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purpleandstarlight · 6 months

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@hateweasel I'm back with more past DLTD reactions!

-Me: Okay so apparently it was a year since Alois was last put in detention and he lost his 'fame' as a delinquent?? Character development. I mean, he's in detention right now, but still-

-Me and my best friend being Travis stans is a costant. We were hype about him FINALLY having a Travis PoV chapter.

-Travis, in that chapter, says that if Cielois ever got engaged, he would be sure to give them a discount, wich i found really sweet. Now I'm wondering, in the future... were the rings made by Travis' mother or did Ciel commission them from someone else? I don't remember...its been too long..please tell me if you're reading this, Hate.

-Me losing it from how funny it is that everything happens at Warwick (despite knowing that it's bc it's the MCs' school) upon starting the Black Annis case and musing about how the other students should have just gone to Weston or some other less chaotic school.

-So, during the whole Ciel-Fights-Alois-While-Under-The-Effects-Of-The-Fear-Poison, Ciel says "Your blood tastes just as good as the rest of you" and I was like "I really didn't want to know that"

-After hurting Alois and coming back to his senses, Ciel is scared and feels guilty so he keeps avoiding him, wich hurts Alois as well as himself, so the whole household is upset about the situation in return. When I told my friend about it, she went "Nooo they're in their divorce arc!" and it killed me 💀

-I was talking about how Cielois & Co were scared of the council kicking up a fit and killing them bc of the drug controlling Ciel, but I was calm bc I trust Integra, and tbh that was my modus operandi about most if not every interaction the demons ever had with HELLSING...and I'm not even a HELLSING watcher/reader...

-Btw i also stanned Oliver's dad EXTREMELY. He's a good man and a good father.

-I was really sad about Alois not wearing the short shorts anymore bc they were funny to me. Now I'm not anymore, tho I gotta say I always missed his crossdressing? Like although he did it so often mostly for attention (as he himself says in the sequel) I gotta say I miss the "So what's wrong if I'm a man and like to crossdress?" thing he did. Luckly Kris picked up the slack and crossdressed in that Pride chapter. U GO KRIS.

- So Integra goes into the specific of the experiment to Humanize Ciel and then asks everyone if they're okay with saying he's innocent in the attack to Alois and everyone but one gets his hand up and I was really mad abt that one but then I found out that it's just that the guy was asleep bc he was extremely old and it was really funny to me.

-About the paintball fight the 7 did where (I think) the others put Alois and Ciel alone in two different teams thinking it would put them at a disadvantage, my friend was like "I love how they did that bc if Cielois was together the others would be defeated in half a second (Bathroom Break included in that time)"

- Me: I still don't understand why the rest of the Seven is like "You guys never do anything chill and normal!!" like...The fashion show?? The summer vacations?? The host club???

My friend: Exactly, c'mon! The fact that like half of those ends in chaos anyway is not their fault...

Me: LMAO. I mean, though, most of those went normally? The only chaotic time I can think of is when they found out about Luka's soul being back and had to make a whole ass ritual in the basement to give him a body.

My friend: Still normal enough if you ask me.

Me: Yeah, normal teenager behavior 💀

My friend: Everyone does that!

#DLTD Thoughts

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fuyuesu · 2 years

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are metamorphosis,,, like cute friends or fucked up or,,, what are the dynamics

they're friends!! i love fucked up and evil relationships sooo bad but once metamorphosis get past the awkward "strictly business relationship" mindset they become actual friends

hiiro was the most openly friendly from the start while kaname and momoko were MUCH more closed off. if it weren't for him it probably would've been a Lot more awkward and impersonal for a Lot longer (if not forever possibly) but he just has a way of easing the tension

once theyre past that first stage of their relationship and become actual friends: kaname and momoko are both most fond of hiiro, but hiiro isn't picking favorites between them they are both his friends :) kaname and momoko also get along really well but they're also both fairly cynical and spiteful people and can end up enabling each other in that regard if you leave them alone together . which happens Often because hiiro is also the leader of his own unit and can't always be there for metamorphosis so . whoops i guess ??????

hiiro starts off thinking of metamorphosis as less of a priority compared to alkaloid, but then they both become equally important to him, and he wants to be there for them both! as the most experienced idol in the unit (at least in the case of the current ensquare era, which kaname wasnt around for the start of) he's often helping them with things he didn't understand at first, so kaname tends to rely on him . sometimes he and momoko spar and probably break a wall in the process its all in good fun

kaname has fun reactions so momoko likes good naturedly messing with him while hiiro can prompt fun reactions from him completely unintentionally . theyre both freakishly strong while kaname is very weak and he loses his mind every time they do smth that shows off their strength. he complains abt them but he loves them even if he wont say that out loud. i like giving kaname friends and putting him in funny lighthearted situations he deserves them after the hellhole that was his entire life up until this point

momoko is the most closed off from the start and takes the longest to come around but once she does she comes around HARD. its an honest possibility that she may hold more love in her heart for metamorphosis than kaname and hiiro combined. unfortunately you'd probably have to hold her at gunpoint to admit that (and it especially affects her when it hits her that metamorphosis is supposed to be temporary and she's not supposed to stay with them but . yknow ^_^ it gets resolved eventually don't worry about it)

im cutting myself off before i become worse because honest to god i was not meant to spend this long talking about their dynamics i was literally just gonna say smth like "Yeah they're friends ^_^" and move on but . you know how it is with spaghetti. so in summary Yeah they're friends ^_^

#melty answers #enstarsposting #metamorphosis #if i didnt cut myself off i think i mgiht've just straight up become the joker

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ursie · 2 years

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Omg I just got done arguing with my brother abt the Trial and when I asked him where he got his sources he said "everywhere" like??? Why does this always fucking happen? Every damn time I argue with friends/family about anything I am always the only one who actually read the research. Like idc how much you like this person a tiktok/twitter thread is NOT a source! My sister honest to god told me she doesn't watch the news because she doesn't trust the media😭 and while to an extent that's valid you have to be critical about this! Check WHO you're listening to, their qualifications, and their potential bias. Yeah I'm not going to trust a neoliberal newspaper owned by a billionaires opinion on socialism or billionaires, but I can trust the article citing experts on global warming. I wouldn't trust a tiktoker with any of those things

(you can take personal opinions/accounts on social media into account, like a disabled persons experience/an activists anecdote, but things like this are more-so exceptions and should be coupled with more information as well)

The anti-intellectualism and general lack of critical thinking is so so dangerous and there's real fucking consequences. Millions of people JUST fucking died because of massive misinformation(and general lack of empathy) we just. We can't keep doing this. We cant. Propaganda and misinformation WORKS! Why else would governments and corporations (and as we've just seen, influential individuals) spend millions of dollars on it?

