songs he likes and listens to with us on the bubble right ?
and he will undoubtedly make a playlist filled with the most beautiful, heart fluttering love songs, and ones that made him think of you. 
he would send you the spotify link on a random thursday evening, under the name “my y/n”
As soon as you saw the title of the playlist, your eyes widened. What did he mean by “my” ? Your heart skipped a beat when you saw the first song of the playlist : it was one of your favorites, that you forced Felix to listen to a hundred times. And as you watched the titles of all the songs, tears filled your eyes. You didn’t know every one of them, but by the titles only, you understood everything. 
And Felix's heart was beating as fast as yours. He couldn’t stop checking his phone and the time since he sent the link. Almost two hours and you hadn’t responded yet. But his thoughts were interrupted by his phone ringing, your number displaying on the screen. His hands were shaking when he picked up the call, and he was sure that his voice was shaking too.
“- Hi sweetheart ! How you doing ?
- Lix… You can’t do that to me… 
- Are you crying ?”
The panic in his voice when he heard you sniffling made you chuckle as you were trying to stop the tears of joys spilling out of your eyes non-stop.
“- Yeah, because of you. You can’t do that to my weak heart, seriously. I don’t think I can express in words how much this playlist means to me. You spend hours collecting these songs just for me and because they made you think of me, and it’s like I’m seeing myself through your eyes. And honestly, it’s the best way you could have confessed, baby. I’m in love with you too. So in love.”
You heard sniffles at the other end of the call, and you both chuckled at this strange scene. You wouldn’t have imagined him confessing this way, but it was so meaningful, so gentle and full of admiration, you didn’t care that it wasn’t an usual one. Because to you, it was the most romantic thing someone ever did for you. 
“can i come over ? i really want to confess my feelings in person and maybe we can have a movie night for our first date ?”
KIM SEUNGMIN - GENUINE
to me, seungmin is someone who loves to have a routine, that certain things in his life are permanent and that it’s really important for him that everything is going like every other day.
for example, he always eat the same thing on saturday nights, or never goes sleeping before making sure that he closed every window
and he’s certainly very attached to these habits
but the thing is the members noticed that he started doing things out of his habits lately 
the reason ? you
yes, he liked to go straight home after a long day of practice but if you asked him to go out with you to eat for example he would go 
even when he’s super tired, he’ll do anything for you and mostly things that he would not do for the boys btw (they’re jealous)
and they know exactly why he goes out of his way for you even if he denies it
so it’s not exactly that he confess to you, it’s mostly that you noticed the things he does for you and not for anyone else
that day, you opened up to him about all the things that were stressing you out lately and you cried a lot obviously
but you were shocked when you noticed his eyes getting wet too
“- Seungmin are you alright ?”
Your worried tone and look made him turn his gaze away from yours, trying to hide his teary eyes. 
“- Yeah, yeah. I’m good. It’s you we're talking about, not me.”
He took a deep breath before looking at you again, visibly shaken but more composed than two seconds before. And you were stunned, because it was the first time ever that you saw him even close to tears. You knew that he hated to cry in front of people, he didn’t want to seem weak or anything. So why with you ? He was comfortable in your presence, you knew that, but that much. How was that possible ?
“- I don’t care about that. I want to know why you were going to cry even though I’ve never seen you do it in front of me since we know each other. And I want to know why you do all these other things for me even when you don’t want to or if it goes out of your habits.”
So you noticed ? Yeah, you noticed. You noticed that he was always taking up on him when you asked him to go shopping on weekends because he hated crowded places. You noticed he always ordered your favorite dishes at the restaurant, even if they weren’t his favorites. But he’d do it anyway because… Well, you didn’t know why and that was the problem. 
“- It’s not a big deal, really.
- Kim Seunmgin, stop lying to me. I know that you like your little habits. So why ?”
He avoided your eyes again, and you started to think that maybe you made him uncomfortable. You were about to say sorry when he took your cheeks in his hands, and soon enough, his lips were on yours. It’s only when he let you go that you fully realized what happened, eyes wide open. 
“- I’m not good with words but I hope you understood how much I like you. I was about to cry because, well, I don’t like to hear that you're suffering and that I’m not here to make you feel better. I want to be by your side all the time, but not only as your friend.”
At this point, words weren’t needed anymore. You just threw yourself onto his arms, making Seungmin laugh when you muttered up an ‘i like you too’. 
“I hope that you understand I’ll continue to do these things for you, because all I want is to make you happy.”
YANG JEONGIN - PURE
he’s such a sweetheart I swear
he’s always there for you, like call him to tell him you need hugs and he’ll be at your door in five minutes, with snacks and ice cream in addition
usually, he just listen to you because he likes your voice so much, and also because he’s not really good at expressing his feelings
even if you’re close, he rarely talks about his emotions, only telling you what is happening without describing how he feels
and sometimes, it makes you a little sad because does that mean he’s not comfortable enough around you ?
but in reality, he just doesn’t know how to say it, how to express it for you to understand
so since he has a hard time expressing them, i think he would confess his feelings through a letter 
and it’s the most sincere, thoughtful, meaningful and beautiful letter ever
“- What’s that ?”
You reached down to grab the envelope that was on the floor, just behind your door. There was just your name written on it, just another thing that made you question who slid it under your door. It was evidently someone who knew where you lived, and you hoped it was one of your friends and not some sort of stalker. You took off your shoes and coat before heading to your kitchen, sitting down on a chair to open the envelope. Inside, there was only one sheet of paper, covered in a neat handwriting. 
“Y/n,
I know I’m not the best at expressing my feelings : I’m not as talented as you when it comes to talking about it out loud. But I think I’m pretty good when it comes to writing, so I hope you’ll understand everything I have in mind through this letter.
Firstly, I have to let you know how much you mean to me. You’re the most important person in my life. From the way you always seem to know exactly what I need even when I don’t say a word about it, to the way you’re so caring and always remember every little detail that I tell you about. It’s like I was meant to be by your side.
Secondly, and even if I think that words can’t express how incredible I think you are, I have to tell you anyway. Because I truly think you are amazing. You’re always fighting for what you think, you’re determined and brave. You’re standing for yourself and for others too because you have the biggest heart ever. And I think that’s what I love the most about you : the fact that even if you can seem cold or mean at first sight, you’re truly so kind hearted and gentle, always willing to help other people. 
And finally, let me tell you how much I love you. For all the reasons that I listed previously and for a thousand more, I fell in love with you. I love you so much that sometimes it scares me. That’s also why I wrote you this letter. Partially because I’m a coward and couldn’t tell you about it in person, but also because it’s easier this way, easier to handle if you reject me.
No matter what your answer will be, I’ll always be there for you. I love you. 
Jeongin.”
You immediately took your phone, and called Jeongin before taking the time to think about it. You didn’t need time, you needed to finally hear him say those three words from his mouth.
“- Y/n ? Are you alright ? Why are you calling me this late ?
- Say it.
- Say what ?
- Say you love me.
- I… I love you. I really love you.”
His voice was shaking, and you couldn’t help but smile at how nervous he was. And you were also happy to finally hear me opening up about his feelings. 
“- Thank you for the letter, it’s the first time I received one and honestly I will cherish it for the rest of my life. I love you too, Jeongin.”
“from now on, expect me to give you a letter whenever you want.”
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luvrhyune · 11 months
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-; ✧˖*°࿐ ROUGH PATCH . SKZ .
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★༉ SUMMARY ; going through a rough patch with your skz bf.
★༉ PAIRING ; ot8 x reader.
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— warnings ; angst??
— notes ; hello, how’re you?
masterlist.
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— CHAN, MINHO & CHANGBIN !!
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— HYUNJIN, JISUNG & FELIX !!
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— SEUNGMIN & JEONGIN !!
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-; ✧˖*°࿐ PERMANENT TAG LIST !!
@hyunverse , @ddenoudepression , @bbujiikseu , @seungbinbin , @chansburgah , @notastraykid , @seraphicsolitude , @sunboki , @yongbokkari , @puppyluvvy , @choiwonder , @luvyngi, @alyszaen
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youfoundme-not · 7 months
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More than friends - Felix 2/8
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𝐏𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠: Felix x female Reader (Idol AU)
𝐒𝐲𝐧𝐨𝐩𝐬𝐢𝐬: It’s your childhood friend’s birthday and he’s been really curious on trying something. Little did you know, that the two of you would then take it to the bedroom.
𝐖𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: Vaping, swearing, drinking, nicknames (baby), mentions of masturbating, blowjob, unprotected sex, creampie
𝙒𝙤𝙧𝙙 𝙘𝙤𝙪𝙣𝙩: 2.3k
𝐌𝐃𝐍𝐈 𝟏𝟖+
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You were all gathered in a circle on the living room floor. It was Felix’s birthday and obviously, Han decided to invite the whole K-pop industry. (Or well, it felt like the whole industry because of how crowded the room was).
You were sitting between Nayeon and Minho, enjoying your soju with Minho.
“Okay Hyunjin, truth or dare,” Mingi asks.
“Dare” Hyunjin smirks.
“Okay, I dare you to do ‘Seven minutes in Heaven’ with Soyeon”
Everyone reacts excitedly to this when we see them enter the closet but you can’t stop staring at Felix.
It’s ironic for you to say that you’ve fallen for your childhood friend but in reality, you have.
The two of you met in kindergarten when he stood up for you, and since then, you’ve been inseparable. You’ve never seen him as anything but a friend until around junior year.
The two of you both shared a dream to debut someday so you two made sure to work hard together. This also meant you’ve started noticing the way he hit the gym.
It’s been three years since and you two manage to debut but that hasn’t changed the way your stomach turns around him.
