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selarina · 11 months

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Thinking about the ideal relationship dynamic with older brother’s best friend, Eren Jaeger — your brother and Eren are off to college parties while you sulk about being left behind, and about how the world is unfair up until Eren notices and he’s like “Come on man, she’s cool. She can come.” He then looks at you with the most green you’ve seen in any eyes and asks you, “You’re cool, right?” and you don’t think anyone’s ever focused their eyes on you for that long and you smile.

You do try to play it off like it doesn’t mean anything to you, but you also start perking up, just a little, when he’s around (which you vehemently deny if confronted because that’s your brother’s loser friend. Your brother’s loser friend who voluntarily chooses to hangout with your loser brother). And you start to voluntarily put your book down / remove your headphones / turn off the tv and join in on conversations with the two. You even fake a little laugh when he says something not that funny only to find yourself banging your head against your pillow an hour later.

And eventually when you go off to college, you start finding other boys with dreamy green eyes and you think that you’ve grown out of your crush on him, because you weren’t kidding, he literally is just a loser who hangs out with your loser brother.

Except he does these little nice things for you once in awhile, like offering to pick you up at the airport when you’re back home for the holidays, offering to help you run errands that your mother has asked you to do, helping you pick out a gift for your brother... just the little things, and you find your insides flopping into itself every single time, over what is possibly only annoyance but it is also possibly, most definitely not annoyance.

And one night, after denying, and denying, and denying, when the two of you are perched on your balcony because he was helping you move into your own apartment this time. You’re both nursing the soft drinks in your hands, talking about life, and the best toothpaste to use and what not, and before you know it he’s leaning down to kiss you.

He backs away a little too early for your liking, but his hand comes back up to cup your face, his fingertips brushing over your lips, as he asks, “Was that okay?” And as you’re looking into his fixed green eyes, the same green of the trees that sway outside as you lay next to him in bed that night, you think maybe you never grew out of your crush after all.

#really wanted to write something for this trope with eren #have been wanting to for awhile but i knew id never truly sit down and write a whole fic anytime soon #it's not the best #but meh i'm so sleepy so i'm posting #eren jaeger x reader #eren yeager x reader #aot x reader #eren jaeger x gender neutral reader #eren fluff #eren jaeger x y/n #eren x you #eren x y/n #eren jaeger x you #eren jaeger fluff

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rosecoloredknight · 4 months

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Happy Holidays Ch. 3 🤎🎄✨🎄🤎

#i just went all out #also #for those who do this?#major props to you because Christmas lights are hot asf to deal with and they have lead #my head hurts so much #maybe that's because i am running on 4 hours of sleep #point is #christmas lights get super hot and uncomfortable to deal with #so i admire anyone who takes Christmas shoots #that being said #i tried my best #it's not the best #but it's my best #i will reblog a with a couple of more that i couldn't fit or add anymore #compliment me #a rose colored tease #paramour #sweetheart #personal

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artsietango · 4 months

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New chapter of Of Vampires and Turnabouts is up! Just in time for the holidays too XD You can read the next chapter here!

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ald3r-wolfcak3 · 11 months

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Oh wow, so I am no artist in any mean and I just recently started experiencing with those early 00s MTV /Cartoon Newtwork looking doodles and since I already did a post of "rewrite or rework" on the og ssl story here some "redesigne"

#sso #alder wolfcake #starshine legacy #i tried to used the new and the og designe #it's not the best #also ms paint #but well #i was bored lol #starshine rewrite

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oli-b3rry · 5 months

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finally making an intro‼️

took me long enough lmao

My name is Oli and I'm 15 :)

I am non binary and go by he/they pronouns

I enjoy the Trolls and Hazbin Hotel

trolls has taken over my brain 😔

Ao3: Cinnamon_T0ast_Crunch

youtube: Cinnamon_T0ast_Crunch

Please interact if:

Trolls fan

Hazbin fan

You act rather silly at times

Clay fan

DNI LIST

Proshippers

Nsfw accounts

Blank accounts

Homophobic

Transphobic

Ableist

Zionist

Thanks for 120 followers! 🫶

#It's not the best #intro post #intro

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a-cat-in-toffee · 2 years

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omg its William Wisp my favorite pining bisexual

#jrwi #prime defenders #prime defenders jrwi #william wisp #jrwi william #look at him #ignore the background #it's not the best #but he!!