Every time I thing about this case, and how horrifyingly effective Depp's campaign has been, I feel so fucking unsettled because it's not a "in a few years ppl will feel guilty" thing, it's a "lives are being ruined and this is a terrifying case study" thing

I'm the only person I know who knows of the case that supports Amber, I'm also the only one I know who's read articles and not twitter threads about it. People think that when you hear so much of something, it's true. Or they just take things at face value. But you CAN'T do that, you really fucking can't(and when you ask people their sources they get defensive, please for the love of god you can say you don't know enough to have an informed opinion. Social media thinks that strangers are entitled to you're opinion, and that you need to have one but you DON'T. Having an ill-informed opinion is worse than not having one)

I'm just so tired of having these neverending conversations. For YEARS(though obviously there's been issues™ before the mid 2010s, I just wasn't mature enough to follow them all) it's been just hit after hit. Human rights are under fire, the simple act of living is increasingly prohibitively expensive, people lost their damn minds and followed a lying fascist into an attempted coup and it's just continuously another fucking thing. And people can't even read a fucking article before jumping to tell false info abt it

TLDR: everytime someone links "evidence"/souces and my browser pulls up twitter, I lose years off my life

NO LITERALLY LITERALLY GO OFF LIKE?? everyday people on tumblr complain about people not talking about x or not knowing about x and everyday I’m just like. Watch the news?? Read the paper?? Read independent journalists?? There’s options guys 😭 and yeah literally depps entire fandom is getting their sources from tiktoks and Twitter 😭

#asks #anon #tw abuse #tw johnny depp

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sashannarcy · 3 years

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*hands u mic* talk about sash just wanting to be loved

Sasha Waybright wants to be loved so fucking bad Sasha Waybright is someone who can't stand themself and how they deal w social relationships and yet all they want is their friends to be safe and happy bc it's all they fucking have in life it's always Anne and Marcy, Anne and Marcy, Anne and Marcy, they've got NOTHING but their friends and they HATE themself bc they know they're not the best friend to them and they want to be better but they don't know how to change bc it hurts them so bad but oh god they're trying their hardest to show how much they love those two. I need you to know Amphibia is very much based on color symbolism, Anne is blue Marcy is green Sash is red. and in The Dinner episode Anne and Marcy dress up a bit but Sasha is still wearing her armor as a metaphor for being unable to expose vulnerability; the one thing she changes is she wears a blue flower directly over her heart, outside of her armor, and I don't know how any metaphor could be more crystal clear than that bc holy fucking shit. I am smth of a Sashanne enjoyer in case you couldn't tell and I don't want to make this entire answer abt Sashanne but Sasha's self-esteem and insecurity issues are very very apparent when they're interacting w Anne and Anne is absolutely CENTRAL to their arc. they need control so fucking bad at all times and yet they're absolutely willing to give it all up for her in True Colors to ensure her safety, even if Anne had literally just told Sasha that they were a horrible person. they don't fucking care if people think they're a monster, they already think that of themself, and the minute Anne separates herself from them, they immediately lose all sense of purpose and all they want is to make sure Anne gets out of the situation alive. giving up control is the hardest thing for Sash to do and they do it without any fucking hesitation once they realize Anne might get herself hurt. they love their friends so goddamn much and you can tell they're being torn apart by their own emotions on the inside bc they just need someone to cradle them and hold them for once without flinching. and it's fucking heartbreaking and all I can ever think about

#this is one long run-on sentence I just put punctuation to seem somewhat sane #I need to write I need to write so fucking bad #cath you don't understand Oh My God.#sasha waybright #sashanne #amphibia #gayaruakise #ask #long post #da mutuals

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yourmidnightlover · 3 years

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lost my everything

Summary- while revealing something to spencer, you confess something during the process. he didn't know how to react, which led to a terrible accident in which he might lose you forever.

TW: talk abt mental and physical abuse, alluding to death, talk about self-harm, SAD ENDING

WC- 3,152

a/n - please don't read if you're sensitive to self-harm or talk about emotional and physical abuse because reader goes into discussion about these things. i care about you and your safety so if you need to talk about anything please seek help or my inbox is always open! you are loved and you are needed <3

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one thing about being the youngest member of the team meant that the second-youngest member was drawn to you.

that second youngest member happened to be spencer reid.

you had just had another paperwork day today since you got back from one the night previous. you were currently in the conference room discussing the case before we got off-topic, curtesy of spencer's coffee problem.

"i might have a slight problem with my coffee addiction, but there are many studies that go to show the benefits of drinking coffee. supposedly, drinking coffee could extend your life period, strengthen your liver, increase your body's glucose production, and even-"

"okay, that's all for today guys. go home and get rest before a case comes in," hotch interjected and warned.

you placed your hand on spencer's arm, this time underneath the table, as his face began to fall from disappointment. he turned to face and gave a tight-lipped grin before you removed my hand and we both stood up.

"so, spence, my place or yours for the doctor who marathon this time?" you said as he grabbed his bag from his desk.

"we went to mine last, so we can just go to yours this time," he said with his natural pep back. "besides, i kinda like your apartment better," he shrugged with another wide smile.

"clearly you do," you joked. "you almost always say my place," you laughed as you both joined jj. pen, and emily in the elevator.

"hey, y/n, would you wanna go to o'kiefs with us tonight?" jj offered kindly.

"already got plans. maybe next time!" you said with a smile, turning back to see spencer wearing the same smile on your face.

honestly, you and spencer have gone to the bar with the team a few times. you weren't opposed to going with them, you just knew that going meant everyone would pressure you to drink alcohol.

last time, you had succumbed to peer pressure. spencer had to drive you home and hold your hair as you puked into the toilet, it was a very good bonding experience. you didn't remember much, but you do remember you convinced him to stay the night, although he did end up sleeping on the couch rather than in the bed with you.

"after last time, i don't blame you, y/l/n," emily laughed out, giving a concerned look recalling the memories flooding her mind.

