No, but it's actually so so so interesting, that Vegas isn't the first one to kiss Pete. And it leads me to believe that it wasn’t his plan to seduce Pete at that moment. Quite the opposite actually. Vegas was trying to push Pete away.

Because Pete is dangerous. He didn’t run, when he had the chance, he stayed to help Vegas through his grief, he gave Vegas’ hedgehog a funeral and even after, he didn’t run, he followed Vegas back to his own prison to keep him company. And when Vegas tried to hurt himself, Pete was probably the very first person to stop him. To tell him that hurting himself is not the answer here, that Vegas doesn’t need to punish himself for not being able to meet his garbage father’s batshit standards.

And that scares Vegas, because if there’s someone out there, who sees something worthwhile in him, then what the fuck has he been doing with his life until now? Pete is steadily showing him different options and Vegas is terrified. So no, he’s not trying to get Pete into bed, not at all. He’s being crude and aggressive, he’s trying to push Pete away and when Pete doesn’t react, when Pete calls him a psycho, he thinks he’s succeeded. He makes to leave the room, and Pete is still free to run. He didn’t bind him again, Vegas is counting on Pete running, either to get rid of him and the ideas he’s planting in Vegas’ head, OR to run him down, capture him again and have another reason to punish him, to hurt him. Have a reason to believe that Pete will inevitably betray him as well.

But Pete kisses him.

Pete doesn’t run, doesn’t let Vegas leave, he kisses him.

We can see the momentary shock on Vegas’ face. And then he grins because this is different. This is interesting. And when Pete offers him the rope, offers himself to Vegas, Vegas is a goner. Afterwards, he’s looking at Pete in such wonder that it hurts to watch.

Vegas was trying to push Pete away, but damn if Pete will let him.

Eboni!! I was reading your tags under that daddy gifset post for phayurain and how you said that it is your favorite out of all thai bl love scenes and it got me thinking. What are your top 10 favorite love making scene from another bl series.

Tyler!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Gawd let me go do some research and compile my data!

TharnType's shower scene in TharnType 2: 7 Years of Love. Since their shower scene was cut from s1 we were rewarded in s2 and when Tharn LIFTED Type I damn near ascended (we won't ponder on how Tharn was able to keep a tight grip when they were both covered in suds).

Tharn lifted Type a lot, I noticed, and it's one of my absolute favorite things. I'd also like to go on record and say that TT2 had some of THE best love scenes in all Thai BL.

The Green Bathroom Scene in KinnPorsche The Series. It's no secret I was OBSESSED with that scene. OBSESSED! It was literally perfection. Who knew a hand job could be so...personal...so intense...so erotic? Also it was filmed beautifully! The use of the mirror was *chef's kiss*

The Kitty Play scene in Bed Friend. Oh mah gah! That scene was epic! Everything from the request to the consent to Uea being in total control? King being at Uea's feet practically the whole time? Also the tongue????????????? It was superb.

Can I just go back on record and say that NetJames have NO business serving me everything. All their love scenes HIT!

Cai and Gav's first time in Gameboys 2/Gameboys the Movie. I was not expecting for that scene to be so GOOD! I wasn't expecting a love scene at all tbh. It was sweet and passionate and they practiced safe sex AND confirmed they were vers! 10/10. CaiReel actually own my whole heart.

I really hope EliKoy get their flowers for Gameboys one day.

Yu Zhen and Shi Lei's first time in Be Loved in House: I Do. You ever read in a romance novel about how the couple reaches their boiling point? Like the tension is too much to ignore? That's what their first time was like. It was an explosion of passion and relief. Like if they hadn't done it then they would've combusted. Also...more lifting...

The love scene in Check Out Ep 0...not to be confused with Check Out the Series. Anyways before Nine and Daonuea were ruined they had an amazing and blissful encounter after a fun resort party. They were freshly single strangers who happened to connect on their own solo trips to the same resort.

When I say Chahub and Best DELIVERED on the lust and passion???? THE CHEMISTRY?? They really had me excited for the series...which is why I was so bummed when it flopped. I do encourage EVERYONE to go watch Check Out Ep 0 tho...if it's still on YouTube.

The locker room scene in Between Us. Where do I even begin????? Moving from the pool to the locker rooms to escape the cameras? Win reminding Team he could back out at any time. The damn near visible SPARKS between them??? The way Win looked like he wanted to eat Team up with a spoon?? I was gagged.

