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mysinsforbts · 3 years

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The present I couldn’t give you

Kim Seokjin x (f) reader

Dom Boyfriend Seokjin x Sub (f) reader

Rating: +18

About: Birthdays mark the day of someones birth. That's why we celebrate those days and want to give presents to the people we like/love. You weren't any different. Seokjin's birthday was a day away and you wanted to make him happy. But what can you give to someone who has everything, at this time of the year, 2020. When you're insecure about yourself, Seokjin gives you courage and shows you the real meaning of a present. After all, things that come from the heart are the most meaningful ones.

Warnings: semi angst, smut, cursing, dom/sub heavy, dom Seokjin, size kink, dirty talk, handcuffs, kitchen sex, daddy kink, hickeys/marking, masturbation, vaginal fingering, oral (f), handjob, squirting, teasing and A LOT fluff. (Let me know if I forgot something~ )

( I’m sorry it took so long! I’ve lost my inspiration for a long time. But I’m better now~ The description above sounds very bad.. lol ♡ )

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2 years of love. 2 years of happiness. 2 years of trust and hardships. Today is the day your wonderful boyfriend, Kim Seokjin asked you to be his girlfriend. It's a special day but not only because of your love. Today is also Seokjin's birthday. That is why you planned on doing something special for him.

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~ A day before ~

"Ahh.. god! I don't know what to do. I don't want to buy something for him.. that is to easy. We also can't really go anywhere because of.. well 2020", you sighed while looking at your phone. You were talking to Jimin, a great friend of yours and Seokjin's group member. "Mhh... How about you sing him a song?", jimin smiled while trying not to burst into laughter. You giggeld but sighed straight after, "For what? To embarrasse myself or hurt his ears??". You knew that Jimin loved to tease you, but now wasn't the time. You just had one day left and you still didn't have a clue of what you could give to him. Jimin startef to laugh and turned away from you, "Sorry.. haha~ Mhh.. you could paint him something?", and than he continued to laugh. "Jimin!..", you blushed at the thought of giving Jin a weird drawing. You for the hell of satan couldn't draw or paint. "Do you have fun pointing out my weaknesses?", you giggeled while shaking your head. "What?? I'm sure Seokjin-hyung would love it. He probably would hang it on his wall no matter how bad it is~", jimin laughed while pushing his hair out of his face. You rolled your eyes and sighed, "But it can't be bad! It has to be something beautiful!".

"Write him a letter!", jimin said. "I did that already last year. It was 2 pages long", you sighed. "Make him a album with all your photos in it!", jimin brought up the next idea. "That!... oh no I did that also last year.. for christmas", you slowly lost hope. Was there anything you haven't done for him at this point?? "That is very difficult than..", even Jimin sighed now. "Good! There is only one option left! Do you wanna hear it?", he said with this smirk on his face. You knew something was up. "What??- I have the feeling it's a bad idea.. but tell me", you answered while taking your cup to take a sip from it.

"Give him a lapdance!", jimin proudly said while licking his lips. You couldn't believe what you just heard and chocked on your drink. "I should- What??-", you asked shocked while coughing. "Yeah! People do that and more in movies all the time!", jimin smirked, "That is porn jiminssi!", you heard jungkook's voice in the back. After you could breath again you turned back to your video chat, "I-.. you know what.. I'm not even gonna ask!", you blushed, "But Seokjin and I aren't that far in our realtionship..", you looked shy away.

"You can't tell me is vanilla?? He for sure isn't!", jungkook all of sudden grabbed jimin's phone and looked at you.. "I saw him buying handcuffs a few days ago!", he bursted out. "HE WHAT??", jimin and you asked at the same time. "I really saw it! So I wouldn't be suprised if he would be into a lapdance.. from you~", kookie smirked while giving jimin his phone back. "Ohh.. that is some news~ Who thought Seokjin-hyung is a dom??", jimin smirked too. You cheeks were so red and you felt so hot, like you were out in the glowing sun. The thoughts made you curious and you wanted to ask more, but..

"DID YOU honestly think I'm a sub??", you heard a voice behind your back. The voice sounded pissed but also ironic at the same time. "Jinni!", you said while turning around to your boyfriend. He was home sooner than expected. "Hey love~", seokjin said while kissing your head, "I didn't know you were disscussing our privat live with my group members~", he said laughing while taking off his jacket. You just blushed, "I- didn't-", but before you could end the sentence, Jimin answered for you. "No hyung, it was my fault I was teasing her about beeing so slow in a realtionship!", he giggeled and winked at you. You got the hint and decided to play along, "Yes and I was trying to explain to them why our realtionship is like that! And that I'm happy that it is what it is", you sighed while leaning on jin. Jin sat down right next you and kissed your cheek while laughing, "You're doing such a good job love! Not everyone has such a high sex drive like you Jimin~". Jungkook and you both started laughing while Jimin just pouted.

And the day also went by.

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~ Today ~

As you woke up it still was dark outside. You looked around in the dark room before your gaze stopped at your sleeping boyfriend. He looked so handsome even in the dark. You were so lucky. As you layed there and watched him you still thought of a present. Buf before you could make a decission Seokjin cuddeld close to you and hugged you thightly. It looked so adorable. His big body with his bright shoulders clinging on to your small one. Not wanting to wake him you didn't move, just raised your hand to caresses through his hair.

Than an idea came to your mind. 'Something beautiful doesn't mean it has to be a lot', you thought. You decided to keep it simple this year. 'I will just make breakfast and give him a good massage!', you smiled, happy that you finally found a present. The only problem now was, how would you leave without waking Jin up. Seokjin's head was laying on your chest while his arm is laying on your thighs. Carefully you tried to sneak your legs out under his arm. As your legs were hanging out of the bed you gently lifted up jin's head and layed him on the pillow next to you. For your luck Seokjin just continued to sleep as he cuddeld himself into the blanket you just gave him. You toke your phone from the nightstand and searched for Seokjin's shirt. You loved wearing his clothes, they all smelled like him and they were so comfortable. You just had to find your underwear and than you could go. But finding it with just your phone light was not as easy as the shirt. 'Shit?! Where did jinni threw them last night??', you cursed yourself for not picking them up before you fell asleep.

You eyed Seokjin's boxers and smirked, 'well.. his fault', you thought while putting on your boyfriend's boxers. Now you finally could go into the kitchen. The moment you stood up, you felt yourself beeing pulled back, "Where are you going love??", seokjin whined while having his arms around you, pulling you close again. You layed your hands on top of his arms and giggeld, "I was going to the bathroom jinni~". You whispered, "Can you let me go please?". After a few seconds you felt his arms disappear, "But be fast! I feel lonely without you~", he whined while turning around. You did your best not to giggle at him. For what is he so adorable??

As you looked over to him once again, he breathed slowly. 'Guess he fell asleep again..', you smiled and stood up. You went into the bathroom and almost got a shook while looking into the mirror. Your whole neck was covered in hickeys and bite marks from last night. Not just your neck, also your shoulders and thighs were full. 'Shit.. that's hot', you bit your lip and brushed your teeth. After you were done you walked into the kitchen and closed the door. It was still dark outside and the kitchen was colder than expected. First you made coffee for yourself, while taking a sip here and there you started to prepare everything for the pancakes. 'Cooking might be not my thing but for my wonderful boyfriend I'll try my best', that was what you thought.

Well.. it sounded better in your head. The moment you put the oil in the pan everything went wrong. First try. Second try. Third try. All those pancakes were to thinn and also a bit burned. Teary eyed you looked at the ruined food. 'If I continue like this jinni will laugh at me. I'll just embarrasse myself..maybe I should stop here?', you turned the stove off and thought about whatelse you could make for breakfast. But the longer you thought the more tears started to run down your face, 'I really don't deserve him', that was your end thought. 'Jinni does so much for me. But I... I can't even cook without having any problems..', you never felt more disappointed in yourself. You hid your face in your hands, not knowing what to do now, 'I'm the worst girlfriend ever.. I don't even have a present', the negative thoughts crashed down on you and it felt like all you could see was black.

As soon as you wanted to rub your hand over you cheek, someone caught your hand in his. 'Jinni-', you thought while looking up to him. But all you saw was a blurr. The feeling of his warm, big hand on your cheek made you feel butterflys in your stomatch. With one touch, one word, one gaze he managed to wip all those bad thoughts away. "Love?", seokjin asked with his raw morning voice. The look on his face told you that he was confused, worried but also ready to protect you from whatever had hurt you. In that moment Seokjin was like the moon which stripped away your darkness. He was like a prince on a white horse. Like a hero from a action movie.

