#i dont care if youre a rebellious teenager. i dont care if you think youre cooler and edgier than your 8th grade classmates
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a man with a reputation | T.S
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summary ; you cannot talk your way out of this , for the first time in your life, you're given no choice.
warnings ; angst, cursing, mild violence i guess??? , arranged marriage trope.
a/n ; maybe i'll turn this into a series? who knows, let me know what you think <3. also the accent is a mess, but im trying.
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"no!" your eyes are wide , glassy with anger filled tears "i will not be treated like some piece of land."
"would you listen? your father and i are thinking of your future." you mother is looking at you with a stern face, sitting beside your father as you stand in front of them
"what future do you think i'll 'ave with thomas fucking shelby?" you raise your voice
"do not speak to me like that , i am your mother."
"we're old, i'm sick with god knows how many illnesses." your father speaks, his cane in his hand as he leans against it, still on the sofa
"don't start with that talk" you shake your head with a chuckle, you sniffle and turn your head away
"i don't know if i'll live another day , i am too sick to work, too sick to care for the farm, there is nothing left for me to give you" he speaks slowly with a serious voice, and it makes your heart sink "this isn't a joke or some game, i've survived the war and lived long enough to see all of you grow , but i know that my time is near, i cannot risk dying and leaving you with nothing"
your father never spoke to you like that, he was always jovial , happy.
it seems like it hits you for the first time, how much your parents have aged, how much the illness took from your father, how his sicknesses have changed him.
"celest got to marry who she chose and so did oliver and so did abraham, but i don't get to do that? i dont get to choose my own husband?" your tears start falling, your voice cracks
"i need to know you'll be taken care of , that you'll be in good hands when im dead and gone."
"and you think his hands are the good hands you speak of?" you cant help the humorless smile that graces your face, hot tears stain your cheek "you can't be serious"
"he is the most feared man in birmingham," your mother chimes in
"you are willing to sell your daughter! to some gangster!" you raise your voice again
your mother stands and faces you
"i am not selling you off, i am securing you a future, with a wealthy man, who can give you everything you can possibly want. you'll live like royalty" her words come through gritted teeth "i am not giving you away to some old pig, you're marrying a respectable man, a man with a reputation."
"a reputation? don't you know what 'appened to his first wife ? you are securing me a grave" you come nose to nose with your mother, both of you almost vibrating in anger "you are killing me is what you're doing, you're selling me off to the highest bidder"
the next thing you hear is the sound of your mother's palm against your cheek, the sound of the slap echos throughout the empty house, your head is turned, your cheek stings
your parents never laid a hand on you, even as a rebellious teenager when they caught you sneaking out the window or smoking on the roof.
your head turns slowly, eyes wide as you look at your mother, she looks mortified at her own actions,
you turn and run off and up the stairs to your room, hearing your father yell at your mother for what shes done.
at some point during the night, you had fallen asleep, but not for long. you were awake when the sun rose, your back pressed against your bed frame, looking ahead at the painting on the wall, it was a family portrait, and you were sitting on your father's lap.
you knew your sister was here when you heard the sounds of her five children, running around the house.
she knocks softly but doesn't bother to wait for an answer when she opens the door after a few seconds, she walks slowly, and sees you on the bed.
your eyes stuck on the portrait , your face almost emotionless, your tears have dried and stained your cheeks, she wonders for how long you cried, your back against the wood of the bed frame, no pillow thrown in her direction for waking you up, no annoyed words saying "you couldn't fucking come in the afternoon?" . the curtains are parted, letting the light in, which is very unusual for you.
you hear the bed creek under her weight when she gets on it, laying next to you
"i heard about yesterday" she says softly, her head turned to look at you
you only glance at her , but your head doesn't turn, then you look back at the portrait
"they're doing this for you, they want whats best for you." she's not sure if it is you she's trying to reassure you or herself , this wasn't ever supposed to happen.
her little sister was supposed to marry a man she wanted, a simple man, a man capable of love
you hum, or you make a sound at least , acknowledging her.
"he isn't all that bad, you know."
a weak chuckle escapes you at her words "in what world is thomas shelby not a bad person?" your voice is hoarse , from screaming and crying all night long no doubt.
"he can give you a good life."
"ya 'ave a good life don't you? with the man you chose, the man you love." your gaze doesn't move, still staring at the painting "its not fair, you lot got to be happy, and i don't."
"ya don't know that." her voice is full of sympathy or maybe pity, you didn't want to know.
you finally turn to your sister, "do you honestly think that i can be happy with 'im ?"
your sister hesitates , she licks her lips "he's a powerful man."
you chuckle at that too "that tends to 'appen when you're a gangster."
"i tried with them, i really did." her voice is weak too, it cracks.
your eyes well with tears again, you didn't know you could even cry anymore "i know..." your voice is a whisper
you knew she'd be against it, she wouldn't agree, maybe oliver would tell you to consider it, abraham would too, just to please your father.
but celest wouldn't
"what are ya goin' to do?" she whispers back, her tears start rolling too
"what can i do?" you ask "i dont 'ave any other choice"
she looks at you as if she didn't expect that. you were always stubborn, always talking your way out of anything you didn't want, you always got your way with your parents, thats what she taught you.
but this time, you don't want to fight back.
"you're goin' through with it?"
"i cant live knowing i disobeyed my father's dying wish."
your father was sick, and getting worse everyday. you were a stubborn woman, but the little girl inside of you couldn't bear to disobey her father.
celest wraps an arm around your shoulder, holding you to her chest, her hands runs up and down your arm , like she did when abraham would bother you to tears, or when oliver wouldn't let you play with him.
"at least he's easy on the eyes, eh?" she tries desperately to lighten the mood, her lips pressed to your forehead
" hes old." you say with a weak laugh
"hes older, not old." she corrects, with a laugh too.
#tommy shelby x reader#thomas shelby imagine#kadwrites#tommy shelby imagine#thomas shelby x reader#thomas shelby fanfiction#tommy shelby fanfiction#peaky blinders fanfiction
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broke: megamind mispronounces words because he's weird and/or was given inconsistent education
woke: megamind mispronounces words bc he reads frequently and sees words he doesn't hear used in everyday conversation
bespoke: we see megamind's pronunciations get challenged often -- metro man corrects his pronunciation of "metro city", ditto minion for "stewart" and megs even corrects himself when pronouncing "school" to maintain his cover with roxanne. we see him go on to say "stewart" correctly, but keep mispronouncing "school" and "metro city". his mispronunciation is a conscious choice -- he's saying words the way that feels right to him and is unwilling to bend the knee about it. the only exception is someone else's name, arguably out of respect for other people's identifying traits
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"it's fandom you're allowed to dislike whoever you want" WRONG.
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anyone else think about jobu tupaki and the volume of campy, flamboyant outfits she presents herself with, or how that relates to joy’s queerness. anyone remember the “you’re still hung up […] that I like girls” line that implies that alpha joy at one point struggled to get alpha evelyn’s acceptance like main-universe joy still is. you ever think about the multitudes of conversations jobu tupaki must have experienced with her mother, ending in rejection and acceptance and every shade in between, and about her deciding “all else being equal i’m going to present myself as wildly and proudly as i want”. you ever think about the goth phase main-universe joy went through before she came out. you ever think about about the possibility of joy’s taste in clothing changing to reflect that post-movie now that she has an accepting foundation to her relationship with her mother & grandfather. you ever th
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miscellaneous things i appreciate about wendell & wild:
-the nuance built into kat’s punkness. yes, she absolutely is a contrarian rebellious teenager, but it’s also genuinely how she’s always been. it’s not portrayed as rebellion for rebellion’s sake, it’s kat’s way of reasserting her identity and her connection to her parents when she’s spent years having her choices stripped from her.
-how many of the characters like kat. raúl sees a kindred spirit. siobhan wants to be her friend and is being kind in the way she knows how. sister helley reaches out to her even before she becomes a hell maiden. wendell & wild are in awe of her. ms. hunter doesn’t let her position prevent her from treating kat like an individual with agency and importance. it’s heartening that kat, a character defined by guilt both personal and state-issued, is coming into a setting where people genuinely want to see her thrive.
-the future sequence where it’s revealed she stays in rust bank and helps restore it to its former glory made me cry. it’s what they all deserve.
-no one has any “it’s my style” excuses for whitewashing when w&w gave us a litany of black characters with individually distinct features.
-even the demons have more emotional intelligence than your average corporate CEO.
-“you don’t get to smack me”
-when all that’s left of the memory monster is the memory of losing her parents, kat hugs it, letting it dissolve into her. she’s acknowledging that the choices she’s made and the things that’ve happened to her have gotten her to this point, but she’s absolving herself of the guilt — embracing her past instead of hating herself for it.
-raúl’s struggles as a trans boy aren’t framed as oppression porn. siobhan’s accidental deadnaming is just that — an accident— and undoubtedly one she’ll learn from in the future. his mother supports him without reservation. kat doesn’t even make note of it. they could’ve easily added catty smiles, tired sighs and “wait, you’re trans?” moments, but they didn’t. raúl is a human being whose transness informs his life without being crushed by it.
-siobhan’s arc is wonderful. she doesn’t become kat and raúl’s personal savior, she doesn’t angst over what she has to do, the story never becomes about her — but she uses her position (read: her class privilege) to do what she can. she becomes part of the solution.
-i know the last two points read like “duh, everyone should be doing that” but it’s such a relief to have a film get these things right, unapologetically so and without a core of virtue signaling. it’s nice to not have the stories we want told held for ransom, then declawed by producers because pissing off uninspired rich people would be bad for business.
