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KAGEHINA FICS MASTERLIST
• ⭐️🎖️ jellyfish, by mysterytwin — hinata makes a list of things to do before graduation; and that includes confessing his feelings to kageyama. a wonderful story, so heartwarming. my utmost favorite.
• ⭐️ in transit, by mysecretfanmoments — while riding the bus together, hinata begins to discover about his feelings for kageyama. absolutely lovely.
• dare, by majesticartax — kagehina’s chosen to play a dare in which they end up locked in a room, and, of course, revelations ensue. this one made me scream lots. rated m!
• you know all the strings (and know just how to tug them), by artemisia_hq — 5 + 1 story about kageyama being whipped and can’t say no and hinata saying yes. domestic fluff.
• like always, by artemisia_hq — during their last walk home together, hinata becomes aware of his feelings and decides to do something about it. short story, yet so cute!
• ⭐️ i wanna know you, and i wanna love you, by momochai — kagehina go on a day together, or better yet, a date; even though they’re not quite aware of it. i was dying throughout all of this, outstanding!
• you’re grabbing my hands like they’re handbars, by mountains_6 — basically tsukishima being a third wheel when the three of them travel to rio, based on the extra bit of the manga, lol. short and endearing.
• 🎖️ a hundred or so hellos, by iwillstillopenthewindow — kageyama reincarnates over and over and hinata continues dying over and over. angst. a lot of angst. but still goddamn beautiful.
• let me in on the open secret too, by switmikan74 — kageyama doesn’t know that he’s dating hinata, until he gets hints from a shoujo manga. that’s so fitting, definitely worth the read!
• highway verse, series by emleewrites — a pixel cars au that i didn’t think it’d catch me until i read it and had dreams about this fantastic universe.
• ⭐️🎖️ if it wasn’t for you, by halfbloom (diphylleias) — in brazil, hinata learns more about relationships and what it means to have a bond with kageyama. got my heart effortlessly. such a delight.
• ⭐️ one more thing, by marks — it’s tsukishima and yamaguchi’s wedding, and kageyama and hinata decide to go together. can i please have more of this? sweet stories like this makes my heart melt, i swear.
• 🎖️⭐️ i can do better, by buu — kagehina compete over everything under the sun, and that includes kissing. and some more. in fact, every kagehina fic by this author hits. and this one… made me feel stuff. rated m!
• ⭐️ no angels could beckon me back, by lilacnoctua — heated arguments lead kagehina to heated moments with each other. a hot story with great development. loved every part of it.
• from this day forward, by emleewrites — kageyama tries to propose; it goes as badly as you can expect. so funny, seriously! i could easily recommend every fic by this author too, as well as esselle’s, but i’m gonna list my favorites anyway, so hang on!
• soft serve, by tothemoon — kagehina drives an ice cream truck to help karasuno; as one might expect, feelings are involved in between. summer fic, brings a ton of good emotions!
• 🎖️ famous v-league players make fools of themselves on twitter dot com, by crone_zone — the appearance of one hinata shouyou through the eyes of twitter users. pure comedy and it’s a whole show. gorgeous!
• room to grow, by mysecretfanmoments — things are different in their third year and hinata’s still learning how to deal with it. ah, young love! the best kind.
• raining verse, by emleewrites — kageyama’s cursed to be a kitten, hinata’s the one who finds him. i love a magic realism au, so imagine my happiness while reading this.
• future’s kiss, by mervousmer — kageyama somehow travels to the future for a moment, and hinata’s there, all grown-up. come on, time travels also have my heart! this one’s cute as hell.
• ⭐️ dethroned, by setkia — kageyama counts his victories and losses against hinata in his mind. what a gem! short and fabulously creative.
• saffron and cayenne pepper, by dontsaycrazy — neighbours kagehina: one only knows how to set the kitchen on fire and the other one’s actually a chef, what could work between them? everything, that’s the answer. a hit!
• on quarantining together…, series by winterey — social media kagehina making lives while on quarantine. fun and addictive!
• conflict of interest, by zukushou — more of social media kagehina, this time with journalists thinking they’re rivals when they’re actually… yknow *gay for each other*. just everything i’d ever want for them.
• ⭐️ with suds in your eyes (and a smile on your lips), by hqkrys — established relationship kagehina take a messy shower together. overall just endless fluff, which melts my heart!
• a bento for dr. kageyama, by zukushou — hinata leaves food for his husband and causes gossip at the hospital said husband works in. hahaha, this is definitely terrific.
• the best laid hands, by mysecretfanmoments — kageyama doesn’t even know how to deal with his own romantic life, so it’s best if other people don’t ask for advice. but what if it’s an advice for hinata? you never know :)
• ⭐️ better than firewhiskey, by mysterytwin — hogwarts au with kagehina! someone should definitely find this author by the way and give them a big hug. i want to. they rock.
• chase the light, my love, by thebeaming sun — kageyama planning to propose and earning support of his teammates. established relationship kind of thing that makes me smile.
• hinata and kageyama terrorise a simple interviewer, satorou masashi, series by call_me_j — story told in the form of an interview, including post time-skip kagehina of course. remarkable!
• optical, by kvhottie — kageyama wears glasses; everyone freaks out. do i need to explain more? hella entertaining.
• never doubt i love, by gentle_autumn_rain — jealous hinata thinks kageyama got a boyfriend. he didn’t. love these small misunderstandings that lead to a confession! so good.
• of gentlemen and scoundrels, by mysecretfanmoments — historical au with kageyama as a gentlemen in london and hinata who’s… well, not very much like him. the writing and the sexual tension in this is spectacular!
• ⭐️ save the last dance for me, my prince, by zukushou — prince kageyama and bodyguard hinata, as this fandom deserved. and such a well-developed at that. charming!
• patience, by mistonthelake — surprisingly enough, hinata discovers about kageyama’s crush on him earlier than the man himself. a lesson in being patient.
• wrestle for victory, by emleewrites — after their fateful game, kagehina decides to compete over wrestling. that’s definitely something they’d do and it got me hooked.
• ⭐️ oh we play, in autumn days, by aruariandance — kagehina being silly boys and kageyama getting a phone. is it because he wants to text hinata? that, he’ll never admit. i’d give it a hundred kudos if i could.
• ⭐️ ridiculous, by festivetrickster — yachi has to spend some time with kagehina in their apartment. the way they live just makes me suspicious of their relationship. no, like, this is indeed so ridiculous but i like it so much!
• sunstruck, by orphan account — kageyama gets the help of romero to sort out his relationship with hinata. seeing introverted kageyama slowly but surely trust his teammate and idol with issues like this makes me proud.
• ⭐️ sun above your shoulders, by longleggedgit — even in an universe where they go to different high schools, kagehina meet each other anyway. everything’s delightful here!
• the missing piece, by akaashism (acciomerlin) — kageyama deals with the changes in hinata. just adorable, i giggled a lot.
• the trouble with soulmates, by navybluewings — our sweet cupid hinata’s journey to get soulmates bonds fixed! this au rocks.
• five star review, by emleewrites — hinata’s hired to paint kageyama’s wall and they start a “friendship” out of it. amazing to see this unfold, so nicely done.
• 🎖️ for the best of all possible worlds, by tinygumdrops (curryramyeon) — an au about kagehina’s relationship journey from across countries, including letters. they meet while being apart and we see it unfold. is there anything better than this? majestic!
• at the tip of your nose, by cloesh_scribbles — where kageyama’s obsessed with eskimo kisses and hinata’s obsessed with him. please help me after this, the fluff killed me.
• the video series, by sunnyslipper — kageyama and hinata breaking the internet over and over with their videos. funny and spot on!
• alexa, play waking up in vegas, by attackofthezee (noxlunate) — kageyama and hinata get married accidentally. the thing is, i can totally imagine them doing this. they’re absurd and lovely.
• meat bun is a love language, by icecreamromantic — kageyama decides to confess using meat buns. come on, it’s stupidly perfect!
• slipping through sand, by majesticanna — an au in which kagehina meet in brazil. just so warm, waaah!
• high dose, by akaashism (acciomerlin) — hinata convinces kageyama that, because of a health issue, he needs kisses. i swear, these silly boys will break me. this is excellent.
• why do i feel like it’s (fake) love, by izucaii — hinata and kageyama pretend to be boyfriends while in brazil. a gorgeous fake-relationship story!
• ⭐️ a best man’s worse problems, by villainphilia — tsukishima, the best man for kagehina’s wedding, prepares his speech while reminiscing how the two dumbasses got together. all of this is just marvellous!
• five proposals, by dayoldcupcake — kageyama proposing, hinata saying no. done with the intent of giving me diabetes. chef’s kiss!
• ⭐️ plain as day, by emleewrites — hinata has a low self-esteem and kageyama tries to make him realize how wonderful he is. i died and came back. truly stunning.
• kageyama tobio reads thirst tweets (unedited), by popcornpearl — after making a bet, kageyama reads thirsty tweets and tries not to blush. it’s harder than he expected. rated m!
• i’m lucky to have you, zukushou — the famous “just woke up high in anestesia and i can’t remember my own partner” trope. pure comedy, love this for them.
• ⭐️ the obvious is at eye level (but i might need a step stool), by dr_awkward221 — hinata watching sakusa’s relationship with miya and slowly realizing things about his own his kageyama. i loove this one, it’s unbearably good.
• ⭐️🎖️ let the light out, by uhohshouto — kagehina make a bet in which the other one must ask for something of the loser. kageyama wants a kiss… and then something more. seriously though, i can’t believe this; it’s a wonderful story, so entertaining. rated e!
• epic, by esselle — a surfing au with hinata as an instructor and kageyama as an arrogant professional. this charming scenario surely made my day.
• let’s take this offline, by pas_dautres — office employees kagehina who meet through emails and reports. i had to add this, because it’s nice, surely worth the read.
• 🎖️ these hands of time, these hands of mine, by fireheartaw — kageyama being introspective over their story together and apart. light angst maybe, but the narrative’s so interesting and captivating.
• discordant, by majesticanna — academic rivals kagehina meet again as professors. so short but so sweet!
• 🎖️⭐️ pursuit verse, series by emleewrites — a gambler hinata and an attorney kageyama based on the ace attorney game. never played the game. but the story? deserves to be printed. if you never read it, you need to. hear me out: you need to.
• ⭐️ getting it right, by akaashism (acciormerlin) — play pretend boyfriends for miwa who end up actually having domestic moments and finding out more about their feelings, hehe.
• know you better, by mysterytwin — bakery worker kageyama and spell shop owner hinata in a world of magic! great development and very poetic.
note that this is based on the fics i’ve known since i entered the fandom and that i truly enjoy. either they’re famous or not famous, i’m just adding them here for my future self contentment and for those who, just as me, wanted a full list of kagehina fics upon getting engaged in haikyuu media.
if you think i should add more and if you have recs for me too, i’m accepting them! thank yoou.
last update: 3/3/24
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I needed to draw something from the beautiful fanfic of @ paperwetwithink "Arrhythmia" in AO3.... 💙💙🧡🧡🥹
#kagehina#hinata shouyou#haikyuu#kagehinaart#影日#omegaverse#au#hq fanart#my art <3#hinatashoyo#kageyamatobio#kagehina fic
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Let the Light Out
When Hinata officially makes it on the Japanese National Team, he and Kageyama make a deal in the name of friendly competition: whoever has the most points in their tally by the end of the Olympics wins a prize. Whatever they want—so long as it's not too expensive or life-threateningly dangerous.
Hinata quickly decides on a lifetime supply of meat buns.
Kageyama wants a kiss.
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Just Between Us
Can also be read on AO3!
Rating: E
Fandom: Haikyuu!!
Pairing: Kagehina (Kageyama/Hinata), mentions of Bokuaka (Bokuto/Akaashi) and Iwaoi (Iwaizumi/Oikawa)
Characters: Shoyo Hinata, Tobio Kageyama, Atsumu Miya, Kotaro Bokuto, cameos from Korai Hoshiumi, Wakatoshi Ushijima, Aran Ojiro, Tooru Oikawa, and Hajime Iwaizumi
Word Count: 12.5k
Summary: Hinata Shoyo has fulfilled his greatest dreams: reach the top of the volleyball world with Kageyama Tobio, and be loved by Kageyama Tobio. One is very public, while the other is hidden only for each other and their closest loved ones.
A risk gone wrong threatens to change that.
A/N: Originally published on AO3 on June 24th for @/Lmc_thph this year's Kagehina Exchange, and beta'd by @/danatooine. Further author's notes can be found on AO3.
***
“God damn, Tobio-kun!”
Shoyo’s shoulders shot up with Kageyama’s, even though his name wasn’t called. When he looked around, he immediately saw the cause for Atsumu’s loud surprise, and his heart sank.
The broad, defined, beautiful expanse of Kageyama’s back was marred by red lines, a set of four on each of his shoulder blades like wings.
There was a burst of shuffling and murmuring as other members of the National Team tried to get a look at Kageyama’s back. To Shoyo’s relief, the setter had already tugged his practice jersey on, covering up the implicating marks.
“Didn’t think ya had it in ya!” Atsumu cooed with a shit-eating grin. “Who’s the lucky lady? Or— hold on, you’re gay, right?”
“Please stop talking, Atsumu-san,” Kageyama muttered. Atsumu did not look like he was going to listen, but Kageyama was saved by Ushijima clapping his hands and urging the lingering team members to get out to the court already.
Shoyo didn’t look away from Kageyama fast enough to avoid meeting his eyes for the briefest breath, and he felt a jolt up his spine at the stormy anger in that blue gaze.
Oh, he was fucked.
***
“Fuck me.”
Shoyo pulled away to stare wide-eyed at Kageyama. “Really? But your team won the 3-on-3’s.”
“Yeah, so I get to choose. Fuck me.”
Oh. Huh. Shoyo was straddling Kageyama’s hips, fully prepared to stretch himself out and seat himself on his thick length. That was how it usually went when Kageyama won a game, and Shoyo had nearly gotten them exposed to the team. Honestly, he’d been kind of…looking forward to what kind of punishment Kageyama was going to dole out.
Not that he was going to complain. He eagerly scrambled to climb off of Kageyama’s hips and in between his legs, grabbing the bottle of lube on the journey. “What’s the occasion?” he asked as he slicked up his fingers.
“Do I need an occasion for you to fuck me?” Kageyama grumbled.
