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smeddiemunson · 1 year
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56! Love a clueless flirting moment
thank you for the prompt @hamiltonsteele 🖤
56: "Are you flirting with me?"
The thing was Steve knew what his strengths were. Sure he couldn’t crack a Russian code in a matter of days and sure he couldn’t build a state of the art radio tower, but he did know how to read social cues.
“He’s definitely flirting with me, Rob. I’m telling you, I’d know.”
Robin sighed, dropping her head onto the Family Video front counter with a small thunk.
“We just don’t know that, do we?”
Steve bristled at her tone. Maybe they’d had this exact conversation three separate times before, and a variant of it at least another four, but Steve just couldn’t get it out of his head. Robin should be able to understand that.
Eddie flirted with him and it made him feel… nervous? Nervous wasn’t the right word though. His stomach would flip and his hands grew clammy but he wasn’t nervous. He wasn’t even sure he knew how to get nervous.
Steve opened his mouth to respond, to argue his case further, but stopped short when he saw Robin grinning at the door. 
He turned to look in the same direction, scrambling for something to do when he realised Eddie was about to walk into Family Video. His hands landed on the tapes he had yet to reshelf— it was supposed to be a job he did as soon as they were returned and rewound but it was a slow day and no one was desperate to rent Hey There It’s Yogi Bear.
Eddie worked across the lot at Thatcher Tyre. It wasn’t a job he loved, he liked tinkering with cars and had to do so with his piece of shit van often enough, but he spent more time trying to do anything but work; which included finding excuses to bother Steve and Robin while they were on shift. Only the discount he gave to his boss, Thomas, on the wares of his side job saved him from being fired.
Whether it was the numerous concussions or the lack of air conditioning, something possessed Steve to turn to Robin before Eddie reached the door to say, “I’m going to flirt back and then you’ll see.”
Robin stared at him, mouth agape but somehow still seeming unimpressed for so long that Eddie reached the counter and was able to shoot her a concerned glance before he began speaking.
He coughed pointedly into his fist. “How are you two beautiful people on this fine day?”
Steve surreptitiously kicked Robin in the leg as he leant forward on the counter, resting the weight of his upper half on his elbows and crowding into Eddie’s space the same way that he always did to Steve.
“Much better now that you’re here.” He shifted to reach past Eddie to drop the tape back onto the re-shelving pile, successfully looking as if he’d done any work that morning. “We were just talking about you.”
Eddie raised his eyebrows, smirking slightly. “You were? I hope it was nothing bad.”
Steve chuckled slightly. “It’s always bad, but something tells me you don’t mind that.”
“Well,” Eddie’s smirk grew wider. “It depends if you prefer me bad.” He reached out to play with the zipper of Steve’s vest, the noise of the metal clicking against itself sounding louder than it should have in Steve’s ears.
He swallowed thickly. His brain was starting to conjure up images of exactly what Eddie meant about being bad. He’d seen the handcuffs, he’d heard a few stories told when they were high and had no inhibitions left. He didn’t think it was something he was interested in but maybe he was wrong.
It wasn’t fair that Eddie made him feel like this.
He glanced at Robin out of the corner of his eye.
She was still staring at him, but this time her expression was a mix between disappointment and intrigue. An interesting combination to be sure.
“So, what can we do for you, Eddie?” Robin asked, nudging at Steve until he was forced to stand up from the counter and out of Eddie’s space.
Steve glared at her when Eddie half turned to face the horror section. Posturing.
“Maybe I just wanted to see my favourite people,” Eddie batted his eyes lashes at Robin and rolled so he was looking up at her, belly up. “Maybe I would like a personalised recommendation from the only other person in this godforsaken town who understands real cinema.”
He stayed there, blinking and making a fool of himself until Robin groaned and rolled her eyes.
“Fine.” She moved over to the computer and Steve slid straight back into his spot.