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So whats constance‘s family life like?
family life! okay so- constance is actually really close with his family!
his uncle is chad first of all. (he actually sprung from the idea of making an oc related to chad) they’re pretty fucken close, a lot of his current motivations come from hanging out with chad when he was younger actually!
working in inventions with chad made him interested in things similar like that, however he’s not as good @ it as his uncle given that he does sm other work like medicine, alchemy, history, archeology and everything in between
the rest of the family, i like to think its massive? he has many siblings but also many nephews and nieces, aunts and uncles yaddah yaddah. where he and chad come from (the region they come from i mean) it’s v customary to be close with your family and there are a lot of big families. they say if you’re from that region, no matter where you are, you’ll find a family member—
however, connie isnt rlly that close w/ his family actually? he feels kinda left out or sorta like the “black sheep” since he’s the one that didnt make his parents proud, he never got a “job”, never got into a fulfilling romantic relationship w/ someone, barely has friends and all because he’s obsessed w/ finding things that dont exist aka “gods”. this is mostly his parents, his siblings love him but being around them reminds connie how much his life sucks despite adamant protests that he is doing just fine!
they care about him honestly? he just is a 35 y/o in a constant teenage rebellious phase whenever his parents come around
w/ his nieces and nephews, he’s the cool uncle that brings them things from outside the region like granduncle chad and the stories he tells are pretty fucking badass!
but yeah! connie and his fam! they’re generally tight knit with a couple complications due to stubborn parenting and connie’s self esteem problem
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Are you living with your parents? If yes, is there any possibility for you to move out? It does wonders to get space between you and your parents, even if they are not directly abusive or something. Of course it doesn't heal or change everything but it does more than you probably think. Parents also give a sense of security (financially or otherwise) but it holds us back in our healing process. I was able to move out in my early 20s because of my therapists, psychiatrist and some disability support thing from our gouvernment. My therapist wrote something about how I must move out or else I wouldnt be able to work someday because I wasnt able to get back on my feet in that environment. I got the information about that possibility from a street worker (social service who work with homeless kids and teenagers in my area. I wasnt homeless and i wasnt actively abused). I live on the other side of the world but maybe something like that is possible for you too? Could you ask somewhere? There are sometimes therapeutic or social services that can give advice or point you in the right direction.
I fear the progress you make will be slow or not happen at all if you are still so close with your parents. If you dont live with them, still be careful of getting healthy space between yourself and them. Of course dont break the ties or anything, just being careful.
I hope this didnt come off as rude but I cant help but see certain patterns in what you write. You are a bit stuck, yes. But I dont think its entirely because of yourself but also because of circumstance. And maybe the circumstances can be altered a little bit.
Wishing you the best, whatever happens!
That’s so amazing anon!! I’m so happy for you 💕💕💕 That’s awesome that you were able to get the support and resources you needed to move out and that it helped you. I know that must have been a big change so I’m really proud of you for taking the plunge 💕💕
And I do still live with my parents. Honestly at this point I don’t even know if my reasons for staying are valid or if I’m just making excuses because I’m scared lol.
I do know one major factor is just the cost of living in Australia , and especially where I live, is pretty big at the moment. I don’t live in a major city but the cost of houses and renting here is very similar to some cities in this country, and I don’t know if I’m really ready to move to a cheaper area yet. Since all of my doctors and stuff are here.
I also just have mixed feelings about leaving my parents and my brother. My brother is only 13 and my mum’s MS isn’t getting any better. I don’t want him to have to be the one to look after her. Because I had to do that when I was a teenager - I want him to experience his youth. Not to mention my mum and dad are always at each other’s throats and fighting and my dad at least 2 times a year will have a mini breakdown of sorts that’s always stressful. I don’t want my brother to have to be around all that alone. That’s a lot got a young boy to handle and I don’t want him to go through what I did when I was younger. I’m also used to being the mediator between my parents so it helps to leave him out of it.
And also just helping my mum with my brother. He’s got mental health issues himself and he’s just going through a bit of a rebellious teenager phase and I don’t know how to say this without sounding arrogant but he tends to talk to me about and open up to me a bit more then here. And she’s not always the best at understanding mental health issues. It took lots of pushing on my part to get her to sign him up for therapy. And even now we are still on the waiting list. Not to mention she can’t really drive so if he needs someone with him at his appointment she can’t go with him. But if I’m here I can catch the bus with him.
And I worry about my DSP money not being enough to cover everything. I think maybe that’s part of the reason I have issues with spending my money so much. I think in the back of my head I know there is going to come a time when I don’t have any left over money so I’m getting as many things as I can now before that happens. I mean there are obviously other stupid reasons I do it as well but I’ve been thinking about that a lot lately lololol.
So yeah. I very well could just be making a bunch of excuses at this point , because it is daunting. But I also know it has to happen one day. And I want it to happen to. I want to enter that part of adulthood and have my own space that’s just mine. I think that would be so wonderful. I guess it might just take me a little longer to get there.
Thank you so much for popping in and giving me such lovely advice and support, it means a lot!! I hope you have a wonderful and beautiful day 💖💕💕
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6, 16, 19
6: Age you get mistaken for?
like 15-18. i think its less bad now and i might look closer to my age bc i have three nose piercings, or i just look like a rebellious teenage. unsure.
16: I'll love you if..
you're nice to me :') or if you ask about my interests and dont mind listening to me talk about them forever
19: A fact about your personality
i am very open, i dont mind telling most people most things. i don't believe in tmi. i also don't lie to anyone that i care about :')
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Hihi! I hope you dont mind this request :3 Could you do a headcannon or oneshot with zhongli, xiao, ganyu, hu tao, and a reader? I have this headcannon they’d be a family in a modern au and it’s ndjddjsjjejsehhwje Or Zhongli ‘creates’ (?) a new adepti and xiao and ganyu help raise them like a little sibling fnfnsdjjdjssj The reader would be the youngest sibling :) Hu Tao as the second youngest Xiao as the middle child Ganyu as the oldest And Zhongli as their dad <3
this is so cute im gonna cry (ღ˘⌣˘ღ) i went with a modern au bc my brain is short circuiting tonight lol. also there's chili near the end because brainrot (was listening to the song “the best day” by tswift while reading these so yktv)
it’s very sfw, just cut for length
your mother passed away shortly after you were born, leaving you and your three siblings in the care of your father
zhongli was devastated, of course, but knew he needed to be strong for everyone
fortunately, zhongli had a well-paying job so your family never struggled
when you were a freshman in high school, ganyu was already in college so you took over her bedroom that you shared with hu tao
without ganyu around to rope you guys in, life at home was total chaos
hu tao loved to play pranks on you and xiao like putting flour in your blow dryer or turning off the internet connection when xiao was fighting a boss in his favorite video game
xiao, like most teenage boys, often retaliated and it was you who had to pull them apart from killing each other
despite the constant sibling bickering and arguing, the three of you had an unexplainable bond and zhongli’s heart melted when he came home from a rough day at work to find the three of you curled up on the couch watching a movie together
zhongli is the best dad in the entire world
he was a “cool” dad, too
he let your house be the party-house as long as everyone gave him their car keys and slept over
he actually liked looking out his bedroom window to seeing you and your friends having the time of your lives in the pool (his motto: you all deserved to have a fun childhood)
he was very comforting too and his speciality was being able to fit all four kids (teenagers) in his arms at once
if zhongli realized you were upset, he would take you out to spend the day with him, window shopping or eating at your favorite restaurant and ending the day with a snuggle in front of the tv (no matter how old you were)
one time, you and hu tao woke up to an eighteen year-old xiao wrapped up in a blanket next to zhongli on the couch
zhongli has special nicknames for all of you (ganyu is ganny, xiao is kiddo and will always be kiddo, hu tao is princess, and you’re bug)
you’re closest to hu tao
she’s two years older than you and is the only one of your siblings who doesn’t treat you like a baby all the time
she’s definitely the rebellious kid and you know all of her hiding spots for things (you would never snitch on her though)
xiao and ganyu are very protective of you
ganyu just wants you to make smart decisions while xiao threatens anyone who comes near you with a romantic interest
it was annoying at first to have such an overprotective older brother but when your very first relationship ended horribly, you were glad xiao was there to kick their ass and bring you ice cream
when ganyu comes home from college, it’s like a celebration
you and hu tao will run at her and nearly tackle her to the ground in excitement
xiao stands around usually but is always happy she’s home too
birthdays are a big deal in your home
zhongli likes to surprise everyone with “blank days until your birthday” gifts as an excuse to spoil you kids
he lets you do whatever you want on your birthday too
if you want to go a fancy restaurant, sure. if you want to have a huge birthday party at the house, go for it. if you want to stay in your room all day, alright. his mindset is that it’s one day a year that about you and only you
zhongli is so supportive of you guys
if you’re questioning your gender or sexuality, he’ll listen to you
he’s very progressive and all he wants is for you kids to be happy
when zhongli starts dating a man named childe when you’re sixteen, everyone reacts differently
ganyu is excited, happy her dad finally met someone new after so many years of being alone
xiao is indifferent. at first he’s upset, thinking zhongli is going to forget about their mom, but once he reassures him he’s not, xiao comes around
like ganyu, you’re happy for zhongli. you like childe and you know he makes your dad happy so you’re happy
hu tao, on the other hand, is very against it
anytime zhongli tried to date someone new when she was younger, she had thrown a tantrum and cried for her mom
zhongli, not wanting to make his daughter upset, usually broke off the relationship
but now she was eighteen and she couldn’t really throw a tantrum
so when zhongli told everyone he was dating childe and hu tao ran off to the basement, the three of you followed her
you found out that had similar thoughts to xiao and thought zhongli was dating someone new to replace your mother
it took a lot of coaxing and tears but finally, hu tao came to terms with the situation
surprisingly, she had the best relationship with childe after a while
when you’re graduating high school, zhongli realizes all his babies grew up
(he suffers from empty nest syndrome)
“So, what do you think?” You grinned, watching your siblings and father admire your new dorm room. Ganyu and Hu tao exchanged looks before Ganyu nodded her head proudly.
“Looks great,” She smiled, “It kind of looks like your bedroom at home.”