You all watch as Hyunjin steps out of the closet covered with hickeys on his neck. We all cheer for him as he comes out with a slight smile as the two sit back down.
“Um Nayeon, truth or dare?” He chuckles, still blushing from Soyeon.
“Dare” she grins
You’ve had several reasons why you’ve never confessed to Felix. Other than the obvious reason that you didn’t want to ruin your friendship. It was also because Nayeon seemed to be going for Felix too.
Yes, you admittedly think Nayeon is ‘fake’ per se, but you see how well she and Felix click and you didn’t want to ruin that. Since then, you’ve put distance between you two, and admittedly, it hurts that he doesn’t seem to notice.
You watch as Nayeon completes her dare and drinks a whole bottle of Soju in under a minute. She smiles and perks herself up as you roll your eyes getting a chuckle out of Minho.
“Felixx” she hiccups “Truth or Dare?”
“Oh um, truth” he chuckles softly.
You watch as Nayeon tries to put her cleavage a bit more on display “If you had to fuck one girl in this room, who would it be?”
Felix looks around the circle until his eyes stop at you. “I guess Y/n, we’ve known each other longest so I guess it’ll make sense”
You smirk slightly at the response as Nayeon's smile drops. “I think I need to go for a small breather” you chuckle walking onto the balcony.
You pull out your vape and take a deep breath of it until Minho steps out with you.
He’s one of the few who knows about your smoking habits. And he’s one of the little who smokes too.
“Want a cig?” He says pulling out a packet.
“Felix hates the smell, either way, Chan’s here. He’d kill us both if he found out” You explain going back to your vape.
“He’d kill us if he saw your vape as well” Minho smirks lighting his cigarette.
“Well I can pretend it’s perfume or something”
Minho chuckles a bit taking a puff of his cigarette. “Still swooning over Felix?”
You take a deep sigh “No, it’s his birthday and I respect him as my friend, that’s why I’m not smoking” you explain but the two of you both know that that’s bullcrap. Especially from how addictive the nic is.
“He likes you too,” Minho says.
“No, he doesn’t-“ “Well he talks about you a lot”
The two of you stand in silence for a bit. Deep down you hoped what he said was true.
It was becoming the end of the party and you could see people leaving. Minho, Chan, and you stayed behind to clean up a bit. After all, it was the least you could do since his gift hadn’t arrived.
“I’m going to step outside,” you say once again.
Minho rolls his eyes but continues to clean so Chan doesn’t catch on to your frequent “breathers”.
You step outside and pull out your vape.
“Strawberry?” Felix chuckles as he stands next to you. “My favourite fruit”
You watch as he walks over, resting on the balcony's railing.
“Well, I know you hate the smell of cigarettes” you chuckle softly.
He stares at you briefly, almost as if in shock.
“You know…I always wonder if vapes taste as good as they smell” he says looking back at the city view.
“And what? You just think I’ll let you taste it? Chan would kill me” You say.
He chuckles facing you. “Well, I’ve known you longest, and it’s the least you can do since you don’t have a gift for me.” He smirks, bringing himself closer.
You look up at him and roll your eyes. “I’ve told you already, it arrives tomorrow.” You explain jokingly hitting his chest.
He looks down at your face, nose almost touching. “What’s wrong with me being curious?”
“What if you get addicted?” You say, occasionally stealing a glance of his lips.
Fuck, why does his lips look so soft?
“Please?” He says softly.
You scoff, taking another hit of your vape.
He lifts your head up to look at him, smoke leaving your mouth.
“A small taste, that’s all I ask,” He says softly.
Fuck, why is he so hot? All he wants to try is your vape, but he is so close to your face you could feel butterflies build up.
“Fine” you mumble as you lift the vape up.
He moves his hand slightly behind your neck. “I was thinking of trying it differently” he smiles. “Can I?”
Shock struck your face. “We shouldn’t…”
“Y/n, you heard what I said inside” he chuckles warmly. “If there’s anyone I would do anything with, it’s you.”
Though you were growing butterflies, you also were growing more and more paranoid on what will happen next. And Felix could notice. “I don’t want to ruin our friendship.”
“Y/n, I know we can get through anything. But, I won’t force you if you’re uncomfortable” Felix expressed before mumbling a bit. “Do you…do you hate me?”
You look at him confused, “Felix, I could never hate you”
“Then why are you so distant?”
You stay silent for a moment, “I see how you and Nayeon hit it off, I was just doing a favour”
“Doing who a favour? Not me. I want you in my life Y/n” Felix says almost straight away.
You take another hit of your vape, processing everything that has just happened. “Do you still want a taste?” You ask.
You knew what would happen next, you were very aware that this could lead to a long night, but what if…what if Minho was right?
“It’s you Y/n, of course” He smirks and presses his lips against yours. At first, it was soft, gentle, almost sweet. But as both hands caressed your cheek, it only grew more profound and passionate.
His hand slowly move down and wraps around your waist. “How much further will you let me take tonight?”
You stay quiet. You’ve always thought about him, and admittedly, thought multiple times about what it would be like to fuck him. You never thought his birthday would be the day
“I mean…you are the birthday boy” You respond, getting a slight chuckle in response.
He didn’t hesitate to quickly take you to his room to kiss you passionately.
“Y/n, I’ve thought about you so much” he mumbles between kisses.
“Is that right?”
“Fuck- so much baby, so so much”
This was a new side of him that you’ve never seen. A mix of neediness and yet, dominance. He could command you to do anything and you’d do it. After all, that’s what friends do, help each other out, or whatever you’d call this.
You slowly move to the bed where you sit him down before breaking the kiss apart. His eyes followed as you sat on your knees, between his legs.
“You want this too right?” He asks, leaning forward to kiss your lips softly. Ensuring that you weren’t feeling like you had to do this.
“I want this too.” You ensure helping him unbuckle his pants.
You watch as his jeans fall down, leaving him sitting in his boxers.
“You have no idea how much I think about you” he sighs softly as you help remove his boxers, letting his cock feel the air.
“Why don’t you tell me?” You smile, moving your hand up and down his shaft, leaving a kiss on his tip.
His body shakes slightly as he closes his eyes. He nods a soft yes and you slowly place his tip in your mouth.
“Fuck- every time you come over- I-I end up jerking off” he admits shakily as your head bops on his length.
You hum softly, the vibration causing a small groan to escape. “I’ve pictured this a hundred times” he continues.
His hand finds their way down to your head where he brings you down deeper. He starts gasping at the pace, trying to keep his hips in place.
“Fuck baby, the second we debuted and I saw you in those skirts- I couldn’t help myself since” he says, slowly opening his eyes once more.
He could cum at the sight of you, and you could feel him twitch in your throat as he wiped away a tear from your cheek.
“Let me make you feel good baby, please?” He says and you slowly move your lips off him, placing a soft kiss on his tip once more.
Felix helps you sit on his bed where he starts to remove your singlet. As he slowly continues to touch your body, his hand wandering between your legs.
“So wet, just for me?” He asks
“Only you” you respond.
Felix reaches into his drawer and sighs in defeat. “I…I don’t have a condom”
You know you’re on birth control, you’ve been on it since high school. But you’ve never actually risked not having a condom on until today.
“I guess it’s your lucky day” you mumble and he looks at you in shock. “I’m on the pill, and-“
You didn’t have to say any more before he smashed his lips on you.
“Why can’t it be my birthday every day?” He grins between kisses, as his hand lowers your panties.
You were left in your skirt, and quite frankly, he loved it.
Felix’s hand comes to rub a few circles around your clit, he hesitated for a moment before sliding his finger into the wetness between your legs.
a small moan escapes your lips as you feel his fingers thrust softly into you.
“Fuck," Felix groaned as he felt the heat and wetness of your pussy against his fingers. His other hand found its way to your breast, as he pulled away from the kiss, his breathing heavy.
He removes his tank top, his body now on full display. He leaves a trail of kisses on your shoulder, laying you down on his bed as you feel his length rubbing against your clit.
“Want to feel you raw” you whisper as desire and lust flush through him.
“You don’t need to ask me twice” and without wasting time he slides his length slowly into you, letting you adjust bit by bit. A low groan escapes his mouth as he feels you fresh.
Your hips buck slightly as a soft moan escapes your lips. Felix’s eyes were focused solely on you as he took his time finding your depth, pushing into you until he was fully sheathed within your wet heat. He gripped your hips tightly, holding you still as he began to move.
He couldn't believe how wet you were, how hot and tight you felt around his length. The sensations were overwhelming, fueling an intensity inside him like nothing he had ever felt before.
You could feel each thrust grow stronger every time, letting more moans escape from your mouth. As he continues, you couldn’t help but feel your climax build up in your core.
Felix groaned as he felt your tight walls contract around him. He couldn't hold back anymore and began to thrust harder and faster, using his hips to grind against you. Feeling your body react only made him lose control even more, his own need escalating with each thrust.
He starts kissing your shoulder, becoming a blabbering mess with each growing thrust. “So pretty yeah? All mine, fuck- you like that right? I can feel you clenching-“
Your moans become to grow louder. “Felix, I’m close” You gasp, feeling his hand move from your hip to your clit, roughly massaging it as he continued to pound into you.
his tongue tangles with yours in a rough, possessive kiss. His hips slammed against you again and again, each time driving deeper inside. The room was filled with your combined moans and grunts as you reached your peak together.
You could feel his warm seed inside you slowly drip out as he softly thrust into you, helping you ride out your wave.
“You’re okay baby, you’re okay“ he comforts as his pace becomes slower and slower until he finally stops the speed.
He holds you gently, pulling himself out of you.
“Are you okay? Was it okay? Do you need anything?” He checks up on you as you rest your forehead on his shoulder.
