parallels

can i say i know that people i know irl are on tumblr. who would prob understand the context of everything i say on here at basically all times. and when it comes down to it my interests r pretty niche like if someone decides to go into the company tag...... anyway. finished that boy's tag.

I’m watching a vid on how people run twitch streams bc A. I am curious about The Magic and B. I love deluding myself

Ok! My thoughts on 7x05!

First, i just wanna say that the whole Hen and Karen storyline is awesome! I love that the show is giving queer people so much screen time, especially a Black lesbian couple! And i think its super sweet that they really want to try for Mara! I hope it works out!

Next, i think that has been my favorite cold open so far. The “ITS MEEE” gets me every time (i have already watched it loads of times). I dont have much to comment on it other than it was funny as fuck

Ok. The date scene. I was hoping to see more of Eddie watching them (especially after the stills), but oh well. The second-hand embarrassment i got was… a lot. But i dont think its necessarily a bad thing. It showed how out of his comfort zone Buck was and how he was trying to navigate a terrifying situation. And Tommy? I might have to retract my earlier retraction. Cos wtf?? Literally had just finished talking about how its hard to accept yourself in a “macho” field, then makes a dig at Buck when he fumbles? Not cool. Then not communicating what was happening until he was getting in the Uber? You dont just abandon someone at a restaurant like that. I understand the “you’re not ready” thing, but that was a dick move.

Also, Buck, baby. Sweetheart. Darling. “I look at hot guys’ asses.” Sweetie. Like Maddie said. You are more than an ally lmao. I also just love how Maddie showed interest in getting to know who Buck was talking about and treating the convo after like a normal convo. Because it is! And i love it! But she also emphasized talking to Eddie, because she knew that Eddie would not react poorly. I feel like that just shows how everyone knows how close Buck and Eddie are. TLDR, Maddie is an awesome sister and Buck is lucky to have her ❤️

Next point, the scene where Buck and Tommy talk over coffee. I do think that the hand holding at the end is very sweet and shows how Buck is really trying to be more open, but Tommy is just really starting to rub me the wrong way. Pretty much everything he said contradicts what happened in the date scene. I feel like him being at the wedding is really gonna spark some Jealous Eddie, tho, so i am excited to see that lmao

And Eddie and Marisol? I feel like the show is going in a direction that leads them to breaking up. Like yes, it is showing growth for Eddie and allowed him to acknowledge that he has Catholic guilt, but theres just. No chemistry. It feels awkward. I feel like her being an ex-nun is gonna bring up some issues with Buck and Eddie will not stand for that. I also wanted to point out that i got even more vibes that Eddie could be demisexual, cos he didnt straight up say that he loved Shannon, just that he loved being married to her. And he knows that he is moving too fast and needs to step back a bit

Finally, Buck coming out to Eddie. I do find it funny that Eddie seemed more shocked that Tommy wasnt straight than figuring out Buck isnt straight. But its awesome that Eddie showed interest and genuinely wanted to help Buck through the issue. And the hug? Finally! Give me men not being afraid to hug each other! I feel like this is allowing Buck and Eddie to become even closer (i do hope for Buddie eventually)

Overall, i feel like this episode was great for setting up the development of Buck and Eddie’s relationship (whether it ends up being platonic or romantic). And i am all for Buck exploring his sexuality with someone that isnt Eddie. While Tommy isnt my favorite right now, i do think that he is great for the progression of Buck’s story. I do hope to see more of Dad!Bobby in the coming episodes and how Buck’s parents might react to Tommy. I dont wanna wait three weeks for the next episode 😢. Im ready for the chaos of the Madney wedding

If i think of anything else ill add on, but i think thats all i have for now. Feel free to share your thoughts!

I've got some headcanons!

Even though Mammon's far from a virgin by the time he and MC get together, he doesn't last very long the first few times they have sex because he's so excited to be with them.

As a dom, I think Mammon would lean more towards being fun and caring than a Hard Strict Daddy Dom™️. He can be firm, but he doesn't want to come across as harsh, and the idea of giving them an Actual Punishment leaves a bad taste in his mouth. He's got a long history of being punished. He also won't be very comfortable with degrading MC. He'll call them stuff like "my slut," but anything relating to their worth or intelligence is a hard limit for him.

