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going off the fact that JD wrote almost every Brozone song, i have this headcanon that on particularly lonely nights when JD can't sleep he stays up writing songs for his brothers that he will absolutely never show them ever </3
He's had the guitar since he was 11 and he refuses to get a new one cause it's one of the only things he still has from his parents LOLOL
#im down bad for this troll i hate him#rest in peace sticker jd#he tore it up one day when he was feeling especially regretful#john dory trolls#brozone#trolls#trolls band together#my art#idk why hes so beat up maybe he fell off a cliff#lil silly man so talented at writing
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made a bottoms (movie)/“fight club” inspired oc :D
—leah dawn (she/her, 21, physics major) joined her university's "secret" self-defense (fight) club to impress girls and get pussy 😞
#ts4#sims 4#ts4 cas#show us your sims#*fizzysims#oc: leah dawn#bc apparently she's not getting any bitches in the physics department#and everybody thinks she's straight 😞#she can’t fight either 😞 she gets her ass tore up takes silly little selfies then guilts her friends into taking her for ice cream#not too much on my girl’s big ass forehead ✊🏽#idk when im gonna see the bottoms movie so idk the dynamics of the fight club so dont come for me for including random ass details 🫵🏽#i just wanted an excuse to make a lesbian oc that’s in a fight club but doesn’t look like she’s in a fight club#y’all think she’s getting pussy? LMAOAJSJSHSH#we need more people in this fight club :D hint hint wink wink#i already have some more ideas for different members maybe antagonists 👀 (enemies to lovers 👀)#anyway this was fun. i’m not rlly sure about the white cas bg WHEW bright as hell and not great for white clothes swatches#ik the bottoms movie is set in a high school but i’m not doing that 💀 i’m grown#blood#cw blood
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“I love you” “it’ll pass” okay but which one is Eddie and which one is reader bc I don’t think I’d be able to handle either outcome
okay. just. hear me out. listen. listen to this idea i don't know if i could ever put myself through the heartbreak of writing. (tw: i'm bringing up the cursed thing that is eddie's canon ending in stranger things as of right now. yes. his... very, very, very long nap.)
"i love you" = reader
"it'll pass" = eddie
...and how ironic it is, for him to have insisted so many times that it'll pass, especially after the canon events of season 4. in which you are left alone, with nothing more than a memory of him, and all you can think is how it'll never pass. the love, the grief, the pain - he lied. it won't pass. even when you finally crave it to.
#im thinking big sad thoughts right now#i was going to save this ask in case i get around to writing it one day but even conceptualizing that tore my heart out#i can't handle writing the canon events very well i just start ugly crying in the corner#thank u ily <3#mention of eddie's death? idk how to tag/tw that properly#anyways#he'd say it more jokingly and less forsaken#a self-deprecating joke that becomes a long term bit between the two of you#but it isn't very funny when he's gone and those words are all that can echo through your heart#even louder than any of the times he might have said those three little words back
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LEO DIDNT HAVE A CRUSH ON KIRAI, SHE WANTED TO BE KIRAI!1!1!!!1!1
#SHE GOT CONFUSED OK#TIS IS CANNON IN MY LIL HEAD <3#she thought it was a crush when in reality she just rlly wanted to wear skirts and have cute eyeliner#(i dont have a name to call her yet...so im using leo here)#(ill change it once i find 1 i like ^^????)#ALSO ENJOY THR SKETCHES IDK HOW TO DRAW TULES#transfem leo#srry im tored af but i wrote 'mikey help her' to referance the bow!! its so hard to tie stufs on the back of ur head so i just thought#she'd like the help!#no she doesnt get annoyed by the long strings shhh......#tmnt!2012#2012 awt
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Skz When Their Best Friend Is Pregnant | Skz Reactions
Summary: skz when female!reader bestie gets pregnant
Warnings: for legal purposes, this is a joke
Notes: I've literally posted this four times now and it won't work.
Chan
Papa Chan. Grandfather at such a young age. He starts talking about you like you were a child he raised, how proud he is to see you "all grown up" and having kids of your own. Will tell everyone he's going to be a proud papa. This will prompt many gifts from him, even matching outfits and items for your child, so that Papa Chan and your baby can bond easier.