“It was good…so good” you chuckle and he slowly joins the chuckle too.
“Let’s get you some sleep” he smiles as he brings himself next to you.
Felix pulls out his phone to check the time and his eyes grow wide at a notification.
𝙼𝚒𝚗𝚑𝚘: 𝚆𝚎 𝚕𝚎𝚏𝚝 𝚊 𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚍𝚘𝚖 𝚋𝚢 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚍𝚘𝚘𝚛 𝙼𝚒𝚗𝚑𝚘: 𝙷𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚏𝚞𝚗 ;)
The two of you forgot that Minho and Chan were helping you clean the house. Though it didn’t matter now, you were finally in the arms of your best friend.
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charmercharm3r · 10 months
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No ffs doesn't mean for fucks sake, ffs means Food felix sex. He would "accidentally" drop the brownie batter on your tits,thighs and offer to "help".I said what I said, your turn now
~love Anon
(mwah)
mwuah mwuah mmmmwuahhh
*chefs kiss* precious baby is sooo so into food play!
it’s accidental when the whip cream can for some sundaes sprays all over your shirt and chest (he can’t stop staring). you test a little theory that maybe..maybe he might be interested in a bit more than just the nutella for your bread (it’s somehow all over your fingers and you’re staring into his eyes as you lick them clean one by one). confirmed when strawberry jam from your sandwich covers the corner of your lip and felix moves in to lick it off, only to morph that into a heated kiss with no intention of stopping.
brownies he was making when you return home a thought of the past, only offering your support to he closer to him. how he enticed you so deeply into it, you don’t know because now he’s got you sat on the kitchen counter with your legs spread and him standing between them. the spoon with the batter is cold against your skin as he drags it up and down your thigh, leaving a trail of brownie batter in it’s path. felix likes seeing the goosebumps raise as he travels higher, higher until he reaches a particularly sensitive spot rather close to your center and he knows he’s gonna have way more fun than he should be. even more chills running down your spine as he kneels to lick it all, from your knee to as close to your core as he could get without actually touching.
no, you only feel his warm breath— he won’t let you have more than that, it’d be too kind. gentle does the pads of his fingers graze the insides of your thighs as does the tips of his hair tickling your skin. when felix leans you back to spread more batter across your belly, the shaky moan that falls from your lips is so cute that he can’t help but laugh at your fragility.
he’s so warm, so pretty looking at you from behind his thick lashes that it’s impossible not to shiver beneath him while the sweet concoction makes your skin sticky. it pools a little in the dip of your belly but he makes quick work to lick it up, only to find your lips following a guttural moan from you to spread the sweetness in your mouth in a passionate kiss. the bowl of batter is long forgotten, spoon fallen to the ground, the kitchen will need a deep clean after the two of you are done.
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hyuuukais · 9 months
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✧˖°ʚ🍓ɞ♡ SUNSHINE AND STRAWBERRIES
pairing ☆ lee felix x fem reader
synopsis ☆ Y/N is a new streamer. after months of planning, and her best friend & now fellow streamer han jisung convincing her, she makes a twitch and youtube account. thanks to jisung giving her a shoutout to his own huge following, she gains some unexpected overnight fame. but what was more unexpected was waking up to see her long-time favourite comfort streamer _sunshine.bbokari_ following her.
warnings ☆ swearing, mention of anxiety, food mention, joke abt being delulu
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CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE ☆ DATE NIGHT
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"Close your eyes, we're getting close."
You did as Felix said, closing your eyes quickly in excitement. He hadn't told you much up to this point, and you eagerly awaited the reveal to the date. You could feel him parking the car, hearing lots of voices outside the vehicle.
So many questions and scenarios swirled in your head, but it wasn't overwhelming or anxiety inducing in the slightest. Not when it's with Lix. You only felt safe with him.
Felix emerged, quickly going over to your side to open your door. He grabs your hands, careful to help you out, and leads you closer to the noise. It was a mixture of people talking loudly, various beeping noises, and other things you couldn't quite place.
"Okay," He inhaled deeply, standing at your side, still holding one of your hands tightly. "Open them."
To say you were speechless was an understatement.
"The fair?!" You turned to him, barely containing a squeal, holding your clapsed hands up excitedly. "Lix, oh my god! I wanted to go so bad, but Kai said he was working the whole weekend so he couldn't come with. Plus in between streaming..."
You stopped talking when he put his free hand on your shoulder. He was smiling so wide, relishing in your happiness, eyes turning into crescents.
"No work talk tonight! Only fun! Not that our job isn't fun," The two of you laugh. "We are going to win so many prizes and eat so much delicious fair food and go on all the rides. See that stuffed bear?"
Over by a game booth near the middle was the bear he pointed at. It was a huge pastel pink bear with a strawberry embroidered into each of it's paws. The bear screamed Y/N.
"I'm going to win that for you." You looked back at him, his eyes softly looking at the bear, a small smile on his face. Colourful lights lit up his face, and you couldn't help but stare.
"C'mon," You tugged at his arm, breaking your eyes away forcefully. "Let's go!"
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After what seemed like hours, you both collapsed on a bench outside the fair. Your feet were sore and your head hurt a bit from all the flashing lights, but none of that mattered. All that mattered was the way your cheeks hurt because you couldn't stop smiling, couldn't stop laughing, the way you felt lightheaded simply by being near the boy next to you. What mattered was the way his eyes watched you when you jumped up and down happily after winning a game, or his blissful expression after taking a bite of the overpriced fair food.
What mattered was that the two of you were together. Fake relationship or not, he made you happy. He washed all the bad thoughts away, even if only for one night.
Hugging the giant bear, you stared at Felix's profile, moonlight accentuating his features. Freckles like stardust, eyelashes fluttered closed in satisfaction. If anyone was the embodiment of pure heart, it was Lee Felix.
Something took over you and you lean over to him, lightly pressing a kiss to his cheek. He startles a bit, looking over to you shyly, a rosh blush dusting his cheeks.
"Sorry." You giggle. "You just looked so peaceful."
"Dont be sorry, I just wasn't expecting it." He fiddles with his rings, smiling at the bench between you.
"Thank you for tonight," You can't help the sudden emotion in your voice. "It was amazing."
"Oh, the night isn't over quite yet."
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"Let me gooooo!" You laugh, hands gripping onto Felix's arms around your waist, the only thing holding you from running inside the house.
All the others were kicked out for the night, leaving just you and Felix in the spacious home. You hadn't been over in a while, but it still felt familiar. Through the window into the living room, you could just barely spot string lights.
"Did you get the package I sent?" He asked, unlocking the door.
"Yes," You turn a bit to show him your backpack. "I packed a few things for tonight, just in case, including the pajamas. Very cute, by the way!"
He smiled softly as you entered, making a beeline to the bathroom to change. You only stopped briefly to put down your bear.
In the brief moments you were gone, Felix scrambled to get changed himself. He wore pajamas matching your own, and when you saw, you couldn't help but break into the biggest grin.
"Awwww, Lixie!" You ran up to him from behind, attacking him with a hug.
When you detached, you noticed what it was he was hiding. Instead of the sofa, there was an elaborately made fort of pillows and blankets, some furniture moved around to help support it. Around it and inside were the string lights you spotted, plush blankets lining the ground. You also noticed Felix had moved your strawberry bear inside, sitting against a mountain of pillows and facing an open laptop.
Your mouth hung open. He'd done all of this... for you?
"Do..." He blushed, looking at your reaction carefully. "Do you like it?"
"Like it?" You blurted, then exhaled a laugh. "Lix, I love it. This is the nicest thing anyone's ever done for me on a date- especially a first date."
He watched as you jumped inside, curling up under the blankets and laying on the bears chest. Felix didn't join immediately, too enthralled by you. That is, until he noticed the grabby hands you were making at him, silently asking him to join.
He laid down next to you, closing the opening of the fort and awakening his laptop to start the movie he had planned. He had a marathon lined up of various romcoms he heard you talking about, mixed with ones you mentioned wanting to see.
Being curled up between a giant plush bear and your own personal human heater with your comfort movies in the background made you very drowsy. As if he could sense your eyes fluttering closed, Felix gently laid your head onto his chest, wrapping an arm around you.
"Goodnight, love." He whispered softly, pressing a kiss to your forehead as you drifted to sleep.
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animekpop15 · 1 month
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is this happiness?🩵 (ch 1)
Felix x fem!reader
Warning: drama, stressful situations, adult themes, cultural differences, sorrow, pregnancy, breeding death, self harm, cheating, bdsm, deceiving, homosexuality, bisexuality, coming out, lying , drinking, slurs, humiliation etc …basically pls don’t read if you’re under 18 🙏🏼
Please don’t copy my writing/story. Please remember this story is completely fictional and doesn’t represent the real people.
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Chapter 1:
You were laying in bed playing with yourself while watching pregnant women reach their climax on your phone screen. You love the thought of switching places at them.
As you lay in bed, engrossed in the videos of pregnant women reaching their climaxes on your phone screen, you can't help but imagine yourself in their place. The thought of being so close to release while carrying a baby is an aphrodisiac for you.
You long to be in that position , your fingers moving faster and harder against your own flesh as you watch the women on your screen let out moans of pleasure. Your breathing turns into panting, and you can feel your heart racing in your chest. Suddenly, you feel a strange sensation deep inside of you, your fingers moving faster and harder against your own flesh as you watch the women on your screen let out moans of pleasure. You can't stop thinking about being heavy and swollen. As you continue to watch the pregnant women on your phone screen, you feel almost as if your body is responding to the videos, and you can't help but wonder what it would be like to actually be pregnant. The sensation intensifies as you watch more of the videos, and soon you find yourself becoming aroused not just by the thought of pregnancy, but also by the idea of being watched while experiencing it. You close your eyes and imagine someone watching over you, admiring your swollen belly and anticipating the moment you'll give birth.
