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gifti3 · 7 months
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another thing I enjoy about asmos character is that we get hints about some of his past romantic relationships
Im sure the other brothers have engaged with others in the past but actually getting to read about it is interesting to me
#obey me asmodeus#i wanna learn everything about this character hah#it makes him feel more real the more info i get#also this info in particular makes sense for his type of character#being the avatar of lust and having so much love in his body#and ik it sounds weird cause#“ahh this is a self indulgent dating game we dont wanna hear about them being interested in others or having past lovers"#but i think it ENHANCES the importance of asmo falling for MC in the end (thats the whole point of “flirty” types tho)#also im nosy...im down to know!#trying to date changed my brain chemistry#me before would have not cared i think#anyways i refuse to believe none of the brothers other than asmo havent been interested in anyone other than mc#like only mc?#are u sure....#idk how to say it without sounding mean#but....thousands of years of existence and u never looked at anyone else other than mc?#no crushes even?#if they were aromantic it would make sense but they aren't cause mc (and even then people can experiment)#ik its fictional self indulgence but...it feels so unrealistic i cant take it seriously#when a character is only capable of falling in love with mc#and apparently NO ONE ELSE in the whole wide world#im already like “...hmmm naur” but now factor in that the character is not human and has been around for a very long time....#like theyve had to met so many people by now please be for real right now#well thats my spiel but i feel like i can keep rambling about this honestly
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muwapsturniolo · 2 months
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need matt x plus sized reader smut bc ik u would eatttt!!! (and none of the insecure shit im so over that sorry not sorry LMAO)
also love ur writing sm bae 🫶🏽
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✯Take A Seat✯
black plus-sized! reader
Summary: matt can't keep his hands or mouth to himself.
Warnings: NSFW CONTENT. ass smacking, oral (fem receiving), face sitting/riding, fingering, praising, soft dom/needy matt, squirting, overstimulation.
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“Stop it!” I hiss at Matt as he swats at my ass once again. He’s been doing this all day since he picked me up this morning. In the grocery store, in Tjmaxx, and even at the restaurant we had lunch at.
Now we are at my house, in my bedroom, and he’s still going.
“Come lay down with me.” He grabs my hand, attempting to pull me down on the bed. “Matt no! I’m trying to put everything away!” I motion to the bags on my bedroom floor. He stands up, wrapping his arms around me, starting to kiss my neck.
The scruff adorning his face tickles me slightly, “Put 'em away later, I want to spend time with you.” I crane my neck and try to push him away.
“Matt,” I state firmly.
“Y/n.”
I roll my eyes and cross my arms, “What do you want Matt?” I already know what he wants but his answer shocks me.
“For you to sit on my face.”
His words are blunt, straight to the point.
“Huh?”
“If you can huh you can hear-“ he twirls us around and gently pushes me onto the bed, crawling over me. His hands grip around my thighs, hiking them up and pressing himself against me. I can feel how hard he is. “Come on baby, you know you want to.” He whispers in my ear, grinding into me slightly.
It’s crazy how quick my arousal forms, a tingling feeling forming between my legs, warmth spreading throughout my whole body.
“I don’t know…” I trail off.
I’m not insecure with my weight at all, in fact, I’m very confident with myself. However, I’ve read too many stories of girls with fat asses breaking their boyfriend’s noses to even think of sitting on Matt’s face. He has the perfect pussy eating nose and I'd hate myself if it was taken away from me.
“Please? You know I love tasting you, always so sweet for me.” He leaves sloppy kisses on my jaw and neck, his fingers snaking into the boxers I’m wearing. He runs his middle finger through my folds and instinctively I buck into him.
“See? You’re already wet, you want to.” He lifts his head, a cheeky grin on his face as he stares down at me.
“Shut up…Are you sure? I don’t want to hurt yo-I’d be grateful if I died with your thighs suffocating me and your puss-“ I quickly cover his mouth, his words flustering me.
“Stop being so vulgar…fine, but if you really can’t breathe pu-“ I’m cut off by his lips against mine. His hands grabbing and squeezing at my waist, the plush skin aching slightly from his actions.
“Mmm thank you baby.” He begins to pull my boxers down, his actions eager. He pulls away from the kiss and pushes my legs to my chest, taking in the view of my exposed folds.
He loves to stare at me, taking in every detail of my body.
His fingers dance along the underside of my thighs, making me shudder in anticipation. Using his index and middle finger, he pushes my folds apart, my clit coming into view.
I try to close my legs, flustered under his gaze.
“Stop hiding from me,” he grunts. I gasp when he flips me over and swiftly slides in between my thighs. I gaze down and stare into his hungry eyes.
His bright blue irises are tinted darker, filled with lust and hunger.
I jump feeling his hand swat down on my ass, “So pretty. Take a seat for me baby.”
I shake my head, too scared to lower myself.
I yelped feeling a harder slap to my ass before I’m yanked down.
“Stop fucking hovering, I wanna taste you.” He dives in, lapping up the slick falling into his mouth. I whimper at the feeling, closing my eyes in relief. He wraps his lips around my clit, sucking at the mound.
I can’t help the moans falling from my mouth as he laps and sucks. Matt has always been a good eater, too good actually. If I let him, he could eat me out for hours on end, doing it for his own pleasure rather than mine.
Subconsciously, I begin to grind down on his face, matching the movements of his tongue. He moans into me, the vibrations sending a shock right to my clit.
“Fuck Matt!”
His tongue dips inside of me, another whine falling from my mouth as I grip at his loose curls. I’m so focused on reaching my high, I don’t even notice his hand moving. My jaw goes slack feeling two of his fingers slide into my aching cunt, massaging the velvety walls.
He pumps them in and out, immediately finding that special spot and abusing it.
My movements are slipping, switching between bouncing and grinding constantly.
He pulls away from clit, a lewd popping sound making it's way to my ears. “Come on baby. Cum all over me, soak my face.” His vulgar words send me right over the edge. My hips stuttering as I ride out my orgasm.
He flattens his tongue, shaking his head side to side vigorously, coaxing more juices to squirt out of me. I moan loudly and try to pull away but I’m stopped. He wraps both of his hands around my thighs and keeps me in place.
I throw my head back at the overstimulation, my eyes clenched as another orgasm quickly approaches. I look back down and see him munching away, his eyes closed as if he’s enjoying the most wonderful meal on earth.
The only sounds in the room being my moans and the obnoxious slurping coming from Matt’s mouth.
It happens faster than the first time, more of my juices coming out harder and faster. Matt licks it up diligently, not missing anything.
I know he wants to continue eating me out, but he stops, gently pushing me to the side so I fall onto the bed. He pushes his fingers back into me, forming a “come here” motion.
“You gonna let me fuck you? Hm? Can you give me one more?” He mumbles huskily into my ear.
I whine and crane my neck, knowing I can’t handle it.
“Please pretty girl? One more? You know you want me so bad, my mouth was never enough for you. Always needing more like the greedy girl you are.” I don't know when he managed to release himself from his cargos, but he proceeds to push himself into me.
I throw my head back, my eyes rolling back as my walls welcome him willingly.
“Atta girl. Look at you taking me so well." He pulls out before pushing himself back in, building up a hard and steady pace. My hands grip his shoulders my body lurching forward with each thrust.
Broken moans and the clapping noises from his pelvis meeting the cusps of my cheek bounce off the walls. He lifts my legs and wraps them around his waist, "Been dreaming about being in you all day. Yo-holy shit- wearing that short skirt, knowing your ass was showing every time you bent down, your thighs begging me to be in between them."
"ffuhh Matt! I'm close!" I scream as the burning hot feeling forms in my abdomen.
"Come on baby, make a mess."
I hide my face in his shoulder, my moans muffled as my orgasm rushes through me.
He grips my thighs tightly as he spills into me, his hips rocking into me softly as he rides out his rapture. He eventually pulls out, a small whimper falling out of my mouth from both the movement and now being empty.
He kisses all over my face, his hands roaming all over my body as he praises me. His lips soon meet mine, the flavor of my juices lingering on his tongue.
"you're putting everything else away," I mumble into the kiss. He laughs before collapsing on top of me.
"Anything for you baby."
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i dont like this at all 😭 I'm sorry for this whack writing I promise I tried!!!
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graysnetwork · 5 months
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i was watching Gilmore girls at the beginning of the year i think and then i suddenly got the urge to watch again, so i'm finally on the last episode of season 2. Im completely in love with Tristan but at the moment i'm loving jess (i also searched up jess edits on tiktok and i've spoiled things for myself so i will be debating on skipping that one scene)
Also Ik this is not the best but I hope u guys like it
Warnings— none
Summary— Jess is turning into a great student and Luke not lorelai can think of a reason he’s become an amazing kid all of a sudden.
The library
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Two full weeks, two full weeks had gone by now and no calls from the school had been made to Luke's phone. This was more concerning than actually getting calls from the school. And another notable thing was that Jess started leaving every day at the same time 6:30 and he'd come back home at 9:30 or even earlier.
Luke was getting suspicious but he didn't exactly know how to bring it up since it was very possible he was cheating on his tests, maybe copying off some one else for work. So he decided he'd mention it another day, and every time that decided day came by he'd put it off again, and again.
the two of them were in the diner, it was surprisingly very quiet, there was only one person which was also surprising and then the person walked out. Jess started cleaning up the table before checking his watch.
6:15
He dropped the towel and rushed upstairs, he came back down with a backpack, had he been hiding that thing?
