okay i do agree the ai panic is overblown and dumb (what the tags say) and that not all creation of ai art is negative + if u wanna just do ai art for fun then go for it as long as you dont upload it and avoid saying its ai. but if u seriously wanna do art i dont really see why you wouldn’t want to yknow let yourself actually enjoy the process to some extent

I find it so painfully heartbreaking that Solomon just...laughs off all the derision, the name-calling, and possibly even did "evil" things on purpose because it's expected of him at this point. (He had not always been like this as Thirteen pointed out before). There was a time when he was "innocent". When his soul sparkled. When it resembled the kind of soul everyone in these god forsaken (pun intended with spite) three realms seemed to associate with the ever loved MC. He's just...worryingly carefree. And because he's like that, he feels even more of a tragic character to me.

Sometimes it even seems that he himself would seemingly make up excuses on why he's hated. Oh, it's because I'm a sorcerer this. I might have won a war against Devildom single-handedly this. I have forgotten. But maybe, I did something bad, that. Hon, you were doing that to SURVIVE. You don't have to be a faultless person to deserve compassion. You don't have to be MC to deserve to be loved.

I hate that we've gone from "don't like, don't read" and not caring about what fucked up shit is depicted in fan media as a standard to hypervigilance and having to mind your every word so the group you've found yourself in doesn't know you ship the Not HOA Approved Ship

so I wanted to say that since I'm really enjoying this event, I will likely continue to post about it, including analysis. I want to talk about the game mechanics and strategies but it's been so hard to do without people thinking you're talking about the discourse. I think as a community we all need to be a little less jumpy about this event, because I've seen posts of people being afraid to talk about the team their watching because they don't want to be dragged into discourse. I think a lot of genuinely lighthearted posts about a fun event are being misconstrued as something malicious

all of my posts are made with the spirit of friendly competition. a lot of other people are posting like this too! people should be able to do this without getting accused of hating ccs or being unfair

i've been posting a lot about red team, specifically because that's who i've been watching the most. i watch pretty much every english speaking qsmp member, it just so happens that right now i have a sub to foolish so i've been watching him so i don't have to deal with ads. because of this, i will probably continue to talk about red team the most. i'll talk about blue and green teams when i watch them! if i had the time to watch vods from every team and do a complete strategy analysis, i would. but I don't have that time. i genuinely don't care which team wins, but that doesn't mean I won't be rooting for certain teams on certain days. like on day 2, red team going from barely visible on the score bar to winning the day was an amazing underdog story! of course i'm going to root for them! and for day 3 I was rooting for green team because i want to see fitmc tryhard!

at the end of the day this is a fun event. it's fun for the ccs so it should be fun for the fandom. and if you're scrolling thru tags and getting upset/annoyed/angry at people posting about a friendly competition, you might need to reevaluate yourself

Caelus speaking the truth once again. I love him.

*knock knock* oh, i wonder who it is? *opens door* ah, 2 am gender and sexuality crisis, right on time!!

i haven’t really drawn anything of worth in months 

the lack of happy and pining rendoc in this fandom is a crime, must we be so miserable all the time.... <— planning on writing the most heart wrenching rendoc possible sometime after they finish their xbralis wip

OKAY SO I DONT REALLY LIKE ASKING FOR HELP BUT LIKEE I KINDA NEED IT (also im shit at explaining sooo, sorry)

So anyone who reads sanders sides fanfics (or just in general) I NEED HELP FOR FINDING THIS ONE FANFIC THAT IS STUCK IN MY BRAIN AND IF I DONT READ IT IMA EXPLODE

My memory is kinda shit but ill try to recall as much as i can

the fanfic was about logan, patton, virgil, roman, and maybe thomas too?? getting kidnapped?? sucked into a game/rpg?? and they had to find some items to defeat the boss and stuff. I remember that they had weapons but idk what they were. i think one of them got their arm broken, and i think they were spilt for a bit (like 2-3 chapters if i remember correctly) i don’t remember how they escape exactly but i remember they woke up, talked about for a bit and went along with their days? i might be remembering wrong for some parts. The fanfic was on ao3 and it was multi-chapter. i think LAMP was also in the tags but idk

if anyone can find it lemme know please its been stuck in my head for days and i had no luck finding it so far.

and now ima head out bc i spent too long thinking about this fic and i really need to do my homework like rn

sometimes some guy has to turn off his hearing aid and sit in an alley for a bit yk

monthly post <3

new zuko rebrand bc i feel like im in my zuko era (i am angry all the time due to my trauma)

fuuuck i hate my stupid relationship drama

It’s not that I don’t like Drizzt, but I am a little baffled that that guy gets to have fuck-off a zillion books written about him, and characters more interesting (Lirael Baenre) or at least as interesting (Galeron Nihmedu, Vala Thorsdotter, etc) as him barely get three books.

I mean, I get that my tastes aren’t exactly always widepread but what on earth makes this guy that bloody popular?

Is it really just the Gary Stu of it all?

honestly still so upset the blood donation situation. makes me sit on the floor and sulk for an hour each time i think abt it

I’m right about everything always including my silly pointless long standing head canon that Malcolm Pace is gay apparently. 

so small 🤍✨🫧🧸