Since Eddie was practically laid over the counter and Steve was deliberately pushing himself forward, they were closer than they’d probably ever been. Sure they had been close when they were high or drunk, using one another as legrests, pillows, blankets, but Steve had never gotten such a close look at Eddie while he was sober.
There was a lot of Eddie to look at, he made himself a lot to look at. From how clothes to the way he carried himself, everything about Eddie screamed “look at me!”
But there was one thing he just couldn’t take his eyes off.
“Did you change your shampoo?” He twisted one of the curls at the side of Eddie’s face around his pointer finger, marvelling at just how soft it was.
Eddie’s hair was a bit of a mystery. Steve had seen the products he used, 2-in-1 soap and nothing else, but it somehow worked for him.
Only now it looked shinier. Definitely healthier.
Eddie snorted. “Mrs Henderson sent some with Dustin last time I took him to the arcade. Said she had this kind of hair when she was growing up and if I don’t start looking after it now it’ll all fall out.”
Steve nodded, he knew that. There was an article about it in one of the magazines his mother always left on the coffee table.
He grew bolder combing his fingers through the strands, feeling their silkiness over and over again.
“It looks really good on you,” he said softly, almost distractedly.
“Stevie,” Eddie said slowly, deliberately. “Are you flirting with me?”
“Um,” Steve squeaked, he didn’t think he was going to be asked about it. “Yes?”
“Oh. Cool.”
“I’m sor—“ Steve pulled his hand out of Eddie’s hair to tuck it into the pocket of his work vest.
Eddie cut him off quickly. “Do you want to go out with me?”
Steve blinked. Somehow he hadn’t considered this as a possibility when he started.
“Like on a date?”
“Yes.”
Did he want to go on a date with Eddie?
Did he want to go on a date with a boy?
And when he thought about it, yes, he really did.
“Okay. Yeah.” Steve smiled. “Yeah, I would really like that.”
Eddie beamed at him. His whole face smiled when he did, his eyes crinkled and his tongue poked out slightly between his teeth, and he was perhaps the most beautiful thing Steve had ever seen.
And it took playing along with what Eddie was probably only doing as a joke for him to realise.
Maybe he was as stupid as Dustin like to say he was.
He laughed. He couldn’t help it.
“Do you want to grab a movie?”
Eddie took a second to respond, seemingly lost in whatever thoughts about Steve he was having. His pale cheeks pinked up as he realised.
“Yeah, I’ll just go—“ he turned on his heel and disappeared into the stacks with a murmured comment about having a date with Steve Harrington, who’d’ve thunk.
“Steve?” Robin asked.
Steve, distractedly trying to spy Eddie through the small gaps between the display stands, replied, “Yeah?”
“Is there something you want to tell me?”
“I think I might be bisexual.”
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I AM LIVING FOR YOUR THOUGHTS TO THE HORNY ASKS 😇
This is the content I pay my internet for!
And since we're at it...
Giving Bucky a good ride - the thought of riding that man, Lord, help me - and I don't know but imagining that man saying in that low voice of his "you take me in so well" does things to me!!!
Oh my dear, I’m so happy you like them because I love sharing my thoughts on Bucky things! Glad to make that internet bill worth it.
As for riding Bucky…
He likes it especially because it happens when either or both of you are very, very needy. When he comes home from an assignment all battered and bruised and you nearly pout up at him, telling him to lie down and let you take care of him. And you’ll massage the soreness out of his muscles and gently trail your fingers over his skin as he lies on your shared bed until the man melts to your touch. He looks so pretty all tired and rough, yet with a slack mouth and relaxed brows, so you can’t help but get a little needy. Needy for wanting to please him and needy because he looks so fucking fine.
So you ride him, slow and teasing at first, the gasp that sounds from both of you when you take him in the first time making you shudder and almost buckle forward. He looks at you in complete awe, watching his pretty little thing pleasure herself on him like there is nothing in world she needs more. Like you’ve been waiting for him to return, just to have him inside you again. His hands stroke up and down your thighs when you get sloppier and more frantic, shushing you gently and praising you that you’re doing great. You just can’t come for him yet, he needs you riding him a little longer, until you’re drooling from insanity.
