I am a butter of my word

NAME THIS FUCKER!

(it is too fucking late for me to make this digital so here is sketch design-)

I will gather up all the names and make one giant ass poll

(though if you all get too silly during the poll I will have to put you in the corner and pull a name outta my ass)

you can be as silly as you like with submissions though I love a good giggle

submit via asks, replies, reblogs- hell skywrite it if you want

My sister-in-law got me drunk and now all I can think about is how the turtles would react to a drunk reader like how would care for them who would be made im SPIRALING

Day 869 of Amphibia Screenshots

Episode: The Sleepover to End All Sleepovers

Don’t you ever get that midnight writing urge? It’s amazing and I love it. Totally not writing one of the little prompts I have in my inbox right now… :D

screech

ik I need to be asleep but like I can't stop thinking about the way I want to annotate books and then give them to a significant other as both a gift and for them to also annotate it as well

idk just something about the concept of being able to have a book that's clearly been well loved by it's owners who are also in love is just really something to me

return of the relationship anxiety

I really hoped that I'll finally have real Christmas this year. In my country it is on Jan 7th instead of Dec 25th, and also I've never quite... vibed with it? It is different, and very underwhelming. I've first felt the spirit of Christmas exactly in foreign internets, like... That whole bright, kind, fun thing about sharing and happiness and appreciating what you've got and good will. I've been writing very heartfelt posts in Christmas spirit for years, and drawing art for the occasion. It just always surprised me how much a holiday could've been inspiring even despite me not even being affiliated with the religion.

But I really always wanted someone to celebrate it with. Like... to actually have a real person with me in the same house, to decorate together and to cook meals together and share the celebration. Additionally, with Halloween too, because it is definitely not a thing in my country - another holiday I am "celebrating online". When he crawled back to me, spilling his bad deluded lies about how he could not live without me and how badly he wanted to share everything there was in life with me, it felt so... apparent that we could meet this Christmas together, and maybe go trick-or-treating together. I just really want to dial back to enjoying imitations of holidays like I always have for many years, and forget those foolish hopes. The one time in my life I had not only hope for the better, but a faith that things would certainly get better, the bastard just took all his words and feelings back in like, two weeks. Because he "was not thinking straight in his despair" and "made a wrong decision". And could tell that sharing life with me was "a bad idea".

I should just never let my 'hope' become 'faith'. In a way, I am used to having my hopes crashed, it is just the story of my whole life, really. But crashed faith is something that can't be recovered.

Today was largely spent in Ishgard, hanging out with friends and doing various things - I think we've all been pretty productive across the board today, which has been nice!

Just recently, I took these fun screenshots with @soothingmind (as Nimda) and @voidgearr (as new OC Arlecchino), being a trio of reapers ^-^ Zero was there as well in the first one, as you can see!~

Nimda and S'ria (@snow-system-wol) also took up positions for a snowy Samurai duel on the selfsame platform, though I think our queue popped before any blows could actually be dealt..

sighs...! feeling like a little ray of sunshine tonight

always fun to remind myself of the side effects of my thyroid meds

me: haha, isn't it funny, kyoko carrying around constant memories of someone she lost who's probably going to die?

me, realizing the significance of her hair ribbon: ....

something something chiyo putting on a brave face and holding everything in and then finally crying out of relief something something

College roommate application form submission that just reads, "the thought of a cis person living in my room makes me feel like my brain is melting out my ears"

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i hate the passage of time genuinely i feel sick thinking about my exams this week