Aventurine and his insane luck. The blessed one but his blessing is also a curse. He uses his good fortune like a weapon. It cuts him like a knife. It's meant to protect him, but he wanted to protect everyone else. He doesn't see the point of it. He resents his luck because it made him survive every tragedy, when his loved ones didn't. He loves it because he loves his mother, his sister, and his father, and it's one of the few fragments left of his first self, his truest self. Lucky boy, boy made of gold and honey. When he was born, rain fell. It was the god's blessings. Or was it the god's tears?
Girls, I couldn't take it anymore, I wanted to know what happened, I haven't been able to sleep for days because of all this.馃槴
So today after school I didn't go home straight away, but I wrote him a message asking where he is and I want to talk to him a bit.
I wrote just in time, because he replied that he was leaving now, but we could meet in the yard.
I quickly ran out into the yard where I saw him, he was smoking and leaning against the wall, it seemed that he was going to his car because he had his bag and a lot of papers.
So out of a sudden impulse, since I had been waiting so long for us to talk, I ran to him and without even thinking, I just opened my mouth:
"I feel like I'm not important." - I told him honestly while trying to catch my breath (bc I had been running so far) lol
YEAHHH girls鈥 told him this without any hesitation. ???!! WTF WHY
And R (I think) expected everything but this, because he looked at me with such big eyes and then started to laugh softly and put down his cigarette. Ofc I got upset bc I thought he wasn't taking me seriously and I told him: "this isn't funny! are you mad at me?" 馃槶馃槶
After that, my eyes widened when he came closer to me and raised his hand.
"Do you see this?" - he asked and pointed to the bracelet that I had given him...
"If you weren't important to me, I wouldn't be wearing this gift." - he said, ruffled my hair and pinched my face again. (i died)
After that, he told me that he had a lot to do and that he had to go now because he was already late. The events happened as fast as always, so I just nodded and he said goodbye.
Honestly, I'm a little relieved that there's no problem between the two of us, but I feel that it's no coincidence that he's been "neglecting" me so far... but it's okay now.
Now that Im finished main story of mdzs im currently fighting the urge to go through and highlight every time Lan Wanji speaks just for the fun of it. I have this feeling that despite being the secondary protagonist as well as main love interest his total speaking lines don't add up to more then like... 1 maybe 2 paragraphs over 5 books.
i doodled this little guy on my bedroom whiteboard 3 years ago in the very worst of my depression and haven鈥檛 had the heart to erase him since. now he鈥檚 going to become a sticker <3
gorgug unlocking his rage concentration makes me so happy!!! Drumming is the perfect fusion of rage and mathematics!!!!!!! The fact that it's all coming together like this is very very satisfying
GLADION FROM POKEMON SUN AND MOON?!?!? I haven鈥檛 gotten over those games. People can hate on them all they want, but I will love them forever. Also in casr it wasn鈥檛 obvious, my main comfort character has come full circle back to Gladion(I LOVE HIM SO MUCH HOLY MOLY). A few of these drawings aren鈥檛 very good but I don鈥檛 have the heart to erase them so they stay.