"where are you goin?" Luke asked, finally looking up from the counter “somewhere.” “what do you have in there?” “some things” he shrugged and opened the door, before he could even get one foot out the door he could hear Luke’s heavy steps get closer to him, he turned around again.
“What do you have in there” Luke said again, “why do you wanna know, it’s nothing important” Jess rolled his eyes and checked his watch again.
6:20
“I’ve never even seen you come outside with a backpack, and I need to know if you’re stealing things again” Luke gave him an annoyed stare, Jess unzipped the the bag and showed the books in his backpacks.
“Oh” Luke muttered, and looked over to the side “happy? Cause I need to get going” he zipped the bag up again. “where have you been going?” Luke sighed, it was time he got the truth.
“why do you wanna know?” Jess rolled his eyes again, “because I gotta know these things” another sigh came out of Luke, and Jess mumbled something. It took a good few minutes to get him to admit.
“I’m goin to the library”
He said it quietly but at least it was coherent.
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“You’re late” you smiled as Jess sat down in front of you, “I know, I’m sorry, Luke wouldn’t let me go until I told him where I was going and what I was bringing” he smiled back at you and took out his books. “well, you’re here now, that’s what matters to me, now what’s today? math?” You smiled again and the two of you started opening your books.
“Today is math day” jess nodded and started reading your math notes.
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“Jess, in the library? Is he meeting behind it and doing something?” Lorelai drank her coffee, “I didn’t think about that” Luke said as he gave her a doughnut.
The moment very quickly ended when Jess came in and quickly went upstairs without saying a word, Luke and Lorelai could hear the thud from Jess’s backpack hitting the floor.
Jess came back down and grabbed a doughnut; pink icing. Very weird to the two adults in the diner. Unknowing to them the only reason he grabbed it was because you swore that the pink icing on the doughnuts taste different.
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“So anything new and interesting happening?” You asked as you and Jess walked around after studying, it was the quickest you’ve ever studied but that was because it was English, all jess had to do was read and write some answers.
“no, but, if you call getting a new shipments for the diner interesting, than yes, there something new happening” he smiled at you, “sounds very interesting” you smiled back at him.
“what about you?” Jess turned to you again “what about me? Nothing” you shrugged “cmon there’s gotta be something that’s happened so far this week” Jess said, “there’s nothing, nothings happened, and im 100 percent sure nothings gonna happen” you smiled again at him.
He wrapped his arm around your shoulder and smiled “how about I give you something to look forward to then since you’re free” Jess’s brows perked up, “really? how?” your hand reached up and grabbed his that was on your shoulder.
“how bout you, me, and chinese food, and we can do it on, Friday? You said your parents are leaving on Friday right?” He smiled as you two got closer to Luke’s diner.
“yeah, my parents are going on Friday.. that sounds like a plan” you smiled “it’s a date” he smiled. “Cmon I’ll walk you home” he walked past the diner “thanks Jess” you wrapped your arm around his waist as the two of you continued you way down the street.
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“Did I see that right?” Lorelai’s eyes were wide and her brows were furrowed, “wow” Luke said, it was the only thing that could be uttered at the moment as they had just seen; You and Jess walking together.
“That must be why he’s going to the library so much! y/n’s always at the library!” Her mouth hung open in shock, it was silent for a few moments “y’know what, this is good” like said as he nodded while drinking his coffee.
“This is good?” She looked at him confused, “yes, he’s doing good in school, and it seems like he really likes y/n, as long as he isn’t hurting her, or doing bad things than I’m happy about this” Luke smiled “I guess this is good..” Lorelai smiled back at him.
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konniesreality · 9 months
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Your ask's are probably full of people doubting themselves and people jus not believing in their power so I just wanna make a statement!
Plz plz plz work on self concept! I think it's so important to set a date your 3 days from, (for example today 8/9, I'm going to enter the void 8/13) even 2/1 day is fine! But those days leading up, work on ur self concept!
How? Stop reading blogs that are talking about struggling on entering the void! None of that! Because for these 1/2/3 days, you are the MASTER of the void and you are going to affirm whenever you can, you ARE the master of the void.
When you go to sleep practice SAT's. Put on a subliminal (optional), and/or visualize that you have entered the void whether that be you with all your desires in ur void list or u can just visualize what u think the void looks like and u entering it! And you are SO sure that this is you on your set date.
Ik u guys r tired of hearing abt self concept but it's so important I cannot stress that enough. Affirm even if it feels like ur lying to urself and practice SAT's even if ur tired but ur going to enter the void trust me! Don't even put it on a pedestal honestly, because the void is all in ur power and YOU decide when u enter it..
Yes preach anon! Listen to this! ���💗
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Fuck it gonna put all my Tangled rants into a single thread that I'll just continue on if needed-
Oldest to newest btww (also spoilers most of these r about Eugene btw ik ik I'm a lil autistic spare me 💀)
That one part of Bruno is Orange but Eugene coded-
"Did you hear about that Father
Sent his own infant son away
And said "It's to *dangerous* for
you to stay so, I had to *save* you" "
I may be cringe but I am FREE
Yo omg ok so my brother is singin a Into the Woods song while I look at Tangled stuff n it made me remember a scene from the play where Gothel yells at the Prince "Rapunzel can think for herself!" n like- dude Cass said the same thing in Cassandra's Revenge to Eugene! Ooo girlll-
The way I would kill so many ppl if it meant getting a series about Lance n Eugene as kids like broooo imagineee-
Its crazy how like I'll be enjoying my day than suddenly I'll see a post of a mf going "Hey what if Eugene thought he was a yr younger cuz he was like a rlly scrawny kid?" Yeah ok sure n what if I hit u with a *metal pole*
My tangled ocs r so random its hilarious- like it goes from a bodyguard,a greedy businessman,a ringleader,n than that one serial killer who turns ppl into meat pies like how did we get here???? 😭🙏
I just remembered like just a few days ago my brother randomly said "vase" while playing Fortnite n my ass just said "vAHse" just to fck w/ him n like that kinda reminded me of that one scene of Eugene n Cass like damn they were sibling coded frrr lmao I miss em
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Wdym there was a scrapped Eugene n Lance childhood episode??🧍And WDYM it's literally everything I ever wished for and more???????? 😃
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Would love to see Eugene n Martin Kratt interact solely to see Martin be appalled n slowly lose his mind over how Eugene knows jackshit about animals 💀🙏
I think the Eugene genderbends look so weird to me because none of them kept the infamous goatee like cmon man don't be a coward give that girl some facial hair 🗣🗣
I should not be relating Heather's music to scenes from Tangled the Series yet here we r 😭
Omggg thinking about how Eugene proposing to Rapunzel in tts came from his abandonment issues n him literally not being able to see a life without Rapunzel omgg shut upppp leave me ALONEEE
Literally despise with every fiber of my being how the writers of the shitty Wreck it Ralph 2 movie had fcking RAPUNZEL of all ppl say "Do ppl assume all ur problems were solved just because a big strong man showed up?" They fcking HATEE the movie Tangled *so much* bro istggg
OMFG THE VOICE OF KING FREDRIC FROM TANGLED IS MR. FCKING KRABS WHAT?????
The way I wanna be bold n talk more about the "Over the Corona Walls" ep- esp about Staylan n Eugene n all the icky implications of that but I'm also so scared too cuz I fear ppl won't take me seriously or think I'm overanalyzing too much 😭🙏
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Lowkey not over the fact Eugene was willing to trap himself back in an abusive relationship, "leaving" the one person he HAS died for n would die for again, all to save his best friend like bro don't TALK TO MEEEE
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As u can tell I am totally normal n not at all ill about Eugene or this show 😁
What if I gave Eugene like- slight wedding trauma after the whole "Beyond the Corona Walls" incident??? I think it'd be kinda cool n in character ngll 🤭🤭
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asoullessentity · 1 year
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Can you please do sfw and nsfw headcanons for ink when you get the chance? 🙏🏽
NSFW and SFW Headcanons ! , INK SANS
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,, CONTENT/WARNING ; NSFW and Fluff
— note ; None
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Brobrobrobro, he is so soft.
He loves taking care of you mannn (I love him sm)
He loves LOVES cuddling even in hot weather.
"Ink, I'm getting hot please get off-" "But Y/nnnnn!!"
He's a big baby…
I think his love language gotta be acts of service.
Buys you a lot of things (even if u don't want him to.)
He sees you staring at something? He's buying it immediately.
He will carry you.
Ik he seems weak but he's really REALLY strong, trust me.
Goddd he's a sucker for your kisses.
He'll go all heart eyes when you kiss him.
HE WILL DO THE FUCKING KISSING YOUR HAND THING. He's such a simp for you it's not even funny..
You both go stargazing :)
I feel like he'll feed you when you're sick.
"Say 'Ahh'!" "Ink, I'm fine.."
I'm sorry but he wouldn't go near you if you catch a cold. He wants you to get as much rest as you can and if he's there you won't get any.
He does the hand thing. Where he rubs his thumb on your hand when you guys hold hands !!
Surprise kisses for sure.
You would go and do something, so concentrated on it. THEN SUDDENLY this mf goes all up in your face and kisses you. Leaving you a blushing mess.
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A switch..whines like a little bitch too if I'm being honest.
He's a soft dom for sure but when he's upset he'll go rough.
Deff has a thing for bondage.
"Y/n, you're doing so good. Just a little longer, okay?" "Shhh, I know. I'll make the pain go away, my love~"
"Y-Y/n, please~" "A-Am I going it r-right? Ha~"
He's sorta like a Dom! Bottom.