“Mm-hm! Maybe you remembered how much you love me, or how good I played earlier, or how I fuck you better than— wah!” His clean hand just barely caught Kageyama’s foot before it could collide with his face.
“Are you going to fuck me, or not?”
“Patience, Bossy-yama,” Shoyo cooed, brushing a light kiss to the inside of Kageyama’s ankle. He heard a quiet, sharp inhale, and he smirked into Kageyama’s soft skin before brushing another kiss to his ankle, then the inside of his knee, then tracing a path along the inside of his thigh.
With every brush of his lips, Kageyama’s breaths quickened, until his lips hovered over the hard curve of Kageyama’s cock. His tongue darted out to lick at his flushed cockhead, and that finally dragged a hoarse “Sho…” from Kageyama’s wet lips.
“Hm?” Shoyo hummed, looking up with wide, innocent eyes. “What’s wrong?”
Kageyama was flushed with heavy-lidded eyes, but he still scowled down at Shoyo with stubbornly closed lips. Shoyo didn’t mind—he knew how to break him. “Gotta use your words, To-bi-o,” he sang, brushing a kiss along his cock with every syllable of his name.
“I already did,” Kageyama bit out. He wrapped a leg around Shoyo’s waist, dragging his foot up until it pressed into the small of his back. “Fuck me.”
“Bossy,” Shoyo tutted. Without warning, he sank a finger into Kageyama, smirking when his foot immediately dropped from his back and went limp on the bed, matching the way his head fell back with a low moan.
He loved fucking Kageyama, loved feeling him wrapped tight and warm around him, but he especially loved watching him unravel like this. It was one thing to watch him grit his teeth and furrow his brows with concentration as he pounded Shoyo into oblivion, that concentration breaking only when Shoyo clenched tight around him. It was another thing entirely to melt him down from the inside out.
One finger became two, then became three, all crooked perfectly and pressing just enough to pull another cry from Kageyama. “Fuck, Sho—!”
“I know,” Shoyo hushed, leaning up to ghost a kiss against Kageyama’s wet, parted lips.
“I’m ready,” Kageyama groaned. “I’m ready, c’mon, just— mmh!”
“Okay, okay!” A fond huff of laughter escaped him as he reached for the lube. “Condom?”
“No.” Sweat-damp strands of black hair clung to the pillow as Kageyama shook his head, unable to even lift it.
“Really?” The word came out as more of a moan than a question, Shoyo’s concentration nearly escaping him at the slick grip of his own hand around his throbbing cock. He was almost dizzy from how badly he wanted to pump himself fast and hard, but he held himself back, letting the wet, filthy sounds of his strokes reach both his and Kageyama’s ears. Those dark blue eyes widened for a beat, before growing heavy with desire again.
“No condom?” Shoyo murmured, leaning down just enough to bump their noses together. “You want me to fill you up? You want to spill with me? What if you can’t get it all out and it leaks tomorrow?” Anyone else might have looked mortified at the thought, but not Kageyama. His teeth sunk into his bottom lip, biting back another moan. “You’d like that, wouldn’t you? Want everyone to know their best setter is a slut who gets filled up after practice?”
“M’not—” Kageyama’s protest trailed off into a shuddered breath of anticipation, distracted by Shoyo lining his tip up with his stretched rim.
“I know,” Shoyo hummed with a smirk. “You don’t spread your legs for just anyone, right? The only one allowed here”—he began pushing in, watching Kageyama wilt against the bed—“is me.”
“Only you,” Kageyama breathlessly agreed, wrapping his legs around Shoyo’s hips. “C’mon, Sho, fill me up.”
“Fuck.” That was all Shoyo could manage, all his focus narrowed on slowly pushing in, bit by bit, soaking in the sound of Kageyama’s bit-back moans and the sight of his heaving, flushed chest, until their hips finally met. “Good?”
“Wait,” Kageyama gasped, eyes screwed tight from the stretch.
This was one of the only situations where Shoyo was happy to wait. He trailed kisses and lightly sucked at Kageyama’s collarbones as the setter adjusted, pulling away just to watch his bites bloom like roses against his pale skin. Normally, this was the only time he could mark Kageyama up without getting yelled at, his nags replaced with shuddering sighs from the stretch.
But instead of melting more, Kageyama seemed to become unnervingly alert, eyes fluttering up to look down at Shoyo and lips curving down around his deep breaths. When he finally said, “I’m ready,” his voice came out more as a grunt than a sigh.
Shoyo obeyed, but not without asking, “Is something wrong?”
“What?”
“You look grumpier than usual.” Truthfully, Kageyama rarely looked grumpy at all in bed, but Shoyo wasn’t going to pass up a chance to tease him.
“Maybe because a dumbass nearly had us found out today,” Kageyama snapped. Despite his grumpy words, his legs tightened around Shoyo’s hips, urging him to move.
“You like when I mark you up!”
“Yeah, in places people won’t notice! Not—ah!—scratches the whole locker room sees!”
“Who asked you to—nngh—change in the middle of the locker room?”
“Who asked you to scratch up my whole back?”
“Didn’t hear you complain last night!”
“You little—mmh!”
Shoyo dipped down and cut him off with a kiss, his hips speeding up with every bite and lick. Driving into Kageyama with nothing between them was sublime. It never failed to drive Shoyo’s greed and want higher and higher with every thrust—
“Aahhh, the hell—?!” Shoyo arched away from the nails digging into his back, scratching sharp lines down his skin and making a mixture of pain and pleasure spark through him. His hips stuttered before driving in even deeper than before, pulling a whine from Kageyama. “Ow, Tobi!”
Shoyo’s heart skipped a beat at Kageyama’s smirk. How could someone look so annoying and so hot? “Oops.”
“You were just nagging me about that!”
“I wasn’t nagging— ah, fuck, there!”
Shoyo pushed himself upright until his hands were free to clutch at Kageyama’s hips, holding him in place so he could thrust fast and deep and hard into his prostate. The pressure would’ve been too much for Shoyo, but it was perfect for Kageyama, unraveling him until he was reduced to wordless gasps and moans.
“Good, Yama?”
“Ah, ahhhh, Sho, fuck!”
“That a yes?”
“Fuck off, you know— fuck!”
Shoyo felt spellbound, watching Kageyama like this: flushed, sweaty, black hair a mess, eyes half-lidded and dazed, lips kiss-swollen and parted around helpless noises. A grin pulled at his lips when those noises grew higher and almost-panicked. That was Shoyo’s cue to wrap his hand, still slippery with traces of lube, around Kageyama’s cock. He only needed one tug to make Kageyama cry out, “Yes!” That normally-gruff voice was ragged and whining, adorned with slutty moans that Shoyo knew only he would get to hear.
“Close, Tobi?”
“Yeah, fuck, Sho—”
“C’mon, baby, come for me.” Shoyo dipped down to brush his lips over the marks he’d sucked into Kageyama’s collarbones. “I wanna feel you go all tight around me.”
He punctuated the sentence with an extra squeeze to Kageyama’s cock. That was all he needed—with a cry, Kageyama arched off of the bed as white spurted across his abs and down Shoyo’s hand. His walls rippled around Shoyo, sucking him in deeper and tighter until he had no choice but to fall over the edge behind him. “Nnh, Tobio,” he groaned, grinding in until he finally emptied himself.
His cum was already seeping out around his softening length, and when he pulled out, he could barely grab a towel in time to stem the small stream that began to leak. “Wow, I filled you up,” he laughed breathlessly.
Kageyama didn’t respond beyond a low groan until Shoyo finished wiping him as clean as he could. The moment the towel left his skin, he planted a foot on Shoyo’s stomach and gently nudged him away, wincing at the movement in his leg. “Ow,” he grunted, weakly rubbing at the underside of his thigh. “The hell did you do?”
“Gave you the best fuck of your life?” Shoyo answered sweetly, until his eyes looked at where Kageyama was rubbing. “...Oh, fuck.”
“What? What’d you do?”
“Um…” There were deep red marks right where Shoyo could remember his hips driving in. He knew he fucked Kageyama hard, but he didn’t mean to bruise him. “You…might have more marks tomorrow.”
“How?” Kageyama snapped, looking much more alert from his post-orgasm daze.
“What do you mean, how?” Shoyo snapped back. “I fucked you! It’s not my fault you bruise like a peach!”
“It’s not my fault you have such bony hips!”
“Yeah right, like you weren’t groping all over them last night!”
“God, shut up,” Kageyama growled, grabbing Shoyo around the back of his neck and pulling him into a hungry, angry kiss. Shoyo went easily, more than happy to let Kageyama flip him over and part his legs.
It looked like he was going to get that punishment after all.
***
Shoyo loved playing volleyball. He loved playing it indoors and on the beach, in Japan and in Brazil, in casual games and in international championships.
But nothing, nothing, could measure up to standing on the court with Kageyama. It didn’t matter if they were on the same team or staring at each other through the net—Shoyo felt alive playing with Kageyama in a way no other team or player had ever made him feel.
Yes, he loved playing against Kageyama as much as on the same team, but the perk of being on the National Team together was training in the same city, in the same gym. When the best of Japan’s volleyball players were gathered in Tokyo, barely a night passed where Shoyo wasn’t with Kageyama.
The only problem was, the rest of the team didn’t know they were dating. Never mind that they were as good as engaged, only missing a ring. With how public everything else about their lives was, it was almost a relief to have something so intimate, so sweet, so comfortable be kept private, just for the two of them and their closest loved ones.
So, they had a system: Shoyo rented an apartment in the same building as Kageyama’s, so that it wouldn’t seem suspicious for them to be leaving together in the morning. They staggered their returns home, and Shoyo made sure to have his hair hidden under a cap when he stayed over at Kageyama’s place. They kept up their usual bickering, teasing, comfortable rapport at practice and during games, but anything more than brushed hands or “sportly” hugs were saved until they were behind closed doors.
But they weren’t perfect. They had their close calls, their stolen kisses in deserted halls and their ill-placed marks. Shoyo especially liked to live on the edge with the marks and hickeys he left on Kageyama. Yeah, he was much more disciplined now than he had been in high school, and that included thinking through his choices more.
Man, did he like to tease the limits when it came to Kageyama. Not too much, of course. They’d managed to avoid scrutiny for the most part. The instance with Atsumu was an isolated incident, nothing more. When Shoyo woke up the next morning to find scratches down his back, hickeys along his collarbones and the hollow of his throat, and bruises pressed into his thighs and hips, he wasn’t that alarmed. Sure, some would be trickier to properly hide, but even if some showed, it’d be fine. It wasn’t like any of them would be photographed or otherwise immortalized.
Then they walked into the gym, and were faced by their coach and two photographers lingering at his elbow. “Ah, Hinata, Kageyama, welcome!” their coach greeted them.
“Hey, Coach.” Shoyo answered for himself and Kageyama. “Who’re, um…”
“Ah, them?” Their coach threw a careless glance over his shoulder. “I’ll go into more detail when the rest of the team gets here, but basically: the Olympics committee wanted to build up some hype for the upcoming games, so they’re sending photographers to get shots of all of Japan’s national teams in action.”
Shoyo’s stomach dropped. “...Photos?”
“Yeah?” Shoyo squirmed under their coach’s raised brow. “Is there a problem?”
“N-no! Not at all, just…” Shoyo slapped on an attempt at his usual charismatic smile. “I forgot to double-check my good side, Coach!”
“Oh, ha ha. Go change and warm up.”
Kageyama had stayed silent through the exchange, and managed to hold himself together until they were alone in the locker room. “What the fuck?!” he hissed.
“What?!”
“What do you mean, what? We’re getting photographed, dumbass! For the whole country to see! Shit, maybe the whole world, oh, fuck me—”
“Already did,” Shoyo joked automatically, only for his words to crack into a yelp when Kageyama sank his fingers into his hair.
“Shut up! Look what you did!” With his free hand, Kageyama jerked aside his collar, and Shoyo winced at what was revealed: clusters of now-purpling bruises lined his collarbones and reached the precise line where the collar of his shirt landed. “The second I raise my arms to set and lower them again, everyone will see these! Including the photographers.”
Shoyo winced, not even bothering to squirm when Kageyama yanked his collar aside to look at the damage he’d created. He watched that handsome face go pale, and felt his stomach grow leaden with dread. “What…what do we do?”
“What can we do?” Kageyama grumbled. “We’ll just have to hope we play well enough to distract people from…anything else.”
He began pulling away, but Shoyo caught his hand and, after making sure they were alone in the locker room, chanced a brush to his palm. “I’m sorry, Tobi. I didn’t know—”
“Dumbass, don’t apologize. I went overboard, too.” Kageyama brushed his thumb across the back of Shoyo’s hand before finally pulling away. “Come on. We gotta warm up.”
Predictably, but thankfully, practice ended up being exactly what they needed to distract themselves. Even if it was less of a proper practice and more of an impromptu publicity photoshoot. Shoyo didn’t mind, not when the very photographers they’d feared ended up directing him and Kageyama to carry out both freak and regular quick attacks. Yes, there was a special thrill that came from landing the freak quick during an actual match. But when Shoyo whirled towards Kageyama for a celebratory high five, and his smile was met by a grin of pride and quiet adoration, the rush of love he felt still filled him with warmth and happiness separate from the court.
“Wow, Kageyama, how come we never see that smile in your ads?” Hoshiumi chuckled from the sidelines after the fifth quick for the cameras.
Kageyama’s cheeks flushed a pretty pink that was different from the usual ruddiness of exercise. “It’s…it’s because I’m never playing in those ads.”
“You play in the Power Curry ads,” Ushijima remarked, not to tease, just to state a fact. “But you never smile in those.”
“Because I’m focusing.”
“So you’re not focused when you toss to me?” Shoyo gasped, eager to join the group teasing. “Are you distracted with your precious freak attack partner, Yama-kun?”
“My what?” Any and all signs of embarrassment were sapped by annoyance as Kageyama shot a hand towards Shoyo’s head. He missed, as usual, because Shoyo expected it, as usual. “I’m not distracted, dumbass, just…” The truth was clear in his eyes, but stalled on his tongue, leaving him stumped and not a little panicked.
“You’re happy playing with Hinata-kun!” Bokuto oh-so-helpfully piped with a bright smile. “I get it, man, I felt the same way playing with Keiji! His tosses were always the best!”
“Bokkun, ya wound me so.”