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hero-in-high-tops · 4 months

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I am kinda glad that we are moving past the hype of new sonic show and are acknowledging that sonic prime is kinda mid

#not a bad show by any means #but #it's not the best #sonic prime

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the-girl-in-the-high-castle · 1 year

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So I made something. My editor is fucking me up real hard, had to do it twice, but I’m here to go on with this fight.

#1899 netflix #1899 #1899 meme #i had to do this #anyway #the quality is a bit fucked up #so 720p if it is please #it's not the best #but here we are #save 1899

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lemonsoupssss · 5 months

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It's Ari!!

She didn't expect to see anyone else up here, in the barren land of Medietas

Ari's up way in the clouds to fly a bit since hiding her wings for so long made them hurt :/

They just got new clothes, but Ari stuck with her old outfit of purple and green

Her shoes had become worn down, but the people of the area didn't like making elaborate clothes so plain muted pink would have to do until she got new boots

(Immortals Au)

#oc #oc art #my oc character #my ocs #original character #original art #digital art #it's not the best #but whatever #I just need to see her visually #The Lotus Story

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lunarninja613 · 6 months

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Little fanart of Bellatrix Lestrange, kind of based on my fanfiction, Aliit be Shuk’la Runise.

#it's not the best #harry potter bellatrix lestrange #harry potter #harry potter fanart #fanfics #fanfiction #fanfic #fanart #fanfictions #my fanfiction #my fanart #my fic #my artwork #my art #bellatrix lestrange #my digital art #digital art

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blue--orchid · 1 year

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Original work I did back in 2020. I definitely miss painting on canvas.

Sharing my work as a painter on here has made me incredibly self-consious, but I am willing to try once again.

My Ko-fi

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tiger-in-the-flightdeck · 2 years

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I got a new prescription for a thyroid condition (I have a mass growing in it, and it doesn’t produce enough thyroidy goodness) and because the specialist wrote the script for the name brand rather than the generic, it ended up costing a little bit. When I said I didn’t have cash on me, the pharmacist just scratched out the fee and handed it over then put a note on my file to have the next refills as the generic type so it was free instead of two bucks.

This was after sitting in the doctor’s office watching people come in and out picking up month long ‘samples’ of insulin from the receptionist.

I don’t say it often, but I love this country, and wish my friends in the States had access to this kind of health care.

#tiger talks #oh canada #health care #canadian healthcare #it's not the best #but the alternative terrifies me

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pikatrainer99 · 1 year

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Yet another drawing of Orange!

I drew this one back in August of last year, it's 11-year-old Orange heading out on his first journey (after convincing his parents to let him go and be a proper Pokémon Trainer even though they don't think it's a good idea at first) with his first four Pokémon! He's on his way to Jubilife to watch Dia and Pearl's comedy contest performance before really setting out. His Pokémon are Thunderheart the Pikachu, Chimzilla the Chimchar, Star the Starly, and Storm the shiny Shinx. He cares deeply for all of them and treats them like family, because he loves and understands Pokémon so much (hence his first Dexholder title "The Communicator), he considers them best friends as well as siblings, and wouldn't hesitate to risk his life to help a Pokémon in need (hence his other title "The Rescuer"). He listens to their voices and their wishes and makes sure to fulfill each and every Pokémon’s needs and wants. He keeps them out of their Poké Balls so they can experience the world alongside him. He trains them the way they want to be trained, making sure to always listen to their opinions on things, vowing to never ignore anything they have to say or be anything like how the bullies back in Viridian City were towards him. He just wants to be the best friend and Trainer he can be to them, because he loves and cares for them so SO much!

So anyway, I've gone on too much about Orange's love for his Poké-pals, so now on to the drawing itself...there's a bunch of white blobs on it because this is one of the ones cluttered with text, so I decided to 'white it out' as best I could...it looks really messy but it's better than a bunch of my terrible handwriting all over the place taking away from the drawing itself in my opinion. It was my first time drawing Starly so that's why it's so big compared to the other Pokémon, and Thunderheart is on Orange's shoulder because she's his emotional support/shoulder Pokémon, she's always there for him when he needs her. He's holding up a Poké Ball because he's so excited that he's a proper Pokémon Trainer now (hence the huge grin), and I tried my best to draw him in a running pose, I know it looks wonky but I tried my best...also please try to ignore the erased bits, I know there's a lot of them but drawing is hard, okay? 😅

#pokemon #pokespe #my pokespe oc #orange #trainer orange #orange of viridian forest #pikachu #chimchar #starly #shinx #shiny shinx #my first time drawing starly #it's not the best #but i tried #pika's art #pika rambles

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erigold13261 · 1 year

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Your NSR aus are so fucking depressing. I sincerely hope you get the help your clearly need, holy shit.