Loves hearing you moan out his name.
He won't hesitate to give you hickeys
He proclaims they look cute/hot on you.
Loves cumming on your stomach.
Probably has a breeding kink idk tho
A huge body worshiper.
He edges you a lot when he's upset.
"Nuh-uh, I don't want you cumming yet.." "Aww, you wanna cum? Didn't I tell you not yet…"
He'll be such a moaning mess if you jerk him off.
Loves holding your hips.
He masturbates to you when you aren't there.
Aftercare ‹𝟹
He kisses you a lot and will apologize if he was rough.
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copyright. ©𝑨 𝑺𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒍𝒆𝒔𝒔 𝑬𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒕𝒚 2023 ; 𝑨𝒍𝒍 𝒓𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕𝒔 𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒆𝒓𝒗𝒆𝒅.
Cuddles are his top-tier thing to do after sex.
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Picture Imperfect pt 2
Prompts: hey this is a stupid ask but could u maybe make a fic about roman and virgil bonding and growing closer post pof and fwsa and all? could be platonic, pining and then romantic, whatever ud like. ik its not the best prompt but ive got them on the brain, ive re-listened to the reputation album and ur writing is just so good and if not, take care of urself! - anon
I absolutely love your Sanders Sides stories, I can always 'hear' the character's voices - if you get what I mean. If you ever feel motivated or are looking for suggestions, I'd love to see something more from "Picture Imperfect" - I know Roman implies that Imagination versions of the other Sides have escaped before, and I'd really love to see him/the other Sides dealing with something like that! Either way, thank you for all your hard work! <3 - anon
hey could u write a fic about like, ro and vee out on an outing (maybe a first or second date if it’s romantic) and it starts raining so ro expects virgil to get scared and go back inside, but he just starts laughing and dancing and having fun or whatever? and then suddenly they’re both having a blast in the rain (bonus points for the cheesiest fucking rain kiss ever-). no pressure btw, and i love ur work <3 especially how u portray prinxiety! - anon
Uhhh-hi-there-i-am-nervous babe I don’t know how to put this req here but it’s here I promise
Read on Ao3 Part 1
Warnings: none
Pairings: prinxiety
Word Count: 3521
  Virgil approaches him after everything is over and just pokes his arm. 
“Uh, hey, Princey?”
“Yes?”
“Can you—can you tell me how many times you’ve done that?”
Roman frowns. “Done what?”
“Well, the whole…’other versions of us,’ thing.”
Shame curdles anew in his chest and he takes a deep breath, swallowing it as best he can. “W-well, I can’t specify exactly how many times I ran that specific scenario, but…er, it’s a tad more complicated than that, actually.”
“I got time.”
“U-um, can we—can we do this somewhere more private?”
“You wanna go to your room?”
“Yeah—yes, actually, that would be a good idea. There’s something in there that will help.”
Virgil frowns but doesn’t press until they’ve moved up and out of the living room. Roman glances at the door and lets out a sigh when he sees it’s closed. Good. Little chance of anyone interrupting them from either side now. 
“Roman?”
He shakes himself. “Right. Sorry. So, um…can I ask why you’re asking, first of all? I-it’s not that I particularly mind answering, per se, it’s just that I…um…”
“You’ll be able to tailor your answer to my question if you understand the specifics of it?” He shrugs when Roman looks at him, surprised. “What? You and L really aren’t that different from each other, you know.”
“I know…”
Logan had said as much, taking him aside much like this and having the softest conversation about the importance of understanding why they’re each doing their own role when it comes to Roman’s ideas and the videos and everything, including saying something about how if he’s managed to stop Roman from wanting to create, he’s failed as a critiquer because he’s extinguished Roman’s creative drive. 
Roman may or may not have cried into his shoulder after that. 
“But really—running things over and over in your head just to show how much they could suck? Kinda my thing, Princey.”
“That’s what—oh, Virgil, I’m so sorry.”
“Eh.” He waves his hand. “Don’t worry about it. That’s my gig, I know how to do it in a way that’s healthy—okay maybe not entirely healthy,” he concedes when Roman gives him a look, “but it’s my thing. Maybe I’m wondering why you thought it had to be yours too.”
“I didn’t mean to steal your thunder, Virgil, I really didn’t—“
“Roman,” Virgil says, reaching out and taking his shoulders to make him look, “I’m not mad at you. I’m not gonna get mad at you. I’m worried, okay?”
Roman takes a deep breath. “Right. Sorry.”
“’S okay. Just take your time.”
In and out. We can do this.
“The Imagination is…temperamental,” he begins, “especially when it comes to all of us. Mostly because we’re a more…concrete part of Thomas’s Imagination seeing as we…sort of become real but not exactly?”
“Okay, I’m with you so far.”
“But because the Imagination likes to go in the direction of what could be, it…sometimes spits out other versions of us.”
Virgil blinks. “What, like clones?”
“Sort of? It’s more—it’s more like it makes alternate versions of us that lean slightly more into different—oh, goodness—character interpretations.” 
Virgil narrows his eyes. “You’re gonna have to be more specific, there, Princey.”
Roman scrubs a hand over his face. “One time there was a Patton who got out of the Imagination that was obsessed with basking specifically chocolate chip cookies.”
“How is that different from our Patton?”
“This one managed to use literally all of the flour and sugar we had before I was able to stop him.”
“Okay, yeah, that’s—that’s different. So they’re all just, like, slightly off?”
“It’s more like if someone took the sliders for their personalities from their video game characters and messed around with them?” Roman pinches the bridge of his nose. “Sorry, I’m not doing a very good job of explaining this.”
“No, no, I got it. That’s a good analogy.” Virgil glances at the door to the Imagination. “So—wait, is that where they come from?”
“They can come from any of the doors, they just mostly come through this one since it’s my side and not Remus’s and…um…”
Virgil raises an eye when Roman’s cheeks start to flush. 
“God, this is embarrassing.”
“I’m not here to make fun of you,” he reminds, “I’m just worried.”
“You have to promise you won’t tease me.”
“Okay, I promise.”
“Wait, really, just like that?”
“I’m only an asshole to you when it’s funny, Roman.”
“Your definition of ‘funny’ needs some work.”
“You need to stop dodging the question.”
“Fine, fine, okay, it’s just…” Roman takes a deep breath. This is mortifying. “…sometimes I would summon them, okay?”
“You’d summon other versions of us? What for?”
“To…to…” He twists his hands together. “To…comfort me.”
Silence. Yep, this was a mistake. This was the worst decision he could have made here and he wishes this were a not-real version of Virgil so he could just yell cut and have this experience not be actually happening. 
“…brace yourself, Princey, you’re getting a hug.”
“Wha—ah!”
Roman barely has time to finish asking the question before Virgil’s arms are wound tightly around him, his face buried in the crook of his neck as he tries to shove Roman into his chest. Roman just wraps his arms around him too, carefully twisting his fingers into the fabric of Virgil’s hoodie. 
“…um…”
“Nope.” Virgil tightens his grip as Roman makes to pull back. “You get hugs now. No buts about it.”
“Do I get to ask why?”
“Aside from the fact that you’ve just told me you didn’t feel like you could ask us for comfort so you had to summon other versions of us?”
Roman wisely keeps his mouth shut and just rests his chin on Virgil’s shoulder. Virgil makes a noise that sounds vaguely like that’s what I thought. 
“…sorry?”
“Ah, shit, Princey, no,” Virgil mumbles, pulling back and looking Roman in the face, “I’m not—I’m not mad at you, okay? I’m—okay, I’m a little mad at myself and everyone else, but mostly I’m just sad, okay?”
“Since when have you been so transparent about what you’re feeling?”
As soon as he says it, he bites his lip so hard he almost draws blood. 
“Shit, Roman, don’t do that.” Virgil taps his chin. “Leggo, come on. I’m just—you’re gonna make yourself bleed, let go—there, that’s better. I’m trying to be better about it, okay, that’s it.”
Roman just nods. Is…is he sure this isn’t some other version of Virgil? There’s the big door to the Imagination in the hallway, after all, maybe…
“It is really me, by the way, I can hear you thinking about it over there.”
“Wait, you can what?”
“Not literally, Princey,” Virgil says, a smile tugging at the corner of his mouth, “but thanks for telling me I’m right.”
Roman makes a face and goes to pull away when Virgil just chuckles and holds him tighter. 
“Okay, that was mean.”
“Yes, yes, it was.”
“Look, just—you can come to us, okay? You don’t have to make versions of us that you think will comfort you ‘cause we won’t.”
“You—you mean that?”
“You see J around anywhere?”
Roman glances around. Sure enough, there’s no Janus. “Alright. I’ll—I’ll try.”
Virgil smiles at him—not a smirk, not that weird half-smile thing he does when he’s trying not to laugh, but a real smile—and claps him on the shoulder. “That’s all we can ask for, Princey. And uh, let me know if you need help catching any rogue versions of us, okay?”
Roman just nods dumbly as Virgil waves and walks out of his room. 
He glances at the door to the Imagination, still firmly shut.
Huh. 
———
“Hey, Virgil?”
Virgil takes out a headphone. “What’s up, Princey?”
“Have you seen Remus anywhere?”
“He said he was spending the day with the Kraken brood.” Virgil frowns. “Why, something wrong?”
“Well, he told me he was doing that too and there’s currently a Remus on top of the fridge doing his best to replace the water in the ice maker with slime.”
