my baby lives in shades of cool

BC boys when y/n is drunk

Well.. In case you guys didn't know, it's gonna be Yami's birthday in a few days time! hehe last year I did a Mafia AU on his birthday but this year has been so hectic so I'll do all sorts of Yami fics.. Drabbles, one shots, headcanons.. At the same time I'll be clearing my drafts of whack ideas hehe! I'll indulge in this man before Tabata finally writes him off with another beautiful lady..

I might do a part 2 of when the boys are drunk hehe.

Characters: Yami, Nozel, Nacht x f! reader TW: alchohol, drunk, slight NSFW, just mentions of sex, unchecked works

Yami Sukehiro

If you're out with your friends and you or your friends gets him to pick you, This man grumbles a whole lot, but still comes to pick you up ALL THE TIME. Cues poor Finral having to figure out where you're at because his captain is tired and grumpy.

Sometimes he reaches and you're still not done, he's pick up your mug, and down it in one go. He'll then pick you up bridal style and tell your friends thank you and leave.

Some days he'll join your friends for a few rounds while you sleep on his shoulder before he carries you back home. If your friends are playing card games? You both wake up at your friend's place in the morning the next day. Because this man has no self control when it comes to gambling + alcohol at the same time.

Well on the days where you both make it back home, he'll clean you up. You're pretty surprised he doesn't try anything funny while you're drunk, but he'll always joke and tell you that he wants to.

He'll also hold your hair for you if you need to puke. Having his huge and warm palm stroke your back? Best shit ever.

Has no idea how to remove your make up so he pours a huge amount of your remover on a handkerchief and just wipes your face like it's a window.

Throws on an old tshirt of his over you and cuddles you back to sleep.

Bonus for the birthday boy:

If you're both drinking together, he's probably the one that's drunk. Because this man will down all liquor for you. Because "a true man never lets his girl get drunk."

Always down for drunk sex. As far as he's not knocked out, he'll be happy to go a few rounds so long as you want to.

Nozel Silva

Sighs and doesn't say a word. He then comes over on his mercury eagle to pick you up.

He's face looks like someone just murdered his pet and he comes over to you and go, "let's go." in the softest tone ever. He's just a softie for you.

If you don't want to go home yet, he'll just wait patiently for you as you drink your fill but He'll stare at anyone that continues to pressure you to drink if he's there. He wants to help you to drink but he knows he can't hold his liquor THAT well so..

He just holds you quietly when you rest on him till you get home. If you're really drunk, he'll gently chide you a little. "How did you get so drunk?" or "don't drink that much next time."

say a few sweet words to him and he's wrapped around your finger again.

When you get home the servants already prepared a warm bath for you. Someone washes and dries your hair for you as well. He sits and read while you get ready and then dismisses the servants.

He cuddles you and presses kisses to your temples and foreheads, telling you that he missed you while you were gone.

If you were together while you got drunk, he holds you close to him all the time and tries to stop you from drinking further. He'll find any excuse to leave the place ASAP.

Nacht Faust

Is silent and hangs the line when you / your friends tell him you're drunk and to come get you. But he appears in a flash. He's low key worried whenever you're drunk because he doesn't like anyone to be close to you or to touch you or any other men ogling at you.

Without a word he carries you in his arms and disappears into the shadows. Nobody stops him because he and his devils show them the look of death.

He looks at you with soft eyes when you're both alone and he all gentle with you.

Surprisingly he knows your facial routine and he does it pretty well (except he might get some steps jumbled up) before tucking you into bed in your pjs.

If you puke, he also washes and dries your hair for you with the help of his devils of course. He blackmails them to hold your hair and fetch a towel and stuff.

When you say all those sweet and lovey-dovey stuff to him while you're drunk, he turns all red but he low key loves it.

Pulls you close to sleep and the next day he'll chide you a little, telling you not to get that drunk again or he'll kick whoever's ass that makes you drunk.

If you're both drinking together, he'll never let you get drunk. periodT. the drinks are either drank by him or it disappears into the shadows.

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What book are you currently reading?

im not MUCH of a reader so i’ve been swapping between the hobbit and heavier than heaven (a kurt cobain biography) for like… a year.

What’s your favorite movie that you saw in theatres this year?

everywhere everything all at once… that movie was so fucking insane, and emotional, and honestly such an experience. never been shaken to my core like that in a cinema before.

but im also real dorky and loved the batman… and spiderman no way home… seeing tobey peter may have also shaken me to my core

OH and also fight club… which i’ve seen about 50 times already, but they were playing retro screenings so ofc i had to go watch my fav movie ever in the CINEMAS. they even had old 90s ads that played beforehand and it was so so so sick. only downside was that the place didnt have coke slushies so i had a weird tropical drink instead? shoulda just got a beer.

What do you usually wear?

been rocking the cool graphic tshirt and shorts combo because it’s hot in australia again. also hawaiian shirts and crocs is a new go to fit #dadcore

How tall are you?

i actually don’t know exactly and im too comfy in bed to check :(

What’s your Star Sign? Do you share a birthday with a celebrity or a historical event?

virgo. september 11……….

Do you go by your name or a nick-name?

mostly just my name. great nicknames include: cooldude, rizzmaster, swag—

Did you grow up to become what you wanted to be when you were a child?

didn’t become a vet but i did also want to draw all the time. so i’m getting there!!

Are you in a relationship? If not, who is your crush if you have one?

in a relationship

What’s something you’re good at vs. something you’re bad at?

good at remembering useless video game lore! bad at remembering anything else!

Dogs or cats?

used to be dogs but my partners got a cat and i’m now i’m really on the fence…

What’s something you would like to create content for?

more gta v… red dead redemption ii………

but vb wise! i’d love to make some cute christmas content with both regular vb AND vb dads. i’ve also been wanting to draw some spiderman alfred AND allen based on an rp hehe

What’s something you’re currently obsessed with?

spiderman again. i finished the ps4 game recently and he’s in my mind rent free.

also im very much obsessed with vb dad stuff, and it’s all because of bluey LMAO. allen and alfred with their little kids… their little family… agh, it has my whole heart

What’s something you were excited about that turned out to be disappointing this year?

i was excited for the botw 2 launch… but then that got delayed… but it’s okay! just something to look forward to in 2023 >:D

What’s a hidden talent of yours?

tech deck

Are you religious?

raised catholic, currently….. hmmmm

What’s something you wish to have at this moment?

bro a fucking cali burrito

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tagging @doveyluvey @starriva and @sunnysssol if you guys are down! no pressure ofc but i’d love to get to know my relatively new mutuals :DD

"I know that this will not be the most conventional of presents, but I got inspired by a walk Chu and I had the other day. Please excuse me for one moment so I can bring him over." *taka smiles as he leaves, the sounds of footsteps soon returning before suddenly stopping just beyond P's sight. it's then that P will suddenly spot a familiar face peeking out at him before being gently nudged towards him! it's madara!! the little piglet is wearing a party hat along with a tiny shirt, the words 'if lost return to P' written across the back while taka walks in carrying a present!*

"I think Madara looks rather cute in his new outfit! Not only that, but I also have something for you as well, Uncle P! Please open it!" *and taka will happily hold out the gift, it being a matching tshirt that says 'I am P' on it~!!*

"Ahaha, ohhh don't worry about such things. No matter how "conventional" it is or not, I will love it all the same, Taka. But, oho? Inspiration by you and Chu's walk, you say? Now I'm very curious to see it. Yes, please go ahead." With a nod and a smile, P watches Kiyotaka head off. Seeing him return with a certain piggie son of his, his smile widens~ "Welcome back: hehe, and hello, Madara. Aww, did you want to say Happy Birthday to me, too?"

"Oink!! ♪" P gives a small poke to his snout, making him wiggle! Then seeing his little party hat and the adorable little shirt he's wearing...

"Oh my god..." His eyes are nearly shining, from how precious he looks~ "S.. So cute... if lost, return to me...and his little hat. I love it. Yes, he is! Super cute... And thank you, Taka: let's see what my wonderful nephew has gifted me." Smile brightening, he accepts the present before opening it, and gives the softest gasp when seeing it's a matching "I am P" shirt!!

"Ohh...!! This is...! T-Taka.... I love it. Thank you." While Madara runs excited circles around both their legs, P goes to give Kiyotaka a tight hug!! "I love you. And Madara loves you, too: thank you for such cute outfits! I must put it on right now." Giving him one last squeeze, P throws on the shirt. "Ahaha... an excellent fit. What do you think, Madara?"

"Oink oink oink!! ♡" Madara loves it!! Especially because he's matching with his papa~! P will lean down to pick Madara up and nestle him in his arms, in which he instantly nuzzles deeper into his chest!!