"What happened?? Please don't cry!", he whispered while kneeing before you, caressing over your cheeks. He reached over to gave you a tissue. But all you could do was hugging him, clinging on to his back. Without wasting a second, without saying anything he hugged you back. Seokjin held you tightly in his arms, while caressing your back. He looked around and realised that you probably wanted to cook something. A second later he found himself smiling. Today was his birthday and his amazing partner wanted to cook him something. That meant so much to him. He thought highly of you and he loved you so much. "Do you need my help? You know I'm the cook champion right?~", jin whispered in your ear and smirked as you started to laugh. You laughed with tears in your eyes. It always was a mystery to you how seokjin could make you feel so many things. One touch and you felt so safe as no one could ever hurt you. One word and you felt like the most loved person on this world. One gaze made you feel so much hope. And one kiss can make you lose your mind.

Jin looked at you with this warm, loving gaze. His eyes were so welcoming. His hand caressed the last bit of your tears away, before gently pushing your hair out of your face, "Whatever happened, I won't be mad love. So please talk to me?~", he said with a calm voice. You pouted while looking at him, "I wanted to make you pancakes for breakfast as your birthday present.. but I failed.. no matter how hard I try it just won't work. I'm very sorry Jinni". Explaining made you almost tear up again, "I thought you would be dissapointed, you always do so much for me but I can't even make you a simple birthday present..". As soon as you looked down Seokjin's fingers grabed your chin to make you look at him, "I'm not dissapointed! The thought alone makes me happy. That you would make something selfmade for me and you also tried so hard. Which makes me so proud as your boyfriend! Thank you Y/N! But my most amazing birthday present is you, by my side, 24/7~", jinni smiled and cutely squished your cheeks, "So please stop crying now? We should make some pancakes for breakfast right? I'll train you from today on! You better be greatful, the pancake-champion himself will train you!".

You started to laugh and grabbed his hands to pull them away from your face, "Okay I won't cry anymore jinni!". The moment he turned around, you moved fast and hugged him from behind. Hiding your face in his still naked back, "Thank you Seokjin! You're the best boyfriend someone could ever have! I'll try my best to learn from you", I whispered. After a few seconds of silence you noticed that Jinni still was shirtless and you just hugged him tightly. Blushing and trying to control your emotions you let him go while walking past him to the stove. "S-so what do we need first?", you asked while looking around trying to find an answer. From behind you could feel Seokjin smirk. But than he walked next to you like nothing happened. "We should start from the beginning, so you'll learn better", he said while smiling at you.

That's how you learned to make pancakes from your handsome boyfriend. You couldn't help but to admire him. Even his teaching was attractiv. Everyone knew how amazing Jin is at cooking but seeing it for yourself is really a blessing. The way his hand had such a strong grip and his veins just turned you on. Who could blame you? Your boyfriend was making pancakes, shirtless and with his veins popping out in his arms. Also the look he gave those pancakes didn't make it better. 'I wish he would look at me like that and grab me like-',.. "Y/N are you there?? Have you been listening to me?", seokjin stood infront of you with some finished pancakes, "I said.. you can sit down. We can eat~", with that he walked past you and sat down on a chair. You blinked once, twice and shortly followed him to also sit down. The moment Jin started to eat, you stopped him, "Jinni! Hold on!". - "to your hand?", he looked at you, just to start laughing. Leaning over the table, still laughing over his pun, you kissed him gently and whispered, "Happy Birthday", against his lips. Seokjin smiled against your lips. "How are you this sweet?", he smirked and kissed you back. Than he leaned away and placed a part of the pancake in your mouth, "You should eat too~". Your eyes opened in suprise and you sat back down. Chewing on the pancake you pouted and looked at your now happily eating boyfriend. He looked like he was in paradise. This picture infront of your eyes made you so happy and you couldn't help but to smile. After enjoying the sight for a few minutes, you started to eat too.

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~ 2 hours later ~

You just finished cleaning up kitchen while Jinni went to take a shower. Sitting on the chair while leaning your head on your hand you couldn't help but to think about that handcuffs thing. What does he want to do with them? Will he test them out on me tonight? Just the thought alone made you thighs temble. It's not like Jin and you had never done it before. You did it a few times and you enjoyed every second of it. But that thought of beeing a sub for him turned you even more on. The wetness between your legs wasn't to ignore anymore, so you rubbed your thighs together. But that wasn't nearly enough. Wanting more, you pushed a hand down your body. Carressing over your already hard nippels, down to Seokjin's boxers. You pushed one hand under them as you gently rubbed your clit. That felt so good.

Your memorys from last night played out once again in your head. The way his big hands felt on your body. The way his big king sized cock pounded into you. Seokjin was so hot with sweat running down his face, growling your name. His words made your head dizzy while his hands overstimulated you. Without noticing it you pushed two fingers in your now wet and needy hole. The fact that you fingered yourself in his boxer just turned you more on. Your clit pulsed, it wanted to be touched so bad. Letting out a sigh and a moan here and there you closed your eyes. Totally lost in your thoughts and pleasure you didn't hear Jinni come out of the bathroom. He walked towards you but stood still the moment he saw what you did. His eyes got wide and he almost moaned at the sight.

Seokjin felt his cock getting hard through his towel, "Fuck.. I'm so lucky..", he said with a deep, raw voice. His gaze lingered on you, just watching you getting yourself off. Slowly he rubbed his hand against the towel, trying to hold himself together. But he wanted more, he wanted you. All of you.

The moment you let out a cute whine was when he lost it. Seokjin walked towards you, grabbed your hand and kissed you deeply. You whined at the lost of touch but happily kissed back as you felt Jin's warm, soft lips on yours. After a bit he pulled away and took your hand to his mouth, just to suck on your fingers. Gosh..

That sight was so attractiv. You rubbed your thighs together while watching him with sinfull eyes. You started to wonder what that tongue of his would feel like between your thighs, on your clit or while thrusting in your hole. A moan left you as you felt Seokjin's other hand rub over your clit, down to your hole and back up. He didn't add much pressure to tease you. One of his finger started to slowly circle your clit while he looked at you with those wide blown eyes. He also wanted you, like you wanted him.

"You're such a naughty girl, you know that love? I saw you earlier~", Jinni said while still playing with your clit. With the next few words he added more pressure to his moves, "Did you want to be seen by me?". His words sounded more like a statement than a question. You whined and couldn't help but spread your legs more apart. Wanting more of his touch, of his dirty words you looked at him with a pout, "Jinni~ I'm so wet for you~ Please help me?~", you whined. Your sudden cuteness made him laugh and shake his head, "How can I say no to such a cute lady?", he smiled as he looked at you. "But..", than Seokjin's sweet smile turned into a evil smirk, "A lady doesn't get herself off on a kitchen chair. Right my princess?", he gently snapped his finger against your clit and stood up. "Take your clothes off and lay on the kitchen table! I'll be there in a few seconds princess~", his voice sounded even deeper than before. With one last glance to you he walked out of the room.

Still sitting on the chair, letting out a deep breath and trying to realise what just happened. Your cute boyfriend Seokjin just turned into one hot dom. His behavior completly changed. You didn't know if it was just you but today he seemed even more of a dom than yesterday. The pluse of your clit brought you back to reality. Without wasting another second you jumped up and took of Seokjin's shirt and boxers. It was something new, it made you excited and turned you on so much. You layed on the table like Jinni told you too, now waiting for him. Lucky you didn't wait any second longer because he just walked back into the kitchen. You looked to him and saw the pair of handcuffs in his hands. 'HE REALLY BOUGHT THEM??', you blushed at looked away again. But before you could look anywhere else Seokjin grabbed your chin and turned your head to him again, "Getting shy now love? I want to try something new today! I'm sure you'll like it!", he leaned in to kiss you once again. While pushing his tongue in your mouth and starting a make out with you, he pulled your arms over your head. Gently caressing over your wrists while moaning into the kiss.

'Click'. After the sound Seokjin pulled away and licked his lips, smirking at you, "After all you want me to help you right?~", he looked at you with this dark shining eyes. You felt your clit pulls once again. 'Fuck- Why is he so hot??', you bit your lip and nodded at his words. His hand caressed over your neck, down to one of your breasts, grabbing one and massaging it. With his thumb he played with your nipple here and there, making you whine. "Do you like this?", jinni whispered against your other breast before licking over your nippel with his tongue. He played with you and you loved it. The way he teased you, made you drip even more. Your legs were shaking, your whines are geting louder with every pull of your nippels. And than Seokjin stopped touching you. He moved away from your body and looked at you, "Answer me love!". You looked up at him and quickly understood why he stopped, "Yes Seokji-", you started but let out a yelp as you felt a pull of your right nipple. "Wrong name love!", he spread your legs while looking at you with this intimidating stare. You knew what he meant but you were to shy to actually call him that. It was one of your kinks, you told him that once. You just weren't expecting him to bring that up one day. With one day you meant now. Closing your eyes, you felt your face heat up, '"Yes D-Dadd-", getting cut off in the middle of your answer, you opened you eyes quickly. "Worldwide Handsome", jinni said while looking at you with a bright grin.

