#im so sick of writing this paper honestly I wish I could be finishing of the first chapter instead đ
Guys I promise I havenât dipped on the tkab rewrite again, my PhD is just kicking my ass at the minute đđđđđ i was really delusional thinking I was gonna get out the first chapter before the new year đŤ
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jealousy jealousy â kim junkyu
words: 1.7k words
warning: grammartical errors,idk what i write does it make sense? reader being insecure!
pairing: junkyu+fem reader
notes: i want to publish my jihoon's ff but i haven't finish it yet since my school is starting soonđ anyway this ff inspired by olvia rodrigo's song, jealousy jealousy (remember you're beautiful just like the way you are!!!đ¤)
you couldn't help but grinned as you step into the famous YG building. it feels like a dream come true. you used to be a trainee in a small company for 5 months before decided to left, you realized that you didn't have the talent to be an idol, you're just average on everything, that's all. you gasped when you saw a huge screen in front of the escalator playing blackpink's mv on the screen. YG is that rich exactly like the news said.
"y/n!"
you turn, grinning widely at junkyu, who from the convenience store with some snacks on both of his hands. you waved at him and junkyu laugh in response
"i'm sorry for being late," he said, handing some bread to you
"no it's okay i just got here," you said
you and junkyu are best friends since high school, you're the one who supported junkyu's journey to debut, and junkyu was grateful to have a friend like you, junkyu always convince you to audition at YG but you refused since you now want to focus on your studies. but after junkyu accidentally saw a book full of lyrics song at your desk, he forced you to record one of the songs in his studio and release it on soundcloud so junkyu could promote the song to his fans.
of course, you reject the offer saying you can't sing and you don't want any attention in the university. a medical science student releases a song on a soundcloud, out of the blue, and treasure junkyu promoted her music?? no way!
however junkyu being junkyu, he didn't give up and keep encouraging you to record one of your songs, you didn't need to prepare anything just bring the lyrics and yourself, and the rest, he will work on it. after weeks tried to convince the you, you finally agreed with one term; which is junkyu need to buy you food. a lot of food.
"okay so here it's my studio, um it isn't something to brag about since half of the members have their studio," he said, opening the door of his studio showing his messy studio with a big portrait of treasure on the wall.
"you should clean your studio if you want to impress a girl kyu" you joked, getting a whine from junkyu mumbling that he would never see the world again if he brings a 'girlfriend' over.
junkyu pressed something on his keyboard and bass sound came out, making you flinch, the instrument that junkyu creates is mellow and kinda strident? as soon as you heard the instrument you know which lyrics from your lyrics book would go along and make a perfect song
"i have a perfect song for this" you excited, taking out your black notebook and turn to a back pageâclearly the lyrics are fresh from the oven.
"okay i'm gonna play it and you sing the lyrics okay?"
you nodded and sing a little bit of the lyrics
"i kinda wanna throw
my phone across the room
'cause all i see are girls
too good to be true"
"woah! it's perfect" junkyu gasped, amazed at how the instrument he made suits perfectly with your lyrics. you smile, you didn't suprised much since you know how much passion junkyu has in music.
"okay now you eat first, i'm gonna rearrange the lyrics to suit with the melody," he said and get a nod from you. you eat the bread that junkyu bought for you, you also eyeing the studio, it's kinda cold in here cause the space not too big and they put a big ass aircond on top of you.
junkyu notice your quiver, he rolled his eye when you only wearing a thin black shirt material, he scoffs before handing you his pink hoodie that he left in the studio yesterday.
"i won't turn off the aircond so you must wear this hoodie, it's been a week since i wash it," he said in a teasing voice, you frown yet you have no choice to wear the pink treasure hoodie or else, you're gonna die in this cold studio.
you sigh in relief when the hoodie warms your cold body, you side-eyeing junkyu who looks so serious rearrange the lyrics, you then click on the instagram icon, you felt blue as you saw haeri post on your feedâ haeri is a popular rich girl in your university, you and her once assigned in a group for an assignment and she is very kind and open about her opinions, she also very serious when it comes to study/work and she is pretty, to your eyes she is like a goddess. she is so pretty, kind, and selfless, and you really lying if you didn't jealous of her. she has a perfect life and you still struggling to get a diploma.
you slowly pressed the screen twice, liking a picture of haeri; wearing a beanie and a mask in a cafe without posing too much, getting 2 thousand likes within 1 hour. you wonder how is it to be like a rich popular pretty girl in university? well, damn sure you will get all of the pretty privileges in your life. you sighed as you realized you're comparing yourself again with haeri. you always remind yourself not to compare yourself to anyone since you're beautiful enough but you can't. the funniest thing is you and haeri didn't even know each other, yet you being so jealous of her life. sometimes you just feel small, you want to be like them.
"y/n!" junkyu shakes your body making you slap his hand
"what!?"
"i called you for like thousand times! you didn't hear me?" junkyu said, stroking his hand that got slapped by you
"oh i'm sorry, im zoning out, you're done rearranging?"
junkyu nodded
"you can listen to the instrument and practice your lyric with it," he said
"okay"
an hour passed, you finally get the tempo, beat, and rhythm right, you grin excitedly as junkyu put the headphones on your head and directing the microphone to you
"you ready?" junkyu asked
"yes i am" with that, junkyu clicked on something and you could hear the instrument, you begin to sing the verse of your song choice.
i kinda wanna throw my phone across the room
'cause all i see are girls too good to be true
with paper-white teeth and perfect bodies
wish i didn't care
you stop singing and look at junkyu curiously making junkyu paused the song and look back at you with a confused look
"why?"
"doesn't singer usually stop singing for producers fix their mistakes?" you asked making junkyu giggle
"yes that's true but you didn't have any mistake, you're doing good, i will pause the music if i have something to fix" he explained, getting an 'oh' from you. you continue singing the song.
i know their beauty's notâmyâlack
butâit feels likeâthat weight isâon my back
and i can't let it go
com-comparison is killin' me slowly
i think i think too much
'bout kids who don't know me
i'm so sick of myself
i'd rather be, rather be
anyone, anyone else
my jealousy, jealousy started followin' me
started followin' me
as you singing the song that you wrote, junkyu couldn't help but wonder who is the person, you dedicated to? or how you inspired to write this song? this song is obviously about your insecurities about some girl, and you don't even know her! junkyu pout when you felt like this, he knew how insecurities could kill you, back then when he was a trainee he felt insecure with all of the trainees that beat him to debut, he felt he doesn't belong in here but with you and his members on his side, he gained confidence and prove to the world that he is himself and nothing can change that.
all your friends are so cool, you go out every night
in your daddy's nice car, yeah, you're livin' the life
got a pretty face, a pretty boyfriend, too
i wanna be you so bad and i don't even know you
all i see is what u should be
happier, prettier, jealousy, jealousy
all i see is what i should be
i'm losin' it, all i get's jealousy, jealousy
you remove the headphone as soon as the instrument stop playing, you handing the headphone without noticing junkyu's face, chaeyul grabbed the water bottle and drink, her throat felt dry after singing a whole song which you have never done in your life, making you wonder how did singer voice so stable when singing live?
"kyuâoh my god why are you looking at me like that?" you take one step back as you saw junkyu looking at you with frowns on his face, you bit her lips was your singing that terrible?
"sit down here" he ordered, you quickly took a seat beside him without saying anything
junkyu grab your hand and rubs it softly while looking at you with his brown eyes.
"what you see is all fake y/n. she living her best life is what you see what you want, but you didn't see her pain, how hard she must through a day in her life, we didn't know if she struggles behind, you also know you can't compare yourself to others right? you're beautiful" he said
"but, i don't know kyu. i couldn't help but felt all jealous of her, i feel like a total loser" you said
âno y/n, you're not a loser! hear me out, you do great, you beautiful and an amazing person, so why do you need to be insecure to a person you never know? everyone is beautiful on their own, you're an original version of yourself and no one else could be you. you are special and unique, you wouldn't know if someone is jealous of your life, a successful medical student who has a great voice. you need to love yourself more, let yourself shine in your spotlight. trust me popular life wouldn't great as you think" he said
you smile at his words
"thank you kyu, honestly, you're right.i didn't appreciate myself enough this past week, hearing you said that making me feel great about myself, i am me, there's nothing anyone could change about me"
junkyu smile and pat your head
"that's my girl"
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Your blog is an absolute delight to browse through <33333
I adore your OCs. They all have their individual quirks and seeing you write them is a treat.
If you are accepting requests, I was wondering if you could do some reverse comfort for your OCs? Where they're not having a good day and their s/o comforts them.
I love yandere content but I am still a sucker for that good wholesome stuff :).
I absolutely love this
Also Was unsure if I should add salem in this cause a lot of people sent hate about him since i Introduced him cause he's disgusting but i did add him cause I love him and he needs love and support
Story contains: some angst, talk of self harm, fluffy fluff, soft boys
Theodore
You've never seen theo angry ever since you two got together but today he seemed to be stressed out, he was studying for a test and from the sounds of it he was going crazy. You walked towards the room only to hear a loud crash which made you jump and you rushed in
Theo had thrown his glasses across the room now sitting in the chair with his head in his hands a shaky sigh escaping him.
"im never going to get it, damn it.."
You looked at the papers scattered about and it looked like some intense stuff, you walked towards theo and hugged him from behind.
"take a break.."
Theo chuckled lightly before he leaned back looking in your eyes, it was clear he hasn't slept in a while.
"you know i can't do that angel, you get to bed though it's late"
You moved onto theo's lap which he allowed, he shivered lightly at the stern look in your eyes since he never seen you look this serious. He tried to settle your worries by giving you soft kisses on your neck but it seems you weren't easy to sway.
"theodore, I want you to get into bed with me and sleep right now."
The male sighed and looked at the clock on the study desk seeing it was about 2am, he did want sleep but he was far too worried about not passing to even think about it.
"sweetie, I have to study. How will I be a good husband if I don't finish college?"
"who says you arent already a good husband?"
Your words shocked him and he stared at you with a confused look before you lovingly wrap your arms around his neck and planting a soft kiss onto his lips.
"you're perfect theo, you don't have to constantly prove it okay? Don't ever doubt that."
Theodore was silent after that and he buried his face in your neck with a low hum, he truly didn't deserve you.
"you think I'm perfect?"
"of course I do, I love you so come and get some rest"
Theo decided to give in and lay down with you and for some reason when he did all those worries drifted away.
Hikaru
Hikaru didnt have time feeling sad, he was a model not to mention a public figure. He never lets you see that side of him unless it's to lash out at you but he onky does that in anger. Today was different, he was quiet today which Definitely wasn't like him
"hey, [y/n]?"
You looked up from your phone to look at the male who just got out the shower his hair still damp and he only wore sweatpants
"what's wrong? Want me to dry your hair again? You should put on a shirt before you get sick"
Hikaru said nothing and simply walked towards you and hugged you close making you both fall back on the bed, the shocked you and you started to pat hikaru on the back trying to get him off.
"h-hey! Are you okay? Are you sick?! Hikaru?!"
"I'm..sorry I'm really sorry, [y/n] dont leave cause I'm really sorry"
He was making zero sense and it only concerned you more but you heard sniffling which made you now freaked out so you softly pulled him back seeing tears rolling down his face.
"hey, why are you crying? What's wrong hikaru?"
The male sat up now sittinf on his knees and he kept his head down letting his hair cover his face as he tried to stop crying.
"I know you dont really love me, I'm mean and cold and awful. You want to leave don't you? But- but I don't want you to go! Im sorry I don't know how to love you i just don't know!"
