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Dude I'm honestly so over California and it's polished Polly Pocket Barbie Mansion ass "environment" and the sheer lack of any authentic nature and environment. It's awful. Let me go back to Colorado where there are actual natural NATURE not this plastic ass place.
What do you mean I don't have to drive 15+ minutes out to see any remnants of the natural land a city was built on what?
What do you mean I don't have to settle for well polished lawns of artificially green grass and non-native trees planted to make it look like "nature"?
Get me out of this capitalist half-assed-liberal state.
#alter: chunn#im just bitching a bit cause#we were looking at therapists for when we move and one was like#outdoors and nature orientated therapy#and Im like#please literally please#im so done with eating scraps of mock nature that I settle with over here#i was given a few days in a place that has REAL trees and REAL grass#and im like fuckin#i hate this shit /hj#its not like its THAT bad but I just really don't care for all this shit#i literally just want good places to walk and sit and enjoy the simplicity of life and crap#california has so so so so so so so fucking little of that its garbage boo#fuck this place#never again man#fuck it#i want trees i swear to god#fuck california#colorado take me back plz
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Just thought about sharing this frame right here
Do with it what you will
#the split second before the lips touch are always my favorite part to analyze like a psycho#sorry about the motion blur#this was a bitch to screenshot but I had to#for science#also can you tell that I really like Tommy and buck together and want them to be endgame?#I’ll hide the next bit in the tags cause some shippers are scary:#I don’t really want buddie to happen#im not against it but there is something about eddies actor#that makes me feel like he’s one of those bros is fine with gay people but not near him#and this is purely my own impression#I don’t think he said or done anything to give that impression#you know how there are certain actors who simply refuse to kiss men because of fragile masculinity#because I’m straight bro#anyway#Back to Tommy and buck#I really like them together and they better have at least one kiss as intense as buck had with other partners in the past#not just a peck like last week to get diversity points#ya know#shmexy kisses#lety rambles#tuck#bucktommy#evan buckley#tommy kinard#911#911 abc#oliver stark#lou ferrigno jr
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my experience being a Belos fan (who wants to kick his ass) is constantly being reminded that not everyone went through the process of becoming consciously aware of and working to shed the specific horrible mental state one uses to justify allowing/enacting harm against the people one loves. And therefore not everyone can just look Philip in his sad dead eyes and Understand with wretched clarity what went so terribly, odiously wrong in there.
#adddna#toh#spongebob.png MINE WAS SURE AS HELL NOT THAT BAD. but like. I was a bit shit for a while there not gonna lie.#sorry I just saw someone like. mention belos feeling bad abt the GGs as though it were a mere possibility#it just seems so obvious to me that he would. the reprehensible thing is that its not enough to STOP him. thats What Its Like#the mental state is that its sad but necessary. because if it wasnt necessary you're responsible for the harm you allowed or caused.#and the cowardly thing to do is to never face that responsibility.#this is why im so mad at him and want to haunt his nightmares etc. hes being a little bitch and calling himself a hero making sacrifices#toh discussion#my wittebanes
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YOU MAKE THAT POST AND DON'T SHARE YOUR THOUGHTS ON EVERYONE'S OPINION ON SHADOW THE HEDGEHOG???
