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| Genshin Men
| Waking up with them
| fluff, sickly sweet fluff, cuddler kuni is canon im hoyo, id isekai just to feel tighnaris tail, a post after 2 days of staring in the air?? i say its a development, swearing cuz its me, no dialogue
Ft. Zhongli, Childe, Wanderer, Kazuha, Tighnari
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ZHONGLI - is like having a housewife
You either wake up with him or wake up to him making food. When you wake up with him, you would most likely be either in the same position as you slept or moved a little and changed how you face him and the other side. He definitely isn't a mover when asleep. And when he hugs you when you both fall asleep, you're not getting out hun. So he's probably the one keeping you from falling out of the bed or moving too much if you move too much when you sleep. When you don't wake up with him though, you wake up to the smell of tea. He's a morning person I bet, wakes up really early and prepares tea and food, whichever you like. He'd be wearing a cute apron if you decide to play with him, but he'd most likely still wear it. On most days, he'll wake you up wearing that cute apron and help you freshen up, but on some days, especially when you seem upset or something bad happened or when you had a disagreement, he'll bring you breakfast in bed. If you have work, he's never gonna let you sleep in. He's a personal alarmclock you can't turn off, those '5 more minutes' won't work on him. He might just consider it but when time's up, it's up. When he wakes up, he'd already be preparing tea and yoir clothes. Zhongli is the type to remember your schedule, too, so don't even think about telling him you don't have work just so you could sleep in. So waking up with him is definitely like a housewife, or a mom.
CHILDE - is a mission
Man, this guy is very busy, so he tends to make it up when sleeping. You cannot tell me he doesn't have certain issues regarding having a romantic partner, like safety issues or something. His grip's harder than rock, girly. He's the one to be really afraid of you getting taken away when he's sleeping so he unconciously does this while hugging you to sleep. Why am I talking about this? Cuz you aren't getting out of his arms that easy when you wake up hugged by him. When you get out of your dazing state and decide you're hungry or want to go to the toilet, you'll move and realize, oh, you have fucking iron tied to your body, oh actually, it's just Childe! And when you begin to struggle to get out, he wakes up and them boom, it just gets harder from that especially when he's on break or vacation. This man's not letting you go easily. Tell him to let go? No, he's comfortable this way. Tell him you need to go to the toilet? Oh, you can hold it for a few more minutes. Tell him you're hungry? You won't die not getting to eat for a few minutes. Tell him you're going to get sleepy again if you don't get up? Then sleep and cuddle with him again. Tell him you have work? You aren't going to get kicked out from being late for a day (it's like this everyday) (you aren't getting fired because harbinger things). Tell him he has work? Considers it but his subordinates won't die from him being a few minutes late. The best option is to either kick him in the balls and run or give up and hug him for a few minutes (hours). So yeah, waking up with him is a mission.
WANDERER - is cute
SO AAAAAAAAAAAA let's calm down. You know how he probably gets nightmares when he sleeps? YEAH THOSE ABANDONMENT ISSUES AND ALL. He'd probably be the type to unconciously hug you when he's having them. Then you'll wake up to him shaking or scared and you wake him up. I feel like others think he'd get all embarassed and shit when he notices he hugged you and get all defensive and tsundere mode, but I like to think that if he really trusts you enough, him waking up from a nightmare beside you would be an intimate moment. Hell, him even sleeping beside you is. You would have to be someone he really trust and all to get him to sleep beside you and be vulnerable. So when he wakes up you get all emotional scenes and everything and you definitely cuddle to sleep. And when you wake up it'll be sooooo cuteee. Like, you'd be waking up to him all cuddly to you and you could admire his pretty face without seeing him scowl or frown. This guy is legit gorgeous and beautiful, who wouldn't want a chance to stare at him when he doesn't want to hurt you for it. So as those kinds of nights happen, his body would probably unconciously get used to the feeling of holding someone for comfort and it turns normal. MAAAAAAN WAKING UP WITH HIM IS CUTE.
KAZUHA - is romantic
Now this man will normalize butterflies on your stomach every morning. Oh, just you opening your eyes and seeing him staring and smiling at you. AAAAAAAAA got my heart falling and falling! You'd either wake up to him like that, or you'd wake up to him probably making a poem with you as his muse. Imagine Kazuha making you his muse. Be happy bitch. He'd definitely br the type to see you wake up, say goodmorning and all those sweetly sickening shit that gets your head spinning, heart rocking, and stomach tingling. Like, he's be whispering, "Goodmorning, love." I'D FALL ASLEEP AND WAKE UP ALL OVER AGAIN TO HEAR HIM SAY IT. When he realizes you're still dozing off, he'd place his hand on your back as support and sit you down so you wouldn't fall asleep again. But when you say you still want to sleep and cuddle how could he resist. So he's there listening to your requests and brushing your hair with his fingers. A true gentleman he is. Dreamy Kazuha is everything. Waking up with him is romantic, the best kind.
TIGHNARI - is comfortable
Imagine waking up with his tail and arms around you, awwww. That tail looking very cuddly and all. Although, it would probably be hot when it's like, summer summer and all, but when the weather's fine, oh, seriously, who would want to get out of his cuddles in the morning? You'd get to admire his pretty face and feel his fluffy tail. Cuddling with tighnari is probably very sweet too, like, he'd go along with you wrapping every limb you can to him, arms, legs, and all, and he's do the same just to get back, but it ends up with the both of you sleeping that way and waking up that way. As long as it's not too hot, waking up with him would feel very comfortable. I don't think he keeps a too strict schedule like others think he does. He probably allows himself to lay down for a bit, so when he wakes up, you both don't immeduately get up and just lay down there cuddling and when your systems start waking up, you'd start talking about random things until you both decide to get up.
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Hmph, the audacity to even make that request
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hi ilysm pls stay happy and take care, i hope you and nagi get together in your dreams
alani stop ilym :< AND AHDJFKAJD THANK YOU I SHALL STAY IN MY DELULU ERA FOREVER 😙✌🏻
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MULTIPLE CHARACTERS !!
fic recs, blue lock
𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐜𝐥𝐚𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐫— none of the fics are my own works. authors will be credited・if you see any discrepancies please inform me so i can fix it asap・will not link a single profile / masterlist multiple times・all recs originally posted on tumblr unless stated otherwise
☁️ — fluff・❤️🩹 — angst; 💔 — hurt no comfort・🤭 — suggestive・🔥 — smut
⚠️ — dark content
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[ HEADCANONS ]
loving boys as tay swift songs・seiberries
isagi, bachira, chigiri, kunigami, nagi, reo, rin
married life ☁️・reo-kisser
reo, nagi, chigiri
where do babies come from?・x-noechi-x
reo, chigiri, sae, yukimiya, loki, isagi, barou, hiori, kurona, niko, nagi, rin, kaiser, kunigami, bachira, shidou, otoya, oliver
[ DRABBLES ]
a love that's so juvenile ☁️・yoisami
isagi, bachira, chigiri, nagi, reo, rin
"did you lock the door?" 🔥・pipppinn
chigiri, sae, rin, barou, kunigami, nagi
everyone can tell how much in love with you he is ☁️🔥・ringasm
rin, reo, niko, kaiser, isagi, ness, nagi, shidou, yukimiya, karasu
k trend with blue lock boys・geeerage
isagi, chigiri, reo, loki, bachira, kaiser, aiku, rin, sae, barou, nagi
falling in love ☁️・n0niff
bachira, kurona, kunigami, nanase, tokimitsu, ness, rin, sae, oliver, kaiser, barou, shindo, otoya, nagi, chigiri, niko, isagi, yukimiya, hiori, loki, reo
first time with . . . 🔥・angelltheninth
bachira, reo, kunigami
first words ☁️・okk-tsu
isagi, ness, kurona ranze, kaiser, barou, kunigami, sae, chigiri, reo, bachira, rin
how they fuck you 🔥・ph4ngz
isagi, chigiri, bachira, rin, sae
how they fuck you 🔥・ph4ngz
reo, nagi, kunigami
mindless habits ☁️・sphireath-wisp
bachira, chigiri, rin
remember me ☁️・ilyluffy
isagi, chigiri, kunigami, nagi
tales of the heart ☁️・suashii
rin, chigiri, nagi, reo
as taylor swift lyrics・lazyalani
reo, nagi, chigiri, aiku, sae, rin, bachira, ness, kaiser, otoya, yukimiya, isagi
teacher's pet 🔥・missouki
rin, chigiri, reo, shidou, kaiser
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cute date ideas ☁️・shoyoist
bachira, reo, chigiri, kaiser
home wrecker?!・koiir
rin, chigiri, bachira
say that you miss me 🔥・hyomaslut
bachira, chigiri, rin
what did you just call me?・enassbraid
nagi, chigiri
what is this? boyfriend material ☁️・hyomaslut
isagi, chigiri, reo, nagi
you open up the blanket for them ☁️・garoujo
nagi, sae, rin, bachira, reo
[ THIRSTS ]
[ SMAU / TEXTS ]
asking for nudes・hyomaslut
isagi, rin, chigiri, reo
chaotic flow・kaiser1ns
(1) isagi, bachira, rin・(2) shidou, sae, kaiser
getting every question wrong・milkistoshi
sae, rin, reo, nagi
strawberry field test・okkotsyui
isagi, kurona
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| Genshin Men
| Them as romantic lines
| fluff, light angst if you squint, sickly sweet romance, so much feels, it's midnight already but who cares
Ft. Xiao, Zhongli, Venti, Cyno, Tighnari, Diluc, Kaeya, Wanderer, Kazuha, Ayato, Thoma, Kaveh, Alhaitham, Childe, Albedo
| Romantic lines, and their message to you.