“Aw, that’s not what I meant—”
Bokuto’s interruption was both the best and worst thing that could’ve happened. Kageyama looked like he might pass out from their partnership being loudly compared to what Bokuto had with his husband, and Shoyo, for his part, felt like he would get whiplash from how quickly he looked at the photographers to see if they’d connected any dreaded dots.
To his relief, they looked too busy snapping photos of the entire interaction, with the team lead looking delighted by all the shots of the team’s natural rapport. “I’ve photographed a lot of teams over the past few weeks,” he laughed to their coach, “and these guys are definitely the most close-knit bunch we’ve seen. What’s your secret, Coach?”
“No secret here. Just the team’s history with each other. It’s not often you have an Olympic team that played with and against each other in high school.”
“It definitely makes a difference.”
The photography team lead didn’t make any other comments after that, but for the rest of the practice, Shoyo couldn’t shake the distinct feeling that he was being watched.
***
Shoyo loved the National Team. He really did. If he could tell his high school self that he’d be playing on a team with Ushijima, Bokuto, Hoshiumi, Ojiro, and Atsumu, on top of all the other great players he’d admired, he was sure he would’ve seen his 16-year-old brain implode.
Yes, he loved this team. But sometimes…sometimes they got the worst ideas, and decided to make it the rest of the team’s problem.
Exhibit A: they had just finished their final practice before the few days they got to have as a break before they moved into the Olympic Village and began preparations for the opening ceremony. Instead of going home and getting a good night’s rest to let their bodies recover from practice, they were now sitting in an izakaya sharing enough beers and snacks to send the workers into a bit of a panic.
All thanks to Atsumu and Hoshiumi.
Shoyo wouldn’t have minded—he’d managed to build up a bit more of a tolerance in Rio, though he usually didn’t have more than a beer at a time once he’d joined the V.League. Kageyama, on the other hand…
“Yama, sit up,” Shoyo hissed, trying to fit his hands under Kageyama’s ribs to push him away. It didn’t work: Kageyama lifted an inch or two from Shoyo’s push…and fell right back over his shoulders. It was all Shoyo could do to not tip over from the extra weight.
“Alright there, Hinata?”
Shoyo looked up to see Ojiro watching him from across the table, brows raised over curious gray eyes. “Ah, yeah! I just…always forget what a lightweight Yama is.”
He punctuated his words with a poke at Kageyama’s side. Somehow, that worked to get him to sit up better than his shove. Annoyance pricked at him, but was quickly swept away by fond exasperation when Kageyama jerked upright, frowned into his almost-empty beer mug, and dully mumbled, “...Ow.”
“Hey, man,” Ojiro started, sounding like he was making a valiant attempt to hold back his laughter, “how much have you had to drink?”
Kageyama blinked slowly at Ojiro, visibly processing the question before silently raising three fingers. “M’not drunk,” he managed to mumble, “just…tipsy.”
“Alright, if you’re sure. How much more are you going to drink?”
Kageyama shrugged.
“You get one more beer,” Shoyo answered instead, raising a single, stubborn finger up to Kageyama’s face and grinning when his boyfriend nearly went cross-eyed trying to look at it. “One more! And that’s it!”
“Dumbass, you’re not my mom,” Kageyama grumbled, pushing away his finger with a frown that Shoyo easily recognized as his embarrassed grimace.
Shoyo, for his part, allowed himself to add one more shot to his tally of one beer and two shots. He was good about slowly nursing his beer, but he could never put up a good fight when Bokuto and Atsumu offered him shots of shochu. By the time the team finally cleared out of the izakaya, a flush was warming his face and he was laughing a little louder than usual. Kageyama, on the other hand, had gone basically silent, and was swaying like a tree in a non-existent breeze.
Loud laughter echoed in the night air when Atsumu pulled Shoyo into a hug, covering his quiet, “Sure you’ll be okay getting him back?”
“Yes, Tsumu-san,” Shoyo laughed with a reassuring pat on his back. “This isn’t my first time dealing with him drunk.”
“You’ll have to tell me that story later,” Atsumu chuckled before pulling away. “Be careful, Tobio-kun!” he said, whacking Kageyama on the shoulder and grinning when his fellow setter stumbled from the force. “I’ll never forgive ya if you squish my favorite spiker!”
Kageyama finally looked halfway alert when he frowned at Atsumu and grumbled, “He’s my spiker.” The quiet words were quickly overwhelmed by Bokuto and Hoshiumi’s affronted gasps at Atsumu’s declaration, but Shoyo heard him loud and clear, grinning wide as Kageyama dodged his gaze with scarlet ears.
He waited for the rest of the team to disperse before whispering, “Can you walk?”
“Yeah!” Kageyama answered a little too loudly. “Of course I can!”
They made it all of four blocks before Shoyo threw up his hands. “Alright, that’s it!” He crouched in front of Kageyama. “Climb on.”
He didn’t need to look over his shoulder to know his boyfriend was blinking down at him with a confused frown. “...What?”
“Climb on! I’ll piggyback you home.”
“Dumbass, you can’t carry me!”
“Yes, I can! Come on!”
“I’m gonna squish you!”
“Then squish me! At least we can get home faster!”
“M’not that slow.”
Shoyo scowled at the sidewalk when his back remained weight-free. “What’s wrong, Yama?” he suddenly cooed, inspiration striking just in time. “Scared I’ll carry you further than you can carry me?”
“M’not scared!”
“Then prove it!”
For a moment, all he heard was inscrutable mumbling. Then, all at once, the weight of a soon-to-be two-time Olympic athlete fell onto his back. Compared to his slouchy weight in the izakaya, Kageyama now felt like the weight of the world falling onto Atlas’s shoulders. Or, well, Shoyo’s.
“Woah, Tobi, the hell!”
“What?! You said get on!”
“Yeah, like a human, not like a sack of rice! Nearly broke my knees.”
“Whiny dumbass.” The mutter accompanied a shifting of Kageyama’s weight on his back, and Shoyo quickly tightened his hold around his thighs before he could try to stand back up. “Lemme go.”
“Nope!” With that, Shoyo began the slow, painstaking process of getting to his feet under more than twice his usual weight. “Why’re you so heavy?!”
“Lemme go or quit whining.”
“I can carry you and whine at the same time, Drunk-yama,” Shoyo snorted. Naturally, out of everything that night, bickering was when Kageyama sounded more sober than he had all evening. “Just don’t puke on me.”
“That’s a good idea.”
“Tobio!”
Unflattering snorts practically echoed in Shoyo’s left ear as a chin hooked over his shoulder. He didn’t flinch, not wanting to make Kageyama straighten up. Despite his aching body, he couldn’t help smiling at the brush of Kageyama’s nose at his cheek and his breaths ruffling his hair.
Somehow, through a sheer stubborn need to prove himself and the soft love spreading through him at Kageyama’s sleepy, drunken, snuffling breaths, Shoyo managed to reach the front stairs to their apartment building. He stared at the four measly steps up, felt the burning shake of his legs, and grunted, “Yama, get down.”
Nothing.
“Tobio!” Shoyo gathered every last bit of his strength to bounce the setter. “On your feet, c’mon!”
He heard a snort, a confused grumble, then, blessedly, all that Olympic weight slid off his back. His legs shuddered beneath him, longing to give out and let him crumple to the ground, but first: “Alright, let’s go inside.”
“No.”
Shoyo’s step forward was cut short by Kageyama tugging back on his hand. “What do you mean, no?”
“Kiss me first.”
Shoyo turned and gaped at his boyfriend, who frowned at him with a furrow to his brow that would have been frightening to anyone else, but that Shoyo recognized as being the equivalent to a childish pout. “Why?! We’re still outside!”
“Don’t care.” Kageyama took one unsteady step forward and rested his forehead on Shoyo’s. “R’you…mad at me? F’r getting drunk?”
“What? No! When have I gotten mad at you for something like that?”
“Then kiss me.”
“Tobiiiiii. What if someone sees us?”
“Say it’s my fault. M’drunk.”
“Yeah, no kidding.”
Kageyama just grunted and nudged his nose against Shoyo’s. The pressure was just ticklish enough to make Shoyo break into a soft giggle. “If I kiss you, will you go inside?”
“Mm.”
“Promise?”
“Yeah.”
“Fine. Kiss me.”
There was a beat, then Kageyama pulled away to pin Shoyo under a confused pout. “Wha?”
“I already hauled your drunk ass home! You gotta at least work for the kiss!”
Those sweet pink lips twisted, but Kageyama couldn’t argue. So he cupped Shoyo’s face in big, clumsy hands, and haphazardly teetered forward until their lips bumped each other. It reminded Shoyo of their first awkward, mismatched kiss, and when he helped fit their lips together, his were stretched into a grin.
“Quit smiling,” Kageyama mumbled into the kiss.
“I can’t! You’re too cute!”
Kageyama grumbled, but he didn’t nip at Shoyo’s lips nor try to kiss him again. He just let his head fall forward onto Shoyo’s shoulder. “Dumbass.”
“Uh-huh. Dumbass that got you home! C’mon.” Shoyo manhandled Kageyama’s arm around his shoulders and began leading him inside.
“Sho.”
“What?” Shoyo didn’t bother holding back his laughter. It wasn’t like Kageyama would remember it enough to be upset by it.
“Shtop…stop laughiiiiing.” Kageyama somehow slumped even more onto Shoyo’s shoulders. Shoyo was strong, of course he was, he couldn’t be a professional athlete if he wasn’t. But even he had his limits, and walking while carrying most of the weight of his co-athlete, very drunk, very off-balance boyfriend was threatening to step over that line.
“God, I love you so much, you lightweight idiot,” Shoyo sighed. “Are you sure you only had beer? Did Atsumu-san sneak you a shot?”
“No! No liquor! Only beer!”
“You’re like this after four beers? How did you survive Italy?!”
“They’re not…alcolics…like”—he stumbled over the edge of the elevator, and Shoyo barely managed to keep him on his feet—“like bajilics.”
“Like what?”
“Bajilics,” Kageyama repeated, sounding more certain and like he thought Shoyo was an idiot for not understanding.
“...Oh my god, do you mean Brazilians?”
“S’what I said.”
“Of course, so sorry.”
Kageyama grunted, lapsing into silence as he squished his cheek against Shoyo’s hair. “...Sho.”
This time Shoyo took care to choke back his laugh. Somehow, in the space between the izakaya and their building, the last bit of alcohol had been soaked up by Kageyama’s body and made him cross the line between sleepy silence and drunken chatter. He was only ever like this when drunk and alone with Shoyo, which wasn’t often. Truthfully, Shoyo still wasn’t used to it. “Yes, Yama?”
“I think…I drank too much.”
“Really?” Shoyo gasped. “Where’d you get an idea like that?”
He swore he could feel Kageyama’s frown pressed to his hair. “Shut up.” There was a deep sigh, a beat of silence, and then a mumbled, “Smell good.”
“What does?”
“You, dumbass.”
His cheeks grew warm. “Trying to seduce me, Tobi?”
“No,” Kageyama snorted. “If I wanted to seduce you, I’d just suck your—”
Ding!
The elevator chimed just as Shoyo slapped a hand over Kageyama’s mouth. “God, Yama, public!!”
He could feel Kageyama smile against his palm. It was the only warning he got before he was jerking his hand back from a wide lick. “Gross!”
“Gotcha,” Kageyama mumbled, immediately falling back over Shoyo’s shoulders. “M’tired.”
“Yeah, yeah. Let’s get you home.”
In hindsight, Shoyo wasn’t sure how he did it. He got Kageyama home, managed to get him to wash up as well as he could and have a bite to eat with a glass of water, then got him tucked into bed. It was hard, and annoying, and more than once Shoyo wanted to squish his cheeks until some sense was forced back into his head.
But then he looked down at Kageyama, at his sleepy blue eyes peering over his covers, and he thought his heart might burst from all the love pressing at its walls. “Good night, Tobio,” he murmured, dipping down to press a kiss to his forehead. “I’ll check on you tomorrow, ‘kay?”
He straightened up, ready to leave for his own apartment…only to be brought up short by strong fingers in his sleeve. “Stay.” The word was muffled, filtering through the thick covers obscuring Kageyama’s face.
“Tobio?”
“Stay with me. Then you…c’n check easier.”
Yeah, Shoyo’s heart was definitely going to burst by morning. “Uwah,” he gushed, letting a smitten smile pull at his lips. “You get really smart when you’re drunk!”
The fingers in his hoodie slipped away to the sound of a halfhearted growl. “Never mind. Go away.”
“Nope!”
Shoyo washed up and crawled into bed in record time, but he still couldn’t make it before Kageyama had dozed off. “You okay, Tobi?” he whispered, just in case.
“Mm.” Kageyama turned towards him and burrowed into his chest, silky black strands tickling at his chin. Strong arms wrapped tight around him, essentially locking Shoyo into bed.
“Good night,” he murmured again, laughter coloring his words.
“Mmf.”
“Love you, Tobi.”
He didn’t get an answer. But he did hear a content sigh, then the softest, snuffling little snores he ever did hear. When he fell asleep, it was with his nose buried into Kageyama’s hair and his arms holding him close like a teddy bear, the warmest, strongest, snuggliest teddy bear in the world.
And all his. Just his.
***
Shoyo was already used to being the first one up when they were both sober, so he wasn’t surprised to wake up and find Kageyama still asleep with a furrow in his brow the next morning. He was surprised to still be wrapped so tightly in his arms—usually they drifted apart at some point in the night, keeping at least a hand or arm on top of each other like an anchor. He wasn’t sure how to untangle himself without waking Kageyama up.
So, he didn’t.
“Yama,” he whispered.
“Mm.”
“Tobioooooo.”
“Mmfwhat?”
“Wake up.”
To his surprise, Kageyama actually obeyed, extracting his face from Shoyo’s chest and slowly blinking his eyes open…and immediately burrowing back in with a groan. “Too bright.”
“It’s not too bright,” Shoyo laughed. “You’re just hungover.”
“‘N you’re too loud.”
“Sorryyyy.” Shoyo lowered his voice to an exaggerated whisper. “Is this better?”
“You’re teasing me.”
“Am I?”
Kageyama pulled away again, this time to narrow his eyes at Shoyo. “...Dumbass.”
“Be nice to me, or I won’t make breakfast.”
Kageyama groaned and rolled away, stuffing his face into his pillow. “Don’t wanna eat. What if I throw it up?”
“I’ll bring you some water, Your Highness, then you should be okay to eat,” Shoyo snorted as he sat up and swung his legs over the side of the bed.