"next time we won't pressure you so much!" penny consoled. "i didn't know how much you meant it when you said you can't handle your alcohol," she winced.

"yea... i really meant it," you laughed out, trying to shed some light on the subject. the elevator opened, allowing you to go your separate ways for the night. "have fun you guys!" you called as you walked to your car with spencer.

spencer and you have been carpooling to work ever since you learned he took the metro to work and only lived a couple blocks from your apartment complex. you couldn't stand the thought of something bad happening to him while on the train, so you've offered to give him a ride there and back ever since.

in return, spencer insisted on paying for daily coffee runs for the two of you. it was his way 'of returning the fuel money in another type of fuel.'

you and spencer crawled into the car and began the drive back to your place. it wasn't too long to your place, only a 20-minute drive, but being with spencer made it feel like half that.

"do you even remember what happened the last time you went to the bar with them?" spencer laughed.

"not exactly..." you grimaced. "just that you took me home, there was a bit of puking, and i coerced you to stay the night. and you slept on the couch, which is absolutely ridiculous! i mean, i was the one who practically made you stay, so shouldn't i have slept on the couch? it's not like we haven't slept in the same bed before," you ranted.

"you're right, we have slept in the same bed before," he clarified. "but each time we did that you weren't drunk out of your mind," he sassed.

"ha-ha, spence," you mocked. "i did say i couldn't handle my alcohol. is there anything you wanna fill me in on?"

truthfully, yes.

there was something he wanted to fill you in on.

he wanted to tell you how you confessed your past to him.

he wanted to tell you how you kissed him right after...

and he kissed you back.

he could still remember the way your lips tasted, still covered by the vodka from the shots you took hours before.

but he didn't want you to think less of him since he kissed you back.

he just couldn't help it.

he'd been helplessly in love with you for so long, yearning to be with you as more than friends... as more than what he thought you wanted. but that kiss was his hope.

it was hope that maybe you felt a fraction of the chemistry he did. it was hope that maybe even if you didn't like him, you still had an attraction towards him in some kind of way. it was hope that maybe you would grow those same feelings for him.

but no matter how much 'hope' that kiss gave him, he shouldn't have kissed you back. he knew how vulnerable you were by telling him about your history of abuse.

you told him about your parents. about how they would throw you around when they were high, or drunk, or both. you told him about how they would call you worthless, a whore, stupid, good-for-nothing, basically every name in the book. but you didn't tell him about how you coped with the abuse.

so, when he told you how amazing you are to be able to turn your life around how you did, and how beautiful you are and always have been, you couldn't help but embrace him with a kiss.

you kissed him.

and he kissed you.

in a wonderful, vulnerable moment, he kissed you back as he'd always wanted to each night you spent with each other.

"nope," he shook his head. "nothing to fill you in on."

"i guess that's good," you shrugged.

he also wanted to know if you'd ever tell him about what happened when you were in your right mind. he wanted to know that you trusted him with your darkest secret that you accidentally already spilled to him.

although, maybe you should know about what you admitted to him. it was your life, after all. it was your past that you revealed to him in a simple drunken mistake.

"actually..." spencer started, taking a deep breath as he looked into your eyes. "you did mention something."

"okay... what'd i mention?" you wondered.

"you told me about..." he tried to find the right words to say. "about your parents."

"oh...?" you began to realize what you had admitted to him that very night, still not remembering the events that followed. "i didn't want you to find out like that..." you trailed off.

"i figured you didn't," he gave a small grin. you looked over at him hesitantly.

you thought about all the ways you could react to this. you could block him out and act like it was his fault you drunkenly confessed your past. you could ignore the fact that you told him at all and just move on, burrowing all the emotions inside of you once again. or, you could try to finally move on from what happened and how you coped with it by talking to spencer about it.

"when we get to my place, would you mind if we held off on the marathon? i should probably elaborate a bit more," you asked meekly.

"of course we can. we can do whatever you want tonight, y/n," he soothed, placing a hand on your lower thigh comfortingly.

you drove back to your place in silence, the both of you anticipating the conversation awaiting you.

when you finally entered your apartment, you both shed your coats by the door, hanging them on the hook, placed your guns and badged on the table beside the hook, and sat down on the couch comfortably. you crossed your legs, your knee up in the air, as spencer sat down with his knee touching the one still on the couch.

"so... how much did i say?" you asked curiously.

"you talked about the emotional and physical abuse, but nothing too in depth," he confirmed.

"when i was young, about 12, my parents got into a minor car accident," you began telling him about your past, trying to recall the memories with little hurt or pain. "they weren't at fault, it was a drunk teenager, but they each got addicted to their pain meds from the hospital. i would be asleep when they would come home from a night out, drunk and high out of their minds. i remember the first night it happened. i wandered in the living room, curious of what the ruckus was, and was greeted by my dad's hand slapping me across my face," you chuckled humorlessly, not knowing what other reaction was appropriate.

"he told me i shouldn't have been up or seen what they were doing. he was furious," you furrowed your brows as tears began to well in your eyes at the memory as spencer gingerly placed his hand comfortingly on your knee, scooting a tad bit closer to you. "after that night it became almost a pattern of his. he would come home and then get upset from his high coming down, and take it out on me. my mom just laughed and watched as he would hit me."

"eventually, they started just belittling me. they would say i was a coward for not standing up for myself. they would say i was stupid, or worthless. they especially liked to call me 'a waste of space,' i think that one was their favorite," you took a shaky, deep breath as you knew you were about to reveal for the first time to anyone what you would do to cope with the abuse.

"eventually i started to believe them. i started to believe the things they said about me. i thought i truly was an ugly, undeserving, piece of garbage," you turned to see spencer's eyes full of tears, mirroring your own. "i would self-harm because i believed them. each night after they were done with their own abuse, i felt so... frustrated. the only way i could get that frustration out was to do that. the scars are still there, taunting me of how weak i was to not just endure the pain," you finished.

you didn't even realize tears were streaming down your eyes until you noticed the few on spencer's cheek. he reached his hand up to wipe the tears on your face, ignoring that of his own.

"you aren't weak, y/n. you are unbelievably strong for getting through that. you have to know how amazing you are," he told you, demanding you to see you the way he saw you.

because the way he saw you, you were beyond perfect. you were so much stronger for going through that. if anything, knowing you went through that made him think you were that much more amazing.

and honestly, the way you were thinking is that when you told spencer, he might think less of you. he might think you were dumb for doing that to yourself, inflicting pain upon your own body to relieve yourself of pain.

that was anything but true.

