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Keep you close
Prompt: Tugging at the other's clothes to keep them close
Pairing: Kelly Severide x reader
Genre: fluff
Word Count: 1.2k
You'd always had the awful habit of wandering off. As a kid you had been an absolute nightmare for your parents, silent footsteps trotting away at the smallest of things. A shirt you saw across the store, a street performer, or a cat in an alleyway. You were excitable with a short attention span and far too adept at unintentional escapes and as such had caused premature greying in your mother's hair.
As you grew older you'd managed to calm down some, you were still prone to wandering off with no warning, but you no longer straight up disappeared to chase a butterfly.
In fact, many of your now friends hadn't picked up on your habits due to how switched on you were at work. Paramedicine had no place for a lack of focus, and whenever you did wander it was for the job.
The habit had only really started to show its self when you frequented Molly’s. You fluttered between groups like a butterfly on crack, the overheard snippets of more interesting conversations sometime leading you to leave a conversation midway through. You didn’t intend to be rude but it was hard to keep talking to Cap when Otis was starting a debate on aliens.
Alcohol tended to only exacerbate your condition. Though the running away become purposeful instead of accidental. You had pulled a runner quite a few times before your friends learned to guard the door from your menacing ways. Apparently running away while drunk was a common enough phenomenon for many people so your actions weren’t overly questioned.
To almost everyone’s surprise, it is Severide that becomes your keeper 9 times out of 10. Always appearing just as you had stood to dash away and tugging at your clothes to force you back into a seat. He becomes so adept at the motion that most times you don’t even get to stand before one of his hands is lashing out to latch onto your shirt.
The first time it happens on shift you don’t think much of it, chalking it up to him protecting you from an aggressive patient. The second time it happens you are slightly mystified, glancing back at him for an explanation. All you get is a nod towards the encroaching crowd that is starting to crowd around your patients. You aren’t too happy, but still let it slide, a small part of you giddy that Kelly cared enough to stop you from being overwhelmed. The third time however, gives you pause, and even the squad members that had witnessed the interaction seemed shocked.
You had been walking past the table where squad 3 was engrossed in what seemed like a heated game of scrabble when Kelly’s hand had shot out to grab you. He had played it off as needing an objective judge to veto certain words. That would have been fine, except that his hand had remained clenched around your shirt well after he should have let go.
From there it becomes near constant, you always sit next to him for lunch now, his grabby hands not allowing you to wander far. Most times it doesn’t even seem like he realises what he’s doing, nor does he notice the perplexed looks the members of firehouse 51 shoot him at every confirmed instance. Eventually the tugged clothes evolves into, wrists and hands wherever possible and you can’t help but to feel you are dreaming everytime it happens.
It becomes somewhat of a game amongst you and your family, to see how long it takes upon you entering a room for Kelly to grab you. Or if you can ever manage to sneak past him without being thwarted. Nobody ever says anything directly to him though, your glares enough to warn them away. Because as much as you were confused, you found the whole thing incredibly cute. Especially when his hand moved like it had a mind of its own, reaching out to grab one of your own even if his eyes didn’t leave whatever he was focused on.
In a rare turn of events, it is a sober you escorting a slightly tipsy but still aware Kelly back home, fingers entwined from where he’d grabbed to pull you along. Looking down at how perfectly your hands seem to fit together you can’t stop yourself from asking anymore,
“Kelly, why are you always grabbing me? It’s not like I’m going to run away at work.” He stops at your words, turning to look at you with what you think is incredulity.
“I thought it was obvious” he replied, before leaning in with a flirty grin, “I just like having you close by, getting to hold your hand is just a bonus.”
Your heart stutters at the confession paired with the warmth that encompasses Kelly’s eyes when he looks at you. Your mouth moves before you can stop it,
“I’m going to kiss you now” your voice sounds foreign to your ears, as if you are underwater and you almost don’t realise you’ve said it. That is until Kelly positively beams in reply, leaning even closer to you as you throw caution to the wind and close the gap. The hand that isn’t wrapped in his comes up to the back of his neck, lightly hold him against you as you smile dumbly into the kiss.
Neither of you really discuss what the kids means for the future, but neither do you let go of each other. Not even when Kelly throws you the keys to his car, and not when he tugs your head down to lie against his chest, your hand clenched around his shirt as you sleep. The two of you continue like that as you find your groove, only Kelly is no longer the only one with a desire to keep someone close. Tugging against his short collar to demand kisses quickly becomes one of your favourite activities.
Otis and Cruz are the first to lay witness upon you tugging at the back of Kelly’s shirt as he tries to walk past where you are sat on the couch. The two stare with open mouths when the lieutenant actually does stop like nothing is wrong with the situation. Rushing over to demand an explanation when Kelly eventually takes his leave.
“I just like having him close” you shrug with an innocent smile, before standing and making your way to the chiefs office. A journey which you is quickly joined by said lieutenant, the slight tug on your shirt sleeve announcing his presence as the two of you enter the chief’s office. Boden took one look at the close proximity and matching grins and simply sighed, handing over what looked to be pre-prepared forms for HR.
The cat is very quickly let out of the bag to your friends when Kelly tugs you into his lap for all to see and you make no effort to escape, settling contently into him. An action that is almost immediately banned within the firehouse. Molly’s remains free game though, no matter how much Otis complains at the blatant affection.
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Wrong Target
Pairing: Kelly Severide x Reader
Requested: yes, by anon
Summary: When someone slips something into Y/N’s unattended drink, Kelly is able to stop it in time. But when Y/N is targeted again, Kelly unintentionally reveals his true feelings.
Word Count: 1,987
Other Characters: Matt Casey, Jay Halstead, Antonio Dawson
Warnings: idiots-in-love, mentions of being drugged/roofied, mentions of attempted sexual assault/kidnapping, mentions of being drugged
A/N: once again couldn’t have done this without my bestie @mertes4cker !! Hope you guys enjoy this!
KELLY SEVERIDE MASTERLIST
“Yo, Sev.”
Kelly blinked back at his best friend who was now sitting across from him. A look crossed Matt’s face as he turned back to see what or who Kelly had been watching, before a small smile flit across his face.
“You know…” Matt started, but Kelly shook his head, cutting him off.
“We are not doing this again.” Kelly told his best friend.
You glanced over your shoulder, your eyes finding Kelly naturally where he was talking to Matt, before Gabby motioned towards you and you slid off your chair to head towards her and Sylvie, just for a bit.
Matt glanced back one last time, just as Gabby had called you away before he turned back towards Kelly.
You and Kelly had been friends for a long time and Kelly had been carrying feelings for you for a long time. Kelly still remembered Shay nagging him about it as if it was yesterday and he knew if Shay was here now she’d already be kicking his non-moving ass. But the timing had never seemed right.
Every single time that he’d thought of telling you, something had gotten in the way. So somewhere along the way, Kelly had somehow convinced himself that the universe was telling him not to do it. Besides, it felt stupid to rock a peaceful boat.
Matt was in the middle of his sentence when Kelly frowned, his head swiveling back towards the bar.