“I thought it would look like a hurricane,” Xiao smirked, earning a playful hit on the upside of his head by his older sister. You heard her mutter an insult under her breath.
“I think it's quite lovely, Bug,” Zhongli says softly. His hands are twisted behind his back and he won’t make eye contact with you.
You run your hand under the waterfall lights on the wall, hundreds of photos of your family and friends clipped to the strings. Looking around, you realized you dorm was decorated like your bedroom. You had brought the same comforter and pillows from home and even set up your desk exactly the same. Maybe you weren’t so ready to let go of your childhood, either.
Zhongli was about to open his mouth when your roommate and their parents walked into the dorm. There was a short exchange of greetings before your siblings filed into the hallway. You knew this was goodbye.
“You can call me anytime. You know that, right?” Zhongli started, toying with your lampshade. “And if you ever feel homesick and need to-”
“I’ll be okay, dad,” You smiled softly. You embraced your father tightly and he did the same to you. After what felt like hours, but was probably not even a minute, Zhongli pulled away. He gazed you adoringly before kissing your forehead and leaving the dorm.
Ganyu, who had taken a day off from work to be there, held out of her hand to her father. “Weird, isn’t it?” She asked comfortingly.
“They’re all grown-up,” He mumbled, “All of my babies are grown up.”
“Oh, dad,” Hu Tao said. She threw herself at Zhongli, catching him off guard. “We’ll always be your babies.”
Zhongli mustered a smile on her lips. He ruffled Hu Tao’s hair. “Yeah,” He agreed, “Let’s go eat.”
#brainrot brainrot#platonic#family au#genshin impact#genshin#genshin hcs#genshin self insert#genshin writing#genshin zhongli#zhongli#genshin hu tao#hu tao#genshin ganyu#ganyu#genshin xiao#xiao#genshin childe#childe#genshin tartagalia#tartagila#chili#tartali
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Could you do a Dire Crowley x Male teacher reader scenario nfsw please? I’m just in the mood now..
I dont take nsfw scenarios, only headcanons!! I’m sorry!! That’s probably my fault because I haven’t fixed the link for the rules ヾ(￣0￣;ﾉ I made this as a (kind of) general nsfw hcs but your relationship with Crowley is more of a fwb type!!
I hope this satisfies you still ٩(*•͈ ꇴ •͈*)و ̑̑❀
Warnings: NSFW UNDERCUT!! MINORS DNI
Tags: semi-public, light restraints (mention), mild degradation, praise kink, male!reader
"...now, don't forget to turn in your essays on Thursday next week. Take note: it is a two-page, essay!"
You sighed at how eager your students left the classroom, knowing well that they couldn't wait for you to dismiss them anyway. Not that you mind. You're well aware that your students are tired for the day so you rewarded them with an early dismissal.
"No pushing and running out the door now! Show some respect for your subject teacher. Goodness!"
Ah, yes, the early dismissal was for another thing, too.
The Headmaster dropped by (literally) to provide "extra motivation" for students after classes. It was rather thoughtful of him to do so...if you weren't well aware of his other endeavors to have him flock to you after classes.
"What a kind sir you are, rewarding your students greatly!" Headmaster Crowley chuckled almost akin to a crow. You stacked your teaching books neatly to one side before turning around to meet the headmaster. Both of you nearly bumped noses with each other. Well, in this case, you nearly poked yourself in the eye with the beak of his mask. You smiled when Crowley composed himself but did not set a distance.
"And I suppose you would want a reward too?"
The sudden stiffness of his posture is enough of an answer.
You tilt your head at him, a smile that only Crowley can decipher. "Alright. Who am I to deny my gracious headmaster?"
➸ To make things clear between the both of you: you're more than friends but less than lovers. The students don't really know if you guys are dating or not. The juniors try to make it their business but failed to get any straight answers.
➸ The Headmaster is a switch, definitely, but leaning more towards being a power bottom. It's in his entire vibe. He may exude mysterious daddy vibes that can bend you over his office table and pound your ass but think about it--only bottoms TALK SO DAMN MUCH-
➸ Look me in the eyes and tell me this man doesn't release bratty power bottom energy.
➸ He's got a mix of praise and degrading kink. With praise, he is willing to give it as he likes receiving it. You can see imaginary feathers ruffle up when he drinks in your honey praises. He loves it when you tell him what a good boy he is while you're stroking his hair. At the same time, he loves being called a rotten, perverted man as you tightly grip his hair.
➸ You actually didn't think he would have a degrading kink. You thought he'd be so into that but you observed with your sessions together that he deserves more praises than insults. You tried to balance the two but you realized that degrading him when he starts getting bratty then easing into praises is a better way to make him more pliable.
➸ Though, when Crowley praises you, he really sings them. He becomes a bumbling fool when he's under you, taking your cock (or his cock when you wanna ride him) eagerly and stammering praises of how good you feel and how amazing you are. He can make you blush by the eloquence of his compliments.
➸ Having sex naked is for rare and more intimate moments. Most of the time (and Crowley wordlessly insists) you both get frisky with only half your clothes off. You already know why ;)
➸ "There's something sexy about neckties, yknow? So sharp and elegant." | "Dire, if you have any particular interest in light bondage you can tell me."
➸ He's not wrong is he? Impromptu and light bondage is his preference. Even though he wants it to be done to him mostly, he'd still ask you if you're fine with a bit of restraints! If you are then get ready for a lot of flirting that involves tie pulling and tie bondage LMAO
➸ Another kink of his: he likes to gift you pieces of jewelry that you graciously wear yourself. He doesn't want you to take them off especially when you fuck.
➸ Fucking....crows.....
➸ He's a raven actually but-
➸ HE ALSO MAKES USE OF YOUR TITLE AS A TEACHER. HE CALLS YOU SIR. In every!! way!! he gets to!! You know he's a brat needing your attention when his sir sounds a little more than professional.
➸ You wonder where this man's decency is because he always wants to do it with you after classes or at his office. You indulge him anyways; grinding your arousal with each other, an intense and heated make-out session against the desk, until you pull away and tell him that you both should take it elsewhere lest your students walk in with. They do not need to be traumatized.
➸ Quickies and semi-public sex with Crowley hit differently when you two take it to bed, though. When you're out doing frivolous activities at school like two rowdy teenagers, there's this almost rebellious atmosphere, the thrill of doing the act. However, in private that atmosphere completely shifts and you'd find yourself wondering if there's any meaning to your intimate dance
➸ And when aftercare happens that warm feeling just grows. He always insists on taking care of you after sex. He does the equivalent of preening (from what you noticed) which is stroking your head and nuzzling your neck. He cleans you up from your neck down to your feet then bundles you in blankets. This level of comfort doesn't happen when you fuck at school but he makes it up by fixing your uniform and buying you food.
➸ You scold him when he takes too long cleaning around your dick though.
➸ Could you be more than friends that are not less than lovers? That's a conversation for both of you to tackle next time.
#detroitsmash#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland headcanons#twst#dire crowley#headmaster crowley#dire crowley x reader#male!reader#twisted wonderland dire crowley#i hope youre still in the mood#idk what i just wrote ajfae
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Ever since I read that fanfic where Utonium is older and he has crow's feet, visible laugh lines and greying hair, I've been thinking about him a lot ���😳😳
His kids are teenagers at that point and going through hormone changes and rebellious teen phase. Their kids probably doesnt show him how much they loved him (as much as they were when they were kids) although I think Bubbles being the sweet one would still be his daddy's girl and ask for occasional hugs and goodnight head kissies ;w;
Anyway I'm sure the girls at this point probably can take care of themselves pretty much and Utonium gets pretty lonely sometimes since they dont spend time together as much as before (because hanging out with your dad is so uncool). So I imagine that one day Bubbles probably noticed how lonely her dad is lately so she sat down and asked:
"Hey Professor, don't you think it's time for you look for...you know... a girlfriend?"
"Bubbles I-"
"No no like we totally get it, we dont want to pressure you but I just feel that maybe you need someone to take care of you... too?"
"Bubbles, that's very sweet of you, but I don't think I'm up for that. Besides, I'm old and I have wrinkles now, I don't think anyone wants to date lame ol' Professor here."
"Oh come on dad, I'm sure someone would like you. I'm not saying you should find someone to replace us, I just think that I dont want you to be lonely."
"Thank you Bubbles, that's very thoughtful of you but I'll be fine."
And I feel that at first Utonium probably didnt thought about it, the last time he went on dates was when he was in his late 30s and all of it ended up either disasterous or in a bad term and since then he decides to focus on his family. But then as day goes by he cursed at himself on how right Bubbles is and starting to have thoughts of going back into the dating scene again.
Of course since this is my brainrot, I havr to bring Chloe in the picture. So I imagine that this time, instead of Utonium pinning on her, this time Chloe has the huge crush on Utonium for 2 years but she just never confesses because 1) he's a customer 2) she doesn't know how to approach him for a conversation outside the usual ones and 3) who wants to date a waitress?
I havent figure out on how they ended up dating though lol maybe one day my head will make it up hdkskalal
#asuka speaks#lmao sorry not sorry for my late night brainrot but i have to feed them#also oh my god i need someone to talk to about older utonium my best friend is asleep now smh#selfship#selfshipping#selfshipping community#ppg headcanons#selfship headcanons#thinking bout' the new days ✨
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distraction
summary: dumbledores army was surprised to see a slytherin fifth year join their ambush against dolores umbridge, whom all slytherins were to idolise. but a certain raven haired boy was intrigued.
pairing: harry potter x female slytherin!reader.
warnings: fluff, a little bit of angst, slytherin hate. not v long.
note, do i hate this? yes i really do. so i advise you not to read.
y/n y/l/n was a slytherin. not the typical, rude, backstabbing snake as most would say. that was a stereotype. and y/n was not going to be based off of a stereotype.
y/n’s family was a bit of everything. she had a great uncle, who was a member of the lions, gryffindor. and her mother was a ravenclaw, but her father was a hufflepuff, and her brother was a ravenclaw, with traits of slytherin. but her family loved her no matter what.
but, when the group of rebellious teenagers saw her enter the room of requirements one night, they’d went speechless. i mean, what was a snake doing in the lions den?
but fred and george, who were close with her brother — fred might have had the slightest crush on him — welcomed the slytherin girl with open arms, george had ruffled up her hair wildly, so she had to brush it down instantly with her hand to save her from the pure embarrassment.