I MEAN IT'S SUCH A NICHE FUCKING TOPIC LMAO I DIDN'T THINK ANYONE WOULD CARE
but anyway here's the Egregiously Simplified version of Everyone Is Forced To Play Ten Routes Of Shadow The Hedgehog And Has To Give Their Opinion Afterwards
#snap chats#i already hear someone going 'the fuck you mean mine is number one shadow the hedgehog defender' YOU WILL LISTEN TO ME#at first i do think he'd be like 'what the fuck' but then going through all of shadows routes. or at least ten to get the final story#and seeing the constant betrayal and inability to trust others he faced yet still ultimately persevering due to his promise to maria#i think bro would be moved.. just a little.. would he think shadow a bit headassed for that considering what the humans did to him#Of Course but also its evident that shadows clearly taking things into his own hands now- as righteous of a mission as it is#despite the persistent attempted influence by everyone around him. shadows a complicated TRAGEDY he'd be moved#mine's artsy like that..... gotta go before i get shot ive said insane things before but this one'll take the cake me thinks#im not explaining everyone else mine's just felt like the one i NEEDED to explain lest i look more insane than usual#06 daigo's purely a Shadow Angst enjoyer. he understands shadow and he's wallowing in the misery of his backstory#majima's weird to categorize cause he definitely can be like Lmao The Fuck and/or just play the game chaotically#and then the aspects of identity come in and on the outside he'll be like 'bro its not that deep' but on the inside its like#Damn He Just Like Me Fr. i think. idk i dont study majima leave me alone im not making ANOTHER One Chara Exclusive category#i said i wouldnt explain anyone else and here i am explaining shut UP im gonna go eat#im not looking at this anymore bye#FORCING myself to leave cause i really will just end up typing essays on bitches perceiving shadow LMAOO
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diversity loss! local autistic forced to deal with plans being suddenly changed
#I am going. to kill someone#like I get the cause of this was something out of anyone’s hands. it’s not my sisters fault things changed.#but we went from ‘I’ll come down Monday + Tuesday to help you move then drive to the lake for the rest of the week’#to ‘actually we’re moving tomorrow can you make it a day trip and then leave Saturday for the lake w everyone else’#and like. sure. arguably this is a ‘better’ set up but. I fucking HATE change like this#especially bc it’s so late like. okay then guess I’ll fuck myself.#I need to go unpack all my shit (bc I was being GOOD and doing shit EARLY for once!) and repack for the new plans#and like. fucking emotionally prepare for this new change bc I wasn’t THINKING this was gonna happen. im not READY yknow?#idk. fucking. slams autistic diagnostic ‘inflexible adherence to routines’#my ROUTINE has been CHANGED (on top of ALREADY being disturbed by this whole trip) and it’s causing DISTRESS#< like. dw I’m fine i just need to be a bitch about it for a bit
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hey guys. wasnt able to be on tumblr because ivr been busy building this he-man castle grayskull mega construct (knock off lego) set for the past 36 hours. doesnt it look awesome
#The most grueling fucking set ive ever built#i know its not OFFICIAL LEGO but by god you couldve tried a LITTLE bit#for starters#iT DOES NOT FUCKING END. YOU CAN NOT STOP AFTER EACH BAG LIKE WITH LEGO YOU EITHER STOP IN THE MIDDLE FOR NO REASON OR YOU GO UNTIL YOU DIE#(my route)#Like. why#why would you do that#secondly#idk. it was just annoying#it looks awesome from the outside the inside is mid but i like the characters#my mom got it for me like. 2 years ago. Um#Tbf she got it for ME because SHE likes he man (i never liked he man cause every road trip she would play the same he man christmas special#dvd in our dvd player for like hours over and over)#i was a she ra girly. And now im a reboot she ra girly#<- she hates the she ra reboot but thats fiar bc she grew up with the og… she doesnt know true#This is number 2 on my list for worst building experience lego set idc that its not lego#number 1 is the big millenium falcon#number 3 is the titanic#this one is worse than the titanic and i literally worked on that bitch for 6 and a half days straight#That was more enjoyable than this.
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The only reason I translated this song and posted earlier this year was to be able to share to a non swedish speakers for fandom purposes, and I just need everyone to know that this is one of my Shen Yuan / Bingqiu anthems
(Song: Jag får liksom ingen ordning - Lars Winnerbäck)
#svsss#bingqiu#im just so. clenches fist#bingqiu are both swedish pop to me#aka that flavour of cheerful melancholy#the playlist i made for them is filled with such songs#i might translate others from it too#solely cause existing translations are often a bit too literal#and lack some of the nuances the lyrics convey#and im a bitch who loves small nuances
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Some stuff I've drawn semi recently