“Seriously, Sev, you…” Matt’s voice trailed off as he saw what had caught Kelly’s eye.
A sandy-haired guy was now leaning casually against the bar, where your unattended drink lay as he looked around, before he dropped a pill into your drink, the tablet fizzling in your beer now.
“That did not just…” Matt glanced at Kelly, speaking in a low voice.
Kelly pushed his chair backwards and swam through the crowd of people that were entering Molly’s now, reaching you just as you’d returned back to your original seat and put the glass up to your lips, the guy long gone.
Kelly snatched it back out of your hands and away from you, the liquid sloshing around in your glass.
“What the hell, Kelly?” You growled, pulling back a little when you noticed the look in his eyes. “What?”
Kelly cast a dark look behind him but the guy had been lost in the crowd. Matt came up to him, shaking his head and Kelly looked back down at the drink.
“Get her out of here. I’ll call Antonio.” Matt said, patting Kelly’s shoulder.
You raised your eyebrows, exchanging a confused look with Gabby before Kelly practically shoved you out of Molly’s, which wasn’t easy in the first place since the place was packed.
As the cold outside air hit you, you spun around to look at Kelly. “Will you tell me what’s going on now?”
You didn’t sound as harsh as you had inside because there was a look in his eyes that told you he wasn’t trying to be funny.
Kelly glanced down at you. “I told you not to leave your drinks unattended.” His voice was reproachful but you could hear he was worried.
“I… wait, what?”
Kelly gave you a pointed look, glancing down at the empty street. “Come on, let’s go.”
Being roommates had its perks, you mused as Kelly fell into step next to you, letting go of your elbow when he realized he was still holding onto you and that you were sober.
You glanced up at Kelly but he was looking straight ahead and you just smiled to yourself, catching yourself wondering why you were still hopelessly in love with your best friend when you knew that he would never see you as anything more than that.
Antonio had called Matt and Kelly to let them know that based on the footage Herrmann had provided them, the limited eyewitness accounts and the MO, this was a guy that Intelligence had been trying to find in connection with a couple of sexual assaults, adding that if they were lucky they could add kidnapping to the existing charges.
But this guy was smart. He’d made sure to only strike in crowded bars, where women were alone or easily distracted. There were limited eyewitness accounts, and bars made it easy for friends to overlook someone who’d disappeared since she could easily have gone off willingly with a date.
Kelly glanced at his watch as he headed up to Molly’s. He was a little later than he would have liked but he’d been held back by a case from OFI.
Molly’s was packed as usual for a Friday night and he frowned when he didn’t spot you immediately so he headed towards the bar. Maybe you’d taken off because he was late.
“Dawson, you seen Y/N tonight?”
Gabby looked up from where she was quickly mixing a drink. “Yeah, she’s right…” Her voice trailed off as her eyes found your empty chair.
Kelly glanced in that direction, noticing your phone lying on the table.
“She was right there a second ago.” Gabby told him. “Kelly, I’m sorry we’re swamped tonight and I…”
Kelly shook his head. “I’m gonna go look for her. If anyone in Intelligence or Casey comes in…”
Gabby nodded quickly, as Kelly disappeared towards the back.
He’d barely taken two steps out towards where the dumpsters were when he caught a movement, the same sandy hair he recognized from a week ago, with you slumped against his body as he tried to push you into a car.
Damn it.
“Hey!”
Kelly charged towards them as the guy tried his best to remain nonchalant.
“Can I help you? As you can see, I'm trying to take my girl home.” He said, glancing down at you before back at Kelly. "You know how it is."
A low growl escaped Kelly’s lips. “Get your hands off her.” Kelly leaned forward to take your hand, tugging you out of the stranger’s grasp and into his arms, amid your mumbled protests about getting into a car.
Kelly tightened an arm around you as the guy glanced down the street warily and he tugged you further back, away from the stranger.
“I suggest you don’t get involved.” He warned Kelly. “Just mind your own business.”
His arm still holding you tightly against him, Kelly growled. “She is my business. She is my girl, you picked the wrong ass target.” He glanced down at you before sweeping his head back up to look at the guy standing in front of him now, feeling the anger course through his body.
The guy stepped forward and Kelly growled in warning. On any other day, Kelly could take this guy down but now with you in tow…
Kelly stiffened, angling his body to try to shield you, before the sirens hit, the truck that Kelly recognized as Jay’s pulling up right at the front of the alley, as shouts of “Chicago PD!” came from all sides.
Kelly exhaled, putting another arm around you to steady you, as your head lolled against him.
“You guys okay?” Antonio turned to glance at Kelly as Adam shoved the guy against his own car and cuffed him.
Kelly glanced down at you. “Y/N, you with me?”
You mumbled something and Kelly shook his head. “That son of a bitch gave her something.”
Antonio nodded at Jay to take the both of you to Med straight away and Kelly swept you easily into his arms and into Jay’s truck, before Jay pressed down on the accelerator heading straight for the hospital.
Kelly glanced at you, lying in bed, your eyes still closed.
Will had already been by to explain that the dosage hadn’t been high but that they’d flushed out the residual drugs in your system.
“We’re getting fluids into her system. Her vitals are strong, she should be fine.”
Kelly looked up when there was a knock at the door and Jay slipped in.
There was silence for a beat before Kelly spoke. “So what happened, Jay? Did Dawson call?”
“We'd already narrowed him down as a suspect, but we couldn’t arrest him with nothing. So we’d been tracking him.”
Kelly glanced at Jay now. “So what, Y/N was bait?”
Jay put his hands up. “Woah, Kelly. Not by a long shot.” He paused. “We didn’t expect him to hit the same bar, or the same girl. We already had a tracker on him, so when we noticed him heading for Molly’s, we hightailed it there. As far as I know, Gabby called while we were already on the way.”
Kelly glanced down at you before he glanced up and nodded. “Sorry.” He paused. “And thanks. I wasn’t sure how I was going to handle it with her unconscious and this guy…”
Jay patted Kelly on the shoulder, just as you stirred.
“Y/N?” Kelly’s head snapped up and Jay nodded, quietly leaving the room to give the both of you some privacy.
Your eyes fluttered open, before you sat up with a shock. “Wait, what… Kelly?”
“Shhh, it’s okay. We’re at Med, alright?”
You felt your heart rate slow, conscious of the fact that your hand was held tightly in Kelly’s. “I…”
Kelly gave you a look. “I thought we agreed to be careful with our drinks.”
“I was.” You argued, though your voice was still soft as your head pounded. “I swear, I didn’t leave my drink unattended. I don’t even… wait.”
Kelly raised an eyebrow, moving closer towards you. “There was this guy…” You said, looking up at Kelly. “He was hovering around me, maybe I took my eyes off for like a second, I… I’m sorry, Kelly.”
Kelly couldn’t even find it in himself to be mad at you like he normally would be, his features softening as he sighed. “I’m glad you’re alright.”
You gave him a small smile, pausing before you glanced at him. “Did you mean it?”