A foot suddenly planted itself in the small of his back and pushed him off the bed with a firm shove, forcing him to stumble to his feet. “Hey!”
“Go make breakfast.”
“Jerk,” Shoyo muttered under his breath. He pulled his phone from its charger and shuffled to the kitchen, putting the kettle on to boil while he checked his notifications.
That’s when he saw it.
From: Atsumu-san!🏐🐺
hey man, bokkun and i kinda…followed u n tobio last night
just to make sure u were actually okay to carry him!
and…we saw this
[photo attached]
Shoyo’s stomach dropped to his feet when he opened the image and squinted at it. It was blurry and taken from a distance with terrible zoom, but there was no mistaking his orange hair, and that was their apartment building, and he was definitely kissing a tall figure with dark hair and a black Olympics hoodie. “...Shit.”
They knew. Atsumu and Bokuto knew. They followed them last night and watched Shoyo kiss Kageyama to coax him over the threshold. The one time, the one time he indulged the chance to kiss in public, and this happened.
His fingers tightened around his phone. He nursed the irrational desire to squeeze it until it broke, but he didn’t have the money for a new phone. Besides, there were more texts from Atsumu to read.
From: Atsumu-san!🏐🐺
we’re not gonna tell any1 ofc
and i deleted the photo after sending it to u
just wanted to let u what we saw
since u 2 probs wanted to keep ur rs a secret
idk y tho
the team would understand
bokkun already cant shut up bout akaashi-san
Shoyo’s stomach slowly rose back to its rightful place, only to curdle with guilt. The messages had Atsumu’s patent sense of showy apathy, but Shoyo knew him too well. He could read the hurt he felt over not being trusted.
Because he was right, at least a little. The team would understand. Never mind Bokuto and Akaashi’s marriage. Most of the team had known each other for years, down to each other’s sexualities and dating histories. They already knew Shoyo was bi and Kageyama was gay. Their relationship would barely clock as a surprise to any of them.
But telling a whole team, even a team they knew so well, felt so…public. So real. So close to being revealed to the whole world, especially considering they were an Olympic team. Keeping their relationship under wraps from the team had just been a habit to Shoyo and Kageyama. They had kept this secret for long enough that being up front about it never even occurred to either of them.
Now the consequences of that unspoken decision was glaring up at Shoyo from his phone.
What should he say? What could he say? Any apologies felt hollow, and as guilty as Shoyo felt for making Atsumu feel untrusted, he didn’t think of the reason as a mistake that needed complete rectification.
He stared at the messages and the photo for another few breaths before finally bringing his fingers to the screen.
From: me
morning Atsumu-san!
ah…I didn’t realize anyone was following us 😅
thanks for letting me know
and for not sharing the photo with the rest of the team
I promise keeping our relationship a secret from the team wasn’t anything personal!
just...force of habit really
I’m okay with you and Bokuto-san knowing
and I’ll let Tobio know what happened
but could you guys not tell anyone else?
at least not yet?
From: Atsumu-san!🏐🐺
hey dude, no worries, i get it
but uh
about not telling the rest of the team
have u opened twitter today?
From: me
? no why?
From: Atsumu-san!🏐🐺
remember those publicity photos from practice a few weeks back?
they got published today
and the photos of u and tobio r REAL popular rn
At any other time, that would have been good news, if only because Shoyo could enjoy Kageyama’s pleased embarrassment over so many people seeing his photos. But just then, in the context of the already-scary conversation he was having with Atsumu, Shoyo could only feel a heavy dread settle on his shoulders.
He closed out of his messages and opened Twitter. He didn’t even need to scroll. There, at the top of his timeline, was a tweet with photos of the volleyball team from the Olympic account, as well as a thread of individual photos from the JVA account. The photos of the full team made a tiny smile rise to Shoyo’s lips despite everything: out of the four in the post, two were of the team in action, and two featured them bantering during a break. Shoyo’s favorite showed him and Kageyama standing next to the bench, fresh off the court and chatting with Hoshiumi, Ushijima, and Bokuto, all of whom were seated and relaxed. Even Ushijima had a slight curve to his lips and a glint in his olive eyes.
Shoyo couldn’t linger too long on the Olympic tweet. Whatever Atsumu was referring to must have been in the individual shots from the JVA. So Shoyo scrolled through the thread, occasionally pausing to appreciate a good action shot, before he finally reached the tweet with Kageyama’s solo photos.
They weren’t all solo photos. In fact, two of them also featured Shoyo, which should have been the first sign of danger. In one of the actual solo photos, Kageyama was pulling his collar to his chin, revealing a hint of his chiseled, sweaty abs, and in the other, he was throwing the ball up to serve.
Then Shoyo swiped to the third photo. In it, he was soaring through the air, and Kageyama was floating next to him, tossing the ball into a perfect arc, right to Shoyo’s hand. He could practically feel the ghost of the ball hitting his palm to slam into the court. The fourth photo showed him jumping again, this time to slap a high five to Kageyama’s offered hands.
The tweet with his own individual photos were fairly similar: a resting shot, a solo action shot, an action shot with Kageyama, and a resting shot with Kageyama.
Sure, it might have been strange for them to be the only ones to share photos in the thread, but the world already knew them as the “freak duo.” It shouldn’t be surprising to see them featured together.
From: me
idgi
what’s wrong w the photos?
From: Atsumu-san!🏐🐺
zoom in on them
Frowning, Shoyo obeyed, first zooming in on Kageyama’s solo shots. For a moment, he was distracted by the detailed close-up of his boyfriend’s perfect physique, as though he didn’t already get to enjoy it up close and personal every night.
Then he saw them.
There, just above Kageyama’s waistband, were two, barely-there bruises. Bruises that Shoyo knew were his fault.
Once he saw the first ones, he saw them everywhere. Kageyama sported bruises on above his waistband, along his collarbones, over his pulse point, and, most incriminating of all, between his thighs, right where Shoyo’s hips hit when he fucked Kageyama hard and ruthless.
Shit.
Shit.
Bruises were common in volleyball. Hell, they were common in any sport, but especially in volleyball, where collisions with fast-moving balls and hard gym floors were the name of the game. But those bruises were on knees and elbows, maybe the insides of forearms or outsides of thighs. They weren’t in the most intimate places on a person, places where the only marks that could be found there were almost always made on purpose.
The bruises on Kageyama could not have been more clearly from sex. No wonder people were talking about his photos—who wouldn’t be tantalized by a glimpse at a sexy setter’s intimate life?
The bruises were a little risque, sure, but no cause for scandal. No, the problems came with the photos of Shoyo, and his bruises. Because he had them. A lot of them. They marred his arms, his throat, his thighs, and if he really squinted, he could just the slightest glimpse of the red scratches Kageyama had left on his back peeking above the collar of his jersey.
From: me
oh shoot
do u really think ppl will think we gave those to each other?
we’re all adults!
we do adult things!!
From: Atsumu-san!🏐🐺
sho-kun
buddy
do u think tobio of all ppl usually gets marks like that?
From: me
he better not!! >:(
From: Atsumu-san!🏐🐺
…wrong q
thats on me
look tobio and i were on the vleague a few years longer than u
ive had my fair share of scandals bc of marks being visible
hickeys n stuff
we all do
even bokkun
from akaashi-san but still
but tobio didnt
he never had a single scandal for dating or sex or anything
then u joined the vleague
and whaddaya know
ushiwaka-kun texted omi
bc he was worried about tobio being more bruised up than usual
From: me
oh my god
I'm so sorry!!
From: Atsumu-san!🏐🐺
dont apologize
i thought it was hilarious
thats not the point
the point is that you also had marks
but somehow none of us really connected the dots
until jnt practices started
and wouldja look at that
you *both* were looking like old apples
w all them bruises
tbh i suspected something a while ago
but i didn’t want to make you uncomfortable
then last night happened and…yeah
From: me
…yeah
shit Atsumu-san
what do we do??
From: Atsumu-san!🏐🐺
well 1st dont panic
besides the team i dont think any1 noticed anything
yeah the fans are losing their minds
but thats just them being horny
i dont think any1 will suspect u gave those 2 each other
at least not 4 a while
but i think coach will want u guys to figure out what 2 do
if or when ppl get suspicious
so just…brace urself ig
we’re on ur side either way! 😤
From: me
ok
ok
thanks Atsumu-san
srsly
this means a lot
From: Atsumu-san!🏐🐺
ofc man
lemme know if i can do anything else k?
From: me
I will
thank you!
I’m gonna wake up Tobi and let him know what happened
we’ll see you at practice!
From: Atsumu-san!🏐🐺
tobi? tobi??
From: me
…um
don’t tell him I told you that
From: Atsumu-san!🏐🐺
nope too late
u owe me this
see u l8r
Despite the panic swirling through him, Shoyo couldn’t help scoffing a little at Atsumu’s messages. Sometimes, the setter still texted like he was using a number pad and not a proper keyboard. Dork.
His smile slid off his face when he opened the pictures once again. The photos that had been a sweet tribute to his partnership on the court with Kageyama now looked like terrible evidence, a perfect chance to compare their bruises and see where they could potentially fit together like puzzle pieces.
Shoyo wasn’t ashamed of his relationship with Kageyama. Quite the opposite, really: he wanted to shout and brag about their love from every rooftop of every building in Tokyo. But it was because they loved each other so much that they kept a tight lid on things. What they had was too precious, too hard-earned, to let others cast judgment on it. They already had enough of that from every other aspect of their careers and public lives.
Now, though…if they didn’t have a choice…then Shoyo would much rather reveal everything on their own terms. But that wasn’t a choice he could make on his own.
The kettle suddenly began whistling, jolting Shoyo out of his thoughts and forcing him to hurry and remove it from the stove. The damage was done—his ears were ringing from the noise, which meant he’d be getting a very grumpy companion, any moment now.
“Sho, what the hell?”
He flinched and turned to offer a grimace to Kageyama, who stood shirtless, rumpled, and adorably bleary-eyed at the entrance to the kitchen. “Sorry, I just…was distracted.”
“By what?” Kageyama was still grumpy, but when Shoyo turned towards the counter to begin making some tea, he was immediately surrounded by warm arms, with a sharp chin nestling into his shoulder.
“Um…” To his horror, Shoyo’s voice caught in his throat and his eyes burned with tears. Having Kageyama with him, a tangible reminder of what was at stake, made the threat of…of everything finally sink in.
“Sho?”
“I’m okay, just…” With their tea ready to steep, he turned in Kageyama’s arms and held him around the waist, burrowing his face into his chest. “We…we need to talk.”
“About what?”
Shoyo’s throat ached more from the wary tone of Kageyama’s words. “Something…something happened.”
***
They arrived at practice early, and their coach took all of one look at them before sighing with a small, sad, understanding smile. “So…you guys know.”
“Yeah,” Shoyo murmured, squeezing at Kageyama’s trembling fingers. “We know.”
“Well, then…you two aren’t opposed to staying after practice to meet with the PR manager, are you?”
“No, sir.”
“Good. Then go ahead and warm up.”
Practice was awkward. Not because of their playing—they were both determined to not let this mess affect anything on the court—but because of the worry emanating from all of their teammates, even Ushijima. Every time Shoyo was off of the court, whoever was with him murmured a check in of some sort.
“Are you guys okay?”
“What’s going on?”
“We’re here for you, man.”
It was sweet. A relief, really.
It also made Shoyo want to crawl out of his skin.
For the first time in his life, he was relieved when practice ended, because it meant that he could escape the stifling concern of the team and finally do something. Kageyama, on the other hand…
“Hey.” Shoyo grabbed his hand, a small part of him thrilled at being able to do so without looking around. “Breathe.”
Kageyama obeyed, and thankfully looked a little less green. “Sorry.”
“Don’t apologize, stupid,” Shoyo laughed softly. “I’m scared, too.”
“Yeah, but…you’re supposed to be the anxious one.”
“Hey!” A small smile nudged at Kageyama’s lips and made some relief wash over Shoyo, even as he frowned up at him. “Doesn’t feel so nice, does it?”
“I’ve literally never said it does, the hell?”
“Yeah, but you used to get all annoyed about it!”
“In first year! That was almost ten years ago, are you kidding me?”
Shoyo stuck his tongue out, only to squawk when Kageyama pinched his nose. “Ow, Yama!”
“That’s what you get, dumb—”
“Um.” They froze mid-scuffle, and looked towards the locker room entrance to see their coach staring at them with a bemused grin. “Sorry to interrupt, but…shall we get this meeting started?”
Their hands fell away from each other as they both offered sheepish bows. “Yes, sir. Sorry, sir.”
The crux of the issue, they were told, was the opening ceremonies looming in the very near future. It would be one thing if the threat of their relationship being revealed could be mostly contained within Japan. But with the Olympics happening in a matter of days, any big news about any member of any Olympic team would inevitably be reported on an international level.
“I don’t tell you this to try to encourage you one way or another in how you want to deal with this,” the team’s PR manager assured them. “But it is something important to keep in mind. Do you understand?”
Both men nodded.
“Good. Well then…now that you have some options…how would you like to move forward with this?”
Shoyo chewed at his lips, eyes flickering from the PR manager, to their coach, to Kageyama at his side. Their gazes met, and Kageyama silently reached towards Shoyo’s lap and took one of his hands with a squeeze. That decided it.
“Don’t…confirm or deny anything. Not yet. We…we have an idea.”
“An idea?” Eyebrows raised. “Can we…know this idea?”
They could. So the couple told them.
Their coach let out a low whistle. “That…is a hell of a risk.”
“Yes,” Kageyama answered simply. “We know, sir.”
“You two are certain about this?”
“We’re certain about each other.” Kageyama’s fingers tightened around Shoyo’s. “So yes. We’re certain about this.”
Shoyo still couldn’t believe how much love could fit in his heart for the man at his side. He dragged his eyes away from him to look at their coach, whose brows were creased in fond exasperation, and the team PR manager, who looked five seconds away from happy tears.
“Alright,” their PR manager sighed. “Well…I guess I’ll see you all at the Olympics, then.”
“Enjoy these last few days of peace, you two,” their coach said with a soft chuckle. “I get the feeling you won’t be having any peace for a while after the games.”
Uneasiness churned in Shoyo’s stomach. “Thank you, sir…you, too.”
“Oh, one last thing.” The couple paused in getting to their feet. “Tell the rest of the team before you see this plan through, alright? This won’t just be affecting you two.”