"Taka, may your uncle ask for one more thing? I would love a picture taken of us, in our matching shirts. And afterwards, a picture of us all together, of course; to commemorate a most wonderful birthday, thanks to you!"

Hi Hazel! It sounds like your ankles have been through a lot ;-; I hope they're feeling better.

Ooh looks like there's a lot of cards waiting for you. Sending you luck on getting all of them very early so you don't have to spend much on them!

Your year ahead seems very busy and hectic :O. Remember to take care of yourself and it's okay to say no to tasks sometimes! You're already doing very well and they can always find someone else to do things for them.

I shall patiently await the day you post your drawings 👀 no pressure though haha

I can't believe it's still so hot out, definitely waiting for sweater weather to hit. Suddenly thinking about sweater weather and Leona, has that been done before? I feel like it has 🤔

Wishing you a smooth year ahead! Drinks lots of water and take care! -berry anon

Hiya Berry,

Sorry that the reply is a little later again today, the first days of the school year are super duper hectic, and especially this year, I've had a lot of trouble already. It's slowly stabilizing though, so I hope to be able to be more active here very very soon. My ankles are suffering a little now that I am back to standing on my feet for most of the day, but if anything, it's a great way to get them stronger again.

I finally got to playing chapter 6 of twst -still not entirely done- and now i really really want to get the Idia dorm card, my love for him has grown loads, almost on par with our favorite Lion. Skipping birthdays and saving pulls, I am at 140 pulls now so the Halloween cards better be nice.

Still working up the courage on the art, haven't been drawing much lately, but had some OC thoughts and wanted to draw them, so maybe soon ish? I really don't know, can't promise anything. Hahah. Speaking off, do you have any Twisted wonderland OC's/yuusonas? Would love to hear about them UwU.

Sweater weather Leona, ohhhh that seems like something cozy. I love the idea of cozyness with him, adding it to the neverending list of blurbs and ideas lmao. Although with Leona i always imagine Savanaclaw and Sunset Savannah, with not a lot of cold days hehe.

It is FINALLY cooling down and I am so happy. I am very good with cold weather so I can still wear my dresses and tshirts, but without actively dying 10/10 recommend. I can almost get back underneath my weighted blanket at night, which will make me less tired and more productive hopefully.

Sending you loads of love!

JULY WRAP UP

BOOKS finding me 

MUSIC

EVENTS:

01: fight with dad, lucho came over after Angie’s birthday and made everything better (as always). they love him, and so do I. I never thought a love like this could exist, and even less for me. 

02: lucho stayed over and watched the qualy with us and also had luch. we hang the flag in my bed an then we went to his house to have s3x and watch strangers things eating chipa and having mates. 

I had a great body day but I just had a big dinner -- ice cream, cheese sandwiches, croissant, fruit 

still have an UTI - i fucking hate it. 

03: race (it was shit) -- went to lucho’s after the race, we watched stranger things, drunk gin and tonics, he made me smoked eggplant and we had s3x --- i had a better mody image day, I feel SO MUCH love with him, everything is amazing and I can never have enough time with him. I fckng hate it when we leaves for work in the mornings --- lucho’s girgolas  look AMAZING -- mum is sad cause she (we) missed Fo

04: went back home on my bike -- bought dad’s gift from Foni -- i still have the UTI -- long day, I feel tired --

05: long day - not too good body image -- went to lucho’s and had an internal breakdown bc he wanted to go to a spa at bs as (which looks amazing and i want to go too) but i imagined myself in a bathing suit and i freaked out ----- watched the boys and friends and ate pickled eggplants 

06: went to lucho’s again, better mood, we booked the spa ^^, watched anime and he made me soup -- bad night for the UTI and nightmare about being fat -- bad body image day -- productive working day, though i still have to plan the classes for after the holidays 

07: stressed and tired

08: long day -- planned classes in the morning -- SUPER COLD -- made ricotta cake for dad -- pay day -- went to lucho’s to teach quadion’s class and the i cancelled another class to stay with him, have s3x, eat eggplants and listen to harry styles together.... SO WORTH IT --- I think... THINK I’m feeling better from the UTI, but still stings a bit --- went to work on the bike, felt tired --- tought the class, love the kids ---- organized things for tomorrow

09: woke up kinda sick --- sprint qualy in austria --- went to the bank, lost the debit card in the ATM --- dad’s birthday, pizzas (filled the house with smoke hehe), ricotta cake, lucho came over for lunch, we watched “hustle” (it was lovely) --- went with lucho to Pampa’s event, the beer was amazing and I feel in love with the fried raviolli --- had s3x

10: woke up feeling sicker than yesterday, maybe it was bc of the beer from the night before -- race, WE WON, finallyyyy; carlo’s ferrari caught on fire... -- had celebration s3x hihi, i love my gorgeous -- had luch watching akame ga kill -- felt like shit, i had 37,1 of temperature -- ordered chipa and went to el negro’s new house with the gang -- did the grocesries and went back to lucho’s to have dinner together, we listened to pink floyd, drank wine, he made a fungi sauce from his own harvest (my men is the best, sorry not sorry but i’m beyond proud of him), watched the boys’ season finally (didn’t like it that much), I felt even worse, i had 37,6 of temperature. We watched one more episode of akame and then we went to sleep. I sweated two tshirts during the night and lucho kept on checking on me and taking care of me, i love him so much .

11: ORAL 3rd CHILD (co-teacher: Debo) – ORAL 1st CHILD (co-teacher: Julieta) —– LAST CLASS WITH THESE GROUPS — FIXED TERM DEPOSIT

12: TATTOOS – EXTRA CLASS adol – ORAL 3rd CHILD (co-teacher: Flor G) —–LAST CLASS WITH THIS GROUP

13: COTEACHING in oral 4th child 16hs, Debo –  COTEACHING in oral 2nd child 18hs, Julieta --- sleepover at lucho’s, i love him so much, he got me ice cream bc i’ve had a long day

14: PAP – COTEACHING in oral 3rd child 18hs, Flor G. -- 

15: last daaay -- cancelled class with santi, make it up next week --- celebrated holidays, picada, drinks, music, had s3x 

16: slept -- went to the cinema with el negro, juanma and gabe to see thor (it was ok) --- finished watching akame ga kill (i really liked it) --- started naruto --- had s3x 

17: slept in - breakfast in bed - had s3x - more naruto - took a nap -- chipa and coffee 

18: class with paula -- got 4th dosis of vaccine  -- visited lucho at work -- went home, tried to fix cuenta dni but couldn’t, trained, took a nap, foni called, made empanadas and cakes 

19: made filling for lucho’s empanadas, did the washing,  planed outfits for the trip, DID NOT TRAIN, ate a little but not too much bc i felt nauseous (my period is coming), slept like shait bc of my insonmia and arm ache, read a lot, watched more naruto, cleared the closet (i still need to take the clothes to some charity), tried to fix cuenta dni and, yet again, i couldn’t. --- went over to lucho’s to make him dinner, he got out one hour later, my poor baby, GOT MY PERIOD, we drunk wine (lots of it, 2 tbs), watched naruto, -quebré lpm, i love how comfortable he makes me feel all the time though-- had s3x

20: woke up feeling like shit, headache and period pains -- FIXED CUENTA DNI, vamo’ locooo -- visited lucho, bought underwear and jeans -- went to el negro’s por el dia del amigo with the gang, played monopoli, kim got angry bc she’s very competitive -- went home

21: slept good but felt cold -- period pains -- trained 1 hour and felt better -- prepared the bag for the trip, still missing some things --- bought film for the camera --- slept over at luchos, tidied home, HE MADE SPACE ON A DRAWER FOR ME --- had s3x x2 and watched naruto (i like rock lee now) --- better body image, still feel bloated and i dont like being naked ---

22: early morning start bc i slept really nicely -- lightly cleaned the sheets from last night, cleaned the kitchen at lucho’s, fed mandioca -- fleamarket shopping --- --- better body image --- cleaned clothes --- did exercise --- ate a lot at dinner, felt bad --- foni called, it gave me a little of anxiety, bad mood --- lucho apologized for something i did notice but didn’t mind, i love that he cares about what i think. I was in a bad mood and i was a little distant and didn’t talk too nicely to him.