Lee know
Please don't invite him to the baby shower. Will judge every gift with HIGH scrutiny because no one could ever top his gift. Eyes of a hawk. If there's absolutely anything sticking out- a thread, a chip, a dent-Minho would make that person return the gift to get a new one. Nothing is going to ever harm your baby, don't worry. But he's evil and is planning to train your child to be a miniature him, so be warned. Your s/o and you won't have any control over what happens with your child once Lino 'tames' it.
Changbin
"You mean our child." Supportive best friend you dont want. Every step is one made together. The father of the child doesn't matter in his eyes, because the best friend is the most important. He would want to be called Uncle Changbin, Muscle Uncle, or God of Muscle. If you go shopping for nursery items or baby supplies, you have to take your other half: him. Changbin doesn't care if it's not actually his child, he wants to be a part of its life 100%. Until it can talk and tell him otherwise.
Hyunjin
Ew. You disgust him. How dare you tell the whole world that you did the 'deed'. Hyunjin didn't need to know you like that. Jokes aside he would consider himself the honorary uncle because he patched you up with your s/o to begin with. If he isn't called Uncle Jinnie, then you lose your title as a best friend. Will like your child more than you. He's not the type to be overly affectionate when you are pregnant, and still calls bluff for the beginning, but he's still caring when you need him to be.
Jisung
Finds it odd that you proudly announce your pregnancy to people. Why does everyone need to know your behind-the-doors-business? Is a little confused about a gender reveal party, when you could just tell everyone what it is like you did with the intial pregnancy reveal. Is the one to ask "who's is it?" despite you having an s/o you are exclusive with. You're a hoe in his eyes now, just accept it.
Felix
Happiest bean. His closest female friend is having a baby? Can he be the godfather? Will happily spend all his money on baby items. Is the first one to offer to throw a baby shower for you. If someone else takes the role, he's the assistant. Documents every step of the way in his Godfather picture album, because apparently that's what all of them do. Buys the child mini computers to prep them for the future.
Seungmin
Omg why? People are still having kids? He spent a good portion of your friendship telling you to "not get knocked up" because then his drinking buddy would be gone forever, even when you can drink again. Also one to like your child more than you. He will teach your child that it's parents are 'old' and thus uncool, making him the fun uncle as well. While you're pregnant, though, he monitors everything you eat/drink and scolds you for even a tiny bit of cheating.
Jeongin
He's the baby in this friend group, why are you trying to upstage him? Feels competitive against the attention your child may receive and starts planning on how to sabotage his success in taking his place. Will smile in your face and once you look away, a scowl replaces it. How dare you, as his best friend, take all the attention? Aside from that he's vibes with the child's presence. Is happier when you're in pain. Pregnancy cramps? Celebrate! Baby kicks in the rib? Round of drinks for everyone!
#kim seungmin#lee know#bang chan#lee felix#skz reactions#skz scenarios#han jisung#seo Changbin#yang jeongin#hwang hyunjin#idk man im so tored#im over tumblr#plz work#this funny#stray kids reactions
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I remember why I don't try and post my art in bigger discord servers anymore LMAO
#ughhh#really fucking disheartening!!!#when you post something#and get like one person that looks at it#and then someone posts something right after you#and the entire server comments it and also tells that person how much they all love them#like idk my art is worse inknow but i wish people would PRETEND to care about me#someone jeff the kill me please im so tored of feeling like shit all the time over stuff like this#i dont even care about venting anymore bc none of those people look at my posts anyway#or care about me lol#so its whatever what fucking ever#i hate it here#monnie rambles
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what if i. decided to make an animatic. that used birchspeckle’s prophetic abilities as a framing device to expand on mudpaw’s mysterious backstory. haha jk jk......... unless
#oooooo buddy did i get hit with Inspiration#prepare yourselves for lore soon#soon could mean in a few days or in a few weeks but. oughagoug. i already finished the storyboarding#started last night finished this afternoon i straight up TORE through that storyboarding#this would also be the in-story moment birch reveals that she knows about wren’s murder#this would mean im skipping mud and birch like. first meeting. but i can circle back to that some other time i guess#idk bro im just excited!! im giving birchspeckle glowy eyes. because it would be Cool#video planning#rye.txt
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okay so like two things about this particular line.