“Hmm? What?” Kelly asked a little absentmindedly, turning to see if he could spot Will.
“What you said to that creep.”
Kelly froze, realizing that you hadn’t been totally out of it.
You hadn’t. In fact, you’d been awake for most of it, just lightheaded, lethargic, and feeling like you couldn’t control your own body.
Kelly exhaled, realizing he was screwed. He didn’t have much of a choice right now. So even with the irrational worry that something was going to go wrong, or the fear that this would change things between the both of you forever, he took a deep breath and glanced back down at you, right into your eyes.
“Every word, Y/N. Every word.”
You felt your stomach tumble inside you, and heard your heart rate increase from the machine sitting right next to you that was totally betraying you right now.
“Kelly…”
Kelly shook his head. “Look, I don’t want you to feel burdened by my feelings. Nothing has to change, we just…”
“Kelly Severide.” You interrupted him.
Kelly blinked back at you.
“For once, will you let me finish before you jump like twenty steps ahead?” You nagged, although a small smile appeared on your face. “I’ve always wanted to be that person.”
“What?” Kelly frowned, confused.
“Your person.” You clarified. “Always. Shay wouldn’t leave me alone about it.”
A look crossed over Kelly’s face that told you he finally got what you were saying and he smiled, closing the distance between you and pressing his lips firmly on yours, one hand cupping the side of your face.
“Finally.” You could almost hear Shay’s voice ring out in your ears.
You smiled against Kelly’s touch, as he pulled away and you looked back into his green eyes before he leaned down for a hug. “I love you.” He whispered, pressing his lips onto your temple now.
“I love you too, Kelly Severide. Always have." You whispered, as you saw Kelly smile.
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Jealousy is in the air? - Stellaride
Fandom: One Chicago
Pairing: Kelly Severide & Stella Kidd
Note: Originally requested and now reposted
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The big day had arrived, Cruz and Chloe were finally getting married and everyone’s emotions were running at an all time high. Between the random panic attacks when an earring or a bow tie went missing for a few seconds and the stress for everything to come out as planned, everyone was on a tight schedule.
Stella and Sylvie were helping Chloe put her veil on when they heard the door slightly opening. “Ladies, we need to leave in 10 minutes.” Cruz’ brother, Leon appeared to inform them as he was assigned to drive them to the church. “We’ll be down in a second.” Sylvie said taking one more look at Chloe. Looking at Stella, who was not paying attention at him at all Leon quickly added before leaving the room . “You look beautiful, Stella.” Taken by surprise she turned around giving him a small smile. “Oh my God what was that?” Chloe bursted out laughing turning towards a very confused Stella. “You tell me what your brother in law is on to…” she answered picking up the bouquets and making her way downstairs.
The ride to the church was nothing less than uncomfortable for Stella and funny for the other ladies as Leon took an unusual interest in her life and how she became a firefighter, bombing her with a million questions. “Oh man Severide is going to love this.” Sylvie giggled getting out of the car.
Looking up, Kelly was waiting for Stella on the top of the stairs and a smile immediately appeared on her face as soon as she spotted him. “Hey, you…” he said grinning and kissed her cheek not wanting to mess her lipstick. Intertwining their arms they started making their way down the aisle as the ceremony was about to start. All throughout of it they’d steal glances from each other and both couldn’t help to imagine that one day it will be their turn to stand in front of the altar and exchange vows.
Once it was over and tons of pictures were taken, they headed to the reception where the actual party was about to start. The music was blasting, drinks were flowing and everyone was having a great time overall enjoying themselves to the fullest. “I’m heading out for a second.” Kelly informed Stella as he showed her the cigar in his hand. Continiuing her conversation with Sylvie and Emily she felt a presence occupying the empty seat next to her and the two ladies looked like they were hardly holding back their laughs. “I brought you this cocktail, figured it’d be more interesting than that white wine.” Leon said placing the glass of the fruity drink in front of Stella. Now anyone who knows her the slightest bit, knows that she likes her drinks straight and not diluted with other juices, but for the sake of it she took a sip as if she was enjoying it. Leon looked like he got really comfortable in Kelly’s seat so Stella tried ro at least engage in a conversation. “So, are you glad you’re back in Chicago?”
“Well I’ve been wanting to come back for a while now but once I did, I realized everything changed…there are barely people I know around anymore so I am very keen on getting to know better new ones.” He answered stretching his arm across the back of Stella’s chair. At this point she was very amused by the whole little show he was putting on and even thought of playing along but, she knew she’d be cruel to do that. As he shifted his chair even closer to Stella, Kelly appeared out of nowhere sitting down on the chair on Stella’s other side and placing his hand on her exposed tigh. As soon as Leon saw the little gesture his eyes went “Are you two?” Before he could finish Stella started nodding. The look on his face was priceless and immediately started stuttering “Oh I- I didn’t know…I’m just- I’m just gonna go.”
“Yeah…you do that.” Kelly mumbled and in a matter of seconds Leon dissappeared in the crowd. “Do I smell a little jealousy in the air?” Stella teased giving him a quick peck.
“There’s no such thing as jealousy for me.” His remark made them both laugh as it was far from being true. “Poor guy followed me around all day, like a lost puppy…” Stella fake pouted as she ran her hand across Kelly’s shoulder down his arm. She was taking in every single moment she was able to see him in a suit because it was definitely doing something to her but at the same time she couldn’t wait to take it off him. “I’m pretty sure there’s a dog shelter down the street.” He added taking a sip out of the fruity cocktail on the table but quickly regretting his decision. “That was so mean!” Stella laughed at his comment enjoying his slight jealousy peaking through from time to time. Meanwhile the girls were gathering on the dance floor meaning Chloe was about to throw her bouquet. “Well Severide, I have a bouquet to catch and you have some proposal plans to make in the meantime.” She shot him a cocky look walking towards the dance floor.
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The fact that I'm never going to get more scenes with them hurts me so much more ..
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Anesthesia
Characters: Kelly Severide x Reader, Matt Casey, Crockett Marcel
Warnings: Mentions of surgery.
Summary: It's incredible was anesthesia can do to a person.
A/N: Very much mixed feelings but it's also kinda cute, idk. Really short compared to what I normally do but oh well.
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"Everything ran smoothly, not a single complication. I'm proud to say your stitches are some of my best and with this kind man at your bedside, you'll be back to firefighting in no time." Crockett said with a smile once he checked all your vitals.
You hummed happily, a sleepy smile on your face as you mentally thanked the man, forgetting he couldn't hear your thoughts. "Your a really good surgeon Crockett."
"I try my best." The surgeon laughed, taking your compliment in his stride. "Rest up alright? I'll be back later to check on you."
Wiggling your fingers, you sighed as the surgeon left the room and looked up at your man in interest, only now remembering his existence when you felt his fingers combing through your hair. "Oh! Husband you're here!"
"Always will be." Kelly chuckled, finding it too amusing how loopy you were after your surgery. He'd definitely remember every single second and make sure it came in handy in the future. "How you feeling?"