23: qualy

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24: end of period --- lucho and race at home (sad bc leclerc messed it up and couldn’t finish the race) -- prepared things for bs as --- yando’s birthday (his mum is lovely, i hate his girlfriend, she is toxic and didn’t make him feel happy on his birthday --- had a great time, i felt comfortable, had fun, love seeing lucho with his friends; they are the best

25: road trip to bs as, lovely, lots of music, mates, windy and cold, foggy -- arrived at bs as around 3, the apartment is lovely --- had pizza for lunch while we watched naruto and bought sex toys --- relaxed for a bit and went to alto palermo (didn’t really like it, too fancy and full of people) -- had iced coffee at starbucks bc lucho didn’t know the place --- went back home, hand job, went to el el desarmadero, it wasn’t super great but we had lots of beer, talked, had a vegan meal and went back home to have s3x. 

i love this man more than i ever imagined it was possible to love anyone. he makes me feel at ease, happy, protected, loved... all of the nicest things. I can open up to him and be vulnerable without fearing him walking away bc of my mental issues. he is too good for me but i’m doing my best to be my best for him. i want everything with him. i want to share the rest of my life with him and i never wanted that with anyone else before. 

26: woke up, took a shower, made coffee and mate, watched naruto while having breakfast, listened to music --- san telmo, empanadas en la posta del hornero, pan de masa madre, sacamos fotos con la analogica, no habia feria en la plaza asi que paseamos por ahi un poco, fuimos para el jardin japones, media hora de fila, el dia estaba re lindo, compramos galletitas de la fortuna, sacamos fotos con la analogica, vovlimos al depto tipo 6 para recibir el paquete de juguetes s3xuales, me dio algo de ansiedad o miedo el que lucho no los quisiera usar pero no paso nada y lo hablamos re bien. miramos naruto y fuimos a cenar a koi, el lugar es hermoso, el ramen no estaba tan bueno pero el ambiente lo re valia aunque estaba rico, quiero pintar el techo con manga como aca, los indivuduales eran re lindos y la cerveza estaba buena, llovia, volvimos a casa, vimos a casa and had sex.

27: dia tranquilo, nos despertamos tarde, estabamos medio cansados, desayunamos tostadas del pan que compramos con queso que compro lucho, lucho compro vino que encontro barato y vamos a ir a comprar mas despues porque lo vale jeje, planeamos los dias que nos quedan que como estaba feo el dia no fuimos al jardin botanico, miramos naturo y fuimos para te de lupulo. nos faltaban las ojotas e intentamos comprar pero no encontramos. no hubo problema porque nos dejaron pasar igual. estuvo re bueno, me encanto ver a lucho tan relajado, él amo el jacuzzi, yo ame el sauna (quien lo diria), nos nos copo mucho la ducha escocesa porque era muy fuerte je, la picada estaba buena, nos re gusto el queso con miel y levadura nutricional, y los porrones con cerveza. volvimos a casa y lucho uso los juguetes conmigo, me hizo masajes con el aceite, me vendo los ojos, me ato las manos, me pego, uso el anal toy, todo y lo ame. me encanta que me domine y haga lo que quiera conmigo. nos duchamos juntos, dormimos una siesta, miramos más naruto -amo- y fuimos con Ima para strange. esperamos un rato afuera y despues llego angie. son re tranquilos, me senti comoda y ame ver a lucho en su cerveceria favorita con sus amigos, tomando cerveza y pasandolo bien. me hace tan feliz verlo feliz y poder ser parte de esa felicidad. es todo para mí. comimos nachos y tacos veganos, que estaban re ricos, y lucho e ima compartieron un pancho que tambien les re gusto. volvimos a casa, esucchamos musica, adoro que lucho me tenga tanta paciencia, comimos helado y dormimos porque no daba mas. 

28: nos levantamos tipo 9, yo tengo habre asi que vamos a ir a desayunar a Juani’s cafe, had a ham and cheese toast and it was delicious --- we went to el barrio chino, we had trouble finding it but it was fun getting kinda lost; there was a lot of people and i didn’t really like it,, we bought lots of food and we ate dumplings and spring rolls at a restaurant (i had a mini anxiety episode bc of the crowd) -- i found my kimetsu’s earings and i’m really happy --- we went to la tablita to buy cheese, i’m excited bc i found the cheese that my dad loves --- we went back to strange to buy merch and beer to take back home --- went back to the apartment, had s3x listening to joaquin sabina and dared to do it in front of the mirror and i loved it --- took a nap and then got ready to go to thelonious, we drank wine, it was tasty, and ate pizza, which was extremely spicy, i loved it,, we listened to funky punky, lucho found the song he’s been looking for ages and i fell in love with the man playing the harmonica,, i touched lucho in the dark bc wine makes me tipsy and horny,,,,the show was amazing, i really enjoyed it and i want to look for more activities like that in mar del plata --- we left around midnight and it was hard to find a taxi but we made it --- we arrived at the apartment and had sex again, i cannot stop, he is perfect in every sense and i love tht he is mine. 

LELO PASSED AWAY :’(

29: woke up a sad bc i cannot stop lari from suffering and i hate that - took a shower and made breakfast --- listened to the radio with lucho, our government is a joke,,, then listened to tapones de punta, i love it --- we went to plaza serrano, tooks lots of pictures, had a coffee at al diablo and we bought african granes to try, and a cheese scone, the ebst one i’ve ever had --- walked to strange and had lunch there, i fucking love that place, i screames when i saw that they had jars of fermented foods and i spotted the kimchi so the girl chef let us try some for free, i loved it, she even explained to us what she used to make it and also let us try their homemade fermented sriracha, it was amazing,,, the lunch was incredible as well, the soup and the fungi sandwich, just perfect ---- lucho ended up a little tipsy and sad lovely thigns to me, as always --- we walked to the subway station and took it in the wrong direction, it was fun, we changed lanes and went to the jardin botanico. it was lovely, the day as well, we took lots of pictures as well and then we went to the parque ecologico. i didn’t really like it, it was sad for me to watch, i just liked the maras and the sculpture of the armadillo on top of the car,,, i hated the kids and the crowd --- then we walked to plaza italia to see books but it was empy. --- we walked back to the apartment and took a  nap,,, i wnted to have s3x but i was too tired --- merendamos together while watching naruto, i adore that kid and i love spending chilling time with him doing things we both like,,, lucho found the tiny desk he was looking for, THE ROOTS and he is super happy,,, now we are writing about our days while listening to the roots and i adore it. he is amazing and i just want to exist along side him. he is the love of my life and i can’t wait to have more experiences like this with him. he is my soulmate, my kindred spirit, my twin flame, my media naranja. he is everything to me. 

30: Salida a Escondido Cosas que me preocupaban :: mí ansiedad social al conocer gente nueva -- tomar mucho por estar mucho tiempo y que eso me haga maquinar Salió bien: el hablar con los demás Sentirme relativamente cómoda Estaba contenta con lucho y me gustaba verlo con sus amigos Salió mal: tomé mucho, hable demasiado, Me cansé de estar ahí pero estaba feliz por lucho Me cansé de socializar y de tomar Al volver a casa: Me puse súper mal porque lucho dijo que no quería hacer nada conmigo, es decir no s3x Le pregute por qué y me planteó que no me gusta que yo haga jodas con darle a otra gente lo cual es entendible, a mí también me jodería si él lo hiciera pero porqjw soy insegura, Llore un montón, no podía parar pero él me acompañó. A veces me molesta (no sé por qué) que sea tan bueno o que tenga tanta paciencia Me cuesta admitir ciertas cosas como que no me haya dicho que algo le molestaba. Yo pensé que estaba todo bien y que él me seguía el juego pero no era así. Se estaba bancando algo que no le hacía bien y eso me jodió Entiendo que lo hizo para hacerme sentir cómoda a mí y para no editarme pero me hizo mal el lastimarlo y el no dame cuenta de lo que le hacía mal. "No quiero hacer nada." "No tenemos tan buena comunicación como creia." Al otro día: Dormí mal No quiero estar tanto con él aunque sé que no tiene sentido. Estoy alargando algo que no vale la pena. Yo no hablo y él tampoco. No estoy ni interesada en la carrera, solo quiero ir a casa :( sigo con ganas de llorar pero no lo haré porque no sirve de nada. Tengo que  calmarme, estar presente y dejar de maquinar cosas sin sentido.Sí: no garchamos. Sí: no tenemos buena comunicación. Sí: me siento descompuesta por el alcohol y por sentirme culpable.No: no quiero que esto empeore o que me aleje de él. Ya está. Fue una mala noche pero no quiere decir que tenga que arruinar todo. Ya Está.  Basta

31: i felt weird and sick the next morning. I wanted to leave and go home but i knew it was self sabotage. i stayed, i did my best to open up to him and i battle my every self destructive instinct. We had lunch together after the race and then he went to take a shower. I wanted to go but at the same time i thought i didn’t deserve it bc of what i’ve done the night before. i went anyways and that brought us closer and made us feel a little less awkward. then he took me home and talked with my parents about the trip

Finger Painting

One shot

This is for one of my most favourite writer's challenge! My one-shot entry for @jtargaryen18 writing challenge for her and Chris Evans' birthday month 😄

Description - It's been a month since the reader (Y/N) and Chris Evans have started dating. As the reader is plump around the stomach and the hips, she feels awkward having sex with Chris and so, has been putting it off. But what happens when Chris walks in on her "finger painting"?

