right. tumblr, I need to know if I'm the asshole here.

so I am (probably) autistic. which means I struggle a lot to go on voice calls on discord or just dealing with phone calls in general because it's incredibly overwhelming. The other issue with discord VC's is that there are often strangers or people I don't know well on said VC's, so I don't tend to join them very often. Admittedly, I can see how this looks like I don't care or don't wanna be friends with someone. I have my own ways of showing it though, like texting to check up on them or trying to organize hangouts with a few people I'm comfortable with. Sometimes I just send stupid memes to try to show I still care. now enter my ex-best friend, who we will call T for the sake of anonymity. T doesn't live near me at all, so our friendship until recently has been entirely online. Not usually an issue, at least I didn't think it would be, because like I said even if I don't join VC I still have my own way of showing I care. T had been acting distant for *months*, and I kept checking up, saying "Hey, you still wanna hang out/be friends" and stuff like that. Every time, they would say 'yeah, I'm just bad at responding to texts'. I thought all was well, thought maybe my anxiety was being stupid, which wasn't that far fetched as I've had this exact issue before. Back in May, we had huge argument which resulted in me blocking T temporarily. I'm not gonna get into the exact details, but the gist is I told T I was feeling left out because any time I tried to join calls they were either completely silent, talking about things I didn't understand or would talk over me. T said I wasnt trying hard enough, and that if I had an issue with the topics they were talking about I could change it. they also said that whenever they gave me a chance to speak after talking over me, I never took it and said my thoughts weren't important. Now, I'm going to reiterate here, I struggle with social cues a lot. I struggle to know when Not to interrupt or when to add my two sense in, and usually people talking over me meant they didn't want to hear what I had to say, so I thought these times were no different. probably a bad reaction on my part but I digress.

Skip forward a few months, I've now spent 800$ to go see T in their home city. Even without T, the trip was amazing. The city was beautiful, we went to go see some shows and went to a fair, it was wonderful. I naively thought that this trip would make things better between T and I, because we would be face to face and we would have more to talk about. Everything during the trip seemed fine, T was talking to me like normal. When we get back home, I ask T to add me back on to their close friends list on instagram, as all of our other mutual friends were on it. They said no, saying we weren't close. I decided to be honest. I asked T if they still wanted to be my friend, as I'd felt that they hadn't been putting any effort into our friendship and I felt extremely abandoned and left out. They said yes, that they would try to put in more effort, and I thought that was that.

4 hours later, they texted again. They said they didn't want to be friends, and that they had stopped wanting to be friends back in May but (direct quote) "Didn't want to ruin the trip and make it awkward for everyone". They said I'd been putting no effort into our friendship, and that since I'm the only one feeling left out it was obviously a problem I had to fix on my own, and that I was being unreasonable expecting everyone else to chnage topics if I didn't understand because the world doesn't revolve around me. They said if I wanted to add things to the conversation I could, and that being spoken over was a part of life and I had to grow up and get used to it.

I blocked them after that, but went on a rant in a different server about it. I feel hurt and ripped off, I feel like my trip was ruined. I feel like it was unnecessary of them to tell me they had stopped wanting to be my friend in may, and I feel like it's unfair that to them, the only way we can be friends is if I'm on VC. I have *never* gotten a text from them trying to organize a hangout, or from them trying to check up on me, or anything. I've been trying in my own way to rekindle the friendship for a long time, and it hurts knowing they didn't care at all. I keep thinking about it, and even though I feel like I wasn't the asshole in this situation, most of our mutual friends have stopped talking to me and I can't figure out why because I never had an issue with them. Am I the asshole?

somethibg something rdr2 horse symbolism

mmmh i dont know if this has been discussed before but well, here is my take on it that no one asked for.