“What the—oh. Oh, is this one of the—okay. Yeah, what d’you need?”
“I think he’s only going to respond to your tempest tongue and I can’t do that.”
“Yeah, yeah, I got you.”
Virgil tucks his phone into his pocket and sets his headphones on the bed as he follows Roman down to the kitchen. Sure enough, there’s a Remus perched on top of the fridge, cackling wildly with his hands full of what looks like a blended version of Slimer from Ghostbusters. 
“Remus,” Virgil calls, many-layered voice getting the little gremlin’s attention, “get down from there.”
Remus pouts somehow while still cackling and lobs a handful of goo at them. Roman quickly summons an umbrella and blocks it. 
“Remus,” Virgil warns, “don’t make me come up there.”
Remus just cackles louder.
“Alright, you asked for it.”
He closes his eyes and concentrates for a few seconds, growing two feet taller and reaching up to scoop Remus up like a feral raccoon. He screeches, goo still saying everywhere, as Roman quickly grabs Virgil’s shoulder and sinks them out to his room. Virgil blinks, adjusting to the quick change, and Roman waves at him frantically by the open door. 
“Chuck him in!”
“Don’t have to tell me twice!”
One gooey, cackling Remus later, Roman slams the door shut and lets out a sigh, reaching out to poof away the remaining slime. 
“Oh, that’s sick. Can you clean everything like that?”
“No, just the Imagination messes. Thanks for your help.”
“Eh, no problem. Used to have to do that when we were younger anyway.”
“…ah. I see.”
Virgil looks at him oddly when Roman suddenly appears to deflate, only to realize that Roman didn’t get to grow up with Remus. “Oh, hey, I didn’t mean—“
“No, no, it’s quite alright. We’re…well, I suppose we’re making up for lost time now. I certainly wouldn’t’ve known to just…” He makes a picking-up gesture with his arms. “How long have you been able to grow like that?”
“I think it’s a fight-or-flight thing.”
“Got it.”
There are a few moments of awkward silence. 
“Well, I should let you get back to…what were you doing?”
“Oh, I was watching this show on Netflix. It’s called My Name.”
“Wait, is that the one about the girl whose father gets killed in the first episode and then she goes on this whole journey to try and find who was responsible?”
“Yeah, ‘ve you heard of it?”
“I was going to try and watch it! What episode are you on?”
“Uh…episode two. I’m not that far into it yet. But there’s only, like, six episodes or something.”
“Would you—would you want to watch it with me? Not like together, together, but—like a book club sort of thing?”
Virgil is not going to helplessly smile at how cute Roman is when he’s all eager, he’s not. “Sure. That’d be fun.”
He is going to smile when Roman grins so wide it looks like his face must hurt. 
———
“Therapy isn’t enough,” Virgil announces as he strides into Roman’s room, “I need to be weird about that old man.”
Roman chuckles and looks up from where he is at his desk, typing away at his computer. “So you watched the next episode, huh?”
“Look, I don’t know why he insists on making everything as dramatic as possible, but he does and it works for him.”
“So this is about that scene where he just rips his shirt halfway open for no reason, huh?”
“For no reason? Excuse me?” Virgil flops on Roman’s bed. “It is his gay-given right to be that dramatic and it’s working for him.”
“Seems like it’s working for you too.”
“Don’t act like you’re above it, you spent twenty minutes waxing poetic about how the framing around him sitting in his office chair was poetic cinema.”
“Yes, because I’m a storyteller and I can appreciate the use of framing in film and television to contribute to said story.”
“Uh-huh. How’s the writing going over there?”
“Don’t talk to me or my Untitled Document (1) ever again.”
Virgil laughs, head lolling back against the pillows as Roman shakes his head in mock sternness. “He’s so gone for him.”
“Who is? The assistant for him or him for the dead guy?”
“Yes.”
“You’re correct and you should say it.” He squints at the screen. “Wait, what’s a gender-neutral term for parent?”
A pause, then the rustle of fabric. “I want you to repeat what you just said to yourself.”
Roman does. “I might be stupid.”
“‘Might be,’ he says.”
“Shut up.”
“What’s the word I’m looking for that is like the exact word I’m looking for?”
“Leave me alone.”
Another laugh from behind him as he continues trying to type. But the thought of actually having Virgil here to talk about something they’re both watching is a lot more tempting than working on this idea that isn’t even due for a few more weeks anyway. He chews on his lip for a second before saving his work and closing it down. He did have more than half of it completed, thank you very much. 
He turns around, seeing Virgil sprawled over his bed like it’s his own, scrolling on his phone, and just takes a moment to look. 
Virgil looks…happy. It’s a good look on him. 
“When you’re done staring at me, I got a post to show you.”
“What is it?”
“Slow-motion GIFs of that moment.”
“Move over, then.”
———
By this point, when Roman asks him for help with wrangling an escaped version of one of them, they can do it while having a conversation. 
“I followed one of the main blogs in the fandom yesterday,” Virgil says as he grabs two of a Janus’s arms. “They followed me back.”
“Oh, really?” Roman grabs two more and starts hauling him toward the Imagination, deftly knocking aside a swinging cane. “You got to mutual status that quickly?”
“They said they liked my meta posts. Gave you credit, of course—“
“As you should.”
“—but yeah, they seem cool. It’s weird, I know it’s not like actually having a celebrity you can interact with, but it’s like—“
“It’s like being relatively famous just by having them know you. Do you think they’re laughing at your silly little jokes every morning,” Roman teases as they get the squirming noodle to the door, “while they’re having breakfast?”
“Thank goodness, maybe they’ll spare me when the cops come to kill all of us.”
“Or a rival gang.”
They shove the weird version of Janus back into the Imagination and shake themselves off. Roman picks up a piece of paper and jots it down. 
“Is it just me,” Virgil mutters, “or are they getting…weirder?”
“This is the first real weird one you’ve seen.”
“That has some implications that I do not like.”
“Uh-huh.” Roman shudders. “Just you wait. They’ll get weirder.”
“Is it too late to back out of this?”
“No. I can stop asking you if you want.”
Virgil reaches out and knuckles Roman’s shoulder. “I’m kidding. I couldn’t leave you to deal with all of that on your own.”
Roman doesn’t look at him for a moment, fiddling with the fingers on one hand. “I dunno, it’s just…this is pretty much a direct result of me not being able to deal with my own problems by myself, so…I would understand if you wanted to stop having to deal with them.”
Virgil looks at him for a moment. Then, out of nowhere, he says: “you know, sometimes I struggle with feeling useful.”
Roman whips his head around. “What?”
“Well, you guys come up with ideas, I’m only here to…point out the problems. Not that I’m not saying that’s not useful, but like…I gotta wait until you do all your work before I can even think about doing mine, do you get what I mean?”
“I believe so…Virgil, you—“
“So when you ask me for help with this,” Virgil says, speaking smoothly over him, “it makes me feel useful. This…this helps me too.”
Roman stops, staring at him in something that’s almost wonder. “It does?”
“Yeah, Princey. We—we’re all damaged in some way. We just gotta find someone else whose damage is compatible with ours.”
Roman blinks a few times as a slow smile spreads across his face. “Why, Virgil. That was almost poetic.”
“Shut up.”
“No, really, I’d love to see what you could write—“
“Shut up!”
———
“Hey, Roman?”
Roman looks up from his desk. “What’s up?”
Virgil shifts his weight from side to side. “Can we—this is a stupid question.”
“I’ve adjusted my expectations accordingly.” He shuts his laptop and turns to face him. “What can I do for you?”
“Can…can we go into the Imagination?” When Roman pauses for a moment, he quickly keeps going. “It’s just—I know I see it a bit when we throw the others back in and there’s not really a big difference and it’s all what you make of it but I just—you know what? Never mind. This was stupid.”
“No, no—“ Roman quickly stands up to catch Virgil’s elbow as he turns to leave— “no, Virgil, it’s not stupid. I’d love to take you to the Imagination.”
“You…you would?”
“Yeah. Do you wanna go now?”
“Aren’t you busy?”
“Mindlessly scrolling, that’s it. Come on,” he coaxes, leading Virgil back toward the door, “it’ll be fun.”
Virgil keeps watching him warily until Roman manages to get them through the door. He closes it firmly behind them as Virgil stares around at the field they find themselves in, littered with wildflowers and grassy hills as it stretches out almost endlessly in front of them. 
“…whoa.”
“Do you like it?”
“Princey, this is…this is fucking pretty.”
Unbelievably, Roman feels himself start to blush. “You like it?”
“Fuck—yeah, Roman. This is—how do you not spend all of your time here?”
“Well, it gets a little boring just staring at fields of flowers forever, and sometimes—“
As if on cue, a massive bank of thunderclouds rolls in overhead and it begins to rain. 
“Sometimes it does that,” Roman sighs, already turning back to the Imagination door, “I’m sorry, I really can’t predict those, they just happen sometimes. Come on, you can borrow something dry, I don’t…”
He trails off when he notices Virgil’s not next to him. He looks back. 
Virgil stands in the middle of the flowers, his head tilted back toward the sky. The purple-black of his hoodie almost perfectly matches the purple-black of the clouds. His eyes close, feeling the rain on his face, hands slightly outstretched as if to welcome it. He looks—he looks—he—
Oh. 
Oh. 
“Virgil?”
“Yeah?”
“Can I—can I kiss you?”
Virgil looks at him and chuckles. “Getting real cliché, huh, Princey? Was this your plan?”
“N-no, not necessarily, I—wait, what? You’re not surprised?”