Degradation is a hard limit for him as a sub, too. He'll let MC tie him up if they want, under the condition that they don't leave the room until after he's been untied. He's into impact play (specifically caning), electrostimulation, and wax/temperature play. Probably (definitely) more but that's what my mind is fixated on rn lol

He's 100000% got a praise kink (big shocker, I know). If he's subbing, he needs plenty of praise throughout aftercare. If he's domming, he still needs some praise - but that's got more to do with reassuring him that he did well and didn't hurt them, and can wait until the post-scene discussion

He loves giving and receiving overstimulation. He's greedy for his own pleasure as well as MC's. He likes to be edged - well, he likes the payoff - and could be talked into short-term chastity, but I couldn't see him being alright with anything longer than 24 hours (especially if there's a chastity device involved).

He *could*, in theory, edge MC. But he caves almost as soon as they start begging.

I have sooooo many more headcanons about Mammon as both a dom and a sub (and I'm more than happy to share) but I need to go to bed lol

Also, I love your blog! I'm so glad there's someone else who loves Mammon so much!

-- 🐦‍⬛ anon [this is my first time submitting an ask - is this nickname taken?]

I am going to address all of these individually.

1. Yes. Accurate. And I feel like the demons have low expectations for humans sexual prowess since humans have a lower tolerance for everything and also the fact that since they are western demons, they likely have interacted with the western hemisphere the most and anyone who has take a history class can tell you it’s been puritan af up until the 60s.

Also to add on to that. He’s not as embarrassed by the fact that he’s cumming fast but due to the fact he’s cumming insanely fucking hard to the point he can’t do as many rounds.

2. He’s a cocky ass bastard when he doms. He can try to be hard but he’s the kind to immediately melt after Mc does something too cute. He’s mostly cocky and teasy and praisey. And also he’s nervous about degradation too. The only way he’d do it is if you gave him very detailed and precise instructions or if he was like in a random context “damn you’re a real slut for some bacon” and then he gets scared that he offended you but you’re like “I’m a slut for you mammon.” And then he’s just shook to his core.

3. Yeah for real, he’ll be your slut and that’s about it. Mammon won’t do anything to Mc he wouldn’t want done to him. Bondage kinda pisses him off in my opinion like— he’d be for it but then he’d be like 😡😡😡 “let me out I’m losing it” and not in a cute pathetic way but in a damn whys he look so pissed?

Electro. Yes. Wax. Yes. Temperature. Yes. But I gotta know why you think he likes caning I cannot see him liking pain toys that much. I can see the sensational side of his masochism but like something real hard??? Nah he’s a baby. I just can’t see it.

4. Yeah there’s no discussion there. I think people are weird if they don’t have a praise kink. For mammon he goes nuts for it tho.

5. Yes, he’s the greediest most eager bastard out there and I can see him always down for it too. If he’s not down for it, then he really really really needs to rest or relax and maybe sex shouldn’t have been on the table period. Mammon wouldn’t edge for long, he likes the idea, but the actual wait kills him. And yea, chastity might kill him too and he’d have some hard ass limits. I feel like he wouldn’t like a device at all. Shit I can’t even see him going past 24 minutes, let alone a whole day with a device. He likes pressure and pain but he doesn’t like having his greed suppressed that badly. Of course, who knows, if Mc begs he’d do anything.

6. Yeah…. He’d cave so hard. He’d push and push and push himself to edge Mc but fail after making them hold back 2 times.

Mammon also is (in my mind) the most shy about his kinks because he’d face bullying whether he’d dom or sub sooo. Him getting to admit everything would be so hard.

Also no, it’s not taken.

I DEADASS FORGOT TO SHARE MOMOCON PICS

TLDR YES SO I MET JAKENEUTRON AND DAGAMES and they signed my doodles and they were so nice

So .. I could only attend two days. First day, I attended a panel that I realized on my way out that Jake was watching, so I went back. I was with my mom and telling her that I feel weird just waiting outside the door for someone I haven’t even met;; urged her to let me determine if they seem busy BEFORE getting their attention, but she went ahead of me anyway. And so I hid behind a pillar out of shame :D haha love how she was like “my daughter wants a picture with you” (false I just wanted to talk) and then she looked around and just deadass didn’t see me. I am still kind of in the picture tho so I mean ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ But yeah after pictures I RAN away while my mom LOUDLY chased me (because she’s a lil goofysilly) and I didn’t DARE look back for a reaction from the group 🥲 BUT HE ALSO made the art I gave him his twitter pfp and that made me happy 🥺 I don’t use twitter but yay !! :)