“hello boys,” she said confidently, though the quiver in her tone didn’t help her.
“y/n,” said the two red haired twins, and fred even stuck his middle finger up to ron weasley, who was looking quite disgusted by his brothers.
“ignore him, childish git,” said george, as ron rolled his eyes and turned to harry, who was blindly staring at y/n.
the rest of the class went okay, despite some odd stares from the students that worked beside y/n. she didn’t feel uncomfortable anymore, the comforting atmosphere that the twins have off was easily welcoming.
just as y/n was about to walk out of the room, she heard ron and harrys — and maybe a faint tone of hermione — conversation. and she walked slower.
“come on, mate, shes a slytherin, you shouldn’t let her in here — what is she goes to umbridge now?” said weasley, his tone was frustrating.
“she’s friends with your brothers ron, how can you say that?” said potter, and ron just scoffed.
“yeah, well, we can knock some sense into those two aswell. i’m telling you, mate, she’s bad news, right hermione?” said weasley, and there was a brief silence before —
“i think rons right, harry. she’s not trustworthy, all slytherins have teamed up with umbridge, what makes her any different?” said granger, and potter gave a defeated sigh. “just let her down easy, it’s better to be on the safe side rather than a risky one . . .”
“no, i won’t do it! you do it, it’s not me who ever wanted to rid of her in the first place, so it’s your move. dont bring me into this. it’s not just me who organised this thing,” said potter, and there were angry footsteps heading towards the exit.
and then every breath, step and noise was gone, and y/n was left alone in the room of requirements.
✎ᝰ
the next meeting was worse for ron and hermione, they had both argued over who’d break the news until harry had pushed them both to say. but the problem was, y/n had never officially shown up to the meeting. much to fred and george’s disappointment — and ginny’s, who had been informed by fred and george who were family really was, and didn’t care much.
fred, ginny and george caught sight of ron and hermiones sweaty faces and strutted up to them, angrily.
“what did you two do?” said ginny, her fiery hair swinging side to side as she halted.
“i don’t know what you mean, gin —.” said hermione, but the twins were not having it.
“y/n said she was excited for the next meeting so why is she not here?” said fred.
“how are we supposed to know?!” ron said, his tone told them that he was annoyed with them.
and it wasn’t long before they had noticed that harry had left.
✎ᝰ
harry had searched everywhere for the slytherin girl, but no trace of her was spotted. he had stalked outside of the slytherin common room beneath his cloak. nothing. he had — somehow — snuck a glance into professor umbridge’s room. nothing. he’d went to the library. nothing. he’d checked the abandoned corridor. nothing.
he racked his brain, walking around the corridor — until he spotted a sign, stuck magically to the stone ground.
astronomy tower. restricted to all students.
harry groaned, contemplated his options and then zoomed up the staircase.
he found she sitting against a wall, a great view of the stars from where she sat. an open book was in her lap, and he traced each word with her finger.
her concentration was soon broken as harry tripped clumsily over nothing.
she laughed, though, and said, “you should watch where you’re going,”
“yeah,” harry chuckled, and stood up straight again. “um, i’m sorry for — er — distracting you,”
“oh, that’s alright, i like distractions, the chapter was getting quite dark anyway,” she snapped her book shut with a bang, and turned to harry whilst patting the ground.
harry hesitantly sat down, tucked his knees upwards, and crossed his arms on top.
“so . . .”
“you’re incredibly awkward, you know?” said y/n, smiling.
“i’ve been told,” laughed harry. “look, i’m sure you heard mine, ron and hermiones conversation yesterday —.”
“it’s alright, potter, i get it,” y/n said, and she concentrated on the stars again.
“no! no, no, it’s not fair to you, and i’m sorry,” said harry, turning fully to her.
“it’s fine, i promise, no hard feelings,” said y/n.
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the next week was odd for harry, he’d always catch himself staring randomly at the slytherin table — or, to be exact, y/n y/l/n.
“harry, you’re staring again,” said hermione irritably. she’s grown more and more annoyed with y/n ever since harry had distracted himself with her rather than the da, and ron and hermione was sick of it. “she’s out of our meetings because she’s a slytherin, and now you’re obsessed with her, this is unbelievable, harry!”
“being a slytherin doesnt change anything, you know, remember when daphne greengrass —“
“distracted snape so that they wouldn’t catch us, yes i know! but not all of them are like that!” said hermione.
“exactly! you just said that not all of them are evil so why are you excusing her? her entire family are different houses, i don’t see why you are annoyed with her?”
“because, harry! you are being possessive over her! it’s unbelievable!” said hermione.
“oh my god, you’re such a hypocrite!” scoffed harry.
“how am i a hypocrite, exactly?!” hermione snapped.
“in fourth year, when lavender said she’d ask ron to the ball, you got so defensive and for what! she wasn’t even talking to you!” harry blurted.
“that’s — thats is different — !” hermione stuttered.
“no it’s not! you are just babying me because of what happened with cedric and acting like i need extra special treatment because everyone hates me! well guess what hermione, it’s not the first time everyone has hated me!” harry snapped, in a hushed whisper, and then collected his bag and walked out of the great hall, leaving hermione guilty.
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“harry?” said y/n, as the door to the room of requirements slammed open. y/n spent her time eating in there before the da happened, as malfoy and his gang would bully her and judge her for her size.
“y/n? what’re you doing in here?” said harry, as he turned and saw her in the corner, sat on a pile of cushions with a plate of food on her lap.
“come in here to eat, s’all,” y/n shrugged, and ate more of her turkey sandwich and beckoned harry forward.
“you come in here all the time?” said harry, sitting down beside her.
“used to, cant anymore,” she said, and harry frowned.
“sorry,” he said.
“it’s alright, no harm done. why’re you here anyway?” said y/n, offering harry a sandwich, which he happily took.
“ron and hermione are pissing me off,” he said, then bit into the sandwich.
“oh?” said y/n, and harry wondered how a simple oh could be so attractive.
“yeah, saying i can’t be friends with you n’ stuff,” he said, and leaned backwards.
“you want to be friends with me?” she said, rather surprised.
“well, yeah,” said harry, as though it were obvious. “you’re cool, and nice and pretty and y’know . . . stuff,”
“you’re cool, and nice and pretty and y’know . . . stuff too, mr potter,” y/n said, and harrys heart fluttered.
“so . . . friends?” he said awkwardly.
“you’re cute when you’re awkward,” said y/n, with a grin on her face.
harry groaned, “shush, just answer. please,”
“of course i’ll be your friend harry,” she said, and harry smiled.
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the week after that, ron and hermione were rather lonely, harry had barely spoken to them other than arranging the next da meeting, and spent the rest of his time with y/n.
soon, he’d introduced her to the invisibility cloak, which she presented the idea of him sneaking into the slytherin common room during their free periods.
she only shared a room with daphne greengrass, the other two slytherin girls had left hogwarts to stay home with their mothers and fathers due to lord voldemort’s reappearance.
and daphne soon caught them studying, and never stopped talking about it when harry had left.
“no, thats the sirius star, and that is orion’s belt,” said y/n, studying astronomy with harry, as he wasn’t extremely known to space.
“but —.”
the door had swung open, revealing a blond daphne greengrass, who’d frozen, with a smirk growing in seconds.
“potter,” she greeted.
“greengrass”, harry said awkwardly.
“tori just said she’ll be up here so . . . i’d recommend leaving?” said daphne.
“tori?” said harry.
“astoria greengrass, um, well, i’ll see you tomorrow?” y/n asked hopefully, and harry nodded, and as daphne went into the bathroom, he planted a bold kiss to her cheek, threw on the cloak and departed without another word.
“oh,” said y/n, touching the spot he had kissed and grinning lazily.
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y/n was down bad. after the last week, and the kiss to her cheek, she couldn’t say harrys name without smiling or blushing. and daphne had spotted it.
“i know you have a crush on him,” she said.
“alright, fine! i do! i do . . . i really really do, but he doesn’t like me!” said y/n, and she turned away from daphne, cutting her off whenever she tried to speak.
it wasn’t until the next day that y/n’s chances of being in a relationship with harry were broken, because she’d overheard ron, hermione and harrys conversations — who’d all agreed that harry could be friends with who he wishes without any interruptions.
“you what?” said ron, and y/n could tell he was grinning from his tone.
“kissed cho,” said harry, quietly, and guiltily, but y/n hadn’t picked that up just yet.
“but — i though you liked —“
“cho. i liked — like cho,” harry cut hermione short.
“that’s great, mate,” said ron, and clapped harrys shoulder, just as y/n began to run off.
her hopes had come crashing down upon her like a tidal wave, an immediate feeling of dread. her mood was ruined.
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the next day was rather horrific, she’d found out that arthur weasley had been in a terrible snake accident, and then she was to be transferred back home by train, to meet her mother, father, and brother.
yet again, said there had left hours after they had come home, and didn’t return until two days before she’d go back to hogwarts.
“potter told me to give you this,” said her mother, and handed her a letter.
“oh — thanks?” said y/n, and opened the letter.
hi, i’m sure you’ve heard about mr weasleys attack thing, i’m sorry i couldn’t say bye to you, had a lot going on, miss you, by the way. ,harry.
she smiled, but then it dropped.
oh how she wished to be cho chang.