Warning - Female masturbation, mentions of porn

Only 18+ proceed!

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1 month, 4 days, 2 hours and 26 minutes ago, your dreams had come true. You had started dating Chris Evans! The two of you had met at an axe-throwing club, where you worked. Chris had failed to hit the axe on the wooden board, multiple times. After his first few futile attempts, his group of friends had started teasing him relentlessly, which had further made him anxious.

You had seen him fidgeting with his hands, his breaths shallow as he kept running his hands through his hair. You recognised the signs of anxiety when you saw them, being a victim of anxiety bouts yourself. That's enough, you had decided and taken it upon yourself to share some tips. Chris had followed your instructions and hit his mark, successfully silencing his friends.

After then, he had visited the club almost every week for 5 months. He often offered to buy you a cup of coffee "in exchange for sharing your wise axe-throwing wisdom" he had put it. Putting your anxiety at bay, you had finally given in.

You smiled remembering the coffee-date. It was a simple under $20 date but it had been full of priceless, magical moments. The warm coffee in your hands, soft and crunchy chocolate chip cookies, slow walk under the gorgeous yellow and orange autumn trees, and a lifetime worth of conversations to keep you both company.

After a few more of such simple dates, Chris had officially asked you to be his girlfriend. Still high from the magical date, you had agreed without a second thought.

What you didn't realise was that while dating Chris was a dream come true, it was also as if one of your worst nightmares had come alive.

You found yourself constantly wondering how can someone like him date someone like you?! While you were sure Chris was sculpted by Michelangelo himself, on the other hand, you knew that you were the inspiration for the Michelin tire mascot. And so, even after dating him for 1 month, 4 days, 2 hours and 45 minutes, you still couldn't muster the strength to get physical with him.

While Chris hadn't made any moves to get intimate with you, you knew time would come wherein you would have to either talk to him about it, or get naked in front of him. You didn't like either of those prospects.

Sighing, you laid down on your bed, feeling down after a long day at work. You needed to make yourself feel good. You needed a release.

As you prepared for your bath, you heard your mobile ring. "Hey baby," Chris' voice sounded cheerful on the other end of the call, "wanna watch a movie tonight?"

"Hey Chris, I am too tired. I think I will just go to bed."

"Awww. Are you going to sleep already? Did you eat?" he inquired.

"I was actually about to take a bath, then eat," you replied.

"You sound so stressed baby. Why don't you do some finger painting? I am sure that will make you feel better," Chris suggested.

You have no idea, you thought. "Yeah that's a good suggestion. I will do that."

"You should. I bet they are masterpieces," he said, subtly expressing his desire to view her finger paintings, again.

"Hehe yeah," you laughed awkwardly, "I got to go now. Will take to you tomorrow, 'kay?" you said, eager to cut the call.

"Mmm okay. Take care of yourself baby," said Chris.

Chris found it weird that you had never shown him any of your paintings. Plus, you also avoided the question or were quick to change the topic. With curiosity getting better of him, he decided to head for your place, picking up wine, flowers and chocolates along the way.

After the long bath, you laid on the bed. Legs parted, your left hand immediately went to your bare sex, foregoing all the formality with your breasts. Your right hand browsed through Chris' video interviews on your mobile phone. While porn had worked well for you earlier, it just wasn't good enough anymore. You didn't find those naked, muscular men attractive now.

Selecting your favourite video interview of Chris, you played it on your speaker. His deep and strong voice blared on the loudest volume, while his bearded face, and a tight tshirt hugging his muscles filled your smartphone screen. You were already getting wet, your fingers easily diving through your folds. Time to do some finger painting.

When Chris reached your apartment, he heard a muffled male voice through the door. He tried the broken doorbell and when you didn't answer his knocks, he used the spare key hidden under the welcome mat to enter.

At first, he was surprised to hear a male voice talking on the speaker. He thought maybe you were listening to a podcast. But there was something familiar about the voice...

After a moment, realisation struck! You were watching his interview! Aaawww which meant you were missing him. Good thing he came down to pamper you.

Wishing to surprise you, he sneaked around the living room and entered the kitchen, only to find it empty. Then he heard a small moan from your bedroom. He carefully entered through the ajar door and found one of the most sexiest sights in front of him.

You were sprawled on the bed, your back arched just the tiniest bit as you rapidly thrusted 2 fingers inside of you, with your other hand fondling your bundle of nerves. He raised his eyebrows and smirked, finally understanding the meaning behind finger painting.

He slowly started rubbing his growing erection as you neared your release. You ended your ministrations with an exclamation, your body hitting the mattress as relaxation flooded through you. A peaceful smile crept up on your face, as you felt your release seeping between your thighs.

You screamed with shock as 200 pounds of drop-dead-gorgeous landed on top of you. 2 twinkling eyes, filled with lust and a cocky smirk flashed above you. "Honey, if this is what you call finger painting, then I would love to dip my brush in your paints," Chris said right before he captured your lips with his.

That was it. All it took was a hungry, sexual and passionate kiss to drive away all of your doubts, your anxiety.

You almost laughed at the speed with which Chris disposed off his clothes, his hard and unyielding body merging together with your soft, plump frame, eliminating all the distance between you two.

interview tag game

rules: answer questions and tag 20 people you are contractually obligated to would like to get to know better! tagged by @rory-amy and @yennciri, thank you!!!!

name: michelle

gender: female

star sign: capricorn

height: 5′10 / what is that?? 180 cm idk

time: 3:13 PM EST

birthday: december 22

favorite bands: chase atlantic, BIG TIME RUSH!!!!, the neighbourhood, idk i don’t think i listen to bands 

favorite solo artists: the weeknd, harry styles ig, labrinth, khalid, tove lo maybe, i used to stan lana so i got almost all her old stuff pre honeymoon, i got a little bit of everyone idk sdckckjsnckscn do i suck ?

song stuck in my head: uhhhhh worldwide by big time rush bc i love btr  

last movie: good question i don’t remember

last show: i’m rewatching schitt’s creek with a friend rn but last show i finished was like motherland fort salem

when did i create this blog: december 26, 2013

what do i post: stuff ab tv and film

last thing i googled: how to find out when your tumblr was created sdkjskjcn

other blogs: i got some private sideblogs for stories, two for resources (one writing one for tumblr stuff like themes), one for fashion, and then i have one i created like two weeks ago for things i’m tagged in like follow forevers and tag games bc i’m Soft

do i get asks: rarely :(

why i chose this url: lila pitts pls gimme the strap

following: 119

followers: i think the best part ab this stupid fuckin site is that we don’t know follower counts so no <3

average hours of sleep: LOL either like 5-6 or 8-9 and the occasional 12-13 

lucky number: idk but i like 17 or 19 ?

instruments: lol

what i’m wearing: batman tshirt and coca cola pajama shorts

dream job: i don’t dream of labor <3

dream trip: highkey it’s italy but tbh europe is so overhyped and for what ? more racism? :P im gonna go with beijing where my family is only it’s a permanent trip :)

favorite food: jnkjsdkjcsjks pasta or burgers or salmon rolls or pho or oooooof crawfish ok im just listing cravings now but fave food is def pasta

nationality: amerikan but against my will

favorite song: faith by the weeknd idk it changes every other day man

last book i read: i haven’t read a book willingly since ninth grade bc sh*tter me pissed me off so much

top three fictional universes i’d like to live in: twilightverse so i can validate rosalie and leah, tua so i can pinch five’s cheeks even tho i’d die and also so i can hug lila hehe, and the witcher idk i’m pulling this outta my ass i’m sorry

tagging: @andyoudoctor @jameszmaguire​ @amandaseyfried​ @evakant​ @ledszeppelin @sighfitz

 ten blogs tag + get to know me game!

i was tagged by @wabisaba , @scoups ​ thank you angels <33

name: gabriela (but everyone calls me gabi and i just find it weird when someone calls me by my full name)

pronouns: she/her

height: 1.62cm!

sexuality: bi

birthday: jan. 12

star sign: cap

nationality: brazilian

current time: 19:56

favorite animal: manatis!!!!

favorite ice cream flavor: vanilla and mint choco

favorite fictional universe: ghibli!

