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hi, shit's still fucked ❤️
making a new post since the old one's lost traction.
tl;dr got fired, moved, got a new place and job, got paid only like $1k of the $2k i need to pay rent & bills etc this month. rent is a hundred bucks more than expected of course. fiance also works but makes even less than me. were both disabled trans people and im a person of color so life is pain. have my final therapy session next week which is 160 on top of being short ~700 on rent.
ive made a few games you can find on my itch.io for pwyw. here's the cat tax if it helps?
pp: ribbited
ko-fi in pinned ❤️
160/850
#at lwast the amount i have covers the therapy session thank you all so much. thank you#bread#idk how to even tag this tbh.#mutual aid
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🔴♥️🔵
#one piece#buggy#shanks#shuggy#idk if that’s the ship tag#art#anyways been thinking about these two a lot#and how effortlessly scary that shanks can be#vs clown who sucks real bad#tbh I like to think that shank’s haki wouldn’t even affect buggy#🤡🤡
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the opening lines of the shadow of the erdtree trailer remind me a LOT of a certain quote from another game:
and with this in mind, i really hope that the direction they go with miquella is less like the manipulative griffith-esque archetype some people are theorizing, and more like N’s characterization in pokemon black and white: someone very intelligent and powerful but naïve, whose honest attempts at creating a better world might bring about more destruction in the end.
#there’s also miquella’s curse of eternal youth vs N’s trauma and abuse keeping him stuck in a childish mindset#but idk how to fit that in here so it’s going in the tags#(and yeah of course i’m an N enjoyer it came free with the fucking neurodivergence)#and tbh i don’t think miquella’s goals will innately lead to destruction#i just think that would be an interesting direction to take it#but having him actually succeed in making a better world might be even more interesting lol#i just used what i did as an example for comparison purposes#elden ring#shadow of the erdtree#elden ring theory#miquella#pokemon black and white#n harmonia#natural harmonia gropius#speaketh#greatest hits
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i just need them to get over vash's death by being with each other
#trigun#trigun stampede#merylwood#stryfewood#meryl stryfe#wolfwood#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun fanart#myart#my art#post julai#tbh idk how they woulf even get vash's coat or earring#but thery have them#and take turns wearing them#mashwood#?#idk if i should tag it theres no vash here
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Man I love litwtc’s new mascot
#cw suggestive#I think#charlie stfu#shitpost#digital doodles#life in the world to come#litwtc#litwtc fanart#chris dunne#should I even tag this one as will wood?#I feel like if I do some poor will wood fan who has no knowledge of this podcast is gonna stumble upon this and get so confused#tbh that’s how I feel everytime I tag will wood in a litwtc post#but idk there’s just something about this specific post im about to post#that makes me think ‘I dunno…. maybe I shouldn’t use the will wood tag for this one.’#eh fuck it#will wood
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the sister of giulia cecchettin, the 105th victim of feminicide in italy just this year, is being target by incels and regular misogynists alike and called "a witch" because she is speaking out against the systemic killing of women as a direct result of the patriarchy. Because she allegedly likes metal music and she is enraged that her sister was killed by her ex, she is called a witch and a satanist. Men are spreading theories on twitter that she casted a spell on him because he was Such A Nice Guy and couldnt possibly have killed giulia of his own free will. Because she went on tv to state very clearly that he was Not a monster, because monstrosity implies a deviation from the norm, and unfortunately killing women in italy IS the norm. People are being so incredibly vile towards a grieving young woman, claiming shes doing it just for clout, after she and her family have been living for weeks with cameras forced into their home. Im so fucking pissed.