Yeah me too. My professor and even a grant community recently got worried I was going to try and kill myself because of the messed up content relating to drugs and death I wanted to do for a school project (which because of the stress of this semester and from moving, I have legitimate thought about again for the first time in like a year or two). Thankfully I changed my topic to be more about my half-sister's heritage instead of dealing with mental illnesses.

Also like, I'm pretty sure only my Failed Revolution AU is depressing. All my other AUs are fairly normal with just snippets of trauma thrown in here and there. Unless I'm forgetting some random ass AU I talked about here.

But yeah, I can see your concern. I haven't even revealed how bad my FRAU was actually supposed to be because it was TOO dark for me to actually feel comfortable sharing. Like, Neon was not supposed to be a good parents at all and Eve was going to be MUCH worse to Blue. But I changed that to 1. keep more with the character's personality, and 2. so that I don't freak people out.

Thanks for the concern though! I do have the means to get help at my college, but I put school in front of my mental health. Once college ends I will probably be fine. I just have this one last semester and then I can relax for a few months then get a job since I do have a support system.

So I am doing okay right now, even if I am not getting the correct help at the moment, I am still able to function. Plus, I use my AUs as coping mechanisms. Even just talking about how Purl is with Martha has helped me deal with a lot of emotions I've had dealing with my own mom. Also talking about Yinu and losing her dad has helped me deal a lot with my own father's passing recently (recently like 2-3 years ago).

Also also! If you didn't put "sincerely" I would have absolutely taken this as an insult. I kinda still do because the aggressiveness of the ask along with how a lot of people will say "get help" like this seems more like telling the person they are a freak and don't belong in society than to actually get help.

BUT! I am choosing to take your ask as a good and genuine sign of good faith and worry! Whether you did mean it like how I initially thought or just are a very aggressive but genuine worrier! Either way, thanks for taking concern of me! I appreciate it.

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elf-osamu · 1 year

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currently working on another analysis about a bsd official art and I CAN'T WAIT TO FINISH IT

#it's not the best #but i analyze things for fun so idc #(i need external validation)#/hj :P #bsd analysis

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nevermore-unknown · 1 year

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Inspired by Kamigami no Asobi, Totsuka Takeru's love ending, Love Deeper Than the Ocean. Where you choose to return to the human world.

“I know that I won’t remember you after I return home, but I’ll yearn for you in the nature you represent. I’ll go to the beach and get this nostalgic feeling, that’s somehow both comforting and heart-breaking. Like I’m waiting for someone even if I don’t remember who I’m waiting for. The wind will blow and I’ll subconsciously start listening for it to whisper a name I didn’t even know I knew I wanted to hear. When I step in the water, it’ll enwrap me like a hug I’ll forever long for. The swaying of the blue ocean will resemble your flowing, dark hair and the waves will feel like sweeping my hands through your smooth hair once more. The warm sand will feel like your soft skin I won’t even remember I want to touch again. Looking for seashells that we once looked for together, trying to wrap my hands around shells that maybe you have touched so that it feels like I’m holding your hand just one more time. Tracing my fingers along the shore, writing gibberish trying to recall words we’ve exchanged that have now evaded me. And when it storms, I’ll still walk on the uneven sands of your cuts and bruises, next to the waters rage with your anger and frustration. Wondering while even in the worst of the rain’s fury, I still want to be in the middle of it, trying to calm a force I can’t. And even if I can’t remember why I start doing these things, and why I feel this way, you’ll still be a part of why I do them. You will be here with me even though our time together has all but faded from me.”

#im sorry i have no title for this :(#it's not the best #im embarrassed who this is about #神々の悪戯 #poetry #love poem #sad poetry #kamigami no asobi #totsuka takeru #im sorry for my terrible writing skills #im too in my head filled with nothing but fantasy worlds #random shit #writing poetry #takeru my bestest boi in the series

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