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chmerical · 10 months

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phewww ok but like would anyone be down to talk or plot? <3

#in a better headspace now #and home #so i can finally decompress and vibe #ooc.

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themagical1sa · 1 year

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Nawa'y mabura ng oras ang kupas na tagsibol.

May time erase the faded spring.

#[ 🗣️ | the magical girl speaks ]#isa go to sleep challenge #in a better headspace now #my brain has this song on repeat (alongside Director's Cut by Kamikazee lmao)#it's a song about growing from your past self and not letting it stop you from being who you are #ah.#yeah no wonder I've loved this song since its release #unfortunately Dareharu had long disbanded since ampstyle – one of their members – died of COVID #may he rest in peace and I hope he knows that his music has helped me greatly throughout my life #I even made a localized Tagalog version of the song #not only did I make it more singable for myself... I also made the song mine in a sense #nais kong mamulaklak sa anyo kong ito dahil ako ito; ang tunay na ako #that's the last line #yeah i love this song. thank you ampstyle #Spotify

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ink-the-artist · 1 year

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I am so curious if anyone else does this, one of the most useful things I do when making art is being stupidly overconfident almost deluding myself, like if throughout the entire process I completely convince myself I can pull off whatever it is I’m trying to do, even if it’s something beyond my skill level that I naturally don’t end up reaching at the end, the end result comes out better than I expect even when it doesn’t look like what I was going for. I don’t rly know how to properly explain this but I’ve been doing it all my life and it’s probably one of the funniest mental processes I go through when making art

#you would think this leads to feelings of disappointment when the end result doesn’t meet my lofty goals but it doesn’t #idk how it works #I mentioned this in an art class once related to a conversation I can’t remember now #no one related 😭#I will convince myself I can do this super impressive thing beyond my abilities #and hold onto that delusion the entire time im working #and of course the outcome isn’t that I actually achieve this impressive thing #but the outcome is often better than I would’ve expected when looking at it at the end no longer in the overconfident delusional headspace #I think I have a mental illness

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welcometogrouchland · 1 month

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your talia in your newest comic is very pretty 💜 shiny hair save me….

AHH THANK YOU SM I didn't shade her hair originally when I was coloring cause I was trying to streamline things but it looked so incomplete without it...I can't help it if she has L'Oreal model energy. Anyway you're always really nice on my Steph posts so here's some misc Stephs I had lying around as thanks for this ask (feat one of those alt cowl designs i posted back when!)

#dc comics #dc #stephanie brown #batgirl #batgirls #asks #i have many wips that I don't feel are worthy of posting but yknow? these ones aint half bad #I've already done a lot of my essential steph reading so now I'm just looking for other stuff shes been in #she's briefly in the GA trade I'm reading rn! big win! I didn't even know that when i bought it but fate is fate #I'm gonna read batgirls at some point but i have to be in a headspace for it w/ the requisite amount of context #also i know it's one of those series you need to stick with to get the maximum amount of enjoyment with it #since every review I've read has said ''i know it starts off rough but PLEASE just get past the midpoint it gets better''#so i gotta be in that headspace too #(demons in my head saying 'or you could just reread cass' batgirl run' and I'm like STOP I NEED TO FINISH GA AND BB LEAVE ME BE!!!)#anyway thank you for this it was really nice <3 #mine

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katsigian · 2 months

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⁺⊹𑁍˚𖥸 𝙒𝙄𝙋 𝙒𝙃𝙀𝙉𝙀𝙑𝙀𝙍 𖥸˚𑁍⊹⁺────────

Hiiii everyone, we are so back.

First up, Valen baby. I recoloured his cyberware! All of that golden hardware he has - his forearms, his neural wiring on his face, his piercings, his wedding ring - finally match. I recoloured them to be the same gold as his eyes and he matches so nicely that I've ascended into heaven. I love matching and symmetry in OC designs 🫠

I also made Valen more freckle-y. I love freckles, so Valen's got even more on his shoulders and chest. Lastly, lore-accurate love marks; Valen's normally covered in both bitemarks and hickies. Why? Because Valen and his husband are (healthily) possessive of each other + leaving marks is a way for them to bond (they're also just extremely horny for each other). That bond with his husband is essential to his character, so I figured I'd add them in

More ongoing projects under here ♡

Second up, Vesper baby. Yes, my rarely seen second son is getting an awful lot of upgrades and will be reappearing soon because I missed him. He's back to being pink like his OG version! It'll be a little while yet before I've got him done, as I'm making him a new hair from almost scratch in Blender + giving him brand new tattoos. I'm very happy with how he's coming along so far, though.