Hikaru sounded an absolute mess and you didn't know where this was coming from but he simply out the male close into a hug letting him nuzzle his face into your chest as you played with his slightly damp hair.
"yeah, you are mean and cold..but I love you. You can be so sweet and really fun to be with, hikaru Im not going to leave no matter what"
"r-really? No matter what?"
"of course! After all without you my sense of style would be a mess!"
You heard a muffled chuckle escaping him as he hugged you tightly now resting his head on your chest
"you're an idiot."
With a cocky grin you poked his cheek earning a hushed whine of discomfort from you which you found adorable
"but I'm your idiot, so you're stuck with me!"
Axis
Axis is the type where he will tell you when he's sad, he's a crybaby so he will absolutely let you know when he needs comfort. So when the male popped up while you were thinking about what to do for dinner you figured he was feeling down
"what's wrong ax?"
"artblock..I have to come up with a new piece but i have nothing"
You gave a small hum before stopping and turned around wrapping your arms around him.
"well, how about we go on a date tonight we can go out to eat and do a bunch of fun stuff.."
"like fireworks?!"
You sighed loudly at your boyfriend's obsession with fireworks and decided to please him and his wishes
"we can get sparklers and small stuff okay?"
Axis smiled brightly and kissed your cheek over and over.
"date night date night!"
He started chanting like a child and you couldn't help but laugh at his antics but you were glad he wasn't sad anymore.
Prince
Prince hides his insecurities very well with flirting and smooth words, he likes you to think that he's all okay. you noticed he was far more clumsy today with things, it went from simply dropping things to full on tripping and falling.
Prince winced as he tripped and fell ontop of you earning an annoyed huff from you as you glared up at him for of his weird behavior that he brushes aside like its nothing
"prince what the hell is going on? You're being weird today"
Prince looked down at you before letting out a loud groan before nuzzling his face into your neck feeling quite embarrassed
"I'm scared..of our future"
"why would that scare you?"
Prince picked his head up and had a slight pout before he glanced away being unsure of how to put his words together.
"you're my first real serious relationship..what if I screw up?"
"oh princey.."
Your soft cooing made him even more embarrassed and he groaned while laying his face in your chest.
"you're amazing and great and I'm just..me!"
You simply messed with his hair finding his remark to be pretty dumb but you excused it cause he looked far too cute when pouty.
"prince, I love you forever and ever you aren't going to screw it up"
After a few minutes of silence he popped up and hopped to his feet with newfound energy
"you're right! I mean I'm pretty great! I bet you wanna marry me cause I'm so handsome!"
Well he was definitely back to normal
Yuki
It honestly took you weeks to figure out yuki was upset cause he is the master of hiding his emotions. He never shows many emotions besides a smile when around you or a glare when around strangers.
of course he doesn't talk about his feelings at all either so you are blissfully unaware of how he feels, until he slipped up and finally broke.
You had come home from shopping when you noticed how quiet the house was which was normal but it had an eerie feeling to it.
"is he taking a nap? Hmm.."
You went to the room and opened the door to see yuki curled up in the bed, the light were off and he was pretty quiet so you assumed he was sleeping but as you started to get ready for a shower when a muffled sniffle made you turn back to yuki and you walked to him before softly moving the blankets only to get a slight sight of tears before he buried himself deeper into the pillow to hide.
"y-yuki?"
"go."
You sat on the bed now fully invested in helping him but you had a feeling you knew what was wrong, you softly rubbed his back seeing that he was sweaty and slightly shaking.
"you have a nightmare?"
There was silence before he nodded and you simply laid next to him facing his back and softly touching his back your gentle touch being enough to cheer him up.
When he turned to face you his eyes were puffy yet had bags under them, his hair was a mess and he was breathing harshly from fear.
"wanna talk about i-"
"no."
You gave a sigh and simply cuddled against him and closed your eyes, his body stiffened but quickly relaxed before he held you close and closed his eyes
"just rest then. I'm here now okay?"
"mhm.."
Yuki smiled as he buried his face in your hair taking in your scent and feeling his body settle against yours. He didn't need words of comfort or huge signs of affection this was all he needed..you being here helped him far more than any words can.
Salem
When salem breaks down it's heartbreaking and intense, he gets into these PTSD triggered panic attacks to the point where he just loses it.
You had left the house and left him alone, it was only for a few hours but when you came back the bedroom was trashed and salem was freaking out curled up in the corner.
"b-bad boy, very bad super bad..I've been so bad I'm so sorry sorry sorry sorry"
"salem!"
You rushed to him and sat on your knees infront of him seeing fresh bruises and marks on his face, he probably hurt himself again.
"salem, baby look at me"
"b-bad boy..bad boys deserve death"
He was definitely not listening and you totally needed to snap him out of it so you did the one thing you could think of...you slapped him.
It wasn't too hard but he definitely looked up at you in shock now focused on what you had to say.
"you're not in that dark place anymore salem, you're here with me and no one is dying okay?"
"b-but I'm a sinner, I'm disgusting, revolting, i-"
You cut him off by selling your lips against his roughly kissing him and settling him down.
When you pulled back you gave him a stern gaze not letting him spill anymore degrading words out.
"listen to me salem. I love you and all your weird quirks! I don't care what anyone else says you're my boyfriend and I love you more than anything okay?"
"y-your lips t-taste like sugar.."
With that he leaned forward trailing his tongue over your lips with a shaky laugh
"thank you, [y/n]"
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Two for One
Fandom: Marvel (Professor AU/College AU)
Pairing: Stucky x F!Reader
Summary: Ever since you became the TA for Professor Romanoff, youâve been seeing a lot of Professors Rogers and Barnes. They seem to be attracted to you, but you have a hard time deciding between the two. What do you do?
Warning: smut - bjs, threesome, semi-publicâŚjust a whole lot of naughty mk?
A/N: based off of this post and my tags in it. also, word count is about 4.1k. so yall better appreciate this and the struggle i went through to write this (iâm looking at you @chloerinebarnes )
Steve was sure that if Bucky bit his lip any further, heâd draw blood. He nudged his boyfriend with his elbow, gaining his attention back, âCool it with the staring and lip biting. Youâll scare her off.â
Bucky groaned, âSheâs killinâ me with those jeans, babe.â
Steve snorted, âTell me about it,â he murmured as his eyes went back to across the lounge. You were standing off to the side, speaking with Professor Romanoff, the teacher you were a TA for. You were nodding to everything that she was listing off for you to do. After handing you a stack of papers, you saw yourself out of the lounge. Bucky and Steveâs shoulders sagged in disappointment.Â
Ever since you became Professor Romanoff, aka Natashaâs, TA, Steve and Bucky have been seeing you more and more. Not that they minded. You were beautiful, funny, and smart. Honestly, you were the missing puzzle piece in their life.Â
Donât get it wrong, Steve and Bucky were completely devoted to each other. But for the past few years, theyâve been feeling like they were missing something. And they believe that something is you.Â
But how does one go about proposing a polyamorous relationship? You donât. Itâs not a very common thing and itâs not accepted in a lot of places. Nonetheless, Steve and Bucky adored you from the moment they met you.Â
So, they hatched a plan. They would worm their way into your heart individually and when it came to the point where you âhave to chooseâ, theyâll give you the other option: a two for one deal.Â
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Youâre in the school cafe, a pile of papers off to the side that youâre making your way through. You suddenly feel a presence looming over you and you look up to see Professor Barnes.Â
You give him a polite smile, âHey there, professor! Howâs it going?â
âMonday mornings were never my thing hence,â he gestured to his large coffee cup.
You snorted, âTell me about it,â you pointed to your own, âThis is my third one already.â
âMind if I sit?â he points to the seat across from you.
You shook your head, âNot at all!â you move your things around to give him a little bit more space, âEnjoy your weekend?â
He shrugged, âJust stayed home, watched some Netflix, graded papers. The usual.â
You nodded, âThatâs become my usual now too. Although, yesterday my friends Pietro and Wanda dragged me out of the apartment to go to a bar. Gonna be honest, had a bit too much.â
âThat explains the coffee and you still grading papers that are probably due today.â
You sighed, âYeeeaahhh. Never listening to the twins again,â you said with a snort.Â
âI wish I could help. Russian Literature was my minor. But Iâm sure if Nat found out, sheâd have both our heads.â
âDefinitely. Romanoffâs great, but, damn, does she terrify me!â
Barnes snorted, âSame here.â he stood up and grabbed his coffee, âWell, Iâll let you get to it. Good luck.â
âThanks, Professor Barnes!â
He smiled down at you, and with a wink, he said, âCall me Bucky,â and he waltzed out of the cafe like it was nothing. And you hated to admit that that little gesture made your cheeks heat up and make your panties slightly damp.
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You were struggling with holding the pile of graded papers in your arms and trying to get your notebook out for Romanoffâs class. Just when you thought you had it, all the papers tumbled forward onto the ground. You groaned and hung your head back, staring up at the sky asking, âWhy me?â
You bent down and began to collect the papers, and then another pair of hands came into view. You tried to object, âItâs okay! I got-â when you looked up, staring back at you was he striking blue eyes of Professor Rogers, âI-I got it, Professor Rogers,â you stammered as you quickly collected the essays.
âItâs alright. I donât mind helping,â he said with a shy smile, grabbing the leftover papers and handing them to you. You both stood up and awkwardly stood there, âSo, uh, headed to Natâs-I mean, Romanoffâs office?â
You nodded, âYeah. Gotta turn in all these papers I graded.â you gestured to the pile that was back in your hands.Â
âOh, well, my office is in the same direction. Iâll accompany you.â
You two walked together, towards the Literature and History building, âSo, uh, how was your weekend?â
âOh, uh, pretty bland, honestly. Just hanging out and grading papers. What about you? Did you spend your weekend grading all of these?â he points to your pile.
âSorta,â you answered, âI got most of them done. Then I went out last night. Got drunk and never finished the rest. I just finished up in the cafe. Professor Barnes was actually there too. Surprised you werenât with him. You two are usually attached to the hip,â you say teasingly.
Rogers snorted, âPlease, I couldnât shake âim even if I tried. We actually live together. We see a lot of each other and you would think weâd get sick of each other. But we donât.â
âThatâs good. I love Pietro and Wanda, but, God, I donât think I can spend every second of the day with them.â
He chuckled, âGuess you just gotta find the right people thatâll make you want to see them all the time.â
Soon enough, you were in the building, standing in front of Professor Romanoffâs office, âWell, hereâs my stop,â you say.
âYeah. Anyway, I hope you have a good rest of your day, Y/N.â
âThanks, Professor Rogers. You too!â
âPlease, call me, Steve,â he says with a grin and then turns around, heading for his office in the other direction.
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Bucky is eating lunch in Steveâs office. Steve is typing away at his computer, occasionally pausing when Bucky feeds him a forkful of penne pasta into his mouth.Â
âSo, progress?â Bucky asks, his own mouth full of pasta.Â
Steve chews a few more times before swallowing. He takes off his glasses and sets them onto his desk, âTold her to call me Steve after I helped pick up her papers that she dropped and accompanied her on the way to Natâs office. She said she came from the cafe and you were there?â
Bucky nodded, âYeah. Grabbed some coffee, sat with her and chatted a little bit. When I left, I told her to call me Bucky. You still think we should do this?â
âI really like her, Buck. I just-donât you feel it? That spark with her?â when Bucky nodded, Steve continued, âThen can you imagine how it would be if all of us were together?â
âItâd be like nothing weâve ever felt before,â Bucky murmured.