And when you finally come, your orgasm whacking through your body as you lazily collapse onto his chest, Bucky finally relaxes. Having his favourite girl all tuckered out on top of him, his cock still warm inside you until the next round, he closes his eyes and allows himself to sleep like a baby.
But Bucky gets needy too. On the couch usually, especially when he is relaxing in the cushions as you mess around through your living space to get food, clean up, fix something, and something else. And you keep bending over, making Bucky cock his head to the side and lick his lips as he watches your restless state flutter through the apartment. So when he finally gets his hands on you, he pulls you to straddle his lap and lets you feel exactly what he has in mind to release some of that energy of yours. His head buries itself into your neck because you smell so good and he groans because you’re so deliciously heavy and warm on his lap. He nearly whines when he can feel the steady, wanton heartbeat between your legs that his own heart wants to match.
And fuck, does Bucky love it when all he has to do is peel your panties to the side and slide into you with his face still lazily buried into your neck. He hears you stutter and stammer as you protest to the heavy feeling of him stretching you out. His cock pulsates at the scorching warmth of you and the way his body sings when he gets to fuck you like this. All slow and desperate, his hands digging into every piece of flesh he can find. However, Bucky knows what you like and it doesn’t take long for him to turn the two of you into a set of messy limbs, heavy strokes, deep groans and grunts as you ride the two of you into oblivion.
“Keep going baby, make yourself come on me and I’ll let you ride my face after.”
Yeah, Bucky likes it when either of you get needy…
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dyrewrites · 10 months
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Happy WBW! Do plate tectonics exist in your world? What did the world look like three hundred million years ago?
Ooh, fun ones!
Since this is world-building and not discussing, I'm going to try and answer with Pale Blood's world of Morne - which I do not know enough about yet.
(editing to add a cut because I did not see how long this got whups)
First answer;
It is a misshapen ball of rock, ice, blasted deserts and vast chaotic forests of varying climates that was once regular victim to the debris of massive creatures battling just outside its atmosphere. Much of the mess outside the only surviving city exists for this reason. There are megafauna that grew to replace some landmasses for this reason as well, birthed by the magic leaking from scales, teeth, blood and bones that once rained from the skies.
That bit was important to explain that yes, there are tectonics! Though not all of it is natural in the way we might think of it. There were many continents once, but the constant barrage from the skies prompted much of it to snuggle up close; in the hopes it would hurt less that way. Now there is only the one, and it's a big one, but sometimes bits of it break off to go for a swim through the frigid waters - setting off quakes and making a mess of whatever is living on it - and it doesn't always come back.
Dolor survives largely because it is landlocked and, while few living there would admit it, the fall of the moon wyrm and erection of the barrier between city and Wylds has really cut down on the fear of the lands beneath it getting up and walking away.
Second answer;
Three hundred million years ago, Morne was a perfectly round pebble of a thing floating aimlessly through space. Not even a planet. It was more of an asteroid, broken from some long-dead moon that maybe orbited a planet and a sun but those had wasted away and burnt out. It was content to float in chill nothingness, with the microscopic things wriggling in its dust and rock to keep it company.
But, to the eyes of two cosmic wanderers, Morne was a shiny bauble too pretty to let pass them by. Both were known, to their own, as wyrms; immense and powerful serpents that soared through space, feeding on whatever crunchy bits of stardust they could. Som, the perceived male of the two, grabbed the little rock first. He coiled around it and his warm flesh and bright, hot gaze burned along its surface, forcing it to bubble and burst with towering mountains and ignited something in the microscopic life within. Then Vi, his sister, wrested it from him and her icy flesh and dark, cool eyes chilled the burns her brother left and drew the waters from deep within its heart out in raging rivers to nourish the budding life.