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all those day, chasing down a daydream
XIAO
- “I loved her against reason, against promise, against peace, against hope, against happiness, against all discouragement that could be.”
- I loved her despite my darkest thoughts.
all those years, living in a blur
ZHONGLI
- “Anyone who has seen her smile has known perfection. She instills grace in every common thing and divinity in every careless gesture.”
- She is beauty itself.
all that time, never truly seeing
KAZUHA
- “It was love at first sight, at last sight, at ever and ever sight.”
- It was her until the very end.
things, the way they were
VENTI
- "At the touch of love, everyone becomes a poet."
- At the touch of her love, I become the greatest of them all.
now she's here, shining in the starlight
KAVEH
- “I look at you and I would rather look at you than all the portraits in the world...”
- Because you are the most gorgeous of them all.
now she's here, suddenly i know
KAEYA
- “For the two of us, home isn’t a place. It is a person. And we are finally home.”
- With her, I belong.
if she's here, it's crystal clear
WANDERER
- “If you remember me, then I don’t care if everyone else forgets.”
- As long as you're with me, nothing else matters.
i'm where i'm meant to go
AYATO
- “When I saw you I fell in love, and you smiled because you knew.”
- Ah, truly, you are the emboidment of grace.
and at last i see the light
DILUC
- “I like myself better when I’m with you.”
- Because with you, I'm just Diluc, not Master, not hero.
and it's like the fog has lifted
CHILDE
- “And then I did laugh, even though the future was a dangerous place, because I loved her, and she loved me, and the world was beautiful.”
- The world is beautiful when we're together.
and at last i see the light
ALHAITHAM
- “There I was, way off my ambitions, getting deeper in love every minute.”
- She was a distraction I'm willing to indulge in, always.
and it's like the sky is new
THOMA
- “In case you ever foolishly forget: I am never not thinking of you.”
- Whenever, wherever, whatever I am doing, you're always somewhere inside my thoughts.
and it's warm and real and bright
ALBEDO
- “There is never a time or place for true love. It happens accidentally, in a heartbeat, in a single flashing, throbbing moment.”
- Love is everywhere when I'm with you.
and the world has somehow shifted
TIGHNARI
- “I want to do with you what spring does with the cherry trees.”
- I want to do with you what the sun and rain does with the flowers.
all at once, everything is different
CYNO
- “You could have had anything else in the world, and you asked for me.”
- And like anyone who has felt your love, I'll always come for you.
now that i see you
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ciel Phantomhive x reader where hiss/o is comforting after the (big reveal in the manga) and they tell him that it does t change how they feel and that they’ll always be here for him
| Ciel Phantomhive × [GN!Reader]
| You with me
| hurt/comfort, angst, our ciel needs a hug :( so much feels, setting is not specified, focused on the main plot of this request so dont mind any other detail, no specific place nor chapter in the manga, just generally after the reveal on the manor, reader is a midford, our ciels real name is astre here, agressive to comfort
| Summary: In which Ciel's greatest fears have come, but his partner is there, so he'll be fine.
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but when i wake up i see
Your footsteps echoed through the place, hurrying somewhere. Where? You didn't know. Afterall, you didn't know where Ciel-- no, the Earl, was.
Your mind was in a haze. So clouded, so dazed. So full of thoughts. So full of unanswered questions. Your chest was heavy. Your emotions were in a rampage, all agressively mixing and fighting with each other. Anger, because he had lied, sadness, because he had lied, mistrust, because they had lied, relief, because no one was hurt, and love, because even after everything, you still loved that lying piece of shit. But could that love be enough ti make up for all those lies?
You want to scream, shout, yell, and curse at him, at them. How dare they lie to you all of you.
When they had escaped, the confused and steady anger you felt during the reveal bursted out into flames. The nerve to lie and then just leave.
Had everything just been a lie to him them?
Ciel Phantomhive had been arranged as your fiance and Astre Phantomhive was arranged for Lizzy.
You were enraged. How dare this boy fool you, his brother's fiance of all people. You were enraged at yourself. How dare you feel something so tender, so gentle towards your fiance's brother, moreso, towards the person who had lied to you.
You were supposed to be happy knowing your true bethroted is still, right? But when you looked into his eyes, all you felt was chills. You shivered, a cold, almost painful brush crossed through your spine. You didn't see your Ciel. You didn't see the boy you had loved so much when you were kids. You didn't even see a small ounce of sadness, not even anger.
All you saw was a scheming boy.
And when you had seen the yard about to arrest Ciel Astre, all you had felt was fear. No, not fear of him. Fear for him.
you with me
You didn't know what possessed you to take a reckless action after they had fled. Was it answers? Maybe.
When they had fled, everyone stared the real Ciel and turned to you. Lizzy had even called out before you ran out of the manor, determined to follow them. Then you returned to the Midford estate to ask for help from Edward.
He had been reluctant, very hesitant, as he always has been when it comes to his sisters. But he seemed to couldn't have resisted the pathetic look on your face, so desperate. He had promised to cover for you and not tell anyone so long as you remained safe and come back after a day.
"Your happiness may be important to me, but my priority is your safety, sister." He had told you, hugged you, and kissed your forehead before you left. You couldn't deny it made you feel better, a lot calmer. A brother's comfort truly is so different. So warm and calming.
and you say,
Your brother, as an heir, had a bit of control on your family's military forces, although a little, still something, as there are still knights loyal to the heir, his own knights. He had lent you some of his knights to help you find traces of them.
During your search eith the knights on a forest, Lau had found you lurking and had offered to bring you to them. So you sent the reluctant knights back and told them to inform your brother of your status. You know you could trust your brother.
So here you are, speeding through the hallway of somewhere Lau had brought you. You saw someone turning through the corner. Sebastian.
You both stopped infront of each other for a moment.
"Milady, I--" He bowed before you cut him off.
"Get out of my sight."
He bowed again and left. He wasn't even surprised you were here. Had Lau told them already? So that bastard had let you roam and get lost around this place while he informed them? You made a mental note to threaten him later on. It seems like these people forgot your place in the society just because you had been kind and tolerated their actions back then.
You took a swift turn to the corner the butler went through and stopped when you had seen him sitting on a couch.
Elbows resting on his knees and hands on his face, seemingly distressed.
He better be. You couldn't be the only one who is tormented too much by this situation.
He called out your name, knowing you were there after hearing you exclaim at his butler.
"as long as i am here,
"Was it fun?" You started. You could feel your calmed down anger bubbling up again.
He said nothing, still hiding his face.
"Was it fun playing with us? Was it fun playing with me?"
Nothing.
"Oh, so now you can't look at me in the eyes. But when you said those lies, you were even smiling." When you told me you cared for me. You thought bitterly.
"I was stupid. I was fool to believe you truly cared for me. I was a fool to believe you would actually do those things for me. But then again, I trusted you because I thought you were Ciel, didn't I?" Oh, yes, you did know where to hit hard, because he flinched.
Yet, you didn't feel satisfied, instead, you felt guilty. Why?
"Did you have everything planned from the start? Putting yourself in danger for me, did you have a back-up plan incase we both couldn't have been saved? All those gifts, those actions, all those words..... lies." You scoffed, feeling your tears coming.
He started rubbing his forehead. You almost wanted to scoff again, you were the one feeling everything here, why was he the one getting a headache? Did he find you annoying?
"Why? Why did you lie to me? Why did you lie to us? Why did you have to go through all those lies? To manipulate us? To manipulate my feelings? You played with my feelings. You fucking playing with me, Phantomhive!" You stomped infront of him with tears in your eyes, demanding an answer.
You heard him murmur something unclear.
"What?!"
"It wasn't a lie."
no one can hurt you"
"Now you're telling me you didn't lie, do you really think I'm that stupi--"
"What I did for you wasn't a lie!" He suddenly stood up and exclaimed.
You were take aback and stepped back. You frowned. "You--"
He took your wrist and pulled you closer to him. Now he was looking at you in the eye, he was enraged. The audacity to be enraged. You wanted to point it out and tell him to let go when he spoke again.
"The things I did for you weren't lies! You can scream at me for pretending to be my brother, hell, yell at me for taking his place as an earl, but don't fucking tell me the things I did for you were lies!" He exclaimed.
You looked away from his piercing stare. "Then why?" Your voice cracked.
His grip on your wrist softened.
"Why would you pretend to be someone you're not?" It was pathetic. How all of your anger disappeared the moment you heard his words. You were so gullible, so vulnerable against him.
He sat down again, letting go of your wrist.
"Would anyone have cared if I said it was me?" His voice was small.
don't wanna lie here,
It broke your heart.
"Would anyone have paid attention if I told the truth? Would I have gotten enough power to keep the Phantomhive name, the honor, the business, alive? Afterall, I'm just some sickly, weak, twin of the heir." He was clenching his fists so hard, you were afraid he was going to draw blood and hurt himself.
So you took his hand in yours. "I would've." You kneeled infront of him, just holding his hand and staring at his visible eye. "Lizzy would've, brother would've, mother, father, aunt anne. We would have cared, Astre."
And he let his tears fall at the sound of his name on your lips. His grip on his own skin softened.
but you can learn to
"You might think so little of yourself, but there's more to what it seems, Astre. You didn't need to lie to us. We would have cared. We do care." You cried and kissed his knuckles. It was heartbreaking how he could think so little of himself. How he could think so little of what he thinks all of you think about him.
if i could change the way that you see yourself
So you look at him in his eye, hoping he would receive the feelings you were conveying to him.
When every lie was revealed, you were angry, so furious, clouded by everything, confused by everything. So many questions, too many unanswered thoughts. You hated yourself for still wanting him despite your real fiance back, despite the lies, despite everything. You hated yourself for feeling something, everything.
But you were willing to burn for him.