âExactly. We gotta try, but we canât be too overbearing. Sheâs gotta be the one.â
Bucky set down his tupperware of pasta and rest his hand on Steveâs, âSheâs out missing puzzle piece.â
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You sat in the lounge next to Professor Romanoff, or Nat, as sheâs allowed you to call her. Youâre both going over test grades and thatâs when you hear the screeching of wood against the floor and then you look up to see Bucky and Steve settling across the table from you.
Your eyes brighten and a smile appears on your face, âHey, Bucky! Hey, Steve!â
Big grins appear on their faces when you acknowledge, âHey, doll,â Bucky says, and you feel your cheeks heating up.Â
You duck your head down, biting your lip and continuing to grade papers. You hoped that Nat ignored that interaction, but she didnât. While you continued to grade papers, Nat gave questioning looks to the professors across from her. Both gave her shrugs and pulled out their own work that needed to be done.Â
Words started to blur as your eyes skimmed through another test, your red pen marking wrong answers. You could feel yourself getting a headache so you groaned and fell back into your seat, âI need a break. Iâm gonna walk to the cafe. Do you guys want anything?â Nat and Bucky shook their head but Steve stood up.
âIâll go with you. I think I need to stretch my legs anyway.â he turns to Bucky and gives him a nod, and then follows you out of the lounge. After you both leave, Nat turns to Bucky.
âWhat the hell are you guys up to?â
âSteve and I both like Y/N, so weâre trying to ease our way into her heart and possibly propose a poly relationship.â
Nat groaned, âJesus Christ. You know what happened the last time you tried that. You and Steve ended up heartbroken and nearly broke up because of it.â
âDot wasnât right for us,â Bucky said with a shake of his head, âBut Y/Nâs different. You know she is, Nat.â
âMaybe so, but then again, you hardly know her.â
âAnd thatâs why weâre trying to spend as much time as we can to get to know her.â
Nat shook her head, âYouâre playing a dangerous game. Sheâs a student.â
âSheâs graduating this year. Once sheâs graduated, then Steve and I will ask. Trust us, Nat. We learned from the last time and we know what weâre doing now.â
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âSo, the semester is half way over and youâll be graduating soon. Have any plans on what to do?â Steve asked, his hands curled up in his pockets.Â
âTravel. Find a job. Maybe find some love on the way. I donât know.â
âNot looking for love right now?â he asked with a teasing smirk.Â
You shrugged, âOh trust me, Iâve been looking. Just havenât found anyone that clicks with me, ya know? Someone funny, smart, compassionate, independent. Oh and knows how to cook. Itâs surprising how many people here barely know how to cook.â
Steve snorted, âBucky loves to cook. He cooks our meals all the time. I know how to cook too, but for Bucky, itâs his stress reliever. Heâs in his element when he cooks, plus everything is delicious when he makes it.â
âIâd love to try something other than ramen and burgers.â
âIâll bring you some tomorrow. Buck loves to cook for other people so it wonât be a problem.â
You shook your head, âI canât ask you guys to do that. You donât have-â
âYouâre not askinâ, sweetheart. Plus, we want to do this. Trust me.â
You sighed, âFine.â
Steve was beaming right then and there, âGreat. Do you have any food preferences?â
âSurprise me.â
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It became a regular thing after that. You and Nat would be in the lounge going over lecture notes or grading papers. Steve and Bucky would appear and slide over some tupperware for lunch that Bucky had prepared for you. At one point, they started bringing some food for Nat too since she complained about them not bringing food for her. Plus, they didnât want to seem too suspicious.Â
As the semester progressed, you found yourself in the company of Steve and Bucky often. Sometimes it was both of them, sometimes it was one or the other. Youâd have lunch with them, walk with them to class or the office building. Relax under some trees while you graded papers. You also ended up getting both of their numbers and all three of you would be in a group chat texting away or texting to either men individually.Â
You were around them a lot and you couldnât help the feelings you were starting to develop for both them. It was conflicting. Very much so. You were a student and they were professors.Â
It was a month before the semester ended, before you graduated, and youâd had enough. Enough of the feelings and the confusion. It had to stop!
So you burst into Buckyâs office where you knew both men would be. As soon as you step into the room, you freeze. There right before was Steve and Bucky, but they were tangled up in each other, making out.Â
âIâm so confused,â you murmured as they stared at you wide-eyed.Â
âDoll, I-we-â
âI-I should go. Sorry. I didnât-Iâm gonna-âÂ
You turn to leave but Steve cried outs, âY/N, wait!â and you stop. You look at them and theyâre staring at you with pleading eyes, âSweetheart, please, donât leave. Just-Just close the door and weâll explain everything.â
Slowly, you move back inside, closing the door behind you. You sit at the chair across from Buckyâs desk. Bucky sits back down into his seat and Steve stands off to the side, running his hand through his disheveled hair.Â
âAre-Are you guys together?â you ask apprehensively. When both men nod, you let out a shaky breath, âI-I donât understand. Both of you made it seem like you were interested in me. Were you just toying with me? Is that it?!â
âNo!â both said unison.Â
Steve cleared his throat, âItâs nothinâ like that, Y/N. We swear. We-Bucky and I, weâve been together for a long time. We love each other a lot, but-â
Bucky interjected, âBut we feel like weâve been missing something. And we think that something is you.â
You became even more confused, âBut youâre together already. How would that even work?â
âA polyamorous relationship. The three of us can be together. Bucky and I have strong feelings for you, Y/N.â
You shook your head, âThis canât happen,â and suddenly, it felt like Bucky and Steveâs hearts were breaking all over again, but then you continued, âIâm still a student and youâre professors. If this got out, Iâd be expelled and you two would be fired. I-â you take a moment to let out a deep breath, âItâs funny. I was coming here to tell you that I canât choose between you two. I have feelings for both of you, so I was just-I donât know-take myself out of the equation.â
âBut you donât have to, doll,â Bucky says with a hopeful gaze.
Steve rest his hand on Buckyâs shoulder to prevent him from getting ahead of yourself, âBut we understand your reasoning why you donât want to be with us.â
âI didnât say I donât want to be with you. I said I canât right now.â that made both menâs ears perk, âIâm graduating next month. We can put all of this on hold for now and once Iâm outta here then...â
âWe can wait!â Bucky said all too enthusiastically, which made Steve chuckle.
Steveâs hand moved from Buckyâs shoulder, down his arm and to his hand where they laced fingers, âWeâre willing to wait for you, sweetheart. Youâre worth it.â
You moved around the desk and to the two men, grabbing each of their hands in yours, âThank you. You guys mean a lot to me,â you leaned in and pecked the cheeks of each men, âIâll see you guys soon,â and then you were out of Buckyâs office. The end of next month couldnât come any sooner.Â
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âY/N L/N!â your name was called as you walked across the stage, shaking the deanâs hand, and accepting your diploma. Cheers from your loved ones and peers brought a huge smile to your face. You walked down the steps dancing on your way back to your seat, your classmates buzzing all around you.Â
After everyoneâs name was called, the dean stood up the podium to give final remarks and the changing of the tassels, âNow, everyone, I present to you the Class of 2020!â everyone cheered as caps went flying into the air. You hugged the people around you, and waited for your family and friends to meet you on the field. In the meantime..
âIâM SO PROUD OF YOU!â Bucky cried out as he gave you a big olâ hug. Steve stood behind him, holding a bouquet of your favorite flowers.Â
âCongrats, Y/N,â Steve gave you a hug, nothing to make anyone suspicious.
You were beaming at them, âThanks you guys. I canât believe it. I graduated!â
Bucky was ready to ask you out right then and there, but stopped when he saw your family approaching. He and Steve stepped aside to allow you some time with your loved ones. They mouthed, âSee you later,â and both walked away to congratulate other students.Â
You watched as they departed. A part of you wanted to chase after them and kiss them both then and there, but that would stir something up and you didnât want any trouble on this momentous day. Soon, Y/N. Soon.Â
The day after graduation was when you were to pick up your official diploma. You knew from the group chat that Steve and Bucky would be on campus, due to finishing up finals. And after you picked up your diploma, you wanted to go see them.Â
With diploma in hand, you approached the office building, sending off texts to the men:
You: whatcha up to?
Bucky: grading finals in Steveâs office
You: can I stop by?
Steve: of course ;)
Bucky: BRING COFFEE!
You giggled, knowing how predictable Bucky was, two cups of coffee with you already. You approached Steveâs office, knocking on the slightly ajar door, âMay I enter?â
The door swung wide open, and Bucky immediately pulled you inside, closing and locking the door behind you. You snorted, âWow, eager mu-mmf!â you couldnât finish the teasing retory as a pair of lips matched up with yours, hands cupping your face.Â
You heard a chuckle from behind you, âBuck, careful, youâre gonna make her spill the coffee she got for us.â He went over and grabbed the coffee tray from your hands.
You pulled away, mumbling, âThank you,â to him and then looking back at Bucky who sported a dopey grin on his face, âHow long were you waiting to do that?â
âSo fucking long,â he mumbled, pressing his lips to yours once more, but it was brief since you pulled away.
âHey now, two kisses and Steve hasnât even gotten any from me yet. Youâre starting to get greedy, mister.â
Buckyâs cheeks flushed and he ducked his head down shyly, âSorry, doll,â he then moved aside for Steve.Â
Steve pulled you in, wrapping an arm around you and slowly leaning in. His lips were hovering over yours and right as you were about to tell him to hurry up, his lips met yours in a passionate kiss. His fingers dug into your skin as he held onto you for dear life. For so long him and Bucky have wanted you like this and he feels like if he lets go, if he pulls away, itâll all be a dream.Â
Steve began to walk you backwards until your backside hit the edge of his desk. You pulled away to look at the two men, whose soft gazes faded and turned into lustful ones.Â
You smirked, âIâve always fantasized about being fucked on a desk.â
Both men growled as they started to undo their pants. Steve pressed you up against the desk, kissing you heatedly, while Bucky began to remove things from the surface. You hopped onto it after receiving the okay from Bucky. Steve worked on getting your jeans off while Bucky pulled of your shirt. Clothes flew around the room with no care where they landed.Â
âAh fuck, baby doll. Youâre so fucking gorgeous,â Bucky moaned, his hand slowly pumping his cock and the other kneading your breast.Â
You laid across the surface, opening your mouth, welcoming Buckyâs length. You both moaned when his dick entered your mouth. Bucky thrust his hips back and forth, loving how you looked taking his cock.Â
Meanwhile, Steve was paying special attention to your pussy. He licked a strip up your slit, tongue circling around your clit. When you moaned a little too loud, Steve pulled away, âQuiet now, honey. Someone might here your pretty little noises and those are for our ears only.â
Bucky pulled out of your mouth for you to reply, âSorry, Steve.â
âHow wet is she, Stevie?â Bucky asked through his panting.