My talk with Will went more smoothly cuz my mom wasn’t there to EMBARRASS ME and I wasn’t rlly stressed abt it. I also didn’t pre plan a lil speech, not expecting to have a 1 on 1 convo with him so it was more natural :v I also bought a pick !! :D (Got a selfie as well but I’m unsure abt sharing my face Here ;; also I think I realized too late that he was awkwardly tryna get his face around my sun rays lmaooo)

Also an Eddie Dear threatened me with a cute lil envelope. I hope I ran far enough… If I don’t make it, tell my family I love them…

MERRY (late) CHRISTMAS!

I started this on Chrismas Eve and I just finished it five minutes ago, but I think it's pretty good nonetheless! Quality got scrambled tho, so click for better quality LOL

L to R: (I am sorry for the tag if you don't celebrate or didn't want to be in this, I will do my best to change it if that it the case)

@fanatess, @theosb0rnway, @3mutantsinatrenchcoat, @paytato435, @karonkar, me, @delicatechildwitch, @allyheart707, @friskebits, @zeawesomeness, @tinker-the-dragon, @yelenapines, @justletmereadmycomics

There are so many others I wanted to include, but my canvas is not that big! I love you all regardless!

For those pictured, I am feeling sentimental, so have a nice sentiment under the cut ^^

Fanatess: You are always super sweet to me, and you let me rant about silly tropes and fic ideas! Thank you so much. (Fun fact, I own the tree hat in the art, and it gives me 'you' vibes)

Oz: Oh my god, literally where to start. You are absolutely amazing, and I have to thank you so, so much for letting me rant about random crap, even if it makes no sense. You’re like. The best person I could have made an AU with.

Three: Gotta say, I don't really know you all that well, but what I do know is that you are so kind and awesome. Your asks always brighten my day, and it's always awesome to talk to you!

Payto: They say great minds think alike. Regarding Casey Junior, I think we might be thinking exactly the same. LOL. Thanks for letting me bounce ideas off of you regarding the best boy. We've taken over the "au-rant" channel and I wouldn't have it any other way.

Kar: You are like. SO COOL. I stand by that statement. You are one of the coolest people I’ve met online, and my brain straight-up short-circuits when I remember 'yes, we are friends with this guy, and this guy knows we exist. Holy shit.' Weird world, ammarite?

Me: SELF LOVE, you guys! If this many awesome people care about me, then I'm probably pretty awesome too, right? YAY! Friends!!

Ally: If our server had a yearbook, you’d win “kindest person” or whatever the actual title is. You get the point! You are always so kind and inspiring to me, and thank you for the extra encouragement to actually finish this!!

Del: You are so sweet and kind and creative it's unreal! It's been so fun so far getting to interact with you and I look forward to more of it in the New Year!

Frisk: Thanks for somehow always being there. Whenever I shove some janky art or concept into a server, you’re almost always the first one there with encouragement, a compliment, or something to add. Thanks for the extra encouragement on this thing's completion as well!!

Ze: I haven’t interacted with you much, but when I have, you have been nothing but nice and welcoming! If we’re being honest, I was pretty nervous but you’ve been super cool to me, and it means a lot!

Tinker: It’s always crazy when you share fandoms with the gang outside of The Main, Soul Encompassing One, and I find it so fun to have someone else to discuss them with! Hatchetfield and TMNT enjoyers unite! *high-fives you* You've also got such good takes!

Yelena: If not for you, I wouldn't be on Tumblr at all in the first place! For that, you've earned a place in my hall of fame. I know we don't talk often anymore, but it's always so exciting when I see you on my dash!

justletmereadmycomics: (slightly embarrassing, but I don't know a name to call you by ._.) You are one of my closest beloved mutuals! I have loved getting to know you, it always warms my heart whenever I see you in my activity! You are so funny and smart, keep just being you!

You're all so smart and creative, it bewilders me how we met in the first place! Either way, I'm so grateful for it, and I wish you all nothing but the best in the New Year!!