average hours of sleep: 5-6-7 at max

last song you listened to: stacy by quinn xcii

last thing you searched up: a food delivery places name

cats or dogs: both but if i really had to choose cats

dream job: i don’t have one! but i really wanted to open a cafe until some years ago

instruments: none :(

favorite bands (kpop only hehe): seventeen, the boyz, txt and lately victon

favorite soloists (korean only again): dean, giriboy, crush, junny, NIve, jimmy brown

song stuck in my head: what i said by victon

favorite song: my i !!!!!

currently wearing: tshirt and jeans

dream trip: dont really have one, i just want to get to know as many places as possible

last movie watched: Wszyscy moi przyjaciele nie żyją on netflix

last show watched: anime counts right? if yes black cover, if no hell is other people

top 3 fictional universes i’d like to live in: ghibli, harry potter (yeah ii hate the author), anywhere cute really

favorite author: don’t have one!

favorite animal song: ?????

favorite food: i like lots of foods :(( if it doesnt have meat im open to trying!

random: i have a dog named sif

when you made this blog: august 2020!

why you made this blog: i got into kpop again and didnt want to be on twitter

do i get asks: no :(((( i had a anon friend once tho

following: 98

followers: 726 (love yall <33)

reason for url: minghao lmao

        hi my loves   !   ur  fav  big  mess  dani   here   ,  i  also  play  our  hailey  fc  alanna  heh   !   i’m  bringing  back  my  bbyg  mariana   !  she’s  my  original  wealthy  character  &  i’ve  had  her  for  like over  3   years   ,  i’m  super  excited  2  be  playing  her  again  &  i  hope  u  guys  rly  like  her   !!!  i’m  gonna  put  all  the   tea  on  her  under  the  cut  &  if  u  wanna  plot  like   this  &   i’ll  come  bug  u  , i  rly  always  need  connections  n  love  plotting  ♡  u  can  also  hmu  on  discord  !! @ 𝒎𝒈𝒌'𝒔 𝒘𝒉𝒐𝒓𝒆 .#1958

new york’s very own mariana cavello was spotted on broadway street in christian louboutins . your resemblance to selena gomez is unreal . according to tmz , you just had your twenty fourth birthday bash . while living in nyc , you’ve been labeled as being stubborn , but also adroit . i guess being a gemini explains that . 3 things that would paint a better picture of you would be  lyrics  scribbled  in  a  notebook  ,  gold  jewelry  ,  &  blue  nail  polish  . ( i  defeaned  a  girl  in  a  fight  when  i  was  17 )  &  ( cisfemale & she/her  )  +  ( dani , 20 , she/her , est . )

╰ ˚･ﾟ  ♡   𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒄𝒔   :

full name: mariana marisol cavello

nickname(s): mari,

age: twenty four

date of birth: june 4th

hometown: new york city

current location: upper east side, new york city

ethnicity: half mexican

nationality: american

gender: cisfemale

pronouns: she/her

parents names: alexander hastings, liliana cavello

orientation: pansexual but she doesn’t like labels

religion: grew up catholic, undecided

political affiliation: democrat

occupation: singer/songwriter

living arrangements: lives in her own mansion in the upper east side

language(s) spoken: english, spanish

accent: american

face claim: selena gomez

hair colour: x (most basic/accurate/but it changes)

eye colour: brown

height: 5″5

weight: 113lbs

build: petite

tattoos: mostly selena’s canon, but x instead of the music note

piercings: x (both ears)

drugs/alcohol/sex: yes/yes/yes

pets: one cat, 5 years old, named sergio - x

astrological chart  : gemini sun  ,  libra moon  ,  scorpio rising

character  inspo  :  meredith  grey  (  grey’s  anatomy  )  ,  simone  davis  (  star  )  ,  alyssa  (  the  end  of  the  fucking  world  )  ,  carla  (  elite  )  ,   kat  stratford  (  10  things  i  hate  about  you  )  ,  serena  vanderwoodsen  (  gossip  girl  )  ,  jessica  davis  (  13 reasons  why  )

pinterest  board  :  here .

╰ ˚･ﾟ ♡  𝒃𝒂𝒄𝒌𝒔𝒕𝒐𝒓𝒚  &  𝒂𝒃𝒐𝒖𝒕   (   tw  :  abuse ,   violence  , injury ,   sexual  assault .  )  :

ok i changed her around quite a lil bit so i’m excited to rEdevelop !  :~)

mariana was born into a seemingly perfect family ,  her older brother &  her having been born heirs to alexander hastings , billionaire hotel & business entrepreneur , shark-tank cast member  ( think kevin o’leary vibes .. yeah . ) &  liliana cavello , legendary supermodel  ( think cindy crawford )

she was spoiled bc they were rich af , so like she never NEEDED for anything , except LoVe :)

mari was quick to blow her dad’s money but did he notice ? no

she still is kjdfnsjdf

mariana was a happy child, but growing up in a household with her father quickly became toxic

she started noticing it when she was around 10

his yelling , his anger against her mother , the hostility towards the entire household

the relationship between her parents always had been toxic but now that they had kids it was quick to spread through the whole household

as mariana grew older and started high school , there were times where she would sit in one of the offices of her father’s buildings and do homework while she waited for him to finish so they could go home

at the mere age of fifteen was the first time one of her father’s co-workers sexually assaulted her in an empty conference room after everyone else went home & she’d be waiting for her dad

this continued for a little under  2  years .

this is when her behaviour at school started to get out of hand, she’d start skipping class, get caught smoking pot, talking back to teachers, etc

it went on for months & mariana suspected that her father knew and wasn’t doing anything to stop it

when she turned 16  &  got  a  boyfriend  , it started affecting her even more . she was struggling w being intimate bc of these things that  were happening to her

which is when she eventually  confronted him about it , in tears , in the kitchen with her mother

it resulted in a screaming match

mariana’s behaviour completely went off the rails after that day & she went to school one day & got into a fight with this girl who was taunting her

they fought and mariana’s anger got the best of her &  she ended up beating the girl so bad that she became deaf in one ear

shoutout to degrassi for the idea Ok female sean cameron in the house

( i needed a secret for mari n i was watching this so i was like .. ok why not lol )

she turned 17 shortly after this argument and by some miracle ( aka money ) her dad was able to keep her out of juvie despite the charges that were brought against her

this is mariana’s secret!!!!!

anyway now , she doesn’t talk to her father really , at all . unless her mom ambushes them into the same room which sometimes happens jkfnsf

mariana moved out on her 18th birthday ,  still has a good relationship with her  mom and brother  &   extended family

when mariana turned 18 was also when she started her career !! she started out as an actor in a few different movies

she got her big break when she starred in a ‘riverdale or like , grey’s anatomy’ type of show a few years ago prob when she was about 19

and that went on for 2 or 3 seasons before she stopped it to pursue music bc !

writing and singing and performing have always been Mariana’s passions & emotional outlet

anyway , she dropped a single while on the show & it did well so she proceeded to drop an album which also blew up

she is now rly successful w her music career and loves it sm , like it’s literally her dream come true ok

it’s the one thing that makes her happy

so yah , if ppl knew she deafened a girl totally wouldn’t b all sunshine n rainbows :/ hehe .

╰ ˚･ﾟ ♡  𝒑𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒐𝒏𝒂𝒍𝒊𝒕𝒚  (   tw  :  drugs  )  :

mariana is very lowkey crazy

like she knows how to hide it but girl , it’ll come out

she can definitely be a brat , she wasn’t raised with proper consequences & often thinks she can do whatever she wants , has a bit of an attitude about it

she hates being told what to do

and will voice her opinion

she is also the most loyal & loving person you know , but the thing is it’s very hidden deep down rn . she is completely walls up , doesn’t wanna let anyone get close to her bc she’s a PUSSY

and like , she hasn’t worked through her trauma & probably never will

the only opening up she does is when she’s writing music

daddy issues galore over here

but she’s a lowkey softie when she  waants 2 be

when she loves someone she loves fiercly !!

mariana . is a  . party . animal

it’s basically all she does

like every night , her stamina is insane bc she can go out every single night until 3 am if she really wants to .

and she’s fun too , if she’s going out she’s getting WASTED

she’s the type of drunk girl to make out w  all her friends

she loves cocaine, is most definitely an addict (   but who isn’t in this city  ), tequila is her alcohol of choice, but she’ll drink anything you give her & weed is her creative saving grace

we luv a bitch who doesn’t care abt her health !

u will most likely find her in sweatpants and a hoodie or a big tshirt

she will dress up to go out & luvs lookin cute for paparazzi & career stuff

um , she listens to a lot of rap and just lays in bed  w her cat smoking blunts

um n ya  .. sad bitch vibes :/

╰ ˚･ﾟ ♡  𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕𝒆𝒅 𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒏𝒆𝒄𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏𝒔  :

i have  a wanted connections page here    &   a   wanted  tag  here  !!! i need & want every connection so pls hmu ! like this  &  i’ll come to you .