As he saw your flushed, shocked face he couldn't help himself but to laugh. As you realised that he just pulled a joke on you, you started to pout and laugh too, "Yaah! Jinnii..", you whined and looked away. Seokjin chuckled and leaned down to give you a kiss, "Sorry love~ Did I spoil the mood now?", he smiled at you. Shaking your head and kissing him back you answered, "No I'm still wet for you Jinni~".

"Will you let me eat you out than, princess?", he asked with his deeper voice while kneeling down infront of the table you still layed on. Your smile left your face as all your dirty thoughts came back. Spreading your legs open for him you whined,"Please jinni.. my prince~", you added teasingly. Seokjin just smirked up you and leaned forward. First he gently pressed his tongue on your dripping slit, giving you small kitten licks. The way his eyes closed and he just tasted you made your clit pulls even more. "You taste so good my princess~", he whispered against your cunt. The moment after he circled your clit with his tongue, gently sucking on it here and there. With his one finger he played with your entrance before pushing it all the way in. Your moans became louder with every touch he gave you. Also the table just got runied as your dripping juice landed on it, wetting the material. But you couldn't care less as Jinni pushed another finger into you, slowly starting to move them. In and out. Up and down. His tongue played harshly with your clit. Licking, flicking and sucking it. His breath felt so hot on your skin. You wanted to touch him so bad but couldn't. The handcuffs didn't allow you to move very much. But you enjoyed it, you loved it and you wanted to feel more.

"Do you like it when I thrust deep into you?", he asked, looking up to you. His eyes were so dark and full of desire. With one move of his fingers you arched your back of the table and almost screamed. Seokjin smirked. He found it. He found that one spot that let you see stars. "You really liked that huh?", he leaned back down to suck on your already red clit. As he started too hit your hidden spot with every thrust of his fingers you lost it. Screaming and throwing your head back and forth was the only thing you could do.

"Cum", is all he had to whisper and you let go. Your legs felt shaky, your eyes were closed as you tried to catch your breath. Seokjin pulled his fingers out and licked them clean. With his other hand he gently caressed over your stomatch. "Are you okay love?", he asked and leaned down to kiss you deeply. Kissing him back while nodding. You felt how his hands moved up to yours and opened the handcuffs. Jinni took your hands in his and gently caressed them, "Did it hurt?". You looked up at him and smiled, "No Jinni~ You were amazing and I very much enjoyed it!". He kept holding your hands and looked into your eyes. It should feel tense but there was something different now. He had a slight hint of happiness in his eyes.

"When you fell fron heaven to become my sinner?", he winked at you and started to laugh. You couldn't believe he used that line on you. "D-Did you just-", is how you started but ended as you realised he called you a 'sinner'. "DID you just c-call me a SINNER??", pulling your hands away from his, you gasped. Slapping your hand over your mouth, "How could you??". Seokjin just had to look at you and understood the game you were playing. He loved you for it. "What are you than? A nun??", he smirked while looking at your neck, "But a nun shouldn't have those things~", he pointed at your hickeys. "N-No! But I'm an Angel~", you smiled as innocent as possible at him. Jinni started to laugh while shaking his head, "Says the one who discusses our sex life with my group members~". Making you gasp again while grabbing something from behind, "Says the one who uses handcuffs on his girlfriend~", you smirked right back at him. And than both of you started to laugh. Everything was like usually and that was what you loved about your realtionship. It's doesn't always have to be serious. Jinni always made you have fun.

Seokjin hugged you and kissed your cheek, "I love you so much my princess~", he kissed your nose and than your forhead. Enjoying his touch you giggeld, "I love you too my prince~ Very much~", you leaned in and kissed him deeply on the lips. Out of the soft kiss another make out started. Your tongues were all over each other. Without thinking you pushed him down on the table and pulled down his towel. His king sized cock jumped straight up in your hand and pullsed once. You pulled away from the kiss just to look down. A glance of his throbbing hard dick alone made you all horny again. Taking it in your hand and rubbing lazly up and down. Your slow moves got faster after a bit time had passed. Jinnis growls were so hot. Just as you were about to lean down he pushed you gently away, "S-Stop! I want to cum in you~", seokjin said while sitting up.

He stood up and before you could say something he picked you up as you were his bride and walked back to your bedroom. Arms around his neck, face against his sweaty still wet chest. He smelled soo damk good and you felt so damn safe. It was an amazing feeling. But that soon ended as he just dropped you on the bed and almost jumped over you. "Sorry princess, but I can't wait any longer! I can't be gently now.. let me ruin you?~", seokjin growled, spreading your legs and leaving more marks on your neck. His hips started to rub his cock against your wet slit. You moaned and let your head fall back against the pillow, "Y-Yes please ruin me Daddy~". You did it. You let it all out. Your fantasy finally becoming reality. You looked up at your prince, to see how he reacted. Jinni didn't mind at all. His innocence was long gone and everything you said just made his cock want you more. He couldn't wait to feel your insides,to feel your clench around him. Without a warning he pushed into you. Softly, inch by inch. But his inches were huge. He wasn't even half in yet.

"Are you sure you can take all of Daddy today?", he had stopped for a while. Caressing over your thighs while kissing your stomatch. You just nodded and whined a quiet, "Y-Yes more daddy", since your mind was blank. All you could feel was him. Lucky that was all Jinni needed to continue. He pushed all of him into you, until his hips met your thighs. You felt so full but you loved beeing full. You loved taking all of his huge cock.

Seokjin stayed still and played with your nipples, "Daddy is so proud of you~ You take me so well! Look how amazing we fit together~", he praised you again. The feeling made you tear up. It just felt so good. "M-move please..", you whined while laying your hands around his neck, wanting him closer. But you also just pushed him deeper, which made both of you moan loudly. All of sudden you felt his precum dripping down your thigh. Quickly forgetting about it as you felt a hard, deep thrust, "Look what you did love! Making me lose my mind! I will destroy you~", seokjin moaned against your neck while grabbing your legs. He pulled them over his shoulders as he thrusted into you in a fast pace. Hard, deep and fast wasn't the best thing for you. You screamed, yelled, threw your head from side to the other and even cried tears as you two got lost in the ocean of pure desire. You were such a mess and Seokjin enjoyed that.

"I'm going too-", jinni growled while pounding into you with an incredible speed. "I'm your dom Y/N! My cum in you will be the proof for it!". His dirty words made you fall over the cliff. Your whole body started to shake and you even squirted. Screaming out his name over and over again. Seokjin felt you clenching around him. You would cum any second. As he heard your scream his name it was over for him. With a few quick, fast thrusts he painted your walls white. Breathing hardly he let himself fall on top of you and rolled you over. Now you layed on his chest while he held you close. Jinni caressed over your back while kissing your forhead gently, "You did so well my lovely princess~", his voice was filled with so much love and warmth. You smiled and looked up to him, kissing him with all the strengh you had left. "You also were amazing Worldwide Handsome~", you whispered against his lips with a giggle coming out of your moth. Seokjin just chuckled and grabbed the blanket just to pull it over the both of you, "Let's stay like this for a few more minutes until I'll clean you up okay?", he whispered while kissing your hair. The only thing you could do was nod as a sudden tiredness overcame your body. The last thing you heard, before you fell asleep was Jinnis, 'I love you'.

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~ A few hours later in the evening ~

As you felt the sun shining on your face you slowly opened your eyes. The first thing you felt was Seokjin's breath against your neck, the first thing you saw was the sunset over the city and the first thing that came to your mind was Seokjin's birthday. You two should've been with his other members by now, celebrating his birthday. But instead you were sleeping almost all day. Looking over to your wonderfull, still sleeping boyfriend you couldn't bring yourself to wake him. Jinni looked so happy and calm. You raised one hand to caress through his soft, fluffy hair. The only thing you could at moment was admiring him. You were so damn lucky to have such a boyfriend like Seokjin.

"Love?", you heard his still sleepy sounding voice in your ear. All of sudden you got pushed back into the matress as Jinni got on top of you. Suddenly kissing you with so much passion. Still suprised but so in love, you kissed him back while caressing over his bright shoulders, down his strong back. After another make out he pulled away and smiled at you. The brightest smile you ever saw on Seokjin. "I'm so happy to have you Y/N. You always do so much for me and you're always there for me. Today I had a great day, thanks to you. I actually have everyday a great day because of you. I don't need bought things or special suprises. The only thing I need is you Y/N. You are the best present I ever got!". His words sounded so beautiful, so honest and also so full of love. You could yourself feel getting teary eyed and your heart atched so painful but also so full of happiness. You weren't sure what you felt but it was a rollercoaster of emotions.

You smiled at him and just realised from his look that you must have started to cry. A minute later you could feel a tear running down your cheek. Today morning you were so insecure and frustrated with yourself and now your boyfriend just told you how he feels about you. That you were more then enough for him. That fact alone made you feel so happy.