I just randomly found ur blog and am now OBSESSED with the whole avian!mumbo concept

…….tell me everything there needs to be known abt it please I want to draw little bird boy (even tho my main way of doodlin mumbo is vampire but I WANT BIRD)

(apologies for the ramble I live laugh love moustache man)

(here's the previous avian!mumbo post for anyone curious)

It has taken me far too long to get the chance to respond to this ask and I have been so impatient because adjsaklfhaskghjd someone actually saw and enjoyed my unedited babbling about avian!mumbo :')

anyways I think I already said most of what I have coherent ideas on, and the rest is just nebulous vibes and happiness and fluff and hurt/comfort potential, but! I can share doodles and also reiterate/expand upon stuff I have already said

(putting it below a cut so I can make it soso long)

WING FLAPPIES!! I feel like this would definitely be something he'd appreciate about having wings, because I feel like it would be a more satisfying expression of emotion than like. stomping or bouncing or whatever. He would also totally struggle to control his avian body language, you can read his wings/ears/tail like a book, he's so unused to paying attention to and stifling his bird gestures. (Grian finds this beyond hilarious especially, because he can read Mumbo even better than everyone else being another avian)

His wings are red and black, though I haven't entirely decided if I'm gonna switch which goes where to make it match Grian's wings better. Since Grian is a Scarlet Macaw, Mumbo really ought to be too, but that would look just. so goofy. with his color scheme

AND SPEAKING OF LOOKING GOOFY- his wings look so silly for the first couple weeks. Until the feathers grow in properly, they're just kind of gradually more fluffy. raw chicken. wings. stuck to his back. because that's what baby parrots look like apparently! And then also pin feathers, before finally being pretty feathery bird wings

He also just accidentally passively collects the other members of Boatem's clothes. Grian does this too, but intentionally. Mumbo just does it without realizing and then gets confused about it because he doesn't understand the whole nesting thing, so someone else has to explain it to him

Oh and Mumbo tries to just go about his life without any changes or accommodations for his wings at first, because he doesn't want to ruin his clothes or generally have to change his routines. Grian and the others do not put up with this and persuade him to take proper care of the wings instead (<- this is a constant uphill battle for months)

On a more overarching note, Mumbo initially Does Not Like the wings, because they're just tiny and kind of ugly things that get in the way of his elytra and make him have to get all his shirts edited and they don't really do anything but cause him problems. Then once the wings start getting feathers and stuff and they have to start making preparations for learning to fly, it kind of becomes a bit of a bonding thing that brings Boatem together, with Mumbo starting to get used to them and accept them, and everyone else being able to help out with their care some (preening, stretches and exercises...).

Ultimately (probably sometime around HC 9), Mumbo ends up quite loving his wings in the long run. Once they're fully grown they're actually pretty impressive (since he's so tall they end up being a fair bit larger than Grian's, much to his annoyance) and Mumbo ends up putting a fair bit of effort into their upkeep and keeping them all nice looking (at least, when he's not too busy with other projects). He does still find a bunch of the other avian traits a little embarrassing (nesting, chirping, dietary restrictions, wings giving away his thoughts...) but he gets used to them.

hi laurie love <333 happy to indulge always! 3 & 12 & 15 for the fic ask?

hi mil baby <333 you're the absolute best and i'm kissing u so hard

3. favorite line/scene you wrote this year

i'm quite fond of this little moment in the first instalment of the nothing happens series:

The boy flinches almost as soon as he feels the contact, and James lets go immediately, helpless to the way his brows tug together, a spark of worry lighting up inside his stomach. Still, Regulus stays, tilting his head back to look at James with a clenched jaw and tense shoulders. He isn’t sure if it’s due to the contact or his argument with Sirius, but James gives him the kindest smile he can muster, hoping to relieve some of his stress.  “Don’t bother, James,” Sirius huffs behind him. “It’s not worth it. Let him go and let’s go back to the game.” James doesn’t even glance back as he shakes his head. “I want him here.” “What?” Sirius cries out, but Regulus doesn’t say anything. He simply keeps staring at him, little wrinkles forming between his eyebrows that James wants desperately to erase.  “Stay?” he asks Regulus, trying to not let any of his hope slip into the word and failing miserably. “We can play as a team. You’ve seen how useless I am on my own when it comes to horror.”  “Jesus, James, you’re too soft,” his best friend sighs, patting him in the back with what can only be described as pity. “You really don’t have to—” “Shut it, Sirius,” he cuts him off quickly, ignoring the offended gasp he receives in response. His eyes don’t leave Regulus’ conflicted expression. “Really, it’s not gonna be as fun without you. At least, not for me.” “Because you’re a coward,” Sirius mutters under his breath, but still making sure it’s loud enough for James to hear. “Look at you, asking an eleven-year-old for help. You should be embarrassed—” “Please?” James speaks again, not even acknowledging Sirius’ whines anymore.