Ask game

I was tagged by @catcatpitat 💜

Nicknames: Cati, Catiti, Cat, Catus, Super Cat (yeah my dad calls me that now), Cata (actually i don’t like that one but it’s the most common nickname for my name so i have to put up with it), etc… people like to mess with my name as you can see

Star Sign: Gemini

Last Thing I Googled: the google translator hehe

Height: 1,83 m. or 6’ ft i guess

Time: 19:41

Favourite Artists: i don’t really have any favourite singers or bands so i’ll just say my favourite actors which are Jennifer Morrison and Colin O'Donoghue

Birthday: June 10th

Song Stuck In My Head: The Way I Are by Bebe Rexha

Favourite Song Right Now: i change songs every 2 hours but lately i’ve been listening to The Cure by Lady Gaga, Rock Bottom by Hailee Steinfield and Tell Me You Love Me by Demi Lovato

Last Film I Watched: “The Switch” with Jennifer Anniston

Last Show I Watched: my friend just made me watch the first 2 episodes of The Vampire Diaries

When Did You Create Your Blog: July/August 2017

What Do You Post: basically Voltron and Miraculous Ladybug and then random posts that i like. Also me complaining about life in Spanish

Do You Have Any Other Blogs: ….maybe….it’s not like i am gonna tell you…… you’ll have to guess

Do You Get Asks: Not a lot really, only once in a while

Why Did You Choose Your URL: bc it sounds cool. Jk hahahah because i love Shallura and if they got married they would both be royals soooo alteanroyals

Favourite Colour: all types of purple

Average Hours of Sleep: it really depends on life. Maybe 8… maybe 10… maybe 4…

Lucky Number: 28

What Are You Wearing: a white tshirt that says “Bad outfit today. I don’t mind. Worry about the things that really matter and keep going.” and jean shorts

How Many Blankets Do You Sleep With: 1 bed sheet and the comforter

Dream Job: uuuuuh well i suppose if i am gonna study to be an English teacher i would like to be an English teacher hahahah i am an idiot

Dream Trip: USA for sure (i gotta visit my babe @interallyscreamingeternally 💜), wouldn’t mind visiting Croatia again, England and Ireland (i am going there next year tho yayyy) and Paris sounds really good

Favourite Foods: Milanesas are a blessing. Y'all need milanesas in your lives

Nationality: Argentinian

I tag: @interallyscreamingeternally @spaceiceraven @merrykidgemas idk if you have done this, i hope not hahahaha

30 questions tag!!!

tagged by @kihyunsabs :D <3

NICKNAMES: nash! aaand i don’t think there’s anything special about it lol

GENDER: female

STAR SIGN: aries

HEIGHT: uhm i’m not going to say it here but i’m one of the shortest in my class lol and i’d prolly look so smol next to hyungwon!

TIME: wait what does this even mean but it’s 11:59pm rn

BIRTHDAY: 3rd of April! 

FAVORITE BANDS: monsta x, svt, exo, winner, pristin, ioi, sistar :( and wjsn :D uh oh also wanna one, jbj, rainz ( since i’m still a trash for pd101 ), there are just a few since i don’t really know about new groups lol

FAVORITE SOLO ARTISTS: hyuna, sejeong, chungha, hyolyn, dean, crush, jay park, samuel, there’s more but i’m too lazy to list them all

SONG STUCK IN MY HEAD: love whisper by gfriend idkY

LAST MOVIE WATCHED: . . . i don’t remember

LAST SHOW WATCHED: it’s a thai drama which is u prince series

WHEN DID I CREATE MY BLOG: August 2014 it’s been so long

WHAT DO I POST: hm idk?? i just reblog pics that i found beautiful 

LAST THING I GOOGLED: ‘1125 days before today’ bcs i need to know the actual year when i first create this acc lol

DO YOU HAVE OTHER BLOGS: @flwrchen it’s my first blog ever and it’s alll abt exo but i don’t really use it 

DO YOU GET ASKS: i never got one LOL tbh this is the first time someone tagged me on something

WHY DID YOU CHOOSE YOUR URL: my old url sounded so boring so i choose a new one aaaand i was listening to last page by monsta x while choosing it so

FOLLOWING: 468

FOLLOWERS: not going to say it bcs im a flop

FAVORITE COLORS: white and grey

AVERAGE HOURS OF SLEEP: 4-5 hours heuheu

LUCKY NUMBER: 6 idky??? 

INSTRUMENTS: none . . . im SO UNTALENTED 

WHAT AM I WEARING: white tshirt and mint fluffy pants w purple polka dots on it shut up it’s so comfortable and cute ok

HOW MANY BLANKETS I SLEEP WITH: 1

DREAM JOB: hmmmMmmMm i really want to be a reporter/ journalist 

DREAM TRIP: i wish to go to macau / philippines

FAVORITE FOOD: i’m very picky when it comes to food so i’ll go with foods my mum made

NATIONALITY: malaysian

FAVORITE SONG RIGHT NOW: there’s a lot but hmmmmmMMmM i’ll choose good day by MXM ( brand new boys )hehe

tagging @junhoontrash @monbeboo @kittyhyungwon 

All the text meme thingy hehe

TEXT MEME » NOT ACCEPTING  

@skywxlkxr

☮ for an apologetic text

blond giant 💕 » listen i know i shouldn’t have... had so many drinksblond giant 💕 » and i’m sorry for getting kicked out of that bar... and for punching that grosse creepy guyblond giant 💕 » and i’m sorry you had to carry me homeblond giant 💕 » and for falling asleep on your bedblond giant 💕 » and for sleeping in your shirtblond giant 💕 » you’re not mad... right?

⊙ for a reaction to your muse’s nudes text

blond giant 💕 » ANAKIN SKYWALKER DID YOU JUST...?blond giant 💕 » i checked it, yes you didblond giant 💕 » i’m about to board a 14 hour flight and then i’m not back for like another 2 weeks...blond giant 💕 » how am i supposed to be able to endure this long flight now?blond giant 💕 » well i’m keeping that picture, it’s niceblond giant 💕 » as revenge i’m going to send a picture backblond giant 💕 » only you have to wait for more than 14 hours to receive itblond giant 💕 » you just wait, your giant, two can play this game

❋ for a hopeful text

blond giant 💕 » i spoke to mum... she and dad totally want to meet you and said you’re welcome to stay next time i go see them...  blond giant 💕 » i mean only if you want! i know we haven’t been seeing each other for a long timeblond giant 💕 » and that manila’s half way around the worldblond giant 💕 » but we’ve been friends for a while and i think we’d have a good timeblond giant 💕 » ONLY IF YOU WANT TO OF COURSEblond giant 💕 » jfc i’m babbling

☯ for an adoring text

blond giant 💕 » do you know how much i adore you??blond giant 💕 » because i do, i just cant stop thinking about you and your smileblond giant 💕 » it’s like you’ve taken over my head and i don’t careblond giant 💕 » you’ve turned me into the biggest romantic sapblond giant 💕 » i’m a heartbeat away from writing mr anakin skywalker in my diary... jk i already did before we were together, is that weird? DELETEDblond giant 💕 » i just want to find you and smother you with kissesblond giant 💕 » dammit giant, LOOK WHAT YOU’VE TURNED ME INTOblond giant 💕 » love you ❤️❤️❤️❤️ 

ღ for a friend-crush text

blond giant 💕 » so... do you have plans for the night??blond giant 💕 » because i got free tickets to this movieblond giant 💕 » idk if it’s any good but it free... eh?blond giant 💕 » anyways, what i’m saying is... or wait no, askingblond giant 💕 » is if you’d like to go see the movie with me???blond giant 💕 » there’s no one else i’d rather go with DELETEDblond giant 💕 » bc showing up alone is no fun... i’ll even buy you dinnerblond giant 💕 » what do you say??