Hugging jinni while trying to find words you could say to him, "I'm glad jinni! I was scared that I wouldn't be good enough for you since I didn't have any kind of idea for a present. But now I don't think so anymore! I'm just so thankfull to have you by my side~", is what you rambled together. Your tears stopped in the middle of talking but your voice still cracked a bit. Seokjin hugged you tightly while just letting you talk. He caressed through your hair and chuckled as you finished. "We really must be destined to be each others presents. Because I never told you, but there was a time when I had the same thoughts. But not anymore~", he leaned away to look in your eyes, "I truly love you!", he said with a bright smile on his stunning face. "I truly love you too, Kim Seokjin", you said with a happy and honest smile on your face.

"AWWW~ What a beautiful Scene!!", said a voice from the bedroom door, "You're amazing Hyung! No wonder that your realtionship is going on for so long!", another voice. This seems kind of familiar. Jungkook's voice! Your head snapped towards the door and you saw the two younger members, Jimin and Jungkook standing there. Smirks covering there face. You pulled the blanket closer to your body while hiding behind the sheets. "YAH! What are you doing here?? Out! Now!", Seokjin gave you the whole blanket and jumped up to see the boys out. But sadly he forget that he wasn't wearing anything either. "Hyung are you sure you wanna go out like that? The others are here too, you know?", jungkook pointed at Seokjin's body and tried his best not to laugh out loud. ( I was dying writing this lol ).

"Wow! Did you grew bigger since the last time I saw you?? That is not fair! I want to be king sized too!!", Jimin whined while walking away, but later on you could hear is laugh. 'Such a slytherin..', you thought while trying your best to hold it togther. But the situation was just to funny and embarrassing. "I- What??", Seokjin looked down on himself as he realised that he was still naked after our exciting event earlier on. "Shit! Jungkook out! I'll be there any minute", he stuttered and you could already imagine how red his ears must have become. "Sure sure hyung! I'm happy for you. And nice hickeys Y/N~", the younger flashed you a smirk while walking away, closing the door behind him. That left you two alone again.

Silcence. Now it was quiet. The embarrassment still in the air. 1,2,3..laughter was heard. Seokjin and you both bursted out in tears of laughter while looking at each other. In your head you agreed with Jimin's words. This all was a beautiful scene! And your bound was a beautiful present.

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(I hope you enjoyed! ♡ )

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crossdressingdeath · 3 years

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I remember all the complains when season 3 of Hannibal ended and the show was officially over, that we didn't get a kiss. And while I get it, I was shooked by everything to even thinn about a kiss. Years later, I watched the Hannibal reunion and Bryan Fuller said he pictured Hannigram kissing when Will is in his right mind. And how Will wouldn't be in his right mind on season 4. And why were they cancelled and shows like YOU are still going. A question for every day. But for real, I'll be forever curious about Hannibal season 4 and beyond and Will's mindset and further development

Honestly for me the thing with people freaking out about there not being a kiss is like... it always seems to be "Oh they didn't kiss!!!!!! Queerbaiting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" when a) the show was cancelled you can't get mad that they didn't finalize the relationship at what was supposed to be around the midpoint of the show and b) kissing is not the end-all be-all? We get outright explicit in-show confirmation that Hannibal is in love with Will and a heavy implication that Will reciprocates! Even without the clear suggestion (and I believe confirmation from Fuller and other people on the show, although I'm not entirely clear on that) that they would have ended up together if the show hadn't been cancelled the confirmation that there were romantic feelings between them makes it Not Queerbaiting, because queerbaiting is not your ship not being made canon. I would have liked them to kiss on the cliff edge, though. Very dramatic.

And yeah, I would kill for Hannibal to be picked up. Netflix, get on that! From what I've heard it got cancelled not because it wasn't popular but because it was in a really bad time slot where a lot of people couldn't watch it so the ratings sucked? I don't know the details. Although everyone involved with the show that I'm aware of talking about it seems all for coming back and doing more Hannibal, so there's hope? There's still hope!

#hannibal #asks #anon

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the-bard-followed-the-witcher · 4 years

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(I’m tired, this is angsty, enjoy)

Geralt had finally come back to Jaskier, finally they were both together again. Finally. And Geralt

Geralt couldn’t be happier. Jaskier had forgiven him, let him come back. They were back to how they were before. A bit more teasing from Jaskiers side but nothing too serious, nothing too worrying. Geralt was happy and although he wasn’t good with figuring out other peoples emotions, he was fairly certain Jaskier was happy too.

The bard sung and the bard laughed and the bard joked. It was all as it was before. Jaskier had forgiven him and Geralt was more than fine with forgetting the mountain top. Forgetting the pain.

Geralt was happy.

Until,

Yennefer laughed in his face. A laughter not happy not bubbly but bitter, oh so bitter. Geralt wasn’t sure he had ever heard someone laugh this pissed, this bitter, this angry before.

„Are you truly that foolish, Geralt?“

The white wolf simply stared at her, a little pout placed on his lips. He would have protested, but this was Yennefer. Yenefer who knew him, knew him too well. Yennefer that unlike anyone else, except for a bard and a horse truly understood him, maybe even the most out of all of them. This was Yennefer,

And she still had an angry snarl on her face and her eyes were still glaring daggers and he was sure if they weren’t in public, if Jaskier was not right there behind them singing a song to the whole inn, she would have strangled him on the spot.

Thing was just,

Geralt didn’t get, didn’t understand in the slightest why she was as angry as she was. It didn’t make sense to him. Just a second ago they had been all spun up in a conversation about their life’s, catching up for the years they had missed of one another, laughing and joking as the old pals they were and the next second here they were. Yennefer furious. Geralt confused. He hated how easily she got his mind in a twist.

„Yennefer...“

„No, no, no!“ Yennefer interrupted him. „This is gold! The great Geralt of Rivia fooled so easily by such a simple act. So so simple...“

It was only now that Geralt realized underneath her anger there was something else. He wasn’t quite sure what. It was hard to diminish between pity and sadness and regret. Perhaps it was all three. He squinted at her. His mind still couldn’t catch up with what she meant.

„I don’t understand.“

Yennefer just let another snarl out. Laughed right there in his face as if he was the most ridiculous fool to walk this earth. Geralt felt far from that, but with Yennefer like this somehow he started to doubt himself.

„Of course you don’t! You weren’t there to see it.“ she shook her head. Sadness, definitely sadness. And as bad as Geralt was with determining emotions, he was pretty damn good at observing. And Yennefer was telling him a lot with her body language right now. Not that she didn’t know that. Her shoulders slumped, her face completely drenched in sadness and guilt, but most importantly the glance she spared for just a milisecond to someone to Geralts left. Geralt knew to whom.

Jaskier was dancing and laughing and singing still behind them. Right there to the right of Geralt.

What baffled Geralt more than the short glance Yennefer threw in his direction though, was the pure sadness that washed over her face for just a milisecond. There was no anger, not like on the mountain top, no there was just this intense sadness. As if her heart was dying. As if it had already died. At least a part of it.

Yennefer was not one for such pure emotions and yet, here they were. Geralt felt like the world turned upside down on him. Yennefer feeling sad? Showing such raw emotions? And Jaskier being the target of it? It was all too weird; like puzzle pieces fit for entirely different puzzles.

„I can’t believe you still don’t see it, Geralt.“ she shook her head again. „It’s so obvious and yet you don’t see it. Maybe you forgot the mountain top, but not all of us can do that so easily.“

Her angry gaze wandered off to Jaskier again and softened, sadness laced her features, features not used to showing such raw emotions.

„Geralt, you weren’t there when he found me after the mountain top. You didn’t see him.“ He saw Yennefer press her eyes closed, as if pushing back tears, tears for Jaskier, tears for a bard she had never really liked, not even tolerated. That couldn’t be right. Yennefer was not one to cry. And yet when she opened her eyes, they were damp. Just a bit. Still more than he had ever seen on her. And those incredibly sad eyes were fixated on Geralt again as she started talking.

„You weren’t there....“ Geralt just stared back at her. Inspecting, suspicious, confused.

„Yennefer that was about a decade ago...“

„I know!“ the anger was back. „It might seem far away to you but it’s not to me. You didn’t see him that night. Geralt...“ she gulped down something. Had this been anyone but Yennefer, Geralt would have thought it to be a sob. But this was Yennefer, Yennefer never cried.

„.... he asked me to kill him Geralt.“ it took a second for the words to settle in but when they did, Geralt shook his head, shook his head in disbelieve and suprise and lastly in pain. Yennefer nodded and the snarl was back on her face.

„Yes! Yes Geralt, i found him. At the base of that god for saken mountain! And i was angry. Really angry but you know what that moron, that stupid lovestruck moron did? He just sat there. Sat there by his stupid fire. Didn’t even flinch. Didn’t even look at me. I don’t even thinn he knew it was me! And do you know what he said?“ The anger that had flared her words ebbed out immediately. The only thing now was sadness, regret, guilt.

Geralt felt like screaming.

„Let me tell you what he said, Geralt.

