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#honkai star rail#hsr dr ratio#hsr aventurine#ratiorine#aventio#whatever other ship name they have. i saw like 4 THATS ENOUGH! /j#making horrible memes to speed up the time (aventurine banner please hurry)#Its not working. I cry every day i wake up hes still not here#Why do i always talk about him like im mourning him .#sorry im ramblinf Anyways . Here#★ my art#art#★ animations#my sona (a sliver) (aventurine sniped them with the water bottle if u didnt see that)#do i reblog too much?am i annoying yall? sorrryyyy……..#i reblog like everysingle aventurine related thing ever i feel like itd put 1 of my followers into a coma
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i realized i've never drawn majima with two eyes before so i did a little redraw
#yakuza#like a dragon#majima goro#i think about this translation choice every day and i mourn it greatly#anyway. hi. its been a while since i drew anything i felt was worth posting but here we are#im really happy with this :] his face can be a little tricky to get right sometimes#so when i do feel happy w how i draw him im like yayyy
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andrzej sapkowski in the witcher presents his reader with many curious and refreshing takes on the fantasy genre, such as "what if dragons were good" and "what if elves were incels"
#i joke it's more like what if the ethereal being had angsty mournful man feelings#that he has feelings but can't work through them because#overemotionality is considered base and human so he's basically been bottling all of this for centuries#the elbow-high diaries#plus that his only purpose was really to be with lara and now she's gone and so what does that make him#i'm not getting all MRA lmaoooo what i'm saying is that there needs to be two to make a baby so he was one-half of that#and destiny didn't work out as planned so ... this is all that's left#reading ch 5 of lotl for the first time: THIS IS SO MESSED UP WHAT THEY ARE DOING TO CIRI!!!#reading ch 5 of lotl again and again: my god EVERYONE here is so messed up and SAD. well except eredin#eredin is like cool im gonna go fight a unicorn#'what are you talking about he wanted to kill auberon?' but not in a very intelligent way he was like to ciri 'so you wanna... kill him?'#imo book eredin is kind of a meathead and it's kind of refreshing with all these 4D chess players around
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Ended up pirating all of Hazbin for the sake of my younger days (used to be a fan when I was around 14/15, before all the stuff with Viv came out) and I am so surprised by how I felt... nothing for the most part. Like a lot of the show's storylines feel like they was crammed in there with no real pacing. A lot of this should have been season 2 territory, which is a sentiment I've seen echoed around, but also... it feels as if the show is trying to be episodic while also having a long narrative thread, which just doesn't work with just 8 episodes. Especially not when paced like this. So I kinda ended up feeling nothing for the most part. All the events got a "Oh, great, so what?" reaction out of me because there was little to no buildup to most of them.
Sir Pentious was always a fave of mine so I was glad to see they kept him around and, though I think we should have had more episodes with him as a villain, I think how he ended up was fitting for what little of an arc he had. I am livid about what they did to Cherri and Mimzy.
I fucking loved Mimzy, I have no idea why they sent her away -- having someone like her at the Hotel would have been a blast considering how the others are already on the road to redemption. She would have balanced it out by being a regular sinner, someone who doesn't care about redemption and won't probably ever care unless it's in her best interests to. Plus her friendship with Alastor was quite cute, they bounce off of each other very well imo. Plus I could see her have a bit of a conflict with both Charlie and Vaggie because of her ways of acting. I'm so sorry they took that from you girlboss.
And Cherri... dear lord where WAS she? She should have been a lot more present. I used to like her relationship with Angel and I even think Cherrisnake is cute conceptually, but both these relationship had... little to no room to breathe imo.
#hazbin hotel critical#not putting this in the main tag#i wouldnt call myself a fan but i guess i can mourn what could have been#not considering viv and her controversities for a second... the pilot had a very nice feeling to it#that the series was not able to replicate#i think my liking of mimzy should come as a surprise to NO ONE LMAOOOO#i love evil selfish women im sorry ... sue me#we need to save mimzy sir pen and cherribomb from hazbin everyone else can rot#ok in all fairness i will give the show credit for ONE thing#i kind of enjoyed adam and lute as antagonists. adam is insufferable which is awesome#it makes it easy to hate him as a villain. and lute being his right hand woman makes sense#they read like a christian couple (term used loosely) where the man is a misogynistic asshole and the woman just kinda endorses it#which is perfect if you wanna make a critique of heaven and the humans who go in it because they repented or whatever#i always love dumbass villains who are easy to hate (mamoon from helluva being another example of a villain i enjoy)#thats it. thats all i have in terms of compliments#would love to adress the Angel Dust controversy because as a victim of SA (and CSA) myself I think there is nuance to be found in --#-- having a discussion about how we see survivors and how we portray the abuse they endure#i was an unconventional victim too. i kind of see a glimpse of me in Angel which is why I was LIVID when I got the full picture of the --#-- situation. but still
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I miss Tech ;-;
This season has been great...but....Techs absence is very palpable. And a few 2 second name drops doesn't make up for it. With not many mentions of him or acknowledgements about what happened, it's making his story feel incomplete? I don't know.