“I’m kinda surprised you asked first, but you are Romance.”
“You—you—“ Roman blinks. “Wait, you want to kiss me too?”
Virgil just grins and walks up to him. 
“Hi,” he murmurs as he kisses Roman, both of their eyes fluttering shut as the rain pours over them. 
Roman doesn’t need to worry about this not being the real Virgil. He’d never be capable of Imagining something as incredible as this. 
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sw1mmingfoolz · 2 years
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🌙 my love is the sun, the moon and the stars - wen junhui (500 follower special)🌙
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ask: 'hello congrats on 500!!!!!!!! im an anon that’s been thinking of coming off anon and asking if u wanna be moots but im shy lol but this event i might go slightly crazy lol ive been in such a fluffy mood as well // ok first request! can i please have husband jun at four am who’s pouring out his love for the reader thinking they’re asleep but they’re not so they hear and it’s super fluffy?' - anonymous
genre: maybe the most tender fluff i have ever written
content warnings: none :)
pairing: jun x gn!reader
wc: 1.4k
a/n: thank you anon for requesting and for your sweet words!! i am always down for more moots but if you're shy you can have an anon tag so ik it's you sending asks if that's easier! regardless thank you for your support, sorry it took a little to get to this :) i hope you like it, this might top my bang chan narcolepsy drabble for the softest thing i have literally ever written hahaha 💞💞 feedback is of course always very appreciated and very encouraged 💞
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In the fuzzy headed state between sleep and wakefulness, everything seems so muted. The click of the door is hushed; barely audible. The rustling sounds of your husband changing out of his sweat doused dance clothes are like a gentle whisper. The dip in the bed as he hurries to join you under newly washed linens is so slight you hardly register it. All muffled by your brain trying to lure you into the land of dreams, entirely still as he settles behind you, propped up on his side by a single elbow.
Jun's warm hand grazing its way up your arm brought you a little further to consciousness, eventually settling on your shoulders and rubbing soft circles into the flesh with the pad of his thumb. His movements were careful as he slid down the cool sheets a little, a strong arm wrapping around your waist to pull your back flush against his chest. His body cradled yours, curled into one another like matching puzzle pieces, his strong form radiating warmth to simmer trapped under the duvet and tickle the exposed skin of your legs and midriff. Your hairs stood on end, goosebumps raising briefly only to melt back into your skin as if bathed in sunlight under only the tender touch of his fingertips. You didn't know what time it was, but as you tried to wake up enough to ask, he began to whisper shyly.
"Sorry I'm back so late, my love," his breath tickled the shell of your ear, warm and inviting, and while you kept your eyes shut you subconsciously tilted your head back a little to nuzzle into his shoulder. It was easier to hear him that way, and he didn't seem to notice you were listening, for he continued without hesitation. "It's already nearly morning, ah. I feel like I'm always home late these days. Comeback and all," he let out a small exhale of a chuckle at his own words; a mildly defeated one, as he continued his ghosting ministrations over your arm. Lithe fingers glided down to your hand, playing slightly with your fingers before moving back up, his lips placing a tentative kiss to your shoulder. So gentle; afraid of stirring you yet unwilling to hold back his bubbling affection.
He felt his heart flutter as he watched you, ready to explode in an exultant display of golden confetti and handmade paper hearts, wishing you could enter his mind for even a moment to truly grasp the way he felt. Words never felt enough, but it didn't stop him speaking more. "But you remain so patient, so supportive," Another, slightly stronger kiss to the nape of your neck, the smell of your freshly washed hair hitching his breath momentarily as he took a moment to simply inhale. To be, to exist - to allow himself to be entirely consumed by you. "You never ask me for more, even though I'm sure falling asleep alone isn't what you want. I mean, if you feel the same about me that I do about you, I'd assume so, because whenever I'm not with you I feel like a part of me is missing," he continued, his smile obvious as he spoke. You listened in complete silence, flickering your eyes behind their lids to appear asleep still, even though he wasn't looking at them. You let out a content sigh to further the illusion, to which he grinned.
He wondered if you knew how unbearably cute he found you, for as much as he tried to appear cool even still after marriage, he found his fond gaze fixed on you any time you were in his presence. The other members teased him, sure, but it was a small price to pay to get to look upon someone he could only consider a celestial being among mere mortals, painstakingly crafted from the stars that sparkled the brightest and shining brilliantly like the moon shone upon the two of you through ajar curtains. He followed the trail of it as it filtered, a thin stripe growing broader at your shoulder to accentuate the features of your face. In a word, angelic, he thought, brushing the side of your cheek with the backs of his fingers.
"I think I hit the jackpot, honestly. Such a beautiful spouse, such a patient one, such a kind person who looks at everyone as a potential friend." He sighed softly, his lips now gracing your upper arm. "And you take such good care of me, asking for nothing in return, just knowing I'm doing my best too," The arm around your waist tightened ever so slightly, and this time you braved turning to face him, movements slightly awkward under his hold and eyes remaining closed the entire time as you buried your face in his chest. Immediately, he brought his other arm to nestle under your neck, hand drawing circles on your shoulder. No, you thought; not circles but small hearts, traced lovingly into your skin. You too allowed his scent to engulf you; fresh laundry and hints of warm spiced vanilla from lingering cologne, and it took every ounce of strength you possessed not to give up the game and kiss his neck as lightly as he did yours earlier. "Your laugh lights up the entire room, and my entire being… I hope I can give you endless reasons to laugh and smile forever. I wish I were better able to show you how much I love you, better able to speak when you're actually awake to hear it, better at being here next to you when you settle to sleep. I know you knew what you were getting into - you reassure me all the time - but still… I want to be good enough for you, and I hope you know I will never stop trying, because you genuinely deserve the world."
"Baby," You cooed against his skin, slightly muffled by it. His body stiffened a little beneath your touch, and so you moved your arm to circle his waist and held him as tightly as he was holding you. "I don't want to hear you doubting yourself so much. You do more than enough. You're the reason for most of my smiles and my laughs, you're the reason I wake up every morning excited to even open my eyes, you're the reason my heart and my stomach are overtaken by butterflies even after so many years together. You give me so much just by existing, and I love you so much, so please don't put pressure on yourself that I would never even imagine to."
His muscles gradually relaxed at your words, and you finally opened your eyes and tilted your head up to look at him. You took his face in your palms as your eyes adjusted to the dark, his striking, somewhat cat-like features becoming slowly more visible. His eyes were shining, a light film of tears glazing them, stars twinkling within his pupils as they scanned your own face. "Thank you," you hummed, pressing your lips to his in a featherlight kiss. Your thumb grazed over a sharp cheekbone and your forehead rested against his. You nuzzled your nose against his with a breathy giggle, which he mirrored gladly. "I know how you feel, you don't need any fancy words, or to sacrifice all your time, or to fetch me the sun to show me your love,"
"I don't think I could do such a thing anyway, for my sun is right here," he murmured, his lips grazing yours as he spoke. Your breath fanned over one another's lips, minty yet warming. "My sun, my moon, my stars; you're my whole universe."
"And you say you're not good with words," you teased gently, the two of you smiling against one another. "You are everything to me, darling, my support is unconditional."
"And mine to you, my sweetheart," you both fell hushed for a moment, relishing in a moment so tender it swelled your full hearts to beat in sync, listening to one another's steady breathing. "I can't believe you were pretending to be asleep, though," he whispered after a moment, breaking the tension by causing you to laugh louder than intended.
"If you usually talk to me like this when I sleep, I'll have to become better at acting," you grinned, melting against him as he pulled you in for a more passionate kiss, laced with the many more words he didn't think he'd find himself able to say anytime soon. You didn't mind, though - you had more than enough to fill the gap.
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hyuckilstan · 2 years
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hi mah bebii, ik that you have been busy with school and personal life and i am missing you so much buttt here i am, and i wanna make a request.
I have been watching nct contents nowadays and fckkk park jisung's been wrecking me so hard 🙈
so, can i please have a fluffy jisung imagine where he tried so hard to learn cooking just so he can give you a sweet date night at your home?
Thank you so much and luv u mah yeosang~ 🥹💗
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Pairing: Park Jisung x gn!reader
Genre: fluff, crack(?)
Warnings: none I could think of
Wc: (idk honestly) words
a/n: HI HII MY WOOYOUNG sorry this took long but I tried my best<333 its so cheesy lmao help-
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“That’s not how you do it!” a high pitched shriek came from the boy who stood behind Jisung, who had been preparing for a date, a surprise one. He told his best friend Chenle that he was planning to cook something special for you for dinner, it was not the most special but the most Jisung could offer.
And of course his friend was bound to be worried (although he showed it in a questionable way), especially since he had to be watched if he had burnt down their dorms even just when he made ramen, so Chenle volunteered to help.
“I- then how-” Jisung asked confused, “Just- go wash these” Chenle told him continuing the work that he gave to Jisung, Jisung simply nods and takes the vegetables, bringing them to the sink.
He pauses for a while though, standing there like a statue, just then Chenle looked back at him, “What’s wrong?” he asks his friend who just froze, “Am I supposed to wash this with dishwasher or...”
Chenle’s eyes widened in a ‘You’ve gotta be kidding me’ expression, and the boy just smiled awkwardly, just as Chenle was about to speak another voice interrupted them.
“Jisungie! I’m home!” it was your voice which startled both the boys, they both walked to the door, seeing you take off your jacket, they just stood there.