You guess being stubbornly inlove runs in the blood.
He stared at you with the same look he gave you before the reveal, during your times with him, after you broke through his cold facade, and shooked his head.
"It doesn't matter, my brother is back--"
"And what of him? He's not the one I love."
"He's your betrothed."
"But he isn't the one I want!"
"You loved him."
"But he isn't you!"
It made him break. He breathed heavily and rested his head on your shoulders. "Why would you even want me?" His voice broke. "After all these lies, after everything I've done. Why would you want me? How could you want someone like me?"
You took his face on your hands and pressed your forehead to his. "Why wouldn't I want someone like you?"
He shut his eyes tightly, trying to keep in the tears but it only made them fall, even through under his eyepatch, you could see his tears.
You brushed his tears with your thumb. "You protected me, you cared for me, you saved me, you smiled for me, hell you did things you didn't want to for me, you loved me. How could I not feel the same?"
you wouldn't wonder why you hear
"I lied to you."
"And I don't care. Atleast, not anymore. I admit, I was so angry at you. For lying to me, because I thought you only did those things to save your own skin. But you stupid asshole, I'm weak when it comes to you." You cried as he let out a cracked chuckled, now he was the one wiping your tears.
"See? I made you cry again." He said, staring at your face. He called out your name, "you truly don't deserve someone like me. You could have someone better, more stable."
You pressed your lips on his forehead. "But I'm here with you, aren't I?"
He nodded, holding your hands to his face. It was warm, safe. "Yeah, you're here."
He thinks he can do it. No, you're here, so he'll do it.
they don't deserve you
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| Xiao × [F!Reader]
| Same old empty feeling
| angst, hurt no comfort, awakening xiao's death issues again, reader just wants him to be happy, character death (reader), xiao does love you, the traveller is clueless and innocent, the traveller gets caught up in your angst, xiao does not like the traveller romantically, go with the flow for the sake of the plot, xiao needs a hug, insecure thoughts, xiao is a bit oblivious, xiao breaks down
| Summary: In which she loved him in every shape despite her insecurities clouding her, and he loved her in every way despite drowning in his.
Alternate Ending
| Genshin Impact Masterlist
| Main Masterlist
Staring at the bottom of your glass,
"Xiao!" You came rushing to your balcony, holding a tray contaning two plates and two bowls.
Xiao, General Alatus, the Conquerer of Demons, an Adeptus, the honorable Yaksha, a protector of Liyue, one with so many titles, but only Xiao to you.
He stands up straight and turns to you from leaning his elbows on the railings. "How many times have I told you to stop running?" He sighs and sits on his cushion, watching you put down your dinners on the table infront of him.
hoping one day you'll make a dream last
You smiled sheepishly. "I couldn't help him, I'm just really happy to see you." You sat down and grabbed your utensils.
"You see me everyday." He murmurs and grabs his as well.
"Every dinner." You correct him. With his duties that come with his numerous titles, it's impossible for him to visit you in the day, as he says.
"You still see me..." He tries to counter.
You shake your head with a smile. "It's fine though, I'm thankful you can even fit me in your 'busy' schedule, oh mighty Adeptus Xiao."
But dreams come slow
He gives you a pointed look and shoves a tofu in his mouth. "Stop that."
You stuck out your tongue at him. "What are you gonna do about it?"
He's fast when he reaches out and takes two out of three of your favorite food on your meal.
You gasp in offence. "Wha-- How dare you! Giving me one of your scary face thingy look you give to my fellow 'mortals' and 'humans' is one thing but taking my food is another!"
He simply continues to eat, ignoring your 'threats'.
and you go so fast
"You! Me! Right here! Right now!"
Xiao doesn't smile or laugh, but he's happy, you think. If people ask you how you knew, it's simple really.
Because he doesn't have those burdened frowns, because his face is lighter when you talk to him like this. When you talk to him as Xiao. When you talk to him as your friend.
When you talk to him with like you're the only people in the world right now.
You see when you close your eyes,
You wall throught the streets of Liyue with a smile, walking excitedly towards the certain shop you've been eyeing.
You opened the door with a ding, the metal, traditional Liyue ornaments clinking together. "Goodmorning, Mrs. Jiaxu." You greet the middle aged jeweler.
"Goodmorning, [Name] dear, how are you?" She greets back, her voice as gentle as ever. You've known her since you were a child, your parents often bringing you here to play with her children.
maybe one day, you'll understand why
"I'm doing fine, umm... could I possibly have my order today? It's fine if you haven't finished it yet though, I'm sorry for the sudden request." You smiled apologetically.
She waves it off, "It's alright, my dear. Infact, your order is almost done, could you wait for a few more minutes?"
You nodded, eager. "Ofcourse!" You answer and she goes out in the back.
You had ordered a custom made bracelet for you and Xiao. You've been friends for 2 years now, and you think it would be cute to get matching bracelets now, working on the designs for almost a week to fit both you and him. It was a hard pick considering Xiao doesn't really fit the cute type or the overly designed one. You had to make it simple, minimal, but also describing him and you. You made yours simple but descriptive too, since he was going to get yours and you were going to get his.
A bracelet exchange, you liked being sentimental at times.
everything you touch surely dies
You and Xiao only meet during your dinner time in these 2 years, him leaving after eating. And to be honest, it's the reason why you had started to eat more, because you make so much food on purpose so he would stay and you could talk more. You didn't really know how you managed to get him to be friends with you, much less come to you to eat dinner everyday, but you couldn't care less either. As long as you get to meet him, everything's fine.
You admit it was a lot of work trying to get him to talk to you, especially to meet you, but it was worth it, afterall. You were glad you somehow have this stubborn, talkative illness around him.
You can't help but admit you've grown to love him too.
But you only need the light when it's burning low,
You can't help but wonder either, could he possibly return the same?
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow,
Your eyes roamed around everything, trying to entertain yourself while waiting.
Liyue really is beautiful, huh, you thought, staring at the beautiful scenery of people talking and laughing through the glass windows. Whether it'd be customers and vendors, children and parents, they were all happy, and with the sight of Liyue's traditional colors and the sky, you couldn't help but think everything was perfect.
Your eyes widened as you unconciously took a step back.
Only know you love her when you let her go
Was it from shock? From what shock? Seeing Xiao roaming in the streets during the day?
Or seeing him with another person?
You know that person, ofcourse, almost everyone does. The Traveller. The famous traveller who has helped so many people, thousand, millions of people.
The overwhelming thoughts and questions clouded your head, deflating your happy figure as you stare at him so casually talking to the traveller, roaming around the streets in broad daylight.
Your heart hurts, for some reason. Were you too clingy for getting upset over seeing him talking to someone else? Maybe, but you couldn't help it. Seeing him talk so casually to someone that isn't you makes your thoughts race against each other.
It hurts. Seeing him talk to someone casually. Seeing him walking in the streets with them. Seeing him eating street food with them. Seeing him keep his gaze on them. Seeing him without his frown and heavy features he usually gives to everyone. Seeing him have his lighter face with someone that isn't you.
Seeing him having the same things he has with you.
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low,
You forced yourself to lower your head, staring at the ground to avoid seeing them.
How would you even compete with them?
You, who's only a normal civillian, citizen of Liyue. You, who can only talk to him about your day and nothing too interesting for him to relate to. You, who can only give him little things. You, who barely even speaks to other people and only gets talkative around him. You, who only has her parents, and the same friends she has from her childhood, no one, nothing new. You, who despite being friends with him for 2 years, can only even see him at dinner.
You, who he only talks to for no longer than 2 hours.
And the Traveller, who's already been declared as a nation's honorary knight. The traveller, who has many connections. The traveller, who's naturally kind and helpful. The traveller, who has this alluring, natural charisma around them. The traveller, who unknowingly draws people in. The traveller who's brave and strong. The traveller, who can tell Xiao more interesting stories with their adventures.
The traveller, who is intelligent and charming.
Only hate the road when you're missing home,
You go home carrying the two boxes containing both of your custom breacelets, and carrying the dejected and unhappy look on your face.
You stare at the green and white boxes on your table, thinking about whether to prepare dinner for both of you or not. But you shake your head and think you would be too petty if you didn't. You shouldn't be mad.
It's not like you're in a relationship with him anyway.
Night came and you cooked dinner for both of you, still cased in the thoughts of earlier and keep pushing away the unhappy thoughts.
You bring the tray over to the balcony, the usual set up of the table, cushions, the fairy lights, the blankets, and extra pillows still around. It's always been that way since you and Xiao came to this routine. You're thankful to have a bigger than normal sized balcony, extending the roof so that rain wouldn't touch anything when it's in weather.
You stared at the dark sky being illuminated by the stars, waiting for Xiao. He loved your balcony, it was high up because you live in an apartment, apart from your parents because of work, and it had a complete, beautiful view of the sky above and liyue below. It's the reason why you specifically chose this one, honestly. You grew to love it more when Xiao said it was his favorite thing in your home.
You keep waiting for him when you notice a piece of paper trying to escape with the wind under your flower pot.
You take the note and immediately feel something bad upon holding it. You already had an idea what it would say.
You just kept hoping it wasn't it.
"I can't come tonight, busy. Sorry, have
a great dinner.
- Xiao"
Only know you love her when you let her go
Unconciously, a continous stream of tears fall down from your eyes as you let go of the note and lean on your hand, covering your eyes and rubbing your forehead.
You think you're being dramatic and sensitive, but the tears and aching won't stop. Why? Was it because you love him? Yes.
Was is because you were afraid of being replaced? Definitely.
For the first time, Xiao couldn't come.
For the first time, seeing each other during dinner isn't enough anymore.
For the first time, everything you shared because an insecurity.