Soon, Morne had seas, it had mountains and it had life; if simple life.
The two would fight over their shiny bauble for millions of years after, with the day and night cycles of the world they'd made shifting depending on who held it. To those growing on the planet, they appeared as merely the sky, in its various shades and cloud or star-cover, with two glaring suns or two glowering moons.
Eventually, they would share their names, through the growls that shook the trees and stuttered mountain tops. Though it wouldn't be until the first creature stood upright and began to speak...and proclaimed themselves Gods for the privilege.
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modern valaena would never be content with being a housewife because she needs that aspect of chaos in her life so she’s definitely working at TARGARYEN INC with her mom as the CEO, daemon as the COO & rhaenys as the CFO. aemond is the company’s lawyer which makes it easier for him to just stroll right into valaena’s office & fuck her senseless on her desk after he sees her get too comfortable during a meeting with the company’s latest shareholder dalton greyjoy who he knows has a crush on valaena (this is all pre-dating) and normally aemond isn’t the type to get intimidated by competition because he sees cregan try to flirt with valaena & he knows she sees him as nothing more than a friend. but with dalton he sees valaena accept his advances & when he learns valaena HIS valaena has agreed to go on a weekend “business” trip with him to dorne…aemond loses the last bit of sanity he was clinging on to. and after he’s fucked her to the point where’s she shaking crying and begging for more he asks “will you let him mark him the way i have princess?” and valaena knows that her saying yes would make him give her the punishment she craves so badly so she says “what makes you think i haven’t already let him scar me uncle?”
Noooo Valaena enjoys her job and her hobbies way too much to ever give them up especially for aemond
And aemond loves it bc it gives him a chance to watch Valaena as much as he wants
AND THEN HE SEES VALAENA AND DALTON GREYJOY LAUGHING TOGETHER AND SLIPPING OFF TO LUNCH TOGETHER
The same Dalton Greyjoy who chased after Valaena when she was younger who she’d been arrested with in college,,, aemond had made the charges go away but apparently he should’ve been more focused on making Dalton go away bc Valaena is blushing and the hems of her skirts keep getting higher and higher every time he sees them together
Every rational thought dissolves when Jace offhandedly mentions in a meeting that Valaena and Greyjoy will be in dorne this weekend to pursue a new opportunity and he’ll report back next week on how it went bc he knows EXACTLY what that means
And thank god Valaena hates feeling like she’s in a fishbowl and has one of the only offices with actual walls that are not made out of glass bc aemond storms over, catching her flicking the end of her pen through her hair and wearing this silk dress that aemond knows would tear just so easily and her heels are much higher than are work appropriate,,,
He just goes crazy, pinning her between him and the desk and FINALLY acts on the simmering tension and attraction that’s been there forever
And Valaena is crying and begging and taking him so well before he’s even started fucking her properly that he can’t resist the taunt about Greyjoy while his mouth in on her
EXCEPT VALAENA IS A BRAT AND THE “what makes you think I haven’t already let him scar me uncle” SLIPS OUT MAKING AEMOND LOSE JIS LAST SHREDS OF COMPOSURE
her dress is in pieces on the floor and he’s inside of her before she can even finish the taunt
And no she can’t walk down to her own car to drive but aemond is smugly fine with that bc obviously she’s coming home with him to finish the punishment
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petitelepus · 2 years
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Could I request part 2 of vampire lockdown x human reader (from this https://petitelepus.tumblr.com/post/666502701745635328/could-we-get-tfa-vampire-lockdown-with-reader-as-a) vampire lockdown was fragging reader in his workplace or room when swindle barge in, lockdown invited him on purpose for exhibitionism kink and reader is of course embarrassed (maybe even swindle joining)
This was worst, having your Lord Lockdown fuck you over the counter of his workshop where he mastered his vast collection of weapons and guns.