"Look at your pregnant body wanting more of my cum" the man in the video spills.
As the words of the man with the husky voice in the video echo in your mind, you can't help but feel a rush of excitement. You imagine yourself under him, imagining as your swollen belly trembles with anticipation for his seed. "Yes daddy make me more pregnant..fill me up." You mumble to yourself. You can feel the wetness between your legs intensify as you continue to fantasize about the risk of getting impregnated . The thought of carrying another life inside of you is incredibly exciting, and you can't help but touch your stomach, imagining how it would feel to be truly pregnant. "Make me pregnant….make pregnant please daddy…make me a mommy." You babble on, too lost in the pleasure to notice what's happening around you. You forgot your boyfriend could be home any moment now. Your mind is consumed by the thought of being pregnant, your fingers digging deeper into your folds as you begin to rub your clit. You can't help but moan softly as the sensations build up inside of you. "Daddy…I need your cum…pleeeease fill me up daddy."
As you whisper those words to yourself, you feel your body tense up, ready to release. But before you can climax, you hear the sound of the front door opening. Your boyfriend has arrived home. You imagine your boyfriend filling you up with cum and forcing you to become pregnant.
Normally you greet him at the door but since you didn't answer the door, your boyfriend, Felix checks the bedroom and he hears you moaning behind the door "pls felix…make me pregnant…need your cum."
Felix, confused, but also aroused by the sound of your moans, slowly opens the door. He sees you lying in bed, your fingers moving frantically against your soaked panties, and your face contorted in pleasure.
He peeps through the door unknowing to you as your eyes are shut off in pleasure.
You scream out unable to control "fill me up …give me your seed please Felix."
Felix's eyes widen in surprise at the sight before him. You're lost in your own world, moaning and pleading for his cum. Despite the unusual circumstances, he can't help but feel turned on by the whole thing. He takes a deep breath and steps into the room, closing the door behind him.
"Felix...I'm so sorry, I didn't know you were home," you stammer, trying to regain your composure. You open your eyes and look at him, feeling a mixture of shame and arousal. His eyes are fixed on you, and you can see the desire in them. "I...Felix...I'm so sorry, I didn't know you were home," you stammer, trying to regain your composure.
His eyes are fixed on you, and you can see the desire in them. "I..." You begin again, but before you can say anything else, Felix interrupts. "It's okay," he says, his voice low and husky. "I've been watching you for a while." You gasp as he admits this, feeling even more exposed. "I...I didn't know," you whisper. "And it turns me on." Felix confesses
Your heart races as you hear him admit that he's been watching you, and it turns him on. You feel a surge of desire for him, even though you're still trembling from your earlier climax. Felix steps closer to the bed, his eyes never leaving yours. "Tell me what you want."
You look up at him, feeling both vulnerable and powerful. "I want you to make me pregnant," you say softly, your fingers still tracing patterns on your stomach. "I want to feel your cum inside me, filling me up."
As soon as you utter those words, Felix's eyes darken with desire. He climbs onto the bed and positions himself between your legs, his hardness pressing against your soaked panties. "You want my cum inside you?" he asks, his voice hoarse. You nod eagerly, your breath coming in short gasps.
Felix smirks as he watches you nod eagerly, his cock twitching with anticipation.
He knows what you desire, and he's more than willing to give it to you. With a swift movement, he grabs your panties and pulls them down your legs, exposing your wet folds to his gaze. Felix smirks as he watches you nod eagerly, his cock twitching with anticipation.
He leans down and takes your swollen clit into his mouth, sucking on it gently as his fingers find their way inside of you, searching for your G-spot. You moan loudly as he begins to tease you, your hips bucking up off the bed in response to his touch.
Your boyfriend's fingers find your G-spot and begin to massage it gently, sending waves of pleasure coursing through your body. As he continues to tease you with his fingers and his tongue, you can't help but beg for more. "Please, Felix," you whisper, your voice shaking with need. "I need your cum."
Felix smiles against your sensitive flesh, his tongue dancing around your clit as he hears you beg for him. He pulls away, leaving your swollen nub throbbing with desire, and positions his hard cock at your entrance. You're ready for him, your body aching for his possession.
Slowly, he pushes into you, filling you up with his thick length. You gasp as he pierces your tightness, but the pleasure overwhelms the pain. Felix begins to thrust into you, his hips meeting yours in a rhythmic dance. His 6 pack hard abs contracting beautifully while thrusting you.
With each thrust, Felix grows bolder, pushing deeper into your wet heat. You moan loudly, arching your back off the bed as he takes you with rough, powerful strokes. Your breath comes in short gasps, and you dig your nails into his shoulders, urging him to go faster, harder.
He teases and pulls out making you cry.
"Felix!" you cry out, your body yearning for his touch. You beg him to fill you up again, and he smirks, knowing he has you right where he wants you.
With one powerful thrust, he pushes back into you, claiming you as his own.
You cry out in pleasure as Felix's thick cock fills you up once again. He starts pounding into you, his hips slapping against yours in a primal rhythm. Your back arches off the bed, and your fingers dig into his shoulders, leaving bruises.
He pushes you to the edge and pulls out again.
He pushes you to the edge and pulls out again. "Felix, please!" you moan, your body craving his release. He smirks as he watches you beg, his cock twitching with anticipation. With one swift motion, he lines himself up and thrusts deep into you, filling you up once again. His hips slam into yours, driving him deeper.
Felix pulls himself out of you again for the third time absolutely ruining your orgasm.
You gasp in shock and frustration as he pulls out for the third time, your body shuddering with the intensity of your denied orgasm. Felix leans down, his breath hot against your ear. "You want my cum, baby?" he asks, his voice a low growl.
“Tell me why do you want my cum baby…" he asks in his baritone voice. “Why do you want my cum baby" he asks in his baritone voice. You gasp, your body still trembling from the denied orgasm, unable to speak. "You want it inside you?" Felix asks, his voice darkening. You nod, your eyes locked on his. Felix chuckles, a deep, satisfied sound. "Then beg for it," he commands.
"Tell me exactly why you want my cum." He growls at you. You gulp, your mouth suddenly dry. You look up at him, your eyes pleading. "I need it, Felix. I need your cum inside me. It's what I’ve been waiting for, what we've built up to. Please, I need it to complete us." You whisper, your voice trembling with desire. "I need your cum, your essence to make me…"
"Go on babe say it" Felix command.
You gulp, your mouth suddenly dry. "I need your cum so that you put a baby inside me," you whisper, your voice barely audible.
Felix stares down at you, his eyes dark with desire. A slow smile spreads across his face as he watches you squirm under his gaze. "You want my baby?" He asks, his voice thick with emotion. You nod eagerly, tears welling up in your eyes. "Then take it."
Felix thrusts back into you, his cock pumping with determination. You moan loudly as he fills you up once again, his thick length stretching you to the brink of ecstasy. His hips slam into yours, driving him deeper with each stroke.
You moan his name "mmmm lix..so good." You moan his name "mmmm lix..so good." Lix is your nickname for him. Felix smirks, his eyes locked on yours. "That's it baby, take it all," he growls. With each thrust, he pushes deeper, claiming you completely. Your body quivers under the onslaught of sensations as he takes you to the edge.
Felix smirks, his eyes locked on yours. "That's it baby, take it all," he growls. With each thrust, he pushes deeper, claiming you completely. Your body quivers under the onslaught of sensations as he takes you to the edge.
Felix wraps his arms around you pulling you close to his side and thrusts inside you at a rapid speed. Your walls getting rubbed up and down by his cock.
With each thrust, he pushes you closer to the edge, your body trembling with anticipation. You can feel the heat building up inside you, his thick length stretching you to the brink of ecstasy. You moan his name, your voice hoarse from the pleasure.
"I'm gonna put a baby inside you, love." Felix babbles You gasp, your body shuddering at the thought of being impregnated by him. "Please, Felix," you moan, arching your back off the bed. "Give me your baby." Your walls clench around his cock, milking him for every drop of cum.
Felix's eyes widen, his body tense as he feels your walls clenching around him. He picks up his pace, pounding into you with more force than ever before. "Fuck!" He grunts. "I'm gonna fill you up!"
You feel the familiar heat building up deep inside you, and with a powerful thrust, Felix empties himself into you. His hot seed fills you, pulsing with each heartbeat. You moan his name as he continues to pump his cum into you, filling you up completely. "Mmmmm, you're mine."
"Look at that, I’m filling up your womb, baby.." hi whispers. You pant as you feel his thick cum filling you up, your body trembling with the intensity of the sensations. Felix's eyes are filled with love and desire as he gazes down at you, his chest heaving from the exertion.
As he finishes filling you up, he pulls out of you slowly, his cock sliding out with a wet, squelching sound. He lays down beside you, pulling you into his strong embrace. "You're mine," he whispers, his voice thick with emotion. "Right now out baby could growing inside you."
You nod, your eyes filled with tears of joy and love. "Our baby," you whisper, wrapping your arms around him tightly. You feel the warmth of his skin against yours, their bodies entwined in a perfect embrace. Your pussy twitches at the thought of having a baby inside you. Felix smiles, kissing the top of your head. "Our baby," he murmurs, his voice filled with tenderness. He gently strokes your hair, running his fingers through the strands.
He gently strokes your hair, running his fingers through the strands. "Lix…can I sleep with your cock buried inside me please? I feel empty without you ." you plead at him.
Felix's heart melts at your request. He nods, his cock already beginning to stir again. Slowly, he positions himself between your legs and slides his cock back inside you, filling you up once again. You moan in pleasure as he pushes deeper, claiming you completely.
