i cant get the idea of the forger family celebrating holidays (that i celebrate) together out my head so you people get the ideas my rotted brain produces.

like valentines day, loid and anya making valentines day cards for yor, anya making hers with wayyy too much glitter and using sparkly pens to write about how much she loves her mama, loid writing in his card about how thankful he is that yor is in his life helping him raise anya. yor giving loid a card that thanks him for being in her life and helping her feel the sense of normal she wanted to feel. the three of them working together and making cookies that are heart shaped and yor and loid making anya a peanut butter flavoured cookie. them making sweets to give to anyas class and her making individual, specially decorated ones for becky, damian, ewen and emile. loid and yor going on a date to ‘keep up appearances’ of a real couple, but both of them really enjoying their time together that when they get back home they just spend the night laughing and talking, a little tipsy, on the couch whilst anya sleeps.

easter with the forgers and loid and yor hide little chocolate eggs around the house for anya to find, telling her the easter bunny came and hid them, her making it into some spy mission with bond and loid and yor playing along. loid trying to teach her about why people celebrate easter but anya is just interested in it because she gets to eat chocolate eggs. yor helping her paint eggs. anya dressing up like a little bunny would be adorable too.

mothers day and anya and loid getting up extra early to make yor breakfast in bed and giving her sweet cards and gifts that thank her for being part of their family. anya and yor having a girls day out and anya spending the entire day telling everyone she talks to about how amazing her mama is and yor just blushing and crying because of how much she loves anya. then later when anya goes to bed, yor thanks loid for allowing her to be part of their family and letting her be anyas mother. loid telling her that he’s not “letting her be” anyas mother because she is anyas mother, no question about it.

fathers day and yor and anya TRY to make loid breakfast in bed the same as they did for yor, buttt it doesn’t go to plan and loid wakes up and sees them making a mess of the kitchen and just watches them with a soft smile on his face, realising that he hadn’t ever felt just so content, seeing his girls try to do something as simple as make a fathers day breakfast for him. he eventually takes pity on them and goes over to help them make breakfast. yor feeling embarrassed that she needed help to make a simple breakfast for him but loid telling her that he was grateful they even tried in the first place. then anya gives him a card she made in school and on the front its him as a spy and he immediately freezes up before she ‘explains’ that its him as bondman because they’re both her favourite heros. loid and anya having a father daughter day out, loid telling himself its to keep up appearances but slowly just forgetting that as the day goes on and just completely adoring the time he gets to spend with his baby. them coming back home late and as hes tucking anya into bed she thanks him for being the best papa ever and he cant help but smile at that, kissing her head before leaving the room, still with a smile on his face.

getting to halloween and anya is obsessed! she dresses up as a spy and makes loid and yor dress as bondman and princess honey. them carving pumpkins, loid making a very traditional looking pumpkin, yor being skilled with the knife shes using the carve the pumpkin but she ends up cutting too much and it falls apart. anya seeing yors mess and deciding to ask her papa for help make hers instead of her mama. them going trick or treating and everyone thinking that they’re an absolutely adorable family, anya using her cute eyes to get more candy from people in her bag. the three of them watching a silly halloween cartoon when they get home, anya eating all the candy she got, then being absolutely exhausted and passing out into a food coma.

christmas! loid and yor ask anya if shes ready for santa to come and she just blurts out that she knows santa isnt real. she can literally read minds. loid remembering shes been raised in orphanages and other families, he thinks shes been disillusioned because of that. yor thinking anya probably picked it up from someone at school and tries to convince her that santa is real, but anya doesnt budge. so, worried that she never got to experience christmas like a normal child, he and yor make it their mission to give her an amazing one. they decorate the house, put up a tree and let anya put the star on the top, they take christmas family photos in matching outfits, including bond of course. despite knowing santa isn’t real, anya gets excited about staying up to catch the man. yor giggling at her silly antics and loid just shaking his head before ushering her off to bed. then the two of them spending the next hour bringing out her presents and placing them under the tree, then just sitting together and discussing what christmas was like in their homes growing up and how they celebrated. anya waking both of them up in the morning by jumping on them in bed, the three of them opening up presents they got eachother. loid and yor giving eachother gifts and anya giggling saying their flirting. snow falling outside and anya grabbing her mama and papa and the three of them playing in the snow with bond too, building snowmen and throwing snowballs, then them coming home and getting cozy with hot chocolate and cuddling on the sofa until anya eventually falls asleep.

anya desperately trying to stay awake until the new year but she ends up falling asleep so yor and loid stay up for the new year themselves. both of them having a small drink and just talking between themselves until the countdown. then when the bells ring, loid kissing yors cheek and wishing her a happy new year. yor grabbing him just as he’s turning to go to his room and kissing him quickly on the lips, returning the greeting before she DASHES of to her room and loid is just left dumbfounded in the living room, staring at the place yor was just standing, then putting his face in his hands, but you can see the blush on his ears.

