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may12324 · 6 months

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this is your reminder to give Shadowheart all the pretty armor

#bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #shadowheart #bg3 spoilers #baldurs gate #shart #my art #yes astarion looks pretty in it #but SHART #looks so hot #in this armor #it kills me #the armor is elven chainmail and you can find it in myrns corssing outside of baldurs gate #wyms crossing #wYRMS CROSSING #oh my goodness

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inkskinned · 1 year

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something bad happened to you, and you died, and you came back wrong.

not wrong all the way. the little ways. you forget important dates, stopped going out with friends. it's harder to make you smile. you're apathetic towards things you used to love, afraid of places you used to go to cheer up. quieter. flinching. different.

you came back for love. you're still here for love. what pulled you back was a brightness so loud that even death couldn't outshout it. death heard the call and smiled at you and said okay. go home. somebody is waiting for you.

but you came back different. like lot's wife; you've turned into salt. you used to chirp through life in hops and skips; but now you lose skin just standing up. you have to move slower, skimming across this world without-touching-it. most things feel dull - until they're suddenly all-too-much. life, and being alive just rushes up and over you and you get hopelessly crushed.

you try to explain it to them: it is ugly, but this is what you are, now. the huge golden hoop of your halo now a little bronze ring. you are still watering your plants and wearing the same clothes. after all, you worked hard to come home. this life; so odd and off-color, now that you are wrong.

but they waited for you - it's just that they wanted the "you" that happened before this. the "you" that could sing in the show and hug people tight and look at a blade without breaking down to cry. the you with a smile in pictures. god, holyshit, it's like looking at a completely different person, isn't it. that other-you; the one they actually wanted.

you are the consolation prize. you are the body that forgot the ghost. you are the memory of the bad thing, and the death after; like you are wearing that memory as a banner. you are a fragment, an assembly. simulacrum. you don't make eye contact in mirrors, afraid the light will glance off and your true nature will flash back at you.

you hear them talk about it in their hushed, desperate whispers. sometimes they even admit it to your face; harsh and violent, acid thrown at christmas dinner. god, can you just fucking be normal again. you do not remember what normal is. you had to climb so far to get back here; you are far too exhausted. you want to open the glass door of your heart and show all the gears. can you help resolve whatever got messed up?

you try so, so hard. you came back for them. because you believed they would love you, even when you were so horribly broken. because you believed they would be patient. because you believed unconditional meant "without exception." you cannot do things the same way. you just get tired too quickly these days.

you want to put them on a couch and pour them the tea with hands that shake more than they remember. you want to line them up and draw them a map of where you have had to wander. you want to show every bruise in a backsplash; the little helpless ant of your soul carrying all that weight, over and over. you want to say: yes! it is different! but i did it for love!

you want to say: "i'm not the same, but i'm yours and i'm here. can that be enough?"

#this is very obviously about my battle with #ptsd #but i think it's also like a pretty apt metaphor for a lot of things like setting boundaries or going to therapy or choosing recovery #i was thinking about the 'comes back wrong' trope and i was like. oh no i have feelings about this bc i have mental illness #and once i stopped masking - i was WRONG. i was different #here's the good news: i am now INNUNDATED with love. fucking swimming in it. excelling at it. the people who stayed #learned my new self. my new different body and how i am different but i am trying. they have held me so tightly #and my life no longer feels quiet. it is not based in my suffering. it feels like i have been growing a tree in my chest #and now it is flowering.#it is so lovely to be surrounded by people who have said - oh! you cut off so many branches i was worried you weren't the same. but now...#... this is just a new you. and i love you. and i love that you're different and happy.#(but yeah also im nb so i was absolutely influenced by Trans things)

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keeps-ache · 1 year

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help i've started and continue to wake up at sensible hours after going to sleep at reasonable times!! this is weird!!!

#just me hi #how the funk did i wake up this early #this is crazy #//mrs. clock. tell me again. WHAT is the time??????????????#you have GOT to be kidding me #you aren't? well now that's just a whole 'nother problem isn't it #how am i supposed to keep track of how many words i'm writing if my clock isn't 3 hours and 15 minutes off!#//anyway. it is Cold #OH. we got snow yesterday! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD #happy happy happy!!#it was So Pretty oh my goodness #i got out of the car to look up and just then a flock of birds curved around a group of trees into view #first it started raining then it started snowing #it's all melted now but </3 that's probably best lol #i just hope it melted completely before we get ice on the roads so early :}#//ouh cat is laying on my feet <3 #she came back here and we just sort of stared at each other and i think she was trying to talk to me in morse code via blinking with her-#-eyes closed but i forgot to learn morse code so i'll have to get on that later #but anyway we stopped staring at each other and she went to lay on my feet :)#prolly cuz i have a heated blanket on rn but i'm gonna ignore that #i have been Chosen by the Cat #//anyway i've gotta finish a piece rn and then i'm gonna go figure out how comic-page formatting works lol [sobs]#i hate formatting i loath it but also. if i don't try to work with it i'm like 'well. could this page setup have looked better at some #point?' the answer is yes #//ANYWAY. hope t doesn't cut my tags lol #xoxo i will. see. you. in. aaaa couple hours prolly :)