‚Kill me, whatever you are, just go on and kill me.‘ and he meant it. I know that for sure. He meant every goddamn word.“ Yennefer felt like screaming, everytime she was reminded she felt like screaming. Just like that night. How badly she had wanted to strangle Geralt that night. How badly she had wanted tp strangle that damn Witcher for all these years. She had picked up his mess.

„You broke him. You broke him on that mountain top and you didn’t even realize.“ she shook her head again. It was just disappointment now. „One can’t just forget that.“

And Jaskier was still playing his lute behind them and Yennefer occasionally let her gaze slip to him, to Jaskier who was playing his lute and singing and laughing as if there was nothing in the world to worry about. It was mesmerizing. Beautiful. Yennefer knew it wasn’t true.

Geralt not so much. His gaze was fixated on his companion now, his bard, his Jaskier as if he was a puzzle to be figured out, perhaps he was. For Geralt he had always been. Now even more so than ever before. If he was to believe Yennefer, and he definitely did, then his happy bard had not always been like that. And the thought hurt Geralt. But still it had been a decade. A decade. And Jaskier was happy again. No reason to dwell in the past. Especially not if Jaskier didn’t bring it up himself. He looked at Yennefer and he still didn’t understand, why her face looked like Jaskier was still sitting at the base of that mountain, why she still looked like a part of her heart was dying. Dying for Jaskiers sadness.

Geralts eyebrows were firmly pressed together as he stared at Jaskier. And his bsrd turned to him and gave him that bright loving smile and a small wave before he continued his little show and Geralt would have smiled back usually, but now he wasn’t so sure anymore.

„Yennefer, i still don’t understand. He is happy now.“

Yennefer shook her head, closed her eyes, breathed as if she tried to calm her mind, her voice. It hurt her to know what her words would do to Geralt, but it had to be said. Geralt needed to understand. Now.

„You don’t know how he becomes when you aren’t there.“

#geraskier #gerskier #geraskier fic #gerlion #dandelion #jaskier #geralt/dandelion #geralt/jaskier #geralt x jaskier fic #geralt x jaskier #geralt x dandelion #jaskier x geralt #angst #the witcher fic #the white wolf and the lark #the witcher netflix #the witcher

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I would like to ask for a mash-up.

What I look like:

I have light-brown hair, that go about five inches over my chest, a bang and heaven-blue eyes.

Other facial features:

Thinn, frameless glasses, kept in the colors of black and white.

Body size:

As much as I hate to admit it, I am what people might call "fluffy".

Gender:

Female

Age:

21 years old. (Almost.)

Sexuality:

Straight with a thing for intelligence.

Personality type:

INFJ-T

Favorite music:

Classical music.

Favorite color/contrast:

White and blue.

Favorite animals:

My top three:

1. Spiders

2. Praying mantis

3. Dragonflies

Hobbys:

1. Drawing

2. Writing

3. Crafting

4. Occasionally sewing

5. Gardening

6. Singing

7. Acting

8. Studying

9. Hiking/Camping

10. Taking care of animals/Do researnch on animals in order to learn more about them

Things I like:

* Spiders/Bugs (No. Spiders are not bugs.), Peace and quiet, Intelligent people, Languages, Things being in order and going according to plan, Animals in general, The forest, Explaining things, that are exciting to me, science like physics, chemistry and biology, psychology, sociology, anatomy, music,

Things I dislike:

Rude people, loud people, dumb people, stress and fighting, techno music and any kind of rap music, my pencil order being messed up, chaos, Boredom

Things I hate with a burning passion:

Demons, anything hell-related, demons, My work being messed up, demons, being ripped out of my train of thought, demons, Misplacing my glasses, demons, being late, demons, people being late, demons, people, who torture animals, especially spiders, demons, fould soul-scents, demons, People who demand me to instantly open up to them, did I already mention that I hate demons with a burning passion ???

Backstory:

I had a rough and rather traumatizing childhood, which caused 14 years of full-blown panic attacks.

Luckily I got out of them by now, even if there are still a few triggers, where I have to be careful

Strengths:

1. I have a good eye for the minimal details.

2. I can focus on a task on hand for hours.

3. I am able to be independent.

4. I am intelligent/Creative.

5. I am determined to get something, if I want it.

6. I have no tendencies to get physically harmful and I have no tendency to get angry, since doing that, and also the emotion in itself is a waste of time and energy, that could be used to be productive.

7. I am always thirty for knowledge and I am a quick learner.

Flaws:

1. I take far too much time to open up.

2. I am often cold and distant.

3. I am a perfectionist

4. I am very mistrusting or shy.

5. I tend to not care for my "friendships" or about people in general, because I see people's flaws apon the first look or at least tend to do so.

6. I tend to take some things too personal or be overly sensitive sometimes.

7. I have insanely high expectations towards others and I build up my walls so high, that barely anyone can claim over them.

Personality:

How others describe me :

1. Polite.

2. Overly quiet.

3. Slow to anger.

4. Intelligent/Smartass/Nerd/Geek.

5. Patient.

6: Sweet.

7. Caring.

8. Different from the rest.

How I see myself:

1. You may laugh or say, that I am crazy, but due to something the bible calls "gift of telling the spirits apart" (Yes, I am a christian and I love it.) and my natural empathic, observing nature of an INFJ-personality type, I am able to often know things about people that I am not supposed to know and reading people is the most easiest thing for me to do. I may not necessarily say, that I have feelings of myself, but I am able to copy the feelings and expressions of others quite well.

For those, who know black butler, I know very well, what it means, if Sebastian is taling about the scent of souls, since I am capable of smelling it too.

2. I am a mix of the empath-INFJ and the sigma-INFJ.

Anger me and I may become a so called "dark empath", if you keep it up long enough.

(I've made one of my bullies cry her eyes out by just using a few simple words.)

3. I like to keep to myself and have plenty of alone-time, due to me being naturally introverted and quite preserved.

4. I am very analytical and tend to analyze just about everything that comes in front of my nose or in my sight. That is also caused by trust issues and a few traumatizing events in my past.

5. If a person earns the right of being let inside by me/the right to call themselves my friend, I tend to become warmer step by step/become rather caring and protective of that person.

That person gets my full attention and I dedicate a lot of time to them.

If they should hurt me though, I doorslam them and they never will get close to me again.

Since those things, I've written down here are very personal and usually very private information about myself, I have allowed myself to stay anonymous to grand myself a little bit to safety.

Thank you in advance for writing this.

Goodbye.

okay but can i just say that you sound really cool 🥺 also rq are closed rn but i really wanted to write this, so i did. since you gave me a lot of info, i was able to write this a bit longer ^^ at first i really thought you matched with EJ until i got to the demon part,,, then it was like oh well we can find someone else haha. also (ik this is a super long note), but you're the only person i've interacted thus far on my blog that's a christian, so hey! im not baptized or anything, but i try to keep my blog family and christian-friendly :3 since i wasn't sure what denomination you're from, i didn't talk about religion too much

I match you with: Helen / The Bloody Painter

(under the cut bc its pretty long)

im honestly really really intimidated by the two of you

you're both very private/reserved people, so most of the time you two spend time in more quiet and calm places

some people might not even know that you two were dating until you said it explicitly because you just never mentioned it before

he absolutely loves how much he understands you because of how similar the two of you are

it took quite a while for the two of you to warm up to each other, but once you did, it was pretty smooth sailing

he doesn't mind your religion whatsoever; he was raised Catholic and is loosely Christian, although isn't baptized and doesn't go to church much

he absolutely loves doing any sort of work with you; you guys work well together and get a lot done in short periods of time

honestly just finds you fascinating. the way you carry yourself, your preferences and hobbies, your creativity and diligence; every single day he learns something new about you, and he loves it

you two learn a lot together; many long nights of reading or pouring over new information, analyzing data and researching things

although he might never say it out loud, he actually thinks that you're really cute; he loves your eyes and gets lost in them a lot. if you ever call yourself "fluffy", get ready for a 20-minute lecture about how you're beautiful and perfect the way you are and that's that

loooves drawing with you and gets you a lot of art-related gifts (although he doesn't mind doing any of your other hobbies with you ^^)

he also likes insects/bugs and spiders, and is happy that finally he found someone else who isn't grossed out by them he actually has a pet tarantula named Ekii 👀 so hopefully you like tarantulas haha

won't ever force you to open up about things, especially if it's about your past or anything triggering for you

you'll probably have to get used to hanging out with Puppeteer a lot as well-- I promise, he sort of gets better the more you get to know him (emphasis on 'sort of')

he draws you a lot and would be really touched (although he wouldn't say so) if you did the same to him

he's really interested in your empath abilities and how that works. asks a lot of clarifying questions and soaks all of the new information up

since Helen is also a bit of a perfectionist, he understands and tries to get you to be a bit easier on yourself will literally force you to stop working and go take a walk if he needs to

speaking of which-- nature walks, hikes, camping, he loves the forest too!!

although he listens to a lot of different styles, he's glad that at least once person enjoys classical music as well; he likes turning it on quietly in the background while he works :3

to make a long story short; he absolutely loves and adores you, especially since he can understand you so well although he's not an empath, he understands your emotions very well and would do anything for you ^^ <3

#creepypasta #creepypasta matchups #helen otis #creepypasta x reader

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randomvarious · 3 years

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Today’s mix:

Seasons Recordings : Nature's Composition Vol. 1 by Jamie Thinnes 2000 Deep House

I can't really say that I've heard many other deep house mixes that sound quite like this one does. I mean, if I listed you the elements that went into each one of these songs, you'd say, "well, that just sounds like you're describing most deep house," but you're wrong. There's just something about this mix that's so unassuming, something that feels so pristine and natural, and it's not easy to put into words what exactly it was that was being conveyed here.