Attention! I may be overanalyzing some aspects

Oh and ❗ SPOILERS ALERT❗

Dutch: flashy, fast, expensive arabian and commonly thought of as the best horse.That alone tells you a lot of his personality, he is materialistic, possessive and his current mood changes as fast as his horse speed. His status is equivalent at the one of an arabian, at least among his gang. It's worth noting that it's not pure white, but cremello. Dutch isn't the light he promised at the people who follow him, it's just a facade, a play; something that gets close, but not enough. An Arabian the player can find up in Ambarino is actually pure white. The Count is such a badass name btw

Note 1) it's neat that they are both known for being hard to please

Hosea: second in line so his horse should be considered the second best (in terms of speed and stamina). Slim, athletic, fast, the silver Turkoman is the embodiment of agility. Hosea may not be physically agile, but mentally? He is a fast-thinker, deceiving bastard. He is known for his cunning personality and his ability to speak his way out of the most dire of situations. But he didn't have an arabian and his stamina run out before the former.

note 1) lovely tumblr user @i-will-bite corrected me with their golden and very appreciated addition to the post. Here i quote their words:

"It's not that Turkoman has less stamina than Arabian - they can go for days without food and water and cover great distances. The difference is: Arabians are made to gallop, Turkomans are made to trot; they need to go far, so they would rather save energy.So you can read that as "moving forward with determination but caution" :)"

Thank you so much again, i-will-bite. I think you can also read as how different Dutch and Hosea's thinking is, Hosea is willing to look after the immediate action, to what said action will bring to their future. Dutch instead only thinks about the here and now, any resemblance to some sort of plan (spoiler: he doesn't have one) was probably almost made on the spot. He deceived the gang by 'appearing' as the light they needed and he doomed them by trying to be the Hosea they lost.

Note 1 bis) sure, he was far gone even before Hosea's death but surely that was the very last straw he could take before going completely nuts.

Arthur: we know that Arthur's dead horse is named 'Boadicea' and I read somewhere (reddit or tumblr) that it's likely that his former equine friend was a Silver Dapple Pinto Missouri Fox Trotter. For one, it's commonly thought as the third best horse in the game (and Arthur is third in line) and in one of Albert Mason's side quests you get to see one, Arthur immediately recognizes it despite the player not having see it before, which means Arthur knows his business with this specific horse breed. The Silver Dapple Pinto mane is one of the most beautiful in the game (if not the most) and this could represent Arthur's ability in seeing beauty in the world surrounding him.

Micah: now I don't remember the specific horse breed (and I can't look it up online right now) but I think it was a horse useful for long distance riding which can explain why it took 6+ chapters for Micah to get ''''''''control'''''''' of Dutch's actions. Something everyone has surely noticed is that his horse is literally masked, and just like in Dutch's fashion it serves as an example of how he too is trying to deceive others by looking like the exact opposite of the rat that he is. Also his horse is literally the horse you get in the low honour ending of red dead redemption (1).

Will add more later

Where is this boss guy even from? Did he buy the url off someone? What is up with that

i dont care enough to scroll through his blog and see how long he's been posting for since he doesnt have a viewable archive but my genuine assumption considering he's willing to throw money at things since he bought checkmarks and (i assume) bought his url is this:

loser guy who wants to be horny and mysterious makes account on tumblr

steals tons of content be it tweets or memes or cats from reddit, maybe some posts took off, maybe he was just posting in to the void

when tumblr blaze rolled out i have a feeling he used it a lot to gain a following, no idea how big it was then or is even now

at some point in the summer this happened and now he's pretending it didnt. i think the whole thing is incredibly sus but there's probably better analysis and how much the guy sucks and shouldnt be trusted on that linked post itself

when elon took over twitter a lot of people came to tumblr for the first time and were looking for something similar to what they were used to so following a guy that copy and pastes horny relationship babygirl posts from twitter and whatever memes he sees is familiar so his follower base got a huge boost.

he got big enough on the bland and basic/newbie side of tumblr that he breached containment and now the veteran side of tumblr that have seen these clowns come and go since 2012 (think about the iconic "you. cum/come. now" gif) have all decided to start making fun of him because his really stupid posts started appearing on our dashes (either naturally or continued use of blaze, though again him using blaze is just my speculation)

we learned that not only is he bland and annoying but he's also potentially a predator (again see link above, i feel like we're not talking enough about this) so he's become an easy target to all rally around and say fuck this guy

i doubt he will ever delete cause he's obviously too egotistical to ever admit the ultimate defeat of leaving a website so instead he is going to continue turning off reblogs on posts that people make fun of him on and blocking anyone who already reblogged the version making fun of him.

again, a lot of this is speculation but to me it makes the most sense, loser throws money at website until enough people fall for his shtick and he gets what wants which is horny fans and a place to be gross.