#i miss my witty nerdy lil guy#i know they've been busy but like there hasn't even been much mourning#if they're doing this because their building up to something then i can understand#but if the series ends with not one proper mourning session or conversation or something im gonna be mad#and it does feel like they're practically forgetting he even existed half the time#they're treating tech similar to how they treat echo when hes away.....just with more sadness#the bad batch#the bad batch tech#tbb#star wars tech#star wars#the bad batch spoilers#tbb tech
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What are you excited for when the new Welcome Home update drops?
oh. literally Everything and Anything. to see how the site changes, to see all the neighbors again, for all the new things whatever they may be! Story Progression! Images! Words!
#new insights into characterization!!!#agh! EVERYTHING!#literally the entire update could just be 'oh this is the new version of the site' and id be whooping and cheering and hollering#i dont really carry expectation#other than 'im gonna fuckin love this :]c'#actually no. i hope to feel Deep Dread as well!#i hope at least one thing genuinely scares or disturbs me. im ready to get fucked up with a capital F#HURT ME. IM READY TO FEEL EMOTIONAL AGONY.#< said while hiding behind the couch and wearing a colander on my head. im wielding... a worm on a string#none of this will protect me <3 yippee!#rambles from the bog#but also mainly FOR THE SITE TO BE BACK.#well. 'back.' back in the sense of resurrection. technically the same but altered forever <3#i miss her...#its been like. a day and im already in mourning. i look at the spot where it was once pinned to my shortcuts#i need a black lace veil for these trying times#jesting i hope she's having a fun time in maintenance!
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rip to my kickoff ideas notes. i cannot believe how fucking dumb i was to write them in my notes app instead of google docs, considering i write virtually everything else in google docs. your demise was entirely my fault. may you rest in peace and prosperity. i have scoured the corners of my dumbass brain n jotted down what i could remember from pure memory, which luckily was quite a bit, but i will never have the nuance or detail that you so valiantly achieved. i could only resuscitate so much. i now lay you to rest.
#this is so fucking dramatic lmfao#i had like 24 hrs to mourn and i feel better now#tbh i remember like 90% of my ideas im just upset bc i had some scenes fully written out n i don't think i can replicate them#but oh well#such is life#anyways#im ready to move on#kickoff#what sucks the most is i had the chance to save them before i reset my phone but i FUCKING DIDNT#THATS WHAT HURTS THE MOST#IM SO ST00PID GOSH
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you;re having a normal one about round 6 huh?
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#thanks for the ask!#IM TRYING TO FIGURE IT OUT. PEOPLE ARENT MAKING SENSE#he didnt need to keep strangling him! but others have pointed out he wasnt actually on his windpipe! so im guessing my last post is right???#BUT WHAT IF IT ISNY#GAY PEOPLE ARE RUINING MY LIFE#im not familiar enough with these characters to know what theyre thinking!!!! to know why they do the things they do!!!#maybe its to make him hate him?? so he would mourn less?? maybe it was to remind him how it feels to nearly die- to put fight back in him??#ppl are saying its to make him unforgettable to till but i feel like the kiss already did that yknow...#alien stage i will cry i will scream unless i get an answer im happy about. i wont sleep tonight until i can figure it out
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lilia is amazing
humans took loved ones from him multiple times and he still chooses to love them
this is the type of shit that joker-fies characters and hes like nah i love my son and i would love for fae and humans to live among each other in peace
#ugh how HOW#theres ppl like this in real life u know#thats amazing!?#shit happens and im like “...i think im done here dont talk to me ever again.”#lilia vanrouge#twisted wonderland#god im not done yet catching up#but im guessing the knight of the dawn and raising silver really had an affect on his view of humans#...and then im sure with all his traveling that also had an affect#but even then#u think that would only really make him indifferent#its so easy to get caught up in negative feelings#but nah he seems to really like humans lol#ig his age would also be a factor#he has had a lot of time to process and mourn im sure#silver being the way he is makes more sense now lol
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you know when you see pics of older people from when they were in their early adult-hood years and and turns out they were BANGIN’ hot. like they-definitely-had-a-line-of-lovers type of sexy. Pierro.