You just came to ask how he would like his venison prepared, but the man had other needs that he wanted to be treated and hunger was only one of them.
"How are you feeling, my little Maiden, having your Lord fuck you on his table?" He asked as he squeezed your hips and thrust a little harder, making his desk wobble and you whine as the tip of his member poked your insides.
You were about to tell him to fuck off, but the wind in the room shifted and you gasped as the air in the middle of the room twisted and turned, and out of nowhere, a man with dark purple eyes, dressed in the finest suit appeared before you.
"Hello Lockdown, good ol' pal, what are you up to now-! Oh?" The man blinked as he saw you and you felt your eyes widen in shock as you tried to cover yourself, but your Lord swiped your hands away.
"Swindle." Lockdown nodded, "You're early. I wasn't expecting you for another hour."
"What a weird coincidence, because it's 8pm and you insisted to meet me at that exact time."
Like Hell, it was an accident! Lockdown had this planned, you were 100 percent sure of it! The man had little to no shame at all and he rarely made mistakes, he wanted you two to get caught in the middle of the sex.
"Maiden my dearest, this is Swindle." Lockdown introduced you two, "Swindle here is a lowlife demon, willing to make a deal with anyone as long as he gets paid."
"That's right!" The demon walked up to you in front of the desk and whipped a business card out of thin air before giving it to you. "If you ever find yourself wanting or needing something, I'm your demon! For the right price, of course."
"And what would these prices be?" You asked and the demon chuckled as he fixed the front of his jacket. "Despite what Lockdown may say, I'm a fair demon so I'm sure that you and I can work up some kind of a deal that would benefit both of us."
"Oh?" You were intrigued but a strong smack to your ass made you cry out loud in pain.
"Don't trust him, he will rip you off anything you have, even your soul."
"You hurt my feelings Lockdown!" Swindle laughed, but then he cleared his throat and you watched him pull out an of some sort of, a gun perhaps?
"That's the gun I wanted?" Your Lord asked and the demon chuckled, "Very same one! This was used by the famous Vampire Hunter! A fine souvenir, am I right?"
"And the price matches the wares?"
"Naturally, a rare item like this, and in its top quality, don't get sold cheap."
"I see... But it appears I'm a little short on money." Lockdown grinned, "You accept credit?"
"No, but I'm sure that we can make some arrangements." The demon snickered as he glanced at you. You were just lying there on the table and listening to them talk while trying to hold onto your last shreds of modesty.
"If you want to watch then you better lower the price of that gun I ordered from you." The bounty hunter chuckled darkly and you blinked before shooting a glare at your Lord.
"What!? You expect me to just lie down and let you fuck me while your friend watches!?
"You already do two of those without a problem, might as well try the third one also." The vampire turned to look at the demon, "So, do we have a deal?"
"Lockdown, my friend, if I gave a discount to everyone who asks then I wouldn't make any profit!" Swindle laughed, but Lockdown had an ace up his sleeve.
"Wanna fuck her then?"
Oh, so that's how it was. This was your Lord's plan all along. To get you sensitive and have his friend pop up and then get his interest in you up so he could get a discount from the gun. Only, you weren't that easy.
"Lo-!" You were about to scream but before you could do so, the vampire Lord pulled out of your wet sex, grabbed your legs, and easily lifted you up. You blushed in embarrassment as he spread your legs and showed everything you had as if presenting you like livestock.
"As you can see, she is ready and willing!"
Willing was such a hard word, you would rather have called yourself overstimulated and needy.
"My, what a fine offer you are presenting to me." Swindle snickered but you didn't miss how his hand rested on his belt and Lockdown for sure did not miss that.
"Very well, I'll give you 10% off the original price."
"Make it 30%."
"15%!"
"20%!"
"Sold!"
"Do I have any say in this?" You asked pathetically and both vampire and demon chuckled as the demon walked in front of you and grasped your face between his fingers.