❤ for an affectionate text

blond giant 💕 » i know you hate lectures and that it’s freezing out there blond giant 💕 » and you are such a gem for taking notes for me while i’m sick with fever ❤️❤️❤️blond giant 💕 » i love you so much ❤️❤️❤️blond giant 💕 » i promise to make it up to you, okay ???blond giant 💕 » well after i’m bed-ridden, now i can’t function

✂ for a worried text about the receiver

blond giant 💕 » ani? i heard about what happened and i’m sorryblond giant 💕 » but please don’t ignore my calls... or just text me to me that you’re okayblond giant 💕 » it’s 3am and and i’m worried sickblond giant 💕 » i can’t sleep... please tell me you’re okay? please talk to me... i love you, i’m here for you blond giant 💕 » if you’re not here in an hour i’m going out to look for you

☺ for a complimentary text

blond giant 💕 » you know you’re so cute when you’re tired and whinyblond giant 💕 » because you look all sleepy, and have the cutest pout, and your hair’s all messy and all i wanna do is smooch you all overblond giant 💕 » it’s a blessingblond giant 💕 » you’re a blessing DELETED

❂ for a text about another character (specify other)

blond giant 💕 » what do i even wear????blond giant 💕 » i’ve never done the whole meet the parent thing before and i’m nervous...blond giant 💕 » i’m so nervous... please tell me everything will be ok again, please?? ❤️

✳ for a holiday text

blond giant 💕 » listen we’re all ditching lectures tomorrow to drive out in the middle of nowhere to a christmas tree farm bc they have student discounts and then back home to decorate itblond giant 💕 » don’t you dare say no... because you always complain about going to lectures and we can be huddled up in the backseat with hot chocolate... and decorate the tree together  blond giant 💕 » also i’m making you gingerbread cookies... am i not the best girlfriend in the world?blond giant 💕 » the only right answer is yes

♆ for a sext

blond giant 💕 » i’m in my roomblond giant 💕 » wearing your tshirtblond giant 💕 » only your tshirt 👀❤️blond giant 💕 » it smells like you too...blond giant 💕 » now if you don’t hurry from grocery shopping then i’ll get started... early...blond giant 💕 » i am in no way responsible for whatever you walk in on

☼ for a joking text

blond giant 💕 » so lithium and sodium sit in a bar and gold walks inblond giant 💕 » and lithium goes “AU what’re you doing here?”blond giant 💕 » get it????? 😂😂😂blond giant 💕 » if uni doesn’t work out i could be a comedian 

↔ for a bitching text

blond giant 💕 » i got an f???blond giant 💕 » i failed ??? wtf i rarely get a b let alone FAIL... blond giant 💕 » how do i deal i’m in the girls’ toilets cryingblond giant 💕 » it’s not fair i stayed up till early morning studying and i get an f???blond giant 💕 » i want to quit uni this is so not fair !!!!!

♣ for a gossipy text

blond giant 💕 » LISTEN blond giant 💕 » ANIblond giant 💕 » ARE YOU LISTENING BC I’VE GOT SUMMIT TO TELL YOUblond giant 💕 » I JUST SAW THE DEAN AT THIS CLUBblond giant 💕 » HE’S DANCING ON A TABLE SUPER DRUNK IT’S PRECIOUSblond giant 💕 » YOU SHOULD GET HERE ASAP

$ for a lying text

blond giant 💕 » sorry i can’t come to lunch i already have plans... im sorryblond giant 💕 » but i might see you later???blond giant 💕 » i hate pretending that i’ve forgotten your birthday... but you just wait until you see what i planned for you DELETED

☆ for a longing text

blond giant 💕 » as much as i love being back with my family it feels empty without you ❤️blond giant 💕 » i miss you so so so much, i’m at their beach house on this beautiful island and i wish i could experience it with you ❤️blond giant 💕 » anyways i’ll be home in like 2 hours if you want to skype ❤️❤️❤️

♬ for a fangirl/boy gushing text

blond giant 💕 » listen i just found these cute totally spy tshirts online !!! blond giant 💕 » i bought you a clover one and me an alex one ❤️❤️❤️blond giant 💕 » so we can match !!!

★ for a dumb meme or inside joke text

blond giant 💕 » istfg if i don’t get that grade i deserveblond giant 💕 » ima use AGGRESSIVE NEGOTIATIONS blond giant 💕 » jfc you giant you’re a bad influence ❤️

♘ for a questioning text

blond giant 💕 » so hypothetically...blond giant 💕 » what if i said i found the perfect flat, near town, right by campus?blond giant 💕 » fit for two...blond giant 💕 » how would you feel about... getting our own place?blond giant 💕 » it’s fine if it’s too soon... but i thought i’d ask ❤️

♬ for a music rec or lyric text move rec

blond giant 💕 » there’s a totally spies movie of how the spies METblond giant 💕 » if we don’t watch this tonight i won’t kiss you for a week

☽ for a sleepy text

blond giant 💕 » ani... as much as i’d love to get ready and take an overpriced über to whatever dive bar you all ended up at...blond giant 💕 » i’m just too tired rn ❤️ all i need is bedblond giant 💕 » i love you though and i hope you have fun ❤️blond giant 💕 » ps. your drunk giant self is welcome to crash in my bed and wake me up with snuggles though ❤️❤️❤️

☢ for a snarky text

blond giant 💕 » i’m at the café waiting for you jsyk ❤️blond giant 💕 » and don’t get your hopes up i brought course lit, lecture notes and my laptop... it’s a study dateblond giant 💕 » but dw for every chapter we finish, i’ll give you a kiss ❤️❤️❤️blond giant 💕 » if we don’t get anything done then no kisses 😈

Tagging game

Hiii, so I was tagged by my favourite person @the-heat-of-the-moment-gabe ❤❤❤ Thank you so much! I hope I do this right 🤞😁

Nickname: Tree 🌳 (Yeah I don’t even know where it came from and I don’t know why it stuck but apparently my name sounds like tree)

Gender: Female (that’s the only answer I know I can’t get wrong 😂)

Star Sign: Aries (by one day but I am sooo not a Taurus😁)

Height: 5ft 6’ I think, it kinda depends on the day 😂

Time: umm as in space-time? Space. The final frontier, these are the voyages of the starship Enterprise. Her mission: to explore strange, new world’s, to seek out new civilizations, to boldy go where no-one has gone before… (Sorry..i have no excuse) it is 12:30 when I started this but I’m sure it will take me ages 😁

Birthday: April 19th ❤

Favourite Bands: oh wow there are alot! I go through phases, um Louden Swain (obviously) The Script, twenty one pilots, Paramore, Train, Led zeppelin, Mcfly, Scouting for girls, Fun., Journey, Foreigner, anything that has been played on supernatural, matchbox Twenty, I should probably stop here but you get the idea 😁😁

Favourite Solo Artists: Seriously? Oh dear, well you asked for it, here it goes: Jensen Ackles (I don’t care that he doesn’t actually have an album, because his voice is just too good to not write down), Olly Murs, Ed Sheeran, Gil McKinney, Jason Mann’s (again basically anyone who has sung at a convention😁) Elvis, Michael Bublé, P!nk, and a lot more that I have forgotten👍😁

Song Stuck in my Head: Just give me a reason by P!nk and Nate Ruess ooo and since reading @the-heat-of-the-moment-gabe answers “All star” by Smash Mouth! It’s just such a great tune!

Last Movie I watched: I researched Jurassic World for the 5th time yesterday (It’s soo cool and I’m a little bit in love with Chris Pratt❤)

Last Show I watched: Law and Order SVU, they are doing a summer marathon of it on tv (I blame my parents for putting on because now I’m slightly obsessed😕)

When did i create my blog: I have no clue, not long ago, probably someone this year, I still don’t know what to do 😁

What do I post? Post or reblog?: Reblog, as I said I don’t know what to do, maybe one day I shall figure it out. Until then I shall happily reblog the posts of the very talented people of tumblr😁

Last thing I Googled: Probably “what to do if you don’t get into university” Results are in 4 days and I am panicking!

Any other blogs?: Nope, not yet. Maybe if I figure out how to tumblr😂

Do you get asks?: No, I have never got one, but I only reblog so I’m not sure what anyone would ask. But if anyone wants to feel free, I shall answer probably in fandom quotes 😁

The Story behind my Username: Is not very interesting, Scarlett is my middle name and who doesn’t want to be a Winchester?! oh and 23 is my lucky number.

Following: 52 I think 😁❤

Followers: 9!! I know its not many but honestly I have no idea how I got that many, so THANK YOU VERY MUCH WONDERFUL PEOPLE!!!

Favourite Colour: Red, like a really rich red (like Scarlet! ) also Blue, basically Captain America colours

Average Hours of Sleep: Not as many as I would like! about 7 or 8, mainly because I stay up until 2am then sleep in really late

Lucky Number: 23

Instruments: Piano (but not very well), does recorder count?