The Couch scene in Manner of Death. Between Teacher Tan's hair pulling and Dr. Bun's slutty faces, I couldn't stop screaming. They really smashed in front of the evidence computer and their cactus. That adrenaline rush kicked in and had them going at it like it was their last night on Earth.

Fighter and Tutor's first time in Why R U the Series. I was obsessed with that scene. Loved that Tutor was complaining about Fighter turning him on and then trying to back out. I love that Fighter started at Tutor's feet. I love that Fighter's neck was bared for Tutor. I loved watching them fight for dominance. I loved seeing how absolutely breathless Tutor left Fighter.

Jim and Wen's "one night stand" in Moonlight Chicken. That was the most passionate and intimate one night stand I've ever seen. Uncle Jim covering Wen's face in kisses and lacing their fingers together? Wen kissing Jim all over????? For that to be EarthMix's first love scene they really delivered.

Finding Comfort

For the sixth prompt, "Comfort", I'm going to jump ahead a bit - because there's something so tender about this small moment in episode 11.

When Kinn tells Porsche that his mother used to blow dry his hair for him, he isn't just sharing a sweet memory from his childhood; he's revealing that this particular act of kindness - taking care of his hair - has always been a source of comfort to him.

And this is a source of comfort that Porsche has given him many times, acting purely on instinct

What makes this moment even more tender is Porsche's response - he takes Kinn's confession as the plea that it is, and makes it clear that this is something he's all too happy to provide.

My entire day is just. Studying child development. And I don't like it (it's complicated) but it's making me really want to write a kid!fic?

Look, watching that one episode of Ingredients Did Something To Me, okay??

After some youthful indiscretions when he's a teenager, Kim get's a girl pregnant. Korn finds out and makes the problem go away. Kim might not find out at all, until years later, when the girl - now a woman - presents him with a toddler and tells him it's his. And Kim is shocked to hell, but if nothing else, he's loyal to his family, and holy shit this child is his family.

Or maybe Korn deals with the problem in a different way. He's not averse to raising bodyguards, Kim says as much himself. He could easily take care of the mother (either paying her off, attic-wifing her, or killing her), with the intention of raising his grandson to be the next heir after Kinn. He knows the chances of getting a child out of Kinn are slim to none. Now he won't have to worry about that. He has a grandchild that he can raise in his own image, in secret.

This is going to get long so I'm going to continue under a cut

However it happens, Kim eventually finds out, and like hell he's going to let anyone keep him from his child. It will take him a while to get used to the idea, to lean into fatherhood, but he's not going to let his own father raise his child to be a killer. Kim sees a chance to break his generational trauma and he takes it with both hands and runs.

Kim has no idea how to be a father. He didn't have a good role model. He know show he's raised, and he knows he won't be the same, so he just. Tries to do the opposite of whatever he went through as a kid. (He's probably the overly-permissive type, but that won't be a problem until later.)

Kim also doesn't have time to be a father. He's in his last year of university, he has a career to manage. Korn of course offers to help - with Kinn running the family now, he can play the part of doting grandpa, but Kim refuses. Hires a nanny (maybe the one that took care of him as a child, the only one he trusts with his own) to help him figure this all out.

The official story, as far as WiK goes, to protect his clean image, is that the toddler is his baby brother. WiK is seen as the sweet, doting older brother when they're seen in public together (which he tries to make sure isn't often, but he's not going to raise his kid in a box, fuck that). It melts the hearts of all his fans, and no one knows he was a teen parent, a terrible role model, someone to scorn.

At some point in their interactions, Kim lets it slip that he has two brothers, and Chay is confused. He knows about the toddler, but Kim mentioned two older brothers? So doesn't that mean he has three?

Eventually Kim introduces Chay to his kid, and Chay isn't stupid. He was raised by his own brother, he knows what that looks like, and it's not what he sees now. His suspicions are confirmed the first time Kim lets him into his apartment. He tries to hide all of the baby things, but Chay snoops a little bit. Finds a child's room behind a door that should have been locked. He confronts Kim, very gently, with the truth. He doesn't judge. He sad that Kim feels the need to hide, even from him, but he understands.

He also thinks the image of Kim with his son is so much cuter than the idea of him with a baby brother.

Kim lets himself be a little reckless, lets Chay spend more time with him and his son, and it hurts how easily Chay takes to him. Like they're a little family of their own. But it's not real.