"Like a billion dollars." You said with a cheesy smile, enjoying the comfort he was bringing you. "I have a question for you though."
"Ask ahead baby." Kelly said, entertaining you.
"I'm not a baby." You scoffed, looking at him disapprovingly. "What happened to our baby though, y'know the reason why my stomach was so fat." You said, poking your completely flat stomach in pure wonder.
"I did give birth right?" You asked, confirming that your fears weren't true. "There was no surgery for taking our baby, they can't cut into my womb, the wombs mine-"
"Y/N, who do you think is sitting in the chair opposite mine." Kelly rose a brow, stopping you mid ramble before you could get yourself riled up for no reason.
Confused, you huffed but listened and turned your head to your left and what do you know, there sitting was none other than your husbands best friend with your six month old playing with his fingers on his lap.
"You have a baby?" You asked, your eyebrows shooting all the way up. "Since when was Sylvie pregnant?!"
Struggling but somehow managing to keep in his laugh, Kelly mocked glared at Matt who snickered. "That's our baby. The baby we made and was just talking about."
"My baby!" You said with the biggest smile. "I missed you baby boy."
Your son sent you a gummy smile, easily recognising your voice. He made random but very cute gurgling sounds mixed in with his giggles which made you smile even more.
"Don't you dare hurt my baby boy Matthew Casey." You said threateningly, glaring at your friend with squinted eyes. "I know where you live, where you work, sleep, and eat."
"We do a lot of those things together Y/N." Matt said, reminding you that you worked in the same firehouse as you and he was also your roommate at the loft.
You hummed nonchalantly, waving him off. "I'll still come for you Matthew."
"Copy that." Matt smiled, eyeing the time on his watch. "I gotta go, shift starts in ten and I need to drop off this little man with your sitter."
"Thanks man." Kelly said, helping gather up your son's nappy bag. "Be good alright? Don't be trouble." Kelly looked at your son seriously, giving him a quick kiss before they left.
"Aw, I miss them already." You pouted, looking at your husband longingly opening your arms wide open. "Come cuddle me please. I miss you too."
"I've always been here Y/N, and I'm not leaving any time soon." Kelly chuckled, sitting on the bed besides your legs. "I've taken time off to nurse you back to full health, remember?"
You hummed, not fully paying attention, simply gazing adoringly at your husbands incredibly handsome face. At the lack of an answer, Kelly laughed, brushing your hair back from your face so he could see your properly.
"Alright, budge up." Kelly gave in, watching you cautiously in case you hurt yourself as you moved.
"Your a firefighter, shouldn't you be able to fit into small spaces?" You asked very seriously but made room for him anyways. You wanted a proper answer but all your got was a small shake of his head and a hearty laugh from your man.
Settling against him, you rested your head against his chest, finding extreme comfort in the steady beats of his heart. His warmth enveloped you the second he gently wrapped his arms around you.
Pressing a kiss into your hair, Kelly listened to you hum contently as you relaxed in his embrace. Even on drugs, you always felt as though you were home with Kelly.
"Love you." You mumbled into his chest, your eyelids fluttering shut, completely wiped out despite barely moving and doing anything.
"Love you too." Kelly replied, watching you doze off and the only thing he could hear was the beeps of the monitors telling him you were alive and your barely audible snores.
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Thanks a million♥️ So for the Brian ‘Otis’ Zvonecek requests I was thinking something along the lines of (reader aka y/n) is a new paramedic at firehouse 51 and everyone including Brian is shocked when she takes an immediate interest in him by flirting with him in front everyone… it’s not a perfect idea so pls feel free to adjust where you feel necessary, this is more of like a guideline than anything.
I was watching the episode where Terra Little joins 51 for a training shift and Otis is attracted to her but of course she chose Kelly Severide instead🥱 so I thought it would be a nice change if Otis is the guy she instantly gravitated towards because it’s very possible I mean he’s adorable common.
instant attraction
Pairing: Brian "Otis" Zvonecek x Female!Reader
"And that would be everything" Sylvie said as she finished giving you a tour of the firehouse.
Joining the 51 had been nerve-wrecking for you ever since you found out your transfer had gone through, mainly because you knew how tight everyone was and you didn't want to intrude on anything.
"Thank you for showing me around. This is much nicer than the last firehouse I was at" you said, admiring the trucks and the ambulance, which was so much nicer than your previous ones.
"How was your last firehouse?" she inquired, not having received much information about you from Chief Boden.
"Typical boy house. I was the only female in the entire house, so you can imagine the atmosphere. The only one who wasn't bothered by my presence was my partner, but we were the same age, so that helped a little" you explained, continuing to walk around.
"I can promise you that it's going to be different here. Our guys are the best, you're going to fit right in with everyone" she smiled and wrapped an arm around your shoulder, steering you in the kitchen direction.
You didn't say anything as you slowly walked towards everyone, each of them minding their own business in the kitchen.
"Guys, this is Y/N. She's the new paramedic I was telling you about" Sylvie announced as you stopped in your tracks where everyone could see you.
"Hi" you said and waved shyly, not used to having so many intimidating pairs of eyes on you at the same time.
Each of them got up and introduced themselves one at a time, wishing you a warm welcome.
"I'm Brian, but everyone here calls me Otis. Welcome to 51, I hope you'll feel at home here" the most handsome man you'd ever seen said as he stood before you, hand outstretched.
You slowly brought your hand up and shook his, electricity quickly spreading through your body when your skin touched his. You inhaled a deep breath, Otis doing the same, which made you smile because it only meant that he felt the connection too.
"Y/N, nice to meet you. I'm positive I'll feel more than welcome here, especially with you around" the words stumbled out of your mouth before you could even think about stopping them.
You saw a slight blush coat Otis' cheeks as he looked around at his colleagues, all looking at the interaction between the two of you with much interest.
Otis cleared his throat and made you snap back to reality, suddenly becoming aware of everyone staring at the two of you and your hands still holding onto each other.
"Otis, why don't you finish the rest of the tour? Show her where we sleep when on shift and the lockers and showers and everything" Sylvie spoke up, sneakily winking at the flustered firefighter.
"Um, ye-yeah, sure. This way" Otis said and motioned for you to follow him.
You turned around briefly to look at Sylvie, who winked at you and smiled, making you smile back.
"She did this on purpose, didn't she?" you asked him, trailing after him down the corridor.
"Sylvie? Yeah, she likes to think she's Cupid and her main goal in life is setting people up every chance she gets. I'm sorry about this" he said, scratching the back of his neck.
"You don't have to be sorry, I'm not complaining one bit" you smiled at him, trying to show him that you were enjoying the situation to the fullest.
"Oh, great. That's, um, that's good" Otis said, cursing under his breath at how awkward he sounded.
"You haven't done this in a while, have you?" you questioned, trying to ease the tension.
"Is it that obvious?" he laughed, the rigidness in his shoulder slightly lessening.
"Maybe just a little" you laughed with him.
"I'm just not used to women showing interest in me first. It's always Casey or Severide or anybody else that gets the girls. It's never me" he explained, which made you feel a little sad for him.