This thing is so modest, so humble, so subtle. It's not here to flash or impress; rather, it's suaveness is found in what sounds almost like a certain level of effortlessness, because while a lot of deep house tunes revel in climactically jazzy improvisations or sweet combinations of sound, this mix foregoes that program almost entirely, and instead opts for a simple formula that seems to work every damn time: a solid foundation that has soft lead melodies built on top of it, which seem to flow in and out at their own leisure.

And when we define what makes someone or something cool, it usually contains an artifice of relaxedness or a smoothness that comes off as almost untrying. And in that regard, this mix happens to be exceedingly cool, like it's the Fonz of deep house. In fact, it's almost like if deep house somehow naturally existed without even having humans involved in its creation; like, this is the deep house-equivalent of recorded nature sounds or something. And of course that's a dumb thing to think since humans obviously made this music, but it absolutely does not feel that way.

So, hats off to California's Jamie Thinnes for this realized concept and his trio of interlocked record labels from which he pulled the songs to put this mix together. He gets a small amount of demerits for some herky-jerkiness in his transitions, but the experience is still well worth having overall.

A uniquely dynamite mix of deep house chill.

Highlights:

2nd Shift - "What Gets You By" Lance Nuance - "Wind Over Rio" 2nd Shift - "Somethin' Else" Natural Rhythm - "Original Jive" Cpen - "Spooky Nice" 2nd Shift - "Livin' The Life" Lance Nuance - "Q Without the U" Cpen - "Pirates Life" J.T. Donaldson & Cpen - "Untitled"

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nightmarerosely · 4 years

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Hey! How are you? Could i get a fluffy Garen x f!reader? :)) Maybe he’s on a conquest and just finds the reader just buying things at an outdoor market and they just kinda click? Maybe go on a little date?

Sorry that it take me so long to answer but I got ill, I like Garen so it was fun to write more about him. I hope you like it. ✧◝(⁰▿⁰)◜✧

Garen x female

soft and fluffy

Garen is on his way to conquer a Noxian village close to the border. They keep everything relatively neutral, and Noxian soliders are rarely there. So Garen hopes to get the territory without a bloodbath and see the woman who he was looking for.

You walk to the market to buy supplies for your mother she catched a cold and you want to cook for her later, luckily she lives close to you. You enter the bakery and look around ”Hello Mylee. I take the usall and... some sweet bread.“ Mylee is smiling into your direction ”Sure!“. After a few minutes you leave the store and walk to the village center to breath the fresh air, you sit down on the fountain rim. Closing your eyes for a second and just breathing in.

Then you hear people whispering in shock, immediately you open your eyes. You see Damacian soliders with their commander they ride in your direction. You stand up right away and try to focus, shocked you go fast away but try not to run. There are Crownguards, and you totally don't want to mess with one. They want something from your mother for sure and she is not in the constitution for it. Headshakeing you walk to your mother's house she is the village mayor, there aren't kings in Noxus. ”Mita? I'm visiting!“ you hear coughing from a room ”Urgh how did you get ill in the worst moments? Don't hesitate but Crownguards are here, I hope they just pass but when I have to I deal with them I will.“ your mother is sitting up ”Oh I don't know how I manage to, and do you know what they-“ then you hear knocking. „I have a bad feeling.“

You put your hair up and then go to the door.

„May I help soliders?“ you step outside and close the door behind you. „We are here to safe this village from Noxus.“ a blond girl with a stick and blue eyes is talking to you. ”Actully we are safe.“ she looks at you and she kinda lost her words. A quite tall guy pushes her carefully away ”We are here to claim the village for it's own and the kingdoms sake.“ Now you lost your words.

In the village hall you tried to talk about it without standing outside. ”Listen, we're not here to shed blood.“ you sigh ”You don't even know anything about this village!“ The Crownguard men stands up ”Then show me.“ you're suprised and perplexed. ”S-sure. Why not.“ he is good-looking so you feel humble doing something with him. You stand up and walk around the table to him. He is going outside and you follow him ”Whatever is going to happen, can I visit you again?“ you blush ”I-I don't even know your name.“ he smiles ”That's easy to solve, I'm Garen Crownguard. I already know your name, I came prepared. Or am I wrong y/n?“ you shake your head. ”Why ask me out?.“ you can see Garen think ”Thats not how you can conquer this are-“ ”Beacuse I think that you're cute.“ your suprised again. You see that Garens face got some color too.

”y/n?“ you jump up by Garens voice, you didn't heard anything from him in a week because of a war. ”Oh by the gods you're alive!“ Garen sits down and puts his helmet on the table. ”You thought they could kill me?“ he laughed and is joking around again. ”Surely not my mighty knight, I was just scared you've been hurt!“ you play with him.

”Should we go on a date? We didn't for at least a week.“ you smile and brush through his hair with your hand. ”You seem to agree. So then this evening under the tree close to the river. I have to still do some work... So I will leave until then.“ Garen stands up and does leave. What is he up to?, you think.

You grab a long thinn dress fitting for a warm summer evening. The river is kinda the border between Damacia and your village, but the tree is on their side. You go grab your horse from the stable and ride to the tree ”Garen?“ you jump from the horse and work closer to the tree, there you can see something like a picnic with a lots of food. ”Wow that's awesome I didn't expect so much!“ you sit down next to Garen and he cuddles you softly and gives you a kiss on your forehead. Then surprisingly Garen neels in front of you, and grabs a small box from his pocket. Is he proposing?! ”y/n, we know each other so long, do you want to be my wife.“ your eyes are tearing up ”Yes!“ you just say lost for words, Garen softly kisses you again.

Until you two get seperated and further.

Requests Open

#league of legends #garen #fanfiction #xreader #LoL #Damacia

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ben-the-hyena · 4 years

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Squidward : )

Why I like them

Totally unexpected character in my ask box ! As a kid you dislike him, from your teenhood you become more and more like him. He is one of the most relatable and memeable characters ever done in cartoon history, and a snobbish grumpy jerk like we live them, we still sympathize with how much he struggles and just is unlucky and unappreciated in his hobbies and plans, does a job he hates, can never catch a break, you just wish him to finally be happy at least once abd you reall are happy for him the rare times he is. Plus I love these moments in earliest seasons when you see he is not that much full of hate and resentment deep down and actually does like his neighbours deep down, always sweet to see tsunderes

Why I don’t

Not only he sometimes is a real jerk for the sake of being snobbish, seeing himself superior and it's annoying to see himself never accepting he is lame at his arts and taking lessons and progress or taking things into considerations and finally move on instead of stubbornly saying people even professionals know nothing, and it's also extremely annoying sometimes to see him look down with so much disdain at genuinely fun and good things because they are not intellectual, I hate how he progressively became a full jerk who would be ready to see Spongebob and Patrick dead as postmovie seasons progressively passed, he no longer is lovable. I'll stick to his earlier self

Favorite episode (scene if movie)

SUPER HARD BECAUSE A LOT OF SCENES WITH HIM HAVE ME HYSTERICAL AT HOW HILARIOUS, RELATABLE AND MEMEY THEY ARE LIKE MOST CHARACTERS IN THAT SHOW oh and I love whenever he's genuinely happy and appreciated like for that concert, and actually genuinely nice or caring about Spongebob and Patrick

Favorite season/movie

Well the seasons when the show was still brilliant befoge it started sinking into a cursed loophole. Goes for them all

Favorite line

I love a lot of his quotes because they are relatable or great reaction images, and often part of these scenes I find hilarious "FUUUURUUUURRRRE" "Too bad that didn't kill me" "OH NO HE'S HOOOT" "I wonder if being dropped from this height will be enough to kill me" etc

Favorite outfit

I love whenever he wears his robes at home when he's relaxing, always look comfy

OTP

*INHALES* I... ADMIRE whoever is able to see this kind of show seriously enough to think things through just like shipping XD Well well well uh... since I have to think... uh... I kind of like him with Squilvia since it's canon and they have a lot of common, but unfortunately she just was episodic. Hmmm... him and Squilliam HAD to be exes, since they have common points and interests too and since Squidward knows how he looks like in his underwear and finds him hot in it, and how Squilliam always wants to rub his successes at his face like a bitter ex who never moved on but convinced himself he did, but that's exes heeeeemmmm... I do se why people ship him with Spongebob for all the Ho Yay moments but to me it's just humor (yes even I who see gays everywhere thinns so here XD) and Spongebob just being too friendly, and I always preferred them as friends. I kind of also am intrigued but admitting Squidward X Sandy is well thought of for several reasons, but it still seems far fetched at times and even as a kid I always preferred her with Spongebob... yeah I honestly never knew until DeviantArt shipping for this kind of series existed and I don't truely see the interest, good for those who do x)