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when y/n and harry were back at hogwarts, harry spent no time in grabbing his cloak and travelling to the slytherin dorms.
he’d snuck quietly up to the girls dormitories to find it empty besides one. y/n.
he threw the cloak off and dived in her, pushing them both on the bed, y/n laid on her stomach, laughing.
“harry?” she asked, as the laughter died down.
“the one and only,” harry smiled cockily.
harry climbed off of her, and sat with his legs crossed on her bed like a child.
“you’re adorable,” said y/n, and he blushed.
she went to her wardrobe, opened it and oiled her clothes inside, and then asked, with an immense amount of dread —
“caught up with cho, yet?”
and there was silence, before —
“oh my god you saw,” said harry. “saw us kiss — ?”
“no, no, god no!” said y/n, with a light chuckle. “overheard you n’ hermione n’ ron talking, ive got to stop doing that.”
“you’re not mad at me, are you?” said harry stupidly.
“why would i be mad, exactly?” y/n turned and sat on the bed.
“because i don’t actually like cho,” said harry.
“what? but you — you kissed her?” said y/n.
“to . . . get my mind off of you,” he said, and regretted it almost immediately, but said, “because i like you. like a lot.”
y/n was surprised to say the least, she’d expected anything but that.
“you what?” she said.
“i like you,”
and the next second, he was rambling about how he shouldn’t have said anything, and how you’d never go for someone as well known as him, someone who’s draw attention to you, saying that he didn’t was this to ruin their friendship —
she silenced him with a kiss. and he fell silent alright. leaning back against the girls headboard, so that she had full access to sit on his lap, which she did, as they continued to kiss in a rather passionate way.
“i like you too,” she said against his lips, and then reattached them.
this has not been proofread so i’m sorry if there are mistakes
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origins!ranboo playlist
making this was interesting cause all i had to go off of was the majorly accepted Spoiled Bratty Bitch concept and my own/others headcanons either way it was fun. explaining the songs below :DD ↓ ↓ ↓
1. Hell or High Water by The Neighborhood
Lyric: “I went through Hell to get to high water And now I'm trying not drown Each time I fail it makes me try harder I'll reach the stars next time around”
Theres something about the fact o!ranboo is an enderman and water actually hurting him that makes the metaphor even more interesting. Also the following lines being about persistence just really makes his stubborn attitude shine through.
2. Blah Blah Blah by The Oozes
Lyric: “Not a sweet boy You're an Eton mess Go home puddin' You couldn't care less For the people you're hurting There's no excuse”
I liked to imagine the hc where o!ranboo where the prince is kicked out for being a prick just so literal here
Lyric: “Get out of there You don't deserve that chair”
Picturing a thrown here :)
Lyric: “I'm surrounded by a deep dark sea You've lied to us and honestly You've ruined the colour blue for me”
Again with the whole hc previously mentioned and enderman being hurt by water i think the concept of them feeling surrounded by water under his rule is sick
3. The Lonely One by Let It Happen
Lyric: “Just a casualty is all you'll ever truly be If you don't pay heed to all the warning signs and blood red flags”
I really think this lyric shows o!ranboo disregard for people he feels are below him like its all a means to end feel. Also blaming the other for not listening to the red flags instead of faulting himself is such a o!ranboo thing.
Lyric: “I'm a natural disaster, I won't be reckoned with”
I mean.. come on its so him.
4. Petty Thieving by FEET
Lyric: “I'm a returning customer But this time I'm not gonna pay Well you won't, suspect a thing Because I'm a clean cut”
The idea of o!ranboo stealing from somewhere where he’s completely trusted is just bound to happen. our little kleptomaniac.
Lyric: “Not expected to fall Because I'm carried all the way But I can't meet your standards Every single fucking day”
I think this speaks for itself honestly.
5. Oh No! by MARINA
Lyric: “Don't do love, don't do friends I'm only after success Don't need a relationship I'll never soften my grip”
He’s a loner with a superiority complex what can i say. Prince shit. Oh and I just had to include this song come on!!!
Lyric: “I know exactly what I want, and who I want to be I know exactly why I walk, and talk like a machine I'm now becoming my own self-fulfilled prophecy”
The confidence exudes o!ranboo
6. Razzmatazz by I DONT KNOW HOW BUT THEY FOUND ME
Lyrics: “Wait, don't hold your breath for goodness' sake Nobody's home” and “Let's go paint the town on our way home The blinking lights are breaking bones Cast all your spells, and there you have That good old fashioned razzmatazz”
I really like the concept of a rebellious teenager pre overworld following the hc of being kicked out from the end kingdom for doing chaotic things and still having those habits of seeking around his own home even though he’s… alone. Plus the entire vibe of the song just fits so well.
7. When Veruca Says by Ben Crawford
Lyric: “How can i possibly refuse When Veruca says Veruca: MORE! I buy another store And when Veruca says Veruca: NOW! The sweat forms on my brow And when Veruca says Veruca: AGAIN!”
The entire song is about a bratty kid that is Veruca who gets whatever they want and it screams o!ranboo entirely.
8. THAT BITCH by Bea Miller
Lyric: “And I keep talkin' like I'm taller than the trees”
We’re gonna pretend the “like” is a cause. Either way the simile of talking so much shit that you must be this high and mighty bold person just fits for origins!ranboo cus he is an enderman so.. tall and definitely blunt.
Lyric: “And I keep on telling everyone the truth But maybe that's not the move And everyone wants to hear a strong opinion If it's the same as you And they say honesty is the best policy If that were true Don't think all of my friends would hate me”
The prince has definitely lost friends in the past for running his mouth. I just KNOW. He’s a blunt fuck and has no intention to stop.
9. Nobody by Mitski
before i even begin. immediate mood shift. this is my comfort song. ily mitski.
Lyric: “My God, I'm so lonely So I open the window To hear sounds of people.”
Origins!Ranboo beingtoo stubborn to socialize and start the conversation first so he’s stuck just sitting in his cave hearing others passing by. Maybe staring at the pub wondering why he wasn’t invited.
Lyric: “And I don't want your pity I just want somebody near me Guess I'm a coward I just want to feel alright”
Potential character development where he realizes he’s his own downfall?? perhaps. Realizes having a pal beside him might not be so bad??? PERHAPS.
10. You Don’t Scare Me! by Antarctigo Vespucci
Lyric: “I fell off the face of the earth again Let someone else step into my place I’m not coming back to life”
Headcanon where o!ranboo purposely runs away from the end to escape his royal destiny. He just doesn’t want to do all that work man.
Lyric: “I don’t care if I hurt you And you don’t scare me anymore”
(following the same hc) Whoever his parents are he no longer fears them for wanting to live his own truth. No longer caring if he hurts his people, his kingdom, by running away from his preset destiny.
11. Say, Can You Hear by Men I Trust
Lyrics: “You're self-absorbed Raving about your cryptic ways Aren't willing to change Old grudges” and “Waiting for the world To bend around you”
I just love to imagine an outsider pov of someone criticizing the fuck out of origins!ranboo and him just responding, “ok but im a minor and neurodivergent…”
12. Despicable by Grandson
Lyrics: “Trust, I'm doing you a favor, doing you a favor Despicable I'm just a bottom feeder Despicable I ain't never been a keeper” and “And if I were you, I wouldn't love me neither”
You can either interpret this as o!ranboo self reflecting on himself ORRR my personal view o!ranboo frantically trying to belittle himself and look vulnerable for manipulation and personal gain. im just a frail little boy:((... how could i so unloveable and sad commit those acts of arson?:(((
13. Villainous Thing by Shayfer James
Lyrics: “Soaked and shivered from the rain You have always been a delicate disaster” and “Oh dear, let me see those smokey eyes 'Cause you're a villainous thing And we can't have you living a lie Oh dear, let's remove those pretty clothes 'Cause you're a villainous thing, oh And I don't think anyone knows,”
I like to imagine this pov is coming from someone who knows o!ranboo really well and knows just how far his chaos and vengeance can go. However he’s running towards them for help when in a situation like being drenched in the rain so maybe his parents…? this headcanon is growing on me.
14. Becky by Be Your Own Pet
Lyric: “I heard you talked a lot of shit about me To your new best friend Doesn't matter anyway 'Cause I've found a brand new friend, okay Me and her, we'll kick your ass We'll wait with knives after class”
Origins!Ranboo is a revengeful bitch what can I say, maybe tag someone along to shift the blame on them later.
Lyric: “And now I'm getting sick of you and it's just too bad”
I can completely see him just getting bored of people rather quickly. He probably has incredibly high standards for people.
Lyric: “You now know everyone hates me a whole bunch Just because I made you cry a little bit at lunch But I don't feel bad”
O!Ranboo has no regrets okay, he’d make someone cry and smile fondly about it. Moral of the story never backstab him.
15. Tennis Court by Lorde
Lyric: “Because I'm doin' this for the thrill of it, killin' it Never not chasin' the million things I want And I am only as young as the minute is, full of it Gettin' pumped up from the little bright things I bought”
Doing reckless things for the adrenaline, acquiring the riches cause he’s a determined fuck, loving all his little shiny jewels
Lyric: “I'll be the beauty queen in tears It's a new art form Showing people how little we care”
Self explanatory
16. You’re Welcome by Dwayne Johnson
Lyric: “Ok, ok, I see what's happening here You're face to face with greatness, and it's strange You don't even know how you feel It's adorable Well, it's nice to see that humans never change”
Theres just no shot o!ranboo didn’t say this when he arrived to the overworld.
Lyric: “Open your eyes, let's begin Yes, it's really me, it's Maui Breathe it in I know it's a lot”
The cocky smugness of assuming everyone knows you. The entire song just gives off o!ranboo inflated ego.
17. Watch Out by The Polar Boy
Lyrics: “Watch out I'm coming for ya” and “Keep an open eye, 'cause these trees don't sway hun Got you in my sight”
Really embodies o!ranboo thirst for revenge ya know. He holds grudges okay.