"Don't be sad. Look, I'll even make you a deal! Show me a good time and I'll give you half off the next purchase you make with me! This is a once upon lifetime deal."
That did sound like a good deal, depending on what you wanted... You groaned and looked at him, your eyes full of determination.
"You better keep your word..!" You growled and Swindle started to undo his pants with a chuckle.
"Demon's honor!"
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mossmurdock · 26 days
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also my answer to the ask i was talking about earlier got a lot longer than i expected. i am unable to control myself
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gen-toon · 2 months
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sweetmapple · 10 days
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Lmao why the hell is Gabriel so hot
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almondpiglet · 2 months
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as per Reigen’s request, may I request him and Serizawa making out? Is that a thing I can do?
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a poor attempt of making out with your very inexperienced boyfriend
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v4mp-wife · 5 months
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What if you and Levi rescued a baby on a scouting mission?
You're in a village taking out some titans, most people got eaten, some ran away. After you take out all the titans, you and the squad are searching for any survivors and you hear crying coming from one of the houses. You look around to see if you can spot Levi anywhere to call him over but you can't, he must be somewhere else. You go into the house to get the baby but you see someone already beat you to it. And that someone was Levi.
He was holding the tiny human in his hands and rocking it in an attempt to calm it down but it wasn't working. His brows furrowed in concentration as he tries to figure out how to calm the baby down. You watch in silence before saying anything. The scene is so precious.
You quietly approach him and place your hand on his back to let him know you're there. "Hey." He turns to look at you, he's frustrated that he can't get the baby to stop crying but he also can't be mad at it. He can't Imagine what it could've witnessed, the loud noises of the titans, the screams. "Need help?" You ask him. He looks at you then back at the baby before he grunts. "Yeah", he does need help. You scoop the little thing in your arms and hold it close to your chest, you sway a little from side to side and start humming softly. Once the baby picks up that it's not in danger it starts to calm down and the screaming ceases.
Levi is in awe. He didn't know you were good with kids. He had been struggling with it for so long and the second you took it in your arms it calmed down. He quickly snapped out of it though, he knows neither of you have time to take care of a child. "The kid counts as a survivor, we have to take it back. We can drop it off at one of the shelters." You agree. As much as you want to stay with it a little longer, you still have a job to do.
You were down for the rest of the day after handing over the kid. "How did you get attached to it so quickly." He said it more as a matter of fact way instead of a question. "What?" You reply, you'd been out of it, only thinking about what must have happened to the kids family and its well being. Levi is no fool, hes well aware that you were upset because you had to let go of the kid so quickly. "Come on." He says with a sigh. He doesn't wait for an answer and stands by the door of your shared room. You raise an eyebrow. What is he doing? "Do you want to see the kid or not?" You excitedly get up from the bed and follow him out.
The walk to the shelter is silent, but he can tell by the look on your face that you're happy. The corner of his mouth curls up slightly into a smile. He's glad you're happy.
You hold the little baby in your arms as you play with it on a chair. Levi is leaning on the wall next to you, watching silently. You look so at peace and happy with the kid. At one point you get up and tell him to play with it while you go to the bathroom. He does as he's told, taking the little one in his arms and trying to keep it entertained while you're gone. He doesn't really know what to do so the baby ends up getting bored and falls asleep. The sun was setting and he realized how tired he was. It wouldnt hurt to rest his eyes for a bit. It was just him and the kid anyway. He sat down on the chair and closed his eyes as he waited for you to come back. You return shortly after, adjusting your clothing as you walked not quite realizing what was going on before you. "Sorry I took so long, I couldn't find the..." you trailed off when your eyes landed on him. His head was hanging slightly forward and the baby's head was resting on his chest. He looked so peaceful, it was adorable. "Mm..." He grumbled as he opened his eyes. He looked up at you squinting, taking a second for his vision to adjust. "Ready to go home?" You ask him as you take the baby. "Yeah." Maybe it won't be so bad come visit the kid every once in a while, he though.