I dont know how many times ive seen the phrase "better in jail than in a grave" and its so fucking scary and disheartening that women have to resort to this, to want to teach this to their own daughters (which they should btw. Better in jail than in a grave) because every person in power refuses to do a single thing about it. other than blabbering about chemical castration or death penalty, of course. which, of course, would solve jack shit and it would probably actually just make men even more violent
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someone mentioned strike in a muzzle in my discord and i just had to draw it
#rayne's art#strike!cross#idk how to tag this tbh#how did it get on him#who was brave enough to even try let alone succeed
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i often really do feel like an .. unwanted part of the fandom, i dont draw beautiful landscapes, i have unpopular but strong opinions im constantly annoying about and rarely change, dont like/dont draw the pretty young popular twinks and hot gurls to fanboi over nor do i turn characters into one, the opposite moreso, draw only one ship no ones heard of really, got little energy to interact with the few people that are nice to me and send me asks so it probably looks like im ignoring everyone and unfortunately but still rarely get so stressed i get overwhelmed and emotional about pehaps seemingly minor things and spiral almost into a breakdown feeling super embarrassed about it afterwards but the damage is already done and i look like a freak or agressive weirdo
#ganondoodles talks#also probably sounds like self pity#but this feeling hits everytime i see a super popular artist be the popular cool artist#i am a little weird i know that and thats not somethign bad i think#but the internet never gets to see that much of me#i tend to write posts when i am at my worst bc it has to go somewhere#so the image it tells people is that im a weirdly strong opiniod freak that gets breakdowns over nothing#i also dont feel like im otherwise -cool tm- enough to balance that out#i dont think my art is as stylized or as inventive as others nor am i cool to interact with bc idk how to be cool to interact with#i feel double bad when i misstepped with someone i used to talk to bc of something stupid ... or just dont know what i did wrong#im guessing its especially when i am in that spiraling state of mind where i really am not myself tbh#it still feels very bad bc i feel like i can never make it up to anyone again#sorry i acted like a jerk my brain was exploding in emotions in a desperate attempt to deal with something idk how to deal with-#-and made me not act like myself but now i feel really dumb about it#doesnt sound like a good excuse#... i want to thank those that do stick with me#even if i acted strange sometimes- even if i disappointed sometimes- even when i couldnt keep a promise#there are little things that still make me angry at myself#like that one time i asked in the tags whod read as long as the end of them and if someone did shoudl send me an ask so id draw a lil thing#and i got two#and i kept trying to remeber oh shit i need to do that and forgetting again/not having energy for it in a loop#i still feel like a jerk about it but now its probably too late#i wish i could answer all asks i get but man my energy for that is always rock bottom#no matter how much i enjoy the ask#and i love getting asks!!!#im sorry :((
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[I am unfortunately still on hiatus. I'm afraid this damn audit is going to take the rest of the year or something...
But just to prove I'm not dead, here are some stupid memes I threw together this morning for your entertainment. Plus one that only peeps in the discord server will probably understand.
Sorry about the lack of updates, I genuinely have had basically no time to do any art. I've decided to keep ND on hiatus until this audit is over; worrying about trying to update it was starting to stress me out and make me miserable. Once my work stuff is done and out of the way, we can get back to our regularly scheduled suffering.
In the meantime! Please enjoy these memes!
I appreciate you all very much and thank you for sticking around! I am honored by every comment and reblog! This blog wouldn't be anything without you guys!
Hopefully see you soon!
-Sage]
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Water
Cw: Drowning
He couldn't breathe. That's the first thing he noticed. The second thing was that his clothes were wet. His muscles burned and his lungs ached.
What was happening? Where was he?
And why was it so cold?
Villain didn't dare open his eyes. He didn't want to know where he was.
The last thing he remembered was his warm, dry home. A small apartment at the edge of the city.
So how and why was he here? He didn't recall leaving, especially considering the mess he was in. Why would he leave his hiding place and risk getting captured?
Or maybe... had they found him? No, impossible.
He had been so careful. He had made sure no one followed him home that night.
Villain cracked an eye open. As the water touched his eye, he shut it again. No, bad idea.
Faintly, behind the water somewhere, he heard footsteps. And muffled voices.
His hand touched cold glass, and he pushed blindly, trying to do at least something. Somehow get out. Get away from here.
Loud laughs sounded behind the glass.
Unfamiliar voices.
He banged his fist against the glass, trying to crack his eyes open but not being able to hold them open long enough to see something. Just light, blurred colors.
Villains head hurt. His lungs hurt. He needed air, but couldn't get any.
His mouth opened on its own. He was going to drown. There was water in his mouth.
But it stopped there. He breathed the water in, but the only thing entering his lungs was air. His eyes shot open.
White walls all around. He was still in the tank, his hand still touching the glass.
He wasn't drowning.
Villain tried to turn, pushing himself off the glass walls and slamming into the opposite wall.
Two people, one slightly taller than the other stood directly infront of the tank, behind them three figures in white coats.
Supervillains loud laugh echoed through the room when she saw villains face.
The person next to her, superhero, just stared with a blank expression.
Villain pushed himself back, his back hitting the glass.
They had found him.
#Haha#No proofreading#I love writing but damn#School is killing me as always#Idk how to even tag this tbh#Villain#hero and villain#writing#hero x villain#Yah bye#Whump#?#Villain whump#Ig#amyy06
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Happy Birthday to this dude! 🎵🎉🎸
#jensen ackles#jensenackles#idek how to tag this tbh lol#happy birthday jensen#happy birthday jensen ackles#happy birthday jensen!#archie art#my gifs#very bad gifs may I add I was just using photoshop idk why#I don't even know why I did this let's just leave it there ahah
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What physical part(s) of Arsay does her partners find the most attractive! Is it the same for all partners or does it differ between them?