one: i like the irony in claude telling someone to trust more.
two: HOWEVER, dimitri has literally absolutely no reason whatsoever in the name of yeehaw fuckity to not trust claude. i hate the way the game tries to absolutely force the things gw/sb claude does into ag when it doesn't even exist at all in ag. he never made a single hint of planning to just betray/harm the kingdom and this is literally at their first war meeting. not just that, but claude chose to go to faerghus himself and didn't ask them to go to leicester (which he specifically states being the one to choose to go to faerghus), so there wasn't anything indicating he might be up to something at all.
then we've got this stupid nugget:
each side lacks trust and is expecting foul play? the church expects foul play from the kingdom? from the alliance which has done nothing to them in this route, and that's bad enough... but the fucking kingdom too?
the kingdom and alliance watching for foul play even though they're allies and never had a history of being aggressive toward each other?
i know i've talked about it before but... i just hate how they tried to force this "claude is always scheming something terrible" plotline, even where it doesn't belong. then they also added in the dumb bit here about even the church not trusting the other armies, even though they've... literally been helping them, gratefully, this whole war. they also didn't have to fight but chose to out of gratitude for being sheltered.
suddenly after the timeskip they just... don't trust each other?
like i totally get just being in it to reclaim gm and go home and not really in it for someone else or anyone else, but the distrust is just an asspull to make the church seem BaD as usual.
claude just walked in and wasn't trusted. they also keep hammering it in right through the whole second half of the route with lots of kingdom allies (including playable ones) not trusting him. even if they relatively trust the alliance and the soldiers helping them that were integrated into their army, they specifically do not trust claude at all and are apprehensive about him.
dimitri agrees here if they can't be trusted, but he doesn't mention just personally distrusting them a whole lot. he agrees that they should be cautious if what the others say is true, but he also just shrugs it off as "they'll be enough to deal with the alliance if so". he seems unsure at first and kinda goes back and forth, but by the end he's the only character who faithfully believes that claude isn't just fucking around and leading them on (which literally, right to the very very very end, every single character except him is still very vocally doubting claude).
but like... why? there's... just... nothing to distrust him because of in this route. man literally exists and the game wants us to believe he's untrustworthy.
yeehaw wtf??? why would anything happen between the kingdom and alliance after the war? why would anything need to happen? even if you try to argue that claude is gonna try to uwu depose of the top church officials, if the church is watching the kingdom like hawks like dimitri is apparently aware of, why would the kingdom get involved? why would they care? clearly the church doesn't trust them all that much after all, or at least anymore since the timeskip for some unknown reason, and the kingdom has now, after this war, paid back any debt it owed the church.
so like, why would they suddenly rush to the church's aid and help them if the church doesn't trust them? if they were friendly/allied it would make sense if they still wanted to help, but if the church is expecting foul play from the kingdom, why would the kingdom even care what happens to the church? they could turn a blind eye and pretend they don't have the resources to aid them anymore and that their own territory is still busy recovering.
even if you argue what they discussed at the very beginning of the war, the church either A: didn't ask for aid in this second conflict, or B: even if they did, the above stands. i don't think there would be any riots or anything like that in those cases if the kingdom didn't help the church. it's one thing to help, but it's another to just fight at the back and call of another territory, which dimitri clearly expresses he won't do in gw because he puts the safety of his people first. no matter what his feelings are on the matter, he knows he's a king and that he has a responsibility to his people first and foremost, as would be expected of a king (to protect his own people first and foremost).
while i could see claude wanting to talk after the war and get things straight, and while i could see dimitri there as a mediator, there's just... literally no reason for bad blood after all this. even if they don't trust each other, there's just no reason - and that's aside from the fact that it's total bs that they all just don't trust each other.
lorenz just asks if shez has confidence in them. doesn't mention claude. shez though just... randomly is like oh yeah btw just not claude. totally unprompted.