And the thought of him being 'busy' with another person leaves you defeated and crying on the balcony you both love so much.
You were so caged in your thoughts and insecurities that you didn't notice someone coming from behind.
It all happened so fast, so stealthily.
You felt a very short, sharp pang of pain on your nape and you fell on your table, crashing to the ground unconcious.
Never to wake up again.
Staring at the ceiling in the dark,
＝★
Xiao sighs as he walked down the streets with the traveller and Paimon who's running her mouth off again, invisibly awkward.
As Paimon runs over to a food booth, the traveller sighs with him. "So you're telling me, that you approached me, forced yourself to talk and walk with me earlier and now, now, because you didn't know what to give her?"
Xiao sighs again and rubs his neck, feeling a little embarassed. "Didn't know who to ask..."
"So you chose me? Of all people, Xiao." They say, feeling frustrated.
"You have people around you everytime..."
"Bu I don't like like them!"
"...."
The traveller closes their eyes for a second and gives in, knowing this is once in a blue moon. "Fine, fine, but don't blame me if she doesn't like it. I don't know much about these things either."
Xiao only nodded. "Let's hurry." He demands. He wants to give it before midnight, you'll be awake because you always stay up late, but he wants to make it up to you. He knew you probably wouldn't be upset, you're always happy, afterall, but he doesn't want to risk it.
"Hey! You're the one asking for help here!"
Xiao didn't want to ask for help. He swear he didn't at all, but he doesn't know about these type of things. He doesn't know a thing about romance but he isn't stupid to not recognize and acknowledge how happy he is when he is in your presence. He doesn't know if he should call it love but there's no harm in doing so if he wants and needs to be by your side, to listen to your rants, to tolerate your teasing, and have peaceful and comfortable nights with you.
Xiao definitely isn't the type to be affectionate and loving, but who could blame him for wanting and needing the affection of the person who makes him happy. Makes him comfortable, understands him, cares for him, respects his boundaries.
How could he not fall for someone who makes him feel like a worthy person?
How could he not develop such feelings for someone who cares for him like that?
Deep inside, he's always longed for someone's care like this. Deep inside, he's just too afraid of getting hurt and hurting others. Deep inside that unapproachable, brave, strong, and mighty adeptus mask, both the literal and the facade, he just seeks comfort and peace. Physical peace, mental peace, inner peace.
As someone who's been through a lot, Xiao is truly thankful he found you, or rather, you found him.
And he wants to share those lovely thoughts of you to you tonight. So you know how important you are to him. How much happiness you've brought to him, even if he doesn't show it often. He wants to show and share to you the same happiness you taught him. If you would let him.
To be honest, Xiao doesn't know what to do if you don't return his feelings and reject him. Maybe he would cower and stay away, just admiring and protecting you from afar. Or maybe he would remain friends with you and be content with what you want and can give him.
But no matter what your response is, he knows and wants to keep having these feelings for you.
He wants to keep feeling for you.
Because his feelings for you are peaceful and comforting.
He wants this feeling to stay. To keep him at bay when he starts losing it. To keep him from those ugly, drowning thoughts.
So now he stands infront of your apartment, a slightly big box, a gift, the box is colored green, from its body to its lid, in hand, tied with a dark blue ribbon, a white rose symbolizing you slilped into the center along with the ribbon.
However, his feeling of nervousness and excitement were replaced by an unknown dread as he walks closer to your building.
His heart races fast as he sees the flower pots near your side of the cushion broken and almost hanging.
But his heart drops when he sees a hand, your hand, with the makeshift red ring from a yarn on your middle finger you made during dinner a month ago, almost hanging of the balcony beside the pots.
He quickly teleports inside your apartment in panic.
His eyes widened at the sight of your figure before him.
Crashed room, thrashed things, broken plates, bowls, cups, vases, wrecked tables, pierced cushions, sofas, and pillows. The table you onced shared with each broken, spilled food, soup, and drinks with he assumes was supposed to be yours and his dinner.
Your body laying in a pool of your own blood.
same old empty feeling in your heart
He wants to vomit.
His mind in a haze, he's getting dizzy.
He drops the gift.
Everything is spinning, his ears are ringing as he shakily, slowly, carefully moves towards your body, ignoring everything, ignoring your blood seeping into his hands, his feet, his clothes, his everything.
He notices all of the blood came from your nape. He carefully, slowly, shakily carries you inside, leaning his back at the bottom of your couch, hugging your body close.
His eyes are wide, shaking, red, almost bulging out. He keeps releasing heavy, deep, and continous pants, breaths.
He shaky hand brushes your hair from your face, staring at your beautiful face, ignoring your blood that sticked in his hand to your face.
His other hand is still supporting your nape, keeping it still, and covering it, so blood doesn't come out anymore, he thinks.
But then he takes on look at your face again and is hit by an invisible meteor.
You're not breathing.
You're so pale.
You're limp in his arms.
Why?
Oh.
'Cause love comes slow,
Xiao inhales with so much force, letting out a loud noise like he held his breath for a long time.
As air visits his lungs once more, his eyes let outstreams of tears.
He panics and his trembling hand touches your face and hands and feet and---
How did this happen?
When did this happen?
Oh archons,
Why did this happen?
What went wrong? He was supposed to give his gift to you--- his gift. His gift. Where is his gift? He looks around in panic and sees it dropped not too far away.
It was on the ground, the lid was opened and the gift came out.
A diary.
His diary. You told him to write his thoughts and feelings, you said it would help, so he did. So he wanted to confess using his diary. He wanted you to see how much he loved you from his writings.
A sharp pain pricked his brain.
Oh right, he left you alone for hours.
He didn't come to you. Then someone, or people, came in and...
He didn't come and because of that you..
He wasn't there to protect you, and now you're....
Dead?
and it goes so fast
Like his yaksha friends? Like the people he cared about?
Like the people he killed?
He almost screamed at the sharp pain that went throught his heart.
How could he let this happen? How could he let someone precious dies again? How could he not protect you?
It's his fault. It echoes in his mind.
Well, you see her when you fall asleep,
Then he notices something on the table of your couch. There were two boxes and a big note.
"I love you, Xiao. I've loved you for a long time now, I don't want thesd bracelets to be just friendship bracelets, I want these to be a symbol of our feelings, if you'll have me.
- Love, [Name]"
Xiao lets himself break.
But never to touch,
He bawls his eyes out and let out broken noises, his trembling hands touching your face once again, cupping your cheek and kissing your forehead repeatly. He didn't want to let go of you, not yet.
Not ever.
So please don't go. Pleasepleaseplease-
"B-beautiful." He manages to say, forces it out. "Y-you're always beautiful..." He means it, inside out, even if your own blood is now scattered against your face, by his bloodied hands.
and never to keep
Xiao's eyes looses their light once again.
Empty, once again.
Lifeless, once again.
He's so tired, he thinks, he feels.
So he closes his eyes and hopes when he wakes up, you'll be here by his side again, or he'll be at yours.
He wishes he spent more time with you.
He wishes he stayes more than 2 hours.
He wishes he wasn't so caught in his insecurities.
'Cause you loved her too much,
He didn't just see you during dinner, he sees you almost every second, watching you from afar, protecting you, admiring you.
He wishes he wasn't afraid of his own karmic debt.
He wishes he couldn't been stronger to fight away those cowardly thoughts.
He wishes he could've realized everything earlier.
He wishes he wasn't cursed by this chain that binds him to death and loneliness.
He hugs your body as close as it can be, hoping time goes slow. So he could apoogize more. So he could thank you more. So he could say he loves you. So he could feel you more.
So he could hug you for the very last time.
and you dived too deep
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| Itoshi Sae × [GN!Reader]
| those ocean eyes
| angst, sae's point of view, short, hurt/no comfort, no happy ending
| Summary: Sae sits down and tries to remember why, how, and where the so called ending began.
| Main Masterlist
| Blue Lock Masterlist
burning cities and napalm skies
It happened in the heat of the moment really. It wasn't supposed to go that far. Despite what other people may think, you and Sae don't really argue hard because you know when to stop.
But where did it go wrong?
Maybe it was your fault, maybe it was his fault. Or maybe it was both of your faults, but it doesn't matter. What matters is that he's currently drowning in his own sorrows because he couldn't control his emotions again. Just like that one snowy night with Rin— He sucks in a breath. No. He wasn't going to go back that far.
His mind is in shambles. Would he go as far as to chase you even if half a week has already passed? He probably would, he thinks. If only he had the courage to do exactly that.
But he doesn't.
So let him drown himself into self-blame and doubt.
fifteen flares inside those ocean eyes
He couldn't. He knows he can't face you. He doesn't have the courage to face you when he every second in his mind he only sees your tear drowned face. Your helpless eyes begging him to take back the things he said, begging him to fix it, to tell you you both will be fine.
But he's Itoshi Sae.
And Itoshi Sae is a stubborn, calm yet egoistic, prideful man who when he snaps, it's all over.
He didn't know where or how it started. All he knew was that this one certain comment of yours triggered his pent up stress over dumb fucks in practice and annoying managers and exhaustion and he just— snapped. He couldn't stop himself nor could he even realize what he was saying.
He never even thought of his words. His mind was blank, he could barely remember anythi—
"—and these worthless plans and trinkets you give and talk to me. What thing of value do you even do at this point?"
no fair
Your head shooked as your hands trembled, your lips were shaking. Your eyes filled with tears and practically begging him to stop talking but he couldn't think.
"These demands you make to me, what makes you think they even matter to me? What makes you think I even care?"
Sae clenches his teeth and clutches his head. It hurts, his head hurts.... and somewhere in his chest.
He refuses to acknowledge the memory. Make it stop. Stop playing that hing in his head. Stop making him see things. Stop making it seem like you left him—
And then it clicks.