It was obvious, even something that they had discussed before. But hearing it from an outside party made the reality of it crash into Shoyo, and his quickening breaths reduced him to silence as he stared at their coach and PR manager.
“Yes, sir,” he distantly heard Kageyama answer. “We’ve already started. Have a good weekend.”
Shoyo let himself be tugged out of the gym and onto the sidewalk, where Kageyama grabbed his shoulders to spin him towards him. “Hey. What’s going on?”
“Nothing,” Shoyo tried to say, wincing when his words came out breathlessly. “I just…it’s a big change. And…the others…we…”
Complete sentences were beyond him, but the solemnity of Kageyama's handsome features told him he understood. “We don’t have to do this,” he murmured, sliding his hands down from Shoyo’s shoulders to squeeze his arms. “We can…we can deny everything, say something about how our competition just…riles us up, and that’s why we have more hookups after our games together. They’ve been reporting on our competitiveness with each other for years, it wouldn’t be that unbelievable.”
He was right. Shoyo knew he was right. But hiding their relationship was one thing. The thought of actively denying it made bile rise in his throat. He couldn’t do that, wouldn’t do that, and the tension around Kageyama’s eyes told him that his partner also hated the idea. “No,” he said firmly. “It’s like you said: we’re certain about each other. The attention will suck for a little bit, but you’re worth it, Tobi. I’m not going to lie about how much I love you.”
From his first “no,” the tension around Kageyama’s eyes melted into a bittersweet mix of nerves, relief, and certainty. “I’m going to kiss the hell out of you when we get home.”
“Just kiss?”
Shoyo’s sweet smile broke into a surprised yelp when Kageyama pinched his nose. “Don’t be greedy. C’mon, let’s go home.”
***
The Olympics Opening Ceremony and the days leading up to it were everything Shoyo could have dreamed and more. They were a whirlwind of settling into their dorms in the Olympic village, some practices on the Olympic courts, milling around and meeting fellow Olympians from around the world and every sport, all culminating in the Parade of Nations.
“Tobio,” he whispered when Japan wrapped up the parade and took their places on the stadium floor.
“Yeah?”
“We did it. We’re on the world stage.” He looked up at his partner in volleyball, in love, in life, and smiled through his tears. It didn’t matter that Kageyama had already done this once before—this was the first time they were here together, and Shoyo felt like he could float away on the bubble of sheer joy at finally fulfilling the vow he’d made as a small, scrappy, stubborn 16-year-old.
He could see the same realization and joy in Kageyama’s shining eyes, before he was being pulled into a tight embrace. It was safe, something that could look like a happy, platonic hug between teammates, but Shoyo knew better. He shuddered when he felt lips brush his ear and whisper, “I’m so fucking proud of you. You have no idea how much better this feels with you here.”
“Show-off,” Shoyo laughed, burying his face into Kageyama’s shoulder. “...Me, too. I’m proud of us.”
Everything in him screamed to forget the plan and kiss Kageyama right there. It was a miracle that he managed to contain himself until the door to their shared dorm room closed behind them, mere seconds before he pressed Kageyama to it and finally, finally pressed their lips together. “Hey, Yama,” he whispered between smacking kisses.
“Don’t. I already know what you’re going to say.”
“Wanna see if these beds are really sex-proof?”
“What did I just say?” Kageyama pushed him away, letting Shoyo get a good look at his exasperated frown and soft eyes. “Our first match is tomorrow, we can’t be sore from fucking.”
“Geez, I thought we could be more romantic,” Shoyo sniffed. “You won’t be sore from love-making.”
“Who said I’ll be the sore one?”
Anticipation zipped up Shoyo’s spine and had him hastily dropping his clothes to the floor as though they weren’t a once-in-a-lifetime Olympics blazer and pants. “Hurry up, then! We gotta get a good night’s sleep!”
“Don’t pretend to be responsible now.” The nag was the last thing Kageyama said before he pushed Shoyo to one of the cardboard beds and crawled between his legs.
Neither of them said much more after that. They were too busy unraveling each other to gasps and moans muffled against sweaty skin.
(Later, when Kageyama’s softening cock slipped out of Shoyo and freed him to slide off of the setter’s hips, the small bedspace still kept him half on top of him, one leg hooked across his cum-splattered abs.
“So? Are you sore?”
“Nope! Wanna change that?”
“Quit fucking around or I won’t toss to you tomorrow.”
“Yama! What kind of partner are you?!”
“A responsible one. Get off me, we need to clean up.”)
***
They lost to Argentina in their first game, a blow that stung less only when Shoyo stumbled across Oikawa sobbing in Iwaizumi’s arms by Team Japan’s locker rooms.
“You did it,” he could just barely hear Iwaizumi murmur.
“I did it,” Oikawa echoed with a tearful laugh. “I beat them, Iwa. I beat all of you.”
“Yeah…I’m proud of you, Shitty-kawa.”
“Oh, come on! I beat your team at the Olympics and you still can’t be nice?!”
“I said I’m proud of you. Take it or leave it.”
It would have sounded like their standard bickering if Shoyo didn’t know both of them well enough to recognize the tender adoration in their voices. When he returned to the locker room, Kageyama pinned him under a suspicious frown. “Why’re you smiling? We lost.”
“I know. So we’ll just have to beat France!”
A quiet laugh rippled through the team, chipping away at the heavy weight of disappointment hanging over them. “Sure, we’ll just go ahead and do that,” Hoshiumi snorted.
“We can!” Shoyo insisted. “Come on, guys, it’s not over yet! We’ve got more volleyball to play! As long as we don’t fall out of the running completely, we’ll keep playing! Isn’t that what matters most?”
“That’s the spirit, Hinata!” Bokuto cheered, slinging a heavy arm over Shoyo’s shoulders. “I’d expect nothing less from my greatest pupil!”
“Bokkun, it’s been almost ten years,” Atsumu groaned with a badly-hidden smirk. “Can you drop the whole ‘teacher-pupil’ thing?”
“Never! The bond between mentor and mentee is unbreakable! Right, Hinata?”
“Right, Bokuto-san!”
“Tobio-kun, are ya gonna let this stand? Bokkun’s takin’ more credit for Shoyo’s growth than you!”
Kageyama blinked, expression bland. “I’m not his teacher. I’m his partner.”
“Jesus, forget I said anythin’.”
“Already done.”
“Omi!”
Just like that, the sullen atmosphere shifted into something a little sweeter, more hopeful, and by the time their match against France rolled around, they were newly determined to settle for nothing less than a total victory. “Are you ready?” Kageyama murmured before they made their entrance to the court. The intensity in his eyes told Shoyo he wasn’t just talking about the match.
Shoyo gently rocked into his side with a smile and a chipper, “Of course! With you, I’m invincible!”
“Invincible,” Kageyama repeated with a smile so slight, Shoyo would have missed it if they didn’t know each other so completely.
***
The ball seemed to move in crystal-clear slow motion, sailing over the net to bounce off of Yaku’s arms in a perfect arc to Kageyama. Around him, Shoyo could see Bokuto, Ojiro, and Hoshiumi run for a synchronized attack, and his legs moved to let him perfectly blend in with his teammates.
He watched the ball meet Kageyama’s fingers just as he poured all the power he had left in him to jump as high as possible. There, at the peak of his jump, the ball appeared before him, and in that perfect split-second of suspension in the air, he found his target on the other side of the net.
His hand hit the ball with a delicious sting, and as he fell to the ground, the ball sped towards France’s libero, only to deflect from his arms and fly out-of-bounds. The wing spikers couldn’t move fast enough—the ball landed, with a thrilling slap against the court floors, just outside of the boundary lines.
Silence reigned over the stadium for a breath, only cracking open with two shrill whistles that sounded like the sweetest sirensong to Shoyo’s ears.
They did it. They won.
Noise exploded through the stadium. Shoyo’s ears rang from the screams and cheers of his teammates, but he didn’t care. It didn’t matter. All that mattered were the blue eyes finding his, and the breathtaking smile spreading below them.
His legs felt like they might give out from under him, but he pushed himself forward, barely aware of the tears falling to his cheeks. He was too focused on taking hold of Kageyama’s cheeks and pulling him down.
Later on, he would remember it all in parts: the sweet taste of Kageyama’s lips parting against his, the familiar comfort of his arms wrapping around his waist, the pressure of his hands pressing against Shoyo’s spine to bring him impossibly closer. Then there were the renewed screams of their teammates, this time in celebration of their announcement.
Because it was an announcement. With that single kiss on the world stage, they were finally breaking open the secrecy of their relationship and proudly baring their hearts to the entire world. Maybe it should’ve been terrifying, but in that moment, Shoyo only felt peace and love and joy, pure, unadulterated joy, overflowing in tears that flowed faster when his ears caught a soft whisper beneath the screams surrounding him.
“I love you.”
***
For the second night in a row, Shoyo and Kageyama entered their dorm room mid-makeout, only closing the door behind them so Shoyo could press Kageyama against it. “Yama,” he breathed, sucking kisses down his neck and soaking in the sounds of his shameless moans. “Tobio, what do you want? Tell me what to do for you.”
“What do you want?”
“Anything you want.”
“Dumbass, that’s not— ah, that’s not an answer— mmh!”
“I asked first.”
Before Kageyama could snap anything back, Shoyo slid his thigh between his legs, pulling the setter’s hips down until he was moaning from the pressure against the tent in his pants. “Fuck, Sho—!”
“Answer me, Tobio.”
Kageyama’s eyes fluttered open, and whatever he saw on Shoyo’s face made him bite his lip with a whimper. “Fuck me,” he gasped when Shoyo pressed his leg up.
“Yeah?” Shoyo murmured, leaning in to ghost their lips together. “Want me to fill you up? Want me to fuck you until you’re begging?”
Challenge glinted in those hazy blue eyes. “Make me,” Kageyama grunted. “Make me beg, Sho.”
“Yes, Your Highness.”
With a growl, Kageyama took his lips in a hungry kiss, rutting against Shoyo’s thigh despite what he’d just asked for. Shoyo could’ve sworn he could feel the heat building between Kageyama’s legs in time with the increasing hardness trapped in his jeans. “Tobio…shit, Tobio…”
Kageyama just hummed into the kisses, whimpering when Shoyo’s hands wandered under his shirt, sliding higher and higher until he could pinch at his nipples. “Let me see,” Shoyo whispered, “c’mon, Tobi, lemme see you.”
Despite his grunt of protest, Kageyama obeyed, nearly tearing fabric in his haste to rip his shirt off and bare his beautiful chest to Shoyo. He wasted no time diving in, sucking a nipple into his mouth to the sweet tune of Kageyama’s keening whines. They had showered before the celebratory team dinner, but the summer heat made sweat sting on Shoyo’s tastebuds, sharpening the delicious taste of Kageyama, Kageyama, nothing but Kageyama.
He wanted to eat him whole, wanted to drag his lips and tongue and teeth across every lightly-tanned inch of his perfect body. But for now, he was satisfied with gripping at Kageyama’s trim waist and stopping him from curving his plush chest away from his lips. He didn’t pull away until he heard his moans pick up in pitch and eventually break into a desperate, “Sho, Sho, m’close, fuck— wait, no—”
Shoyo ignored his pleas, sliding his thigh away and pinning Kageyama’s hips to the door. “Not yet, baby,” he whispered, pressing a sweet kiss to his gasping lips. “Wait for me, hm?”
He didn’t let go of Kageyama’s hips until they stopped twitching forward in search of more friction. Only then did Kageyama wilt in his hands, letting his forehead rest against Shoyo’s as he nodded. “Okay?” Shoyo asked.
“I won’t be if you don’t hurry up.”
Shoyo snickered, unabashed under Kageyama’s pout. “That’s a yes. C’mon, get naked and show me how you want me to fuck you.”
He could feel a shudder run through Kageyama’s body before he was being pushed away. He obeyed the gentle nudge, letting his hands fall away from Kageyama and watching shamelessly as he shoved his pants and socks off and climbed onto his bed. Arousal made his breath stop when Kageyama held himself up on his hands and knees and looked over his shoulder with an impatient frown. “Why’re you still not naked?”
“God, you’re hot,” Shoyo huffed, stripping himself and grabbing a condom and some lube. “Why’re you so hot when you’re bossy?”
“I’m not bossy,” Kageyama grunted, failing to look away before Shoyo caught a glimpse of his flushed cheeks. “And I dunno why you think weird things are hot.”
“Calling yourself weird, Yama?”
“No. I’m calling you weird.”
Shoyo snickered as he joined Kageyama on the bed, letting his cock nudge against the perfect swell of his ass. “Yeah, and you’re into me,” he murmured, brushing a kiss to his spine and relishing the soft whimper he earned. “So what’s that make you?”
“An idiot. Hurry up.”
“Aw, does it hurt?” Shoyo cooed in false sympathy. He slicked up one hand, but instead of tracing circles around Kageyama’s puckered hole, he reached around and took hold of his straining cock.
“Fuck!” Kageyama cried, head lolling between his shaking arms. “Sho, please—”
“Begging already? That’s not good.”
“Shut up, I’m— hah, I’m gonna— no, come on—!”
“Not yet,” Shoyo insisted, letting go just as he felt Kageyama’s cock harden that last tell-tale bit. “Shhh, Tobi, the others will hear you whining for me.”
“Fuck you,” Kageyama bit out.
“Nah, not tonight.” Shoyo snickered as he dodged the half-hearted swat Kageyama barely managed before he had to support himself on both hands again. “Okay, okay, here.” He slid his slippery hand between Kageyama’s legs, letting his slick touch trail along the curve of his tight balls and through the hot, tight space up to his puckered rim. Kageyama tensed beneath him as soon as he began drawing cold circles over his hole, and Shoyo brushed a kiss under his ear before slowly pressing in. “Relax, Tobi,” he whispered, grinning when he felt him obey. “Good boy.”
Kageyama just whimpered wordlessly, trembling when Shoyo’s finger slid home. “Is this good?” Shoyo asked quietly.
“Mm…yeah,” Kageyama groaned, slowly rocking his hips into the slight intrusion. “Yeah,” he repeated with a pleased sigh, “yeah, gimme more.”
“Yessir.” With that purr, Shoyo carefully slid out his finger to the last digit, before sliding it back in with a second finger. He pressed kisses along Kageyama’s shoulders and the back of his neck as he carefully stretched him out, following the sound of his gasps and moans. Yes, he knew exactly how Kageyama liked to be stretched out, but that didn’t mean he stopped relishing the way his name sounded when he finally curved three fingers into his prostate. “Sho—!”