Steve licked his lips, âSo fucking wet and sheâs so sweet,â he murmured before slurping up some of your juices.Â
Bucky whined, âLemme taste.â Steve then stood up and leaned over the desk, pulling Bucky towards him, Lips smashing against lips. You wished you couldâve seen the two men swapping your taste, but the view was blocked by Buckyâs body leaning over yours.Â
When they pulled away Steve cleared his throat, looking from you to Bucky, âSo, howâs this gonna go: i fuck her pussy while you get her mouth, or vice versa?â
You shook your head, âNo, I wanna feel you both at the same time.â
Both men moaned at the thought of both of their cocks filling you up to the brim. Steve nodded, âVery well. Bucky, on the table. Sweetheart, straddle Bucky.â Both you and Bucky did as you were told while Steve pulled out a bottle of lube from a drawer.Â
You gave him a questioning look and Bucky chuckled, âThis isnât the first time weâve fucked in this office, doll.â And just the image of Bucky and Steve fucking in this office made you even more wet than before.Â
Steve, with his cock lubed up, knelt behind you and in-between Buckyâs legs, âYou ready for us, babygirl?â
âIâve literally been waiting all semester for this, Steve. Now hurry up and fuck me.â
Both men snickered at your haste, âGotta give our girl what she wants,â Bucky mumbled as he lined himself up with you and you lowered yourself onto him. Steve was right behind you, pushing you forward and slowly easing himself into not wanting to hurt you. Moments pass theyâre both inside you and, holy shit, this is something youâve never felt before.
Both men stay still as they let you set the pace. You rock your body back and forth, allowing both cocks to drag themselves in and out of you. Seriously, the feeling was something unworldly. What made it ever better was Buckyâs lips on your chest and Steveâs hand working your clit. These men both knew what they were doing.Â
âSo fucking sexy, sweetheart, taking our cocks at the same time,â Steve murmured into your neck, âYou love this, donât you? Love being filled to the brim.â
Bucky bit at your skin, making you hiss, to which he mumbled, âAnswer him, babydoll.â
âYes, Steve. Love your cocks filling me whole,â you gasped when Buckyâs cock just hit that spot that made you shudder. With the way things were going, you knew you were gonna be cumming soon.Â
âWanna make a mess outta you, sweetheart,â Bucky whispered, lips still wandering over your neck and chest, âWanna fill you with our cum, paint you with it. Mark you as ours.â
âIâm yours,â you panted out, âIâm all yours,â you moved your body faster, desperate for your release.Â
âGo ahead, baby, cum on our cocks. We wanna feel ya,â Steve mumbled in your ear, his hand working faster on your clit. You dug your nails into Buckyâs chest, a pain he happily welcomed.Â
âCome on, baby. Give it us. You can do it,â Bucky encouraged you, slapping your ass and kneading the flesh.Â
âFuck, fuck,â you said through gritted teeth. A powerful wave of pleasure washed over you as leaned down, resting your head against Buckyâs while you came.
âSo pretty when you cum,â he whispered.
âSuch a good girl,â Steve murmured, kissing your back and shoulders. You moved a bit and felt something wet. You sat up and looked down to see that you just squirted all over you and Bucky.
âOh shit. Iâve never done that before,â you murmured.
Bucky snickered, âFirst time for everything,â he said with a wink.Â
You then moved off his lap, âWell, lemme clean this up for you since it is my mess.â Both men hissed when your hands wrapped around both their lengths, your mouth gliding over Buckyâs stomach and pelvis, collecting your own juices.Â
âOh my God, youâre perfect,â he moaned, his hand grabbing your head and trying to push it towards his cock.
You slapped his hand away, âI already sucked you off, babe. Now itâs Steveâs turn,â you said with a smirk. You gave a wink to the blonde as your mouth lowered onto his dick. Bucky was right, you are perfect. And youâre theirs. All theirs.
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soon youâll get better.
part 2 to my taylor swift lover album inspired jonsa series. (<--- thats really a mouthful lol)Â
im really excited to get further into the album, but recently, it was one of my best friendâs momâs birthdays, though she passed away about nine years ago now. she was like a second mother to me & i miss her a lot. there were so many days i spent with her while she was sick & a lot of time i spent with her daughters. her younger two girls are like my little sisters.Â
anyways, i originally wasnt even going to INCLUDE this song in the series, but thinking about this âsecond momâ of mine inspired me to write this instead.Â
also, next time, iâm not certain ill follow this same set up.Â
it might be a time skip, it might be an âinspired byâ rather than using the lyrics themselves. who knows! weâll see what happens.Â
hope you guys enjoy. :)Â
It's been several long, grueling weeks without seeing her.
Jon frequents Seasalt Tavern, even on trivia night, if only to catch a glimpse of that shiny red hair. But each night, he's let down. Even now, he hears her song in his brain. The echo of her words, soft and true, sing him to sleep when he closes his eyes each night. She haunts him, in a way no woman has ever done before.
Lunch break. It comes every day, a glorious hour where Jon steps away from his desk if only to stretch his legs. He joined the Westeros Special Forces unit only six months ago, a transfer in from the Northern faction, deciding to head South for a change of scenery post break up. Ygritte had been... Well, a spitfire, to say the least. And hard to forget. Their relationship had been as fiery as her temper and her hair. Yeah, he has a type, so sue him. While he didn't miss the fights and the theatrics of the relationship, he missed being with someone. Ygritte cared about him in her own, weird sort of way, and he misses the companionship she had provided him for nearly three years.
Jon sighs as he steps out into the afternoon sun, deciding the local coffee shop would suffice for lunch today. It's only a short walk up the street and Jon finds himself stepping inside within minutes, the blast of cold air refreshing. Six months in of living in the South and Jon still hasn't quite adjusted to the heat. He misses the icy cold air of the North- somehow, it felt cleaner up there. That ache in your lungs you felt when you took in the first breath of cold, morning air... He misses that almost as much as he misses the fiery warmth of a woman in his bed.
The girl behind the counter smiles and offers a wave- she's a University student, Jon has learned in his time coming here, eager to graduate the following spring and step into a new world as a nurse. "Hey Jon," she greets as he approaches, "the usual?" It's Jon's turn to grin as he nods and turns to head towards his usual table, but is surprised to find it already occupied.
And just like that, there she is.
She's surrounded by notebooks and a textbook or two, though she seems focused on a single notebook. Her red hair is twisted back into braids and tucked up with pins, though a few strands have fallen free to frame her face. Jon sucks in a breath as he watches her for only a moment more, for she looks up then and notices him staring. At once, she sits up straighter, squinting her eyes as recognition spreads across her face. "Hey," she says after a moment, folding her arms over the tabletop as she leans forward. "Jon, right?" She says, though she's not forgotten his name. She's recited it over and over and over again since the night they met. "Nice suit." Her eyes trail him up and down and Jon feels warmth spread to his cheeks, her lip gloss lips curving with a smile. If she notices the gun strapped to his hip, she doesn't mention it.
"Call it a drawback to the job," Jon jokes a moment later when he finally finds his voice again, the sweet sound of her laughter ringing in his ears. His heart soars. "I haven't seen you, at the bar I mean." He says and at once, he regrets it. She sits up straighter, those ocean blue eyes widening ever so slightly as she regards him closely. "I-I mean, they're talking about you. About your song, your voice." Smooth, he thinks as he can only hope a hole opens up on the floor and swallows him up. Just then, the barista appears with his steaming drink, to which he grins and gives his thanks before the girl is gone, leaving him there to probably continue to embarrass himself. But to his surprise, she does not send him away with a scowl or cruel words, rather her face softens and she gestures for him to sit.
"If you want," she says, an offering, her head tilted to the side, the stray strand of hair falling just across her forehead. He wishes he could push it  back, he wishes he could feel it between his fingers. It takes him only a moment to take the seat across from her, his to-go cup warm despite the cardboard slip around it's middle. "I've been busy," she says by way of explanation, a fleeting look of sadness crossing her features as she looks back at him. For some reason, despite not knowing him, Sansa feels as if she can trust him. His dark, solemn eyes give her a sense of hope she's not felt in a long time. "Besides, I couldn't come back without another song."
"So there's another one?" He asks, taking the first sip of his coffee. It's a simple order, a caramel macchiato with an extra shot of espresso, one which he never deviates from. "Open mic night is next week, isn't it?" She grins and nods, telling him she heard from her friend Margaery about the next date and that she would be there.
"Margaery has been trying to drag me out for weeks now, I haven't-" she stops, realizing she's about to dump something on him that's probably beyond a normal talking point for a first real conversation. As if Jon senses her uncertainty, he offers her a smile and encourages her to go on. "It's my mother..." Sansa shifts in her chair, absently swirling the last swallow of coffee in her mug as she looks anywhere but Jon's face. "She's sick and I... Between taking care of her and my little brothers and sister..." She looks up and it's written all over Jon's face- sympathy, yet understanding. There is no judgment, there is nothing but warmth. Somehow, it's as if she's known him all her life, not a single conversation in a dark bar. "Anyways, Margaery says it's good if I get out sometimes, you know? So I let her drag me out every now and again." She smiles as she thinks of her friend, who she knows loves her dearly. Margaery was a good, no a great, friend and Sansa reminds herself to give her friend a hug.
"I'm sorry... About your mother." Jon says after a moment, knowing the pain of losing a mother, though he doesn't mention such a thing to her. The last thing he wants to do is remind her of what she certainly worries about often. "You have siblings?" He asks instead and is delighted to see the smile brighten up her face as she nods. Â
"Three of them. Two brothers, Bran is thirteen and Rickon is nine. Arya is fifteen." Her little siblings are her entire world. They have always been close, the Stark children that is, especially so in the four years since Robb had died. But even as kids, even with the years between them all, they had always been close. And with her mother's illness and her father's business, it left much of raising them to her. She could not remember a time where she was not with the little ones, though now that they're older and mostly taking care of themselves, she wishes she could go back. It hadn't always been easy, but she loved every moment spent with those little siblings of hers. "What about you?"
Jon smiles when he shakes his head. "I don't have much family at all, well aside for a distant cousin who lives in Essos." He had never known his father and his mother had died when he was just a kid, leaving him to be raised in foster homes until he came of age. "It's just me and Ghost, honestly."
"Ghost?" She asks and Jon can't stop from reaching for his cell phone, pulling up the most recent photo of the big, white dog he means. "A wolf dog?!" She blurts without warning, excitedly reaching for her own phone, which lay beside the notebook she'd been writing in. She taps the screen and shows him the background photo- a family photo of five kids with varying shades of hair, each proudly standing with shaggy pups that were as colorful as them. She draws the phone back towards her and when she hands it back, there's a photo instead of a beautiful gray wolf like dog, who's eyes are more gold than yellow. "That's Lady."
"You all have them?" Jon is surprised- he's never met another person with a wolf dog like Ghost, let alone a family of them.
"My father... He found an entire litter when we were kids," she explains, the memory burned into her brain as if it had happened only yesterday. "My family's sigil is a direwolf, so my father said he couldn't just turn them away. He said they came to us for a reason." For a litter of pups to be born, five pups for the five Stark children, it had surely been a sign from the Old Gods, and so despite her mother's wishes, all the puppies came home to the children. The way he's leaning over the table, he can see the soft curves of her handwriting on the paper- small and neat, her handwriting fits her perfectly. She must notice him looking for she grins and slides the paper towards him. "Next week's song," she says, tapping the top where she's written the apparent name across the top. "I think it's finished... I hope it's finished."
Jon reads only the first few lines before he pushes it back towards her. "I want to hear it when it is," he says and drains the last sip of his drink. "Listen, I have to head back to the office now but I uh... I'll see you next week." He rises up to his feet, the scrape of the chair against the floor the only noise in the room for a single moment. Sansa smiles and yet again, Jon is rendered breathless by her. If only this moment could last forever.
"Yeah, next week," she replies, barely breathing herself.
When Jon approaches the desk to pay for his drink, he tells the barista he wants to pay for her drink too. Though she's surprised, the young woman does as he's bid and waves to him as he takes the receipt and his change and heads for the door. Just as he goes to toss it into the waste bin, he peaks at the receipt and to his surprise, sees that she must have ordered the very same drink as him.
[ x x x ]
The bar is quiet as Sansa climbs up to the stage again.