It was like every cog in his head has stopped and finished process.
That night. That arguement. The last time he saw you. The ring— where was the ring?
He lifted his head in a hurry and looked around the empty room. It had somehow seemed emptier.
He sees the familiar ring on a table. It was the ring he gave to you as a promise. A promise of forever.
But why was it here again?
"—you care about these useless things instead of doing things that actually make sense. How about you start doing useful things for a change? So you won't be ashamed of showing that ring just to add that you do nothing but cling to me with those useless plans."
You froze as he mentioned your ring. You instantly touched the ring hanging on the chain around your neck.
"S-sae, not the ring, p-please—"
"I'm surprised you still even have the courage to wear that thing."
You shooked your head desperately.
This was the only thing hanging your relationship on the single, thin thread right now.
"Are you even worth giving that ring?"
you really know how to make me cry
His knees almost stumbled and he clutched the ring and his head in pain.
He sits on the bed for support as your helpless face strikes through his heart again.
when you gimme those ocean eyes
He remembers it all.
His cold, thoughtless words.
His mindless, heartless eyes.
The dead, scaryly calm look on his face and words.
And the frightened, hurt look on yours.
i'm scared
He sighs and chuckles lifelessly.
He only ever knows to destroy the most precious things in his life, huh?
But among all his treasures, you were the one who had made him shatter with you.
Itoshi Sae always got everything he wanted. He had always maintained and sustained everything he's got because of his natural talent and potential. His brains and looks.
Itoshi Sae has never lost anything. He has never fallen from his glory.
But hah, how could he have the courage to even say that now?
i've never fallen from quite this high
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| Itoshi Sae × [GN!Reader]
| Moments Like This
| Fluff, lots of fluff, short, not proofread, Soft Sae ♥
| Summary: You and Sae lay down on a picnic blanket, thinking about each other.
| Blue Lock Masterlist
| Main Masterlist
You opened your eyes, feeling someone laying down beside you on the picnic blanket.
Sae brushed a hair of your forehead with a finger. "Sleepy?"
You nodded, "A little." You drew circles on his chest.
He hummed. "Want to go back inside?" He asked, staring at your sleepy eyes peeking under your lashes.
You looked back to the tent you both had set up and up to the sky filled with beautiful galaxy colors and bright stars. "Hm, not yet. I wanna stargaze a little longer."
"Hey," You looked back at him, hearing his call.
Sae leaned down a bit and brought his lips to yours, supporting your neck upwards with his left hand.
They're warm, he thought. He grips your waist and settles you laying on him. You laid your head on his chest, fiddling with the ring on his necklace, matching the one on your own.
Your heart warms once more at the sight of it, the symbol of your love. The symbol of his promise. A promise of your future together. He bought matching rings for your birthday a year before.
"Rings.... in a necklace?" You blinked. "Not that I'm complaining, but, why put them in a form of necklaces this time? Is it special because it's my birthday?"
Your boyfriend has given you 8 matching rings, him having the pair of the ones you have, during the years you've been together. All of them have different designs, but none of them were put as necklaces or bracelets.
He makes you hold your hair on one side and put the necklace with the Initial of 'S' on your neck. "That's one of the two reasons." He says.
"What's the other?"
He kisses your nape and you shiver, allowing him to lead you to bed and cuddle, resting you head under his chin. "It was a random thought at first, but I did it anyway. My favorite number is 10, I want to you to have 10 rings from me."
I laughed and booped his nose with your finger. "You're so random sometimes, I love it." He shooked his head and flicked your forehead.
"I also wanted to be romantic. I think I'm no good with words, but my actions could make up for it." He adds.
You laughed more. "You think? Honey, you could make the whole world hate you with just a few words." You teased.
"Should I take the ring back?"
"You wouldn't..."
"Try me."
You narrowed your eyes and rolled them, kissing his cheek. "But really, what's the main reason these rings are special?"
He kissed your forehead. "Because this is the last time I'll give you a ring as my girlfriend."
"Oh? When would be the other two, then?" You had an idea, but you wanted to hear it directly from him.
"The next one would be when I finally ask you to marry me, and the other would be in the church, infront of our friends and families." He says and kisses you.
You smile into the kiss. "I'll be looking forward to that."
Sae stares at your sleeping face, caressing your cheek with his free hand, the other one supporting your back.
You had fallen asleep in deep though, and Sae decided to stay a bit more outside and feel the scenery.
Sae feels comfortable with you, but he feels at peace when he's alone with you. He just got back from Spain and filed for a vacation with you, bringing you for a camping in a mountain where he learned the stars and sky would be seen clearly, just how you like it.
To Sae, you are peace itself. With you, he doesn't hear constant loudness that makes him irritated. With you, he doesn't have to talk to someone he doesn't like. With you, he doesn't have to pretend. With you, he can rest. With you, it's home.
Just having you in his arms is relaxing and calming. The pent up stress in his nerves are releasing as he breathes in the sight of you and your touch.
He carries you carefully back into the tent when he decides to sleep and kisses your forehead for goodnight. Most people say Sae is a hard man to please, that he probably isn't happy when it's not football, but then why is he so pleased beside you right now?
Moments like this make Sae fall even more.
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| William James Moriarty × [F!Reader]
| Into your arms
| angst to fluff, hurt/comfort, angst, non canon mission, will's students are such sweethearts, they love him, angst with a happy ending, just feels, so much feels, like one swear word
| Summary: In which William's lover waits for him to come back after leaving for a mission without telling her it'll be a long one.
| Yuukoku no Moriarty Masterlist
| Main Masterlist
i'm out of my head
2 weeks.
It been exactly two weeks since you've last kissed your fiancee. Two since you've hugged him. Two weeks since you said 'I love you'. And two weeks since you've last seen him. Or his family.
You knew he wasn't just a professor. You knew his family weren't just normal nobles. You knew they were doing something behind the curtains, you didn't know what it was, you knew it was shady but you certainly didn't care.
Because you trust him.
You trust him enough to let him go missing for half a day doing god knows what. You trust him enough to pretend to be deaf when you hear them talking about things. You trust him enough to believe his words and stay clueless until he decides it's safe for you to know. You trust him enough to believe he'd keep you safe. You trust him enough to turn a blind eye to those blood that were certainly not theirs.
You trust him enough to stay out of their business.
But disappearing for two weeks? That was a new record. And it isn't a good one.
out of my mind,
You trust him with everything but disappearing for a week or two without a word, a trace, even a note, is out of the question.
The first two days were fine as it is. You were used to it. As long as he came back on the third day and you would spend time with each other like nothing happened it was fine. Until he didn't show up the next day. And the day after that. And then the day after. Then the next. And before you knew it, your fiancee, along with his family and friends, had gone missing for two weeks.
Scotland yard had been trying to trace them for a week. No, you hand't been the one to inform them. You didn't know what they were doing but you certainly suspect it was illegal, and you weren't stupid enough to get the yard on their tails and ruin whatever they were doing.
But William's students on the other had, claimed their professor hasn't come to the university for a week and decided to visit his house only to find it empty. And them being William's students, learning god knows what besides math, had asked vendors, shops, and houses that trailed towards the Moriarty Manod if they had seen their professor, to which none replied yes. So they had reported it to the yard.
Ofcourse, you, being his lover, were also questioned.
oh, i
Ofcourse, you feigned cluelessness, saying he had told you that they'd gone to a business trip, requiring them to be gone for a few days, and thought they had just extended or had an emergency as reason why they aren't back yet.
It made the yard back down for a bit, with a little help from Cheif Patterson, who you had seen a few times before, knowing he was involved with whatever your fiancee had. But when a day passed, even the Cheif could not get them down from the tons of requests from the university, students and professors alike, to find their professor. Well, William had surely made a great impression. As he always does.
The students had brought you gifts and visits, comforting you from the missing case of your fiancee. While you feigned being clueless, your distraught, concern, and broken heart hadn't been fake. While you were fine remaining clueless to what they have been doing and continue to do, it was tiring to have to worry everyday without an explanation.
if you let me i'd be
To worry if he's fine. To worry if he's injured. To worry if those blood are theirs. To worry if they had been caught. To worry of he had found another. To worry if he just made you his lover for the sake of not getting suspicions. To think so deep about everything because of everything.
To worry if he'd still come back alive.
out of my dress, and
So, you let yourself cry to your thoughts everynight. It was your only way of coping, besides seeing him smile and hearing his sweet words. And tonight was no exception.
You lean on your couch, rubbing your forehead, trying to sooth your headache with the tea he had gifted you from a trip. Letting a few tears fall. You knew it wouldn't help to sooth your headache, but you couldn't help it. Staring at the lit up candle beside you, the only source of light in this time of the night.
That candle reminded you of him. A kind of yellow with a tinge of orangey-red. A calm flame that could destroy everything around it when let loose and without eyes looking after it.
You wonder if you had let yourself burn to him.
into your arms tonight
But then again, he wouldn't let you burn. Hence, why he had you remain clueless and unknowing of what was truly happening behind those sweet smiles and happy family gatherings. You wonder if he thinks himself of selfish, keeping you despite knowing the dangers of being with you. But you didn't mind.
You didn't mind him being selfish. You didn't mind him keeping you. But still, it's tiring, exhausting, to let your heart race and almost feel it explose from worry. To let your eyes burn with tears everytime he's been gone for more than half a day only to return with blood. Despite the blood not being his, the thought of it being someone else's and William getting caught didn't help ease your fears.
Perhaps you did let yourself burn.
The continous death of the nobles synching with your lover's disappearances and the blood on his cloak, on his blade, on his gloves, on his face, you had decided to turn a blind eye.