The first time Kim lets - no, specifically asks - Chay to babysit, because he has no one else, his nanny is sick, and there's no one else he trusts with his son (which is a shock for both of them on it's own), leads to a dramatic shift in their relationship. Kim can't keep pretending this is just a friendship of convenience. He trusts Chay, maybe more than he should, but he can't deny it.

It's going to make the breakup so much harder, because his son is old enough to love Chay, to miss him, to ask where he is when he stops coming over, and Kim doesn't have a good enough answer. Is barely holding himself together, without the added pain of consoling his heartbroken child, crying for Chay to come home while Kim has to keep himself from doing the same.

TBH, the kid is probably how they reconcile. Next time SomethingTM happens and Kim doesn't have anyone to watch him, his first instinct is to call Chay. But he's not allowed to do that anymore. So he drops the boy off with Uncle Tankhun (and is barely able to make him leave that horrible house with his child inside, but Khun is fierce, he'll protect him) and at some point Chay comes to see Khun, and finds him playing with the kid who missed Chay so much, and he knows he should leave, but when he tries the kid cries until he throws up (it's gross, but it's also sweet, but it's also so, so heartbreaking) and Chay just. Can't. Kim might hate him for it, but he can't break that little baby's heart all over again.

After, both Tankhun and the kid demand regular visits. (Khun knows exactly what he's doing. Yeah he loves his nephew, the kid is in that excited dress-up stage and lets Khun treat him like a little doll, but he also thinks Kim is an idiot and needs to start talking to Chay again, and if this is what happens, then so be it).

Little kiddo excited tells Chay about anything and everything, and then does the same to Kim, telling him about his day, all the fun things he did with Uncle Khun and Uncle Chay, and. It hurts. Kim was not at all prepared for how much it hurts.

It continues this way for a while, with the kid an unintentional carrier pigeon between Kim and Chay, sharing aspects of their lives to each other. They never cross paths because Chay always makes sure he's not there when Kim drops him off or picks him up.

Until one day he is. Kim was late (his latest mission was particularly bloody, he had to take extra time to get himself cleaned up and put back together, he won't let his son be exposed to this part of his life) and his son is inconsolable. Chay is trying his best. Just got him to sleep in his lap when Kim finally drags himself, looking fierce until his eyes fall on his son in the arms of the man he loves, and he softens, and Chay sees it, and. They really need to talk.

But kiddo is still sleeping, and Kim doesn't want to wake him up just yet, so he just. Sits down. Looking at him because he can't look at Chay, and Chay tells him how worried kiddo was (doesn't say how worried he was, too), and how he's been fussy all night. Kim lets it slip how much kiddo missed Chay/looks forward to seeing him now (doesn't say how much he missed Chay, and always hopes for a glimpse of him, always disappointed when he isn't there)

They have a lot to work through, but it's impossible to fight with the kiddo sleeping in Chay's lap, so they're forced to be adults about it. Talking quietly, with Kim admitting to things he never thought he'd be able to say out loud. Does say how much he missed Chay, and how he never should have left Chay alone, and how he never should have let Chay think he never loved him, because he did, so much he saw a future with Chay that scared him, and he ran, because he couldn't bear it if Chay left him first, better to break his own heart

Chay forgives him. They don't get together immediately because forgiveness isn't the same as acceptance, and they still have things they need to work through. But he stops avoiding Kim, and sometimes Kim calls him instead of Khun when he needs an impromptu baby sitter, and slowly, that little family that Kim never let himself dream about starts to take form in front of his eyes, and he wonders how he could have ever let himself run away from this.

“As long as I have him beside me  wherever it may be  I can live."

Porsche: Can I bother you for a second?

Kim: You're always bothering me, but go ahead.

KINNPORSCHE (2022) EP.6 // EP.9 // EP.10

"tawan would have lived an ordinary but good life if he didn't meet kinn" excuse me Jane? Making me feel for that hoe??

No but seriously that's making me think and I think it's more of korns doing than kinn. Because everyone says kinn was soft until tawan betrayed him and yeah my brain doesn't have enough cells to be more coherent

Ohoho! I'm so glad you sent me this ask. I have so many ~thoughts~ about Tawan.

I mean, let's face it. Tawan isn't a good person. With the way he kidnapped and then kicked an unconscious Chay he might not even be redeemable (if he didn't, you know, die).