Again, accompanied only by her guitar, she gazes out into the crowd of people, smiling down at her brunette friend before she speaks into the microphone. "I had an entirely different song planned for this night a few weeks ago, but my mother... She's sick and she's relapsed so  I wrote this for her." In the long nights beside the hospital bed, the beeping of the machines her only melody, she had penned these lyrics. She had scribbled these lines onto napkins and the back of her hand. She had written this song to remind herself that in the end, her mother would step out of the hospital and home would become home again. Taking a deep breath, she strums the guitar and finds the right note.
And then she sings.
"The buttons of my coat were tangled in my hair
In doctor's-office-lighting, I didn't tell you I was scared
That was the first time we were there."
Jon sits at the bar again.
It's his usual spot, with his usual drink in hand. He had saw her come in- red hair in curls and her impossibly long legs wrapped in denim- but hadn't got a chance to talk to her. Her friend, Margaery he thinks it is, sits where she sat the first time, but this time the guy she had been crushing on sits beside her, arm around her waist.
The song Sansa sings... He recalls reading those first few lines in the coffee shop but hearing her silky voice singing them makes all the difference. She's stronger this time- less nervous than she must have been the first time around and Jon is surprised when from across the room, their eyes meet.
And he swears his heart must stop.
"Ooh-ah, soon you'll get better
Ooh-ah, soon you'll get better
Ooh-ah, you'll get better soon
'Cause you have to."
Those words are the soft plea of a daughter to her sick mother, the simple view that there was no other option than to recover. Jon glances around the room and can see there are at least five others in that room who know the feelings she's singing about.
Yet again, Sansa's song is reaching people.
"I know delusion when I see it in the mirror
You like the nicer nurses, you make the best of a bad deal
I just pretend it isn't real
I'll paint the kitchen neon, I'll brighten up the sky
I know I'll never get it, there's not a day that I won't try."
One of the women Jon had noticed earlier is openly crying at her table now and he recognizes her as the one who had lost her mother only a month before. Jon recalls that pain himself, despite the years that it's been since he lost his own mother. He can still recall the sweet scent of her perfume, but he's forgotten what her voice sounded like or how warm her arms had been whenever she hugged him. It's been many years since he lost his mother, but the pain of it never goes away. Not entirely.
On the stage, Sansa too sees the woman that cries softly at her table, the man beside her wrapping his arm around her in comfort. She wishes she hadn't made her cry, she feels bad about that, in truth, but there's no stopping now.
"And I hate to make this all about me
But who am I supposed to talk to?
What am I supposed to do
If there's no you?
This won't go back to normal, if it ever was
It's been years of hoping, and I keep saying it because
'Cause I have to."
As she breaks into the final chords, the final repeat of soon you'll get better, she looks out into the faces around her, wondering just how many of them out there got the message. How many others besides that single woman understood the pain of watching someone they loved go through an illness? Probably too many, she realizes.
When her hand finally falls from the guitar and silence descends, she lets out the breath she's been holding and her heart skips a beat when the first claps begin. And then it's every person in the bar that's clapping, some even cheering as she smiles for them and descends down to join Margaery at the table.
Jon watches as she escapes from her friend and instead crosses the room to approach the other crying woman. They embrace and when Sansa pulls back, the woman holds her at arm's length as they talk. When they finish their conversation, Sansa does not return to Margaery's table but to his shock, she comes towards the bar to stand before him where he sits on his usual stool. "Buy me a drink?" She asks with a grin and for a moment, Jon is too stunned to say anything. Â But then he nods and she slides onto the stool beside him, so close that again he catches the scent of her sweet perfume.
They talk for what could be several hours, Jon seems to have lost track of the time as he sits there with her. It isn't until Margaery approaches her, a touch to her shoulder, a quick but silent it's time to go home. "I have to go," she says, brushing a curl behind an ear, revealing the three little studs she wears in her lobes. "Maybe we don't have to wait until the next mic night to see each other," she grins as she slides a piece of paper towards him as she hops of the stool, a little wobbly after her three drinks. Before Jon can speak, she's rushing after Margaery who waits at the door for her, her guy already out in the lot to fetch the car.
Jon lifts up the piece of paper and he finds his heart is racing as he realizes it's her phone number written there. Pre written, he realizes, meaning she had always intended on giving it to him. He feels warm and it's not just because of the four drinks he's consumed sitting there with Sansa. Okay... That might be partly to blame, but mostly he's just beyond happy. He reaches for his phone and adds her into his contacts list, clicking the new message icon, though he hesitates for a moment. Was it weird if he texted her so quickly? No, he decides, she gave him her number, which meant she wanted him to text her.
And so he taps the message space and begins to type.
Sansa is climbing into the backseat of the car when her phone beeps.
She fishes it out of her purse and her heart skips a beat when she sees it is a number not yet saved to her contacts. "He texted you? Already?" Margaery is excited in the front seat, the one who had encouraged Sansa to talk to him that night, the one to write down her phone number for Sansa to give to him. "I told you," she mumbled as she turned back around, smiling to herself as she thinks of the way the dark haired, brooding sort of man had been staring at her friend both last time and tonight. After the last relationship Sansa had been in, she deserved someone who looked at her like this Jon looked at her.
On Sunday's I take Ghost to the dog park. Maybe Lady would like to join him?
Sansa smiles and types a quick reply.
Just as he's sliding off the stool that his phone lights up on the bar. Jon can't help but to chuckle when he sees her response.
Lady would love that, but I hope I'm invited. đ
When she reads his response, she's grinning, a strange warmth filling her up, threatening to spill over. Â Sorry, I forget how to act when I think about cute dogs owned by cute girls. Another text comes before she can reply to the first. Â I'll see you and Lady both there, say noon?
She nods, though he can't see, and hits send on her own message.
Jon climbs into his car and hears the beep of her reply. Â We'll see you there. :)
He drives himself home and it isn't until he's settled into his apartment that he realizes his phone went off without him noticing. Unlocking the screen, he's surprised to see it's a picture message, rather than just a normal text. This is how she looks at me when I tell her we have plans tomorrow. The picture is of Lady asleep on the couch, or at least pretending to be, as she has one yellow eye open looking up at Sansa who must be leaning over her to snap the picture. We're going to bed, see you tomorrow. I promise she's as excited as I am. Her next text comes a moment later and Jon grins down at Ghost, reciting the message aloud to the dog. "She's excited..." He murmurs as he sinks back into the couch, not fully prepared to head to bed.
In her bedroom, stripped down to nothing but a t-shirt, Sansa is climbing into bed when her phone vibrates on her bedside table. Reaching for it, she blinks against the brightness of her screen so she can read Jon's last message. Ghost on the other hand... A pause and then the photo comes, making her smile as she clicks it to enlarge it. It's of the great big white wolf, grinning like only a dog can, clearly excited by something Jon is doing or saying. Sleep tight, girls, comes last and as Sansa curls up beneath her blankets, she smiles to herself, not yet daring to believe that this is entirely real. Jon seems almost too good to be true. Though, she supposes there's only one way to figure it out. She hasn't dated in well over a year... Not since Joffrey... But something tells her Jon is the farthest type from Joffrey that could ever possibly be.
As she closes her eyes, she thinks of him, of those deep set brown eyes, and falls asleep.
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Avengers don't get sick days so neither does spiderman
Peter woke up with the worst sore throat of his life. He knew he was sick, it was obvious. He mentally slapped himself for going on patrol the night before when he knew he needed to catch up on sleep.
' I guess everything is finally catching up to me' he thought.
"Peter, hurry and get dressed. I want you to eat before the bus comes" he heard May yell from the kitchen.
'ugh food, thats the last thing my throat needs' he thought
He threw on a pair of jeans he hoped were clean off the floor and grabbed a tshirt from the drawer.
He made his way to the kitchen and found May with a big grin on her face.
"Good morning honey, I made waffles!" may said.
Peter wanted to tell her he wasn't hungry but he knew that she'd ask questions and he really didn't want to be interrogated. He just wanted to make it through school and get to the tower to train with the worlds mightiest heroes. He started eating the waffles and it felt like his throat was sand paper. He cringed his face at the feel of the food going down but luckily May didnt notice. He looked up at the clock on the wall and realized the bus would be there any minute. He rushed to put his plate in the sink. He gave May a kiss on the cheek and just like that he was out the door without a word.
When peter reached his seat next to MJ on the bus he was beyond tired. MJ could tell something was up with him but decided he'd tell her if something was up eventually.
When they got to school peter wished he just stayed home. He ached everywhere, his throat was raw, and he could swear he was starting to develop a fever. He knew it was gonna be a long day but he had to pull through because Mr.Stark was expecting him at the tower right after school. He headed to first period and sat next to MJ and Ned.
"Hey loser, you look worse than you did on the bus" MJ pointed out.
Peter just shrugged. Ned passed him a note that said ' dude, are you okay. You look like death ran you over in a semi'.
Peter wrote ' throat is killing me but i gotta make it through the day for Mr. Stark'. He passed the note back to Ned. Ned read it and could only shake his head. He knew how much peter wanted to impress tony, but he just wished he wouldnt run himself into the ground in the process.
Time passed and Peter finally made it to lunch. He decided against eating to save his throat from being completely annihilated. He made it to the table and immediately laid his head down. Both MJ and Ned looked at eachother with concern. MJ finally spoke up when she saw peter shaking. "Dude, just go to the nurse. You seriously look like shit"
Peter looked up and opened his mouth to protest but all that came out was a squeak.
"I rest my case" added MJ.
Peter's body was begging for rest but he resisted like always.
His phone buzzed and he looked down to see a text from Ned.
' I'm sure he'll understand if you want to take a sick day'
Peter responded ' the avengers don't take sick days so neither does spiderman'
Ned just rolled his eyes and that was the end of the conversation.
Lunch finally finish and peter went in the direction of his last two classes.
He sent a text to Tony during his last class.
' Hey Mr.Stark, no need to send Happy to come get me. I'm just gonna swing to the tower.' it read. Tony replied a few minutes later.
' ive told you a thousand times you can call me tony. Anyway if you're positive that's what you want to do i'm not gonna stop you'
Peter knew he couldn't risk happy finding out he was sick.
When the last bell rang peter stumbled his way through the halls and out the exit by the ally. He changed into his suit and just like that he set off for the tower.
A voice echoed through the suit. "Master Parker, your temperature is a few degrees above normal. Should I notify Mr. Stark.
Peter managed to get out a soft no and karen did not ask anymore questions.
When peter made it to the tower, he was absolutely drained. Pepper was waiting for him at the door.
"Hello peter, it nice to see you again" she said. Peter nodded with a fake smile.
" tony is waiting for you with the others upstairs, let me take your bag and ill take you." pepper said.
When they made it up the stairs, peter saw natasha  sparring with steve and clint was sparring with bucky. ' i guess im sparring with Mr. Stark' he thought.
" Hey there undroo, you look happy to be here" tony said sarcastically. Peter just gave him a shrug.
He began sparring with tony and tony immediately knew something was up.
"Hey kid, you doing okay" he asked. Peter just broke down right then and there.
" woah woah, hey you're okay" steve said coming from the other side of the room.
"what's wrong" natasha asked peter.
He tried to talk but nothing would come out.
"I'm going to go get pepper" clint said walking to the door.
"Friday, scan peter" tony said.
" peter's temperature is 102. He seems to have strep sir." friday replies.
"Damn kid, youre a mess" tony said to peter.
Peter began to cry again.
"Oh honey, youre okay. Lets get you to your room and get you laying down." pepper said coming in through the door.