anway. brain rot done. goodday

in light of tedtrent becoming so real, im also jumping on the tedtrent epilogue 😊

there's just no way ted wouldn't keep in touch with the others (and have weekly zoom meetings just like in the christmas special) and I just love the thought of the whole team having reunions once in a while.

and going back to trent's arc in s3, the sunflowers conversation, "And your daughter?" "She's never been happier." I think it could go the same for ted.. we've never really properly saw how henry felt about his dad being in london, it's always other people that told ted his son misses him, who's to say henry would rather see his dad happy because that in turn would make him happy too? he was there to win the whole thing, right? I just know ted’s story isn’t done yet when he still hasn’t learned to let others take care of him in return and who else to pair him with than the man who blew up his career because a man was nice to him (and also because they were so. so cruel for the fakeout tedbecca scenes for that finale) 🥺

I'm no writer so just pretend these are snapshots of a slow burn fic where ted visits london for their team reunion and slowly realizes that trent has a crush on him and they kiss about it 💛

really neat demo !!! super endearing characters !!! fun animations !!! go play the demo for "Our Dirge" by @radiation its like 40 minutes

so like. im at the gen v smut store. yall want anything?

fucking my way to the top; seven!au. sub!reader you're essentially their free-use slu- stress relief. cmon, supes have needs, too! just think of it as.. an extended iniatiation period. hell is a (fucking) roommate; dom!reader sub!jordan jordan is your dormmate with the highest libido youve ever seen, and heard.. and felt. you're sick of being sexiled out of your own fucking dorm—time to take matters into your own hands. mind-rape; dom!cate dubcon she can make you do whatever she wants. fill in the blanks. (and hey, it's not kidnapping if you walked in there and chained yourself up. right?)

for the record! these are all personal drafts i have all already began writing and NOT to be used as prompts :) !! please keep in mind

supercut

The facial acting of these two is soooo good. Their "let's work together to catch Kira" handshakes, except one is Light with his memories of being Kira (on the left) and the other is him without (on the right).

There's a silent declaration of war going on between the two on the left. L is grinning. Light's smile doesn't reach his eyes. An unspoken "I know you know that I know" passes between the two of them.

On the left, that undertone of animosity is gone. Light's expression is genuine, and L can clearly tell. L is searching Light's eyes for Kira. He's not smug anymore because he can't find him.

It's the exact same scene shot-for-shot and yet it's totally different in almost every other way.

You ever listen to the Kingdom Hearts soundtrack with a good set of speakers or pair of headphones and feel yourself on the brink of tears?

guess who made a spirit hunter presentation just to infodump to one person only 💥

didnt even come close to posting at a normal hour 😬

Moony in your eyes

wolfstar oneshot / rating: teen and up / hogwarts era / fluff

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It was quiet between them for a while. It was like that, sometimes, with Remus. He didn’t need to speak when there was nothing to be said. He always knew exactly when to talk, and exactly when to laugh, and exactly when to be thoughtful. Sirius was not so keen on silences, but would let them linger between them, just to see how far he could go without feeling uncomfortable around Remus.

Their silences would always last a long time if he did so, he found.

Remus made him feel safe.

The spliff was nearly done. Sirius glanced around. The music had changed from vibrant to more subdued, and the fire was out.

Remus’ voice rose next to him. "You’re awfully quiet tonight."

Sirius' cheeks flushed instantly. "Oh, am I? Sorry," he said, fidgeting with the lighter.

Remus snorted. "I was being sarcastic. You’ve never been more talkative, really."

Sirius stiffened slightly. He rolled the spliff between his fingers, pressing gently. "I was just thinking."

Remus tilted his head towards him. "About what?"

"Just-" Sirius swallowed, glanced around. "Do you want to go smoke the rest of this elsewhere? It’s a bit hot in here." He turned to Remus, to see his face change. To see what his eyes said.

Remus was already looking right at him. His lips were curled up into a small smile. His eyes were smiling too, and were now dark and blown out in the dim lighting. "Yeah, let's go."

So, they did.

The argument for guilty/unforgiven Amane is not just to prevent her from hurting Shidou.

Sorry (⁠｡⁠•́⁠︿⁠•̀⁠｡⁠) I really don't intend to change your vote or anything, but it's been stressing me out that some people seem to believe that's it with our argument.

Amane has "warned" Mahiru, which to me reads like a threat. Even if she couldn't actually kill Shidou, Mahiru here who is an easy target, who can't move properly, could easily be hurt or killed by her.

And on the other hand Amane doesn't have to kill Shidou, she just has to hurt him, and that could honestly be easy with a surprise and quick attack. She could incapacitate him and prevent him from giving health care to others. And this is important because Haruka is gonna try to kill himself, and he's gonna need urgent care afterwards.

And I've got a feeling some way or another we are gonna get some more people harmed in between t2 and t3.