The two of you fall into a deep, contented sleep, Felix's cock buried inside you, his thick cum slowly seeping out of you. As you drift off to sleep, you feel a sense of peace and contentment wash over you.Your bodies intimately connected as you two drift off to sleep.
As you both drift off to sleep, your bodies entwined, you feel a sense of peace and contentment wash over you. The warmth of Felix's skin against yours, his strong arms wrapped around you, and his cock buried deep inside you create a cozy and comforting feeling.
In your dreams, you find yourself walking down a beautiful, sunlit beach. The soft sand squishes between your toes as you stroll along the shore, feeling the cool ocean breeze on your face. You feel a flutter in your stomach, and you realize that it's not just the wind. It's your baby moving inside you! You look down at your growing belly, filled with wonder and joy. Suddenly, Felix appears beside you, his hand resting gently on your stomach. "Hello, little one."
He whispers, his voice filled with love and anticipation. Together, you and Felix walk along the beach, talking about your dreams for your child, the life you'll build together, and all the adventures that lie ahead.
The sun starts to set, painting the sky in a breathtaking array of colors. As the stars start to twinkle in the sky, you and Felix share a tender kiss, your love for each other and your unborn child radiating through every fiber of your being. In this perfect moment, you know that nothing else matters.
You both wake up the next morning, still entwined, the warmth of each other's bodies a comforting reminder of the night before. The sun is shining brightly through the window, casting a warm glow over the room.
"Good morning," you whisper, your voice hoarse from the passion of the night before. Felix chuckles softly, his cock twitching inside you. "Good morning, my love. How do you feel?" He asks, his eyes filled with concern.
You smile and run your fingers through his chest hair. "I feel wonderful. Felix, last night was incredible. I don't think I've ever felt so loved or cherished before." You lean in and kiss him softly on the lips, tasting the remnants of their passion from the night before.
Felix automatically starts thrusting in and out his morning wood in your pussy. You moan softly, your body responding to his movements instinctively. "Felix," you breathe his name out, "I want this baby. I want our baby. I want to build a life with you, to grow old together, and to experience every moment of love and joy that life has to offer."
"I'm gonna give you all of it my love"
"I'm gonna give you my cum, my cock, my baby and all of my time….all for you love" Felix tells you
As you continue to share a tender moment together, lost in each other's eyes and the promise of a future filled with love and happiness. His morning wood slides in and out of your pussy, creating a rhythm that matches the beat of your hearts. You feel his warm cum shooting deep inside you, filling you up with his essence. As he pulls out, his cock softening, you hold him tightly, savoring the moment. The two of you lie together, basking in the afterglow of your lovemaking, content and at peace with the world.
As the day progresses, you and Felix decide to take a trip to the store to pick up some groceries. The sun is shining brightly, and the air is crisp with a hint of fall in the air.
After some time, you two forgot you had lost control in the heat of the moment and had unprotected sex on that day.
In the next few weeks, you decided to focus on getting healthy and decided to join the gym. You spend hours at the gym, working out and eating healthy meals. One day, as you're lifting weights, you feel a sudden rush of dizziness. You stumble out of the gym and find a nearby bench to sit down. Felix is right by your side, looking worried.
Soon enough you become unconscious. Felix started panicking. When you wake up, you're in a hospital bed, surrounded by beeping machines and concerned faces. Felix is sitting beside you, holding your hand tightly. "My love, are you okay?" He asks, his voice trembling with fear. You try to speak, but your throat feels dry and scratchy. "what happened…? I can't remember well." You feel weak.
The doctor steps in, a concerned look on his face. "Miss, you were found unconscious at the gym. We're not sure what caused it, but we're running some tests to figure it out." He explains. Felix nods, his eyes never leaving yours.
"Felix ….I'm scared." You say weakly. Felix squeezes your hand reassuringly. "Don't be scared, baby. We'll get through this together. Just focus on getting better, okay?" He says with a gentle smile. You manage a small smile back at him, feeling a little better knowing that he's by your side.
You wait for the doctor to tell you the results. As the days pass, the doctors run numerous tests but still can't find anything wrong with you. You start to worry, and Felix remains by your side throughout the whole ordeal. After some time passes, the doctor finally approaches you with the results. "Miss, we've run all the tests we can think of, and we still can't find anything wrong with you. However, we think it might be best if you took a pregnancy test just to be sure." The doctor suggests. You look at Felix, who nods encouragingly.
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kidrauhlschik · 5 months
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Tangled Memories - Lee Know AU
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Hatred.
Loathing.
Animosity.
Abhorrence.
There isn’t a word in the dictionary that could describe the way you felt about the absolute vane of your existence.
Lee Minho
There also isn’t a way to pin point the reason why you felt that way towards him.
Maybe it’s the because he’s so cold and uncaring, or it’s the way he lacks respect and manners, maybe it’s because he’s selfish and closed off.
It’s definitely not because every word you can use to describe him is the exact same word he’d use to describe you.
The situation changes when every memory that built your character, every scar that made every brick for the walls you built around yourself, and every bruise that gave you strength, all just vanish. Now all that’s left is a clean heart that hasn’t suffered and a precious soul that hasn’t been forced to hide its pain.
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Warnings: angst, f!reader, enemies to lovers, drunk driving, gaslighting, Fighting, yelling, cursing, angst, heartbreak, lies, angst, accidents, not proofread, minho is mean, lmk if I missed anything!!
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Chapters:
1. Accident
2. Hate?
3. Hurt
4. Real.
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gimmeurtmi · 1 year
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the sweet spot by the scruff of your knee socks — felix
pairing: lee felix x fem!reader
tags: established relationships, smut!!!🔞
warnings: swearing, body worshipping, teasing, light nipple play, thighs thighs thighs.
inspo: this.
( wc — 2669 )
notes: yes the title is from knee socks by the arctic monkeys. no i don’t care that this isn’t 2014 tumblr anymore it’s a bop. first thing i saw in the morning was that reel and clearly i had to do something about it.
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“hey!” you let into the house as you toed off your shoes. you let your boyfriend know you’d be home early today, as a five hour meeting before lunch meant your boss was feeling merciful and let you have a half day once it was concluded.
but you didn’t think you’d come home to this.
you made your way to the bedroom, where you knew felix would be gaming. if he wasn’t practicing he was taping away on his console and you knew he wasn’t practicing.
but when you entered your shared room you found that he wasn’t gaming either.
he was standing in front of the full length mirror, taking pictures. but that wasn’t what you were focusing on.
he was wearing his brown denim shorts that were perfect for a picnic (is what felix reasoned when he bought them regardless of their three figure price tag) and your black knee high socks.
“w-what are you wearing?” you stumbled, the tone entering your ears was accusatory. but you weren’t so sure that was what you were feeling at the sight of him.
felix turned around to face you, eyes wide.
“oh, hi!” he smiled brightly, “noona asked me to send her a picture like this, she had an idea for our next photoshoot.”
“you’re wearing my knee socks,” is all you managed.
“yeah, i didn’t have any and she said that was the important part of the outfit,” he explained, apologetic.
noona wasn’t wrong about that.
you didn’t say anything back.
“i know i should’ve asked,” he nodded, taking your silence to mean something it didn’t. “i was going to wash them straight away.”
you weren’t really listening.
your eyes were glued to the turf of skin left uncovered, his muscles tensing as he shifted his weight from side to side. if you were paying attention you would’ve noticed the regret in his eyes, the apology on his lips, but you didn’t care about that.
all you wanted was to devour him.
you decided that wasn’t appropriate and you needed to distance yourself from him before you pounced on your unsuspecting boyfriend.
you made your way to the living room slowly, your boyfriend trailing behind you.
“i’m sorry, i didn’t go into your things! i folded them last night so i just took them from the pile,” he explained quickly, trying his best to voice how careful he was with your privacy.
here he was, considerate and wonderful, and you were thinking about covering his thighs with marks.
you took in a deep breath.
you sat yourself on the couch, felix quickly following, eyes wide and curious and trying to understand your reaction.
“felix, it’s okay,” you let out, voice strangled.
he moved closer to you, angling his knees to get closer, showing off his uncovered thighs. so innocent.
“if it was okay why are you calling me felix?” his eyebrows jumped wide, eyes sparkling. so so innocent.
you shook your head, trying to rid yourself of all the not innocent thoughts in your mind. your fingers were practically shaking as you tried holding them back from groping his thighs. forcing them open.
“it is okay, lix,” you forced a smile onto your face, “i don’t mind you borrowing my clothes.”
“i didn’t ask,” he apologises.
“don’t worry, your stylist needed references. it’s cool.” and it would’ve been cool if your voice didn’t break at the very last syllable.
felix huffed, unsatisfied, and hooked a finger under your chin—forcing you to look in his eyes. his big, sparkling, wonderful eyes.
you can’t bring yourself to study his irises, instead focused on the heart shaped freckle right by his lower lash line.
“mhmm,” he hums in annoyance, “look at me.”
and then he pouts. all you can do is whine, trying your best to push back everything you are dying to do to him.
it must show on your face, the concentration it’s taking from you, because felix moves closer, his hand cupping your cheek as he rubs soothing circles into your warm skin.
“what’s wrong, moonshine?” his voice is so soft, soft enough to break through your resolve.
“you’re beautiful,” you sigh back, eyes falling to his thighs.
felix laughed in return, his deep laugh vibrating loudly.
“is that bad?” he chuckled.
“you have no idea what i wanna do to you right now,” you whispered, solemnly letting your finger reach for his thigh. his skin is so soft, softer than the rest or him is, but the thought only makes you want to test that hypothesis further. rub your hands all over his skin, compare his softness to his edges, to his scars and his freckles.
you swallow.