(also optional bonus ask of what part(s) of/about Arsay generally do they love the most, physical or not!)
Meanwhile, if you were to ask the same of Arsay:
#ffxiv#wolship#g'raha tia#y'shtola rhul#wolgraha#wolshtola#y'shtola x wol#arsay nun#graharshtola#y'shtola calling arsay a pain in her side is very much an affectionate thing btw#and i couldnt pass up the joke of g'raha giving the sweet gentlemanly response only for yshtola to be like 'tits tbh'#her defaulting to an answer that would probably stop the conversation before she has to talk to much about her deeper feelings imo#i have. a lot of feelings about yshtola and arsay's friendship#someone who is constantly trying to build walls between herself and others vs someone who desperately wants to form real connections#its not a 'wearing that person down' type situation either#just one lonely person seeing another lonely person and hoping that they could be less lonely together#or that she could at least bring some cheer to#and idk yshtola strikes me as the type to have been like 'if they want to be my friend they have to work for it'#which arsay certainly did#i could ramble on and on how their friendship lines up so well with yshtolas character development but theres a limit to these tags#so just look at how cute shtola is with the slightest blush on her cheeks#graha is a much more complicated topic since he went from Extreme adoration to I want to be her friend but I dont think im good enough#to 100% Hero worship again to Shes my hero and I love her to Shes a person and I love her#to I love Arsay. Even the parts she can't love in herself. I will love all of her till my dying breath.#he thinks shes the most beautiful person in the world and the most important thing in his life#but he now knows how insane she's been about being everyone's hero and he really doesnt want to feed that beast#so hes trying to build her up in other ways#focusing more on the adventuring side than the saving the world side#and then there is arsay who loves so much about her partners and is in capable of narrowing it down to any one thing so its#'here let me list everything that comes to mind right now' with 0 shame or filter
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Man,,,I’m so tired
#there’s always something going on somewhere in this community that I need to care about#Some problematic person or friend groups who hate each other#Characters you’re allowed or not allowed to draw#You have to like vore one of two hyper specific ways and if you go outside of that then YOU’RE the problematic one#Each part of the community keeps splitting off smaller and smaller and they all hate each other it feels like#Main fandoms hate you for existing and OCs get headcannoned beyond recognition#Idk how to tag this I’m just having a moment#I don’t even want to be in the ‘vore community’ I just want to post stuff#And not fear for my life if I post something slightly out of the norm#Like I like fatal and reformation and I like slightly spicier stuff between couples and I like familial and teens being goofy and#It just feels impossible to exist like that idk#Might delete later tbh#I’m just tired of all the rules and the feuds and the fighting#vent post
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Been busy. And been needin’ some more Qi hugs lately
Idk how this man’s become my comfort character tbh. He’s not even a giftable villager.
#How am I supposed to know if this man is even human or if he likes salmonberry jam or not#my stoof#signatured#milly’s arts#stardew valley#sdv#mr Qi#‘The Mysterious Qi’ fic on Ao3 is giving me life I never knew existed#my ocs#stardew valley oc#sdv oc#game oc#tilly faypeak#farmer Fay#Fay#idk which tag to use tbh#I’m very tired rn#I love the ‘round brush (particle)’ brush guys. it looks pretty
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i’ll never understand zuko post-spirit-coma in ba sing se, i swear. idk if i’m dumb or if it’s a writing thing but whatever ‘conclusion’ he comes to from his dreams that leaves him so positive towards iroh, but not yet to the point of acknowledging his fathers abuse/helping the avatar, is lost on me. i guess that’s why i like fics that cover it and explain it in more detail
#also. no offense dante ily but. your voice acting sucks in that section#the jasmine dragon will be the best—shut uP! sHUT UP SHUT UP#i’ve literally just taken one fic’s explanation and made it canon in my head even tho it only kinda fits w the canon narrative/expression#nothing works because it’s just. a fake out right? like that’s all it is… right?#genuine question tbh#i’d maybe be more ok with it if we ever saw him that happy again#but we don’t so. it just reads as out of character#idk how to tag this#critical stuff i never know how to tag#so. i just won’t tag anything i guess
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Not related to The Outsiders but-
I wish they were endgame. My poor Roman Empire...
😭
#youngblood#derek sutton#dean youngblood#is this movie even relevant?#hockey#i wanted them to get together tbh#i'm mentally ill#patrick swayze#rob lowe#i love this movie#the outsiders#hockey movies#idk how to tag this#should i add “the outsiders” tags?#sure#dallas winston#ponyboy curtis#sodapop curtis#steve randle#two bit mathews#the outsiders sodapop#the outsiders steve#the outsiders darry#the outsiders johnny#youngblood movie
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