Oooooooooooof, I love this show so much just please people, talk about something other than the ships, that's so much of the fandom, like have your fun and all but omg there's more to this show then the two boys you wanna watch fuck (which seems so creepy lmao). Them people that claim to have evidence just please calm down, friends are a thing.

ahem. I am no longer drunk, and will now be answering to this.

to be honest, it sort of confused me when this came into my askbox when I was sober. I looked at this and was plain and simply thinking “I clearly ship myself with these characters, and my oc which I have yet to introduce to y’all”.

honestly, because of shipping wars i’m hesitant to reveal who I ship to you all, as I don’t want to have to defend myself. I don’t want to be forced to feel like the only way to get around some of the toxic fans if through a bloody fist fight:

 so, let’s talk about shipping culture within mainstream media and fandoms *disclaimer: none of the ships I have included in the following I will neither confirm nor deny if I ship. please do not ask me about my ships until I am ready to reveal such.*

I will agree with you, and also disagree with you. 

where I agree with you is about this entire toxic shipper trait that runs within many and nearly all fandoms. every single fandom I was apart of prior to bnha have all experience shipping wars. hell, I am a veteran on the naruto fandom war. I was heavily invested into the fandom circa months before and up until it ended. I was a major and hardcore naruhina shipper. please if you’re a narusasu, narusaku, kibahina, sasuhina, whatever, do not come to me expressing why my feelings towards them are wrong. simply I am sick and tired of shipping wars.

they are by far the worst things about shipping and fandoms. I took a class on ethics and morals, and one of the biggest get aways I took from it was this: never say that people are allowed to have their own opinion. thats how we get nazi’s. so lets view this in… a utilitarian viewpoint. say, for example, if I shipped bakudeku. they make me happy. the amazing content creators that stretch from drawers, writers, and filmmakers are amazing. they all make me happy. thats great! we love that! now my one friend who does not ship tododeku, but instead ships bakudeku. what should I do?

a. scoff, they’re wrong! TODODEKU OR BUST!!!!

b. smile awkwardly, nod your head, and ask “why?” full of judgment

c. literally gag as you shake your head. this friendship is so over.

d. pull out my 1000 slide powerpoint on all the damning evidence as to why tododeku is the best ship, and a 17205879268276048529 slide powerpoint as to why bakudeku is actually a super toxic ship, and how dare you like that ship? “do you support abusive relationships?” you ask, your upper lip curling at your best friend.

what is your choice? thats correct, the correct choice is option E. NONE OF THE FUCKING ABOVE. in which case is this making you happy? your friend has their own interpretation of the damn text, as do you clearly so do or else we would all be shipping the same thing. as long as it clearly does not interfere with deemed normal guidelines, why do you care so much? 

we can all agree we love these characters or else you wouldn’t be in these fandoms, and maybe youre one of those people who are only here for two characters interactions. but how in the damn world is shoving down someones feeling nice? there you are talking about love between two characters and shit over someone elses. what you should do is nod your head, respect what they damn ship, and go ahead and share your own ships! but you know what you should NEVER do???? bash another ship.

stop trying to find someone to fight. no I don’t care about who started it! just stop! there, especially on tumblr, many older fans. im sure we’ve all seen our fair share of ships wars, and its fantastic to be passionate about your ship, definitely don’t stop!!!! but if you’re constantly fighting others over it and bringing another ship to raise up your own…. just leave the fandom. I dont want to see you on the tags ever. i want to see art, writings, and theories, and fun things. I don’t want a 20 paragraph essay on why shigaraki and izuku will be married and why you’re a fucking idiot with a phat #antimomodeku in the tag. keep your ideas to yourself, stop looking for a reaction from rival ships. come on guys….. we know who is endgame for some of these bigger ships, don’t play dumb. but im not going to shame you. judge, or scoff when you continue passionately shipping your ship. go ahead!!! do it!!!! its FUN!!!!! the only ship im open about is momojirou which I know has like 2% chance of being canon, but you don’t see me slamming todomomo/kamijirou shippers.

believe what you want, but your evidence should stay within your own tag. don’t let it bled over. and for the love of god, tag properly and stop looking through ship tags you don’t like just to pick a fight.

where I disagree with you:

people are going to always ship things. we’re human and automatically force social relations between things. it’s a weird psychological thing that many, not all, but many of us have. it’s especially prominent when the main cast is not evenly mixed in terms of representation. this is why male x male ships are so prominent. it’s because the only female main character is uraraka. no one else really is a main character. I love my girl momo, yall know that, but shes not a main character just because she had a mental breakdown during final exams and is super rich smart and pretty. it’s just us being gay. she’s not as important of a character and it annoys me. 