#keese draws#oc art#oc#ocs#furry#furry oc#furry art#Ive been going thru it recently but Ill survive#on the bright side the pet sitting job for my aunt is coming up soon#so Ill have a house to myself for a bit at least#Im probably still gonna be fairly offline for the foreseeable future unless I somehow manage to fix my sleep schedule anytime soon#not to say I will be on any sorta complete hiatus or anything just that Im not getting any more active most likely#not that I think anyone rly cares at this point since its been the norm for a while now but yknow#Ill still be around to answer asks and stuff just dont freak out if I take a lil bit to see it 👍#anyways enough of being a downer Im actually pretty happy with these even if theyre mostly just doodles#also I havent posted any art of these guys in a While but say hi to them while you can cause theyre back into the void of my brain now#first is keese (the oc™) second is toon and third is clyve#all from different stories but toon and clyve are both from the magic cat universe#their paths never meet tho the closest connection they have has to go through like 4 characters first#you can also tell theyre from different stories because one is anthro and the other isnt lol#generally speaking I consider anthro designs slightly more canon but both are canon depending on the story#not in a shapeshifting way just in a me being an inconsistent bitch sorta way#but yeah keese the oc is much older than either of those two I just dont talk abt them or their story ever#but hey if any of yall remember suckerz those two are besties#suckerz is sort of younger than the other two and sort of much older than all three#shes a sort of updated version of a reallyyyy old sona sort of character I had in like 6th grade I think#back during my lilo and stitch experiment oc era where I had one that was music themed#I also had a digimon variant of her she was called like beatramon or smth like that#she was basically a hypothetical music mascot and shes kind of still that tbh#if I ever get enough into making music that I start posting shit it will be my music mascot
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btw just in case i seem callous abt the whole dating situation i was just being rather swoony over (god forbid i try to romanticize this bleak ass life) i want to bring up that this person made me carry a heavy fuckin camera case which. did not care to do that. and then sat while i tried to figure out how the fuck to put the rig and everything together and like. once again did not care to be fucking around with it that was honestly just soo irritating. like they were trying to just have one little moment of feeling better abt themselves lmao maybe im being evil idk and then also they brought up their ex for the zillionth time bc apparently all of their hobbies are tied up w her. shocker. anyway i think they think they can fix me
#and also now that several of the dykes have discussed i do think it's weird that they so avoid saying lesbian#esp for themself. which is like fine u dont have to id as anything. but like u know the vibe when someone just... yeah idk.#abby talks#and also i was so clear about not wanting anything serious being too busy rn not wanting to string them along when thats not smth im#focused on. and i think theyre just going to hold out hope ill change my mind even tho i already like said what i felt#which is ALSO pissing me off cause then on the other hand i felt sooooooo bad last night. and for what#communicating my feelings? sorry it was a bit abrupt but bitch you are not in love with me u dont know me. UGH!#WHERE is dyke grindr maybe i just need to take a chance out there..
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ngl its funny seeing like all my mutuals loathing hades 2 release (but maybe one or two being hyped) everyone disgusted by most/all of the new designs and just the first game in general also and then i scroll down to see someone else happy as hell
#cliffnotes/.txt#like i could hold the floodgates but also i wont yall can block tags and users ur adults#or scroll#cause i also hate them raggedy bitches what did we do to athena#im waiting for the cactus drag on it again unless i just missed it#imma go look in a bit
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#was feeling pretty good lately about becoming a better person than i used to be and apparently got a bit cocky about it#cause life decided to smack me with the biggest reminder of how im still also a bitch apparently#fun! c’est la vie laughing through the tears!#just česky
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time a flat circle why the hell am i usin the same loafers i bought for one cosplay of my fave antagonist for another fave antagonist
#snap chats#can i even call it cosplay. why are police sirens going off in the bg oh my god shut UP#anyway yeah ill elaborate. Super Snap Stalkers will remember my p4 era and will remember the time i did in fact do an adachi cosplay#i deleted the og post like an hour later. plus that blog's gone. but im sure some freak can find it if they dig hard enough#ew i think i was 17/18 in that pic (not at all that long ago) ok anyway.#i use the same loafers for my aoki outfit. and yeah i do Regularly wear my rgg outfits i TOLD YOU its functional cosplay i QUIT#just funny that like.... damn everything always goes back to square one LOL#these busted ass old ass loafers still rockin with me years later#if im feeling cheeky i think i will post all my rgg outfits actually. for halloween#hang on gotta be depressed and cringe for a moment#cause ive always liked cosplay but whenever i did it it never felt. Good Looking#like i always just felt like my face never worked for the charas i wanted to portray and so thats why i say with a heavy heart#that aoki's round-ass square-ass head is perfect LOL it makes me wanna throw up looking in the mirror#i got the same weird lips. ok not that squished Similar but Its Awful that he makes me feel comfortable with my face now#at least my eyebags arent double deckered... i at least look like i get sleep.. some days.