Lastly, I'm recolouring cyberware for public release on Nexus! I really needed more variety when it comes to OC creation + I haven't seen recolours of these before. So I figured If Not Me, Then Who. There's two ready to go and I'll likely do more if everything goes well.

And that's everything for now!

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#wahhh i'm genuinely over the moon that i can enjoy my hobbies again #there was a really long time where i couldn't work on them for the life of me #thankfully i am now in a much better headspace and a much better emotional space so i can have fun again yippee #wip whenever #cyberpunk 2077 #cyberpunk mods #cyberpunk 2077 mods #male v #get in the tags boy #𝔪𝔶 𝔴𝔬𝔯𝔨𝔰 𝔦𝔫 𝔭𝔯𝔬𝔤𝔯𝔢𝔰𝔰 ♡#WIPs

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fried-manto · 9 months

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Even so, even so..!

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soothedcerberus · 11 days

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😊😊💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

#all that drawing of dirk paid off i can draw her now #dungeon meshi #disproportionate body!!! Woooooo!!#dungeon meshi spoilers #wip #long neck like a goose #wow im in a bad headspace after class but I’m a bit better now

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willkimurashat · 11 months

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The more I’m thinking about the way s6 is going, the more I have mixed feelings about it? I swear it’s like, fusebox decided to give us the longing and the yearning and the pining straight from day one, and I’m just like, “but we didn’t even have the time to build a relationship with our li yet??” Sure, we’ve spoken and we’ve kissed, and sure yeah, I enjoy having the attention, but at the same time I’m just like, it’s what, day.. 2? Like, let us be in a couple for a bit so that the pining makes sense?? Idk..

#idk it’s like all going so fast but i know it kinda has to if they want to fit in casa in so little space and all #i like jamal being all sappy but at the same time I’m just like we barely know each other? it’s early days?? we’ve not even been a couple???#i don’t even know if I’m making any sense lol #i’ve just been in a weird ass headspace this past week so now i’m projecting it onto litg #sorry:(#maybe once i feel a little better i’ll go back to being all happy-go-lucky about s6 #litg #love island the game #litg s6 #litg double trouble

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vyibunni · 7 months

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rewatching part 4 is really making me realize how much i missed these guys :')

#jjba #josuke higashikata #okuyasu nijimura #josuyasu #pleaaaase i had so much fun drawing this. i found a pose in some old magazine pic (i think) and i rlly got their vibes from it #what are they looking at? someone acting a complete fool in front of the school? maybe #i have my own interpretation hdkdjdjdk #i never ever draw backgrounds and im bad at them but i really want to get better so i decided to just do something even if its not great #i just want to get into the headspace of doing them more for now so #anyway i get like emotional watching part 4 hjddjdjdb i just love them sm <33

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ivycrowned · 3 months

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tumblr recced a post and I had. Irrelevant thoughts. also it seemed like a vent post. but the neuro-whatever vibe to Explain sparkled in my brain so. i am indulging this in my own corner instead of on someone else's post.

i don't do near exclusively good runs bc im just so pure and good and/or want to be perceived that way

i do 'em bc i have anxiety and also bc helping ppl is my power fantasy but like the anxiety is so very real abt it.

#i have gotten better at rejection/anger/unhappiness being directed at me in roleplay tho!#straight up sent me into a panic spiral a few years back when doing early dnd #i think its as much getting better at it as it is having such beautiful friends that have all become so good at communicating w eachother #and checking in #oh and nearly forgot abt the anger/rejection related ptsd so that ALSO gets my ass #also evil runs are.... just not fun to me #this is not shade in any form by the way #i dont think exploring darkness and evil is in anyway some kinda moral signifier #i just personally can't live in that headspace for rp #now if im writing a story on my own #then i can be EEEEEVIL and its so much fun #but its different?#anyway best i can do is particularly selfish and or chaotic but i need some good redeemign qualities in there #or i just lose interest #anyway #this has been an unspecified ramble #mun talk

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antirepurp · 2 months

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maybe i should just fuck it and write some ARK shit with shadow and maria and focus on who maria was instead of how she was remembered. i think i could make it work

#soda offers you a can #i actually wanted to write yesterday before i was overcome by The Horrors #im like lowkey in a better headspace now i could probably type down some Words

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cosmic-kaden · 4 days

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Gonna take a little break. I'll still queue stuff but I can't really be here as of late.