Otis was nothing short of hot and extremely handsome, you couldn't understand why women wouldn't approach him.
"Well, if you're asking me, you're way hotter than everyone else in this firehouse" you leaned in and whispered in his ear before walking away.
You heard Otis inhale a deep breath behind you, making you smile.
You had a feeling you were going to enjoy life at 51.
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Chicago Fire Masterlist 🔥
Character List (closed for requests):
Brian Zvonecek
Matt Casey
Kelly Severide
Jeff Clarke
One Shots:
Give me a hug?pt.1 - Brian Zvonecek
Give me a hug?pt.2 - Brian Zvonecek
It was was never you - Brian Zvonecek
I couldn’t resist - Brian Zvonecek
Buy me a drink?pt.1 - Brian Zvonecek
Happy Birthday - Kelly Severide
Welcome Home - Jeff Clarke
Fighter - Matt Casey
Imagines:
Chief’s Daughter - Brian Zvonecek
What you need - Matt Casey
Prompts:
Forbidden Love #14 - Brian Zvonecek
Deep Cuddling #21 - Brian Zvonecek
Various Question Sentence Starter - Brian Zvonecek
Midnights #5 - Jeff Clarke
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Stella was on a cleaning spree.
She had the whole day with no plans and Kelly was due at the academy all day she wanted to do something, but also not go out, because it was cold as hell out there.
And so what started as picking up a few bits of clothing in the bedroom had ended with her moving the whole bedroom round, deep cleaning it all and shifting the furniture. She hoped Kelly would like the new layout because she didn't fancy shifting it back again.
She didn't stop after that and moved on to the living area. The place was still very much to Kelly's taste. It wasn't a cosy little space that she might have picked but she loved it still. It was spacious yet still casual. She didn't think she needed to move anything around out here but she wanted to deep clean the whole place still and then meant moving things out of the way so everything would be cleaned. When the pizza guy knocked on the door, she had piles of junk from one of the cupboards stacked on the floor. She took a dinner break and planned her next move.
But once she got back into it and started moving the contents of one of the drawers back, closing the drawer once she finished, something clattered to the floor that caught her attention. Seems like it had fallen from a cluttered drawer some time ago and got wedged in the back of the cupboard. She picked up the clear CD case and saw a disc with 'The Contract' written on it.
She knew straight away that it wasn't Kelly's handwriting. He had a very distinctive 'E' for a start.
She moved over to the TV and popped the disc in and pressed play. She waited a moment while the disc span before Kelly's face came onto the screen. She heard a woman talking off camera, clearly, the person filming and they bantered together as they readied themselves to record their 'contract'.
Kelly made the first couple of rules. The first was about not getting into one another's business and the second one was not bringing work home.
Stella smiled. That sounded exactly like the things Kelly would still say if he had to come up with a roommate's contract now.
Kelly told her it was her turn and he took the camera.
Stella had seen photographs of Shay before but seeing her on film she was blown away by her beauty. Shay expanded on Kelly's idea of not bringing personal life into work as what they did was bigger than that. Finally, she says that they promise to be there for each other. They both say always. And then it ends.
Stella takes the disc out and puts it back in the slightly cracked old case and wonders what she should do with it.
Assuming that Kelly put it away a while back because it had bad memories for him, she wonders if he watched it now, maybe he'd get some sort of comfort from seeing Shay again, hearing her voice.
But on the other hand, maybe it would just bring up a lot of bad memories. This is a puzzle she couldn't solve alone.
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"So, what do you think I should do? Shove it away like I never saw it or say something?" Stella asked.
She was at Molly's. It was close to closing time just a few of the regulars and some of the crew from 51 who she was relying on to solve this for her.
"Where's it now? 'Cause if you didn't put it away already- problem solved!" Mouch said.
"It's in my bag because I panicked and thought what if he saw it in my stuff and thought I was being weird about it."
"You are being weird about it," Herrmann corrected. "What if he looked in your bag and saw it instead? That'd look weird too."
"Well, he's not here so it's fine," Stella said. "And you know the help part of this from you guys would really be handy about now."
"My opinion? Put it back where you found it and leave it alone. You don't want to be responsible for rocking the boat." Mouch suggested.
"Nah. Just tell him you found it. No big deal. 'Hey, look what I found when I was clearing up today?' If he doesn't wanna deal with it, he can just put it away himself. If he's been looking for it or wants to see it, then he can. Even if it's not with you."
"That does make sense. Just, don't make a big deal about it, right?"
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Kelly was still up when Stella got home.
He liked to go to Molly's when she was running a shift but he'd been beat after helping out at OFI until late after a full shift at the academy and had just wanted to unwind with a beer at home.
He was glad to hear the door unlocking as Stella got home.
"Hey," he greeted her. She responded likewise. "How was your shift?"
"Yeah, it was pretty quiet tonight but you know how it is. Mid-week can be like that." She joined him on the sofa and kissed him. "So listen I was having a clean up-"
"Yeah, I noticed. Trying to tell me something?"
Stella smiled. "I just wanted to do a deep clean. Felt like it was a good use of my time. Listen, I found something while I was cleaning up and I didn't know what to do with it."
"Okay."
Reaching into her bag, Stella took out the DVD case and handed it to Kelly. "I thought that it might have been put away for a reason and I didn't want to..." She realised she'd gone off her planned casual discussion about it. "I can put it back away again if it's not something you wanna deal with right now."
"No, it's-" he paused as he took the item from her and looked it over. "It's been a while since I watched it. Did you watch it?"
"Yeah. Is that okay?"
He smiles. "Course. Nothing's off limits to you." He put the disc back down. "I don't think about her so much any more. And then when I do, I feel bad because I wasn't thinking about her as much."
"That's normal. Doesn't change how you felt about her," Stella said. She moved closer to him and put a hand over his. She didn't want to smother him if he wasn't feeling up to it but he moved his hand so he was holding hers. She leaned in closer. "I wish I'd known you then. I wish I could have helped you through it."
She knew how Kelly coped when Benny died. She didn't expect that he handled Shay's death a lot better but he wouldn't have had such conflicting feelings with her. Both deaths were tragic in their own way, but Benny held a lot of unforgiven hurt for Kelly something that would never go away. With all the time in the world, Benny could never have made those wrongs right to Kelly.
He kisses her. It's soft and affectionate rather than passionate. He's not instigating things, he's thanking her wordlessly. She pulls him into her, cradles his head to her body and he shifts himself so he's laying on the sofa, head in her lap.
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day seventeen: kitchen | s.k. & k.s.
pairing: kelly severide x stella kidd
word count: 237
The first thing they teach you in the academy is to learn how to fall asleep anywhere and anywhen. Of course it had been difficult at first, to jump from fast asleep to wide awake in a split second, but after almost eight years in the job, not to mention the six months she spent at the academy, it was incredibly rare for her to struggle to fall asleep.