I think people talk about their ships because it makes them happy, and if it’s something that truly annoys you i say you have to keep scrolling, or maybe move to something like reddit, the fandom there is strictly business, no shipping on the general tag. tumblr is a content place and works with tagging, so things involving ships is prominent because this site makes is…. easier…. not really, but easier. so you’ll come across ships because everyone uses the #bnha and #mha tag on their things! on reddit is very much more controlled.

(1) Hi! Its the anon that asked about lizzie and tatiana, I’m currently halfway through s5 and i really like jessie! I thought she was gonna be the one to finally resist tommys advances. I liked the scene where he goes to her apartment and they have a good back and forth. But alas she cant resist and sleeps w him, and he’s essentially just using her. I love her as a character and how she manifests her ideals into actions but, so far i thought she’d call out tommys shit by now!

And specially i cant help but resent how they set up the women to compete against one another, i rolled my eyes at the scene where they are exiting the polls and jesse and lizzie size each other up. Girls, please move on. I did like in season 5 where tommy is drunk meeting w jessie and she just gets up and leaves. I think the show has good female characters it just that they prioritize the male ones more. Unlike the women, the male characters dont revolve around a relationship. and finally, And idk if im just overthinking things but i think the show has upped its sexist comments? specially w tommy and arthur. W tommy telling lizzie shes his property and arthur telling linda to just be a good wife. Meanwhile polly and ada are really well written characters for the most part! Sorry this is so long i just have a lot of thoughts regarding the women of this show. And i love your analisis!

Nope! Don’t apologize, friend, I’ve absolutely adored reading all your feedback and your experience watching the show! I think Peaky Blinders, for all its good, has a lot of space to grow when it comes to women characters who are potentially romantically/sexually available to the protagonists- it does sometimes feel like the quality of writing and the depth of character for women characters waxes and wanes, but I also think that a lot of these characters- Lizzie, Grace, Polly, Esme, etc- have these great foundations, these building blocks of characterization that make them really compelling and really promising so long as they have free reign to be written as complexly and as thoughtfully as their male counterparts. I think Grace is a really stellar example, you know? Love her or hate her, she has a history, a back-story, individual motivations, and a social/political ideology that can actually really be broken down in some pretty interesting ways! Polly, too, is another character who is probably most obviously allowed to be pointedly ambitious, sexual, manipulative and outright cruel and still someone the show clearly roots for and sides with. I love what we get with Polly, especially considering how most shows would probably limit her to being maternal, chaste, and uninvolved in the family business (likely because of her age, too). Overall, I think the show does a good job of giving women characters flaws- none of them are meant to be perfect. But I really do think Peaky Blinders could benefit from occasionally resisting the urge to have all its women have romantic subplots, primarily with Tommy almost unexceptionally. 

As far as Jessie goes, I really do love that she’s someone who has this strong ethical and political foundation. I mean, Jessie and Freddie in a room together would’ve been a sight, right? I especially adored her scenes with Ada. I think they had such interesting chemistry and so much could’ve been done if the show had the real estate to really contrast Jessie’s idealism and dedication to the communist cause and Ada’s disenchanted relationship with that same movement she once honestly dedicated herself to. The fact that Jessie and Tommy both draw together because they represent to one (or, at least, invoke the memory of) their respective lost loves was also a refreshing change in terms of the sort of “romantic” relationships Tommy has had thus far. (How authentic we want to think that ‘relationship’ was from either Jessie or Tommy’s end is a different story and definitely worthy of suspect and investigation in the funnest possible way, I think, but I don’t wanna rant).