“Good?”
“Yeah, yeah, fuck, it’s good!”
“Good.” He was more urgent than usual as he worked his fingers in and out and spread them wide, his own arousal burning through him at the sight of Kageyama trying to fuck himself on his fingers. “Shit, Tobio, I thought you wanted to come on my cock, not my fingers.”
“I do, hurry up!”
“Ask me nicely,” Shoyo huffed, as though he weren’t already slipping his fingers out and sliding the condom down his aching dick.
“Fuck me, Sho, c’mon, fill me up.”
Oh…that wasn’t quite what Shoyo had in mind, but damn, if he didn’t care.
He slid home to the sweet harmony of them moaning together. He tried, truly tried to hold still and let Kageyama adjust, but he couldn’t stop his hips from twitching forward, trying to reach even deeper. “Sho—”
“I know, sorry, I can’t— fuck, you’re tight,” Shoyo groaned. His fingers pressed at Kageyama’s hips, tight enough that he knew they would leave bruises. But Kageyama didn’t complain, too focused on relaxing around Shoyo’s hard length reaching deep inside him.
“Move.”
Shoyo was pulling out before the word finished leaving Kageyama’s lips, thrusting back in and setting a desperate pace. This wasn’t what he’d planned, didn’t match the image he’d had of a slow, drawn-out fuck, leaving Kageyama panting and begging under him. But Shoyo couldn’t help himself. After everything they’d been through that day—a loss, a win, revealing their relationship to the world and navigating the resulting rush of last-minute interviews, and celebrating both their win and their reveal with the team at dinner—all Shoyo wanted was to lose himself in the sublime, tight heat of the love of his life.
“Ah! Right there, fuck—!”
“Yeah, I’ve got you,” Shoyo panted, keeping up the perfect angle as he kept plowing forward. “You feel so good, Tobio, you’re always so good for me.”
“For you,” Kageyama breathlessly echoed, his words melting into soft, whining moans that left his lips with every thrust.
“Good boy.” Kageyama’s next whine was almost a wail, and he fell to his elbows, sweaty bangs brushing the plain covers and cock drooling beneath him. “That’s right,” Shoyo hissed, pressing his hips to Kageyama’s and grinding in as deep as he could, “you’re my good boy, aren’t you?”
It was still incredible to Shoyo, the way the pet name so thoroughly unwound Kageyama. He went wordless, reduced to whines and clumsy attempts to fuck himself on Shoyo’s dick. “Shhhh, easy does it.”
“No,” Kageyama mumbled into the sheets, “more, need more, m’close.”
“What do you need, Tobi?” Shoyo already knew what he needed, but it was always heady to hear Kageyama stumble over his words when he was usually so taciturn.
“Touch me, fuck me, c’mon—!” This time, he really did wail when Shoyo took hold of his cock. He couldn’t seem to decide between fucking back on him or thrusting into his hand, leaving him shuddering with twitching hips. “Yes, yes, yes—”
“Are you close? Gonna come for me?”
“Please, Sho, please—”
“I’ve got you. C’mon baby, come for me, you’re so close.”
“Close, close— nngh, Sho!” Kageyama pressed his face to the bed to muffle his shout when he finally broke, spilling onto the bed sheets and rocking against Shoyo. He tightened impossibly more around him, trapping Shoyo and leaving him only able to grind in until he followed him over the edge with a drawn-out groan.
Neither of them could say anything, their lips only parting around gasps for air and a last few shuddering moans from the aftershocks. Shoyo could only form words when Kageyama nearly collapsed into his own mess on the bed. “Woah, careful—” He just barely caught him by the hips and tipped him to the side, earning a soft grunt of thanks. “You okay, Tobio?”
“Mm…yeah, just…god, Sho.”
Shoyo could only laugh bashfully, tilting forward to kiss Kageyama’s hip before slowly standing on his own shaking legs. “I’ll clean us up, and then we can move to my bed, okay?” Kageyama just nodded into the sheets, but that was good enough for Shoyo.
They moved predictably slowly as Shoyo cleaned them both up, then urged Kageyama to help him strip the dirty covers from his bed and climb into Shoyo’s bed. “You sure you’re okay?”
“Yes, dumbass, I’m fine.”
“Are you gonna be sore tomorrow?”
Kageyama frowned as he gave a tentative stretch of his hip. “...I don’t think so. Nothing that’ll impede my playing.”
“Okay.” Shoyo finally let himself fully collapse into bed, fitting himself against Kageyama’s side like a puzzle piece. Kageyama shifted around until his head fit under Shoyo’s chin and he could nestle into Shoyo’s chest, letting him stroke his fingers through dark hair.
They laid there in silence, curled together so closely, Shoyo wasn’t sure where he ended and Kageyama began. He didn’t mind the quiet, never did when he was with Kageyama. But just as his eyes began drifting closed, he heard, “We kissed at the Olympics.”
“Hm?” Shoyo grunted, jolting awake. “Oh, yeah. Yeah! Just like we planned!”
“So the whole world knows about us.”
Apprehension pricked at Shoyo. Kageyama’s voice was flat, matter of fact, with an undertone of nerves that Shoyo couldn’t parse out. “Yeah, but…we planned for that. And that’s what we wanted, right?”
“Right, just…”
Why did he sound so nervous? What was Kageyama thinking about? Shoyo looked down at his smooth black hair and joked, “You’re not breaking up with me, are you?”
Well…he meant it as a joke, but he could hear the tension in his voice, which meant Kageyama would hear it, too.
Sure enough, Kageyama pulled away to frown at him. “No, dumbass! I’m just thinking…”
“Don’t hurt yourself.”
“Fuck off.” The phrase was flippant, with no heat or bite behind it. Shoyo pressed his lips thin to hold back his snort of laughter and waited for Kageyama to go on. “I was thinking,” he continued with a roll of his eyes, before he settled back down against Shoyo, “the world knows. The whole world knows that…that we’re together. That we love each other.”
“Yeah…?”
“And that we’re serious about each other.”
“Right…”
Calloused fingertips began drawing patterns across Shoyo’s chest. Despite the worry swelling in him, he still felt a jolt of fondness at the nervous habit. It had been a while since Kageyama last doodled on him like that. “Like…serious enough to be together for our whole lives?”
“Yeah!” Shoyo scoffed, indignant at the mere thought of the alternative. “You’re stuck with me, Tobi!”
He heard a soft snort, then silence for a beat, before, “Then…should we make it official?”
“I thought we just did that?”
“Dumbass, I meant…legally.”
There was heavy intent behind Kageyama’s words, but Shoyo couldn’t fathom what he was trying to imply. “Legally? What do you mean?”
“I mean marriage,” Kageyama scoffed, before raising himself to look Shoyo in the eye. “Marry me, dumbass.”
Oh. Oh. Oh, Shoyo loved him so much. He had never felt so certain about an answer in his whole life. But first: “Wow. That might be the least romantic proposal I’ve ever heard.”
“Hah?! Who else proposed to you?!”
“No one, stupid!” Shoyo said with a light flick at Kageyama’s forehead. “But I’ve heard other couples’ proposals, and they were way nicer than that!”
The nerves lining Kageyama’s eyes stiffened into annoyance. “So what, you’re not gonna marry me because I didn’t propose right?”
“What? I didn’t even answer!”
“Then answer, dumbass!”
“Yes, dummy! Of course I’ll marry you!”
Somewhere along the way, Shoyo’s voice began shaking with gleeful laughter, and soon Kageyama was laughing with him, and they laid there, laughing and laughing, and Shoyo had the idle thought that if someone could die from too much happiness, he would have perished a thousand times over by now.
Their laughter faded away, leaving Kageyama gazing down at Shoyo with the soft look of adoration that never failed to make love spread warm through him like a hot cup of tea. “You’re my future, Tobio,” he murmured, bringing his hands to Kageyama’s cheeks and stroking over their curves with gentle thumbs. “I’m never gonna stop running forward. I don’t care if I’m chasing you, or you’re chasing me, or we’re running together. I just…I want to do it with you. Forever.”
“Good.” Kageyama pushed himself up properly and fit himself between Shoyo’s legs. “Because I’m going to love you forever, Hinata Shoyo.”
Shoyo knew everything was going to continue changing now that their relationship was public, and that those changes were going to be daunting, no matter if they were good or bad.
But as he gazed up at Kageyama, at this man who had so inextricably woven himself into his heart, he knew, with a rare sense of certainty, that it would be worth it, all of it. He was worth it.
“And I’ll love you in this universe and the next, Kageyama Tobio.”
Because as long as they had each other, they’d be invincible.
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sweet dreams turn into coffee
“I didn’t even know it was possible to hold this much love for a single person, but I do, and it’s you, and everything you do for me, and I want to marry you.” He takes a breath. “So bad.” — kageyama tobio will be the first to propose, of this he is certain
hinata x kageyama
8,834 words, 1/1 chapters
this is part of my coffee au universe, but it can be read by itself (with only some mention of previous fics)
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MSBY Learns that, No, Christmas Tree Popcorn is Not Edible // SakuAtsu/KageHina/BokuAka/Gen Christmas Crack fic!
3k words, explicit (though honestly a mature rating would also be applicable? idk it was hard), similar to 5+1 format. SO much crack.
based off of a prompt from my creator centric sakuatsu server: Inappropriate usage of holiday decorations, which you can find on my profile <3
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Just Pretend (a kagehina fanfic)
Just a little snippit of something I wrote a while ago and posted on AO3. If you wanna, you can read it here. (I also knew next to nothing about the ending so... OC's galore and OOC characters! That's my style. Lmao)
"Hey, Kageyama! What's up?" Hinata answered cheerfully. Kageyama could hear that stupid smile of his through the phone.
"Can I ask you a favour?" Kageyama cautiously asked. A pause on the other end of the phone made his heart pound in his chest. Kageyama wasn't sure why he was so nervous, but he was. And this was his last resort. He nervously waited for the reply that seemed to take forever to come.
"Sure!" Hinata finally said after a moment. Kageyama let out a breath and tried to figure out how to word his question but eventually gave up and just decided to go for it.
"Will you go on a date with me? Not like a real date or anything but like, my teammates invited me to this group date thing and I tried looking for a date but I cant fine someone and it's tomorrow and for some reason I thought it'd be a good idea to ask you. I understand-"
"Kageyama-"
"-if you say no. It's a stupid request anyway. Actually, you're probably going to say no anyway, so please just forget I ask-"
"Kageyama." Hinata tried again, his voice stern. It rattled Kageyama. This time, Kageyama paused and waited. "Don't just assume things for me. If you need a date that badly, I'd be happy to go." Hinata heard Kageyama sigh in what he assumed was relief. Or maybe Kageyama was just catching his breath. Hinata couldn't really be sure, but Kageyama definitely sounded calmer.
"Thanks, Hinata. I owe you one." Hinata couldn't help but giggle.
"Okay, what's the dress code and where and when do you want me to meet you?"
They sorted out the details and chatted a bit longer. Hinata had told Kageyama all about the team he was now playing with.
"You should see this one guy. He plays number 17 on our team. He's a wing spiker like me, but he's an actual giant! Last time we measured, he was one hundred and ninety eight centimetres!" Kageyama listened as Hinata rambled on about his teammates and his fans. He told Kageyama how, when he was in Europe for a vacation, he was recognised by a university student.
"So how have things been? I haven't really talked to you in over a year, Kageyama. You really gotta keep up with us more." Hinata asked as he finished rambling. Kageyama heard a voice in the background. "Oh, by the way, Suga and Daichi say hello."
Kageyama couldn't help but grin at their names. He remembered their days together fondly. Sugawara and Daichi followed them all through their high school career. They were always up in the stands, cheering Kageyama and Hinata on, along with the others, of course. Kageyama owed so much to Sugawara and Daichi as they reshaped him into a team player. They taught him how to fight alongside his teammates instead of with them. After middle school, Kageyama had an intense fear of teamwork. He would've rather done everything himself than rely on others. But Sugawara and Daichi really taught him the value of trusting in your teammates to have your back.
"Tell them I said hello back. I haven't seen them in a long time." Kageyama said sadly as he heard Hinata tell them what he had said. "But yeah. Um, I've been good. A lot of training. I've been running a lot in the mornings before practice. And when we practice, I usually work on my receives and spikes. They say that I should hone my setting skills more than anything but I'd like to be better at things that dont come as naturally - though we also got a lot of practice of that in high school." Kageyama chuckled at the memories of Coach Ukai making them do flying laps. And the training camps with tokyo powerhouse schools were no better.
"That's great, Kageyama! I just usually wait for practice to do my running. My coach, Hiragi Tamojikato, is very strict on everything we do. From our diets to how we train. He watches us and gives us meal guides and everything! It's a pain, but I'm glad for it."
Kageyama loved hearing about Hinata's life as a professional volleyball player. They had a match-up once before after they were recruited to their now-teams. But Kageyama liked to keep up with his best friend. Though, as Hinata had previously stated, Kageyama failed to do that in the past year as he had been super busy with travelling and training and playing matches. But he kept up with Hinata through articles and interviews from Hinata's current team.
"Ya know, maybe we could get the old team back together some time. Asahi works in Sendai. And Yamaguchi and Tsuki are together in Hiroshima - though I'm not sure what they're doing there." Hinata giggled. One thing Kageyama noticed through his conversation with Hinata was that the orange haired boy wasn't using that stupid grammar he used to. The words of 'fwah!' and 'bwam!'. He kinda missed it but knew that as they grew older, Hinata probably grew out of his adolescent speech. Well, Kageyama figured it was that, or he just didn't want to embarrass himself in front of professional players.
"Kageyama? Are you listening?" Hinata questioned from the other end of the phone. Kageyama hummed. "I said that I have to go now but I'll meet you at your apartment around four thirty okay?" Kageyama hummed again and smiled, saying his goodbye to his best friend and hanging up the phone. Kageyama laid back on his bed, the plush mattress combined with the soft duvet allowed his body to sink into it. Kageyama stared up at the ceiling, grinning to himself as he thought of what the next day would bring, completely in the moment and forgetting that Hinata was only coming over to be his pretend date.
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i hate you a latte [ao3]
kagehina | 10.0k | T+
There’s a recent withdrawal for 1860 yen at the top of his account—just charged, less than an hour before. He reads the same string of numbers over and over, convinces himself it’s just his sleep-deprived eyes playing tricks on him, that there’s no way he actually spent almost 2000 yen on a single cup of coffee.