Tony sat there in awe. Pepper was always better in these types of situations. She really knew what to do and how to take charge.
" clint go get a fluffy blanket, steve can you make some tea please, bucky can you run to the store and get some cough drops, tony go find the fever reducers you and bruce made for steve and peters metabolism, and natasha please help me get peter to bed." pepper barked her orders and everyone went to do what they were asked. Â
Pepper and natasha got peter settled into bed and everyone started coming back with their items one by one. After everyone left, tony texted may to tell her that Peter was sick and he would take care of him until he was better. He watched peter sleep because he honestly didn't know what to do. He didn't have any kids, so this was completely new territory. Peter started stirring in his sleep and tony got up to be next to him. Peter looked like he wanted to say something so tony gave him a note pad and pencil. Peter began to write then turned the notepad over.
'thank you for taking care of me Mr. Stark' it read.
Tony looked at the helpless teen with a smile.
"no problem spiderboy" he replied.
"But next time you're sick, just stay home" he added and with that peter slowly drifted back to sleep.
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Full Endgame spoilers/review:
(TL;DR: It was really fucking good. Theres some bad obviously but overall worth it. Even after reading the spoilers and feeling like I may not like it as much as I thought I would... I actually liked it more.)
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So as I said I loved the movie I had some gripes but overall I thought it was one hell of a fun, entertaining movie. I'll go by each characters story in my review saving Cap and Tony for last.
Natasha- Honestly? Though I think the MCU dropped the ball on the 0G6 being a believable family... I think Nats role in this movie was sweet. I really like the scene where Tony Nat and Bruce were laying down talking about Strange and the stones. It was really cute but it really made me wish we got to see this earlier. Joss dropped the ball hard in AoU. Ive said it one and I'll say it again. AoU should have been the movie where the Avengers were a solid unit throughout the movie.Nats death was... heroic but honestly her and Clint beating the shit out of each other because neither could stand the thought of the other being sacrificed was kinda funny and cute which is jarring to the story. It kinda sucks that she was fridged before the final battle though.
Clint- What are the fucking odds that every one of his family was dusted? But w/e. Clint having a wild sword battle in Japan... it was ridiculous and weird and IDK what they were thinking with that scene but it was played really dramatically but I laughed? Cuz it was so over the top and silly... even though he just slit that guys throat and Nats like :c Clint~ honey no its fine... and they hold hands over the guys warm corpse. LMFAO WHAT!? Im at least happy his kids got him back if nothing else.
Bruce- ... Bruce with Hulks big green body? NICE. Thats gonna have some interesting fanart I can already tell and I lift my glass to you. I once tried to draw a little comic where Bruce and Hulk separated but also had swapped bodies.... so Bruce had Hulks body but I never did finish it I wonder if I still have it saved somewhere.
Anyways. Honestly? I found Bruce in this movie to be equal parts funny and annoying? Like it was a bit jarring sometimes that he was so lighthearted despite everything.
Thor- When I read the spoilers I thought I was gonna really dislike Thor but watching it I understood where Thor was coming from and I couldnt really blame him for spiraling and its not like anyone close to him seemed to even check up on him despite clearly knowing where he was. Im really sad that it took all those years and only until he was needed for someone to try and talk Thor through what he was going through.
Im not annoyed with Thor. Im annoyed with the rest of them (minus Tony and I guess Clint? Considering.). Bruce was his friend in Ragnarok, Nat keeps talking about them being family, and Steve is their leader where the hell were they? Unless im missing something...
I guess Valkyrie too but shes been picking up his slack as a leader and was holding the Asgardians together so I can cut her some slack.
ANYWAYS.
Thor was kinda funny in the movie but it was kind of hard to enjoy his goofiness. It kind felt like Tony in IM2. Speaking of Im glad Tony seemed really tolerant of Thors drunk behavior... I was sure he would throw a lot of shots like Rocket did. I wish they had a moment to talk about Thor self medicating with booze... Tonys been there. I get why they couldnt really but..
His scene with Frigga was really nice. Frigga is a bad bitch raised by witches and shit.... she knows all~ A wise woman that Frigga.
Scott- HOLY SHIT Did I love Scott in this movie. He was soo funny and cute... and bullied a lot. You know I have a thing for easily bulliable character. And Scott just got spanked left and right. His helpless goofiness reminded me of Harry from KKBB a little. He bounced off everyone well and it makes me kinda wish he was one of the OG6 instead of Clint. He was more of the heart that kept the Avengers together than anyone.
Also him and Tony talking about Caps ass? HILARIOUS. Bisexual icons honestly.
'That suit did nothing for your ass.' 'No one asked you to look!' 'I think you look great Cap as far as Im concerned thats Americas ass!' and then later Caps all 'That IS Americas ass.' Unbelievable. But his best scene is still him reuniting with Cassie. She was so big! Im so happy she got her dad back... but Bruces failed time travel machine scene.... that was a close second. 'Somebody peed my pants... idk if it was baby me or old me........ or me me.'
Also the 'whats up regular sized man' scene is longer and more hilarious than the preview showed. FUCK YOUR TACO SCOTT. At least Bruce is nice to him. I ship GreenAnt a little.
Rocket petting Scott and mockingly calling him a puppy. SAME.
Rhodey- JESUS RHODEY. Speaking of hilarious idiots. Im glad he got a bigger roll in this movie but he didnt hug Tony when he got back so whats the point? BUT W/E... He was hilarious and amazing. It was nice to see him step up as one of the sorta leaders after the snappening.
But he was also A HUGE FUCKING DORK THE ENTIRE WAY THROUGH. Thinking that a secret cavern with a spooky name would be boobytrapped like in Indiana Jones and trying to convince Nebula to be careful. Naming a bunch of shitty time travel movies to prove a point about time travel (with Scotts help) and going back in time to kill baby Thanos...and Bruce was like 'yeah... no...' and him fucking TRASHING the magic of the iconic opening scene of the first GotG where Quill is dancing.... 'so hes an idiot?' RHODEY PLEEEEAAASSSEEEE have mercy. Him and Nebula are a trip.
Also I made a note to mention Don Cheadles BEAUTIFUL soft voice. So here it is. I love Don Cheadles beautiful soft voice.
He had too few scenes with Tony but their first scene when Tony starts freaking out and hes trying to get Tony to calm down was pretty good... and god that ending.... ;-; How come Rhodey got NO lines while Tony was dying? But also in the same position I dont think Id have any words either. I too would just cry. And did... for Tony.
But yeah besides his lack of scenes with Tony I really loved Rhodeys scenes. I usually do. Hes adorable.
Nebula: Sweetie... You are just amazing. Shes legit one of the best most solid characters in the movie. The opening scenes between her and Tony? FUCKING adorable. Im sad we dont see more of them after the time skip. I also wish we got a longer scene of Neb and Rocket talking when she gets to earth... I guess just seeing them sit together sadly was enough to portray the emotions but.... I MEAN. More Nebula wouldnt hurt anyone.
Having to see two tortured versions of Nebula was upsetting. Future Nebula who lost so much and past Nebula still under Thanos' thumb. 'You can change!' 'He wont let me' OOF. Im sad that past Nebula was killed... but appreciate that even in that moment past Gamora was upset to see her be killed. Im glad with Present Neb, Gamora was so easily heel-face turned. She loves her sister. Also their moment after past Gamora beats up present Quill was hilarious 'Really? This is the guy?' 'The choices were him or a tree.' WHAT ABOUT DRAX, NEBULA?!
I know I said I may not watch any MCU movies after this but I might tune in for GotG3 for Nebula (and Thor).
Steve: I actually ENJOYED Steve in this movie for the most part. For the first time in any movie... even by himself I kind of enjoyed Steve.
Especially the scene when hes fighting himself and his past self says 'I can do this all day' and hes like 'Tst... yeah I know... okay' Like he was sick of his own damn bullshit. And frankly? Same. Also him whispering 'Hail hydra' to get the scepter? Hilarious. I cant help but see it as a knock at that shitty Hydra Cap comic that everyone hated.
But despite me enjoying Steve for most of the film... the MCUs inability to write a good romance and pretending like Steve and Peggys relationship was a peak or something completely undoes it all. It would still NOT BE GREAT regardless but the fact the RUSSOS are the ones who brought Sharon into TWS in the first place makes it SO MUCH WORSE that Steve dipped out.
Steve should have moved on... even if it wasnt with Sharon. They could have at least MENTIONED HER but they knew they couldnt because then it would be too highlighted that Steve is a fucking FUCK BOY who used the niece of the woman he loved as a surrogate and that him going back to the past means hes gonna be meeting little Sharon at some point.
Also? Really? Steve you have this whole new family you supposedly love and can live your life with but you rather go back in the past because the first woman who was nice to you was there? Move on. Its so fucking weird that hes so obsessed with her. You have your childhood friend and the rest of your new friends... and supposedly a girlfriend. IDK how anyone could be happy with that ending for him. But I guess its in character... remember the note he sent Tony 'I've been on my own since I was 18.' What about Bucky? He was there with you and you had family in the Avengers supposedly. Natasha seemed to think so. YOURE SUCH A FUCKIN SCUMBAG STEVE. Jesus.
Tony: First of all Id just LOVED his scenes with Nebula as I said. He sat there patiently teaching how to play paper football and held her win. It was REALLY cute. When he passed out she picked him up off the floor and sat him down on the chair and pat him. REAL CUTE. He nicknamed her 'The Blue Meanie' its cute and he tried to give her the last of their food but she insisted he eat it.
Bobbos eyes never looked more gorgeous than in that scene where Carol finds them honestly.
Tonys I told you so was really really sad. It had a lot of feeling like that scene in AoU when he laughs hysterically and starts ranting? Rhodey tried to calm him down but he just ripped into Cap. Also he yanked off his arc reactor and I FULLY JUMPED IN PANIC because I forgot it wasnt in him. I fully flinched. But he pulled his heart out and gave it to Steve and then passed out.
Tony and Peppers daughter is ADORABLE. And her interactions with Tony are so sweet. Domestic Tony is lovely. I love that when Steve and the gang roll up on him Morgan runs out during their discussion and is like 'Mom told me to come and save you....' and hes like 'Well Ive been saved!' REAL CUTE. Also he swore and his daughter copied him and hes like NOOOOO!!!!!!! LMAO. LANGUAGE Tony.
Tony is motivated to fix things seeing that pic of him and Peter. Hes such a softie. IM REALLY REALLY SAD that we finally see Pepper kinda GET Tonys need to be Iron Man and is like 'But could you rest?'. The one time she encourages him to go back to be Iron Man and he fucking DIES. Im so sad for Pepper. But that scene between them where shes like 'We'll be ok.... you can rest now.' FUCK. Im crying again.
That scene between him and Steve- 'Someone shoula warned you~' 'You did...' 'Oh did I? Thank god Im here' has the same energy as 'Who taught you how to dance?' 'You did.' 'Well Ive done a marvelous job!' It was pretty great.
Tonys nicknames for Scott are 'Pissant' and 'Thumbelina.'
Im not OVERLY fond of his scenes with Howard. But honestly? My brother is the same way with our dad... he just chooses to forget the bad stuff and focus on the few good times. I cant do that but if it made Tony happier then VERY WELL. I wish Tony coulda talked to Jarvis too tho... just a word... anything?
Best Tony scene is Peter babbling about how he musta passed out because Tony was gone and and and and Tony just hugs him so tightly and Peters hugs back and is like :D 'this is nice'! Though that STARK contrast of them after Tony uses the gauntlet... and Peter is like 'Mr Stark... we won... we did it... no Mr Stark...' Big Simba and Mufasa feels (and kind of Hughes and Elicia tbh). Not cool Disney. I was already crying.