As far as season five goes, I think the hike in misogynist language and ideology wasn’t coincidental or without thought. I think Arthur and Tommy both are progressively getting worse as the show goes on and went through separate, but equally erosive psychological processes that took out a really ugly side to them both, especially in their relationship with the women in their lives. It felt to me like both characters were scrambling for control and finding a way to express authority over women who depend on them became one of the ways that need made itself manifest. I think it’s no coincidence that Lizzie and Linda look for solidarity in each other. I think their joint decision to write those letters, advocate their needs, and then respectively find some sort of approach to the state of their lives so that they could carry on with some semblance of safety, security, or (dare I say it!) happiness was interesting and heartbreaking- Linda tried to find it by leaving the family, finding another person to speak to and find solace with, and then eventually breaking down to the decision to attack Arthur and it hurt to see it! Lizzie’s own process was so complex, I think. I could go on and on about her belief that life wasn’t about what one deserves, but what one agrees to, settles for, etc. Her sex scene with Tommy, too, really just invites so much analysis and criticism, right? Which makes it, I think, a very effective sex scene as far as writing goes, because it isn’t a pause from characterization or plot, but rather a moment of intimacy between Lizzie and Tommy that reveals a different facet of their respective character developments. Was it kinda messy for Tommy to call her his property? Absolutely! But I also don’t want to dismiss how much I liked hearing Lizzie advocate some boundaries in that sex scene, too. It’s complicated, man! It’s a scene a lot of people have interpreted different and I’ve loved hearing all the different takes, there’s so much validity to be found in the different readings I’ve already seen out there. 

I think the show made no excuses for how awful Tommy and Arthur were being through season five. I think we as the audience are meant to recognize that their conduct and their comments weren’t something to emulate or exonerate, but instead symptomatic of their downwards progression throughout the season. It’s just a shame that these condemnations probably aren’t overt enough for the real Meat-Head faction of the fandom to catch onto- reddit is a nasty place to venture off into if you’re invested in any of Peaky’s female characters, that’s for sure. But man, if you’re here on tumblr, boy does this fandom have a lot of people churning out meta worth reading! If you want some blog recommendations, let me know!!! Thank you for keeping my in the loop with your watching journey ♡

TW: insults towards depression and anxiety, toxic behavior, father/parent mention, trauma discussion, self-harm mention, suicide idealization

just a rant because im just too fucking tired of the bullshit of other sites.

i’ve really taken for granted how non-toxic tumblr is in the nice little corner i’ve tucked myself into. since i’m pretty desperate for money, cause now i think ill just have to live off disability if i can even get it.

I gotta say my mutuals and the people who reblogged my donation post, im so fucking grateful for you and i cant thank you enough. but besides the point, rant.

posted my donation post on twitter and later reddit, like the naive fool i am. the first comment i got on the twitter one was very homophobic and the guy was just an overall creep upon a quick look on his tumblr. i responded to him but immediately deleted it cause i knew thats all he wanted was to make me angry. think i was able to get him banned but fuck if i know.

this is more about the lovely reddit post i got

sigh im not going to bother replying and i just reported them, but i wanted to get out of me all the shit i wanted to say. just, first of all i know trolls and shit just do this to get attention, but this on the fucking r/donate subreddit like??? why isn’t it moderated better?? besides the point

i dont care if you believe my donation post is a scam, whatever, believe what you want and move on. i understand there is a lot of people out there trying to get money they can easily get themselves, instead they take it from goodhearted people.

you need to grow the fuck up. i redirect back at this person because, you spent your time, what? hating on a post that might be a scam. and they regularly do this to from just a quick look. so immature and annoying. this hurts so fucking much to hear too cause it strikes a perfect nerve of trauma.

anxiety and depressions are perfectly valid reasons to not be able to hold down a job. they sound like my fucking dad. i have panic attacks when people raise their voice or if there is too much going on around me, like tvs and crowds and what not.

ive mostly been sleeping lately and cant even make myself do simple physical tasks. not just because of my depression but because of my chronic joint pain that i still haven’t fucking got working medication for yet.

plus i have 472147921 other disorders that i havent been able to get diagnosed or help yet because of my stupid fucking parents. who finally are getting me help after years upon years of having obvious mental issues. ONLY BECAUSE a big argument that my sister had to speak for me in, because i went nonverbal and was hysterically laughing because my dad denying he called me fat.