Brotp

I love the earliest seasons having him genuinely care for Spongebob and Patrick deep down, being extremely annoyed at them but hating seeing them cry or seeing others hurt them. Fuck the newest seasons having him hate them

Head Canon

I have no idea it's not really the kind of show that has enough depth and seriousness to be thought through to me, I admire those who do like I often see on my dash XD

Unpopular opinion

Is the fact I don't feel the need to give headcanons OTPs etc to this kind of character in this kind of show not serious with no lore where eveyrybody is crazy unpopular enough ? XD

A wish

The spinoff featuring to either be actually good or (I would prefer that since poor Stephen Hillenburg never wanted any Spongebog spinoff and Nickelodeon is spitting on his grave) it to not happen at all or flop hard and crash the whole franchise that needs to end because it lost even more inspiration than the Simpsons did

An oh-god-please-dont-ever-happen

Him to forever be hateful as he gradually got in postmovie seasons and never go back to his jerk with a heart of gold self I only like to take account of. Like how I prefer all the characters, they all became shadows of themselves

5 words to best describe them

Grouchy, unlucky, snobbish, bored, desillusionned

My nickname for them

Me in some years

#moi #ask #yes I'm ok #anon #gif #squidward tentacles #spongebob squarepants

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iapetusneume · 5 years

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Ok, so thinking about that post about how it's a backhanded compliment to tell a fat person that they're "so brave" for putting pictures of themselves online, or "I love your confidence!" Or other things in that vein.

I remember when I was in middle school and my sister discovered the existence of Lane Bryant. This was the late 90s, and back then there was very little options for fashion for plus-size women. She immediately scaped some money together and took me out shopping.

I remember it being the first time I felt really good in the clothes I wore. The memory of how easy it was for me to try things on still brings a tear to my eye.

Not too long after that, I saw some people I hadn't seen in a few months. I was wearing my new clothes. They asked me if I had lost weight. I hadn't. I simply changed the kinds of clothes I had been wearing.

Now, it's absolutely true that the clothes one wears can really change the perception of size. I know of plenty of people who purposefully dress in baggy clothes because they don't want people to look at their bodies.

But I'm also reminded of a time when I was super depressed, and wore this one outfit. A month later, I was feeling a little bit better, and wearing the same outfit. My weight hadn't changed. People asked me if I lost weight.

It makes me wonder how much confidence is attatched to perceptions of beauty, and how our societial standards of thinness bleed into it.

Is it because we've been primed by society to view thinnness as beautiful that we see confident people as thinner? That that's what we focus on? It's honestly probably a lot more nuanced than that, since it's not like everyone is attracted to thin people.

It makes me wonder if there's ever been studies done on fat people and others' perception of them based on how confident they appear. And if the same thing would hold true if the same study was done with thin people. (Would thin people appear "heavier" if they didn't seem as confident?)

I'd be willing to bet that the average guessed weight on anyone - fat or thin or anywhere in between - would be less if the more confident they appeared. Same outfit, same weight, different mood.

That original post still stands, in that the commentes made are definitely back-handed compliments. But it made me think about that experience of mine in middle school.

#musings of a fat woman #I have always been fat #and my sister has always been thin #I will always be grateful for her giving me tools to help improve my confidence #when I was in middle school there was nowhere to even start to find my sense of style #she gave me places to jump off from #and figure myself out #she's a great ally to fat people #I'm lucky to have her as my sister #fatphobia #body image for ts

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tann-demonium · 7 years

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Eyyy lookie here, I got tagged to do a thing by @spamalika so I’mma do that right now I guess

Name: Tanner

Nicknames: Tanny, Tantan, that one anti-social asshole (Which is my personal favorite because it’s the one I gave myself =P)

Zodiac Sign: Capricorn

Height: 6 feet on the dot or 182.9 meters for all you stupid non-Americans who don’t know how to use the human foot to measure height. Like it’s so simple just cut off a bunch of feet and glue them together to see how tall everyone is.

Orientation: Girls are really cute and nice and I really hope they’re all happy wherever they are.

Ethnicity: ‘Murica

Favorite Fruit: I guess apples but that’s just because that’s the only fruit I’ve ever eaten that doesn’t make me want to vomit. The bland taste of starchy meh isn’t a huge improvement, though.

Favorite Season: Football season Winter

Favorite Book: People still read those? I’m honestly not much of a book junkie because school ruined them for me. Harry Potter’s alright, though. But that’s because it was my decision to read it and not some stupid smarty-pants teacher’s idea.

Favorite Flower: Any flowers that currently don’t have any bees on them because as important as bees are to our existence I just don’t like being around them.

Favorite Scent: Italian food is both good tasting and good smelling.

Favorite Color: Green

Favorite Animal: Dogs are the best and if anyone says otherwise they’re wrong. Cats are a close second though.

Favorite Beverage: Uhhh sweet tea, root beer, coke, pepsi, chocolate milkshakes, uhhhhh that’s it I think.

Average hours of sleep: Sometimes I get 6 if I’m lucky.

Favorite Fictional Characters: This is impossible to do in this cramped post with all this other stuff and I’m sure I’m gonna forget some but here goes: Sonic, Tails, Knuckles, and Robotnik/Eggman from sanic. Weiss, Blake, and Yang from the show that isn’t actually about Team RWBY. Nearly everyone from the Hero Academia show except for Mineta because he’s a worthless little shit stain but Midoriya in particular is my legally adopted son and if anyone tells him not to follow his dreams again I’m gonna deck ‘em in the fucking funnybone. Pretty much everyone from both Avatar shows, Voltron Legendary Defender, Gravity Falls, and that’s all I feel like listing right now leave me alone

Number of Blankets you sleep with: Two; one thicc and one thinn

Dream Trip: Basically I just want to just meet all my online friends, so whatever number and variation of trips that lets me do that. Separately though, I’ve been thinking that one day, when I’m old, retired, and preferably rich enough to do so, it’d be nice to take a big cross-country tour all over America. That’d be pretty neat, I think.

Blog Created: This one, earlier this year. I’ve been on Tumblr since like 2012 or 2013 I think though.

Number of Followers: Well, that depends on the blog. This one: 17. On @tann-dom and @tann-thro where I actually do stuff: 22 and 15 respectively. Of course, a lot of those followers follow me on multiple blogs. I think there’s at least a couple on each blog that are ghost followers that I swear never actually showed up in my follower list but still count for some reason. But yeah, bottom line, I’m insignificant, my efforts to create content on tumblr dot com are futile, and literally nothing would change if I just flat out disappeared one day. These are the facts and I am simply telling them to you.

I have to question the decision of doing this crazy at night when I’m tired and clearly rushing it while I’m semi-delirious, but at the same time, I wanted to get it out of the way and like to think that maybe this provided a few laughs.

Also tag ur it

bitch

#personal #goodnight everybody i'm gonna go get that maybe 6 hours of sleep if i'm lucky

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pauseandtalk · 5 years

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Hola Gente Hermosa, After a full day of tiredness, here I am 😊Today, we will be talking about eating habits 🙄 You may be considering why I put a picture of Audrey Hepburn: According to @people , she didn’t do any diets nor had an eating disorder👆. Nevertheless, “Hepburn survived starvation during World War II, which her family has said may have contributed to her lifelong thinnness.” (Warner and Mcneil, 2017). She was skinny, but the reason was starvation and hard times. Put yourself into her position then: You survive sickness and starvation, when it’s finally over, people began to perceive your body as “ideal type”. What would you do❓Starve yourself to death, or eat everything and don’t care❓“ ’People think because she was skinny that she had an eating disorder, but it’s not true,’ says her son, Luca Dotti. ‘She loved Italian food and pasta. She ate a lot of grains, not a lot of meat, and a little bit of everything.’ “(Warner and Mcneil, 2017). Also, we have to consider that she had bad years includes “asthma, jaundice, and anemia” (Gibbons, 2017). When you learn about her health issues you understand why she is thin without any effort. I had a similar but a different story: Few years ago, I got sick very bad. It was full of losing appetite and throwing up. After I healed, I got really skinny and people began to tell me I should do modeling. If I had a chance, I would rewind the time, gain weight after it and continue my ordinary life (my life is still ordinary but it can sometimes become depressive becuase of those issues). People began to notice me, because I was “looking like a model”, and my weight suddenly became everything. It determined my confidence (in my head, of course) and how beatiful I am. I’m not gonna get into details, you already understood it. If you watched @insatiable they have the same story either. Weightloss by a consequences of external forces, and the “self-esteem” comes with it. For me, it is controversial and l want to discuss it sometime😊. Also, @tothebonemovie is a good example👍, if you’ve seen it you can get it quickly. My Skinny sister is a nice one either. #netflix #audreyhepburn #watchingtv #blog #blogger (at Rotterdam, Netherlands) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bt31XW-F1eF/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1uih50ljdmffr

#netflix #audreyhepburn #watchingtv #blog #blogger

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kmp78 · 7 months

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about some things

"I kind of feel bad for Valery"

You don't have to feel bad for Valery, she is now with a man who is going to give her what she wants, it would be very childish to think that it would hurt her to see how Jared treats Thinn, taking into account that what he has done so far you see, it is nothing enviable

He "hides" her, he doesn't have her close, he doesn't recognize her in public and he messes with women from OF

Do you really think that Valery can feel envy or sadness seeing that he is still the same?