"s-so you don't think any less of me?" you asked confused, looking into his eyes for any tells of his lying.

"absolutely not. if anything i think you're stronger now that i know what you've endured," he assured you, moving a stray piece of hair behind your ear as he moved even closer to you.

"thank you so much, spencer," you said as you lunged forward, your arms immediately pulling him closer around his neck into a hug.

"you don't need to thank me, y/n," he started as he rubbed circles in your back soothingly. "if it helps anything at all... i think your amazing. i always have, and i always will."

"spencer..." you pulled back and looked into his eyes. "just... i need to tell you one more thing."

"alright," he nodded, prompting you to continue.

"i uhm, i'm in love with you," you bit your lip in anticipation for his response.

he didn't say anything.

he couldn't say anything.

he wanted to say something, but he didn't know how.

he didn't even know if you actually said that, or if you were just a figment of his imagination.

because at this point, he felt so much more for you than love.

he was infatuated with you.

but you read it as rejection, so you quickly unhinged your arms from around his neck and retreated into a ball while on the couch.

"i-i'm sorry," you said after quickly realizing the reality of the situation.

he didn't feel the same.

"you d-don't need to say it back. i shouldn't have sprung that on you. i-i've just felt that way for so long, and i thought that maybe you did too, but i shouldn't have assumed anything. i'm so sorry," you looked at him, waiting for him to say anything. to admit anything.

"oh god, and i just spilled everything to you," you ran your hand through your hair.

silence.

"i think i need to go for a walk," you said, getting up from the couch and rushing out the door after grabbing your coat.

you opted for taking the stairs to run outside, being the quickest option.

spencer was speechless, still sitting on your couch, dumbfounded.

he was overwhelmed with emotions.

you loved him?

he couldn't believe that someone so smart, so beautiful, so kind, so funny, so... everything would ever love him.

and he was too late to say it back.

he couldn't wrap his head around the fact that you loved him, so he just sat there in awe of this revelation.

by the time he realized what you had said, and was ready to say it back, you were already out of the door and down the stairs.

you were walking all too fast with tears flooding your eyesight.

you had just lost the one person you loved the most. the one person who's always there for you. the only person you've felt a connection with. you lost your everything.

by the time spencer ran down the stairs in an attempt to chase you, you were nowhere to be found. he could always call your cell, but he wanted to admit his undying love and affection in person, not over some dumb cellular device.

you didn't know where you were going, just letting your feet take you wherever they pleased. it had been a bit cold and you had left everything at your place, so you began rubbing your arms in search for more friction.

you were walking around a corner when you were pulled into an alley by some random white guy. with a harsh hand on your arm, you whined out quietly from the sudden pain.

you didn't have your gun.

"money! NOW!" he demanded. you stayed there with tears in your eyes, too emotional to speak.

your wallet was back at the house.

"are you too dumb to speak? i said MONEY!" he said, pushing a gun you were now made aware of into your stomach.

"i-i don't have my wallet," you admitted with a shaky voice, tears now streaming down your face faster than before.

the night was supposed to be another night with spencer, watching your favorite show and being with your favorite person. you were supposed to be cuddled up on his couch, probably falling asleep in his arms by now.

and now you were being mugged and were probably going to get hurt in one way or another.

"and why is that, doll?" he pushed the gun further into your lower stomach .

"i-i was in a r-rush. i s-swear i d-don't have anyth-thing!" you stuttered, trying to convince him to let you go.

"too bad... you've already seen my face. let's hope you have a nice nap," he growled before pulling the trigger, a bullet running through your lower stomach.

spencer was near you when the bullet went off. he was walking home.

you didn't even realize it, but you were walking in the direction of your love's own home when you were ambushed.

he heard the gun go off.

he naturally ran into the alley with his gun raised, ready to fire at anyone fleeing the scene. he managed to take the guy down with a single bullet before realizing it was you who was shot.

he quickly grabbed his phone and dialed 911 and demanded an ambulance at the corner of 5th and maine, alerting them that an agent was down.

"Y/N!" he yelled, running to kneel beside your limp body. "please, no..." he pleaded.

he put his hand to your neck in an attempt to find any pulse. there was a weak one. there was that hope again. he pulled you onto his lap, your body now resting atop his.

"stay with me. i-i didn't get to tell you how i felt," he cried as he put pressure on where the blood was coming out.

"sp-spencer?" you asked, barely regaining consciousness.

"it's me, y/n. i'm here," he soothed, running a hand through your hair to move it from your face.

"i'm s-s-sorry," you choked out, feeling your eyelids become heavier by the second.

"no. don't apologize to me," he told you. "i should be apologizing."

"it's n-not... your... fault," you felt your breath coming slower, the weight on your chest becoming unbearable.

"i-if i would've just told you how i felt..." he began thinking about how horrible a mistake he had made.

sirens were nearing, hope was becoming greater. spencer clung to your body tighter than ever as if holding you closer to him would will your heart to beat stronger, even if it was for just a bit longer.

"i-i..." you took another uneven breath, reaching your hand up slowly to wipe a tear from his face. "lo-love..." another breath. "you," you finished, your hand cascading down from his face and falling limp onto spencer’s lap, now accepting your own fate as the ambulance was now right outside the alley.

there was a moment when spencer thought maybe you’d wake up. you’d come back to him. but once they loaded you into the ambulance he had to accept one thing.

he had lost his everything...