“What’re you guys up to?” you asked, they looked at each other than back at you, causing you to raise a brow. “Uh we uh...” Jisung started speaking looking around even though it wasn’t like they were doing anything sketchy.
“I gotta go, bye Y/N! Happy one year anniversary together,” Chenle said rushed, you didn’t bother calling him cause you know he’ll ignore you anyways.
“Hey,” Jisung flashed you a smile which you mirrored, you slowly walked towards him, wrapping your arms around his waist as you snuggled onto his chest, “You’re home early,” Jisung says in his deep voice, which you loved, it gave you some kind of unexplainable peace and warmth.
“Yeah, boss let me go early,” you say and he hums, wrapping his arms around you as well, his nimble fingers raking your hair, “I missed you,” you said and you could hear a small yet low giggle from your boyfriend.
“I missed you too,” he replies and you smile, “What were you doing anyways?” you asked looking up at Jisung whose cheeks were getting pink after the question, “Well I wanted to do something for our special day and-”
Jisung stopped speaking mid-sentence when you started sniffing, “It smells like something is burning,” you say and the tall boy’s eyes widen, “The food!” he shouts breaking the hug, dashing towards the kitchen with you tailing behind him, after turning off the stove he groans, holding his head at disbelief that he forgot about it.
“Babe? What’s wrong- oh-” you said once you saw the cooking disaster, “Don’t tell me you almost just burnt our apartment down,” he slowly turns towards you with an expression that shows awkwardness.
”W-well you see- I just so happened to try to uh...” he starts saying and stops, looking at you, seeing you listen carefully, signalling him to go on.
“Well it’s our one year anniversary of being together and, I wanted to do something special,” he says quietly and sheepishly, avoiding eye contact. After finishing his sentence, there was silence and when he looked up he notices you smiling at him sweetly, as you always have, the tall and shy boy has always been so sweet, tries his best although it may not turn out to be the prettiest.
“Atleast say something?” he looks away, feeling shy under your loving stare, he will never get used to it, the way you look at him as if he is the most special person to exist with so much adoration is something he knows he’ll never get used to yet never get enough of.
You didn’t respond, not verbally, you quietly wrapped your arms around the tall boy’s waist, engulfing him into a warm and tight hug, inhaling his welcoming scent.
“I love you Park Jisung.”
His heart skipped a beat the moment those words came out your mouth, looking up at him, you smiled again, seeing the poor boy red like a tomato, you could even feel his heartbeat beat faster.
“I- I love you too,” he replies facing away to make sure you don’t see the blush on his cheeks, although that had already failed.
“You’re cute,” you giggled, loosening your arms around him, “I appreciate it though Ji, it’s the thought that counts,” you said and he smiles, glad that he met someone so understanding and sweet like you.
“Well now,” you walked away from him, going to the mess in the kitchen, clapping your hands together, “Let’s clean this up, then we can eat ramen and watch a movie okay?” you suggested.
He nods with a smile, walking towards you and looking at you, pulling you into another hug, one which made you the flustered one this time round.
“Thank you Y/N,” he rakes the locks of your hair, his soothing voice filling you with a deep sense of calm.
“I appreciate you so much,” he does and he always will, for always supporting him, always being so open-minded and understanding, and for always being so patient with him.
He sighs out before finishing his entire sentence.
“I love you, and I don’t think I will ever stop.”
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ankle-beez · 1 year
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omg angel ik you mentioned it a bit already but i REALLY wanna hear your thoughts on the series as a whole/how you felt going through it - was it what u expected? Were there parts that you were feeling less happy about? also are you a luffy stan now and if so I called it
Lemme tell you rn One Piece is one of my new favorite pieces of media... probably ever. It really scratched that itch of wanting a big huge series to sink my time into after Steven Universe ended. I got into a few things here and there, with Amphibia and Mob Psycho, and while those were good and revolutionary in their own right, especially Mob Psycho, none truly filled that grand scale emotional story-shaped hole in my heart that SU left until I started reading One Piece. It really is that fucking good.
When I started One Piece I made a post with that scene from It's Always Sunny with Danny Devito's character saying "Oh my god.... I get it now.", and really? I truly do get now what everyone was incessantly raving about. For the past year I've seen so many people I trust with good opinions get into One Piece, you included, and it piqued my interest. But every time I looked at that chapter count I got heart palpitations lmao. Until I went, "fuck it", and started reading already and now look at me. Caught up in 2 and a half weeks ahhdhddhhdhdhdhd. It really is that fucking good. Oh btw thank you for gently harassing me over the past 6 months to read it (affectionate), you truly did get me. I'm now obsessed with this series.
Also I am 100% a Luffy stan now. Best MC in all of Shonen he is THE guy
Anyway this got kinda long but that's what's happens when you encounter a new piece of media that grabs you by the throat K BYYYEEEEEE
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herrscherofsentence · 2 years
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yes this is another stark reader fic just bc i wanna be sad today lmao-
this has some implied endgame spoilers even tho it came out a couple years ago this is just so i dont have any angry ppl coming towards me lmao-
reader is starks son so-
Summary: After the events of endgame with tony dying those years have been hard on the young man after being dust for 5 years,helping as much as he can in the war then his dad just dying. Reader wasn’t able to say goodbye to Tony just cry and morn his dad’s death. After a couple years past of being fatherless reader decides to time travel to a year where his dad is alive, even with having no consent on doing this first, reader took stuff into his own hands even with a limited time to see his dad, Reader still wants to give it a try.
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You take a deep breath, hoping this would work “maybe it would be an easier idea to get Banner’s help..” you mumbled under your breath. With all of your self doubt you managed to time travel, however you had only had 5 mins until you would be forced to go back to a normal timeline.
Eventually you managed to find your old home in California. With a deep ass breath “urm..uhm..FRIDA- no..JAIVUS..?? Where is dad..I mean Tony Stark?..” You said out loud, possibility knowing the answer, The AI said, “in the lab?, why?”
For a bit you had no answer as you honestly just wanted to see your father, Tony Stark again. So the only answer you gave would be none and just ran towards the lab with a decent memory of how the password would go, you entered the lab to see your dad past self hard at work. You gulped, “Dad..? no uh Mr.Stark..!” you said, “yea?” Tony replied still seemingly working. “Wait a minute..you don’t work here,do you?” Tony got up walking towards you. “No Sir.., I came here to tell you something and I’m very aware I could be arrested for trespassing per say..” you managed out. “Yes,thats right, you very well could be.” Tony said in the serious tone your sometime used to. “I know this sounds so made up, but, hear me out on this one. It’s just..I come from the future.., Mr Stark. I’m well- I’m your son, from the future..the little kid probably in his room, around 10 years old? Its me..” your said,going towards Tony. “So your saying that thats how you’ll look in the future? Man, Kid..You look like me..” He chuckled. “My time here is almost up so..I love you so much..and I miss you..a lot..” tears formed at your eyes as you hugged him. Tony would’ve said something if you hadn’t hugged him. “Y’know, kid I love you..” Tony said, hugging back, “I love you three thousand more..” You had said crying.
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Okay so it probably wasn’t as sad as i hoped- but ik tony is occ as well probably-
hoped u enjoyed also the gif isn’t mine
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legobatjoker · 8 months
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btw omg okay dont wanna say remembered bc its not smth i forgor abt ofc but last night i did suddenly have a moment of omg world aint ready. bc omg world aint ready !! actually one thing tht made me remember is that i never listened to shake the sheets fr bc i wanted it to be the thing of u imagine ur fave song in tht scene like u said so didnt listen to it when i first read the fic and then i forgor to right after so i listened to it just now and it is a p good song id say !! altho one thing abt me is that i was nott imagining any song i liked as the song mentioned throught the fic 😭 part of it is tht the authors notes did set it was set aroubd 2005/2006and ik they also said u can imagine it being set later if you wnat but i allso literally cldnt do that even when i was trying to so yk my songs releaased before 2006 knowledge is not that great also its kinda funny that the fics like imagine ur fave song here !! but then it is nott vauge enough with its descriptions that u can do that FGHGDHD also . not that there would rly be one that wld fit the descriptions of the song in the fic . esp one (esp since ithink there are actually none released before two months before prom in 2006) that was released early enough . but if you give me an empty space and say put ur fave little belvoedest song here . im going to pick a taylor song. and the tihng abt that is that i literallyyy cant do that i cannot do that. and not bc its embarrassing even or w/e (its actually sm worse than just being normal embarrassed) its like. okay this insane but one thing abt me which is so bad and need to work on but one thing abt me is until proven otherwise i feel like literally every person ever wants to/will wnat to push into active traffic for liking taylor swift. and i literally wasnt even thinking it wld be that bad with a fucking fanfiction becuase its a fucking fanfiction before i got ot that point like i thought i was gonna be able to relate a taylor song to it and yet it appears this complex does also appy to literal characters in a fanfic so i was reading the fic and trying to put any song that i like (ignoring or trying to the like songs being released when it was set issue even) and that would fit for the song in the fic but i was trying to like thing of songs i liked including taylor songs but whenever i thought of some any taylor song first of they wldnt fit lol but also id feel so like. omg the characters l would want to push me into traffic if they knew i was associating a taylor swift song here. the author also probably. everyone else reading this fic also aswell (other than u !!) even tho i ltierally wld not judge anyone else at all for associating a taylor song there infact id think that was soso slay i was so in my head abt the very like. fabric of the fanfic judging me abt it i cldnt do it and gave up associating a song there while also not even knowing the author was thinking of 👍🏽 but also !! idk if iv asked u but i am curious abt what song you like had in mind reading the fic love? :0 bc i do think it is rly cool in theory to have a fic where u imagine a song u rly like as the song the character love but unfortunatly i am too insane for that both in not having a song that fits the specifc standards in mind and also just having smth wrong with me. but i rly do wanna hear the song u associated with it !!!
the war song of all time is<3 well it is miss americana<3
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asherasgayagenda · 1 year
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ik you're sleeping but i wanna talk about my fav enstars songs unit wise cus I love talking about songs
fine: The Tempest Night (very original i know /s) and Neo Sanctuary
Trickstar: UNSTOPPABLE LOVE!!!! IT MAKES ME SO HAPPY THE RAP IS SO GOOD!!!