I have this headcanon that Tawan (in the series - in the book he's just ?? ???) led an ordinary life until he met Kinn. I mean, they met where? At uni? I bet Tawan was cute and flirty and ambitious, and Kinn was pretty much Mr Perfect. His lifestyle must have seemed so glamourous and appealing to an outsider like Tawan (because I don't think he was part of that whole mafia thing at all).

And I believe Tawan when he says that it all began to fall apart when some rival mafias started threatening his family (because all the best lies are told when you add a bit of the truth to them). I don't think Tawan meant to betray Kinn. I think he was just way in over his head and panicked. Which of course made him a liability and a threat. So yeah, you're right, Korn would have realised right away and made sure that his empire Kinn is safe. He probably thought it a kindness to let Kinn think that Tawan had always been a mole and that shooting him was the only choice left to him (because we know Kinn is too soft and would have never done so otherwise).

So, yeah, it might not have been Kinn's intention, and perhaps his only fault lies in being too naive and too blinded by love but, in a way, Kinn loving Tawan was Tawan's downfall.

And of course, that's when Vegas swept in and gleefully manipulated what was left of Tawan further until all that remained was blind devotion. Who in their right mind would even believe all of Vegas' sweet nothings? All it needed was a ring - which is such a simple and sad and very un-mafia-like thing. I feel like not even Vegas fully realised that Tawan was never cut out for all of that mafia stuff. In the end, it turned him into the loose cannon that we meet in the series.

That isn't to say that Tawan is a victim only. He's more like... collateral damage. Weak and very human. A tragic villain, at most. A very pretty and unhinged and amazingly acted one at that. He totally stole the show for me and sometimes I still make up little fics in my head about him before I fall asleep lmao

KinnPorsche Week Day 4: Favourite outfit: this absolutely ridiculously gorgeous olive suit Porsche wears at the end of ep 14

Super big fan of my body knows I’m in love with you before my brain does energy:

King & Uea

Win & Team

Vegas & Pete

Payu & Rain (mostly Rain)

Jim & Wen

Akk & Ayan

Jin Yi Zhen & Shi Lei

Who’d did I miss???

don't think about kinn's suit....

don't think about kinn's suit rubbing against porsche's naked body...how the fabric rubs against porsche's skin while kinn thrusts into him...how porsche is not allowed to touch himself and has to come simply by the friction of cloth on skin...how the protruding buttons of kinn's waistcoat dig into porsche's skin and how porsche loves the pain...how the teeth of kinn's zipper bruise the sensitive skin near porsche's entrance and he can feel the burn...how porsche's naked thighs shiver wrapped around kinn's clothed legs when kinn angles himself to hit that particular spot inside of porsche...how porsche digs his heel into kinn's butt so kinn also feels a steady pressure between his asscheeks and his clothes stick to him even more...how the cufflinks of kinn's shirt dig into porsche's shoulder and he holds him place...how the buttons of kinn's jacket rub against porsche's hard nipples...how porsche pulls kinn's tie knot with his teeth to bring the other man's face closer to his to kiss him greedily, hungrily and also desperately...how kinn's suit gets stained with the sweat of both men...how porsche comes holding the lapels of kinn's suit (as if wanting to protest against kinn, as if wanting to challenge him, as if wanting to internalise him even more, as if wanting to eternalise this moment)...how porsche's come sticks to kinn's waistcoat...how when kinn pulls out after fucking porsche raw, his own come runs down his pants from his cock...how kinn gathers his come leaking out of porsche with his knee and adds yet another glorious stain to his pants...how this action makes porsche release the most wanton moan kinn has ever heard...how then porsche strips kinn naked violently and demands another round...how porsche straddles kinn and proceeds to ride kinn

and when kinn has to give the suit for dry-cleaning, he makes it a point to go to the person handling it so that he can explain every stain...he sounds apologetic for making the person's job more difficult but actually he's simply bragging about how good he fucks...and porsche being all smug standing next to kinn almost makes the person quit the job...

but don't think about it okay 🙃

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for @nattaphum

Happy Birthday, Cris!

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(other things not to think about x x )

Kinn really has so much love inside of him, huh? And the way he loves Porsche with everything, when he lets himself love him, it’s just like… All that love has been bursting to get out and now it finally has somewhere to go

Tay and Kinn

Tay and Kinn's friendship is one of my favourite dynamics on the show. All throughout, we see examples of Tay being a good friend (the best friend) to Kinn, like when he encourages him to lighten up around Porsche in episode 4, asks him to open his heart again in 7, and helps him figure out what to do for Porsche’s birthday in 11.