@averyhotchner @greenprisca @muffin-cup

#spencer reid angst #spencer reid x reader #spencer reid #spencer reid imagine #spencer x y/n #spencer x reader #sad ending

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oceanselevenism · 3 years

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I've seen that most of the stories on ao3 about them are mostly canon-compliant (and I don't have anything against that tbh) but I was wondering if you have any aus that you think could fit them or that you'd like to see?

omg i have SO MANY aus!! (it got Very Long so its under a cut)

- college au! danny gets kicked out (hes on full scholarship and does Thiefly Things to cover his expenses so hes not endangered just fairly fucked up abt it) (does it count as kicked out if u only live w ur dad three months a year) in freshman year, he befriends rusty (1 year below him) in sophomore year, debbie also befriends rusty (she and danny dont talk much but shes 2 yrs below him at the same college), and when reuben comes calling for a job he thinks debbie has a boyfriend (thanks to debbie telling her dad that she does) so she fake dates rusty. who ends up joining the job. and danny is Very Jealous

- snl ripoff au! danny and rusty are the weekend-update-adjacent anchors and they get gay. i Would have this take place in la (reuben is taking A Risk producing a late night sketch comedy show on the west coast but the 11/12/however fuckin many are fantastic cast members so even though they lose revenue from the other timezones not watching as much as they watch snl or whatever, they still make BANK... but danny and rusty getting gay throws the equilibrium out of whack) BUT la sucks DICK so its happening in new york. also this way u get Ocean Sibling Banter (debbie and lou are the anchors for The Actual Weekend Update and when debbie/lou get together and also when danny/rusty get together there are so many ‘just switch out the blondes/brunettes nobody will be able to tell and we won’t have hr down our necks’ jokes)

- au where the caldwells, abt to go deep undercover on a Huge Fucking Case, have to give up custody of 6 year old linus to tess and danny. the case stretches on for twelve years and linus grows up w tess and danny (who get divorced like right after they adopt him bc tess finds out abt dannys Thiefly Activities-- he confesses to her bc he doesnt rly want to predispose the kid to said thiefly activities) and also isabel (she and rusty break up like Right Before tess and dannys wedding and its very funny; she then goes on to marry tess) parenting him (rusty isnt as much in the picture bc he doesnt feel bad at all abt stealing and tess doesnt want linus to pick up that mentality also rusty Feels Things abt danny)! then when linus is like 18 or 19 danny disappears (tess and isabel think its Thiefly Activities again and arent concerned, just disappointed, but linus is very concerned for his dad-slash-stepdad-slash-sort-of-uncle) and he tracks down rusty so they can find danny. they roadtrip across america and eventually catch up to danny, who is helping the caldwells, and the five of them take down whatever gang the caldwells were chasing. linus now has 6 parents

- au based on this post where some archaeologist finds a bunch of dannys [french person voice] Love Lettairs 2 rusty and so obviously the logical course of action is to rob the museum (which happens to be the museum that tess is curating. funny how things work out) without telling his team What Theyre Stealing. they successfully pull off the heist but turns out the letters were not among the items they stole!! danny is getting desperate. as a last-ditch attempt he calls tess and asks her to let them rob the museum. shes like Why The Fuck Would I Do That. he explains and she begrudgingly agrees. danny and livingston go break into the museum Again but rusty tails them bc dannys been acting Weird and he finds out abt the letters bc livingston sweats more whenever he tells a lie. they live happily ever after (literally, theyre immortal) the end. also even though dannys a werewolf the 11 all call him the new jersey devil (its not his fault that legend came to be ok!! he was very drunk!!)

- childhood friends au!! danny and rusty were best buds as very young kids and then the oceans had to move. flash forward 2 present day where danny and debbie r robbing a museum (theyre building a flower shop over the vault and tunneling in, the dudes in brazil who came up w it are very very clever) and guess which two people are the assistant curators (is that even a title?). guess. ill tell u its tess and rusty! danny recognizes rusty, rusty ‘does not recognize’ danny (which is valid. look at photos of child george clooney and tell me you would recognize him). the 11 demand that they use this to their advantage and so danny and rusty Sort Of Date while the rest set up for the robbery, and danny feels really bad abt it so on the day of (after everyone has gotten away, ofc, he might be a lovesick bitch but hes not a snitch) he confesses and rustys like lmao i was onto u from the start. what kind of a name is [insert alias here] anyway. then they go live a life of crime and its great

- @sanduschism came up w a fantastic au where danny pickpockets rusty and feels bad so he sends the wallet back and they strike up a Correspondence

- HOSPITAL AU!!! danny and rusty r er techs while theyre doing med school and nobody knows how they juggle their shifts w school but also rusty can do a tracheotomy in like 5 seconds and danny can tell when a person needs an mri before they even list their symptoms so nobody questions it and nobody splits them up Ever. when they eventually become surgeons, danny does cardio and rusty does neuro, and whenever they have to work together not only do they never have to say what theyre doing, they don't even have What Do U Want To Cook For Dinner convos fully out loud. tess is head nurse... she makes so many excel spreadsheets... they are ALL color coded. isabel is head er doc and nobody dares to halfass things on her watch. reuben is head hospital admin, saul is chief surgeon, basher is head of the burn unit, the malloys r the HUNKIEST nurses in town, frank does plastic surgery/ent (every patient loves him bc he is just So Calm), livingston is The IT Guy, yen does like orthopedics or physical therapy, and linus is their fav resident who they all lovingly tease 24/7. the ocean sibs r both Cardio Gods and each dominate their respective coasts. debbie is an nyc doctor and if she sees a mass gen doctor its on SIGHT. the few surgeries that she and danny collab on go so fast that the med students in the gallery Cannot tell whats happening. lou is also a plastic surgeon and she and frank r best buds. linus requests time off like 6 months in advance Every Time and everyone hates it bc then They have to be on call but he doesnt realize his Extreme Overachieverness is causing so much strife. whenever tess and danny get in an argument she colorcodes his rounds spreadsheet to be the most neon shit youve ever seen. can you tell i never fully progressed past my greys anatomy phase this one is like 93489302 lines long

- superpower au where rusty has midas touch and danny has corrosive touch and when theyre too young to have control over their powers (abilities develop throughout adolescence and the user gains control at the end of adolescence) they accidentally brush hands and are terrified they just killed each other but turns out their powers like. cancel out. so until they reach like 21 or 22 and can touch things without fucking them UP they just. hold hands all the time. bc otherwise they have to wear gloves to prevent Accidents and both of them “hate gloves” (and also love holding hands. gayasses)