but yeah i cant even brush my teeth, or shower, the only hygiene habits i have are because if i didnt do them my brain would make me have a panic attack or some intrusive thoughts of self harm.

how is it fucking entitled to ask strangers to donate, H O W? i dont think i deserve this, i dont think that im better then other people, im posting this because others who are in similar/worse situations posting donation posts gave me the confidence to do so.

yes im so entitled to be begging on my hands and knees for money because capitalism and my body and mind are working against me. im not even saying HEY DONATE AND IF YOU DONT DONATE YOU ARE A FUCKING HORRIBLE HUMAN BEING. or anything even remotely close to that.

i gave the needed information and background as to why we would need money, and why we struggle to get it ourselves. and asked that people at least share, but there is no obligation to go any of these things.

i know i cant live my entire life on freelance transcription but it is LITERALLY THE ONLY JOB I CAN GET. yeah just simply go out and get a real job, because you can totally form sentences around strangers and dont feel like you are going to throw up from anxiety. its not that hard.

i totally have the endurance to do whatever it is necessary in whatever shitty ass 8 hour shift job i could get, because every step i take doesn’t physically hurt. because after walking too much, my knees wont give out ever, that never happens. because i dont have a fear of failure because my dad totally didn’t get mad at me when i took to long to learn something. i have no trauma related to that at all. im a totally capable human being. 

all of these last two paragraphs are sarcasm btw if that wasn’t obvious

i dont even know what couch sufing on craigslist even is. i had to look it up. how is that advice, how. oh yeah just live on other peoples couches, people you dont even know. thats not dangerous at all like HUH?!?! fuck no. if i wanted to get myself killed id do it myself.

also shelters are totally safe, and never have any issues whatsoever. i didnt ask for fucking advice that was going to make our situation worse you p.o.s.

also i know what im fucking doing, im researching and trying to make the most feasible and realistic plan to leave. even if that is i have freelance transcribing jobs and disability and my sister has whatever job and my so probably in the same boat as me. im not just going to move out without the needed things unless i was kicked out. which, as of the moment, none of us are currently at risk of that, yet.

if it really came down to it where Brutus would need to be rehomed, we’d probably do it. but he means so fucking much to us, we dont want to rehome him because we dont have anyone we can fucking trust to take care of him and we arent just going to give him away to whoever. Brutus and my pets and my sisters are all part of our family, and we aren’t just going to fucking give them away.

whatever, the rage is gone, im tired and i want to cry, this wasn’t posted for attention or anything i just wanted to rant. please dont leave negative comments im not in the goddamned mood.

Now I don’t want to populate the “even 4chan is better than tungle :))” bandwagon, (because 4chan isn’t well run, and has only gotten worse since Hiro took over) but here are 4 features that they, and many other social media and content sharing websites have that help reduce the 3 main problems Tumbl is struggling with: Teenage minors finding adult content, actual C P, and bots.

A live, active team of actual humans with mod powers. There is no image filer that will flag images that are too flesh tone for blue boards. There’s no bot that hunts down keywords. Posts that shouldn’t be there are removed by hand. 4chan and Reddit’s mods are volunteers for individual boards, but even Twitter, which is centralized, has actual humans.

An obvious report button. Tumblr’s report button is under a “share” function that nobody uses. In the event there is illegal content on my dash, I shouldn’t have to click share to report it.

A “report illegal content” option. This is an option for reporting on 4chan. People who abuse that option get banned. A high priority reports system that will alert all mods online is a must-have for sites that have been in hot water for c p.

When posts are gone, they stay gone. If you scrub all traces of a post, instead of just removing the image, then people and robots won’t be able to filter through the notes to find the source to get it directly, as well as info on the entire community for that kind of content. Frankly this site is so weirdly designed, I’m not sure if this is something Tumblr CAN do, but it’s worth noting. 

Other sites are also better at banning people. IP banning and cracking down hard on alts will go a long way for all of the issues this site has, and I’ll get to that in a sec.

I know that since Tumblr neither has independently moderated message/image boards and isn’t 18+ only, that makes it a hard place to actually moderate. And the fact that there seem to be like 3 people working there can’t help. I;m not sure how easy it is to implement, but here are some other, tumblr-specific improvements I would make. 