We don’t really see examples of Kinn being a good friend to Tay, but I think that's implied by this line in episode 12:

Obviously Tay is referring to Kinn's romantic relationship with Porsche here (securing his best friend status once again), but I think he's coming at this from personal experience - that Kinn has always been there, loving Tay, throughout the ups and downs of their long friendship.

Unfortunately, this scene also gives us an example of how Kinn's failed Tay, in missing the harm that Time has done to him:

Maybe this is an honest mistake on Kinn's part. After all, the only hint we see him get of Time's infidelity is in episode 2, where he 'jokes' about Porsche and Tay shuts him down, seemingly (from Kinn's perspective) with no hurt feelings:

But maybe this is a choice Kinn makes, to look the other way when Time plants bright red flags right in front of him. After all, Time is Kinn's friend too, and when Kinn loves someone, he doesn't stop loving them easily.

Even when he should.

am I the only who thinks that kinn will not waver in his feelings for porsche even a little bit? like i believe tawan arriving will be more like a nuisance to him. he will probably feel old resentment and hurt but no feeling. but porsche will see what he wants to see because he already has insecurities regarding kinn and tawan. so i think the angst will mainly stem from misunderstandings on porsche’s part, especially bc he knows tawan’s motives. but i don’t think kinn will even consider porsche being a rebound at all. he will just want the tawan situation dealt with as quickly and cleanly as possible. and bc tawan seems injured or something I think he will be kinder than normal to him, which will make porsche jealous.

It's so interesting how surviving is such a big part of Porsche's character and how it's reflected in his fighting style.

He uses various taekwondo kicking and punching techniques, but when it comes down to it, all that matters is taking down his opponent by any means necessary. Yeah he does spinning jump kicks and practiced elbow strikes but he will bite a bitch when he needs to. He will go along with your coordinated combat dance but go for his throat and he will go straight for the groin.

When Kinn and Porsche were fighting, it started out with coordinated strikes and flawless technique, the kind of choreographed fight scene you see in most action movies, but at some point, Porsche seemed to realize he wasn't going to win like that and he changed tactics. Porsche is a survivor first, he has his family to take care of, he doesn't care about etiquette he will scratch, bite, slap, throw, headbutt, go below the waist, and as soon as he got Kinn off him he went for the nearest exit.

Porsche doesn't care about winning, he cares about surviving. Just like he told Kinn later when showing his tattoo: he can't die before Porchay finishes school. He has a moral compass and puts his faith in people even when he shouldn't, but he will also kill and destroy if it means keeping his loved ones safe.

Vegas as a theatre kid is genius, tho. Imagine - he hates Kinn because Kinn always gets the lead role and Vegas gets cast in secondary roles, but that doesn’t stop him from from having full on primadonna meltdowns, complete with crying. In public. Regularly.

One day he goes up to the catwalk during lunch break hoping to find a way to drop something heavy on Kinn’s head and find Pete up there. Pete is a techie; being invisible is literally his job. What’s more, he’s in charge of lighting - shining the spot light on other people while standing in the shadows. Pete never brings lunch for himself and is always alone up on the catwalk.

Vegas has a long standing crush on Pete - he loves scaring Pete and making him jump, especially when Pete is carrying delicate equipment -  but he’s never acted on it because Pete seems so stable and down to earth - obviously he wouldn’t be interested in someone as dramatic and second-tier as Vegas (maybe Vegas has promised himself he’ll ask Pete out if he can get a lead role, but he doesn’t believe, in his heart, that he’ll ever get the lead role).

Anyway, Vegas sits down next to Pete on the catwalk, leers at him and when Pete doesn’t leave, offers him half his lunch (temporarily putting aside plans for murder). When Pete starts eating the food, a little light bulb goes off in Vegas’ brain. Normally, he buys his lunch from a deli on the way to work, but when he gets home that evening he starts teaching himself how to cook. Pretty soon Pete is eating elaborately crafted home-made lunches while they bond over their shitty fathers and favorite plays. Pete eats Vegas’ food like it’s the only food he gets all day, Vegas watches Pete eat like he’s starving.   

Eventually they start dating and Pete’s experience with ropes and weight limits comes in handy...