He startles at the sound of Bokuto asking, “You okay, Hinata?”
Then, as clarity reaches him with miserable force, Hinata holds his phone out for his roommates to see and exclaims, “THAT JERK CHARGED ME FOR FOUR DRINKS?!”
“You should demand a refund,” Atsumu says. “Or, that he gets fired.”
It’s Sakusa who adds, “Should be both.”
or, three times Kageyama gets Hinata's order wrong (+ the one time he gets it right).
[additional tags: coffee shop au; barista kageyama; strangers to lovers; 3+1 things]
#haikyuu#kagehina#hinata shoyo#kageyama tobio#kghn#haikyuu fanfiction#kagehina fic#kagehina fanfiction#miiyumei writes
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losing to hinata wakes something up in kageyama
fandom: haikyuu!!
word count: 1.3k
rating: explicit
pairing: hinata shoyo/kageyama tobio
tags: oneshot; blowjob; semi-public sex; role reversal; dom/sub undertones; dirty talk; established relationship; kink discovery.
“I didn’t get lucky. I got good,” Hinata teases, showing his most mischievous grin because he knows it drives Kageyama half insane. “Maybe I’m the king now, huh?” He adds without really thinking.
Kageyama pulls back too suddenly, his leg brushing along Hinata’s clothed cock and making him whimper again. He eyes him for a second, a long second that has Hinata worrying he went too far, said the wrong thing, when—
Kageyama drops to his knees.
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kghn fic rec: “Hunting Season” by Eguko
This was the first kghn fic I ever read on ao3. It is sooooooo very dear to me, and it feels like a Disney movie. And not only is the kagehina written extremely well but there’s also an iwaoi story going on at the same time.
I honestly really admire writers who can write two love stories in the same fic. I would have NO CLUE how to balance that. So hats off to u guys 🥰🥰🎩🎩🎩.
Anywayyyyy pls go enjoy this fic 😘
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So very excited to finally share my piece for the @kagehinabigbang !! A big thanks to my team, this was such a wonderful experience!!
Tags: Exes to Lovers, Tokyo Olympics, Fluff & Angst, Happy Ending
WC: 46k
Beta-read by @maeveth ♥️
Art by the amazing @ainudraws & @sktsism ❤️
Read it HERE!
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Can I ask your top 10 fav fics ever (from any fandom, if you don't mind)?
Also, just curious, is there a story behind your name "askew-d "?
hello, there! sorry for the long wait, i forgot to check my notifs :( i will do better next time. thank you for this question! i feel like i’ve waited ages for someone to ask me exactly that, lol. i could talk about well-written fanfics forever!! can i give you a hug? because this is wonderful, really.
let’s go for it! my range of fanfiction that i enjoy vary, but one thing remains: i will adore your fic, no matter the fandom, if it’s written with passion and if it contains good, poetic introspection. i love poetry. for me, if there’s melancholic tropes of any kind i’m into it. immortal character and reincarnation? give me now. supernatural elements or slice of life with doomed narrative? i’ll ignore sleep to read it. angst with happy ending? my endgame, for sure.
however, i also adore silly, comedic, cute pieces of domestic life or otherwise. i had a hard time choosing from my bookmarks for this, and i also reviewed some of my favorites, it was fun. before we continue, here are some of the tags that i don’t dive into for whatever reason: porn without plot (it personally just doesn’t interest me at all), non-con, gore, a/b/o dynamics, soulmates au. sorry if you were hoping for it! i’ll try classify them into an order of what i like most.
1. jellyfish, by mystery twin, for the haikyuu!! fandom — i read this when i was finishing high school and coincidentally the story talks about finishing high school! i have a personal attachment that makes me reread it every year. it’s some sort of tradition at this point. not to mention i love kagehina dearly.
2. teen project to change the world, by animeloverhomura, for the mo dao zu shi fandom — respectfully speaking, i would find this author and give them a big hug. their writing is spetacular! if you've never seen this one and you're into mdzs, know it's a story where the characters get to see every event from the novel and donghua, even the dead characters. they watch wei wuxian journey, can you believe it? so goddamn entertaining. promptly waiting for the next update!
3. a hundred or so hellos, by iwillstillopenthewindow, for the haikyuu!! fandom — remember i said i love melancholic stories? well, this one broke me so hard, i had to mention how i hold it with tenderness (we love things that breaks us, dont we?). this fandom manages to write the cutest, most unhinged things sometimes. even it's an anime about sports. i always get amazed by it.
4. no certainty of doors between us, by betts, for the mo dao zu shi fandom — certainly the most silly little fanfic i've ever seen, it's hilariously sweet. i want everyone to read this masterpiece because, seriously, whoever did this deserves only the best. so, so, cute. it had to be in my top 10!
5. their kindred encounters, by fireflavoredwhiskey, for the untamed rpf fandom (bjyx) — you know those kinds of shows, books, any piece of media, that tears up apart? well, this one was it for me. it's a very famous one that deserves all praise, certainly well-written and enjoyable to the core, with doses of angst, romance and beauty overall.
6. as the clouds part and clear, we finally meet again, by 12262325, for the mo dao zu shi fandom — aaaaa, i was truly torn between putting this in the third or fourth place, but i ended up putting it here. come on, i love an age difference kind of story, especially for wangxian, and this one was perfectly done. sweet and funny. the development? the yearning?? outstanding!! i read this many times already, i'll never get tired.
7. pursuit, by emleewrites, for the haikyuu!! fandom — mystery, romance, lawsuits, poker games, adventure, slice of life, AMAZING depictions and so, so goddamn well-written? that's what you're looking for in any fanfiction. the author dedicated herself entirely for this story, and, like i said, i love stories that are written with passion, you can see it pouring through every paragraph. besides, highly entertaining. i'm not very into long fics, but once i started it off, i couldn't stop. that's how addicting it is.
8. linger by the door (i’ve always been yours), by piecrust, for the mo dao zu shi fandom — epistolary?? have i mentioned how i love it?? some of the phrases in this are gold, in my bookmarks you can check some of them (i ought to make a list of my favorite fic quotes, btw, i will sure do it). through each letter i could comprehend more of wei wuxian's feelings and his internal conflict. i love feeling this connected to a character.
9. all the world is ours to take, by khrys, for the fugou keiji fandom — i have more than one favorite fanfiction for this couple. you know these kinds of developing relationship where the transition from (maybe enemies too) friends to lovers happens so smoothly that it feels like they've been soulmates first and foremost at the end? i don't even know how to explain. i just love how, when they finally are together, it's like they've been together for years. and they just... made it official? i like it. i love my mr. kambe haru.
10. he won’t tell you that he loves you, by hellshandbasket, for the house m.d fandom — i found this to be the most fitting, perfect story for this specific couple. they deserved more stories like this, but we dont see it anymore. i would hightlight the feelings realization in this one, that is so fucking real? haha in any case, it's a fanfic that i enjoyed a great deal.
that's it, i guess! i wanted to add link click fanfics also, however i barely started reading fanfictions from its fandom, i'm drowning in it lately but it's just a start. perhaps very sooon!
oh, i’m gonna finish explaining about the name! in my native language, i’ve heard someone tell me before that ‘life’s a little askew, nothing’s ever perfect’, and that quote remained in every biography of any english website i ever went to. then in literature class someday i had to write about historical women and came across this one named anne askew (i wanted to write about the mostly barely-spoken women). it was the second time i saw this word. i didn’t think of it as a proper name before, but then i had to create a nickname for my ao3 profile and thought, humn, why not just ‘askew’? the quote has been engraved in my heart anyway, so i went for it. we’re all flawed and askew. so, yeah, it just… fit? the ‘d’ here on tumblr it’s only because my surname has a ‘de morais’ in it. i also liked that it resembled ‘alaska’, the john green character i was kinda of obsessed with back in my teenager grunge phase. i don’t like these kinds of books anymore, but i guess some details stay with you. do you think it’s weird? never thought of changing.
thanks for this outstanding ask, it certainly entertained me. and hope you have a nice sleep today, big hugs coming your way! 🤍
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#kagehina#hinatashouyou#haikyuu#kagehinaart#影日#omegaverso#En#hq fanart#mi arte <3#hinatashoyo#kageyamatobio#kagehina fic
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Everything is a Competition When it's You
“Shou-chan, I feel like this is a bad idea,” Izumi said, sitting with Shouyou at the hairdresser. He was currently waiting to get the dye rinsed out of his hair. “What colors did you pick, again?”
“Hot pink and neon green,” Shouyou replied, not looking up from the magazine he was reading. He was taking a quiz to find out what kind of dog he would be. Shouyou tossed the magazine down angrily when it told him he was a Pomeranian. Shouyou hated how small and cutesy everyone made him out to be. He was fifteen, for goodness sake.
Izumi frowned. “Yeah, I’m sorry, but that sounds insane.”
“No, it’s perfect,” Shouyou replied. “Because even if my soul mate can pull off orange streaks, there’s no way he can get away with this.”
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At the End of the Sun, Ch 15: Consequences
Can also be read on AO3!
Rating: Chapter: T; Whole Work: E
Fandom: Haikyuu!!
Pairing: Kagehina (Kageyama/Hinata)
Characters: Shoyo Hinata, Tobio Kageyama, Tooru Oikawa, Miwa Kageyama
Word Count: Chapter: 3.7k; Whole Work: 160k
Summary: Morning brings a dreaded arrival.
A/N: Originally published on AO3 on March 11th. Further author's notes can be found there.
☾
“Oikawa…he’s coming.”
Shoyo’s blood turned to ice. “…What? How do you know?”
“The curse. It helps him find me. He didn’t bother before, but now that I’ve failed, he’s going to come for me. I…I have to…” Still leaning on the doorframe, Tobio stumbled over the threshold and into the house, leaving Shoyo to hurry after him.
His breath caught when Tobio made his way towards the room they’d shared…and turned to the door across from it. It was the door to the only room in the whole house he hadn’t seen, the only promise he’d managed to keep despite everything. He’d always been aware of the latch at the opening edge of the shoji screen, but not the minuscule keyhole below it.
Tobio plucked an even smaller key from the top of the screen and fumbled to fit it into the hole, his hands shaking as he finally got it to click into place and slide open the screen. He began to step inside, only to pause when his eyes landed on Shoyo and widened, as though he’d forgotten about him in his clumsy panic. “Um…you can come in,” he muttered, his cheeks growing pink beneath his averted eyes. Shoyo could only nod and silently follow him in.
Inside was an almost-perfect mirror of his own room: the same dresser, the same lamp on top, the same closet and small window. But where Shoyo’s room had come to feel lived-in over the months, this one felt…cold, even a bit dusty. The only signs that the room had been used were the hastily-folded blankets in the cracked-open closet and the bow and arrows propped in the corner. A chill slid down Shoyo’s spine at the realization that those were the bow and arrows that had killed the shape-shifting man and gotten Tobio cursed.
Shoyo was silent and still as a statue while Tobio bustled around the room, digging out a pack from the closet and shoving items from the dresser into it. Once he tied it closed, he knotted a leather strap around his neck and took out a fine set of clothes. When he pulled on the hakama that went under the matching kimono and turned around, Shoyo wasn’t surprised to see a familiar blue stone hanging from the necklace.
His attention was quickly pulled to Tobio’s face at the sound of a soft grunt, and he found him grimacing as his hand rose to his chest. His movements had loosened the wax from the wounds it had burned into his skin, but the burns themselves were still there, pulling tight every time he tried to raise his arm.
Guilt was sour on Shoyo’s tongue as he hurried over and lowered Tobio’s hand. “Let me,” he whispered, taking the clothes from his hands. Tobio’s tense features slowly relaxed as Shoyo helped him slip into the underrobes and the deep blue kimono over it. “It was yours,” Shoyo realized, looking up at Tobio’s confused expression.
“What?”
“The kimono you gave me. That’s why it’s big on me—it was tailored down from yours.”
Just like that, Tobio’s confusion was replaced by a bright red blush and averted eyes. “Um…yeah.”
“Did you want us to match?” Shoyo asked innocently as he belted the obi around Tobio’s trim waist.
“I didn’t want to ask Nee-san to get a new kimono,” Tobio mumbled, keeping his gaze fixed on Shoyo’s busy hands instead of his eyes. “And…I didn’t…mind matching with you.”
His gruff bashfulness was so much more endearing when Shoyo could see it creep over his human features. He loved him so much, he almost couldn’t breathe from it, and he couldn’t resist leaning up to press a kiss to his cheek. “Me too,” he whispered, smiling when Tobio finally met his gaze with wide eyes.
With the last ties secured, Shoyo smoothed down the folds of the kimono with a quiet, “All done.”
Before he could step away, Tobio caught his face in gentle hands and pressed a sweet, chaste kiss to his lips. “Thank you,” he murmured with another kiss. He winced as he let Shoyo go, his hands leaving his cheeks to rub at his own chest over his heart. “Shit…he’s almost here.”
He scooped up his pack with one hand and grabbed Shoyo’s hand with the other, leading the way back outside…only to freeze on the engawa.
He suddenly turned to face Shoyo, who could only watch him with wide eyes. “Shoyo,” he muttered urgently, gently holding his cheeks, “go back inside and stay there. When he gets here, he can’t see you. I don’t know what he’ll try to do to you.”
“What? No! I’m not hiding!” Shoyo didn’t care about how childish he sounded—he only cared about staying by Tobio’s side and keeping him safe.
“You’re not hiding. You’re letting me protect you.”
“I don’t need protection!” He grabbed at Tobio’s hands, keeping them pressed to his cheeks. “I’m a samurai, I’ve been training, I can fight!”
“I know you can, but not against him.”
“Just let me—”
“Quit arguing and listen to me, dumbass.” Despite everything, despite his panic and annoyance, there was still a note of affection in Tobio’s voice. “When we leave, wait for an hour, and then go home. Take care of your family, of Natsu. Go back to your work, be a samurai, live your life again.”
“What about you? How will I see you again?”
That made Tobio pause, doubt and grief flickering over his face before he shook his head. “You can’t. I don’t know what Oikawa will do to me, but he can’t see you. He can’t know who you are.”
Shoyo shook his head furiously, clinging to Tobio’s hands at his cheeks. “No! No, I’ll come find you, I can save you, just like you saved Natsu!”