You had fallen low, continuing to trust him despite all the blood on his hands, on his family's name, but it was William, wasn't it? The reassuring gazes and words he has left you had you assured everything was fine, that everything was for the best, that was the only thing he had left you, anyway.
It was better than nothing.
i'm lost without it
Better than staying the all and nothing fiancee who had everything except her lover's honest words from behind the curtains. It wasn't a big knowledge, it almost didn't help, but it was something. So you take it.
But it still didn't help the ache on your head, it didn't help the tears that continue to fall down from your eyes.
You just wanted him back to you. You just want to feel him in your arms again. You just just to feel his loving gaze. To hear his sweet and wise words. To feels his arms encase around you. To feel his lips on your skin.
Oh, the poor fiancee, always waiting.
it feels like i'm always waiting,
Knocks on your door resounded through your manor. You didn't know why, but it made your heart race.
You wiped the tears on your face and forced yourself to stand up and move towards the door.
You opened the door, looking down on the ground. It was disrespectful, but you couldn't let anyone see the pathetic state you were in. "How may I help you?" You winced at the sound of your voice, raspy, broken, cracked.
The person infront of you didn't answer, so you grimaced and rubbed your temples, closing your eyes, looking up, letting the person see your disheveled and pathetic state. And letting them know it wasn't a good time to receive pranks or bad news.
"What brings you here?" The person still did not answer, testing your patience. Your temper was fading, getting short from everything.
"Please just--" You couldn't finish your words, suddenly feeling lightheaded as you felt yourself fall forward.
The person infront of you catched you in their arms, and that's when you only smelt the familiar cologne.
Your eyes flew open at the familiar smell, swelling up with tears again. You forced yourself to look up despite feeling the pain in your head soreading everywhere.
"W-Will--"
Your fiancee carried you in his arms, lifting the back of your knees to his left hand and supporting your shoulders with the other.
i need you to come get me
You bursted out crying again, worsening the pain, but you couldn't care less. He was back.
Your lover is finally back.
He's here. Holding you in his arms, holding you close.
He closes the door with his shoulders and locks it with his elbow, carrying you upstairs and tucking you to your bed.
You reached up to him, lifting up your hand. "W-William..." You were asking him to get in bed with you.
He takes of his cloak and gloves, revealing the commoner clothes he was wearing. Rugged, almost dirty, but it was not the time to care. Infact, when it's him, you can't seem to care about anhthing else.
out of my dress, and
He places his hand on your forehead. "You have a fever, love." The first time you hear his voice in what feels like years.
It doesn't help again, you cried harder, hearing that soothing, gentle voice and sickly sweet nickname of his.
"You're here, you're back, you're finally back-- I--"
He kisses your forehead. "Yes, darling, I'm here, I'm here. Please, take a rest."
"Can you hold me, please?"
"Ofcourse." Always. He wants to add, but he, like you, was also desperate to hold you.
He gets in bed with you, immediately wrapping you in his arms and letting you tuck your head on his chest. He knows crying would only make you feel worse, but just this time, he lets you, for a moment.
into your arms tonight
You cry in his arms for what seems to be forever, until he takes your face in his hands, wiping your tears with his thumb and kissing your eyes, your forehead, your lips, your cheeks, your face, while whispering countless apologies.
"I'm sorry, my love. I didn't mean to disappear so suddenly and make you worry like that." The concerned and apologizing gaze in his eyes matched his apologies.
You stopped crying but continued to sobbed. "You-- you bastard, why would you..."
He tries to stiffle his chuckle, kissing your eye as an apology. "I'm really sorry, love. I swear on my family's honor, this will never happen again."
"Do you know how worried I was? Do you know what I went through, thinking what ifs? What if you got injured or bruised or caught or something or what if you di-- what if something bad had happened to you?" You couldn't even say it, afraid of jinxing it.
You continued to ramble on as he watched you with an apologetic and regretting gaze.
He raises your face towards his lips and kisses it tenderly, with so much care, so much gentleness, so much love.
And then finally, he says the words you've always been waiting for. It sets your mind calm, it sets your heart free.
And it lets you love him to the deepest part of both of you.
"Everything will be explained tomorrow. We will tell you everything, my love. So for now, please get well and rest. I cannot bear to see you like this." A smile stretches on his face when your frown disappeares and your face visibly gentles.
Because you'll let yourself burn if it means loving him.
tonight
#yuukoku no moriarty#william james moriarty#moriarty the patriot#william james moriarty x reader#william moriarty#moriarty the patriot x reader#yuukoku no moriarty x reader#moriarty#mtp x reader#ynm x reader#ynm william#mtp william#lazyalani
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| Genshin Men
| Them as love and death lines
| angst, angsty angsty, but still fluffy in a way, love is beautiful
The day, the Music..... Died
| or in which you, their lover, dies
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i'll love you for a thousand more
ZHONGLI
- "Death leaves a heartache no one can heal, love leaves a memory no one can steal."
- For as long as their smiling face can be seen in my memories, I have nothing to fear.
time stands still
XIAO
- "Perhaps the mourners learn to look to the blue sky by day, and to the stars by night, and to think that the dead are there, and not in graves."
- To think that they are here, staring at the stars with me, even not physically.
beauty in all they are
WANDERER
- "You never know how the loss will come -- whether he will lose you or you him, but it is a certainty that there will be a shattering involuntary separation. Death is the abandonment caused not by betrayal but by fidelity."
- I hate them for what they've become now, in the graves, but I love them for what they've made me into."
i will be brave
KAZUHA
- "Waves wash over them
like the edge of the sea
and the only thing he has left
are the shadows of their memory."
- And even so, every word they had said are engraved into my heart.
i will not let anything take away
VENTI
- "A heart's healing from grief and loss will come through the door of an open mind."
- Time may heal me but it will never take you away from my soul.
what's standing infront of me
TIGHNARI
- "Life becomes magical when our memories evoke all of the moments of joy rather than that one final moment when our loved one died."
- And thus, every moment we shared I lock into my mind, everyday, everytime, always.
every breath, every hour has come to this
DILUC
- "You can help me. You can open for me the portals of Death´s house, for Love is always with you, and Love is stronger than Death is."
- For our love is stronger than the pain death brings, and will always be stronger than the grief I face.
one step closer
THOMA
- "True love defies the realm of death."
- Because my love for you will reach even the deepest parts of heaven and hell.
i have died everyday waiting for you
AYATO
- "Death is a short moment when we forget to breathe in between lives."
- But then again, I forget to breathe when I see your beauty, even in that bed of death.
darling, don't be afraid i have loved you
CYNO
- "In the stillness of our dreams, our loved ones speak."
- And I still smile, I still laugh, I still love, even knowing you're gone, because I know it's your soul, I'll always know.
for a thousand years
CHILDE
- "Our loved ones may be nailed in a coffin but their epitaph is nailed in our hearts. Death cannot kill love."
- Death can never stop me from loving you.
i'll love you for a thousand more
KAEYA
- "Nothing changes your view as much, as when looking through the lens of the grave."
- Because in every way, in every view, in every pain, in every moment, you are still the most beautiful.
and all along i believed i will find you
ALHAITHAM
- "And our love goes beyond flesh; it transcends Death's reminder. In the Underworld Library, two books sharing a binder."
- Our love transcends even the greatest, oldest, scriptures there are, and will ever be.
time had brought your heart to me
ALBEDO
- "Grief never ends, but it changes. It is a passage, not a place to stay. Grief is not a sign of weakness nor a lack of faith: it is the price of love."
- And I will grieve over and over again if it means loving you again and again.
i have loved you for a thousand years
KAVEH
- "I know for certain that we never lose the people we love, even to death."
- Because for as long as I live, you will be safe in my heart.
i'll love you for a thousand more
HEIZOU
- "Life is not a problem to be solved, but an experience to be had."
- And your death is not the case closed, but merely an obstacle, even then, I know I'll pass, because I'll keep even your soul with me.
one step closer
#genshin impact angst#genshin impact x reader#zhongli x reader#xiao x reader#heizou x reader#kazuha x reader#wanderer x reader#tighnari x reader#cyno x reader#kamisato ayato x reader#thoma x reader#diluc x reader#kaeya x reader#venti x reader#kaveh x reader#alhaitham x reader#albedo x reader#genshin x reader#lazyalani#genshin angst#genshin fluff#genshin imagines#childe x reader
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| Blue Lock
| Them as Taylor Swift song lines
| fluffy, becuz taylor swift is life itself, i refuse to believe reo and chigiri arent swfities, swearing cuz its me, i had to redo this cuz tumblr literally deleted the first one :'), slight angst? I like the old version of this better :(
Ft. Reo, Nagi, Chigiri, Aiku, Sae, Rin, Bachira, Ness, Kaiser, Otoya, Yukimiya, Isagi
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REO "you've got a smile that could light up this whole town" - you belong with me
Man you can't tell me his smile just not sends you to cloudnine. That one panel of him smiling at Nagi got me cursing that bitch for making Reo cry. He's so precious I'm crying. Nagi better have tripped 50 times after walking away from him. His smile is so genuine. Reo is so easy to read off field. His emotions are always easily seen based on his expressions and how he acts. Just by looking at his face and eyes, you could really tell how he feels. The way his face lights up and his eyes sparkle when he smiles got butterflies on my tummy. Fuck you Nagi.
MEGURU "we're happy, free, confused, and lonely in the best way" - 22
Bachira is always a mix of emotions. I genuinely believes he can feel and handle a lot of emotions at the same time and still only show one, and he chooses what to show. He's always smiling or calm despite the chaos on field and everything. He's so chill. He'd be the fun person to be around everytime. He's a flexible person. He could be fun when it's the mood, and bring out his lonely feeling when you talk deep. But he's so optimistic he lits up the mood again. He's the type to just go with the flow of anything and worry about something when it's there. The fact that he finds a way to make himself kind of okay is amazing cuz I would honestly lash out on everyone in the field.