YOURE SO SO REAL FOR THIS LIKE GENUINELY. Like. Pierro is that brand of old man crunchy where like.. he aged like a fine wine most certainly, but its so easy to tell that he looked like a greek god in his youth - chiseled jawline, striking eyes, that easy confidence that comes from a life of having pretty privilege thrust upon you from pretty much the moment you came out--
Like.. i feel like he wouldve looked like the grunge aesthetic young adult they slap on the front of album covers where he looks sunken and tired but in a totally dashing way, with wind-tousled hair (honestly i never even thought of his original hair colour until now. i just imagine it white/grey because thats SO him. i could see it being brown, maybe blond?) and eye bags that look like they were dabbed on delicately with eyeshadow and a brush.
but even with all of that i do also just see him looking like he was just straight up carved from marble with his broad shoulders and the confident way he stands. Like he was drop dead gorgeous, the folks of khaenri'ah swooned over him, most everyone assumed he would go on to become a knight simply because of the whole 'dashing knight in armour' stereotype.
He's the sort of guy you see playing someones grandpa in a film and you're like "wait hes so hot though. now i wanna see what he looked like when he was younger" and then you get mad because HOW CAN PEOPLE BE SO GORGEOUS THEIR ENTIRE LIVES HUH. HOW IS THAT FAIR.
I feel like his looks are not really something he openly acknowledges or even really realises - I guess this ties in to my oddly specific Pierro headcanons ((gives that old man a million mental illnesses and refuses to elaborate)) but i imagine he gets really really caught up in the minor details and just sort of passively sees himself as very just .. 'whatever', despite just how many people have always told him how handsome and beautiful he is.
Like, of course he'll thank them for the compliment but in his head he has like 90 rebuttals and genuinely convinces himself that theyre just saying it to be nice/polite/to get in his good graces/whatever. man has imposter syndrome out the wazoo .
I think he definitely aged very finely and gracefully, all things considered, but his obsessive fear of aging physically makes him feel like he hasnt. but to me . old man pierro is the most gorgeous . perfect.
#you know.. people always told me i was beautiful... but i never really FELT like it.#not until i met you.#asks#(trying so hard not to be an old man simp on main)#ALSO a tsarierro idea uhh something something type beat @ the tsaritsa .#like idk exactly how you imagine the narrative but i think theres something really special and unique about them both finding each other at#a later stage in their lives. and instead of mourning their youths and the times they couldve had together. they enjoy every moment they#have in the present. and keep moving forward. (and very importantly age fucking gorgeously. power couple.)#i feel like pierro is a big baby about the whole “we didnt meet until so late” but tsaritsa is a “we met when we were meant to. im glad tha#we have each other now" truther.#tsarierro#pierro#pierro headcanons#general barks#general howls#my writing#the tsaritsa
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my heart is actually fucking breaking for laszlo rn like. his perspective on this is so sad its literally not funny at all. hes basically just lost his son. god. fuck.
#like colin is here but remembers nothing??? laszlo was his DAD he RAISED him HE LOVED HIM SO MUCH JESUS CHRIST#and i feel like im mourning a kid rn so it must be fucking a thousand times worse for laz :(#wwdits#wwdits spoilers#laszlo cravensworth#what we do in the shadows#colin robinson#jay rambles
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rip to the jim arc set up in the season 1 finale; like that fucking scene where ed approaches them because he's been impressed by them; and then the follow-up of them waking up a prisoner, with oluwande and most of the others gone... that felt like such a set up — and while i do love what we got, and i'm positive jim's lack of an arc in season 2 in general (and in the daily raids era specifically) is because of the budget cuts... i'm just so sad we didn't get more of that arc!!
#particularly i feel like this was setting up some kind of complicated friendship arc w ed and jim and im mourning THIS#ofmd#our flag means death
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if i had to stop at only one headcanon about casey jr and future raph ever its that middle ground where casey did know him just when he was younger so the vibe is
someone asks about future raph at some point and with ALL the same reverence of talking about greatest ninjas greatest inventors mystic masters amazing commanders and their big heroic battles etc etc casey is just like “he called me little snapper bc when i first met him i was like 3 and i tried to bite him. when i was 7 he looped a rope around his arm and stood there with it held out for hours so i could play on a swing. he was my best friend.”
#rottmnt#rottmnt raph#rottmnt casey jr#i just think theyre neat#idk that its my voted most likely headcanon at all#i feel like if they did s3 and explored it it would be that he didnt really know him and therefore didnt mourn him#and maybe it makes it easier to be around him sometimes bc all he knew were little stories and mentions etc#but i do love the idea that like for a while raph was just Resistances Best Uncle and he never lost his big soft heart or gentleness#and that his legacy after he was gone was one of love and kindness and protection#little moments and not so much epic heroic fights#(i mean im sure future leo and mikey and donnie and EVERYONE left legacies w casey that arent just Epic Future Stories)#(hero worship and fresh grief and trying to bolster them without being like oh ur dead the future SUCKS sucks aside)#but this post isnt abt them it is abt the raph angle#the rise raph legacy of he made it feel safe to laugh he made it feel like he could carry anyone through anything if they needed him
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-`. OCS AS TYPES OF SUFFERING.