18. ANTI-HERO by SEKAI NO OWARI
Lyric: “You know I don't give a damn about what's "right" Or pleasing everyone around me Cause I know this world that brought us life Wasn't made to keep everyone happy”
Definitely the most o!ranboo lyric i think.
Lyric: “You see I'm tired of trying to justify Every decision that I make”
Again just so o!ranboo. He would never feel like need to explain himself and don’t you dare question him.
19. Taunt by Lovejoy
Lyric: “Oh, did anybody ever say no to you?”
Probably but did he listen? We all know the answer.
Lyric: “When you wrinkle up the nose bridge I'm trying to figure out what that meant I took it as a taunt”
I like to imagine since o!ranboo doesn’t like people much he has horrible social cues skills so half the time he assumes people are mocking him. Contributes to his distaste towards people.
20. That Distant Shore by Jennifer Praz
Lyric: “It all became so lovely Those bluest skies above me Those funny feelings I had never felt before I met you I thought I'd stay a while I tried to learn to smile So many colors I had never even known”
This is another potential character development song where o!ranboo meets someone who provides some comfort some friendship.. who makes his perspective on everything change and he works on being bit more grateful for everything.
Lyric: “Maybe I'll find myself sitting on that distant shore Maybe I'm not alone”
I think it’d be neat if origins!ranboo made a friend who provided him a new outlook. Someone to radicalize his bratty prince attitude.
#yes i took inspo from the character Pacifica Northwest#click the word playlist!! its the link!!!!!#I DID THE THING#the lyrics shown just hit but obviously theres others that also apply to o!ranboo#spotify! :)#music :)#origins!ranboo#o!ranboo#ranboo#ranboolive#originsmp#origins#streamers#osmp playlist
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hi, im turning 15 in basically a week. i know, im kinda young. i just wanted to know if you can realize that youre fucked up when youre still a teenager? most ppl i know only manage to come to terms or even remember their abuse in their 20s and i feel like a fraud, lmao. like im faking it to be trendy or sumn. i dont remember much anyway but i know something is wrong from what i can remember but my parents are changing and becoming better ppl & they apologized for what they did (they used to hit me and my siblings, never got us medical care, would use money to guilt us etc). i have nerve damage in my hand bc i have to open art commissions so i can have money to buy stuff myself still, and i feel like im just overreacting? how can u tell that ur actually remembering/going thru abuse and not just a normal teenage rebellion phase where u hate everyone if that makes sense. this is kinda long winded im rly sorry about that i just cant really distinguish between stuff im allowed to/should be feeling and emotions that are inappropriate
People most often realise how messed up they are once whatever is causing the trauma is gone. You're right that this is most often when people are in their 20s, because that's also when people are most likely to leave home. Some kids will realise in childhood how messed up they are when their trauma is due to a one-off thing (divorce, a serious accident, etc). In your case, because your parents are changing and becoming better people/parents, the situations that caused your trauma are changing, too. It would make sense that you're realising how messed up you are now.
The normal teenage rebellion phase where you hate everyone tends to be outwards and about other people ("I could do a better job of being a parent", "I hate my parents", "I'll never grow up to be like them"). Teens don't rebel by deciding they're messed up unless they're actually messed up. It sounds like you're acknowledging how your parents are becoming better people, which doesn't sound like the typical black-and-white thinking that tends to fuel teen rebellious hatred.
You are valid, your experiences are valid. What you went through was real, and whether or not you hate your parents for it, or whether you choose to accept their apology (now or down the road), you deserve compassion and care for the trauma you've experienced.
- Mod Allison
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i stand by suyin being sokkas kid let me talk about it like obviously her mannerisms being like sokka and expressions and suyin is a brown woman sure but really thats not fully evidence so im like okay,,,, what is it REALLY
how about the fact that the #1 priority for suyin is family and the #1 priority in water tribe culture and sokka is family (found or blood)
how about their affinity for leadership and genius inventing and the arts (suyins dancing/dance academy and sokkas paintings/drawings)
but back on the family thing,,,,, suyin felt lost for a long time especially as a teenager which made her rebellious and made her fight with toph and lin like tophs parenting was very hands off and it didnt help suyin,,,, she didnt feel like she belonged much anywhere
"It took me a while, but I finally realized what I was looking for was a family."
SPREADS OUT MY ARMS
also lets talk about behavior: suyin believes in passions and is carefree and enjoys pursuing the things she loves which something characteristic of sokka and lin is more like toph in respects to behavior,,, suyin is lenient BUT UNTIL THE POINT OF YOU BETRAYING HER FAMILY AND HER
and if NONE of that ticks your brain then
answer me this
WHY would toph even START the whole "you dont need to know about your fathers" with lin and suyin like that doesnt feel toph at all
toph tries to reason it as "well you dont need to know them to know who you are"
thats great but that still IMPLIES
the other parent could be well known or influential
toph wouldnt actually care if suyins father was a nobody,,,,, she would be like yeah lin and suyin you guys have two different dads and yours suyin was a deadbeat too named so and so like she literally did with lin
and we know toph as an adult just
fucked for fun??? djkdsljds
its not unreasonable to think she and sokka did once and were like this was fun yeah ive missed hanging out i g2g bye
im sorry but theres too many coincidences about suyin and linking to things that resemble sokka
i dont think it can be ignored or snubbed when you actually look at it
like sure im a tokka fan but i have spent a lot of time thinking about lok characters and being like okay i wanna know things whats your past why are you like this whats the connections
and suyins father is a glaring red mystery and eventually i was like this,,,,,,,,,,, feels like something with sokka
tokka being canon concerns me less than understanding the connection to suyin and sokka because i feel like its THERE
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“in the arms of a father” [skz: hyunjin ft a wayv member ]
genre: FLUFF
ficstyle: timeline + bulletpoints
requests: “hello! so i especially liked your “in the arms of a father” fics out of all your writings and i was thinking if you could maybe do one for Hyunjin! take your time and dont feel rushed 🥺💖” + “ Can you do a “in the arms of a father” for hyunjin please I really liked your first ones 😁 “
note: I’m not completely back from my hiatus but I hope I will be writing again soon
[NEWBORN]
Hyunjin has been on edge since he heard that you were pregnant
what if something happens to the baby?
am I qualified enough to be a dad?
what if the baby does like me?
do you think the baby is a cat person or a dog person?
he’s literally asking so many silly questions you don’t know the answers to
all you can say to put him at ease is, “everything will fall into place, just go with the flow”
every time you have a contraction, he’s ready with your go bag and the keys to the car
“what are you doing, it’s just a contraction”
“I just wanna be ready”
but the moment your water breaks, he’s like “SHOULD I CLEAN THE FLOORS BEFORE WE LEAVE?” “DO YOU WANNA SIT IN THE FRONT OR THE BACK SEAT?” “SHOULD I HOLD YOUR HANDS OR PUT BOTH HANDS ON THE STEERING WHEEL?”
literally a chaotic mess
while in labor, he’s having more of a hard time breathing than you are
he’s quietly crying as your cutting the circulation from his arm
you let him hold the baby first because this guy is still pumping with adrenaline and he needs to calm down
he’s literally hogging the baby for a whole hour before you’re able to hold your own child
this is going to be daddy’s little girl for sure
(you two named her Madeline)
[1ST BIRTHDAY]
Hyunjin literally invited everyone he knows for Madeline’s first birthday
it’s almost as grand and extravagant as your wedding
the whole time you’re literally thinking that he’s going to spoil this little girl rotten
this guy literally bought this little one 2 whole luxury hand-crafted cakes and went as low budget as possible for your wedding
when the guest comes in, he’s telling all the little boys that they’ll never be good enough for his daughter
“babe stop picking fights with the toddlers..”
“BUT WHAT IF THEY TRY TO COURT MADELINE”
he barely lets other people hold her
you didn’t tell him but you saw that she has liking to Chan because if you did, he would ban him from seeing her
even though Chan is her godfather
[KINDERGARTEN]
Hyunjin was so worried that Madeline would get hit on or picked on at school
he was insisting the teacher to let him chaperone
but Madeline told him that she was a big girl now
“how are you going to say no to that, honey?” you nudged at him
he was left speechless
“bye baby, I’ll see you after school, okay?” you kissed your daughter on the cheek
Madeline ran up to Hyunjin
“papa, are you going to say bye to me?”
Hyunjin bent down to give her a hug, one that was a little too tight
“papa! I can’t breathe! I’m not going away forever!”
he kisses her on her little button nose, “I’m gonna miss you, princess..”
“bye now, papa! bye mama!” she waves happily before turning to play with the other kids
Hyunjin was quiet on the ride home, “you know.. she’s going to leave one day..”
you held his hand that wasn’t on the wheel, “you’re thinking too far ahead, just take a step back, okay?”
he brings your hand up to his lips and kisses it, “what would I do without you..”
30 minutes passed and he was already getting antsy; he was so close to picking her up early from school
[MIDDLE SCHOOL]
Madeline was starting to get a little distant as she made more friends and joined the basketball team
she was charismatic and charming just like Hyunjin
which worried Hyunjin
he always told her to be careful of boys
but there’s nothing she can do about it, a lot of her classmates are into her
she assured your husband that she’s way too focused on school and sports to be worried about boys
she begged you to convince him
“some things will never change,” you chuckled
he was so scared that she was going to become a moody teenager so he bought her a dog to enforce more family time
it worked
[HIGH SCHOOL]
Madeline was becoming more and more beautiful, and more and more popular
just like her father in high school
“I hear they call you, Princess Madeline..” you brought up
Madeline’s eyes widened as she knew what was to come, “MOM SERIOUSLY?”