“i don’t,” he grins at you when your eyes shoot up to meet his, “how will i know?”
he hums, bringing a hand up to his chin as if he asked you the most wondrous question—one only you hold the answer to.
“lix,” you grumble, rolling your eyes at his antics.
“yeah?” his eyebrows jump up again, inticing you all over again. his face doesn’t scream of innocence anymore, but a second wave is moving through his eyes. playfulness.
“what did she say about the outfit?” you deflect instead.
“what do you think about it?”
“yongbok,” you chuckled, “answer my question.”
“fine,” he smiled, “let me go change first.”
your fingers circle around his wrist, holding him in place before he can move away from the couch. he looks back at you questioningly.
“yes?” he draws out the syllables, letting his eyes scan over you curiously.
“you don’t need to change,” you mumble, tugging at his wrist.
felix follows dutifully, falling back onto the couch with his legs tucked beneath him. his knees propped against your lap, the socks rolling down ever so slightly from the movement.
“how come?” he cocks his head to the side, his blonde bangs fanning over his forehead lightly. you want to kiss whoever gave him that perm, the curls suited him so well and framed his forehead perfectly.
“you know i hate you?” you groan at him, knowing exactly what he was doing.
he might’ve been naive at first, but as soon as he realised what your silence was actually about he leaned into it even more—acting as if he has no idea what got you so bothered.
you wished he’d just initiate something instead of making you do it.
with his outfit like that, with his hair all messy, with his face bare, he looks so pure. too pure for you to be thinking of him so lustfully.
“if you hate me so much i can just go get changed?”
you groan dramatically, letting your head fall on his shoulder. felix laughs again, this time letting the vibrations move through you as he brings a hand to the back of your hair.
he rubs your head a few times, and once his laughter dies down the silence takes over the room instead. it’s thick around you, growing stronger when felix brings your head up to face him.
he brushes your lips together, smiling softly at you as he pulls away.
that won’t do.
you cupped his face, hands going to his skin in an instant, not letting him get too far away from you. you’re pulling him in, lips against his, a small squeak leaving him at your actions.
it only takes a moment for felix to relax against the kiss, melting into it as his tongue reaches out to caress yours.
your hands trail all the way from his face and down his body, skipping towards his knees.
your fingers dig into the roughness of the socks, rubbing against them before you trail up—and the softness of his skin stands in such big contrast that you sigh into his mouth.
“lover—“ he starts, but you swallow his words down as you kiss him deeper.
you massage the skin of his thighs, groping and soothing and trailing all over the expanse of his skin.
finally, the blood stops rushing to your brain and you need to pull away—your head feeling light and foggy and lacking in oxygen.
“have you, like, never seen my thighs before?” he chuckled at you, breathless just the same.
“sorry, uhm,” you feel yourself blush, unable to look at him now. you didn’t realise just how much you were digging into his skin until you notice the light redness where your hands once were. “sorry.”
“anyway,” he sighs, shaking his head lightly, “are you hungry?”
you grab his face again.
this time it takes felix completely off guard, and your weight causes him to fall backwards on the couch. which is perfect, as you find purchase in between his knees, spreading them lightly as your hands once again rub up and down—reaching the top of his (your) socks and travelling back up until you reach the hem of his shorts.
felix grabs at your shoulders pulling you closer to him, kissing you deeply as he savours your touch.
he wasn’t expecting this to be the outcome of your silence, but he wasn’t complaining at all. he’d let you do just about anything you wanted to him.
you spread his legs further, digging your thumb into his inner thigh as you do. he’s much more sensitive there, jumping slightly at the ticklish sensation.
you pick up on it, and run your thumb lightly around his skin, over and over and over until he’s squirming.
he tries closing his legs around you but you don’t let him, pulling away so you can push his knees apart until they’re on opposite sides of his body.
felix gaps up at you.
“don’t tickle me,” he pleads with a giggle.
you run your hands up, higher and higher, and thank god his shorts are baggy as you slip your hands inside them, clinging onto his boxers.
“how come?” you mirror him, head to the side and all.
your boyfriend laughs, his left eye scrunching slightly, shaking his head at you. “is this payback for being dumb and not knowing you were horny?”
“oh, but you knew,” you lean down, hovering above his face. “you knew and you acted all innocent.”
“just for a little bit,” he says weakly.
“and you look all innocent in this outfit, which is driving me fucking crazy,” you finally voice your thoughts.
“but, i,” he looks around himself confused, “i didn’t do anything.”
“that makes it worse,” you groan, fingers inching up towards his crotch as much as the denim allows you to.
“okay,” he concedes, “make me pay for it?”
he grins up at you, eyes playful and smile wide. his cheeks scrunch up around his lips and you want to yell at him for being so adorable while implying what he is.
you huff.
you release your hands from his shorts, instantly rolling up the ends of his black shirt.
“off?” you ask quietly.
“yes, yes, definitely,” he nods quickly, scrambling to tear the shirt off and throw it far far away.
your hands cup his waist, running up and down his torso as you take in the sight of him. you can’t decide if this part of him is softer, so you explore further, up his ribs and across his chest. he sighs lightly when your fingers brush his nipples.
you lean down, kissing across his chest where the freckles are less frequent but still present. you pick them as your starting points, kissing from one to the other until you reach his belly button.
felix doesn’t interfere at all, closing his eyes as he basks in the attention you give him, and once your lips reach the little trail signalling you towards where he wants you to go, he buries his hand in your hair.
you skip down, much to his displeasure, and push his knee up towards his chest.
the back of his thigh is right there, exposed more now that his shorts have climbed up from the movement.
you attach your lips to his skin, giggling as felix does. he really is ticklish.
you kiss more and more, until you’re sure you kissed every part of his thigh.
you kiss up the hem of his shorts. higher and higher.
you kiss where a very visible tent has now formed.
you glance up at felix, all red cheeked and panting, and his hands reach for the button on his shorts.
you stop him.
“y/n,” he whines.
“leave them on,” you say, voice hoarse.
“but i’m so—“
“—please?”
felix nodded, animatedly, and teared his hands away.
you smiled.
you reached for them, lacing your fingers together as you place them on his thighs.
you dive down between your interlocked hands, mouthing at his hard on through the shorts.
felix gives your hands a tight squeeze, lifting his hips up to feel more of your mouth on him.
“i’ll leave the boxers on, gorgeous, please just let me—“
“—shhh,” you soothe, kissing his lower stomach. his skin is so much warmer than it was when you started.
you tear one of your hands away from his grip, palming at his cock as slowly as you can. you manage to grip him through the material, although that isn’t enough—if the impatient whine felix lets out is anything to go by.
felix starts thrusting up into your hold, his other hand in yours and using you for leverage, desperate moans leaving him.
you let your eyes scan him, from the socks to his shorts to his beautiful bare torso, all the way to his face. his lips are parted, red and swollen, and his eyes hooded. they’re still sparkling though.
you can’t stop yourself from kissing him, him answering in such beautiful desperation.
you let go of his other hand—another whine follows—to steady yourself against him, fingers digging into his stomach.
you blindly follow his curves upwards, focusing on three things at once. four if you count the beautiful noises he’s letting into your mouth.
when your finger circles his nipple he gasps, tearing apart from your lips.
“you’re gonna fucking kill me,” he groans, his voice dropping to its lowest. you shudder slightly, you can’t help it when he’s so close to you. it’s almost like he can make his voice move through you.
“first i’m gonna make you cum, though,” you kiss his cheek.
and then he does.
felix groans, deep and loud and carnal, lifting his hips up into your hand.
his thighs flex and contract, demanding your attention, and you quickly latch yourself onto that sensitive part of his skin.
when you notice his stomach relaxing you look up at him, kissing his thigh softly before moving up his body.
“wait, don’t,” he says before you press against him. “it’s.. sticky.”
you laugh as he avoids your eyes, embarrassed.
“yeah, lix, that was the point.”
“you ruined my shorts,” he pouts, pulling you into the space between him and the couch pillows. you rest your hand on his chest.
“sunshine, you did that yourself,” you grinned.
“fine, i guess i deserve that for taking your stuff.”
you laughed, resting your head on his shoulder. felix brings a hand into your hair, brushing a few strays away from his face.
“you’re beautiful, lixie,” you say softly, smiling before kissing his cheeks.
felix smiles widely in response, pulling you closer.
“where did you buy the socks, by the way? i think it’ll be beneficial to invest in a pair of my own.”
you roll your eyes at him, laughing when you catch his wide grin.
“so…” you start, trailing your finger between all the freckles you kissed, “when you do that photoshoot, can i come?”
“absolutely not!” he gasps, “so you can ruin shorts that aren’t even mine?”
“you ruined them!” you retort.
“you did!”
“felix,” you scoff.
you pull down your pants, kicking them off your legs. the cool air instantly sticks to your very damp underwear, and you waste no time repositioning yourself so his thigh is lodged between your legs, “here’s how i would’ve ruined them.”
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Jisung taking care of his ex, y/n, who has amnesia and calls him daily, thinking that they are still together. Angst with comfort at the end
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Another great request I luv u sm
Lovestruck hanji, mention of a car accident
Fluffy angst,not proof read once again
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You rolled over onto your side, you've been laying in bed all day.Well this is what your doctor told you to do in order to heal, but it's so painfully boring
You look out the window and see other people walking with their partners, friends, pets they don't even know how lucky they are to be able to leave the house so easily
Laying in bed all day may sound like a dream to anyone and it did to you before you actually had to do it, you feel so useless, you can't do anything on your own.Good thing you have your amazing boyfriend Jisung!He was there from the moment you woke up from your coma
A few months ago you got into a horrific car accident and that sent you into a coma, you were out for a while but you eventually woke up and saw han anxiously bouncing his leg and playing with his fingers. You were immediately put as ease once you saw him, it's like he can cure everything. Ever since then he's been taking care of you, helping you get better day by day.
