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fluffy predebut jjongie 🧸
#jongho#ateez#kpop#someone dropped this link in a 'your favourite hair style for each atz member' rddt thread and i was GOBSMACKED#i've never watched mixnine or the fellaz shows so i had no idea he used to have such long hair!!#he looks Splendid and his skintone...!!! dreamy sigh#ah.#shrimp gifs
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what if... cass arc
WHAT IF I STARTED CRYING.
#2 arms left fanart#HRHRHARAAAAHHHH#AH.#funny fact this idea *was* actually kinda toyed with before#but that was back in like????????????#april????#but GOD#IM SORRY HIM WRAPPED IN THE MASK IS TOO CUTE#AND YOU HAVE POPTARTS LITTLE NEW SLEEVE THING IM :explodes:#poptarts gonna hug him#keep him very warm#actually I am just going to start crying the more I look at this#anyways hi beazle how about you update residuum 7 times a week now
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I hope this kills you and makes your day at the exact same time. I'm winging this btw and it's all improv in mah brain so it might be longer than expected, idfk, we'll see.
Thanks so much for existing and giving us this comic in the first place now suffer-
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Leo watched as Donnie continued talking, his movements exaggerated and his words ecstatic. The holograhic screen lit up every surface within a 2-foot radius, the words big and bright against the darkened atmosphere. Beside himself, Mikey and Raph shivered on each side, looking anywhere but at Donnie's face. And even though Leo understood why they couldn't bare to look their brother in the eye right now, something deep inside of him still burned with annoyance. Because despite everything, it was still Donnie! They just couldn't see it yet!
Not like Leo could see very well past the hard, stable shell that his twin had built around himself. Not like he could tell how Donnie was really feeling. Not like his tireless efforts to reach out and help did anything noteworthy.
All it got him was...
"...Oh! And how could I forget the infirmary machinery as well!" Donnie continued, his voice raised in a professional manner that would make anyone else think he was just giving a regular presentation. "The infirmary duties will obviously be passed onto you, Leo, since aside from Casey, you're the most medically knowledgeable. Plus, I know you won't disappoint."
Of course, Leo wasn't anyone else. He could hear the manic cry for life and freedom and pain in his twin's voice, no matter how quiet. It was there, faint and far away, somewhere that not even Donnie could find it, but it was still there and it needed answering.
Donnie just kept refusing to look in the right direction.
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It was well after midnight when Donnie pulled Leo aside for a chat about the affairs of taking on three positions at once. The leader of the resistance could barely piece together what Donnie was saying though, his words muffled by the bigger picture.
In the dead of night, as expected, Donnie's demeanor took a complete 180 shift, his expression barely masking the exhaustion and weakness he undoubtedly felt. His eyes were half-lidded and cloudy, a look that Leo's only ever seen thrice in those yellow and red irises. His shoulders, despite getting bonier and bonier by the day, were slouched in a lazy way that made the soft-shell look like a corpse. The purple hoodie he so much adored nearly reached his knees, the lost fat and muscle making the article of clothing seem bigger than it actually was.
But one of the worst aspects about Donnie's appearance didn't have anything to do with any signs of death or sickness. No... The thing that made Leo really want to throw up...?
Donatello was now shorter than Leonardo.
"C-come on, Donnie... Why would I need to learn any of this... Nerd... Stuff, if I already have you?"
A stupid question. Idiotic, dumb, foolish, stupid, demeaning, disgusting, stupid, gross, stupid stupid stupidstupidstupidstupid-
"Riiiiiight... Anyway, you'll need to remove that panel right there to get to the inner-workings of..."
But even though it was a stupid question, Donnie would've usually gone out of his way to answer it.
Why wouldn't he answer?
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Two weeks.
It had only been two weeks.
But it felt like a lifetime.
Donnie wasn't dead yet, thank whatever god that's still out there that he wasn't, but Leo still felt like he was. Donnie was literally just there, he was just right in front of him, talking about the schematics of something or other, running his mouth like he's been doing for the past few days. Nothing truly notable about Donnie's health had really changed, no weakening brain cells or crippling disabilities. The only things that had changed were Donnie's height again and his now inability to walk.
His inability to walk. Just two weeks ago he was bouncing off the walls and biting people's noses off.
However, despite all of the physical evidence that Donnie was very clearly still here and alive, Leo couldn't help but feel like a part of him was gone. Dead, deceased, whisked away by the winds of time... It was hard to explain, even for him, how something inside of him just kind of... Faded away.
The Death, as Leo pessimistically liked to call it, was a slow and agonizing process, beginning all the way back when Donnie first revealed his worsening condition and then continuing on until now. It began with just a little click, a little pinprick of emptiness and loss and HURT that Leo didn't know how to fix. Then that pinprick slowly grew into a scab, then a paper cut, then a scratch, then a hole, and then finally evolved to a gaping wound that would take years to fix. It was just this... This agonizing feeling of emptiness and loneliness that Leo hadn't even felt when Raph first died. (Haha, funny. He's already died twice by now. Hilarious.) And no matter how hard Leo tried to heal it with potions and bandages and medicine and melatonin, it never went away.