Ryuseitai: their music is not my style. but Ryusei Hanabi. so so feel good
ALKALOID: VERMILION. you get it.
Eden: how do i choose,,,,,it may not look like it but Eden's music is the one i dig the most i love LOVE EDM,,,,,sigh. Eden's Psyche Butterfly.
Valkyrie: URUWASHI NO AA NIGHTINGALE AA NIGHTINGALE SONO UTAGOE DE,,,,,Eternal Weaving close second
2wink: SWEE2WINK LOVE LETTER SWEEP
Crazy:B: Honeycomb Summer,,,, even though all of their songs are bops
UNDEAD: both Nightless World and FORBIDDEN RAIN. but like. in different ways. to me Nightless World is Fireboy and FORBIDDEN RAIN is Watergirl (both gender neutral). do you get it
Ra*bits: sorry Ra*bitsP I don't vibe w their music at all. FALLIN' LOVE=IT'S WONDERLAND
Akatsuki: earlier i liked Kengeki no Mae before i got to know of the imperialism,,,,so Akatsuki Iroha Uta it is
Knights: sorry they aren't my type as well,,,,Mystic Fragrance or Knights the Phantom Thief
Switch: Romancing Cruise or Omoi no Kakera. their music is so *chef's kiss*
MaM: HELLO, NEW YEAR!
Double Face: =EYE=
Shuffle Units: MOONLIGHT DISCO. IT CHANGED ME AS A PERSON
Fusion Units: YORU NI KAKERU!!! closely followed by Artistic Partisan <333
this turned out too long LMAO im sorry
THE THING IS i don’t want to rank my favorites by unit because i’m literally biased and half of my favorites are just crazyb songs and like. none of them are akatsuki for ex.
anyways you don’t mind if I judge your taste!! right (it gets suuuuuper long)
fine: yeah no you’re totally right!! I respect you. I went and listened to the first few seconds of neo sanctuary and I feel like it’s a song I could definitely like?? pending judgement. I’ve got owaranai symphonia stuck in my head recently though,,,
Trickstar: …what song is that? (< clearly not a TrickstarP) I only know I really like rebellion star and I looove playing the beatmap of infinite star
Ryusetai: girl I know like One (1) song of their by name and it’s like comet HALATION or something and the only reason I know it is because of the last event
ALKALOID: HELL YEAH VERMILLION!!!!!!!!!!! but let me add kiss of life because it was like the first alkaloid song I listened to and I was like HOLYFUCKINGSHIT THIS SONG BANGS!!!!! set off my era of learning abt alkaloid and the main story. (living on the edge gets a mention as the honorary aira center song)
Eden: hey EDM and eden sound kinda similar dontcha thi(gets shot) ANYWAYS. I keep hearing about psyches butterfly but I’ve NEVER LISTENED TO IT !!!?!! sorry i’m basic but , THE GENESIS SWEEP !!!! don’t ask me how I remember but that song was the FIRST beatmap I played on eng.
Valkyrie: HEY ETERNAL WEAVING LIKER!!! I loove the little talking parts in it and the spam of notes at the start. also acanthe has my heart
2wink: LITERALLY THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but i’m a liiittle biased towards play tag cause I keep pfcing it and also LEMON SQUASH CHEERS (bc crazyb!!)
Crazy:B: THEIR SONGS NEVER MISSS LETS GOOOO HONEYCOMB SUMMER HELTER SPIDER ARIADNE NOISY BEEP RISKY PENIS ETC ETC EYC
UNDEAD: PERSONALLY i’m in love with valentine eves nightmare cause it was the first undead song that made me like them (THE GUITAR SOLO!!!!! DO YOU HEAR IT))x nightless world is fun to play but a not really my thing.., I hear forbidden rain is really good though.
Ra*bits: pocket ni uchuu. that is all. WAIT NO SHIT UR RIGHT. FALLIN' LOVE=IT'S WONDERLAND IS ALSO SOOO GOOD.
Akatsuki: you are speaking a Different language and I have no idea which akatsuki song is which. help. sorry tbh they all sound the same to me.
Knights: OKAY phantom thief isn’t too bad!! IT SHOULDVE WON THE POLL BTW im partial to silent oath cause its my event grinding song b I don’t actually like it that much. HAVE U HEARD PROMISE SWORDS THOUGH AAUUGUGHHHHHHH I DONT KNOW WHAT IT IS ABOUT IT THAT MAKES ME GO DHJFKGNGKFFNFJ (aaand. grateful allegiance it’s the one ingame song I like rn)
Switch: SHUT UUPPPP OMOI NO KAKERA IS NOT EVEN THAT GOOD /lh . I Like switch a lot but also their music AND THE FUCKING DANCING is BYE. the ONLY one I like is Magic for your switch. natsume’s “shunte utsumuiteru my girl” HAS BEEN PLAYING ON LOOP IN MY HEAD THE WHOLE DAY HELP
MaM: Nods. but I mean,,,, as a solo unit his solo song should count too right???? so I’d have to say see you again is my favorite, sorry
Double Face: YEAHHHH THE VOCALS THE STAGE THE OUTFITS THE DANCING EVERYTHING IS CHEFS KISS !!!!! Stippling has my heart though <333 (god. the piano)
Shuffle Units: NEVER SHUTTING UP ABT MY ATOZ AGENDA!!!! I don’t get what’s so good about moonlight disco help. (also i’m gay so noir neige)
Fusion Units: YES.
HAHAHHA IMAGINE. MY RESPONSE BEING LONGER THAN YOURS. ok thank u this was super fun to read and reply too!! even if it took like three days. oops. anyways
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sungbeam · 2 years
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Hii so sorry for bothering you but, I love writing I’ve been doing it for a long time. I’d like to post on tumblr but I’m kinda new to it and don’t really know how to use it (gifs, text colors,…) so if it’s okay for you could you maybe teach me how to use it or give me some tips?
HELLO HELLO!!! omg i'm so flattered PLS TT but that's so great to hear that u want to start posting here and join the community!! :D i'll try to make a comprehensive, basic guide, but i'm def not the best with the technical things like color gradients and the like 😅 so if u wanted to explore about that, there r a lot of other blogs here who can show u!
besides that, i'll put below the cut my two cents, and anyone can feel free to add if i forgot anything!:
1. gifs! i'm gonna say right off the bat that i don't use gifs a lot, if not, at all. but there r a lot of gifs on tumblr that u can find and use!! usually if u search up the thing u want a gif of, u could probably find it, but pls remember to credit someone if u use their gif!! and if they ask u to like/rb their post if u save it, then pls respect that as well!!
2. text colors: ngl, they're really sparse and a little ugly 😅😅 at least the ones tumblr provides, so a lot of people either just stick to the plain text color or they go on desktop and do the fancy custom coloring w hex numbers and things. i really don't know how to do that (?) but again, if u ever want to learn, i can point u to someone who can show u! but at some points, i do like using the text colors one at a time to make things stand out more against the plain text! to use the colors, just select the text accordingly and u can press a color or press it again to undo it
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that's what it looks like on my end! ^
3. text fonts: personally, tumblr's method of doing this is really annoying sjxbksnfh but you can change the font of an entire paragraph without selecting it. the font button is the "Aa" in the left corner above ur keyboard. u essentially have to just click thru until u figure out which one you'd like depending on the aesthetic ur going for! a lot of people ik here just use this regular text in the three different sizes, or they go to like,, copy paste generators online and find a font they like their instead! i do use those frequently, so lmk if you'd like the link to the one i use!
4. tags: one of the most important ways to get ur works out into the world esp when ur just starting off is thru the tags! to tag ur fic, it's the hashtag symbol to the right above ur keyboard. u wanna use tags that pertain to ur fic, so try avoiding tagging ur fic w things its not (like if it's angst, don't put fluff). some common things i tag my fics w are "(group/idol) x reader" "(group/idol) drabbles" "(group/idol) social media au" etc. and usually if it's a pretty known/used tag, it'll appear while ur typing it in as well!
5. navigation menus: writers here usually have a pinned post or a post w a link to a "navigation" post or masterlist! i have my navi pinned, but it essentially is a central place where i link everything that i'd like people to see or things readers/other writers would want to find! things that include: masterlists, about me, faqs, recently posted works, etc!
6. fic formatting: it's unfortunate, but a lot of readers r put off by some types of formatting, which is why a lot of people stick to plain text color and plain text font. usually, u wanna include the title, the idol pairing, word count, genre, and any warnings abt the fic. none of these r required, ofc, but i recommend it! and most people do prefer that if ur fic is over 500 words, that u should out a "keep reading" bar after a paragraph or two! a keep reading bar is like the one i used at the beginning of this post, and u just go to a new line and type ":readmore:" and press enter, and it'll form for u! some people use pictures as a little border as well btwn their intro section and the actual fic.
if u have additional questions, feel free to send in another ask or thru dms and i can walk u thru any of this!
i'm sure i'm missing other important things haha but when in doubt, take inspo from all the other creators around u! pls do remember to reblog people's fics when u read them tho — that's one if the most important things!