And yet here Stella was, staring into the depths of their refrigerator at half past four in the morning in the hopes that it will send her off to sleep. Resting her head on the barren shelves - they really need to do another food shop soon - she doesn’t pay any notice to the soft footsteps padding across the open plan flooring.
She shuts the refrigerator door and leans back into Kelly’s arms as they snake around her waist, smiling sleepily at her partner who had definitely been fast asleep when she’d left their room, humming happily when he presses a kiss to the top of her hair.
“Come on princess, let’s wear you out,” he says, and before she can call him a lech, he carefully spins her out of his arms before pulling her back in. They sway in the kitchen, no noise guiding them, just the soft light of the early morning sunrise seeping into the room, caressing their skin and bidding them a good morning.
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Chicago Fire Masterlist
As of August 1st, 2022
Kelly Severide x black!Reader
Oneshots:
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Series:
First Name Basis (Complete): Snapshots of your budding relationship with Lieutenant Kelly Severide where, after discarding woman after woman for years, he finally has to prove he really cares about this one.
Chapter 1: You have your first encounter with Kelly outside of work
Chapter 2: You have a hectic second day with Firehouse 51
Chapter 3: You and Kelly (technically) have a date
Chapter 4: You and Kelly (actually) have a date
Chapter 5: Given a little push, you finally become honest with yourself and with Kelly
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NAVIGATION
Introduction:
Hey everyone! You can call me Amara, and this is my fic blog! I’ve been writing since I was 14 (am 22 now) but this is the first time I’ve ever posted anything! I mostly write oneshots, but may publish a few long fics here and there! I also love writing headcanons and drabbles. Primarily, my writing consists of character x reader, but I will very occasionally write character x character. I enjoy getting asks so come chat anytime! Please read the rules before requesting anything :)
MASTERLIST
Fandoms I’ll write for:
A Court of Thorns and Roses
Throne of Glass
Marvel Cinematic Universe
Tolkien Universe
Chicago Fire
Characters I mainly write for [I will write others, these are just the main ones]:
ACOTAR
Nesta Archeron
Eris Vanserra
Azriel
Lucien Vanserra
Emerie
Gwyn
Feyre Archeron
ToG
Aelin Galathynius
Rowan Whitethorn
Manon Blackbeak
Dorian Havilliard
Gavriel
Lorcan
Elide
Lysandra
MCU
Loki Laufeyson
Bucky Barnes
Steve Rogers
Natasha Romanoff
Matt Murdock
Carol Danvers
Wanda Maximoff
Tony Stark
Thor
Valkyrie
Tolkien
Thranduil
Aragorn
Galadriel
Elrond
Maedhros
Feanor
Celegorm
Maglor
Fingolfin
Fingon
Ecthelion
Glorfindel
Sauron
Melkor
Finrod
Chicago Fire
Stella Kidd
Kelly Severide
Characters I will NOT write for:
ACOTAR:
people like Amaranthe, Ianthe, Beron, etc.
Amren
Rhysand
ToG:
Arrobyn
MCU:
Peter Parker
Sharon and Peggy Carter
Clint Barton
Tolkien:
Maeglin
Eol
Ambarussa
Celeborn
Chicago Fire:
Sylvie Brett
Matt Casey
RULES
I will write smut, but I will not write for the following: pregnancy tropes, CNC, breeding kink, depression/SH/ED/suicide, abuse/rape/torture
please do not ask me why I will not write certain characters, I have my reasons and would not like to start drama by stating those reasons
keep your requests within the fandoms listed
there are character’s I’m more likely to write than others, if you’re unsure just ask!
do not repost, translate, or reproduce anything without asking me first
if you’re under 18, please be aware I do write NSFW - I’d rather minors not be on my blog but obviously I have no way or knowing or controlling it
if you want to give feedback keep in mind I am fragile haha, just don’t be harsh about it please!
I will not write with anyone’s oc’s but my own, which will rarely happen as I mostly do x reader
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Babysitting
Pairing: Kelly Severide x Reader
Requested: yes, by anon
Summary: Kelly tries to convince Y/N to let Capp and Tony babysit their daughter so they can go out for date night.
Word Count: 1,392
Warnings: none
A/N: Feels like I haven't posted a Kelly fic for a while so I decided to put this out today! I was going to make this into a drabble but after talking to @mertes4cker this is where we are HAHA. (thank you bb!)
KELLY SEVERIDE MASTERLIST
You hoisted Anna up more securely against you and frowned at your husband as you stood at his squad table.
“I thought you said everything was taken care of.”
Kelly glanced back up at you. “It was but the sitter bailed on us at the last minute. But I have taken care of the problem. Date night is still on.”
God knows you and Kelly both needed it but getting a reliable night sitter always seemed to be a problem.
You raised your eyebrows.
“Capp and Tony can babysit tomorrow night.”
You let out a short laugh before you realized your husband wasn’t making a joke. “You’re serious?”
“What? They joke around a lot of the time but you know Capp would totally be on Anna’s wavelength. They’re available and willing and…” Kelly argued.
You glanced back around, where Tony and Cruz were currently trying to jam a firefighter’s boot onto Capp’s head, just to prove it could be done.
“You want to leave your daughter with them for the night to see if our house burns to the ground?” You asked. “Kelly, I love you and your guys are great people. You know I know that.”
Kelly put a hand up, taking one last glance back at them. Of course, they’d be doing the world’s stupidest thing right now at this moment for you to see.
“Y/N, they’ll be fine. And we need to do this for our own sanity.” Kelly gently prompted.
You sighed, leaning in to press up against him gently. “I know, baby. But do you really think I’ll be able to have date night wondering if that is happening at home?” You pointed gently back towards them now, where the boot seemed to now be stuck on Capp’s head.
Kelly let out a grimace, as he put an arm gently around your waist. “I swear they’re not always like this.”
You laughed. “I know. But I’m having a hard enough time leaving my daughter behind to go for date night. I’m not trying to be difficult or insinuating that they’re not good people.” You glanced at Anna, who was extremely distracted now with your hair. “I just…”
“I know. I know.” Kelly assured, pressing a kiss to your temple. “If it makes you feel better, I made them sign something?”
You looked up, your interest piquing, as Kelly smiled and handed you a piece of paper before he plucked Anna out of your arms to your daughter’s obvious delight.
Your eyes scanned the words on the paper in front of you, which said in not so many words that they’d keep their crazy business nowhere near the house you and Kelly shared, and even further away from your daughter.
You glanced up at Kelly with a small smile. “Okay, maybe this makes me feel a little better.”
You had given in.
While not exactly representative of how they would take care of Anna without you and Kelly there, Kelly had still arranged for some type of supervised play time for Anna, where you and Kelly were practically invisible. So just that day, you'd sat at the kitchen island drinking from the cup of coffee that Kelly had put in your hand and watched Capp and Tony be absolutely adorable with your daughter.
So that’s why you were now sitting across from your husband in a restaurant. Not just any restaurant, either. The restaurant that held special memories for the both of you.
“It isn’t any special day today.” You’d told him, frowning just a little at the entrance, combing through your ‘mom brain’ to see if you’d forgotten anything.