Not even when Donnie stood directly in front of him.
And isn't that just hilarious? Isn't that great? Isn't that just Splendid? Isn't that just the coolest Revelation That LEO'S EVER FELT?? ISN'T THAT SO INTERESTING????
Isn't it funny?
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Leo watched as Donnie continued talking, his movements exaggerated and his words ecstatic.
He watched the ghost wave goodbye with a dramatic flair and a little giddiness in his step, the small soft-shell turtle barely able to show his hand from inside the giant sleeve of his favorite hoodie.
Leonardo waved back, a sad, forced smile and a train track of dried tears gracing his face.
Red enveloped Leo's vision one final time, and soon enough...
The half of himself that somehow still remained...
Faded away.
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Haha get Disaster Twin'd idiot-
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I mean. Thank you. This is amazing and I love it with all my heart💜💙
#What horrible person would put characters through such trauma???#looks in a mirror#ah.#right.#dies casually#collapses#*$&=(@₩#heekoeiejdbxno#fic tag
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unstoppable force (you’re bleeding out and will most definitely die if medical attention isn’t sought immediately and the door is open. the door is open and you can leave) vs immovable object (the way his jaw feels beneath your hand and the way his voice sounds begging you to stay and the way those things will surely haunt you for the rest of your life if you leave. if you live. the door is open but his hand is wrapped around your wrist and you can already see him behind your eyes every time you close them and
#oughh. feeling a little abnormal about them again no biggie#just a little !#its so important to get sad about lawrence at least five times a day nd remember he literally couldnt go back for adam & is haunted#constantly by the choice he made that day when realistically he had no other choice but thats grief baby#ah.#the irreparable damage that saw 2004 has done to my brain. i Heart it here#chainshipping#saw 2004#lawrence gordon#adam stanheight#adam faulkner stanheight#📹
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sung hyunje you are going to be the death of me one day
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So here's these little guys danc. Even though you didn't asked for it...
No jokes today and I forgot to take my meds, final exam in Wednesday bfr I'm dead
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just realized but both of bobby's deaths were inevitable AND couldve been avoided......
let me explain . if roier wasnt about to go afk and they weren't in the ocean, bobby could've probably lived. but the moment the fight started in the water it was over. no one couldve gotten there on time– counting roier . especially since bobby drowned and didnt die on land
in bobby's second death, it could've been avoided by them not doing dungeons or not having lag . but the moment they entered they doomed themselves because again . no one wouldve gotten there on time . not even roier, because bobby was on another floor and both of them were being swarmed by mobs
and in BOTH deaths people were available, people were on the server in high alert. it just. wasnt the right circumstances. maybe if it had been a closer dungeon. maybe if they didnt go that day. funny how things work out huh
#qsmp#qsmp roier#qsmp bobby#child death tw#4 months#Ah.#sorry ive posred so much today but yet again this IS my blog so who gaf
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Caitlyn + looking at Vi (x)
#arcaneedit#netflixedit#leagueoflegendsedit#arcane#caitlyn#caitlyn kiramman#league of legends#loledit#caitvi#piltover's finest#my gif#*arcanegif#girl has it so bad. EVEN MORE THAN VI#and im literally in love how the first look is the from top to bottom and almost the last one is from bottom to top#AH.
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just got back from the Wonka movie needless to say best two hours of my life, never seen anything like it, if i had to be locked in a room for eternity watching only one thing it would be that movie over and over and over again, 10/10, cried, yelled, sobbed, screamed, laughed, died, best film in cinematic history ever
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In a mood to worship -
Lips roaming everywhere, desperation sets in and I am on fire
- teeth gnawing on flesh, tongue savoring every single inch with fervor, nails marking what rightfully belongs to me-
oh listen to you moaning my love, so wanton so needy keep going don't you fucking stop
- insatiable fucking hunger i need more, more
it is never fucking enough i want to devour you whole-
I will sink my claws into you and claim you over and over again with everything in me until I'm the only thing that exists on your fucking mind.
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ok. ok. ok. eleventh hour #thots
spoilers obviously
really well and truly i have the zoomies. i feel so motivated to work on some fuckinnnnnnnnnng fanfiction right now
i'm high off that last scene with taakitz right now just bc it is most recent in my heart. can you believe it. CAN I MAKE YOU DINNER??? CAN YOU BELIEVE IT???
while i'm sad that a lot of my favorite bits from this arc got cut they kept the most important one (to me) in. well we need to talk don't we...... because you boys have added quite a bit to your death count, haven't you...............
