Bringing my weighted blanket. .. yes I am imagining Kylo laying on me... Like please bb put all of your weight on me... Kiss my forehead and wrap me up in your arms .//////.

Tell me good night and whisper sweet I love yous as we drift off into sleeeep*dreamy sigh* I love him so much...

Like so so much... He brings me so much happiness and so much love and passion and joy... I just... I love Kylo with all of my heart and soul and I hope he knows that....

My version of heaven is dark woods while around a campfire, imagining my f/o sitting next to me, relaxing to the sounds of the fire and the tree frogs making their songs.

Please excuse me while I imagine sitting with my husband, snuggled up with him under a blanket, my head resting on his shoulder as we listen to the crackling noises of the bonfire~ 💜

Dear everyone, I'm madly in love with he..

That's it, that's the post. I am madly in love with my husband 💜

He's not going to be there!!! \O/

Selfshippers who spiral in any way, your f/o would help you stop falling down that deep pit, catching you and making sure you’re alright and comforting you until it’s all out of your system. They’re always there for you, they won’t stop when it gets difficult.

Why did they invite my ex 💀

In another universe we’ll meet again when the stars align

So later this evening my activity may be limited. This weekend I'm going to be celebrating a fams bday and we are going out of town cause her friend is letting us use her cottage (hello??? Never been to one before sksjsk apparently there is a hot tub we can use!? Something something will be imagining relaxing with f/o hhhhh)

If I can snag the wifi I may be poking in to scream about stuffs lol cause the chances of me being sober this evening are slim to none haha an I dunno how to stfu even when I'm sober sooooooo

Probably around 5pm ish(EST) is when I'll go radio silent for a little bit.

BAAAABBBYYYY

.....just realized my Xbox time is wrong... Lol

BUT ANYWAYS XBOX LETS ME US MY EXTERNAL! YAY HUSBAND AS MY BACKGROUND BECAUSE WHY WOULDN'T I!? he's so pretty and stunning and handsome and lovely and intense and passionate and beautiful and--- *drones off for the next hour on how much adore him*

WANNA KISS HIM! ALL OVER!! JUST MUAH! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BEN. SO SO SOOOOOOO MUCHHHH. WORDS NEVER DO MY LOVE JUSTICE BECAUSE ITS GRANDER THAN WORDS COULD EVER SAY! 💜💜💜💜

new yanmoth art, yippee 🎉🎉

Pros and cons of the F.allo.ut TV Show:

There are no cons, literally everyone is getting hyped about Fa.llo.ut again or they're new to the franchise of games because of the tv show, YouTubers I am subbed to are playing it either again or for the first time and I am living

it makes my dumb heart happy as the Fal.lo.ut franchise as a whole means a lot to me and it makes me happy that people are interested in it! It's my favourite franchise ever, of all time! \O/

I want to snuggle up with my husband. I want to lay right on-top of him. To have his arms wrap around me. One arm around my middle and the other gently running through my hair as I close my eyes and listen to the steady rhythm of his heart beat~ 💜

To whisper "I love you" and hear it back as Ben kisses the top of my head. Nothing exists except us in that quiet moment before sleep takes us.

Is this a threat? or a promise sdklfjslkf

SDFJSLDFKJDSLF MATT P L E A SE

T-Two for two that I can't post T~~~T My sweet cinnamon roll turned out to be a sinnamon roll... P-Paterson.... w-what... somehow it's more flustering when he says/does things like this ohmygodddd (/w\)

Let's see here.... PHILLIP! Don't let me down! Yessss... nailed it..

: D get bit nerd <3

Nope never mind I'm going to bite the cinnamon roll Paterson! SURELY He will have an amused response! :D