“You can’t, Shoyo. Even if I wanted you to, it’s impossible. Oikawa’s palace is at the end of the sun. No mortal human can find it, not unless he wants them to.” Tobio rested his forehead against Shoyo’s, his sigh ruffling his ginger strands. “I’m not worth it, Sho. Go live your life again. Soon, this’ll all just be a distant memory.”
“That’s bullshit and you know it!” Shoyo’s throat was growing tight around the threat of tears, but he didn’t care. He just needed Tobio to believe him. “Do you want to see me again?”
“What? Yeah, of course I do. But—”
“Then I’ll come for you. I don’t care what it takes, I’ll come for you, I swear.”
Tobio pulled away and stared at him, eyes flickering over his features as though he were trying to memorize them, before he pressed their lips together in a deep, lingering kiss. Then, before Shoyo’s eyes could fully open again, he was being pushed back further into the house. By the time he stopped stumbling over the mats, the doors had slid shut, and he could hear the sound of the storm panels closing as well.
He moved to wrench the screens open, when thunder rumbled over the house. Light flashed through the tiny gap between the closed doors, bright and quick enough that Shoyo would’ve believed it was lightning if he hadn’t just seen the clear sky.
“Oh my…I’d forgotten how…quaint your little home away from home was.”
“Oikawa-sama.”
“Why, hello, little prince.” The new voice was smooth, charming, with a venomous edge that made a shiver run down Shoyo’s spine. “My, aren’t you handsome in the sunlight? I’d almost forgotten. Although the moonlight really does suit you so well.”
Tobio remained silent. Shoyo wished he could see what he looked like—all he could imagine was his wolf form, sitting with his ears flat against his head and his fur rising around his neck.
“You’re being awfully spare with your words.”
“What is there to say?” Tobio finally answered, his voice low and rough. “I’ve failed the conditions to break the curse. Aren’t you going to take me away somewhere and punish me more?”
“Goodness, princeling, show some patience. We’ll get to my lovely abode, all in good time. Let me look around, see how you’ve settled in. It really has been so long since my last visit.”
Princeling? Little prince? How strange. Tobio could be a bit gruff and demanding sometimes, but Shoyo didn’t think that warranted so many nicknames.
“There…there really isn’t much to see…sir. L-like you said, it’s a small home.”
“Then that’ll make it easier for me to find what I’m looking for.”
“…Sir?”
“Let’s see here…”
“Sir…sir, wait!”
A gust of wind suddenly blew Shoyo back, sending him sprawling over the floor as the shoji screens and storm panels opened with loud clacks.
There, standing in front of a stricken Tobio, was a tall, handsome man. “Handsome” didn’t feel quite right, though. “Pretty” suited him better: soft chestnut hair fell over his face in a careful tousle, and glinting brown eyes peered from beneath. His smooth skin, free of any scars or blemishes, straight nose, and delicate pink lips made him look even more regal than Tobio.
His kimono only added to the air of royalty about him, with its intricate gold embroidery sewn into glistening silk. Shoyo had only once seen a color quite like it: not quite green, not quite blue. It was like the sea on a sunny day.
Like the candle his mother had given him.
“There you are,” the man murmured in that charming, frightening voice. He stepped gracefully onto the engawa, his raised sandals clicking across the dark wood before the sound became dulled on the tatami mats. Shoyo couldn’t move, helpless to the man’s approach.
“Oikawa-sama—”
“Quiet.” The word was curt and firm, with none of the false charm that had colored his voice before.
Part of Shoyo hadn’t wanted to believe that this was Oikawa. When he’d imagined the cruel, powerful sorcerer who had cursed Tobio, he’d imagined someone much older and more frightening, not this pretty young man now standing in front of him.
“Would you look at that hair,” Oikawa murmured with something like awe. He crouched in front of Shoyo and played with a lock of his hair, as though he were a doll and not a living human. “I’m amazed you managed to go so long without seeing our prince—this hair could have lit up even the darkest of rooms.”
Words were beyond Shoyo, not that Oikawa seemed interested in what he had to say. He grasped Shoyo’s chin and tilted his face up, looking over his features with an almost clinical gaze. “I suppose you are handsome, in a humble way. And you must be strong, if you’re a samurai. Ah!” Oikawa suddenly looked over his shoulder with a dangerous smile. “Is that why you chose him, princeling? Wanted a bit of home with you?”
Home? Shoyo’s gaze finally drifted from Oikawa to Tobio, who was standing, frozen, on the engawa. “N-no, I didn’t— he was just—”
“I’m not a ronin,” Shoyo finally spoke up, his voice hoarse from fear. “I serve the daimyo of this domain.”
Oikawa didn’t look upset at being corrected. No, he looked…delighted. “You don’t know?”
“Oikawa-sama—”
“Tell me, little samurai. Do you know his name?”
Indignance flared in Shoyo’s chest. “Of course I do. His name is Tobio.”
“And his family name?”
“I—! I…” He looked back at Tobio, his heart sinking at the look of pure fear on those handsome features. What was his family name? Why hadn’t he told him?
“His family name is Kageyama. The same Kageyamas that you so proudly serve.”
A shard of ice sliced straight through Shoyo’s heart. “W…what?”
“Oh, yes. Your lovely companion here is Tobio Kageyama, grandson and heir of the daimyo.” The grandiose nature of Oikawa’s words made an unnerving contrast to the disdainful curl in his lip. “I’m not in the habit of cursing any given person. No no, only spoiled heirs who kill the love of my life and won’t have to deal with any consequences.”
Another piece in this whole, confusing puzzle snapped into place, making Shoyo feel sick with how foolish he’d been. Of course, of course…it all made sense. That was why his name had sounded so familiar: not only because he was a friend from a distant memory, but because he was the daimyo’s heir. He’d only ever heard of him—by the time Shoyo was old enough to be allowed to work directly with the daimyo and his family, the princess had already gotten married and the prince had gone missing.
The fear on Tobio’s face was quickly giving way to a dark, silent fury aimed at the back of Oikawa’s head. If the sorcerer noticed, then he simply didn’t care. But at Shoyo’s quiet, “Tobio…?”, those dark blue eyes snapped to his, and he watched the fury melt into guilt. “Sho, I didn’t…I couldn’t…”
“All this time? Even when we were kids?”
“I’m sorry,” Tobio whispered, entreaty shaking in every word. “You were the only one who liked me, not my position. I…I didn’t want you to treat me like—”
“Oh, do spare me,” Oikawa cut him off with a sigh. “I think we’ve lingered here long enough. It was a…delight to finally meet you, little samurai. Well done tolerating this murderous, sniveling fool.” He stood up in a quiet, musical ruffle of his silken kimono, deliberately bumping into Tobio’s shoulder as he went back outside. “Come, Tobio-chan.”
Tobio started to follow him, only to abruptly freeze. Shoyo still wasn’t used to reading his human body language, didn’t know what to make of the slow ascent of his shoulders.
Then Tobio whirled back around and surged towards Shoyo, falling to his knees in front of him. “Tobi—?”
He didn’t let Shoyo finish—he pressed their lips together in a slow, tender kiss that made Shoyo’s eyes sting with tears. Tobio pulled away with a breathed, “I love you,” and then, before Shoyo could even finish saying his name, he hurried back outside to stand next to an impassive Oikawa.
“W-wait!” Shoyo choked out, scrambling across the floor to the porch. It was too late: a single snap of Oikawa’s fingers was all it took for the sorcerer to disappear with Tobio in tow, with another flash of light and a thunderous rumble.
Shoyo could only stare at the now-empty space, not yet able to comprehend what had just happened.
He was alone. He had broken his promise, ruined Tobio’s chances at breaking his curse, and now he was alone.
And the worst part was, he was lucky. Tobio could have run off as soon as Shoyo broke his trust, but instead he stayed, explained everything, held him and kissed him and whispered tender words to him. It had almost been enough to let Shoyo forget the danger, but then the shock of Oikawa’s arrival and Tobio’s departure with him was made that much worse.
Frustration filled him when he felt tears welling up again—he was a soldier, a samurai, why was he crying so much? But no amount of anger with himself could keep the tears from overflowing, nor could it keep a sob from bursting forth.
His whole body ached from the sobs wracking through him. It was like every heave of his shoulders, every tremble of his chest, and every quiver of his lips and clench of his jaw were chipping away at his heart and leaving behind a deep, gaping, hollow space. He had never felt such pure, devastating heartbreak before. He didn��t know it was possible to hurt so much without a scratch on his body.
Shoyo didn’t know how long he stayed curled over the floor, soaking the engawa with his tears and clutching at his chest to drag in air between his sobs. Time meant nothing. Even when he had nothing left to cry, he didn’t get up; he just fell into his own tears and let his exhausted body pull him under.
The sun had reached the peak of the sky when the sound of hooves roused Shoyo from his sleep. He shot upright, and his heart leapt with hope at the sight of dark hair and blue eyes…only for him to realize that they belonged to Tobio’s sister. “Sorry I’m back so soon, I completely forgot— Hinata-kun? Is everything ok?”
Shoyo tried to speak, tried to greet her, but when he opened his mouth to say “Hi, Nee-san,” all that escaped was a hoarse sob.
“Hinata?! What’s wrong?” She quickly dismounted and hurried to kneel next to him on the engawa, taking his face in her hands and gently swiping away his tears with her thumbs. When Shoyo couldn’t get the air to speak, understanding and dread slowly fell over her face. “Hinata…where’s my brother?”
“Nee-san…Nee-san, I messed up. I was so stupid.”
“Shhhh, don’t say that. Tell me what happened.”
So he did. He told her about his visit home, and his mother sniffing out the truth about the wolf. He told her about the candle, and how he’d held strong after coming back, only to give in to the anxious urge to light the candle after a month and look at the impossible man he’d fallen in love with.
“He was upset,” Shoyo murmured. “Of course he was: I’d broken our promise. But he still…he still stayed, and he still tried to explain everything. I broke our promise, and he still stayed with me until the morning. But then the sun started rising, and he said Oikawa would come looking for him, and…and he did, he was right, he came and he took him away. I don’t…I don’t know if he’s ever coming back. What if he gets killed? What if we never see each other—?”
“Oh, Hinata-kun…”
Maybe he should’ve felt foolish, allowing his tears to be wiped away and his face to be pressed into a warm shoulder as if he were a baby. But nothing could ease the guilt and grief rushing through him, leaving him hollow until all he could do was cling to her as she drew soothing paths up and down his back. “I’m sorry,” he wept, words muffled in her warm, finely-embroidered hanten. “I’m so sorry, Nee-san, this was all my fault.”
“No, it’s not.” Her voice was surprisingly firm, as were her hands as she took Shoyo’s face and pulled him away just enough to stare into his eyes. “It’s not solely your fault. Yes, you broke your promise, but it was an unfair promise to ask of you. You came to my brother and stayed with him, accepted his transformations and dodgy explanations, and let him sleep next to you without ever seeing his face, for months. I don’t think I could have lasted that long, and he’s my baby brother.”
Her thumbs brushed gentle curves over his damp cheeks as her dark eyes flickered over his face. Whatever she saw made her sigh, before she murmured, “You did so much, Shoyo, and on top of all that, you loved him. And he loved you, too. He loved you so much that he couldn’t believe you could feel the same for him. He didn’t think he was worth it.”
“But he—”
“I know. I know what he did for you. And I know what you did for him. You’re…you’re the best thing that could have happened to him. I feel awful asking more of you, but—”
“More of me?” Shoyo interrupted, tendrils of hope breaking through his guilt. “Is…is there something I can do?”
She bit her lip, doubt creasing her face as another sigh heaved out of her. “Did he tell you not to follow them?”
“Yes.”
“And you still want to find him?”
“Of course!”
“He was right to try and stop you. No one knows where the sorcerer’s palace is. Even if they did, it doesn’t mean they’d actually be able to reach it. The journey there could be long and dangerous, and it could all lead to nothing. Do you still want to go?”
Shoyo’s jaw clenched as he nodded resolutely. Guilt-ridden relief spilled across her face, and she pressed a kiss to his forehead. “Then go,” she whispered in a harsh plea. “Find my brother. Bring him back home.”
“Okay…I will, Nee-san. I promise. But I have to go home first.” Dread and anticipation clashed in his chest at the thought of returning home and telling his mother everything that had happened.
“Oh, of course! Go pack. I’ll take you.”
“Really?!”
“Yes.” A kind, sad smile pulled at her lips. “With the terms of the curse being broken…we don't know how long the magic in the stones will last, if at all. If we hurry on horseback, we might be able to get you back before it’s too late.”
Adrenaline flooded Shoyo’s veins, and he jerked his head in a nod before running inside. He’d never before changed so quickly, shoving off his scant nightclothes in favor of warmer robes and haori, before stuffing his few belongings into his pack. Only two things gave him pause: the candle and Tobio’s bow and arrows.
Take them, some part of his subconscious whispered, you don’t know what they could mean to Mom and Tobio.
And so, with his stomach tightening into a knot, he wrapped the half-melted candle and tucked it into his pack, and slung Tobio’s bow and arrows next to his own. When he stepped back outside, bearing two bows, his katana and dagger, and his pack, Tobio’s sister raised her brows. “I figured you’d packed light,” she remarked as Shoyo swung himself behind her on the horse, “but I didn’t think you mostly had weapons.”
“One of the bows is Tobio’s,” Shoyo murmured.
“…Ah. Then…thank you. For keeping it safe.”
“Of course.”
With that, she nudged her horse into motion. Shoyo turned back to gaze at the house for as long as possible, but once they crossed into the forest, it didn’t take long to vanish from sight.
Gone was the house that had become a home for him and Tobio. Gone was the place where they had fallen in impossible love. He didn’t think about when he would see it next, or if he would ever see it again. He didn’t think about it at all.
If he rested his head on Tobio’s sister’s shoulder, and if her hanten slowly grew damp from his tears, well…neither of them said a word about it.
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possibly one of my favorite fics i’ve written
fav line - “‘I miss you.’ Shouyou says it first, shattering the comfortable silence. And it all comes flooding back. All the memories of stolen kisses in the storage room, heads laying on stomachs as they stared up at the stars, volleyballs flying overhead during lunch break. He misses being Shouyou’s one and only. He misses the greedy, selfish attention of the sun.”
#hq#hq fic#haikyuu fic#fic rec#kagehina#hinata shoyo#kageyama tobio#kageyama x hinata#kagehina fic#ao3
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