So yeah we care about Shidou, but we care more about him being the only doctor and what that means to the others. That's why I posted this whole trial feeling like the trolley problem lol.

(there is also the argument that worries me the most that is Amane trying to convert Fuuta, but that's another post that someone else already made)

I love Amane and I honestly don't see her killing her abuser as something wrong, but she sees her murder as something supported by the cult. So I believe neither verdicts will be good for her, I feel since she got voted guilty on t1 she was doomed. But either way whether she ends up forgiven or unforgiven, I'll still be excited to see what happens next. I just don't like people missinterpreting our arguments.

So whether you are an inno or a guilty voter, don't forget to vote <3 and hope you all have a good day

waking up from.a frightening dream at 4am in which a scary book was central which in the dream (could sort of tell I was dreaming on one level) I thoroughly believed was a real book that had been brought up the other day irl & that my dreaming mind was riffing off of bc I had not read yet. but having woken up. I'm not entirely convinced this is the case. and now I'm kind of scared to look it up tbh bc what's worse that it doesn't exist but I've dreamed about it several different nights & it's broken down my dream/reality conscious barrier (& I might dream it again??? this does happen to me) or that it does & I have to live in a world where it exists & I could read it.

in a horrible embarrassing no good turn of events i woke up today squirming and grinding against a pillow between my legs ..?? was i doing it in my sleep ..???? it will forever be a mystery to me...

being a photographer means getting out of bed at 4 in the morning to go outside in 28 degree snowy weather to get pretty photos of the neighborhood covered in snow

i think starscream would pick you every time. you were both abused. hes not going to do what she wants. he would hate her for how she treated you, honestly. in fact i think he misses making you feel special, but he understands why youre going through it. he misses and loves you more than life. he'll always choose you. hed see himself in you.

You sent me this last night when I was crying my eyes out, I hope you don't mind I wanted to keep it in my inbox a while longer because it soothed me so much. I have had the firm and genuine belief in my soul that Starscream would want to hurt me and betray me, for so many months now. Hearing someone else tell me that he wouldn't hurt me, he'd love me... it just means so much. I haven't heard people say that in almost 9 months. This is partially why I wanted to come back to tumblr, because I have only heard someone putting me down and making me feel horrible about myself for almost a year, I was hoping there'd still be some kind souls out there such as yourself who would try to tell me I'm still worthy of his love. I want to feel loved by him again so, so badly. I want to be worthy of him. I love him more than anything in the world and I miss self shipping. And I cannot tell you how much it means to me that you took the time out of your night (or day... timezones) to write this out and send it to me. Thank you.

That last part really resonated with me, that he'd see himself in me... I remember when I broke up with someone who heavily mistreated me about 4 years ago. I was such a mess. A year after the breakup, I met Starscream, and seeing him get abused on screen so blatantly, it made me think "oh my god, there I am". Seeing him angry for his abuse, it made me feel so fucking validated. It was my first and only time seeing a character who was abused actually get to express their anger. I gravitated toward that and he helped me heal from that experience, it's why I made my Saving Starlight AU. Now my anger for my abuser from 4 years ago, almost all of that anger has completely vanished, and I owe it to Starscream to holding my hand and guiding me through that pain. But now, I've been through this abuse all over again from someone who I really trusted, and... now I am so scared to go to Starscream for comfort, because I've been conditioned to believe that he wouldn't comfort me. My perception of my own comfort characters have been warped into ugly demonic nightmares of how much they want to hurt me. My own self ships feel like such a joke to me. Starscream would comfort me from this very thing, of all things he'd understand, it'd be this. and yet I can't bring myself to believe he would want to give me love and affection anymore, not when the person who betrayed me made me believe so wholeheartedly that I'm not worthy of it.

I really want to believe that he wouldn't hurt me just because someone else ordered him to. I never used to doubt his love for me, now i feel like that's the only thing I know how to do. I miss him so much and I know he's still in me somewhere, I know his love is still pure and unconditional for me, I just don't know how to feel it again. I don't know how to heal yet, everything hurts so bad so constantly. But it is very comforting to read your words, to know that he'd... understand how I'm feeling.

He was scared too. He was so scared in season 3 and the movie, he wasn't himself. He was... so unlike himself, to the point where I couldn't bear to watch it at all, I have always avoided s3 + the movie like the plague because seeing him in so much distress made me feel so sad. He was such a broken, fragile mess, just like me now. I'm not myself anymore either. I hate myself now, I never used to hate myself before. I feel so unworthy and like I can't be strong enough. Starscream felt this way too. For so long, I wanted to be there for him when he felt this way. Now I hope one day I can imagine him truly being here for me too. I really don't know what to do without him. It's so lonely and empty without him, I need him now more than ever. I just really hope and pray that when my ptsd feels less severe, when the triggers stop feeling as severe, my mind will make more room for joy and make more room for my TFP F/Os again.