Rhodey was the first to reach Tony and Tony couldnt say ANYTHING to anyone and Rhodey just pets his cheek... Tony was just looking around as his family just has to watch helplessly as hes dying and Pepper tells him its ok.
His funeral was really nice. He recorded a message for everyone kind of like his message for Pepper on the ship. Everyone was there... I think even Harley (Im really sad we didnt see them get reunited even once). The scene with Happy and Morgan was really sweet. 'I'll buy all the cheeseburgers you want....' It was cool to because... ya know.... Jon Favreau.
He got a really beautiful end. I wish he could just retire and live with Pep and Morgan... but if he had to die... that was a really lovely sendoff.
SO ALL IN ALL.
Awesome movie. I didnt get to see past elderly Steve passing the shield off to Sam... I'll have to rewatch it again when theres a better version. Especially for that fucking STUNNING end battle. Even with the shitty cam I watched it looked AMAZING and I cant wait for it in HD.
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Uhm... could I ask for one story too? Where the m!reader is a fan of Paul who was choose to be an extra on the set of Help on the Alps and Paul is like 'Yeah, why not to go for the pretty boy for once' and subtly flirt with him on set and maybe go further after the shooting. I just love your stories so much and especially the fact that you also write for male readers!
you can ask for all the stories you want! and iâm loving the prompt!! :o
asdfgh, thank you!! youâre all so sweet, ahh ⥠âĄ
You were practically cradling your small paper cup of coffee as you entered the warm cafeteria of the hotel Marieta. You were in Austria in the small village of Obertauern, working as miscellaneous crew and as an extra for the filming of the movie Help!
One which The Beatles were the stars of.
And, you wonât lie, you were a big fan. Especially of the âcute oneâ. Paul McCartney. Gosh, so far you had only just about seen him from a distance as he stood with the rest of the band talking. Honestly. You didnât dare approach them. Scared of it for multiple reasons.
In the meanwhile, it was noon. And time for lunch. The delightful hotel lunch buffet consistently mostly of German and Austrian classics. Cold cuts, various sausages and the likes. It all looked great. There also was a sprinkling of British assortment. Most likely meant for the unadventurous tourist of the groups.
You picked a little of everything and went to sit at an empty table by a window overlooking the beautiful but looming Alps in the distance. Â It was breathtaking.
You took in the scenery as you ate. Watching over the beautiful nature and birds as they passed you by. Tourists and other members of the crew too. They waved and smiled and you did so back at them. This small break from filming was all very nice.
You finished and left the cafeteria whistling a little tune from the musical The Sound of Music. Hey, it was really only appropriate being as you were; in the Austrian Alps. It also had a movie adaptation due to premiere in a few days time. Something to be excited about, surely, as you couldnât watch it before you were done with working on the movie.
You stepped back out into the cold and, God, was it cold! Austria in March? Whoâs idea was this? You shrugged as you went down the brick laid trail towards the set, pulling your coat together to your body. The costume, and non-extra work, forbade gloves and you wish you could snap your teeth at whoever made that executive decision.
Lately, your assignments had been to set up props for various scenes used for the filming of the musical sequence of âTicket To Rideâ. It really wasnât much as most scenes consisted of the boys skiing.
Today; you had to help lift and set up a piano. A goddamn piano. It was meant to be used first when the sun was setting which gave you plenty of time, really, but you werenât about to underestimate the work that was going to be pulled into getting a piano through snow.
You went back into whistling whatever song you could remember from The Sound of Music as you went your way to the truck that housed the piano.
But it didnât take long before you halted in your steps. There, not much longer down the path, stood Paul McCartney. He was in the clothes he was supposed to be in for most of the scenes shot in the Alps. A dark fur coat, tight pants that made your mind soar, thick winter boots, and no gloves. Which you wondered about as it was pretty damn cold. And with all of that; he looked cold with his arms crossed tightly around his chest while wearing a rather sour expression. It was pretty cute how he looked.
Considering how to get past him without drawing too much attention; while, yes, as much as you wanted to talk to him and⌠well, so much else. You really didnât dare. What was there even to say? Would he even be interested in talking to you? No!
Well, any choice you had in the matter threw itself right out of the window while you were thinking over your choices as he was, in fact, now looking at you with a rather charming smile on his face instead of the pout that was before.
Your eyes met and he winked. And, you know what? Suddenly you didnât feel so cold anymore. So, you pulled your proverbial shit together and stepped towards him. You were going that way anyway.
âHi,â was the first thing out of him as you neared. His voice as just as you remembered. Soft with that dear accent of his. You just nodded in greeting as it felt like your throat had completely locked up.
âHave Iâve seen you around?â He asked and you shrugged. How were you to know?
âSurely, I wouldnât forget a face such as yours. Dâyou work on the movie?â
You croaked out a yes. Slightly embarrassed at the sound as, God, your throat was so dry from both the cold and being near him. His hands were in his pockets, shielded from the cold, and you copied the move as you too were starting to feel the biting chill that came from just standing around.
You moved slightly on your feet to keep warm and went further along with your answer; âIâm an extra and also do⌠extra work,â you couldnât help but small at that bit, âsuch as heavy lifting work. Like the props.â
âHeavy lifting, eh?â His expression was⌠something. Smug? Surely not⌠flirtatious? So you just nodded with a polite smile that grew a little unsure as he stepped closer. Close enough for you to feel the furs of his coat and the warmth of his breath. You quickly glanced around to check if no one else was around. Two men so close to each other was definitely⌠risky.
âMr McCartney,â you started but was quickly interrupted by him.
âOh, just call me Paul,â he was smirking as he looked you up and down, slowly and not at all hiding the fact of his doing it. His eyes looked dilated as he was doing so and you wouldnât at all be surprised if you were to find out he was high.
Your heart was beating forcefully and, damn it, was making it kinda difficult to breathe.
â...Paul. I have to leave now or Iâm going to be late,â you muttered as his hand was resting softly on your bicep. Oh, you couldnât believe you had said that. He was so obviously flirting with you. Making you feel all kinds of heated and, God, horny. But your work was too important and you stepped back from him.
He looked disappointed and you sighed as you looked down to your feet, kicking up snow.
âSorry,â you muttered and hurried along towards where you had to begin work.
Later as it had gotten dark; you oversaw the filming of the scene with the piano. The adrenaline was still pumping through you from having pushed and showed the wooden construct up the hills. The sweat down your neck and back had somehow dried while working in the cold. And you hoped that the wetness on your skin and hair wouldnât result in you getting sick.
You sighed heavily as you stared at Paul during the filming. He looked just as cold, if not even more so than before. Now equipped with a hat that had a little ball at the end of it; he looked so cute as he crawled around the piano with the coat pulled as far up as it could.
It could be obvious to the astute eye that you were staring at Paul. Even as much as you had tried to hide it. Your mind was sitting still on the thoughts of your meeting with him earlier. Had he really hit on you so heavily or was your lust-filled fan mind just making it seem as if he did? Was he even into men?
But perhaps it was true enough. For you couldnât pretend anywise as he had also been looking at you multiple times throughout filming. And as it wrapped up for the day and you were readying yourself for getting the piano inside again, by stretching and getting large sips of coffee; he had stuck around as the other Beatles went down to their hotel.
He was watching you intently while sucking on a smoke as you and three other men went to the piano. It was even more of an ordeal getting it down than up. Having to pull more on it so it wouldnât ride down and most likely crash into something⌠or someone.
He winked at you as you passed by and you almost, almost, lost your grip on the piano. Thank fuck, you didnât. That would have been disastrous. Every man counted in pulling this thing.
You meet each other each at the end of the hill when you finally had relinquished all control of the piano to some other unfortunate souls and were now desperate to get somewhere warm. He now had the hat off and his hands were deep in his pockets as he was staring you down as you stepped away from the truck.
âHello again,â you greeted as you went by him and as you had expected; you could hear his footsteps follow you.
Which definitely confirmed your suspicions of his flirting with you earlier that day.
You heard his footsteps hasten in the snow and he suddenly appeared next to you. âIâm sorry if I came on a little too strong earlier today. I-â now it was your turn to interrupt him.
âItâs really quite alright. It was just unexpected and I was on a strict time schedule.â
He looked up at you and stopped in his tracks, which you quickly also did.
âSo⌠you liked it?â He actually seemed nervous and you decided to comfort him in the fact that, âyes, I liked it.â You nodded with a slight laugh.
He smiled widely as he stepped closer to you and looked around before leaning in with a whisper; âso... Can I have this kiss?â
Instead of answering; you too leaned in and joined in for a deep kiss that quickly worked to heat your body up from a long day of working in the cold.
A wolf whistle shot through the air and you practically threw yourself away from Paul and looked around in a panic. It was John Lennon! Who were flashing you two thumbs up while sporting a great big smile.
âGo get âim, Paulie!â He yelled and ran off while laughing loudly.
You blushed madly as you looked back at Paul. Who, with a giggle, pulled you back down for a kiss.
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SO THIS IS SOMETHING I THOUGHT OF THIS MORNING AND JUST COULDNâT STOP
Itâs The Walking Dead, Non-Apocalypse AU, with borrower!Glenn Rhee because in the first season of the show he tells Rick that he always goes on supply runs and enjoys doing them and I suddenly thought âheâd be the perfect borrower holy shitâ and then my brain just rolled with the idea and came up with more stuff:
Glenn lives in the walls of Maggieâs familyâs farmhouse.
11/10 stealthy boi, except when heâs not.
Wishes theyâd bring pizza home for once because he loves pizza (totally not because he was a canon pizza delivery guy hA-)
Has watched fellow borrowers get seen by humans and taken and he always ends up alone so heâs just âno����imđ˘fineđâ.
Fast as fuck boiiiii, if heâs out in the open, yEET heâs gone whereâd he go oops you donât know.đ¤ˇââď¸
At one point stole Hershelâs pocket watch but felt guilty and put it back one night, after hearing him mention itâs a family heirloom.
If I ever write a oneshot about borrower Glenn that ^^ right there will probably be how him and Maggie would meet.
If he got sick, you bet your ass heâd still be going out to borrow.
That right here would get him a nice helping of Discovered By Human.
Maggie finds him trying to stuff hunks of bread into his self made bag while coughing up a lung.
After the shock of Tiny Personâ˘ď¸ wears off sheâs just staring at him.
âUh...you okay?â â*intense coughing* ...yes.â
She thinks heâs absolutely adorable and decides to give him some medicine for whatever he has and then carries hi and his loot back to his wall enterance.
When he wakes up the next morning feeling better, he has no memory of that day.
He goes out of his wall hole, seeing a small slip of paper and a cough drop cut into pieces as small as possible.
The paper reads âhope youâre feeling better, if you still have that bad cough, take the cough drops I left there, they should help. -Maggieâ.
Borrower Panicâ˘ď¸
Glenn doesnât borrow during the day for a while, making a plan to leave.
The Greene Family refers to the cockroaches around their home as Walkers, since they seem to move rather slow, almost walking.
So, when Maggie finally sees Glenn again, after he has to basically duel with one to save his own life, she gives him the nickname Walker Bait.
Before he can escape into the walls, she persuaded him to meet her that night for a simple conversation.
He agrees, so later that night he goes to Maggieâs room and sure enough, sheâs waiting.
She asks a whole ton of questions, but Glenn doesnât answer. She sees his apprehensive face and eases up on the questions, deciding on switching to telling her story.