#feel a little under appreciated a bit... like idk people just don't give a shit about me or my content #Don't get me wrong I do this for me just sucks seeing everyone have their ships getting attention and I'm just here rbing my own stuff #over and over again. throw that on-top of my depressive state right now about just personal stuff and it only makes me feel worse #on-top of that I've had to block so many anons coming here and trying to kick me down. I'm exhausted tbh.#Anyways just voicing my thoughts- I'll queue stuff so its like im not even gone. but i am.#asks will not be answered until im in a better headspace/return.#anon is going off so if you want to be rude to me or my ships you got to expose yourself cowards.#to everyone else. bye.

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mustangs-flames · 3 months

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#now that I'm in a better headspace want to know one of the silliest reasons i had a panic/anxiety attack the other day?#i got scared alex kister or any of the crewdela had read my fics #very funny and highly unlikely in retrospect but omg that scared the life out of me #fully convinced myself some people who i don't even know and who don't know me had been irreparably hurt by my fics #anxiety is absolutely wild wtf #tw: anxiety #dw i can laugh at this now. i am doing much better and can see how silly my anxiety was getting

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thewatercolours · 1 month

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Too many ideas!!

#Life's getting better again (except for the car I dented a few days ago... which... I am not a person who even gets tickets so...)#but life was pretty hard there for a bit and I invested more time in KQ as a fun way to get through - and now the aftermath is #that even though things are getting better my head is still bursting with scenes just from having worked to get into that headspace #I do surprisingly have a life and many other worthwhile pursuits but the ideas and motivation are here and there are way too many #Balance - balance in all things.#(But also I have three different scenes in progress in the same document... too many ideas...)

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ebonytails · 2 years

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Who fights to make changes and music and such!

#Undertale #Chara Dreemurr #Blow My Brains Out #Tikkle Me #Fictive #Fictives #Headspace #Ebonytailsart #Eye strain #Bright Colours #From Chara #To be honest with you‚ this is vent art. But‚ I do feel better now.

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dnangelic · 4 months

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tbh whenever i think about dark's ephemerality i think about kosuke bringing up how even though daisuke's already adjusted to having dark with him, it's still very strange for even kosuke himself, not to mention other people, and nobody but daisuke really knows dark either. because of the way he exists, he's not the 'main' personality and shows up then vanishes, shows up then vanishes in an instant all the time. i know it's a joke but i especially think about the one night magic comic where sugisaki switched up the genre for fun and made wiz a kaiju attacking the city, which daisuke then transforms into dark to solve and clean up - but dark only gets to exist for 3 minutes. there's also his complaint that he never gets to do anything during the day, or the asuka publication flavor texts bringing up the way he has to 'hide his face' and the way nobody knows him. it's all. hmmm. just a wee bit sad tbh

#*･ﾟ⊰ 𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐎𝐅 𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐒. ⊱ ✦ › OUT.#BGLAKJLAKJKDJ im not thinking im just feeling #no dramatic scholarly point to make aside from yeah dark really is just kinda now you see me now you don't #which is VERY like leroux's erik too #shows up in glimpses freaks everybody out then masterfully vanishes #there's also the fact dark doesn't care what his hosts do with his form which is just kinda. hrmmjgkjkj #it feels like him vicariously coping #he wants to exist he can't exist without his hosts he wants his own life but is stuck attached to the niwa #therefore. the niwa can do whatever with him/his appearance if only to give him more presence/'life' in the face of others #there's probably a better way to explain this but i do NOT have the headspace for it #whenever i think abt dark's loneliness my brain goes back to manisumea........ oughhrhghrhghh the only one who DID sort of know him #a 'younger' dark....#and -just- dark.... argentine might count too #as someone who can glimpse dark's intense solitude and suffering #dark himself never talks about any of this he refuses 2 b pathetic (he is though)

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