Hyunjin dropped everything and clung onto her for dear life
“I WILL NOT ALLOW ANYBODY TO CALL MY SWEET LITTLE PUMPKIN, PRINCESS.. ONLY I CALL HER THAT!!”
you laughed as the two quarreled like squirrels
“DAD I’M NOT A BABY ANYMORE”
“YOU’RE MY BABY”
this was probably they only type of “arguments” they would have because your husband was too soft for her and your daughter had one for him too
thank the Lord, Madeline didn’t go through a rebellious phase or else you would be the villain of the house
you loved your family but you weren’t the spoiling type
you’re so happy that they get along so well; they’re two peas in a pod
you couldn’t help but think about what will happen when she goes off to college?
[LAST YEAR OF HIGH SCHOOL]
“MOM! DAD! I GOT INTO THE COLLEGE THAT I WANT!” Madeline was ecstatic and your husband put on a feigned smile to show his support
“which college?” he asked as he ruffled her hair
“the college where you met mom!” she beams
you didn’t even know what school she sent applications to, so hearing that she got into the school that you met your husband warmed your heart
“you got so many scholarships from so many other amazing schools..” you hugged your daughter
“yeah but.. I want to walk along streets on campus where dad walked you home and go to the library where you had study date... I want to find my prince at the same school you went to..”
Hyunjin was going to tear up
he always thought that she never had a serious relationship because she didn’t want to worry him and focused on school
he didn’t know that all of her efforts were to go to the same school as him
“I have high expectations,” he joked
Madeline smiled as she snuggled closer to him, “I know”
[COLLEGE GRADUATION]
you and Hyunjin just about cried when your daughter walked to get her diploma; her shoulders were adorned with cords
her smile radiated on the projectors
Hyunjin proudly said, “that’s MY daughter,” when other parents murmured about how beautiful she is and how proud her parents are
when the ceremony was over, Madeline spot you two from a mile away and sprinted in her heels
she jumped into Hyunjin’s arms and he spun her around
“we are SO proud of you, baby,” you finally had a turn to hug her
“those college days are over and done with!” she really looked happy
from the corner of your eyes, you saw a boy shuffling his feet; waiting
“mom.. dad... I have someone I want you to meet..” she walked up to the boy and dragged him in front of you and Hyunjin
“I know I didn’t tell you about him but this is Hendery.. my boyfriend.. we’ve been together since my sophomore year...”
Hyunjin put on his tough face, which was kind of comical because you knew that wasn’t him
the boy straightened his posture and gave the two of you firm handshakes, “nice to meet you, Mr. and Mrs. Hwang.. I’ve heard many wonderful things about you from Madeline..”
“well aren’t you a handsome young man, come here,” you gave him a hug to relax his nerves because he was probably nervous
“I hope you’re taking good care of my daughter,” was all Hyunjin said
Madeline rolled her eyes, “dad.. seriously..”
“I’m doing everything in my powers to make her the happiest girl in the world, sir,” Hendery said with a bright smile
“what a prince,” you nudged at your daughter as she blushed
Hyunjin squinted sternly at Hendery but Hendery’s smile did not falter
“okay..” was all he could muster, because he couldn’t admit that Hendery reminded him of his younger self
[WEDDING]
it was your daughter’s wedding, she was getting married to Hendery, 5 years after she graduated from college
you were so happy for her
so was Hyunjin
over the years, Hyunjin slowly got closer and closer to Hendery
Hendery completely won over Hyunjin’s heart
but he wasn’t ready to let his baby go
Hyunjin took one look at his baby girl and knew that she was ready to start her own life, her own family
which is why her wedding was going to be even more extravagant than all her birthdays and your wedding combined
it was inspired by “The Little Mermaid”
he was so excited to have some father-daughter time while planning for the wedding
when he finally saw her in her wedding dress, the wedding started a little late because he could not stop crying
he took his time walking her down the aisle because he wanted to cherish every second
you bet that the father-daughter dance took 30 whole minutes because he was emotional
he was so proud to have a daughter like her
(he can’t wait to have a grandkid to dote on)
End.
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okay I need your klance fic recs(i feel like you have really good taste)(i mean your icon is literally THE keith of course you have god tier taste)
okay so the thing is.. that when i say am kinda messed up and disgusting sometimes... and becoming a madwoman... am not over exaggerating or saying it in a funky way.. i actually am getting like that .. and that's how i got into the klance fandom initially. i project through lance and read really langsty fics.. and they are messed messed with like violent nsfw, gore, horror, serious mental health issues etc? so if u want those... i'll only send them if u want?
yeah tho i entered with this thingy that klance is gonna be like my guilty pleasure or some shit but them i inevitably fell in love with some GORGEOUS fanfictions out there and KEITH KOGANE in all shapes sizes genders and ages so lol...
but they aren't flowery. that's just not my taste. Some of them might be "problematic"? it's in quotes because i don't agree with it. it's not going to be problematic in plain ignorant sense like racial issues or blatant sexism or mental abuse.... but they might have like stuff which people dont always agree with like drugs. most of them would have nsfw it's just something that i need to have for feels and that's why i asked if u minded it. some things are like more subjective,, characterizations for example, cause like some people dont think keith is a skirt guy cause he isnt in fashion but i think he is petty and rebellious so he will defo do that? some of them would have like physical fights and stuff.. or keith and lance being mean to each other.. some ugly habits which aren't necessarily condemned like anger or drugs.? but with how i see it, it's not glorified, so i see them as human. i love the raw and ugly in these or idk its just human to me (but some people dont like which is completely valid cause we are all different from different environments and think different and resonate with different stuff.)
wait addition: i think some of them will have sexist themes? which i have complained about a lot before. i dont know why authors feel the need to somehow put women down to show how a mlm relationship without any women is superior or some shit it's annoying as fuck i hate it. i dont think i would have any especially sexist fics here, but there might be some with lowkey themes and bad handling of those issues. some of them mau have that subtext of disgusting heteronormative standards, but in subtext uk like bottom lance having a small waist and being giggly and all in contrast to big bulk keith.
here are some that i had bookmarked... but i may remember some more and then send them to u and or add them here...
a heads up.. i dont remember all of them very well. its been a while and i read fanfictions A LOT so yeah.. incase one slips up here which isnt very good am sorry dont judge me
the bold ones are the ones u should really check out if our taste is similar.
to begin with plain f l u f f,, my first klance bookmark was How Could I Say No? by Padfoots_Pawprint. tws for violence, bullying, injury BUT it's not actually gory or something like that it's just keith being keith and getting hurt and lance helping my boi like he should. it made me feeeeeeeel ksksk
this was one that kinda really touched me,, Wasted youth, Cryptids, and Waterboys by Baea THIS HAS EXPLICIT NSFW in it, the first chapter kicks off with it.. its a good fuck buddies to lovers in my opinion.. i love the writing style, the choice of how it's just a couple entries of random days in their lives. i love keith's characterization.. he is a hobo and a conspiracy nerd.. i love how down for him lance is, very dedicated. i love their growth.. i love how they help each other grow,, and it's so like real and usual day to day and human and down to earth idk how else to express it. this is INCOMPLETE. it's 12 chapters and discontinued as of now,, but it's not a deadly cliffhanger
similar in style and approach to the above. tho i think here is where it gets dubious. Easy, Tiger. by @/WhatTheBodyGraspsNot ... this is INCOMPLETE too and as of now discontinued. this has that sorta murky vibe with it's drug usage, them being teenagers in school and engaging in stuff like this, bad boy keith and all. this has nsfw too. i just remember really liking it and its very raw and unfiltered. tho it's incomplete it's not an open ending for now.
okay so i am restarting this but am upset as fuck that it all got deleted so i am gonna be lazy and not put as much effort as i did.
i have also Crowd Pleaser bookmarked by the same author,, this one's complete and it has some serious issues around gaslighting if i remember correctly... i really liked it then. keith is literally an angel here, i want to kidnap him and marry him literally. the s h w ee t e s t shit ,, and i like how lance gives him all the support and space to get his shit together
Drummer boy by klancekorner,, i think it's similar to the prev one, but lance's pov(which is what i prefer ngl). this authors fanfics are all just wholesome. i had put links to all their fics before, but imma now just say that u should go and check all their fics out. i have them all bookmarked, i must have seen something in them (can't remember what now tho and i cant be bothered to skim through them like last time *rolls eyes*)
War of hearts? idk why honestly, just ik keira has made me gay, and lesbian rejection angst? garrison? yes :) it's incomplete, conveniently left at the point where lance's heart is broken lol
Fuck buddies with benefits. THE NAME IS BAD I KNOW but i just love the idea of a dedicated mess of a keith and lance taking care of him. that's it that's the fic if i remember correctly. oh wait yeah u might think keith is not treating lance right, but i think it's fine if lance is treated a bit stupid. this is a bit too sex driven tho i dont like it but just SLEEPDEPRIVED KEITH TO TAKE CARE OF IMMA SIGN UP (ik this maybe coming off toxic but lol look at me)
Rambling: THIS WAS ME.
Last Defense: TW SUICIDE this is literally the langst i have for canon lance
I want something else: bad boy keith can break my limbs and cut my face and i will thank him
A thank you would be nice: keira damn
game-set-match: b a d b o y
I swear to go the devil made me do it: my typically fav trop, hardcore pining lance, literally perfect angsty keith. very similar to the top ones ig? idk also this one is one of my comparatively recent sane bookmarks so that's something. it starts off weird, u think it gon be subtly sexist but it turns out better so hold on
you've got me locked up: i think it's delinquent keith,, its floofy
Dad lance and tattoo artist keith: the name says it
damn while going through my bookmarks i realized that there are a lot of things i never bookmarked? i am pretty sure i loved a lot of long fanfictions, flower shop aus and tattoo artists shit wtf-
wait here's one, it's not complete: Blood jumps in the sun: it's very heavy has a lot of growth and kinda wholesome,, tags and summary will give u an idea what u getting in.