- uhhh hallmark au where danny is a crime fiction writer out on some beach north of ocean city nj and rusty is his fancy nyc editor. everyone else is a thief including debbie who is just Very weirded out that her brother, who robbed boston’s institute of contemporary art at age 22 and got away with it, has decided to spend the rest of his life churning out books. he is very critically acclaimed and about half of the 11 are buds with him and use his published books as heist inspo. the other ~half of the 11 are buds with rusty, and they tell him if danny’s heists are feasible or not (they always are. scarily so.) anyway rusty and isabel break up 12 days before xmas and danny and tess break up 8 days before hanukkah so dannys heading to debbie’s place in upstate new york to mope for the holidays when A BLIZZARD HITS and he gets stranded in midtown. and he and rusty are buds but like. Email Buds. they dont hang out irl and therefore they dont let their Totally Bud-Like Feelings mess up their professional relationship. but danny is stranded and its hanukkah and he ends up crashing at rustys place for the duration of the blizzard. and then rusty ends up coming to debbies place for the rest of the holidays. and then they kiss on new years eve and debbie kicks them out bc theyre being gross

- And More! thanks for the ask, anon! sorry it got so long lol i just have Many Thoughts

#oceans 11 #oceans eleven #danny ocean #rusty ryan #danny x rusty #oceans 8 #oceans eight

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holylulusworld · 5 years

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I don't wanna love somebody else (3)

Request: Was thinking something angsty with Sebastian Stan & reader. His friend maybe tells him that she's not nice & is behind his fame & money so she's acting all nice. Once when she's talking abt someone else Seb thinks she's actually talking abt him. He acts cold towards her & throws her out on her b'day. He insults her in front of everyone & tells everyone how bad she is. She leaves the country & changes all the contacts. Seb sees her after 2yrs, with his child. Idk a happy ending???

This part got inspired by A Great Big World’s ‘I don't wanna love somebody else

Pairing: Sebastian Stan x Reader, Chris Evans x Reader (platonic), OFC Matteo Christopher, OFC Loretta

Warnings: angst, sad reader, mentions of heartbreak/break-up, arguments, daddy!Sebastian

You love me not masterlist

Sebastian is pacing around Chris’s apartment. Glancing at his best friend, trying to convince him to give him your addressee or at least your phone number.

“Please, Chris.” Moving his hand over his face Sebastian sighs. “I only want to talk to her. It’s been over a week and she didn’t allow me to see my son, please.”

“Seb, I always respected your privacy, never even tried to get involved with your decisions. Only one time I tried to make you change your mind, the night Y/N gave birth to your son. I called you, told you she’s in the hospital, asking for you.” Chris is clearing his throat at the memory of you lie on the hospital bed, waiting for Sebastian to come.

“I thought she has a broken leg or something…” Sebastian whispers, feeling more guilt well up. “I didn’t know…”

“Sebastian, you hung up the phone before I could explain the situation. I tried to reach you again and you refused all my calls that night. What if she would’ve had an accident and was close to dying?” Now Sebastian’s eyes widen, and he let the tears fall.

“I…”

“Exactly! You wouldn’t have cared at all, Seb, too busy believing this lying bitch of a best friend. I tried to make you see your mistake, Y/N tried, hell even your parents tried to make you call her. They still can’t believe you treated her that badly.” Chris is glancing at his phone the moment Sebastian’s eyes land on it.

In a split-second he grabs Chris’s phone running out of the apartment to dial your number. He’s a panting mess but the sound of your voice let Sebastian’s heart flutter.

“Chris, is something wrong? I’m at the playground Matteo loves so much, you know, close to my house. Do you want to come around?” Not knowing what to do, Sebastian wants to imitate Chris's voice, but this would be wrong, and he clears his throat.

“Please don’t hang up, I stole Chris’s phone to hear your voice.” Sniffling Sebastian walks backward seeing Chris approach, angrily clenching his jaw. “I swear Chris will hit me right now. He had nothing to do with this.”

“Seb, please stop trying to get close to me. We are over for two years. This was your decision, not mine. I only try to live with the consequences of your actions. Find someone new to love…if you ever loved me at all…”

You end the phone call and Sebastian glances at the phone he stole from his friend, not knowing how to change your mind.

“Sebastian Stan give me back my phone! How old are you, dude? I swear if you hurt her…” Chris is angrily stalking toward his friend, shaking his head. “Give her some time!”

“She said I shall find someone new to love, if I ever loved her.” Sitting onto the sidewalk, looking at the phone in his hands Sebastian recalls the day he kicked you out of his life.

“I don't wanna love somebody else, Chris.” Sitting next to his friend Chris takes his phone out of Sebastian’s hands. “I don’t know if I’m the right one to give you advice. You are my best friend, but Y/N is my friend too. She’s been through too much over the last two years. I can’t let you hurt her again or force your way back into her life.”

“I know…”

“If you are honest about your intentions and if you still love this wonderful, smart and caring woman, you have to be patient and selfless this time. Give her time, only take what she offers and maybe you can have another chance, if not…” Chris sighs, squeezing his friend's shoulder. “You have to leave her alone.”

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“That’s great, baby boy.” You try to fake a smile watching your son building a castle of sand with Loretta. She came around to help you over the last week as you were a mess once again.

Seeing Sarah, hearing the insults and hurtful words made you vulnerable. The worst is, you always hear your son calling Sebastian ‘dadda’ and it breaks your heart.

Then he calls you this morning and the knots you thought left your stomach are back once again. You can’t let this man back into your life but maybe your son deserves to get to know his father.

“Loretta? Your brother is a lawyer, right?”

“Si, one of the best. He studied at Harvard and works in New York.” Loretta is more than proud of her little brother, you can see it all over her face. “Why, Bella?”

“I need to know everything about custody, shared custody and the rights of a father. Sebastian has way more money and I don’t want to lose my baby if he wants sole custody…” Loretta’s eyes round, before she picks your son up. “Bella, I don’t think he will do so. I guess he only wants to get to know this little boy…”

“Do you think I should allow Sebastian to see his son? Matteo called him ‘daddy’ last week. I’m so confused and got no clue what to do know. I can’t forgive him for what he did, but my heart still wants to reach out for him…” Sniffling you take your son out of Loretta’s arms.

“The heart wants, what the heart wants, Bella. We can’t always agree with our stupid hearts.” Nodding you look at your son smiling up at you.

“Find a nice Italian man! They are hot men, strong men with strong hands…” Loretta swoons and you chuckle at her words.

Oh, I built a world around you

Oh, you had me in a dream,

I lived in every word you said

The stars had aligned

I thought that I found you

And I don't wanna love somebody else

“Can you call your brother and ask him to send me all the information I need? I want to be prepared, just in case…”

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Another week later Sebastian tries to leave the set when he bumps into one of the PAs, looking for him. “Mr. Stan, I’m sorry to disturb you but I got a letter for you.”