That was until he got home and realized it had drooled all over his uniform while it was sleeping.
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danvillecheese · 16 days
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floor after floor now we know what's in store 'nother floor then a floor then a floor
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knightinink · 6 months
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“Again, with the horn?”
I was thinking about this & something tells me if Fizz used the horn every morning, Ozzie would eventually get used to it & sleep through it. It still works on Ozzie because the horn isn’t the only thing Fizz uses to wake him.
He has various things.
All of them extremely obnoxious, but unapologetically & fittingly Fizz.
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qdkdraws · 25 days
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Guitarspear request!
Could you please do Adam using Lute’s wings like a blanket/pillow?
Thank you so much, I love your work!
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Not only a blanket, but also an umbrella :D
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colorless-vector · 4 days
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He doesn't have any personal things on his wall or bed after his brothers left. These things were personal and only for The Bad Batch to see. For the Empire he has no petsonality. Almost all the people around him were strangers. Crosshair was alone in a place full of people. The only ones who understood him had left him. He wasn't able to show his feelings to the people who didn't see him like his brothers did.
He was so lonely and angy😭😭😭
He was like a teenager with adolescent maximalism
And later in prison he had nothing at all and he didn't want to have anything. He understood how mislead he was and decided that he should accept his imprisonment. He thought he didn't deserve good things anymore and lost hope in everything (until the little sunshine came to save him from prison and himself in his self-loathing). His family abandoned him (in his point of view), the Empire betrayed him. He only sent one message only to warn the batch to keep Omega away from the Empire. After doing that he almost gave up on himself
He must have felt so broken
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dark-night-hero · 1 year
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Imagine when Itoshi Sae realizes things a little far too late.
Imagine Itoshi Sae wondering when it all started? Messages rarely received, calls barely make it through the night, the way you look so distracted when the two of you were in a video call, the fewer parcels he received. The way you look distracted and sometimes even out of it when he was in a phone call with you talking about whatever stuff he rant about.
"I'm sorry Sae, can we call things off tonight? I'm pretty tired from work." You spoke with an apologetic gaze over the scene. "Huh? Oh, yeah sure." "Thank you, then I'm hanging up then, Sae." The call ended just like that.
Imagine the way he starts wondering, when did it start? The lesser time the two of you had for each other. When the two of you started your relationship, both of you almost could not live without a single text or phone call per hour. It's been three days since he last saw your face over the phone, nine hours since you might have accidentally put him on ready. Were you that busy?
9:46 p.m
Sae: You good in there?
Sae: You left me on read, so I'm just checking up on you. Did something happen?
11:42 p.m
You: Sorry, something came up and I have to work overtime at the company.
You: It's lunchtime out there, right? Make sure to eat properly, I'm going to sleep now.
Imagine him wondering when you started looking like that? When did you start looking so dull even when talking about all your favorite, the things and stuff you love, you both love. And when was even the last time you've watched him play?
"I'm sorry, Sae, what were you talking about again? I didn't quite hear it." For the first time in this fifteen minutes video call, you finally spoke first words after telling him talk, well more like spoke things you can't seem to understand nowadays. Not that you really can not, but nowadays, it seems like... It feels strange.
"I was talking about our next game next week in there, at 27th, I was wondering if you could make it-?" It sounded desperate, as if he was looking forward for you to come. Maybe he was. He have not seen you in person for a while now. "27th? Oh God Sae, I have an important board meeting that day, I'm sorry I wouldn't able to come..." Strange enough, it scares him how despite your voice sounds genuinely disappointed of the unexpected circumstances were, you look rather unbothered.
Imagine as he was looking forward to seeing you again once he got back into his home country. There, you were usually greeting him with a smile on your face. But now, it wonders him when did you started looking at him with such dull eyes and a rather forced smile on your lips.