Kelly just smiled and threaded his fingers through yours. “Reservation under Kelly Severide.” He told the host before the guy nodded and led you both to a table.
“To make up for all those things we kind of lost.” Kelly said, smiling. “Look, just because we have Anna doesn’t mean we can’t do things like this. Date night traditions are important.”
You let a soft smile flit across your face as Kelly reached forward for your hand on the table, his thumb running gently across your knuckles.
Kelly had, of course, been right. You’d both really needed this and while your mind still lingered on how Anna was doing back home, you resisted the urge to bring it up, reminding yourself that Kelly needed this as much as you did.
But, as soon as your plates were cleared, Kelly glanced up. “Should we skip dessert?”
You pressed your lips together to try not to betray a smile.
“This was your idea.” You reminded him, revealing the small smile to him now to let him know you were teasing him.
Kelly rolled his eyes. “I know. But it’s too quiet, and I just…”
You let out a small tinkling laugh. “Yeah, let’s get some waffles to go on the way home and we can have dessert with Anna instead.”
Kelly agreed way too quickly, grabbing the bill and heading towards the front. You smiled, catching yourself once again marveling at the fact that Kelly Severide was actually your husband.
Thankfully, the place with Anna’s favorite waffles opened late - it was one of the regular places that you and Kelly had frequented when you’d been dating, so it’d felt really special bringing Anna there. And, as expected, Anna had fallen in love with their waffles, and only theirs.
You wanted to laugh at the way Kelly seemed to be balancing his veiled worry with trying to act nonchalantly but you kept quiet, as Kelly opened the door.
But what greeted you was a weird sight that you didn’t know what to make of.
Capp was crawling along the ground, peering under the sofa, just as Tony emerged from one of the other rooms. “Capp, she’s not…”
Tony froze as he saw you and Kelly standing in the doorway.
“Hey guys.” You called, a little warily. “Everything okay?”
Both Capp and Tony glanced at each other, as Capp got off his feet.
“What?” Kelly asked, the tone of concern ticking up in his voice.
“Okay, don’t get mad.” Capp said, standing up with his hands up.
Kelly narrowed his eyes.
“We can’t find her.”
“You what?” Kelly shot back.
You frowned before you glanced at Tony. “Did something happen? Was she upset?”
Tony shook his head. “I swear she was fine. She asked us for something and by the time we turned back around…”
You broke the climbing tension with a chuckle, as Kelly looked at you like you had lost your mind.
You didn’t say anything to them. Instead, you raised your voice a little, your voice echoing around the apartment. “Ms Anna? Ms Anna Severide? Could we interest you in waffle time?”
It took just another second before a little body zoomed out from one of the rooms. “Mommy! Daddy!”
Capp glanced back at Tony incredulously as Kelly scooped Anna into his arms and you smiled. “Anna knows all the best hiding places here. She just needs… the right motivation.”
Capp let out a breath. “God, she really freaked me out for a bit, I thought I might actually have to give up being a firefighter.”
You laughed, as Kelly cracked a smile.
“Thanks for your help today, guys.” You said, smiling. “Drinks are on Kelly and me for your next Molly’s visit, alright?”
You thanked Capp and Tony as you saw them out, turning back to glance at your daughter who was no longer paying attention.
“Anna, you know you’re not supposed to scare people like that.” You said, although you were still smiling.
Anna just grinned cheekily back at you, chocolate already smeared across her lips from the waffle she was stuffing into her face.
Kelly smiled, pressing a kiss to the top of Anna’s head, and reaching over to drape his hand over your shoulders.
“Date night was a good idea, though, right?” He asked you in a low voice.
You smiled and nodded. “But next time, maybe we should choose a date night when the Herrmanns are available.” You paused. “Just so we can have dessert.” You teased gently.
Kelly pretended like he didn’t hear you, reaching over to swipe a bite of waffle straight from Anna’s fork, her peals of laughter and sounds of protest filling your house and just making you smile.
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Hi everyone ❤
A while ago I wrote "Perfectly Imperfect" on another blog, which unfortunately came to an abrupt end due to my mental health.
I ended up deleting the entire story and other one shots I wrote and no matter how hard a tried I couldn't get them back.
Now I am finally doing better and reopened my inbox, once I saw the messages from my former followers encouraging me to get back to writing I found the motivation to start all over again.
I hope some old followers or those who enjoyed "Perfectly Imperfect" will somehow find their way back to this blog ❤
#kelly severide#chicago fire#kelly severide oneshot#kelly severide imagine#kelly severide fanfiction#matt casey#sylvie brett#stella kidd#stellaride#chicago pd#hailey upton#jay halstead#upstead#burzek#kelly severide one shot
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𝙱𝚕𝚊𝚌𝚔 𝚃𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑𝚝𝚜.
Pairing: Kelly Severide x Trans Masc!Reader , Gabby Dawson x Trans Masc!Reader (platonic)
Series or Oneshot: Oneshot
Warnings: a lot of messed up thoughts. ed actions. mentions of sh. really bad trans thoughts (if ur trans i think you understand what i mean)
(Im venting/coping by writing this. I’m sorry this is all I have to lean on rn. If you see this due to my childhood lovers posts, they will be back soon i promise)
𝙱𝚕𝚊𝚌𝚔 𝚃𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑𝚝𝚜 𝚛𝚎𝚙𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚋𝚊𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑𝚝𝚜. 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑𝚝𝚜 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚒𝚜𝚑 𝚍𝚒𝚍𝚗’𝚝 𝚎𝚡𝚒𝚜𝚝.
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It was another one of those dreadful days, the days you didnt want to exist anymore, you didnt want to convince yourself to get out of bed. However, when you are a firefighter you cant have those days. You pushed yourself out of bed and got dressed, taking a deep breath in and letting it out as you walked out of your front door.
You walked through the garage doors seeing the rest of squad sitting at the table already. You sat down with them and leaned back in your chair staring at the ground. This caught Kelly’s attention though so he tapped you on the knee which dragged you out of your thoughts.
“You okay Ru?” He asked, concern very aparent in his voice. This got the other guys attentions. “Uh yeah fine, why?” “You look sick, like you havent slept or eaten in a few days.” “Oh, I dont know. Ive been fine just didnt want to get out of bed this morning thats all. No need to worry about me Lieutenant,” I told him before getting up from my chair. I patted his shoulder as I walked by; I made my way to the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror wishing I could be like Kelly, like Matt, like Herrmann, I just wanted to be a boy.
I grabbed a bag from my locker before going into one of the showers. I took off my shirt and redid the wraps on my chest, I took the binder out of my bag and pulled it on as well. I pulled back on my shirt and tucked it in, I put my bag up and walked into the common area.
I was about to sit down when the alarm went off, we rushed to the trucks pulling up our gear and getting inside. “Are you sure youre okay Ru?” “Yes i promise.”
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I made lunch for everyone once we were back at district. We had been on a few jobs already and I knew everyone was hungry and luckily they enjoyed my cooking. The smell of food made my stomach churn, which sent me to the bathroom to puke.