“Thank you.” Glancing at the letter Sebastian’s hands start trembling, that’s your signature. Heart beating a mile in a minute he rips the envelope open, there are only a few words written on the scented stationery.

We need to talk about Matteo, meet me at this place… That’s all Sebastian can read before he starts shaking. His vision is clouded by tears as he runs toward Chris standing in front of his trailer.

“She sends me a letter…” Voice raspy Sebastian hands his friend the letter but Chris doesn’t need to read it. You already talked about your plans. “I know, Seb. Y/N asked me for advice. I suggest you have a shower before you talk to her, you reek…”

“Okay…yeah…you’re right…”

Oh, I shouldn't go on hoping

Oh, that you will change your mind

And one day we could start again

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Nervously glancing at the flower he bought Sebastian knocks at your door. The moment you let him into your house his heart begins to race. Your hair is in a messy bun, you are wearing sweatpants and an old shirt, but you are the most beautiful thing he ever saw.

“These are for you…” He manages to choke out as you lead him into your living room, pointing toward some papers.

“I want to talk about custody, Sebastian. I asked a lawyer for advice and want you to sign some papers.” Sebastian’s face falls, as he sits onto your couch, nodding.

“Okay…”

“I will have sole custody for Matteo, and you will agree to these terms but…” Taking a deep breath you place a picture of your son onto the table. “I will allow you to see him. My job here is almost done. I got a better job offer in the States and will move back…”

“I sign everything you want me to if I can see my son…” Sebastian’s hands are shaking as he blindly grabs the papers to sign them.

“You should ask a lawyer first, Seb. I don’t want to defraud you.” Glancing at Sebastian you shake your head when he signs the papers without thinking twice.

“I know you won’t do such a thing, Y/N. I learned from my mistakes. Can I…” Clearing his throat he looks around your house. “See him, please. Only for a minute…”

“You can stay till dinner, then you must leave. Matteo needs to sleep early; he woke up in the middle of the night.” Walking out of the living room you show Sebastian your son’s room. “His room is at the last one on the right, next to my bedroom.”

“I can go in alone?” Searching your face Sebastian gulps hard seeing the hesitation in your eyes. This is hard for you and he doesn’t want to make it harder. “Or do you rather come with me? I mean…uh…you’re his mommy.”

“Okay…”

----

“Look at my big boy! Did you grow over the last week?” Matteo is showing his father the dog he got from him. “You like the dog?”

“He won’t let it go. Slept with it over the last week, even refused to let it go during lunch and got it dirty. I couldn’t wash it as my son decided to cry every time I tried to get hold of the dirty plushie.”

Sebastian can’t hold back the smile at the sight of his son playing with the dog he gave him. Matteo is squealing, walking toward his father to place the toy in his hands. Your breath hitches in your throat as not even you could take the plushie out of your son’s hands.

Watching your son playing with his father, squealing you know that this was the right decision, even if it breaks your heart being close to Sebastian your son needs his father.

“Y/N, can we talk later?” Sebastian asks hopefully glancing at you. Your heart wants to race but you press your hand onto your chest, taking deep breaths. “About Matteo…?”

“About us…” His blue eyes search your face as you refuse to look at him. “No. There is no us, Seb and there will never be an us again. You made me leave and this is how it ended. I will allow you to see, Matteo Christopher, nothing else…”

“Please…”

“Do you know how hard this is for me, Seb? Do you have the slightest idea of how it breaks me inside to see YOU next to the son you abandoned along with me? I can or rather I don’t want to talk about us as this is in the past.” Sebastian nods, remembering the advice Chris gave him.

“I’m sorry for asking.”

----

Watching your son sleep you look at the floor, picking up the dirty plushie. Next to it lies a piece of paper and your necklace. Sebastian must have let someone repair it.

Your eyes fill with tears at the single line he wrote onto the paper: I don't wanna love somebody else.

Well I don't care if loneliness kills me

I don't wanna love somebody else

Oh, I thought that I could change you

Oh, I thought that we would be the greatest story that I tell

I know that it's time to tell you it's over

But I don't wanna love somebody else

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@yolobloggers, @meganywinchester, @shikshinkwon, @miraclesoflove , @mogaruke, @shatteredabby, @soryuwifeyxx, @letsdisneythings, @i-love-superhero

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Steve Rogers/Chris Evans Tags

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You love me not Tags

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#marvel fanfiction #marvel rpf fanfiction #chris evans #sebastian stan #sebastian stan x you #sebastian x reader #daddy!Sebastian #sebastian stan x reader #request fill

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the-rings-system · 4 years

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(Tw ableism/commitment) hi! So in light of those cases you mentioned on Twitter I'm really scared to seek therapy. We really need it but our system is not even remotely close to the current idea therapists have abt systems we're mixed origin and our experiences more common to endogenic systems (past life memories, vast inner worlds, strong internal communication, but no switches etc.) Are noticeable to the point where I don't think I can hide them during therapy (1)

(2) On top of that we do experience what we believe are delusions due to our trauma and have been thinking me may have a personality or mood disorder we haven't been able to look into yet. We also are self diagnosed & due to fear of losing our rights don't want to receive any professional diagnoses. So our question is how do we find a therapist who will accept this 8 offer help while still staying safe? We're very scared of being committed and/or forced to take medications and want to stay safe.

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Hello friends, ableism is really scary, and we totally understand the fears that come with it.

The most important thing in having confidence navigating health systems safely is knowing your rights.