(just thought of this and adding, but try to avoid writing directly onto tumblr TT usually i do it on google docs first and copy-paste it onto here to do formatting! tumblr likes to delete things out of pocket sometimes so 💀)
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hatsunerandal · 1 year
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part two of playlist analysis!!
pt 1 <;-
lets get right back into it!!
moving in place - shauna dean cokeland hc that lockwood was pretty fucking reckless after jess dies-before george showed up and did. very dangerous things.
summertime sadness - lana del rey just before lucy left, at the door, lockwood trying to get her not to leave.
star shopping - lil peep (for more context, i have a slight obsession with the stars and the stars mean more than the world to me) SHES LOCKWOODS STARS SHES LOCKWOODS STARS SHES LOCKWOODS STARS WAILS SOBS SCREAMS SHOUTS ARFURFSDFJGK
scott pilgrim vs my gpa - mom jeans ...am i allowed ot say lockwoodcore again.
cherry wine - hozier GOT ANOTHER HOZIER SONG BOYS. its so soft. theyre sitting in bed at night after a particularly bad panic attack and lucy is stroking his hair as cherry wine plays. 
brian is the most beautiful - memo boy sleepy trance-ish vibe sort of thing dont ask idk it just. vibes
over population at the end of everything is less of a worry, haha ('a letter to you' from mother 3') - no love in the house of gold idk sad vibes you do with this what you want.
wasteland, baby - hozier OMOMWOMWOWOMOWOMOMWM beloved theyre so cute and in love shes brushing his hair as they get ready in the morning they are in love.
cdbaby <3 - chloe moriondo i had too. lockwood bumping ts the first night lucy is there and george is telling him to stfu bc hes to loud and its 10 pm.
el manana - gorillaz more lockwood being sad bc lucy is gone :(
november has come - gorillaz tbh this one should be in a george playlist i just feel like hed like this song
i really wanna stay at your house - rosa walton, hallie coggins locklyle reminds me so much of lucy and david (cyberpunk edgerunners) so they get the lucy/david song <3
luna moth - maya hawke lucy feels like shes ruined the group dynamic after she joined the company :(
tongues & teeth - the cranewives oh lordy lord lord i have many words to say and none of them will be coherent. EORROUFUFH this is such a lockwood song you dont understand hes so afraid of being close to people. hes horrible afraid of letting lucy in because hes afraid kipps is right and she'll leave. hes so afriad i love him dearly hes so me (im projecting) 
tv - billie eilish god lucy feels so useless and worthless. she ruined the teams dynamic as soon as she showed up. the repetition of 'maybe im the problem' at the end is her talking to herself in the shower
something in the orange - zach bryan god theyre so stupid and sad i love them i miss them dearly thats all u get thank u  genesis - grimes they are walking around at night. they should not be. genesis ensues. great - mccafferty uh oh mccafferty time be prepared (i do not support nick!!) god this song is so lockwood hes so insecure and sad. he thinks hes alone. PLOT TWIST lucy is outside his door also crying because she can hear his cries. throat - mccafferty mmm what if i just [hands lockwood (slight) substance abuse problems] kill me for this if youd like but i just. i think he. gasoline. - mccafferty song told from lucy's pov, why you ask? 'when your sister died/that changed everything' HRMST unforgiveable curse #3 - mccafferty 'im useless without her/i hope that i dissolve' LOCKWOOD YOU SILLY MOTHER FUCKER YOU ARE VALUED BY MORE PEOPLE THAN JUST LUCY FOR THE LOVE OF GOD cotton candy - mccafferty 'im so lovely/at making destructive decisions' the entirety of l&co ^ graveyard - mccafferty idk why just. lucy after the teams death vibes (the team being the team in her home town w norrie and thems. witchcraft - mccafferty ok ik the song. is not fluffy vibes but idk idk it just gives me fluffy locklyle cuddle vibes dont ask why because i am unable to answer. lights are on - tom rosenthal oh my god just imagine lucy walking past portland row after she left, staring into lockwoods window. hes there too. its to dark for her to see him but they make eyecontact before she briskly turns and walks in the other direction and lockwood just starts crying. cocaine jesus - rainbow kitten surprise same thing as lights are on maybe a slightly different font maybe its george who knows [shrug] sweet tooth - maya hawke bfs, even gfs if you will (yes im talking about a technically het couple, what about it?) mike walton - basement version - adjust the sails hrmrhrhff lockwood sitting in the basement pretending to be filing things WRONG hes crying :) romantic homicide - d4vd LITERALLY JUST THE FIRST LINE IS SO LOCKWOOD 'im scared/feels like you dont care' LOCKWOOD LOCKWOOD LOCKWOOD LOCKWOOD LOCKWOOD thats all u get ty call it fate, call it karma - the strokes 'can i waste your time here on the sidewalk?' KIPPS THAT YOU??? nah this song is lockwood watching kipps and lucy talk on the sidewalk and is just like ??????????WHAT bathtub - the front bottoms YOU WILL NOT tell me this isnt anthony lockwood. you cant. i will go more in depth of this anyone asks. i mean anyone a single person can be slightly interested and i will do it. car lights - james marriott oh how fittes at 50 ball of them. i will not elaborate jim bogart - the front bottoms 'i would sleep better on your floor than i would ever in my bed' alright lockwood PACK IT UP YOU PATHETIC SIMP stupid for you - waterparks this time its LUCY being a simp PLOT TWIST lockwood may be a pathetic man but lucy is a pathetic woman they are so cute together my little squishy scrungles dark beach - pastel ghost hes sleeping on her chest and shes calmly braiding his hair fight me theyre so cute i love them riptide - vance joy yea i added riptide what about it. theyre so in love i love them theyre so cute sobs hes so in love shes so in love theyre so <33333 kids - mgmt GUESS WHAT ITS ANOTHER SONG ABOUT THEM BEING CHILDREN IN A TERRIBLE WORKPLACE tire swing - kimya dawson cozy breakfast vibes. lucy is singing lockwood and george are whistling. george is also cooking because lockwood isnt trusted near an oven after the careless whisper incident the 30th - billie eilish yall. yall remember when lockwood got shot. yea that. no surprises - radiohead is this self explanatory. orbitron - duster guess whos having a breakdown? ITS LUCY THIS TIME MF MWAHAHHAHAH. she is breaking down in the shower. oopsie. part 3 coming shortly :)
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hauntedselves · 2 years
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I think we have did and ik we almost have it for certain. But somehow our therapist made us question our existence and almost felt like she wanted confirmation we had it. She was like I'm not saying you don't but are you sure you didn't make these people up as a defensive mechanism or a coping skill. Then she was like I believe you have alters and your trauma matches up. But I don't wanna put it on paper. Cuz diagnoses are to help the person. Then when I brought up we've heard before we can't have did cuz of how many of us their are and we don't know who we are. Then she was like all these people are you and that makes you even more know who I are or something like that....and this could just be PTSD. Then we brought up how we wanted to be more independent and she was like that's hard it's gonna take time.. we have been in the mental health feild for so long yet we can't even seem to find the right therapist. None of us wanna open up to our therapist after that.. I feel we have almost gotten better ourselves than with therapy yet we want to open up about so much yet idk what I said to her tbh. She doesn't wanna be wrong to put it on paper yet I feel she made me question my existence and memories and idk what exactly she wanted. But I closed up fast and nine of us don't really wanna talk to her.. not to mention she makes things worse sometimes like our ocd which she doesn't think we have. How do u feel heard if you have been in the psych field for so long yet idk somehow it's made things possibly worse and other dignoses we think we have.. she and my psych didn't even want a psych/nero exam cuz there was no need for one and yet you wanna talk about certain things that wanna become better.. but u feel stuck.. this turned into a rant sorry.
Also add on to the did/osdd therapist dignoses. She used to ask who am I talking to today and yesterday she asked who.do you think you are today which found really assaulting. And told her I am this alter with a couple near. Then she was like what wourd do you want me to use cuz I don't wanna affend u. We originally said it didn't matter but it did so when she asked again she said.alter anyways. We brought up the dignoses of did cuz we are starting to work with someone who we wanna find a job and they asked about memory problems and things that get in the way. And I said I didn't wanna say we had it if we didn't and that's how that conversation started. Yet I'm out past we found out someone dignosesed us with a fasiuous disorder (idk how to spell that sorry it's the one where people. Think u make things up)
Do how could u possibly think I would be open to u after this... I wanted to tell y so much yet all it took was a few words for me to build that wall up again..1/2 sorry for the add on.
i'm sorry that your therapist isn't listening to you or your concerns. if it makes you feel any better, people with DID spend an average of 7 years in the mental health system before getting diagnosed with DID, so you’re definitely not alone in your struggles. also, she may be avoiding putting it on paper because some employers, insurance companies, etc., will discriminate against you if you have a diagnosis like DID. but even so, you’re in a shitty situation and the best i can do is advise that you find a new therapist. i know that’s not what you want to hear, after looking around for so long, but unless you can sit down and confront her about her behaviour, she’s not going to give you the help you need. i hope you can find someone who will help you and listen to you!
(and by the way - the amount of people you have in your system doesn’t have any effect on if you have DID or not! and not knowing who you are is often a symptom of DID)
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