You smiled to yourself after recalling the memories and picked up your phone to call him
"Hi hannie!" You exclaimed, han could tell you have a big smile painted on your face
"Oh, hi jagi, is everything okay?"
"Yeah but.. No. I miss you!Can you come over pleasee"
Han could never resist you, so he agreed and was on his way to your house
Han was so deeply in love with you, and if it wasn't for that car crash he wouldn't even be on his way to your house right now, han sometimes catches himself being grateful for it but thats fucked up. You broke up with him for a reason, you just don't know that.
But he also feels incredibly guilty, like this was all his fault,You and han got into a messy fight which was the cause of your break up, you left the house crying and ran to your car.A few hours later han got a call from the hospital to let him know that you, his ex, got into a car crash and now is in a coma.If only he ran after you, if only he was a better boyfriend,maybe this would have never happened
Once in your house he barely got time to breathe as you hugged him as soon as he got in the house
"Han! I missed you much!"
You said happily as you nuzzled your head into his neck
"Woah, slow down angel I don't want you to hurt your leg“
"I'll be fine my legs practically healed anyway"
You affirmed,grabbing onto his hand and limping to the living room,You guys chatted and hung out until the sunset, it's like when you talked to him he lost track of time
"Why are you frowning like that?"
You said with a slight giggle and smile to your face
"It's nothing" Han said blankly
"I know it's not just nothing, I've been with you for years now"
That's the thing, we aren't together anymore
Han wanted to tell you this so bad, but he couldn't bring himself to do it
They way you looked at him... You looked at him with such admiration, you had a special sparkle in your eyes that only appeared when you're with him
He can't just say you've been broken up this whole time that would be so mean of him...But he also can't keep pretending.He can't just keep acting like this doesn't keep him up every night, he has to let you know, at least one day
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I'M SO SORRY THIS FIC IS SO LATE OMG, I SWR NEXT TIME I'LL TRY TO GET IT OUT QUICKLY
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Animals Without Direction
Chapter One - Thrice The Amount
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“No.” Your voice was stern, your eyes didn’t even look up from the plate in front of you. A hefty helping of roasted potatoes being pushed around by the metal fork in your hand.
“I am offering you a hefty sum of gold.” the man’s voice pleaded with you.
He was leaning over the table in an attempt to keep the volume of the conversation between the two of you down. 
The tavern was lively, but not as lively as it could be. A bard continued to play his lute across the room in front of a massive hearth. The fire roared and spread heat through the room, warding off the chill of the late autumn air. Several patrons were sitting at the bar and various tables, either lost in conversations or the food in front of them. 
Your small table was tucked in the corner, away from the bustle of the normal crowd. It’s not that you preferred the quiet, no, there were nights where you would be leading the drinking songs. But tonight, you just wanted to eat in peace.
An hour before you arrived at the tavern, you had just finished a job that had promised more gold than it delivered. 
The life of a mercenary was not as glorious as your child self thought it was. It wasn’t slaying dragons and protecting royalty from assassins; quite the opposite, it was just another way to say ‘glorified messenger’. Bringing packages from one hold in the land to another, staying awake through the night to discover why a farmer’s crops were disappearing.
It was usually a beggar. 
Poor sods were usually so hungry that you would turn a blind eye, find a wolf, kill it, and bring it to the farmer, claiming it to be the reason for the missing crops. This way the beggar wouldn’t have their thumbs cut off for stealing.
Not that you were any better than a beggar at this point. Money was tight. The gold you had in your pouch was enough to pay for your dinner and one more pint of ale. 
The only difference between you and the homeless on the cobblestone street was the sword on your hip.
“I am well aware of the amount you offer, but you must think me mad to go anywhere near Miroh.”
Miroh . Fellow mercenaries have left for jobs– simple ones– and have not returned.
And yet, this man in front of you has the gall to not only request that you go near the Hold’s borders, but to enter their walls. 
A stiff silence sits between the two of you. You bring your fork down and stab a potato, plopping it in your mouth and looking at the man for the first time since he sat across from you. 
Greasy, black hair sat on his head, hanging in front of his eyes. The man was wearing a noble's robe; but if you looked closer, you could see how worn the fabric was. Burn holes littered the sleeves and the hem near the ground was absolutely filthy. 
He looked to be about middle aged.
“Thrice the amount, then.”
You paused. 
Swallowing your mouthful of food, you placed your fork back on the table. Tonguing your cheek and shifting on your seat.
Individually, you cracked each knuckle on both hands, your mind reeling.
“Explain the job to me once more.”
The man let out a sigh of relief, you quickly held your hand up before he began.
“I am not yet agreeing, I want to hear more details prior to anything.”
He nodded, tensing up once more.
“I require your protection as I finalize a trading contract between my company and Miroh. We specialize in the exchange of foreign goods across the water.”
“We would be meeting with the Jarl directly?”
“Nay, he does not deal with petty things like trading contracts,” the man scoffs and sits back in his chair, crossing his arms over his chest. “We would be meeting with someone in his court, Han Jisung. I have been discussing this deal with him via letters for months.”
“If you are only meeting on a predetermined agreement, why do you push for protection?” You ask, picking up your pint of honeyed ale, taking a long sip.
The man’s eyes looked to the side, setting off alarm bells in your mind. He pulled his bottom lip between his teeth.
“If I am to protect you, I will need to know all the details.”
He shifted on his chair, clearly uncomfortable, clearly hiding something. His tongue poked from his lips to wet them nervously.
“In the past, I may have…” he hesitated, “I may have skimmed from the top of their goods.”
One of your eyebrows raised, mug still in front of your face.
“But that was many years ago. Han Jisung spoke of mending these ties in his letters.” he explains, looking back to your eyes. “Our company is the best in the land. High quality goods for a fair price, they must have realized that in our absence. Miroh simply wishes to use our services once more.”
You place your now empty mug onto the table, looking down at the old wood.
There is no way this is going to go smoothly. Every sense of danger was ringing in your mind to reject this deal.
With the reputation Miroh has, they let a merchant skim their goods and are crawling back ?
Patrons of the tavern begin to sing, surrounding the bard. Your eyes shifted up to take in the happy sight, smiles on all of their faces, happy flushes on their skin from the alcohol buzzing through their veins. 
The lute’s strings sounded beautiful to your ears. Life here is alright, you are making it work. 
But the almost empty gold pouch at your hip seemed heavier than when it had gold inside it.
“Five times my normal amount.” You meet eyes with the man. His jaw clenched for a moment, considering your offer. He doesn’t seem pleased in the least bit.
But it seems he has no choice.
An entire verse of the bard’s song passed before he reached across the table, extending his hand.
You clasp hands with him.
“At first light we leave for Miroh.”
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Gautier.
You learn his name three days into your journey; just as you are being led through the never ending hallways of Miroh’s keep. The stone walls seem… warmer than you expected of the Hold.
Even when you first crossed the border, it wasn’t fires and crying children like you had heard whispers of.
It seemed… better than where you had come from.
Where are all the miserable folk and wounded soldiers? Where are the bandits that supposedly run rampant in these parts?
When you are shown into a room, there are two men already waiting inside. One was much stockier than the other, his arm muscles on display due to the open nature of his heavy armor. Beautifully crafted gauntlets covered his forearms. A large battle axe strapped to his back, a neutral expression on his face.
The other man sat behind a desk, a sneaky looking smile already displayed across his round cheeks. He wore true noble robes made of various silks and expensive threads. 
His clothing made Gautier’s look like no more than a potato sack with arm and leg holes.
Both of their eyes flicker to you and Gautier as you cross the threshold. The larger man, clearly his protection, surveys you closely.
He has no doubt clocked every single weapon strapped to your body.
Perhaps save for the one silver dagger you keep tucked inside your boot.
You mirror his movements, scanning his entire body up and down. One battle axe and three throwing knives on his belt. When your eyes meet him again, there’s an imperceptible twitch to the corner of his mouth. 
“Guatier!” the smaller man exclaims, standing from his position behind the desk. 
“Jisung, it has been a long while, my friend.” Guatier’s entire demeanor changes. This fake mask slides over his face and he becomes a different person. It takes every fiber of your being not to roll your eyes.
Guatier walks up to Jisung and they shake hands over the desk. You remain by the door, arms crossed over your chest. 
“I see you have a new guard, Guatier.” Jisung motions over to you as he sits back down. Guatier does not even look back at you before waving him off.
“Do not mind her, she is only hired muscle.”
“Still, you know we cannot have outside ears hearing of our deals.” Jisung leans forward, his voice lowering a bit. 
Your eyebrow quirks, you finally break eye contact with Jisung’s body guard to look over at Guatier’s back. He doesn’t even turn to look at you.
A scoff comes out of his mouth. “She will not understand any of what we speak of. Her simple mind knows only battle, it is all she is good for. No complex thoughts to be found in that head.”
Typically, you choose to keep a stoic face no matter what, especially on the job. But, in this moment, you cannot control the anger that flicks across your features.
Oh, the slimy bastard…
Jisung’s eyes look back at you again, his brows furrowed for a split second. He watches your emotions change and the corner of his lips twitch into a half smile.
“Still,” he starts, his gaze stays on you for another moment before he looks back at Gautier, his look darkens for a moment. “Even fools can repeat words.”
Jisung meets your eyes once more. They linger, almost as if he’s looking right through your soul. His expression softens when he lays his eyes on you.
“Changbin,” Jisung says and the guard doesn’t even flinch, but his eyes shift down to the other man. “Please bring the ‘hired muscle’ out to another room so we may conduct our business.”