TAGGED BY @chuckhansen, @queennymeria, @shellibisshe, @leviiackrman, @nightbloodbix, @lavampira, @marivenah, @faerune, @socially-awkward-skeleton and @corvosattano to take this uquiz for a few dears !! ty ty!!!!!!
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-`. DESPAIR.
The tunnel never had a light. You wish for nothing because you know you'll receive nothing, and your hopes died out long ago. The only thing that keeps you going is the thrill of emptiness you feel when things don't turn out your way. It's bitter. It's proof. Proof that you don't feel this way for nothing.
-`. THE BLACKHOLE.
There's a hole where your heart used to be and nothing is filling that hollow void. You could drown in a world curated for you, and still nothing seems to fit. It eats you alive knowing you're unsure how to satiate the hunger of your soul. It's barely hunger, it's more like a blackhole.
-`. THE TAKER.
Your expectations are ones you can barely meet. You compare yourself to others, but with a hypocritical light. You'll never find what you're looking for if you're laying down half of what you receive. It stings to be given less than expectations you've set, but if they were more reasonable, do you think even then you'd be happy?
-`. YEARNING.
The pain in your chest bubbles knowing that what you want may never be yours. You're lost in a fantasy world, or consumed by what you wish you were or had as opposed to what you do. It's hard to appreciate what's around you when you're appreciating the hope of what could be instead.
-`. THE GIVER.
Your energy depletes as you hand it out to anyone passing by your basket. People walk by and take, but no one ever leaves. You're constantly running on low when people keep asking you to give. You'd give your soul away for free, and then what left do you have of yourself if you can't say no?
-`. LONELINESS.
Your heart feels full of the connection you feel you lack. No matter how many people are around you, strangers or not….someone is missing. You don't know who, what, or if you'll ever find them. You're unsure if there's a person out there who'll really satisfy your life, so really what's the point of continuing to look?
#only if you want to of course !! <3#oc: amavet aerasume#oc: yeva yakovleva#oc: vaermina vanthampur#oc: tissaia thorm#oc: chiara de laurentis#oc: cythia vassermiller#GEE WHIZ QUIZ WARN ME NEXT TIME BEFORE YOU GUT AMAVET LIKE THAT gvashgdv *SCREAMS*#DESPAIR. HE GOT DESPAIR IM - !!!!! are you KIDDING mee!!#they dont call him the mourning lord for giggles :') THE NERVEE#im fine with this im fine with this im fine :)#*screams* ok ok i was a bit ?? with yevas but I THOUGHT ABOUT IT AND RAHH ITS !! it gets her!!!!!!!#they were too on the nose sweet pea im SORRY vaer !!#TIISSAIAAAA FIRST OF ALL HOW YOU DARE QUIZ SECOND OF ALL DO YOU MIND IF I BEGAN CRYING BC!!#TISSAIA MY SWEET GIRL :') this is fine!!!!#CHIARAA i knew she would get this answer I KNEWW ITTTT#cythias *screams* THE WAY THERE WAS SOMETHING I HAVE HAD BRAINSTORMED FOR HER IN MIND THAT FITS THIS SO WELL??#over the course of her arc in the novels (and show as well!!) loneliness is PREVALENT the part on how in spite of the people around#she can still feel loneliness is SO poignant to the isolation she feels at court this answer gets her to the letter AHH!!#TY TY SO MUCH FOR THE TAGS i missed doing uquizzes sm !!!!!! THIS WAS FUN <3 i may do more clowns with this it was lovely !!#cy ur so a*licent coded <3 'is there no one in the empire to take my side' 'i have no friends here all they see is the empress' SCREAMSS#something something 'id like to think im still the lady cythia' AAAAA BABY BABY MY POOR BABYY#i mean vaer was living in an estate alone with just her t*ressym trying not to be a sacrificed to summon the hells by her family so she#really just had her expectations of the life she manifested SO LIKE..... yk?? sweet pea'll marry the love of her life and#skxjjxjx
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can someone pat my head n tell me it’s okay to play video games and I don’t have to write and do art every single day of my life
#🧚🏽♀️ — luxe chit chat#the guilt I feel for having fun is#atrocious#my brain is like U HAVE SO MUCH TO DO UR AWFUL FOR PLAYING VIDEO GAMES#and like the things I ‘need’ to do are hobbies..#ugh sick and tired fr lemme have fun :((((#im rly into P3R again it’s been weeks since I played bc I was mourning#iykyk#anyway good morning :3#I am going to play some more rn
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