Charles: Any room can be a panic room if you just give me a fucking second.

just going on and on about how tyril's arc if ur romancing him now that mc has been gone for a year. more under the cut and in the tags!

When i tell you there NEEDS to be so much ANGST AND PINING. I love Tyril so much and I miss him so much but when I tell you want this story to go INTO DETAIL ABOUT HOW MUCH HE HAS YEARNED FOR MC. I want there to be PAIN and SUFFERING!!!!!!

He has been learning all about the realms from the best tutors in Undermount ever since he could remember so is he scouring libraries all over the land to find something???? Anything????? To find his beloved mc????

I believe that this bow was used by mc (if you had the diamonds for it) and WHAT IF HE KEPT IT AS A WAY TO REMIND HIM OF MC AND HOW HE SHOULD NEVER STOP FIGHTING FOR THEM AND FOR WHAT HE BELIEVES IN.

Does he think about mc and how they made him feel? Does the pain of losing them keep him up at night? Does he think about how unfair it is that first he lost his best friend, Kaya, was banished from Undermount, saw an evil elf take her place and body and the person that helped him seek justice for her, the love of his life, was taken as well? Does he think about how their kindness and heroism was only repaid by constant peril??? Does he think about they were supposed to return to Undermount together but he returned only to search for answers on how to get them back????? Does Adrina and his father have to check on him and how he's doing because they know he's neglecting himself to find answers for finding mc???? Does he cry to the Gods about how he hopes they look down on him with pity and mercy for them to be safe and alive to come back to him????????????? ESPECIALLY IF YOUR MC IS AN ELF - DOES HE MOURN HOW MC WAS SO EXCITED TO LEARN MORE ABOUT THEIR OWN PEOPLE AFTER NEVER BEING SURROUNDED BY THEM THEIR ENTIRE LIFE AND NOW HE THINKS THEY WILL NEVER GET THE CHANCE???????!!!!!!?????? DOES HE DOES HE-

"why is kip sabian wrestling orange cassidy again they do it too many times"

this is the fifth match in over a year. you think thats too much? just admit you hate good chemistry and love and shut the fuck up

no, i am not crying over a poster of a show, that's ridiculous-

nevermind. 😭

but seriously, guys, on a monday???? out of all days????????

also, in my humble opinion, the final episode airing one week later??? perfection. being an early 2000's kid, it reminds me of my childhood and my favourite shows. lol. <3

THE WAIT IS ALMOST OVER.

Vol 1 May 27th Vol 2 July 1st

My therapist had to cancel tomorrow and I'm not...it's not great timing. I mean it always sucks if she cancels but I just. I'm not. A real person right now. Idk how to explain it but. This is not Ideal.

damn i'm realizing that i've really made it basically impossible for myself to watch a whole bayern match until. october. do i hate myself subconsciously or something

ughhh these rude ass customers who were shopping past close a few days ago complained about me to head office >:( like granted, I was not as nice as I “should” have been when I told them we were closed, but they were annoying and inconsiderate bitches and I was dead exhausted and mentally not even at work anymore. my assistant manager asked me about it this morning and now I just have this festering anxiety pit in my stomach :///

so glad i'm a little bit mentally ill about black christmas which i can then extend to other things to talk about in conjunction to black christmas because my professors assigned a research project she's only giving us two weeks for which is frankly insane and i can use my existing thoughts to form a thesis then just. sigh. go into our digital archives to find papers i can use because we need 6+ secondary sources...

pls when will i be free from the hell that is employment in the food service industry

i fear my love for art history will be corrupted by my italian renaissance class

actually going to throw the hugest fit over my parents making me do dishes. i am HAPPY to do dishes on assigned nights. it's FINE. i hate it so much but i'll get it done and if i'm having constant breakdowns over it then like. idk. maybe that's another issue that you should be looking into but it doesn't mean that i'm not up for doing the dishes. but now my mom wants to have the five of us just. do the dishes on a rotation? which is FUCKED cause i have SHIT to do! the fuck happens when i have dnd? or want to go out with a friend? or have class until late? literally worst fucking idea on earth i can do the fucking dishes but i have to be PREPARED for it. for instance don't make it so every other week i'll be fucking Doing something when it's my night to do the dishes

going back to work after a summer where i did not get NEARLY as much relax and do nothing time as i wanted. this should be illegal.

My mom: do NOT bother your sister with unimportant things right now bc she has a school exam tomorrow!

Also my mom: calls ME 3 times because of highly unimportant stuff and then starts venting to me about whatever 2 days before i have a big uni exam.