“Now I know you arent okay, tell me whats up. Its my job to know how my teams doing and obviously im not doing a good one.” I heard Kellys voice enter the room which made me upset even more. Why couldnt he just leave me alone. I just wanted to go home and cry but he just wanted to see me break down in front of him didnt he?
I sat on the stall ground so I didnt have to open the door. “Ill never be a real guy Kelly, ill never get to be like you or matt or herrmann or cap or any guy for that matter. Medically im seen as a woman physically im a woman but only mentally do i get to be a boy. Its not fair. I wish i wasnt here anymore Kel. I havent eaten in a week, ive barley got a wink of sleep. I cant keep going but i have a job i have to save people so i still come every day even if i want to put a bullet in my head. I dont because i know ill hurt people but why do i have to hurt so others wont?”
I could see his shadow come closer before he sat down on the outside of the stall. “I know the whats the word?“ I let out a light laugh before resting my head on the door, “Dysphoria.“ “Yes that, it’s hard you’ve come to me about it a few times now. Well I’ve always pried it out of you but you don’t have to do anything alone. You are a real guy, you are a boy. That was done and said once we met you. Now, once shift is done we will get through the rest of the day together. We can invite your brother too.“
“Ill see if Adam’s free...uh thank you Kelly.“ “Oh course Ru, always. You know that.”
I was about to respond but the alarm blared and I quickly wiped my face and opened the door. Kelly’s face met mine and I let out a small breath and smiled, “Lets go Lieutenant.” I pushed past him lightly and quickly got to truck; Kelly not far behind me.
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Like Kelly said we were leaving work together, he drove me to my apartment and I honestly never imagined he’d be in my apartment. Normally when he helps me we go to his apartment so we arent alone and its not awkward. I heard nothing but his feet following behind me as we got to my apartment I unlocked the door and plopped down on my couch. I heard the door close and lock before Kelly flicked on the kitchen lights. “Can we invite Shay and Dawson over too? Please?” “Yeah of course, ill text shay and you text dawson.” “Great. Adam isnt free tonight, there on a case so i thought we could invite them.”
Shay came over almost instantly, she had alcohol like always; Dawson following a few steps behind her. I closed the door behing them locking it and sitting down on the couch next to Dawson. Dawson was my best friend, besides Kelly of course. I met Dawson when we were young, she was always my favorite person; now I get to see her every day, this jobs wearing on it a bit though.
She was there through my whole transition and now Kelly is here for the after thoughts and major dysphoria because you still arent in the right body. Your parts werent correct and you knew you would never be able to like it because no matter what you did you wouldnt have the real thing.
I was ripped from my thoughts from Dawson placing her hand on my hand; I looked up and she was still in a conversation with Shay and Kelly. I smiled softly and laid my head on the back of the couch calming down; the thoughts stropped rolling in and I just got to happily listen to my friends having a break.
Once Shay and Gabby left I thanked Kelly once again for wanting to help me get through today. He stood on the other side of the door but everything happened so quickly I felt his lips press to mine. “Im sorry,” he said straightening back up. “Kelly isnt into only women i see?“ “I do know i like you, so yeah I guess I dont only like women.”
“See you tomorrow Ru?” “Or how about.”
I cut off my sentence but pulling him into another kiss and he stepped inside closing the door behind him.
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Fic Recommendations!
It’s time for another long list of fics that I’ve been loving lately, some I’ve read more than once. Feel free to submit some authors that you love as well that I’ll check out, or plug your own to me, I don’t mind. x
Devout Hands and Rubied Apples (Faramir) by @okay-j-hannah
Unnamed Haldir Oneshot by @make-me-imagine
Peace (Fili) by @elvish-sky
Safe Place (Kelly Severide) by @resanoona
Sugar Sweet (Richie Tozier) by @flusteredloser
Being the Youngest Loser (Platonic Losers Club) by @occasionaloneshots
Carnival Ride of Horror (Steve Harrington) by @kaylathekittykat225
A Heart, A Brain (Jughead Jones Two Parter) by @all-of-the-imagines-for-eve
First and Last Love (Steve Harrington) by @cumonweasley
Puppy Love (Adrian Chase) by @danny-cordray
All the words in all the world (Bucky Barnes) by @abovethesmokestacks
Clocktower (Sirius Black) by @earlgreydream
Unnamed Bo Sinclair NSFW Oneshot by @sunkendreams
Thanks T (Tony Stark - Father Figure) by @raineydays411
A Valentine (Colin Gray) by @writings-n-stuff
The Last Mission (NSFW Bucky Barnes) by @barnes-n-nobles
Just Between Us (Stan Uris) by @occasionaloneshots
Workaholic (Bo Sinclair) by @visceravalentines
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For Fic Title: You and I are Forever
Brettsey
So this kind of fits an idea I had, but then I saw someone was writing something pretty similar (in like the scenario was different but the same things happened) so I decided to can it. But maybe I could develop it into a long oneshot?
It’s the day after the Stellaride wedding, and Sylvie gives Matt a ride to the airport. They’ve agreed that their relationship is on a break. If they each meet someone else it’s fine, but it’s not fair to either of them to be waiting and hurting and wanting when they can’t have what they want. Sylvie says goodbye and immediately gets the news about the cabin being attacked and heads that way.
Cut to four months later, her clothes aren’t fitting right, she’s miserable. Everyone thinks it’s cause of the breakup - Severide didn’t hesitate in telling everyone Casey’s “a fucking self sacrificing moron, no offence Brett” for ending things. She thinks it’s too much ice cream. It’s not. But whenever anyone talks about Matt around her (which isn’t too often) it’s all about how good he is with the boys and the stability he gives them, how it’s thanks to Matt they’re gonna be ok. She loves Ben and Griffin, she can’t tell Matt about this baby and take him away from them. And she won’t leave Chicago.
There’s suspicions the baby is Casey’s but Sylvie says it’s not, timing doesn’t match, whatever. Matt hears from Kelly that she’s pregnant from someone else and that’s the final nail in the coffin of him wanting to go back to Chicago. People are kind of surprised at her having a one night stand but when people are sad they do stuff. Sylvie has the baby who thankfully to her is her little clone, all their daughter has to remind her of Matt is his ears and nose.
Two years later Ben gets into Northwestern, and Sylvie runs into him and Matt on the street as she’s pushing Baby Brettsey (gimme some time, I’ll think of a name) in a stroller. Matt’s stunned at Sylvie being there, but Ben’s delighted to see Sylvie and promises he’ll come by 51 some time. It’s only when she’s leaving that Ben tells Matt it’s clear Sylvie still has a crush.
Matt gets suspicious but can’t say anything, and he’s moved back full time now that Ben’s back and Griffin plans to move when he finishes college. He gets out in the same house as Pelham and learns a bit about when Sylvie was pregnant and how she “gave birth early” but the baby was healthy and they were home in a day. And his suspicions grow. Until he confronts Sylvie and she admits yeah, she had his baby.
And then drama.
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