Well, no one knows that except her.

about valery's songs or which are presumably about valery

The first few times I listened to them it was kind of cute, but after listening to them many times, I understood that there is something interesting in these songs and quite possibly in Valery and Jared's relationship, in case these songs are about it.

Yes, the songs speak in the present tense, they talk about loving and being in love... about feeling bad for seeing how happy she is with another person.

but the songs are very focused

in his own feelings not in hers..

If the songs said something like "my heart is yours, now I know your dreams are my dreams, blah blah"

We would talk about how Jared really feels or felt something very strong for her, but what we see is a lot, a lot... SELFISHNESS, relationships are for two, not one...

It is not about “betraying” yourself by doing something against yourself, NO

When a real couple has a strong love, the interests of both do not separate them and become interests for both, if for him or her their personal interests are more important... if selfishness is greater than love, there is nothing to do.

It is best to separate and look elsewhere for what you did not find with that person.

love is not selfish.

regards 😀

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JL doesn't have strong love for anyone except himself. 🥰🪞😍

That doesn't mean he didn't love VK in the way he knew how. 💯

#submission

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gordonwilliamsweb · 4 years

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Two Navajo Sisters Who Were Inseparable Died of COVID Just Weeks Apart

Cheryl and Corrina Thinn were almost joined at the hip. The sisters, both members of the Navajo Nation, shared an office at Arizona’s Tuba City Regional Health Care. Cheryl conducted reviews to make sure patients were receiving adequate care. Corrina was a social worker. Their desks were just inches apart.

They lived together, with their mother, Mary Thinn. They helped raise each other’s children.

And they died just weeks apart, at ages 40 and 44, after falling ill with COVID-19.

Close friend Lynette Goldtooth, a registered nurse and case manager, won’t go near the area of the hospital where they worked, knowing she’ll break down if she sees their empty seats.

“That’s where I used to go to see Corrina every morning,” Goldtooth said. “I used to sit in Cheryl’s chair. Corrina and I would just start talking, catch up on what we did during our time off, laugh and joke.”

Cheryl and Corrina are among hundreds of U.S. health care workers who died after helping patients battle the virus. The Guardian and KHN are investigating more than 1,000 of these workers’ deaths in the Lost on the Frontline project.

The Navajo Nation was ravaged by COVID-19 this spring. In May, it reported the highest per capita infection rate in the United States. As of Aug. 21, the sisters were among 489 members of the reservation who had died of the virus, according to the Navajo Department of Health.

Experts attributed the spread to the prevalence of multigenerational housing and poor sanitation infrastructure — many homes lack running water. Like medical centers across the country, local hospitals across the Navajo Nation experienced shortages of personal protective gear.

In early March, Corrina, without personal protective equipment, saw a patient who was showing symptoms of COVID-19, according to her sister Chris. Corrina made sure the patient was comfortable and asked what else she could do to help. A couple of days later, that patient died, and a test for COVID-19 came back positive.

“Within days after that, she got sick really fast,” Chris said.

The sisters’ employer declined to comment for this story.

Corrina’s first concern was for Cheryl, who started showing symptoms of the virus around the same time that she did. Cheryl’s job as a utilization review technician required face-to-face interaction with patients to verify their insurance and discuss workers’ compensation. She had underlying health conditions, including rheumatoid arthritis.

“Corrina worked with people with RA when she was on Pima reservation, so she knows the effects of having it,” Mary, her mother, said. “I think that’s what worried her the most, because she thought it might make [Cheryl’s] immune system weaker.”

Chris remembers calling Cheryl on her 40th birthday, March 19. Cheryl joked about how, as the baby of the four siblings, she was “still young and pretty.” But she also complained that it was difficult for her to breathe. She was admitted to the Tuba City hospital the next day.

Corrina’s condition worsened as well, and she checked herself into the emergency room at Tuba City on March 21. Hospital staff tried assisted-breathing treatments on her, to no avail.

Cheryl was airlifted to Flagstaff Medical Center on March 24. She never knew that Corrina was briefly in the hospital with her.

Corrina was airlifted to Banner Thunderbird Medical Center in Glendale later that night.

Chris said that the last time she spoke with Corrina, she was still in the ER. “She just messaged us saying she was going to get flown out, that she loves us and that she was going to be back,” Chris said. “That was the last time we heard from her.”

Because of shortages, the sisters weren’t tested for COVID-19 until they were transferred out of Tuba City. They both tested positive and were then intubated at their respective hospitals. Cheryl died on April 11, and no family members were allowed to be with her.

“I couldn’t even hold my baby,” her mother said. “I couldn’t even hold her hand when she passed.”

The family had a small service before burying Cheryl next to their father, Navajo Police Sgt. Jimmie Thinn Sr., and Cheryl’s ex-husband, who died in January. Even after their marriage ended, the two remained close and co-parented Cheryl’s son, Kyle.

Chris said the whole experience felt “very lonely.”

Numbed by the pain of Cheryl’s death, the family shifted their focus to Corrina.

“You tell yourself that we just need to get her healthy enough to come home,” Chris said. “And then all of the sudden, she’s gone.”

Corrina died on April 29 — 18 days after her sister’s death and two weeks after her birthday, which she spent on a ventilator. Although she was unconscious, her nurse sang “Happy Birthday.”

Corrina’s oldest son, Gary Werito Jr., had tried for weeks to take leave from his Fort Bliss Army post in El Paso, Texas. His superiors declined his requests out of concerns he might contract the virus while on leave.

Separated from his mother by hundreds of miles, Werito tried to reach her through prayer.

“I would burn cedar,” he said. “I was trying to talk to my mom. I was telling her, ‘Mom, you’re going to get through this. You’re going to come home. You’re going to meet your granddaughter.'”

Werito and his wife were expecting their second child. The baby would have been Corrina’s first granddaughter.

Werito remembers his mother as a “model Navajo.”

“She left the reservation to get an education, and then she came home,” he said. “She could have worked anywhere else as a social worker, but she chose to help her own people.”

Before becoming a social worker, Corrina worked for the Tuba City Police District for more than 10 years. She ended her law enforcement career as a senior police officer.

Goldtooth, the sisters’ friend and colleague, said Corrina was particularly effective at the hospital because she spoke English and Navajo fluently. The Native language, which helped the U.S. win World War II as a secret code for communications, is not written down.

“A lot of people aren’t fluent in Navajo anymore,” she said. “When elderly people would come [to the hospital], they don’t speak a lot of English. She was there to talk with them. It would really surprise people.”

Cheryl was more soft-spoken than her sister. Mary remembers her as empathetic and insightful. Her siblings often sought her advice.

“That’s what we miss about her,” Mary said. “She might be the quiet one, but she always has important things to say to us.”

Both sisters left behind young sons. Corrina’s son Michael is 14, and Cheryl’s son just turned 12. The cousins are keeping each other company, reminding Mary of the way her daughters behaved.

Honoring her former service with the Tuba City Police District, law enforcement escorted Corrina’s body from Flagstaff to Tuba City. Her family was humbled by the outpouring.

“We had people lined up honoring her return,” Mary said. “They paid their respects, flying their flags. Some officers were standing along the road saluting her.”

Since June, the Navajo Department of Health has enforced strict curfews during the week and lockdowns over the weekend. Those measures have been effective, as they’ve seen cases decline over the past two months. The Navajo Nation began its first reopening phase in mid-August, allowing most businesses to operate at 25% capacity.

In late July, Werito left the Army for good and came home to Tuba City. His daughter was born on Aug. 5 in the same hospital where his mother and aunt worked. Her middle name is Lois, the same as Corrina’s.

Werito said he sometimes forgets his mother is gone and expects her to come home from work.

“My grandmother told me it’s a little peace of mind that I’m home now,” he said. “It kind of fills that void that my mom and my aunt left.”

This story is part of “Lost on the Frontline,” an ongoing project from The Guardian and Kaiser Health News that aims to document the lives of health care workers in the U.S. who die from COVID-19, and to investigate why so many are victims of the disease. If you have a colleague or loved one we should include, please share their story.

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