Consolidate NSFW opt-ins. Rather than a mess of tagging and shit, have users check yes/no on 2 questions. Yes answers will require confirmation that the user is 18. Are you over 18? and Will your blog contain NSFW content? (You can have a complicated rider about what NSFW is and is not, but for the record, i’m referring to porn blogs.) If someone is no=18, they’re blocked from all interaction with blogs that opted NSFW and vice versa.

Actual banning. Ban IPs, emails, and remakes of people who violate TOS. Again, you will need human handlers to deal with the alts. 

I know that won’t actually stop people, but back in my day, you had to be discreet about looking for porn if you were underage. While having 15 year olds running around here drawing and reblogging onceler porn or whatever the fuck  it is these days isn’t as bad as the actual C P rings, it’s still a bad look and a perfectly valid reason to be removed from the app store. If bloggers who say they’re still in HS in their bio can follow porn artists, there’s not enough oversight on this damn site.

I know this won’t happen because they won’t hire some actual mods (nobody uses adblock, staff must have the money somewhere) and heaven only knows if you can actually delete an entire post, notes and all, so instead we just get all NSFW art (but not erotica for some reason???) purged and possibly also LGBT content since filters are shit. 

Just some thoughts

love your character analyses! could i get some headcanons for celestia or mukuro, if you dont mind?

Thanks so much, I’m glad you enjoy them! I’ll do five each :)

HEADCANONS ~ Celestia Ludenberg

As much as she can’t stand it, Celes goes to bed in normal (but fashionable) pajamas, like a cotton t-shirt and sweatpants. She once tried sleeping in Victorian nightgowns, but she couldn’t stand them because they’re too itchy for her. Poor Celes :(

If you show up in the middle of the night and knock on Celes’s bedroom door, she’ll take FOREVER (like 15 minutes) to open the door. Why? She has to change into proper sleepwear (ex: fancy nightgowns), do her hair, add some makeup, and make herself seem presentable. By the time she’s ready and opens the door people have already left since they think she fell asleep and didn’t hear them outside. Thus, everyone thinks that Celes is a heavy sleeper :P

Celes is a closet otaku. She stays up late at night to read fanfics, drools over fanart and doujin, discourses on Tumblr/Reddit/Discord (but probably not 4chan because it’s too toxic there).

The reason Celes’s high school is listed as “???” is because she studied abroad in Europe, probably France or Britain. She picked up most of her gothic loli wardrobe there even though she obviously noticed that no one around her was wearing anything similar to what she was buying.

Celes is an excellent seamstress and designed her own outfit. In fact, she’s gotten commissions from her Internet cosplayer friends all over the world that need costumes designed for them. 

HEADCANONS ~ Mukuro Ikusaba

Ikusaba is super-good at arcade shooting games, but she sucks at Call of Duty, HALO, and other FPS console shooter games. “It’s not the same when there’s a gun and when there’s a controller in your hand” is her excuse :P

While Ikusaba was serving in Fenrir, she and her fellow soldiers took in an enemy prisoner of war, a teenage boy that was around Ikusaba’s age. Ikusaba was assigned to watch over his cell, but she slowly warmed up to him through multiple conversations. Unfortunately, the prisoner eventually died of his wounds in prison. Later, when she enrolled in Hope’s Peak Academy, Ikusaba noticed that one of her fellow students, Makoto Naegi, resembled the prisoner of war, and she was instantly attracted to the boy that smiled when they first met.

Ikusaba and Enoshima are identical twins even though you can tell their sprites apart in a side-by-side comparison. Their appearances only differ because Enoshima has gotten plastic surgery for her modeling career.

Ikusaba collects army knives like others collect vintage wine or coins. Her knife collection is one of her most treasured things.

When Ikusaba received her mandatory Fenrir tattoo, she overheard one of her fellow mercenaries joking that she should put the tattoo in the middle of her forehead instead of her hand because “a young kiddo like her ain’t gonna survive with all ‘er body parts attached in this battlefield, so the gal might as well stick it in the mid’le of her face.” Ikusaba promptly incapacitated the man with her bare fists and sent him into a three-day coma.

I had a lot of fun writing these, and I hope you enjoy them too :) 

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