The guard, Changbin, nods once and walks towards you quickly. His heavy boots thud on the wooden floor with every step.
You look back at Guatier, who only now has decided to turn around in his chair to look at you. Horror and anxiety flashes across his face; but you cannot find it within yourself to feel any pity.
A strong hand grips your upper arm and you’re forcefully led out of the office.
“Now, why don’t we begin by discussing your pre-” the door closes before you can hear the rest of Jisung’s sentence to your ‘boss’.
Changbin’s grip on your arm doesn’t loosen as he leads you down the hall. The grip is borderline painful through the fabric.
Deciding not to say anything about it, you just clench your jaw and let him drag you further and further away from the man you were supposed to be protecting.��
Would it be the worst thing in the world if Guatier was killed, though?
Your mind pauses, weighing the options.
No, no it wouldn’t be.
Because he had given you half of the payment up front before you left for the journey. 
Still, your honor was on the line for this. 
It wasn’t until you rounded two more corners into a more open common area that Changbin’s grip loosened on your arm. You shook off his hold and glanced at his stern face one more before walking away from him.
Four other guards stood on either side of two separate door ways. All looking bored. 
“Do not venture.” he grumbles, it was the first time you heard his voice. 
“Interesting command given that you led me from my employer.”
Your eyes scan the room around you, it seems to be a library of sorts. Shelves line each wall with books and various items littered along them. 
“You work for his company?”
“Nay,” you scoff, “I do not wish to work for that slime. I am only a mercenary, Guatier hired my sword to get him here safely and insure he leaves with his head.”
Changbin only grunts in acknowledgment as you walk over to one of the shelves. Gently, you reach up and spin a glass bottle to turn the label, allowing yourself to see behind you through the reflection.
In the distorted glass, you can see Changbin’s eyes watching you carefully, both hands staying at his side. He’s studying your movements very carefully.
You look away from the reflection, tilting your head to scan over the various titles of books on the shelf. 
“Hm,” you hum, fingering at one of the books, “ Spider With Gold , I have not seen this book in many years…” you whisper wistfully.
There’s a shift behind you.
“You are able to read?”
You turn around to look at Changbin, who, for the first time, seems almost bashful. His hands twitched as his sides and he is only able to hold your eye contact for a moment before looking off to the side.
“Aye, scholars should not be the only ones able to read and document history.” you turn back to the bookshelf. “Do you not know how?”
Looking up in the reflection of the bottle, you see Changbin shift his weight from one boot to the other, his eyes boring holes into your back.
“Nay.” he says firmly, “Never learned how.”
“Shame.” you utter softly.
A long, stiff silence settles in the room. 
You learned to read at a very young age, your mother made sure to teach you the letters as soon as your brain was able to retain it.
‘The more you read, the more you will know. And the more you know will ensure that no one will outsmart you, my dear.’
Books took up most of the spare space you had in your traveling pack. Every once in a while, when you would get an interesting quest that went into bandit nests, you were able to find one or two new ones to add to your never ending collection. 
If you’re being truthful with yourself, it broke your heart that Changbin could not read, he could not enjoy the simple pleasure that reading could bring. Nor could he pick up on sword tricks written down through the centuries.
Just when it feels like the room could not get any quieter, a shrill scream bellows through the stone halls.
Your head snaps up to look in the reflection of the bottle just as a guard raises his sword behind you, intending to strike.
“Wait!” 
Everything in your body suddenly comes alive at the impending danger. Your weight shifts and you leap out of the way.
A loud crash is heard as the guard’s sword slices through the wooden shelves.
“Of course.” you mutter, quickly regaining your balance. 
Another soldier comes from your right, swinging his sword in an upwards strike, you dodge by spinning to the left. At the same time, your hand quickly unsheathes your sword.
Mid-spin, instincts take over and you raise your sword to clash with another guard’s. Both of your swords swing around in an arc to free them. Instead of completing the arc, you pull back and raise your boot to kick the guard right in the gut.
He lurches forward in pain and you, never missing an opportunity, bring your sword down and slice his head from his neck immediately. 
One down.
The first guard seems to have recovered, but only for a moment. He eyes watch as his friend is decapitated; his face drains of all color and eyes snap up to yours. 
A wicked smile crosses your face as you take advantage of his moment of weakness. Your sword plunges right through his gut, his mouth immediately coughing up a sick amount of blood.
Quickly, you pull your sword back. There’s a small sense of danger ringing in the back of your mind, so you jump away from where you were standing right before a sword splits the air.
Changbin, flanked by the two remaining guards, is staring at you with a curious look in his eyes. Just by studying his face, you can practically see his mind racing with numerous thoughts.
Why does he look so torn?
His battle ax is clasped firmly in his large hands, knees bent in a perfect battle stance. 
With your feet firmly planted on the floor, you take a brief moment to size the three of them up. The guard to Changbin’s right leaps at you first, his sword swinging wildly in short, choppy arcs. Untrained technique, a definite beginner.
You almost feel bad for a split second, poor thing probably never expected this.
Nevertheless, it’s kill or be killed at this moment, and it’s only a matter of time before more guards start flooding into the room. 
You raise your sword to block one of the strikes. The sound of metal hitting metal is ear piercing. Out of the corner of your eye, you see the last guard. reaching back for a powerful strike.
Thinking quickly, you grab the younger guard's arm, yanking him towards you and into the trajectory path of the second guard’s sword, stepping out of danger.
The second guard slices into his comrade by accident, both of them letting out shrill screams.
Before the second guard could recover from his accidental killing, you swing your sword in a massive arc and instantly kill him.
Both bodies drop to the ground in a heap.
Without giving yourself time to breathe, you turn around sharply to look at Changbin, who hasn’t moved a single muscle in the last minute. He stood there, wide-eyed, watching as you massacred his fellow soldiers and did absolutely nothing about it. 
The two of you make eye contact for a long moment.
Your chest heaving with heavy pants from the exertion, hand tightening around the handle of your sword. 
There is only a split second to think about your next move. Maybe even less.
Fear and adrenaline are coursing through your veins. 
Why isn’t he attacking you? Why is he just standing there?
Your mouth felt like someone had stuffed cotton into it, sweat dripped down your back.
Changbin’s foot shifted on the floor and you quickly made your decision.
You turned around and ran .
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“ Hey! ” you heard Changbin scream behind you as you rounded the corner out of the room. 
Which way did you come from? Which way was the way out? Once you get out of the keep, you should be fine.
Your light leather boots made soft thuds on the floor as you sprinted through the stone maze. Sheathing your sword in the process, your eyes wildly scan around for anything familiar. 
Changbin’s voice could be heard every few seconds as he chased you through the keep. 
To The Void with Guatier, you needed to get out of here. You knew you shouldn’t have taken this job. You just knew it. 
When you round one corner, you smack directly into someone, but your momentum knocks them over, your steady balance keeping you on your feet. 
The guard stumbles to the ground with a yelp, looking up at you with an extremely startled expression.
“Jeongin!” Changbin yells off in the distance, “Grab her!”
Jeongin snaps his head in the direction of Changbin’s voice, then back up at you. You don’t stick around to see his next move, your legs already carrying you far away from the guard on the ground. 
It’s close, the entrance is close, you vaguely remember these hallways. It has to be close. 
Once you’re out of the keep, you’ll run and never look back. You will never enter Miroh again, you won’t even come within fifty leagues of the Hold.
A solid hand gripped the back of your light armor, fingers pulling on the leather straps. 
With a yelp, you’re yanked backwards and thrown onto the floor. Your head collides with the stone floor with a solid crack .
Pain blossoms from the impact and your vision blacks out for a split moment. 
The adrenaline coursing through you keeps you from passing out, you quickly shake your head to clear the confusion.
Jeongin is standing over you with an almost apologetic look. He looks up behind you, then back down at you.
“Do not just stand there! Grab her, bind her hands!” Changbin commands, his voice closer than before.
Panic seizes your body and as Jeongin reaches for you, you kick your foot out on the ground right into his gut. 
A loud, pained exhale is shoved from his lungs and he doubles forward, clutching the area you just kicked. 
“If you would just-” Jeongin wheezes out in between pained breaths.
You don’t listen, you clamber to your feet. The back of your head throbbing worse and worse with each passing second.
Just as you’re about to take off down the hall again, a strong hand grabs your wrist and turns your arm, trapping it behind your back.
You’re roughly shoved against the cobblestone wall, one arm pinned behind you.
Hot, deep pants are felt on the back of your neck, you notice the hand holding your wrist is clammy.
“By The Six, woman,” Changbin breathes out, mouth close to the back of your neck.
You struggle for a moment, trying desperately to break his hold on you. Changbin only tightens his grip.
“Jeongin,” he practically growls, the guard grunts in response, still cradling his gut in pain. “Fetch me some rope, make it quick.”
Jeongin grunts again and limps off.
Changbin leans down closer, lips right next to your ear.
The heat coming from his body is insane, it feels like his entire front is pressed against your back to keep you against the wall.
Not that you have any fight left in your body, the adrenaline is wearing off and the pain from your skull is getting worse by the second. Each beat of your heart shoots a splinter of pain through your skull.
“You’re not going anywhere,” Changbin basically growls, his breath brushing against your ear.
“If you are to kill me, do it already. Why extend my torture?” You close your eyes, letting your face rest on the wall. When did your fingertips go numb?
“Kill you?” Changbin lets out a chuckle behind you. “And waste a sword arm like yours? Nay, I believe we may have better use for you.”
The world was fading fast, towards the end of his sentence, it sounded like his voice was three rooms away. 
“Sir, I have the rope.” Jeongin’s voice was the last you heard before your body collapsed.
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