lorenz distrusting claude has been part of his character since houses so his part of it is reasonable. normally i'd say it's really pushing things with claude not being trustworthy for someone to say they feel bad for shez/the kingdom army for the implication of having to deal with claude even as an ally, but the only reason i give this a pass is because it's an understandable and reasonable character who says it.
still though, it's like the game throws it in at every single possible opportunity for no reason at all. they don't give us any indication that claude is this big bad evil guy. he doesn't trust the church. like... that's it. he made that clear even in ag (even without the zaharas chapter), and that's just... it. the rest of this makes it seem like claude is going to just up and invade the kingdom after this war and try to unify fodlan (i.e. just go what edelgard's been doing this whole time).
it's just like... here, nobody trusts claude at all in this game just for simply existing. you don't even have to bring him up, because someone else will do it for you and shit talk him to remind you he's the biggest piece of shit the game can offer! meanwhile, we've got marianne who is concerned about edelgard (implication is her well being no less!) because the empire's army ain't doing so hot. poor indading aggressor! sure hope she's doing okay! fuck our leader though, he's the biggest steaming pile of bullshit garbage to ever exist (marianne didn't say that, but that's what the narrative is going for: poor edelgard, it's so sad that the invader is having it rough right now. anyway fuck claude he's literally as evil as tws).
i love ag but i'd say this is one of if not the worst hiccup in the writing. when it comes to faerghus itself and its characters, it's mostly fine and even great, but when it starts going into other territories/characters it ends up taking a nosedive in quality.
siiigh
#DCB Three Hopes Run#it's actually super ironic how ppl were lauding this after the trailers as#''it's gonna be the golden route game!'' like to begin with there was zero actual evidence of that#so idk why ppl just jumped to that conclusion based on snippets of in game events#but also like??? this game tore that apart like it was ripping up sensitive documents to be thrown out#literally straight up in every route went ''not a single territory trusts the other and they all secretly hate each other''#which. again. totally fucking stupid. but also hilarious that they went so far out of the golden route zone#and yet it's the game everyone was SO SURE would be the golden route#(even after they'd said they'd never make a golden route lmao)#but yeah the writing is just trash every single time they involve like anything outside of in-territory fighting#like the empire turmoil was fine. the writing wasn't really bad with the whole ludwig versus edelgard thing#and the stuff that was like leicester against almyra was fine. nader was even written well for that!#but once it gets into mingling territories however they're mingling be it fighting or allies#it gets so muddy and stupid and it's like what was even the point of doing that in EVERY route#hell by logic caspar would've been a recruitable character bc he'd see the bullshit going on in the empire and be like#wait this is fucked up nah im outta here i ain't fighting for this shit#but he just... stays??? bc he wants to fight for... edelgard??? who he is CLEARLY AWARE is not in charge anymore???#like if you were fighting for edelgard you would've fought against the ppl using her so... tws#even if you argue he didn't directly know it was thales and not ludwig at the helm caspar as he's supposed to be would never have#condoned what the empire was doing and would've left. if he thought it was ludwig in charge and hated what was going on he would've left#he's an idiot if he still thinks he's actually fighting /for/ edelgard at that point. his father even basically told him to get out of ther#but evidently once territories mingle in any way the writing just SKYDIVES out the window from the top floor of a skyscraper
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i've got a job interview today, and as you'd expect, i'm mighty nervous. if i'm more absent / present ooc ( really, my anxiety loves playing russian roulette with my attention ) , that's why !
#as context: i have like.... bad anxiety when it came to my career#i used to be in filmmaking? but my last project had this massive miscommunication#and it tore me into pieces. like.... i was just. in a bad shape#so i changed my career completely and found work in a kindergarten#and so far the work's lovely ( like yeah. it has its own stress ) but i've started to like? idk how to say it#but in filmmaking i had a very active position. i was among the chains of command#and in this new environment ( the pre-school ) im more of a follower ?? so ive been managing my stress#by taking this outside approach where im not THAT active#but lo and behold. the other day ive got an interview offer ( this one i'm going to ) in filmmaking#and im just. i suppose im scared the past will repeat itself#or perhaps its simply my anxiety bc i kept thinking i'm just gonna screw up#or i cant take the heat of the work. but?? i do like filmmaking#even if it busted my ass#idk. sorry for the rambling. as ive said - im nervous!#hopefully this channel will resume its programme after this break!#<333 have a good day yall. fr#gen: out of character.