The lessons we learned: can't remember much other than florist keith, sad keith, smart keith, really long, pining
damn i think i have a lot of happy ones i didn't bookmark cause my brain was like u dont deserve the serotonin :( i'll add if i have more)
some actually angsty, detailed nsfw and messy (according to the way u interpret these) ones... lemoninagin.. they have some very detailed and explicit nsfw stuff but i am not there for it. some of it has the kind of angst i like? an actual one that i love and they recently posted and the reason am putting them here is infinitesimal. best friends to lovers and tho usually it's not my cup of tea.. it's a character study, an interpretation of klance in a modern world i dare say,, which is very similar to mine. the thing about them is that i like their characterization a lot, and in no love in this, i like what kind of background stories they give to klance in their aus. i haven't read many by them, so if u want u can check them out.
i just realized i have put some lowkey sad/fucked fics here... i did remove 5 rn... i hope its all good damn why am i doing this i feel like am putting myself naked out there when i recommend my favs
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so i just read your reply to the post about jenny/giles headcanons about a band candy au where they dont vibe at all and im absolutely obsessed with it pls tell me every detail tbh
I don’t think I could – WELL IF YOU INSIST!
I’ve read a lot of fanfic where Jenny is alive during Band Candy and that she vibes with Giles’ rebellious side. Personally, I don’t think Jenny was a big hell raiser in her youth - at least not in the punk rock/overt-middle-finger-to-The Man kind of way Giles was. Loyalty is huge for Jenny’s family. We can see from her brief interactions with Uncle Enyos that tradition is the norm (I want to be very mindful of my words here as I don’t know much about Romanian culture but I do know BtVS did not do a great job portraying it). In my mind, when Jenny was a kid and young adult, she was naturally curious and an independent thinker, but towed the line between her charming nonconforming nature and being outwardly disobedient. The main reasons Jenny found that balance was because 1) family loyalty was engrained in her from a young age, and 2) even though her family’s old fashion style wasn’t her thing, she loved learning about her culture’s connection to magick. She would never risk losing her connection to her family and the occult by acting the way Giles did in his youth. Time goes on and as a young adult (I always thought of Jenny as being in her early 30s in the show and I’m unsure of how tech evolved in Romania, so I don’t have a set timeline in my head, but obviously sometime before Sunnydale) she finds out about this growing field of computer science and it blows her freaking mind! She loves the concepts: connection to others, access to knowledge, constantly striving for improvements and upgrades. When she learns about technopaganism and the pairing of the occult and computers – she’s sold. It’s the community and field she had always looked for. A way for her to immerse herself in magick and the occult and all through this new, modern, and more accessible medium. It’s the old and the new. While she knows she found her bliss, her family is not thrilled about it. Techopaganism is not the worst thing as it is still based in the occult, but it is too new, too gimmicky, it is not really approved by her family. While she knows her technopaganism has caused a riff between them (which ultimately leads to her getting the famously unwanted “watch Angel” duty), she secretly loves getting to be safely rebellious. Again, it tows the line between her nonconforming nature and outward disrespect.
And that is Jenny’s version of being a rebel!
It’s not the anarchy of not caring which is classic Ripper, it is the courage to be who you really are because you care. It’s a way for her to be her own person, lean into this burgeoning area of technology while still holding her culture and customs near and dear. And while I think Jenny’s journey to that place of self-actualization was not anywhere near complete when she was a teenager, I think those seeds were there. Teenage Jenny would take one look at Ripper and head for the hills. He would seem like a total ticking time bomb of bad news and Jenny would not risk her relationship with her family and the occult over a mess like that.
Maybe I could word vomit more later on how I think the events of Band Candy would have gone down with Jenny there?!
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For your mermaids- 1,2,14, &26
i think this was for the emoji ask meme but if you meant this for another meme, feel free to send it again djvkas
👹 How does you OC act around different people and how does their personality change to match the environment they’re in? How do they act with: friends, family, strangers, children or their lover(s)?
- BELLUS: Theyre all a lil mean to strangers tbh but out of all of them bellus is probably the nicest to strangers? He’s just v curious and willing to help out people long enough to satisfy his own curiosity or if it has something to do with romance. Friends & family are pretty much treated the same where he wants their attention the Most and since hes pretty extroverted, he ends up following them around and dragging them into whatever he wants to do because Friendship is involving your friends!! Hes also a v physically affectionate person that gives out compliments as soon as he thinks of them. And all thats just turned up more if he manages to get a lover. As for children, he doesnt really treat them any different than he does a stranger. Maybe a bit more condensing
- MERI: So its already established he has fun pranking and bothering people. Those pranks dont stop with friends & family, its just that hes more willing to hear out people hes close to when they dont like the most recent prank he pulled on them. It still takes him a bit to understand Why they wouldnt like the prank but hes still more open to hearing them out and thats a start! With a lover, im not fully sure how he’d act? he doesnt really have romance on the same level as importance as bellus does (really none of the others do-) so he’d be caught v off guard having a crush in the first place and probably be v tsundere about having Feelings. and then if they actually get together, he’d be v protective and a lot more willing to listen to them no matter what because he Knows he’s a little shit. as for kids, hes more likely to play pranks on them because theyre more likely to fall for tricks that grown ups have already learned to avoid. and the lost boys at least are also more likely to get over it compared to adults in neverland-
- CASPIAN: tbh with strangers hes just vibing. watching. listening. he tends to know a lot about people he never even talks to because he spends so much time people watching and listening on nearby conversations. and hes unlikely to start conversations with people he isnt close to if he doesnt need something from them. with friends & family he does participate in conversations more, especially if theyre the type of people who need participation from him to feel comfortable, he just still likes listening more. and he likes listening to them talk about whatever theyre thinking about which is the reason he listens to bellus talk about his current crush all the time. he also takes a lot of mental notes about things they mention so that he can do things like choose decent birthday gifts and make sure if theres a surprise planned for them its something they’ll actually like. with lovers, he starts to initiate conversations more often because he likes their voice the most so he wants to try to keep them talking to listen to them go on. he also probably asks them to listen to him play songs on all his different instruments and writes songs specifically for them. he doesnt really like kids tbh so he’d avoid them as much as he can get away with-
- KENN: hes wary and a lil defensive towards strangers but that doesnt stop him from trying to keep bellus and meri from being too chaotic and upsetting people they dont know. he’ll be polite if someone he doesnt know talks to him, though that doesnt mean he’ll keep being nice if he thinks theyre being rude. hes used to being the one expected to take care of others so with friends, theyll be added to his little group of people he watches over. sometimes he slips into that same habit with family but hes also more willing to let himself be the one whos taken care of for once. if he had a lover, he’d end up falling into his habit of taking care of them but he’d also want them to take care of him too.... to see how it feels to be on the receiving end more often....... despite being assigned the mom friend position, he isnt really that nurturing naturally?? so he’d be V Awkward around an actual child, especially if they arent like the lost boys because even if theyre kids, he can just trust that they’ll survive taking care of themselves. but actual kids who need supervision will just have an awkward uncle figure now
🥊 Does your OC prefer to take the lead or follow orders? With everyone or just with certain people? Is there a reason for this?
- BELLUS: hes more comfortable following orders, though maybe with a little rebellion to cause whoever’s giving him the orders a lil grief. he thinks its funny. if the person giving the orders is someone he trusts, then he tends to not really think about the why behind anything they tell him to do unless its something v specific and strange. so he ends up being a bit of a blind follower since he doesnt think people he trusts would try to hurt him on purpose. and no matter whos giving him orders, if hes upset with them then he’ll chose the malicious obedience route where he follows orders very passive aggressively
- MERI: he wants to be the leader A Lot!! but he also isnt really good at being a leader. he gets caught off guard whenever someone willing hands him the leading position in any kind of situation since hes used to trying to fight kenn for that role
- CASPIAN: he doesnt enjoy being the one in charge of people tbh. like if he was forced into the position he’d actually do a pretty good job with it but he doesnt like the responsibility that comes with having to be in charge. caspian prefers to instead follow orders and make sure theyre being carried out when people (meri) start being unnecessarily rebellious in his opinion. that being said, he doesnt blindly follow orders and wont really listen to someone that he (or kenn-) doesn’t respect
- KENN: hes been the one expected to be in charge so long that now it feels wrong not taking the lead in some capacity. he gets more uncomfortable with that role the more people hes expected to tell what to do and expected to be responsible for the mistakes they make. thats why he prefers to just lead a small group and maybe take orders from someone like conrad whos in charge of the whole his lil group is a part of
🐟 What was your OC like as a baby? What were they like as a child? A teenager? An adult? How do you think they’ll develop ten years into their future? Twenty years? Will they live to old age?
- BELLUS: was probably a v innocent child tbh?? he just kinda went along with a lot of the things the others did since he’s the baby of the group and as they all got older, meri was the one who taught him the most about Crimes
- MERI: 100% even more destructive as a child, he just didnt really know then the full consequences of his actions. he still doesnt really think about them nowadays too but hes still more Aware in the first place
- CASPIAN: he was always quiet, even as a kid though he was also more shy back then. now he’d say hes more confident and that not talking much doesnt mean hes still the shy kid he used to be
- KENN: a lot more outgoing and mischievous as a kid! he was still trying to figure out how to be in charge of a lil group like his friends and he doubts he would’ve really gotten far if caspian wasnt always there to help out
- im torn between them all aging normally now that they’re vibing on the mainland or mermaids having a lil piece of neverland inside them no matter where they go and only really physically aging when they mentally age as well. like the mental growth they have and more concepts they learn that are associated with adulthood like grief, they more they turn physically into an adult. i think either way, none of them really understand the concept of dying from old age though
💚 Are you writing anything with this OC or planning on writing anything for them? Do you rp with them or are they just for fun to mess around with?
- I do have a lot of fun developing them and drawing them all, I just dont know what I’d write for them dsbafbv. I didnt make them with the intention of rping them but mayhaps that’ll change one day?
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