"Is everything okay? You look.." like you don't want to be with him right now. Uncomfortable. "Huh? Ye.. Everything is alright right now. You're here now." Why do you look like you're trying to convince yourself right now? Did you even realize you did not even try to go for a hug like you usually does the moment you see him at the airport?
Imagine Itoshi Sae wondering where it all went wrong as he watched you pack your things as he stood there at the door right after you told him, "Things aren't working anymore between the two of us that's why... We should take a break."
Imagine as he sat down on the sofa at the spacious living room, he turned on the television to at least bring noise into the silent room. Only to find your favorite slow playing that sent a pang on his chest. He did not even dare turn it off. He just stood up and went into the kitchen when he found a still hot meal at the table, a note left right beside it.
Do not misunderstand, I still love you. Heavens, God I do Sae. I love you very much, but I can no longer do this alone. You know what I'm talking about Sae. I can't be in this all alone when it should be the two of us together. I'm sorry. I really do, but I really can't do this anymore. I hope you don't starve yourself, not tonight, not tomorrow, and the following day. Please do take care of yourself, I hate to see you neglecting yourself.
- (First name)(Lastname)
Imagine the way he scoffs and rolls his eyes, the note slowly crumple in his palm. But then, eventually, he let out a sigh and sat down the seat right in front of the meal left on the table. He doesn't have an appetite. And yet, as his shaking hands picked up the cutlery on the table, as he piece by piece ate the meal on the table. A single tear falls down, followed by another.
Imagine, the more he thinks about it. The more he realizes, he was the one to blame for all of this. It was never you. It was him all along, was it not?
"So the thing was, one of my coworkers-" "I'm sorry, can we talk about this next time? I'm really tired, we just finished a game and.." "Oh, I'm sorry. You didn't inform me you have a game today, I could have watched." "Hmm. Yeah, I forgot." Then he groan, "Sorry, I'm really tired I'm hanging up." "Okay dear, I love y-" Call ended.
yesterday, 8:47 p.m
You: Jgh, what about you?
You: Oh wait it's probably around lunch in there, have a nice day, dear. Please do eat a proper meal. :)
yesterday, 9:30 p.m
You: Dear?
You: You left me on read, is everything alright in there?
You: I hope you're alright.
yesterday, 10:28 p.m
You: Sae?
You: I know you're busy, but can you at least tell me if you're doing well in there?
yesterday, 11:47 p.m
You: I'm sorry if I'm bothering you right now, but I'm worried.
today, 3:24 a.m
You: I just contacted your manager, idk why I haven't done that in the first place, but at least I can now sleep knowing you're just knocked out after practice. I'm going to sleep now, I'm sorry for the spam messages, I love you. :)
"I didn't know you had a game today." You spoke over the phone. "Huh? I didn't tell you?" "You didn't." There was a bitter smile on your face. "Sorry, I must have forgotten about it. It's nothing important, after all." "Nothing important, you say.." "What was that?" "Nothing dear." You laugh. "When will your next game be? It's been a while since I've watch you on the field." "Oh that? I'm not sure." There was a few moments of silence after that. "(First name)?" "Yes dear?" "I got to go." "Alright, take care, I lov-" Call ended.
"You see, I've seen this great place for couples and newlyweds for a perfect vacation-" "Can't we just stay home?" "But dear, we've talked about this-" "It's been a while since I've been given a vacation, can we just.. Can't we just stay at home?" Frustrated, he didn't even look at you, nor was he able to pick up the hits you've been giving him, even the way you were caressing the empty spot on your ring finger, and lastly, the crestfallen look on your face that was quickly replaced by a fake smile. "... Alright, let's do that."
Imagine the way it was all coming back to him at that very moment. The way he just sat there, eating and crying, he could not even utter a word nor let out a sound of pain. Because he deserves it, he deserves every bit of pain he was feeling right now for taking you for granted and realizing it, a little too late. You have already left, and right now, all he could do was wait. Wait for you to come back, even if you might never wish to do so.
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