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// responding to every intro hour post is exhausting but rewarding work chat i recommend
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rip abigail hobbs u wouldve loved ethel cain
#tired shitposting#its late and im exhasuted and i cant sleep bc im thinking abt cannibalism sm#real brainworm hours#like abigail and ethel were both eaten...and theyre both daughters...guys...this is so prpfound...#idk what im sayong im so tored ☹️#need a smoke bad#hannibal#nbc hannibal#abigail hobbs#ethel cain#strangers ethel cain#music#cannibalism#shitpost#idfk
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now i have not ever been in labor before but i genuinely think im experiencing pains at the same or very close level which is crazy
#mytxt#i mean like#i always see people w endo saying theyd rather go through childbirth again instead of the endo pains#but you don’t really. Think about it like that#like yeah sure anyone can say that but you dont really conceptualize it until you’re experiencing it#like almost every month i have to experience pains that ppl describe as worse than childbirth??? thats crazy#luckily i dont have it every month cause of birth control but its kind of starting to be every other month#its just wild to think about and also awful to experience#and i completely forgot that its a Progressive thing. it gradually gets worse#because scar tissue builds and stuff i didnt even think abt that#til a few weeks ago when i saw my doc and she said yeah this is age is usually when it worsens for awhile#which. Yeah the last like 3 or 4 times have been insanely bad#it also doesnt help that one of those times my iud had screwed me over and tore a little hole but#still#idk#im trying to override my pain but thinking about how medically interesting it is#bc thats what i do with everything else i just go well if i think about it from a medical standpoint its not that bad!#thats how i get through most of my doc appointments#and i think thats why a lot of doctors dont really believe or realize how drastic a lot of things can be#bc theyre thinking about it medically and not like its a real person#sorry for rambljng im having so many thoughts#tbd
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Me: Ingo doesn’t smile but he is very nice with his words :)
also me: Ingo doesn’t smile because the frown is his resting face and also he works with The Public. Emmet is able to smile because thats his resting face and also he was given a pass to be mean for Ingo when his niceness will not make a commuter understand they are being a Karen
#idk i took melatonin and all my best thoughts happen when im tored#tired#these train guys have my brain in a death grip#submas#submas headcanons#kinda? ig idk#catch me projecting onto the blorbo#also my evidence is the fact that ingo smiles in hisui#where he is seen vibing on a mountain with a weird cat and in the training grounds#both of which are fairly devoid of The Public due to area specific reasons#man finally catches a bit of a break#wish that were me#wheres my time space displacement huh#for spiritual reasons that is a joke
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honestly think im having a moment where im getting really insecure about the way i write eren :( Idk i just know the way i write him probably isnt the way most people prefer and i just aahshsshhshg
i think i just make him a lot softer than most do ;; idk
#Just insecure about my writing in general snifgg#i try so hard not to let the numbers get to me but sometimes they do :(#I might just be emotional bc im on my period though idk im so tored rn#forest is sad#also#i really really appreciate all the nice comments people gove me#so pls dont think i dont#bc i save all of them in a folder on my phone and read them when i get sad lol#i appreciate them so much im just insecure smtimes
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Do y'all ever feel like you're not online some days cause of life and then feel like you've not spoken to mutuals even tho you know you have
#im tored this makes no sense#but ive been offline more than i usually am and i just feel kinda disconnected??#idk its been very work based recently
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reminder that if u d0n4t3 to my k0-f1, you can get a “pay what you can, get whatever you want” small pixel art commission
#idk how to justify this i need like 20USD so i can fill my posic void#one of my very beloved childhood companions has gone missing. tore up the house looking for her#spent all day doing it and destroyed my legs in the process#and shes just. gone. its all i can think about right now#i dont expect non-posics to understand this at all im just like. mourning almost. but#i found another one for 30CAD which is a lot and i have like nothing in my p4yp4ll right now#but i just. i just. ugh.#anyways#sorry for fucking ebegging for something so dumb LMAO me when i have da menthol illinois#commissions#not dog#personal
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