RIN "back then we didn't know, we were built to fall apart" - the very first time
Ah, he's definitely the angsty childhood friends to strangers trope. The moment Sae broke him he was bound to break everything around him. Even if he hurts people unintentionally, the damage is still done, no? He inherited his brother's sharp tongue and bad attitude so if you aren't a masochist or a simp, better stay away cuz this man could make you cry with a sentence. It doesn't really help that he literally grew up all over Sae. It's not like Rin is the type to say "go away cuz you're distracting me from my revenge" or something, but his change drives people away from hi.
SEISHIRO "it's me, hi. i'm the problem it's me" - anti-hero
Literally sucks at communicating. He'd be the person who would slack off at communicating and do whatever he wants when he thinks you know him enough. He's probably think you know he'd buy a new house when he complains about the broken cieling. You better get that laziness out of your spoiled ass and start trying harder AND IF YOU DONT WANT REO ILL TAKE HIM. Get your game face on GET YOUR GAME FACE ON. Don't confuse and play with my Reo's feelings you asshole.
HYOMA "i'm captivated by you baby like a firework show" - sparks fly
You cannot tell me you don't internally scream when you see this pretty man. I believe in Chigiri Hyoma supremacy, I believe that he gets all the attention he deserves everywhere he goes, and I refuse to believe that no one in blue lock had even a slight crush on him. He's just so pretty and gorgeous and cute and talented and fast and charming and dreamy and fast and red. Please let me touch your hair you can kick me afterwards. I went into daydream mode the first time I saw him.
EITA "goodbye, mr. perfectly fine, how's your heart after breaking mine?" - mr. perfectly fine
I don't even have to explain. I would've burned his whole soul down if he did that to me.
AIKU "long story short, it was the wrong guy" - long story short
Don't even get me started on this one. He's so obvious. Tbh, in real life, you'd be pretty stupid if you didn't notice sooner. Getting with him on a committed relationship, a fubu, or a fwb would be a risky 50/50 if you're weak for guys like him, better run, but if you're a flagpole then why not? You could fall for him for all he cares, he just wants to have fun.
SAE "why'd i have to break what i love so much?" - afterglow
Now he'd defnitely be the one to lash out. Aside from the Rin drama, if Sae had a childhood sweetheart or something like that, they would either end up like Rin or slowly experience and see the change in Sae. From his usual teasing manner to the dry, lesser and lesser text and messages. He'd be the type to lash out and tell you to go away when you pry too much for his taste. Sharp tongued, bad attitude, sharper actions, so realistic to the point that he does so much damage around him and what's worse is that he doesn't care. He knowd what he's doing and he just doesn't care enough. It's not he doesn't love or like Rin or his 'if' childhood sweetheart, it's just the way he is after his change. He's like a fire burning everything on his path, and he just keeps going.
YUKIMIYA "darling, i fancy you" - london boy
Like, have you seen this man? He's a 3 in 1. Angst, Fluff and Sm-- hehehehe. He's so pretty, soft boy at first look and then sexy at the second, then angsty health drama in the third. My yukki is so strong for handling his sickness so well :') come here and lemme give you a hug.
MICHAEL "he's so obsessed with me and, boy, i understand" - i think he knows
Ness, I completely understand, it's completely justified. This man is gorgeous and he fucking knows it. He's probably the center of attention when he walks in and he loves every bit of it. BUT THE NEXT TIME HE BULLIES NESS IM RIPPING OF THAT REMAINING HAIR ON HIS BACK :D Aside from him annoying himsagi everytime and being a menance to everyone, who wouldn't love him? Talented, handsome, and don't even get me started on that 300M.
ALEXIS "'cause darling i'm a nightmare dressed like a daydream" - blank space
Oh boy only a little more and he's gonna fucking snap and rip himsagi's neck off. His smile is so babyboy and innocent but when he closest his eyes you better run. Many people probably think he's just one of those die hard Kaiser defenders who bark and be a stupid, good for nothing moron in the field but my Ness is very strong and boy he BITES. Reo version 5. Kaiser, make up your mind seriously, I'll take him if you don't want him.
YOICHI "i swear i don't love the drama, it loves me" - end game
Pretty self-explanatory. I feel so bad for him. My boy just wants to play soccer and suddenly he's a double love story antagonist and a brother stealer :') ever since Rin and Nagi came into the picture he lost Bachira. Like, just go away and give him back Bachira. Then there goes Kaiser and Ness drama, an upgraded version of reonagi. Reonagi drama level 3. Cuz level one is them, them level two is Kunigiri. GIVE HIM THE BALL AND LEAVE HIM ALONE. Need to build a government himsagi protection squad cuz Ness is probably gonna break his legs sooner or later.
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| Xiao × [F!Reader]
| Hold on, I still need you
| hurt/comfort, part 2 to 'same old empty feeling', angst with happy ending, reader and xiao both heal, they heal with each other, they heal each other, alternate ending, fluff at the end
| Summary: In which Xiao's begs and prays were heard.
Part 2 of same old, empty feeling
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can you hear me screaming
His breath hitches over and over again. He keeps panicking.
Nononononono
He doesn't know what to do, he keeps touching your face only to pull away like he's been burned.
So cold burns, huh?
It burns him. The coldness of your skin. His eyes are still wide and bloodshot, he doesn't know whether to bring you to his arms, bring you to a healer, call someone, or let you be because holding you might make it worse.
He could've sworn you were just sitting infront of the table earlier when he comes infront of your apartment and looks up to the balcony. Sitting, staring at the food.
Alive.
Until your body suddenly swings to the side and falls down.
His eyes dilated as he choked on a loud gasp, grasping his chest.
You suddenly fell and then he heard the loud crash of the table and then he sees a blurry figure of someone holding something inside your apartment and then the figure looked at him and then it disappeared and then he saw blood on the hanging pots and then....
He fell on his knees, holding his chest and let out short, painful breaths. His chest hurt like hell. He can't breath. He can't speak. He can't think. He can't think about anything except you.
Except your body laying on your blood infront of him when he teleports on your balcony.
Whathappened?Whyareyouonthefloor?Whyisthereblood?Whyisyourbodylimp?Whyareyounotspeaking?Whyisyourbodycold?
"please, don't leave me"
And then a hand presses on his shoulder and back, supporting him. "Xiao, breath, slowly. In, out," A voice said.
He doesn't listen. He can't listen. His nerves are shutting down. His brain cannot comprehend anything anymore.
"Xiao!"
[Name]?
"Xiao! Listen to me!"
[Name]? The floor is dirty, you'll get cold.
"Xiao!"
"Can't he hear you?"
[Name], we need to clean up the blood,
"No he can't! He's dazed, damn it!"
"Xiao!"
Your favorite carpet is dirty now—
"Stop thinking and listen to me!"
— but it's okay, I'll clean it for you
"What do we do?"
"We need to get him to listen first!"
Or I'll buy you a new one...
"Dump water on him!"
"ARCHONS, ADEPTUS XIAO LISTEN TO ME!"
So get up will you? I'll heat the bath for you, you're....
"YOU'RE GOING TO FAINT!"
cold...
"AND SHE'S GOING TO DIE!"
die?
hold on, i still want you
His eyes widened as he let out a huge breath of air, coughing hard and clutching his chest.
The people beside him exhaled in relief, rubbing his back.
"Thank archons! Xiao, are you okay?" Paimon exclaims, floating around him in circles.
The traveller smacks Paimon away lightly. "Xiao, do you hear me now?"
Xiao is still panting when he nods and pinches his arm to stop his mind from drifting away.
"Alright, the wound in her head is not too deep, we can still save her. Can you help me?" They said, and Xiao nods eagerly.
Desperately.
The traveller whips out an odd shaped crystal and lightly taps Xiao's face to take him out of post-panic.
"Listen carefully. I need you to place her on that table," They point at the one on the living room. "very carefully, gently, so I can use this lacrima on her, can you do it?"
Xiao coughs and tries to stand up only to fall on his knees again. His body feels so weak and fragile. His limbs are wobbly and gone soft.
But the hesitation that crossed the traveller's face when they saw Xiao fall and the sight of the 'lacrima' was enough to return all the strength in him.
He couldn't afford to be weak. Not right now. Not ever. Especially when it comes to you.
He tries to stand up again, this time, with success and pure determination and desperation on his face.
"I can do it." I won't fail her again.
come back, i still need you
The traveller nods and gestures to your body. "Alright, get moving, then."
＝★
You're beautiful, Xiao thinks as he stares uo at your sleeping form inside the lacrima.
The lacrima was something the traveller had obtained as a reward during one of their adventures, and it did come in handy. When someone is put on the lacrima, it expands and stops time inside it. Nothing more can enter it when it covers the whole object or person, aside from healing spells and enchantments. Apparently, the former owner said it was an ancient relic.
Xiao had been more worried when the lacrima expanded and swallowed your whole body, but the traveller had been quick to reassure him.
I owe them for this, he nods, still looking at you.
The door opens and enters the traveller.
"You're here, again." They sigh. "Take a rest, Xiao." They said, for the thousand time.
Xiao shakes his head. "I need to be here when she wakes up."
The traveller crosses their arms and stands beside him, also looking at you. "She's beautiful." They commented.
The blood on you and your clothes are gone from the spells that came with the healing. Your hair is spread, not a single speck of dirt or remaining blood on your face. Your whole structure was peaceful, your hands placed on your stomach, on top of each other, your position was like a dead person's position in a coffin, but the glow on your skin says otherwise.
