The state government for where I live is currently debating whether our current 15 week abortion ban should remain in place or if it should be overruled by a full ban that was put in place in 1901. The state I live in was not even a state in 1901.

I’m sure I’ve said this but Penelope Scott “Feel Better” is so c!Tubbo it’s actually insane.

Sunday doodles (and weirdly colored duck)

wow so watcher just singlehandedly killed their channel

I want to move out so bad god i hate living here with these awful people

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Sexism? Implicit homophobia? Double standards? IN MY FAMILY?? 🙃🙃🙃

Bro 1 either got really drunk and stayed over at his friends (likely) or is MISSING (unlikely), but he didn't even send a text and didn't come home overnight and my mother is FLIPPING OUT and like low-key it's a little funny bc he's 23 and she's been letting him come home at all hours since highschool, I'm talking like, hes regularly crawling in when I'm getting up to leave for work, and sure he can do whatever he wants idgaf he no longer takes even a modicum of advice from others (tho it's super annoying when he wakes me up coming in at 4am since we're the only two in the basement)

HOWEVER, like, do u think he's gonna get any flack for this? Absolutely not. If I'm 30 min late coming home from work IN BROAD DAYLIGHT AT AGED 26 I get in SO MUCH SHIT. God forbid I fall asleep on the bus and forget to text that I'm running late. Or walking home from my Nonna's at night (less than 1 block) I have to text to say I lived, but none of my male cousins or brothers do, despite some of them being MINORS. Or like. I can't even take the subway at night without my mother constantly texting and begging me to let her pick me up like a child (aka tmg concert getting out at midnight but I very specifically stayed sober since I was alone) but nooo my brother can go bar hopping at all hours and she'll just. Go to bed and let him leave.

He can just do whatever the fuck he wants because he's a BOY and he's also our mother's FAVOURITE (the rest of the siblings all agree on that one, me and bro 2 are like 🤝 least loved & most criticized children solidarity), and he's also capable of SUCH anger, he's largely apathetic to the general world and highly selfish, but when he gets mad he he's MAD tbh I fear that anger a bit and so now no one will criticize him at all? He gets away with EVERYTHING and I can't even leave stuff out in the house where I LIVE WITHOUT GETTING SHIT

Also like he was living with his gf and not going to church and all that, and I literally Do Not Care At All, that's his business, but again the hypocrisy of it all from the parents, when theyre supportive of him - literally bought and moved their shared bed - even tho he's "going against their professed values" or however my father wants to phrase it, but god forbid I just EXIST as a queer person, even if I'm single. Like. HELLO???? I can never be out ever

Like yes I'm glad they're not assholes to him but also WHY DO I GET SO MUCH SHIT FOR LITERALLY MY BENIGN EXISTENCE

Jesus. Walmart delivery has a $10 minimum delivery fee AND I'm tipping the driver now too?? Where the fuck did that original ten dollars go??

i fucking hate my life.

one of the other tenants has been constantly turning the heat up to EIGHTY even though it hasn’t dipped below 40. this lead to the heating bill for the unit being like, $300 more than the rest of the boarding house.

so, since we are apparently untrustworthy children and not adults who can be reasoned with, the landlord came while tenant was at work and put one of those plastic locking boxes over the thermostat. tenant came home ranting and screaming, calling husband and me bitches repeatedly, yelling abt how he always gets the mail (?), screaming about how we went behind his back to the landlord (we didn’t), and then SLAMMED his door as hard as he could.

screaming and door slamming are so fucking triggering for me. i had a melt down verging on anxiety attack.

i absolutely Do Not Feel Safe Here.

Was gone for a week and a half.

Cats had no water

Trash not taken out

Piss on tub

Shit on toilet

Dishes in sink

CATS. HAD. NO. WATER

I can forgive everything else, it's fucking annoying, what the fuck ever....

BUT THE CATS HAD NO WATER AND I DONT KNOW HOW LONG THEY DIDN'T HAVE WATER

i'm so tired of being scared of what my roommates are doing :( i wish i could AFFORD TO LIVE ALONE!!!!!!

Guess who's spending Eid away from home again next year lol

another round of trying to get it through my parents' heads i will never be able to buy a house but it isnt working because they lived in an economy where you could buy a house with a sufficiently sized lump of gold or silver

I just did some quick math and the motherfuckers I work for pay me literally exactly enough so that I don't qualify for medicaid. Bastards.

listen i get that most people have stopped wearing masks but don’t side eye the people who still do.

i know i’m the odd one out with an n95 but even vaccinated i am at higher risk, and so are many others. or they live with loved ones who are. i’m also acutely vigilant about not accidentally infecting others, i know how bad it can get.

i need to live my life and the way i can do so is continuing to wear a mask. i can’t believe we’ve come to this but: respect people wearing a mask because they’re probably doing so for a reason.

Arthur would tell me not to drop out of uni just so I can sell my soul to my job more than I already do so I can finally move out of my parents' house/an environment in which I feel suffocated and do not thrive, Arthur would tell me not to drop out of uni just so I can sell my soul to my job more than I already do so I can finally move out of my parents' house/an environment in which I feel suffocated and do not thrive, Arthur would tell me not to drop out of uni -