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cowboythewizard726 · 2 months

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big fan of the gorgeous beautiful man covered in blood and sweat

#FUCK i NEED to EAT THIS GUY #laios laios laios...#laios touden #laios dungeon meshi #laios dunmeshi #dungeon meshi #delicious in dungeon #dungeon meshi spoilers #delicious in dungeon spoilers #GET IN MY HOUSE RIGHT NOW #woah #doo you think he la #laiosssss.....save me laios.... save mee.......#ough bnuguhjh #oh my GOD #hes actually; really beautiful #but i aint gay dont dont go around saying im gay alright #hey babe love when ur experiencing the horrors btw its a great look on you #nned to like sink my teeth into the top of his head or his whole cheek and thrash my head back in forth #im not gay #next post may be him being whimper dog man thing hes so buddy #or when he looks determined or when he looks like a cutie pie #me when the character has a range of emotions and expressions #just wow hes so versatile #but hes so pretty like genuinely i love his face #good face of his right there cant wait to sink my teeth into it #laios #laiosss.

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deerspherestudios · 1 month

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He’s such a wonderful boy! 😭 I wish you good luck in developing the game, I am absolutely delighted with the art and style of the game! You’ve got a really interesting character!!

#mushroom oasis vn #fanart #submission #this is so pretty!!???#oh my goodness #the coloring and shading and the lighting waughhhhgh #i wish id posted it sooner im sorry it took me this long to share it o<<#tysm!!!#he has a flower for u ::-)

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aether-weather · 5 months

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pequeña criatura...

#not feeling too good so i doodled some lineless guys #for some reason drawing lineless feels less stressful than using a sketch #only sometimes though #these guys turned out pretty well in my opinion #the last one is definitely my favorite #look at him...so eepy...#oh and the first one is holding a yellow chao fruit btw #sonic the hedgehog #sth #sonic the hedgehog fanart #sonic #sonic the hedghog fandom #dex doodles #dex draws #putting this one in both tags cause i can. it counts as both a doodle and a draw

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batri-jopa · 1 year

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I love myself looking sexy for the sheer pleasure of it

#me myself and I #my art #aromantic asexual #aromantic #asexual #aro #ace #aro/ace #aroace #this time the 'rough cut paper' effect was on purpose #my cap is a little darker. I'm already too fat for my only grey trousers. and the old turtleneck have its colours reversed #only the sunset flag is true🙃#sunset flag #just me #aroace positivity #aroace artist #oh and it was like dicussing the idea of 'looking pretty to be liked by someone' that I guess I almost believed for some time in my life #so maybe it's beyond aspec actually #all the guys look good for yourself always!✊️

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omaano · 1 year

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New season's coming tomorrow, so Din's got an upgrade (shiny new weapon) and his kid in hand

(I've got new ideas to explore in this Hades style exploration besides the already existing interactions with Boba and Cobb - and look there is a pocket Luke already next to pocket Din in the background!)

#the mandalorian #din djarin #the mandalorian fanart #grogu #a clan of two #baby yoda #din and grogu #grogu djarin #my art #art style swap #Hades AU #so the plan for the year is to work in Luke (2)#and Bo-Katan and crew because during my rewatch I realized that I actually quite like her as a character #have ideas for the Armorer too #and that's it so far but if I ever get that far it would be deeply unfair to leave out my fave bunch of other characters as well right?#I'm plenty sure I'd lost the actual style in my shading somewhere but this was very good for putting me on my art track #in retrospect I so wish i'd added a pocket Cobb and Bobab to the previous ones.... oh well #look at Din's fancy glow stick tho! I made it shine real pretty #and it only took me about 4 lighting layers XD

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beatcroc · 1 year

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there's no way the bathroom at peppino's pizza is actually that big but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ . hey ummm anyway.... i care them...... anyway there's a lil ramble on my take on fake pep's like psyche or whatever in tags on the og post if ur into that kinda thing :y

hey! it's a series! fake peppino world tour: [noise] [noisette] [peppino]<- u are here [gustavo] [gerome] [noisette again]