AND THEY REALLY FUCKING HAVE DIED. A LOT. WAY MORE THAN IN CANON, HUH??? eleventh hour arc more like the fuckin... eleven hundredth hour arc...ba dum tiss
anyways yeah despite me saying that thing up there ^ about them cutting stuff (they changed SO MUCH??? WOW) i actually think the way it was edited from podcast into graphic novel form is really FUCKING good, like they just keep getting better at it with every fucking book
obviously the death montage was great, like great use of space, but i also LOVED how they spliced the lunar interlude into flashbacks between loops...
and when they got the chalice??? with the memories and then meeting chalice!june??? that fucked so hard. that was really fuckin good
honestly overall i rly rly loved it. i mean /obviously/ but god it's so good huh. fuck. i do think some parts of the podcast hit harder (splicing ren's subplot into the banking thing was smart but i do prefer the magic lessons for diamonds bit... ren i was watching the whole time) but then some parts of the gn eleventh hour also really fucking own.
like the DEATHS, OBVIOUSLY, but that first one... the first loop... i rly felt it. the bank and the fire and the town collapsing!!! THEY WOULDA DIED IF IT WASN'T A TIME LOOP!!! it was for srs. i think it hits harder to see it visually?
also about taako. taako is so much nicer in the books its kinda funny. sincerely telling a victim of a fire that they were going to be okay... in podcast that would be the time for Taako Lies... asking magnus and merle if they're alright....
i think i prefer podcast taako bc i like him Mean With Brief Snatches of Good Underneath. LOL. in the gn he's so sincere. who is this boy. i get what they're goin for but wow
anyways brief notes before i go meme
rly liked the addition of cassidy's backstory, thought it was v sweet
LOVED the convo between merle and cretia
PHILLIPPE? WHOMST?
PHILIPPE???? LMAO
baby boys? BABY BOYS? BOYS AS BABIES? THE BOYS? KIDS?
TAAKO'S AUNT??????? IOETJFDG;LKSDJF AUNTIE???
taako so delightedly robbing the bank is so funny to me bc the thing that got me into taz was that one animatic where taako's like WE CAN'T ROB A BANK. PEOPLE DO BUSINESS HERE! so lmao
also missed TAAKO GETS THE GOLD!!! but i get why it was changed
oh yeah i ry liked magnus's interlude with carey...... took out all the awkward and just made it sweet. loved that
ISTUS???
JULIA???
BARRY??? BAORLD???
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"I am meowing at the top of my lungs, pretending the echoes belong to someone, someone I used to know... Have you seen my dear brother?"
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i think what hits most about nobara's backstory is everything that's left unsaid and peaks from between the lines. it's the fact you can easily infer that something was wrong without ever having clear answers on what exactly was wrong. but if you can relate to the feeling of wanting to escape a place and the alienation from everyone around you, especially when you're brought up in small communities, then you can certainly understand, if not fully then partially, nobara herself and the struggles she might have had to face all by herself for a very long time; maybe even the importance fumi and saori had in her life and the pain from having to part from them; and, perhaps the selectiveness in letting people in that she later on develops as well.
#the way her story is told from fumi's point of view is quite interesting#nobara's backstory is like a silent whisper without a lot of obvious context and told from someone else's perspective#someone who until the end never really understood her fully despite their obvious close bond#someone who we weren't even aware was part of her life#and nobara's peak emotional moment and the last person she thinks as her life is in danger is her and the promise she didn't accomplish#a promise to reunite with the friends that shaped her and her life#ah.#i find her last line so... powerful?#she definitely struggled growing up and the only two people she kept in her heart from her life before jujutsu were people that#moved to where she lived. saori didn't even stay in that place for long. and then she moves somewhere new and she meets people#and a group that actually feels like home a community where she fits in and suddenly they kind of break through making place in her heart#just for everything to come to a halt. to turn to shit. for her to see that shatter away little by little. and in the end she's put in a#position where she knows she will not be able to hold on to what she cares for the most. that she will hurt people that truly cared for her#for not being able to go back to fumi and rekindle the friendship with saori and for being forced to be another punch in the guts for yuuji#and everyone else that up until that point were forced to go through losses already and traumatic events#and she decides to encourage yuuji to go on a good note and she truly believes the people she met made it worth it#even if it was for a brief moment in her life#i am not being coherent right now but it pains me :')#she deserved so much better#and i will hang on tightly to the line saying that she had a small chance of survival until the end#because she deserves it she deserves to live 😭#i'm taking her from that stupid anime and putting her in a slice of life anime watch me#yuuji too. and everyone else. i'm taking the kaisen out of the jujutsu and you can't stop me#jjk spoilers#nobara kugisaki#jujutsu kaisen#jjk 💭#my post
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while trying to answer an ask I accidentally cracked the code to why dazai’s so popular
#I mean he’s an enjoyable character to watch so I get it#But I was breaking down character archetypes and I was like.#ah.#I see.
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