What I’m wearing right now: Ooo naughty! just jeans and a tshirt that says “all you need is love” ❤

How many blankets do I sleep with?: These questions are slightly concerning! ummm just one massive red one which is wonderful  😊

Dream Job: I don’t have one… is that weird? I’m studying Astro-physics but I really just want to help people so I don’t know. *has another crisis about the future*

Dream Trip: oooooh it’s a tie between a Supernatural convention in America (literally any of them) and somewhere like Tenerife where you can see the Milkyway on a clear night 😁

Favourite Food: Chocolate!!! Pizza, Pasta, Salmon and of course PANCAKES!😁😁😁

Nationality: British, I’m embarrassingly British, I am drinking Tea as I type!

Favourite Song Right Now: “Calling all Angels” by Train literally listened to it on repeat all through exams and it helped a lot. it reminds me of Supernatural

(sorry if all the lines are messed up, I did half on mobile and now its all confused ooops!)

Wow, that took a while hehe anyway, thank you to anyone who reads this, you’re awesome! I shall tag @glaand @gregqoyle @sis-tafics @tinkdw @imjusthereforsupernatural   These people are all awesome with actual big blogs so I really don’t mind if no one else does this but thank you all for being so awesome! x

I was tagged by the one the only @smolsivan <3

Rules: Answer the 20 questions and tag 20 blogs that you want to also do this tag ~~~lowkey looks like more than 20 but just go with it ;) 

Name: Amber

Nickname: am, bambie, mom, daughter, grandma (big family tree what can i say)

Gender: Female

Star sign: Taurus boii

Height: p short

Time right now: 2:18 pm

Last thing I googled: deaf singer america’s got talent (my mom wanted to show me she deadass cried 10/10)

Favourite bands: i’d say atm it’s NBT, Glass Animals, and i’ve recently started listening to No Vacation 

Favourite solo artists: oh boy....dodie, troye, mel, aurora, and so on (i’m sure there’s a million more that i can’t think of at the top o my head)

Last movie I watched: pretty sure the last movie i watched all the way through was Moonlight (made me cry so hard goodbye please watch it now if u haven’t)

Blog birthday: ?? probably late 2014??

What do you blog about: ...it’s literally [a trashcan] full of things i like plus [self deprecating] memes with a hint of aesthetic photos 

When did your blog reach its peak? probably 2015 yikes lmao

Do you have any other blogs? nah but maybe one day

Do you get asks regularly? not since 2015, kids!

Why did you choose your url? it’s troye’s favorite flavor of sweet ;)

Following: apparently 709

Posts: APPARENTLY 10,710 hot damn

Hogwarts house: hufflepuff <3

Fave colours: light blue/green, yellow, and peach

Average hours of sleep: like 10 but mostly during the day oops

Lucky number(s): 12, 16, 21

Favourite characters: hehe yui hirasawa (k-on!) i have more dw but my brain is blankin 

What am I wearing now? nothing ;)))))) kidding a tshirt and shorts ya nasty 

How many blankets do I sleep with? 3 

Dream job: psychologist or graphic designer (my passion)

Dream trip: Japan

I tag: @trickytroye @phersephoni @peace-out-little-munchkins @midnxghtradio and anyone else who wants to do it (and if u don’t wanna thats okay too it’s all chill up in here)

Guys I'm bored :(

I'm gonna do a throwback myspace survey. Because it's 3am & im not tired & I wanna do something cooooool EL OH EL! So if you wanna know a little bit more about myself... here's ya chance! 1. If you could spend a week anywhere in the world, where would it be and why? Would you take anyone with you? Umm I want to go to... south beach Florida. Just because the last time I went I had an INCREDIBLE time & I would take Josh (my sugar) because he's never been & I want to show him how much fun it was... WHILE WE'RE YOUNG! 2. What is your preferred writing implement? (eg. Blue pen, pencil, green pen) lately, it's been black pens. I usually use the blue pens but... yee 3. Favorite month and why? OCTOBER!!! HALLOWEEN! EASY! 4. Do you have connections to any celebrities (even minor)? LMFAO no. 5. Name 3 items you could pick up from where you are: my pillow, my laptop, my glass of water. 6. What brand logo is closest to you currently? Thrasher... 7. Do you ever play board games or other non-computer games? Got any favourites? Recently I've been playing cribbage, it's Joshs favorite mathematical game & I'm actually really good at it so... 8. A musical artist you love that isn’t well known A musical artist you love that is well known: isn't well known - TELENA! I love her. Is well known - Chet faker (I would really hope he's well known lmfao) 9. What is your desktop background currently? Me & josh being cute on my bed with the photo booth pink hearts 💕 floating over our heads hehe 10. Last person you talked to, and through what you talked to them: currently with josh, via Skype, but he's sleeping rn... 11. What kind of headphones do you use? The ones given by the iPhone company el oh el 12. What musical artists have you seen perform live? Chet Faker, Wiz Khalifa, Carnage, Borgore, The Chainsmokers, Steve Aoki, a lot more since I've been to music festivals 13. What pets do you have? What are their names? I have a cat! Her name is Pumpkin 🐱 14. What’s the best job you’ve ever had? Store manager for Pressed Juicery, just because I've worked with amazing people & it was very easy. 15. What’s the worst job you’ve ever had? AMC! I HATED IT!!!! I STILL DO! 16. Inspiration behind your URL? I'm a Mexican & a thottie to my mans. 17. Inspiration behind your blog title? Cause I am "ya girllllllll" 18. Favorite item of clothing? Any long tshirt!!! 19. Are you friends with any exes? Yes! One is actually my best guy friend! & I think I'm friends with another but we don't talk a lot. 20. Name at least one book you loved as a child: okay, there's a book out there where the girl gets green hair, or she wants green hair. But her mom said she would only get it if she ate her veggies... YA'LL IVE BEEN LOOKING FOR THIS BOOK FOR WEEKS! IF YOU KNOW THE NAME OF IT PLEASE MESSAGE ME! I will be forever grateful. 21. What email service do you use? Yahoo! 22. Is there anything hanging on the walls of the room you are currently in? 2 tapestries, a "lala land" poster, my mirror, 3 hats, 3 of those Hawaiian necklaces, my grad cap, a Chinese hand fan, my calendar, 2 lights, a photograph of a fall taken by josh, a street league poster, Sean Malto poster, floral headbands... I think that's it lol 23. What did you have for dinner yesterday? Tostadas! 😋 24. What’s your favourite candy/chocolate? I'm not really a sweets person, so I'm gonna go with... junior mints :) 25. Have you had other blogs on Tumblr? Do you have any other blogs currently? Yes, I've had 2 other blogs & no I do not have them anymore. Just this one. 26. If you were suddenly really hungry, what would you choose to eat? Some more tostadas... 27. How would you describe your sense of humour? I definitely like to analyze other people & see what THEIR humor is like & I'll just go from there. It varies from the people I hang out with cause some people are open minded & others aren't. So I like to be considerate of others. 28. What things annoy you more than anything else? People who think they're better than anyone else, people who use personal events or facts to make "jokes". People who don't share. Honestly, just being disrespectful, but I will be more than happy to fix it for you :))))) 29. Do you wear much jewelry? I wear my chocker with a choice of different chakra charms, my Colombian bracelet that josh let me keep. A bracelet his grandma made, a bracelet I found in his room & he let me keep as well. A bracelet my store manager gave to keep away negative energy. My 3rd eye bracelet & that's pretty much it! 30. Who is the leader of your country, currently? The devil. 31. Do you enjoy driving? Why or why not? No!!!! I've been doing it for awhile, I hate it! It's boring & bleh. 32. Longest drive you have ever been on? 18 hours to Miami!!!! 33. Furthest away from home you have ever been? I live in Jersey so going to Mexico when I was 4 34. How many times have you moved house? WAYYYY too many to count. 35. Is there is anything that is guaranteed to always make you happy? Food. 36. Is there anything that always makes you sad? THIS COUNTRY!!!!! 37. Last strong smell you can remember smelling? Whatever my mom used to mop her kitchen floor with lmao 38. Last healthy thing you ate? Lettuce??? It was on my tostada 😭😭😂😂 39. Do you drink tea or coffee, and how much per day? I drink tea! Any chance I have. I'm not really a coffee person. 40. When was the last time you drank water? Sunday night! 41. How often do you clear your browser history? I don't :x 42. If you had to move your birthday to another date, which one would you choose and why? OCT. 31ST!!!! HALLOWEEEEN!!!! 43. Do you know anyone with the same birthday as you? I used to! But I haven't seen her since I was 10... 44. What is your least favorite color, and why? Probably... anything neon... it just makes me uneasy lol 45. How do you spell grey/gray? Gray 46. What time is it currently? 3:46am!!! 47. Is there anything you should be doing right now? Sleeping! So goodnight everyone 😴💙