She tells him about her father, Hershel, her half-sister and brother, Beth, and Shawn, and her deceased mother, and step-mother currently in a coma.
Glennâs like wow you actually get to see your family on a regular basis I wonder what thatâs like haha
Maggie: omg you poor small baby
After a while Glenn opens up a bit more, meanwhile Maggie is still calling him by that nickname.
Glenn outbursts at her âmy nameâs not Walker Bait! Itâs Glenn?â
âWell, itâs nice to finally know your name, Glenn.â âWait shit-â
Maggie feels hella bad that heâs inside this old ass houseâs walls barely getting enough food because Beth is always fucking cleaning.
She offers to bring him food every night when her fam goes to sleep. He reluctantly agrees.
A bit of time passes, and their nightly food exchanges turn into long conversations, each getting more and more casual as the days go on.
After a few months, Glenn even stays overnight with Maggie one time.
One day, Maggie gets in a huge fight with her father, after she was attacked outside a pharmacy, while he was off getting drunk.
She storms up to her own room, much like a child, accidentally scaring Glenn who was waiting up there for her.
He runs and hides, and sheâs able to find him, gently scooping him up and apologizing while in tears.
He feels bad about what her family is going through (plus he could hear her screaming at Hershel from up there) and accidentally lets his own big secret slip.
âI love you.â
He blushes like a Soft Embarrassed Boyâ˘ď¸ and covers his mouth and wants to run away again.
She takes a moment to process what he just said, and after thinking back to their time knowing each other, she hits him with that âI think I love you, too.â
Glaggie is canon, king.
Some time later, Maggie and her family get word that her step mother, Annette, passed away in her coma.
Glenn hitched a ride in Maggieâs jacket pocket to console her in her time of grief.
While Maggie sits in the hospital waiting room, she keeps a hand in her pocket, gently hand-hugging her smol boyfriend for comfort.
Heâs smol but heâs doing his damn best leave him alone.
Beth takes Annetteâs death the hardest, as she was her biological daughter, and locks herself in the bathroom, and attempts suicide. Maggie hears her, and tries to open the door.
Tiny Boy to the rescue, Glenn is able to sneak inside the bathroom via vents, unseen, and pick the lock with a paper clip, allowing Maggie to get in, slip him into a pocket, and get Beth to a hospital to stitch her wrists.
More borrower pocket hand cuddles.đ
Beth does a full recovery, and Glenn feels obligated to introduce himself.
Beth is such a sweetheart, and wants to write a song about him.
Glenn even introduces himself to Hershel, who cured himself of his alcoholism after realizing he didnât want his family to fall apart, and his daughters still needed him.
Very kind old man that Glenn tells Maggie probably knew he was there, and had seen other borrowers before.
Jump to one year later, Glenn happily living with the Greeneâs.
Lately heâs been nervous and awkward around Maggie, and sheâs worried.
Glenn finds Hershel when Maggie is gone and pops a big one.
He wants to marry Maggie.
Would probably just be a...secret marriage done by Hershel, as the big world ainât ready to know about borrowers.
Glenn was just thinking of asking Maggie about it, but Hershel surprises him the next day by bringing home an actual RING.
Day after that, Glenn pops the question.
Well...tries.
*cut to Glenn grunting while trying to drag a huge ring through the walls to Maggieâs room*.
She just picks him up, and he asks out of breath:
âWwi...will youu mah,.,,mery me?â
You bet your mother fucking bitch ass itâs a Yes from her.
Glenn cries for the first time in front of her, but happy cri.
Beth sews Glenn a lil tuxedo and he very much dislikes it but lowkey doesnât hate it.
âYou may now kiss the brideâ *little peck* *Maggie leans in and kisses his whole side of his face*
Glenn decides to take Maggieâs name.
Mr. and Mrs. Greene.
Glenn would die for her.
She wouldnât allow him to die.
Beth finally finishes that song she started, and plays it on the piano.
She called it âThe Legacy of Walker Baitâ
Maggie couldnât stop laughing for 3 hours.
Glenn was a very unhappy camper.
And they lived happily ever after.
The Endâ˘ď¸
Wow I really went off didnât I? Honestly if I can flex these ideas this much I should turn this into an actual AU with oneshots and stuff.
Itâs such an obscure concept but I wish TWD had just a little tiny bit of gt content! I guess if I really want it I can pave the way for it :3
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(1 of a lot probably) aaAAAAAND I'm back! This time only at 2am tho haha, and as for why, you see, I met this wonderful, talented young man a few weeks ago and I wouldn't miss talking to him for the world. In any case, on the confidentiality thing, please don't worry meu amigo bonito. I trust your judgement, and either way, I /am/ still masked behind anon y'know hahaha. It's all good
I KNOW ITS BEEN LIKE A DAY AND IM SO SORRY everything is happening all at once All The Time sighs honestly i wish i could just lay back and bask in ur sunny conversation, even if just for one day;;;
thatâs true, thatâs true, i think i have an idea of who you are (or rather, which blog you run) but it almost seems a shame to figure out... that being said, if you are who i think you are then your writing is absolutely breathtaking, and as golden as your heart
(onto #2!) Chester seems plenty lovable btw haha. And I gotta agree that it'd be nigh impossible to find a better home for him. What he has with you? That's the genuine article, and you take /extremely/ good care of him and the others to boot. I'm sure even a famous boy like him gets awestruck sometimes by how lucky and loved he is. Poor Wisdom though! Like /damn/ hahaha. Tough break, kiddo. Tough break hahaha. That's what he gets for trashing the joint tho. {~J}
chester is the perfect man, itâs true, and wisdom is an absolute brat but he has his moments lol. heâs growing on me, similar to that fungal infection thats growing all over his poor handsome face :( i gave him a special bath for it yesterday, and he LOVED it, he loves being pampered. fifteen minutes of me scrubbing at all his itchy spots and spraying water in his mouth to keep him happy when i have to hose his face, and he looks so lovely clean now!!!!!
i know, i know, its sounds gross lol but itâs really not so bad. we caught it very early and he gets those baths twice a week, so itâs cleared up really well!!!Â
itâs simply the time of year, i think. hot and humid, ponies sweating under their rugs, too many of them with stupid injuries - fudge had surgery on two of his legs a few months ago, and heâs about to start rehab; lulu got a.... skin cancer??? cut out of her stomach, and thatâs been delightfully gross to maintain; rudiâs vice is flies - heâs very sensitive on his legs, and kicks so hard that he cuts his own ankles, poor boy; nikki went lame somehow and no one knows how or why but she seems fine now???????; and we were SO WORRIED that chester had an abscess in his hoof bc a big chunk went missing out of it, but the farrier came for him today and everything was fine, the hole trimmed out clean and simple.Â
BIG SIGH THEYâRE....... SO DIFFICULT. so much to maintain, and rumple is as sick as ever but heâs old so that hardly counts. the only ones who are really maintaining themselves are wyn and louie, and i honestly donât know how louie does it with how he runs around like a maniac all day. BUT ANYWAY!!!!
3 never did end up coming through lol so iâll move right on
(and then there were 4) What can I say? Your silvered light dazzles even the sun, and inspires the moon and stars with its iridescent brilliance. It'd be a crime to put someone so amazing on hold hahaha.
i dont know much lol but i know im a saggittarius. i seem to be surrounded by scorpios at this point in my life, and i can hardly find a thing to complain about. youâre all absolutely wonderful, and i always seem to be quite taken with your crewâs company ahahaha.Â
rather, im surrounded by water signs in general LOL. my siblings are each pisces, cancer and scorpio, i met a bartender last night who was a scorpio, and kimmy is one too lmao yall are everywhere and im Loving it
(#5 comin in hOt) You were also right on the water-affinity thing though haha. I actually knew how to swim before I knew how to walk, believe it or not. Anyway, that picture is absolute /gold/. It really is. And the prophesy was fulfilled so completely that even Voldysmoldy was blown away. You look dashing, by the way! 120/10 best wrapping paper boob stuffer. On the subject of talking though, /holy hell/ don't tempt me I would /gladly/ talk with you all day without hesitation hahaha
LAUGHS thank you i certainly try my best. my brotherâs a good sport, and i somehow feel like a strong mix between him and the sister im now living with (the cancer, if youâre curious ahaha). every day weâll find ourselves saying the same thing at the same time, and every now and then sheâll give me a strange look and say i sound just like leo, or even that i look like him for a moment ahahaha.Â
itâs interesting, itâs strange. iâve always looked up to them so much (being the youngest and all), so it feels oddly like a compliment, whenever these things happen.Â
(#6)(just think, two more of those and you get one of me hahaha). Onto the sleeve tho! The circle maze sounds /fantastic/, and I bet it looks really cool right now, though I'm sure the finished product will be absolutely astronomical. The design you have in mind sounds /epic/! (for real though tatts are so expensive I feel your pain there hahaha)(may the Force be with you I believe in you)(you got this)(you SO got this)(you're gonna kick this resolution's ass). {~J}
lmaoo thank you thank you, i intend to bust so much money on it this year. i still have my lower forearm to design, but iâve thoroughly plotted out the rest of my arm; the maze is given to inception, the next installment will be vaguely reminiscent of kingdom hearts, and pokemon will take up the space from halfway up my forearm before turning into cc beyond my elbow. so itâs just that part on the back of my forearm that is a bit of a blank canvas rn ahahaha
(holy hell I might need more than 7) I regretfully inform you though that I can't and I shan't cease to flatter you, because you deserve to know the truth of how talented and wonderful you are. And I definitely agree on the balance thing. The devil is in the details and complexity is key, so all the more reason to be proud of how amazing your works are! And /20k/? /Damn/ that's impressive! (and even tho I prefer halloween, I for one will gladly plunge back into the tinsel for you hahaha) {~J}
itâs officially 22k but i havenât had time to work on it the past couple of dayssssss BUT I FIGURED OUT THE LAST SCENE so itâs only a matter of spare time lololol
(#8 because what's second christmas without snowmen? lol) I'm glad to hear you've got a pretty solid sleep schedule by the way! (and it definitely /was/ worth the discomfort)(still slept like a rock the followin night tho hahaha). I'm really happy that Alma appears to be defying the odds by the way! True to their namesake, and all thanks to their wonderful father. Sheesh. I knew you were dynamically skilled, but this just proves you're magical haha. In your care? I know they'll flourish. {~J}
LOL i am LOVING these message starters btw. yesss tho my family has always been keen on growing things lol. mum had a magnificent herb garden, and iâve never seen oregano as big as whatâs growing in my garden rn. we just planted dahlias where the sunflowers used to be and i wasnât sure theyâd be alright, but they really seem to be flourishing!! im so glad!!!!
(9/9 for the new record hahaha) I'm so proud of both you and them! Not to be punny, but I'm a sap anyway when it comes to plants. or, well, all of nature really haha, and Alma looks really great from the pic I saw! Anyway, speaking of hocus-pocusing, I hope today has been absolutely magical for you, as you deserve no less than the wondrous and the fantastic. Talk to you soon, meu amigo bonito! {~J}
lmfaooo i love that. and yes, their leaves are so cute!!!! so small!!!!! thank u so much tho, the past couple of days have been pretty great. Iâm wondering if i can worm a morning off out of my sister, considering sheâll have a day off on sunday and iâll be working at the cafe from 7 lol;;;; i desperately want to finish starboy, but time really is my enemy right now ahahahaa
thank you so much for all this, i adore you and i hope you managed to get to bed at a reasonable time tonight!!!! sleep well, iâll see you soon
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