1. First thing off the bat, cases of involuntary commitment/hospitalization don’t typically occur in the therapy space (at least in our experience working with people who’ve been involuntarily hospitalized/peers who have been). It’s most common during crisis situations. In these incidences, a friend/neighbor/family member/ect calls the police or emergency medical services, which eventually leads to involuntary hospitalization for the person in crisis. Where we live (US) these two forces exist as transport to hospitals, and are not trained well/at all in de-escalation. We’ve literally talked to emergency medical services in our area about this and those are words from their own mouths. -however, this means having a diagnosis and seeking therapy in itself won’t drastically increase your risk for involuntary hospitalization/commitment. -if you are white, you’re going to have a lot less issues with this, and might be able to work yourself out of involuntary hospitalization if someone calls the police on you. 2. When this does happen in therapy, this is due to the therapist/psychiatrist believing you are at immediate risk of harm to self or harm to others. With this, it’s a little more touch and go - most therapists need to hear the words directly from your mouths that you’re intending or thinking of harming yourself/others, but there’s some really ableist ones that will hear your have schizophrenia/DID and believe that you’re immediately at risk to yourself/others. Having a good interview process/consultation with the therapist will help mitigate risk in this area, which brings us to:

3. When selecting a therapist that can help you and wont give you an on-paper diagnosis when you don’t want one, as always, we recommend going into therapy knowing what you deserve and what you want from it, and knowing you can walk away at any time. https://www.instagram.com/livedexperiencecounsellor/ On instagram has a LOT of good resources on what collaborative therapy should look like. We honestly recommend going through their entire page (or a good chunk of it) In the intake/consultation, it’s a really good thing for you to ask questions too, to determine if the therapist is a good match for you. (and also if they’re ableist) https://www.instagram.com/p/CAPzAKtAG_S/?utm_source=ig_web_copy_link is a good starter resource for general questions, we also recommend from our experience: 1. Do you have experience in x area (eg. dissociation, DID, delusions, ect), do you feel qualified to treat x things? 2. Are you familiar with the severe stigma and violence against those with highly stigmatized disorders? What do you do in the therapy space to help mitigate that? 3. I’m not comfortable with an on-paper diagnosis yet, and you comfortable treating me without making a diagnosis that will be in my medical records? Good therapists will understand if you don’t want a medical, on-paper diagnosis for safety reasons. Every therapist we’ve seen (except the one that didn’t believe in DID) has understood this. Our first specialist was the one that brought this issue up with us in the first place, directly telling us about the organ donation waitlist ableism, and that unless we needed specific medications she wouldn’t diagnose us for our safety. There’s good therapists out there, honestly, and I encourage y’all to go find them ❤️ TLDR: Involuntary hospitalization/commitment typically occurs outside of therapy, and within therapy when you disclose intent to harm yourself/others. As long as you’re mindful of this, know your rights, and have good consultation sessions, you should be safe seeking therapy. (and I encourage you to!!) There’s plenty of therapists who know about ableist structures and will understand that you don’t want a diagnosis at this time. (Was gonna put in the tags, but will put here: involuntary commitment is scary as HELL I don't blame you at all for being afraid. But also, getting treatment means you're less likely to have crises in unsafe situations which result in external people making that police call leading to commitment. It's a difficult situation, stay strong.)

#silver.speaks #Anonymous #ask

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wakai-imagines · 6 years

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Hello! Could I request hcs for ochaco, mirio, & tamaki (or todoroki if u don't know the big 3) with a crush & the crush doesn't think they like them back & then their classmates just go off abt how much character adores their crush through their actions and/or what they have said abt their crush. Thanks so much!!

I just want to put it out there that I LOVE Mirio with all my heart.

I also skipped another request because it’s taking way longer than I expected to write for, and I needed to post something because it’s been a while.

Uraraka Ochaco

Uraraka is always super nervous and jumpy around you, which led you to believe that she harbored bad feelings towards you

when you first asked to sit with her at lunch because she seemed nice, she just stared at you and didn’t say anything

And when you were partnered up for training, she refused and begged Yaorazu to switch with her

so one day at lunch, you’re asking your group of friends if you did anything to make Uraraka dislike you and they all just stare at you in disbelief

Then they proceed to tell you how much Uraraka likes you and that she talks about you all the time when you’re not around

And they tell you about how she’s always watching you in class instead of taking notes, or how she can talk about something small you did like fixing your uniform for hours on end, or how she seems to always know when you’re feeling off

And when she notices that you’re having a bad day, she’ll tell someone else like Iida to say some encouraging words or have Midoriya give you your favorite drink from the vending machine instead of her even though she was the one who bought it

And they all tell you that she just can’t focus when you’re face-to-face with her and that’s why she avoids you

Togata Mirio

You always thought Togata was a gentleman since the first time you met him

He’s always smiling and he’s so kind to everyone

So when he offers to carry your books for you or brings you a water bottle after training, you try to not think too much into it because that’s just how he is

But it’s so hard not to think that way, and before you know it you’ve got this huge crush on him

While you’re talking with Nejire one day, you tell her about your feelings for the blonde but tell her you have no chance with him and that you understand that he’s just nice to everyone, and she just laughs at you for a long time before asking you if you really thought that

And then she tells you that he actually has a super big crush on you and he actually goes out of his way to do things for you

He actually does treat you differently from everyone else, even if it’s not so obvious to you, and even though he’s not so open or vocal about his feelings for you, he wouldn’t deny it if someone asks

And Nejire tells you something that he told her never to tell anyone else - when he does his Killing Move Phantom Menace, he’s actually super embarrassed if you’re around to see it because he’s pretty much naked, and sometimes he’ll even miss a hit because of it

Amajiki Tamaki

This boy is so shy around you, he’s literaly a stuttering mess, but you just think it’s because he doesn’t really like talking (which is partially true in this case)

Sometimes he manages a sentence or two around you, but nothing more, and he never meets your eyes

When you try talking to him sometimes, he’ll just make this face like he’s annoyed or something, so you’ve stopped trying now because you think he doesn’t like you, but it’s really just because he’s panicking inside and that’s his default expression

And he notices that you avoid him now and he doesn’t know why, but he doesn’t have the courage to ask you

It isn’t until you bring up the topic while talking to Togata one day and he can’t help but sigh when he hears how his friend has been acting towards you

So he tells you that Amajiki often talks about you with this lovestruck look on his face but when it comes to actually talking to you, he loses his cool and doesn’t really know what to do except stay quiet

And it turns out that Amajiki sometimes likes to imagine watching butterflies with you or just being with you in general, and he likes to try the foods you like and even buys two of whatever he’s eating with hopes of sharing with you but never does because he’s just so scared and nervous

One of the things he thinks about a lot that keeps him from getting to know you better is the thought that you’re too good for him and you deserve someone better, and you think that’s ironic because you feel that way about him since he’s so powerful and stuff

#classes started like three weeks ago #and i have felt a variety of emotions all day #hope you're all doing good #uraraka ochako #togata mirio #amajiki tamaki #uraraka chaco x reader #togata mirio x reader #amajiki tamaki x reader #bnha #bnha headcanons #request #anon

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