#breaking !!!! objectively one of the most vile bitches in this franchise makes you feel comfortable with your body and existence#NAW to continue from last post if i had a webcam i prob coulda done a cosplay y7 stream LOL thatd be funny#anyway since this tag ramble is just pure cringe let me round it off with a final bit of cringe#the Forbidden Mention of my trans masato hc cause one reason why i have a Teehee over the thought is how raspy his voice is#and i only really now realized how right i was tonight because my prof called on me to speak and when i tried speaking DAWG.#the forbidden acknowledgement of Myself GROSS#BUT DAWG MY THROAT WAS FUCKIN CRUSTY it felt like sandpaper EW?? WATER FOR YOU?? christ. i hope that was just a one-time thing#ok im leaving now BYE
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results are in!! im skipping the rest of avos. yay :3
#ok to compromise ill go ahead with my ‘’read the wiki and pull up the pdf for important stuff if i really feel the need’’#i think this is for the best. as many people have said its not worth it#like theres only so many ways you can say ‘’alderheart is boring here’’. you know hes boring here#ill read the sleekwhisker parts. at least. ok.#and the shadowkit bits#just bc i know thats good context to have for tbc#other question… should i also skip squirrelflights hope#cause on one hand it sounds like an absolutely miserable read and the passages ive seen seriously piss me ofd#‘’hollyleaf died defending her lie. im allowed to bitch at this funeral bc im a quirky empath :/‘’ i want these characters to die#but on the other hand…. idk. could be interesting for tbc context….#avos liveread
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playing an ongoing game called ‘learn whats acceptable to say in someones tags or get blocked’. a lot of you are losing.
#i know i can be cringe or annoying but like. theres a difference between joking on something vs fucking insulting someone you dont know#is this person talking about something they enjoy that you dont? filter the tag and post content and go on with your day#if theyre too annoying then just unfollow for a bit and check back later even#is this person a fan of a character you hate?? put it on your own post instead of coming onto someones account to bitch in their tags#you are literally insulting a real life person over a fictional character. over a show. over a comic. what is wrong with you.#unless the thing they like is actively rooted in real life hate (racism sexism misogyny ableism transphobia etc) that will reflect#and cause real life harm then it literally doesn't fucking matter if you disagree with someone.#youre not making me want to read and consider your opinion about something i literally consume for fun and because haha autism s/i#by calling me an idiot or by saying how i (a disabled person) am ‘braindead’ because i have a different opinion or whatever.#youre just being mean because you feel like you have an excuse to pretend youre superior to someone#like idk how to break it to you but dick grayson isnt going to suck your dick despite you insulting a real person over him lmao.#anyways. im going to block you if you insult me. im going to block you if you see my post on something i like thats harmless and tell me#how much you personally hate it or disagree. i dont care. make your own post because now you cant make it on mine.#and my anon is temporarily off (sorry shy mutuals </3) because a lot of ppl dont have common decency on what's okay to say or demand lol
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the amount of people who apologize to me after we hang out is so astronomical it needs to be studied
#like? is it me?#is it something abt me that makes them think they can hurt me a lil bit and then they regret it or#do i have such a strong resting bitch face that everyone just thinks im mad at them all the time#or has everybody just lost their damn minds fr whats going on#mari.txt#i thought the function was okay and fun and 3 ppl have come to apologize to me for various things already and im like wait#should i be mad? cause shit i forgot to lmfao
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Kokichi physical therapy arc real
#eggs can speak#kokichi ouma#writin a little thing abt Shuichi and Kokichi and the beach#I’m Exposition Dumping in the form of Shuichi Internal Monologing#and they have like. a part of the day every day set aside for memory rehab mnstuff cause yeah they got the bull but there’s still a bit of#brain fuzz yknow? yeah they do it all as a group but I DIDNT GET THE CHANCE TO MENTION that while everyone else is working on that Kokichi#is working on some physical therapy since he HAS all his memories lol#yah immediate left turn I feel like things are a little Tense post game between Shu n grape bitch#yeah they definitely had a tear filled reunion post game but Shuichi also feels really fucking guilty for how they interacted in game and#YEAH it wasn’t really his fault but he Knows that regardless he hurt Kokichi yknow? yah. it’s funky I unno#I might post it when im done#Kokichi isn’t the only one doing physical therapy tho impostant mention#all the folks who died have to live with weird after affects#like Kaede and Miu have to be really careful when running and stuff because sometimes losing their breath causes them to Lose Breathing#Privleges for a sec and it’s just all around not fun#(this infuriates them both to no end)
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