LITTLE SUCCESS STORY: HOW I ALMOST ENTERED THE VOID THROUGH A LUCID DREAM?
(Long ass post 💀)
Ok, so this happened two days ago.
On Thursday night, I took some melatonin gummies and a while later I fell asleep at midnight or 1:00am. When I woke up, it was about 4:00am.
I couldn’t really go back to sleep after that so I decided to stay up for a while and chill and listen to music.
And I believe 2 hours later, i started to feel really tired and I wanted to go back to sleep. So just for the vibes I decided to go on YouTube (yess, YouTube I was very surprised when I got no ads while listening 💀) and listen to music in my headphones while i was about to fall asleep.
(Specifically, James Joint by Rihanna and James Joint II by James Fauntleroy on a loop and it was slowed 🤭)
Then i started to get dreams while the music was still playing! But there weren’t lucid at first. (I remember I was in a dream where I had my headphones on and I was listening to the song that was playing and at one point I wanted the music to be off so I tried turning off my headphones and I was so confused when the music wouldn’t turn off and I realised I was dreaming and that’s when I woke up 😭)
It was such a vibe and so peaceful having dreams while you’re favourite song was playing! While the song is playing, you can really point out details of the song that you didn’t even know were there and it makes you wanna listen to it again and enjoy it more! But that’s just my opinion! 😙✨
After a few dreams, I had the one. The lucid one. This lucid dream was completely unintentional and very unexpected. In the dream, I was in my room, the lights were on and I had my laptop on my chest. I was going to rub my eyes when I saw that one of my hands were missing. I stared at my hand for a while and I remembered that if you look at your hands and something isn’t right with them, you’re in a dream. That was when my dream became lucid.
I decided to immediately use this to my advantage since I wanted to shift more than anything, so I decided to affirm to shift to my dr.
But as I was affirming for my dr, I started to change my mind. I remembered there were still things in there that I haven’t gotten completely figured out yet. (e.g how did I become famous, where do me and my friends live exactly, where do I work exactly, etc) I needed the void to help me, so that’s when I changed my affirmations and started to affirm for the void instead.
While I was affirming, my chest felt super heavy too. Maybe it was because of the laptop but it almost felt like I couldn’t breathe. And while I was affirming for the void, the laptop had a text on it that said “Change Affirmation?” And some other unimportant stuff that I don’t remember. I was like YESS I changed my affirmations, and 💀???
And maybe it was because I felt like I couldn’t breathe, but I just woke up and didn’t feel tired anymore so I couldn’t go back to sleep and get more dreams 🥲
Maybe if I didn’t change my mind about shifting and thought to affirm for the void first instead, I could’ve gotten closer 👀
But I know what to do now 😼
Also I know this can’t be a regular thing because this whole thing happened from 4:00am to 12:00pm or 1:00pm 💀 (btw I did have some bathroom breaks) I only did it this week on Thursday because it’s the holidays for me and it’s my week off college.
I go back to college next week so I probably won’t do this again until my next holiday.
BUT IM ALMOST THERE!! YOU’LL HEAR MY SUCCESS STORY REALLY SOON.😚
And I’m also still affirming. I’ll maybe update how many affirmations I did from 2023 till now by the end of this month.
Anyways:
Stream James Joint by Rihanna 😌
- LOVE, DANI 😇
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A little unpopular opinion on something I've seen happen more commonly throughout November/December and wanted to address quickly for my own blog: Please never hesitate to reblog anything from me. You see me reblogging a sentence starter list that you like? Go for it and reblog it from me directly without any pressure on you whatsoever to send anything into me before doing so. You like a GIF-set or musing that I reblogged? Nab it from me, it'll brighten my day to see that we share an interest in something. I like to see interaction between me and anyone who follows me. I like to see that little activity notification light up.
Honestly, it simply reminds me that we're all part of a community, and more specifically, a fandom that consists of characters and nations that we all came to love and then share that amongst ourselves. And honestly, seeing a reblog happen shortly after me but it's from the source, creates (in my opinion) an odd sense of chosen disconnect between people that can feel awkward, it's as if we're walking on eggshells as to not rub each other the wrong way. But what's wrong about going 'Hey, I see what you reblogged, I like it too!', it even gives you potential common ground to start a conversation. We're a community, and I don't know about you, but I like seeing people interact with each other beyond merely threads and notes. It's the little things that matter, after all.
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What's the point of being nice to people if they won't reach out back? What's the point of even trying.
what's the point of anything, numb nuts?
The point of being nice is because people are deserving of love and kindness, and you are too. I understand that people aren't giving you the love and kindness you deserve, but that doesn't mean you should simply give up and stop trying.
Go outside, eat a fruit, appreciate nature, and go help an old woman in the grocery store get her cookies from the top shelf. There's more to life than pouring all your time in people who won't give you the time back, and you won't know that unless you keep trying.
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Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Midoriya Izuku & Yoichi | First One For All User, Yoichi | First One For All User & Sensei | All For One
Characters: Yoichi | First One For All User (My Hero Academia), Midoriya Izuku
Additional Tags: Artificial Intelligence, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Katydid and McFaneLy's One For All October 2022 (My Hero Academia), Possessive Yoichi | First One for All User, Blatant Dad for One hints, Uncle Yoichi | First One For All User (My Hero Academia)
Summary:
He was there once again. The little blip that was marked in Yoichi’s search was a cluster of information that he, according to his log, had found at least eighty-two times before. The algorithm that made up a piece of himself was as close to perfection as it possibly could be, but not enough, never enough if the fact that Midoriya Izuku kept showing up in his results as a prioritised submission meant anything.
The clump of data came from Izuku’s phone this time, the GPS showing him on the train towards Aldera Middle School.
A bit later than usual, Yoichi noted, and then immediately shoved down that bit of unimportant, processing-clogging bit of analysis down into compressed files at the bottom of his consciousness.
@mcfanely @aimportantdragoncollector
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day 181/547 of seokjin’s military service
this selca was tweeted on 150312 with the caption:
I came to school
The weather is beginning to slowly unravel!
(T/N: He means the weather is getting nicer - trans cr: Mary @ bts-trans)
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