You're alive, Xiao breathes, warm spreading through his chest.
let me take your hand,
Xiao nods. "They are." But then his eyes squinted and narrowedly looked at them.
They kick his leg. "Don't look at me like that! I don't mean it that way, she's just pretty in general, alright?!" They frustatedly sigh.
Xiao looks away and places a hand on the lacrima, feeling the warmness that it radiated to keeo you warm. "I... I cannot thank you enough." He says.
The traveller smiles and waves their hand. "It's no problem, really."
Xiao shakes his head once more. "I owe you everything for this. For saving her. For saving my sanity." For saving me.
The traveller stays quiet, letting him talk his heart out.
"I don't know what I'd do if you hadn't come." He says. "I'd probably lose my shit." The traveller snorts at hearing him swear.
"She is everything to me, traveller. She is my rest, my sanity, my calm, my peace, my serenity, my everything." He chuckles sadly. "I cannot bear to lose another one of my loved ones. I cannot bear to lose her. I can't afford to lose her. Not now. Not ever. Not her." He angles his hand above yours through the lacrima.
"So when things finally calm and settle down, when she wakes up and gets better." His fists clenches as he radiated an aura that almost made the blond beside him flinch.
"I'll hunt down the scum that dared to lay a hand on her and let it be known that I am still one of the kings of this land. That Adeptus Xiao, the protector and conquerer is still alive."
The traveller shivers at his tone.
"That the General Alatus can come back anytime."
And so the traveller thanks every archon alive when your hands twitched under Xiao's through the lacrima.
Both their eyes widened at the movement.
And Xiao feels his breath hitch when your eyes slowly fluttered opened.
i'll make it right
It's when you slowly blink for the second time that the lacrima suddenly breaks into pieces. And Xiao is quick to catch you while the traveller uses anemo to keep the shards from touching the two of you.
Your body is still a bit limp and weak in his arms.
"Xia-- Xiao..." Your voice is weak and it cracks.
The traveller quickly brings a cup of water from a near table and hands it to you before bowing slightly. "I'll leave you two to talk." And they shut the door as they leave.
As you set the cup on the nearby table, before you can even say his name again, you feel his lips on your forehead as tears fell down from his face.
"Thankyouthankyouthankyouthankyou—" He repeats again and again, his tears wet against your face.
It was as if seeing, feeling him cry and hearing his voice, was a wake up call to you and your nose turn red, eyes swelling up tears of their own.
You cried with him.
"Xiao...."
"I'm here, I'm right here." He whispers, still holding you bridal style even when he sat down.
"Xiao... I.... I was so scared..." You cried on his shoulder, your arms that hung on his neck gripping tighter.
"I know, I know. You're here... There's nothing to be scared of anymore." He caresses your back to soothe you.
"I'm so weird, aren't I? I —I only felt the pain and fear for a second before blacking out but still I...." Your voice cracked.
Xiao's tears don't stop when he still feels your whole body trembling.
"It's fine now. Nothing will hurt you anyone. No one can hurt you anymore. Not as long as I'm alive, love." He brings you closer to him if possible.
i swear to love you all my life
You both fell into a comfortable silence, calming down yourselves and wiping away tears.
"I'm sorry." Xiao suddenly says.
You look up at him, confused. "Xiao, for what?"
He places a hand on your cheek, as if memorizing your face. As if afraid you'd fade away. "For not being there."
You shake your head. "It wasn't your fault. You weren't the one who caused this."
"But I could've been there to prevent it." There was a lingering frustration on his tone. He was frustrated at himself. "If I hadn't left you alone and ate dinner with you, you wouldn't have...." He flinched, he couldn't say it.
Your heart clenched at his reaction. "Oh, Xiao, it wasn't your fault you had other plans for the night. It was a complete coincidence—"
Xiao curs you off with a shake of his head. "No, it wasn't. Whoever that was obviously waited for a moment where I wasn't with you." You feel his hand on your cheek tense. "Don't worry, he won't be able to walk in this world for long."
You held his hand on your cheek and your eyes widened as you saw a familiar bracelet on his hand. "That's—!"
Xiao's grim expression turns into a smile. "Your customized bracelet." He taps the hand supporting you back on your back. "And I have yours on this hand." He says.
Your face turned from surprised to embarassed. "Oh fuck, so you... the letter— " He grins and nods. "— oh bless me Rex Lapis. You really read it?!"
He laughs and nods again. "I read your confession of your undying love for me, love." You almost choked on your own saliva at the petname. "Love?!"
He laughs at your expression. "You were going to give it to me anyway, I was meant to read it still. So why are you so embarassed now?" He pokes your side.
"Ackk— how could I not be?! I mean, couldn't you have waited for a better moment to say it?!"
"You were the one who asked. Whether I answer your question or not, you'd still overthink and get embarassed somehow.
You scratch your neck. "Geez, I rubbed off on you too much..."
He laughs again before sighing and placing his forehead on yours, closing his eyes. "I'll give back as many letters containing my feelings for you as many times as you want. Just— just don't... leave, alright?" He whispers.
You shut your eyes, feeling tears come up again. He reciprocated your feelings.... "Ofcourse, ofcourse... I'll never leave. I'll stay with you, as long as you want me to." You caressed his cheek.
He hummed. "Then you'll stay with me forever." He leaned down and kissed you. You smile into the kiss.
The bracelets might not just be for friendship, afterall.
hold on, i still need you
— ⋆ ࣪ ᖭི༏ᖫྀ Taglist: @persephone-kore-law @aiko-oba @kazumiyax [italics mean: cannot be tagged]
This took so long I'm so sorry, I just had so many plans before this since I originally never planned a part 2. Not proofread.
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| Itoshi Sae × [F!Idol!Reader]
| Ultimate Idol
| so much fluffiness, sae being a supportive boyfie, reader is an idol, sae is captivated, yoasobi songs are the freaking best, usage of Hoshino Ai's song, no dialogue, sae's point of view, a little bit of angst, a curse word at the end, he loves you so much, he appreciates you sm, not proofread
| Summary: You finally perform at the legendary dome where only chosen idols can perform. You are the peak of your dream and your boyfriend will never let the moment pass without personally seeing it.
| Blue Lock Masterlist
| Main Masterlist
That emotion melts all hearts,
The flickering colors of the lights, the loud music ringing on the speakers, the constant screaming of fans, the sound of your sweet voice, and the sight of your happy, victorious, and shining figure. Sae didn't know what made him froze on spot, but he did know that he's glad he came.
He's on a VIP spot, having full view of you and away from the sweaty and pushy people, just like he requested. While he was still annoyed by the all the screaming, he couldn't bring himself to care too much, because all he can think about is how proud he is for you.
The constant screaming and singing of your fans are the symbols of your hardwork. A sign that you have made it, a sign that your dream came true, your hardwork paid off. Despite his ears and eyes almost giving up from the loud sounds and bright lights, he stays and stares at your dancing and singing figure on stage.
all eyes on you,
He stays because this is the aftermath of all your sacrifices, because this is the fruit of your exhaustion, because this is your dream, because despite hating crowds and too much noises, this is your performance.
He stays because it's you.
Your eyes are sparkling, you were tearing up, he notices. Because he knows you well, too much. He's seen each and every sacrifice you made to get on the stsge you're in right now. He's seen every fall, injury, exhaustion, lack of sleep, and he's taken care of you every single time.
'Cause you are perfect,
He's seen your darkest times and was with you in every moment. He's seen your deepest and biggest insecurities cutting deep through you in the process of becoming the idol you wanted to be and assured you every single time. He reminds himself to make sure you eat because you forget sometimes. He makes sure to tell you to rest and sleep. He never fails to make sure you're safe and happy so you don't drown in the midst of chasing your dream.
Because those are the things you did for him before.
The Most Ultimate Idol,
He remembers how you kept him from breaking during his time in Spain. He remembers how you never gave up on him despite his aloofness. He remembers how you made sure to remind him to eat and rest. He remembers how you kept asking about his day and complain about yours. He remembers how you endured his short responses. He remembers how you understood him. He remembers how you kept him alive in Spain when he was so far from everyone he knows, despite only interacting online.
When he came back to japan and decided to stay, becoming interested in Blue Lock and maybe because he wanted to finally see you too, he thinks it's time to talk to you in person. Only a few days later and he decides to ask you to be his girlfriend. Sae's always been so confident, and he's confident that he wants you by his side. He remembers how you told him you were training to be an idol and watches you practice, despite your protests. Seeing you struggle reminded him of himself, and he decides it's time to let you experience what you made him feel before.
Unrivalled, will not appear again,
Sae knows he's not good with flattery words, or just words in general, so he makes sure he shows everything through his actions. Kissing your hand, holding your waist, locking your fingers together, cuddling, taking care of you, making you feel appreciated.
He watched your journey to flourishing into a great idol, seeing you grow and shine even more made him happy because this was how you made him feel. He wanted to show you how you saved him from having a total breakdown without any support in another country. He wanted to show you how great it is to have your dream come true and have someone beside through it all.
It's the brightest star reborn,
To him, you are the moon, sun, and the stars themselves, shining and giving life to everything around you. The raw emotions you let out through singing and dancing are living up everything. The unwavering determination in your eyes, the grace of your steps, the perfected control of your voice, and the emotions that come with every sound sound and move you make, show that you are indeed the greatest idol.
Sae knows that, the billions of people watching the live tell him so. He knows what it feels like to achieve your dream and have the people around you to recognize you. The confidence in your eyes hypes him up.
Itoshi Sae's girlfriend is a legendary idol, and he's fucking proud of it.
Yes, Indeed
#blue lock#blue lock x reader#blue lock fluff#bllk#bllk x reader#anime#lazyalani#itoshi sae x reader#itoshi sae#blue lock itoshi sae
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