12. favorite character to write about this year

probably lily!! her pov in all the violence is still the one i've enjoyed writing the most so far, and she's also very special to me in making ghosts

james is a close second tho!! he's my number 1 boy for a reason <3

(special mention to oby reggie.. he's EVERYTHING to me and so funny to write every single time)

15. something you learned this year

that i can write very explicit smut without having a meltdown in the process and that i'm pretty decent at it😭

and also to focus on the things i like and enjoy instead of worrying about the stuff that annoys me + to stop overthinking so much when it comes to what i write or what i share bc this is my blog and i can talk about whatever the hell i want <3

fanfic end of the year ask

heehee seeing your pokemon playing posts make me so happy, esp now that you're playing platinum :] one of my fav mainline games for sure

can we get a peek at your teams? 👀 and any favorites?

awaaawawaaaaaaaa i love knowing that a bunch of oldschool pokémon fans follow me and enjoy watching this rookie’s dive into insanity. like my joy is multiplied by y’all’s joy at my joy. it’s a virtuous circle. plus online forums have absolutely nothing on y’all as far as helpfulness

so as you’ve probably deduced i’m raising a male kirlia in the hopes of getting gallade bc i think the moment i got my first one in pla i immediately got attached. i love that guy’s design and his little chirpy cry and i love his moveset. the kirlia is almost at level 30 so i have to box him for now

you’ve also probably deduced i have an umbreon bc i won’t shut up about her. i’ve never really used eeveelutions before but i’ve always loved their designs esp umbreon. they were always like little collectible figurines to me. glad i have a good excuse to use one now

i have prinplup that used to be the classic overlevelled starter but then i kind of ran short of uses for a water type, surprisingly. so now it’s kind of lagging behind the rest of the team. but i’m very much a ‘taking your starter out of your party even for a second is a federal crime’ kind of person. as embarrassing as it is i have him on the exp share rn. don’t worry emile you’ll get your time to shine again

i have a staravia who’s also been super helpful. i’ve got secret power (hidden power? which one was it called) on it too for slightly better coverage. that thing has single-handedly swept 2 gyms for me now. yeah baby

i also am constantly making reference to ‘skibby’, the kitty i named as a shinx when i was sleep deprived. i adore skibby and now she’s my highest level mon and she’s been so helpful w her moveset. first fully-evolved three stage mon i’ve got in this game. luxray is so cool man. at this point i’m not even switching into mons with type advantages i’m relying on bite, leer, swagger, and spark from a mon w good stats to take care of everything for me

hmmm uhmmm so i haven’t really decided on my definitive six yet so i have a few more that i’m investing in but like. not too hardcore investing in. i have a machop that i kind of have to keep around as an hm slave and a fighting type rep until i get gallade, a crobat i’m really not sure what the plan is with yet, a bibarel i’ve pretty much stopped using, and… some other new mons caught at a high level. honestly i need to remind myself that i don’t need to hand-raise every single baby pokémon i caught on the first two routes bc catching strong wild pokémon later is a thing. but then i also feel most attached to the ones i’ve had a while. i don’t feel like investing in my ponyta tho i’m banking on catching a better fire rep later. for the time being i’m just going without fire. or grass. or.. well, a lot of types actually. i don’t have enough diversity in my team is the problem. but i like the mons i have…

tldr this pokémon strategizing thing is hard but i like that i’m being forced to do it. i really brute forced my way through both pla and violet bc leveling up mons and getting new good moves was easy then. now even from the very beginning of the game before the first gym i’ve had to make tactical decisions at every turn and i love it actually

ive been okay !!! truly lots of changes :P .. i found someone that actually likes me as much as i like him lol. we spend all our time together,, we both get jealous when we hang out w our friends but its okay cuz we js call right after. its like finally i am not the only one doing the obsessing..

its so nice it doesnt even feel like im obsessed!!! cuz so is he :P. at first i thought it wld just fade on his end as it usually does, and then i thought id feel smothered and want him gone but.. its been like four months i think and were still the same.

the only thing i wld change is if i could just finally make it Oficial lol. but, im waiting for certain things to fall into place for that first. still cant wait tho :3

i like him so much.. i love him So much. its funny, ive never met someone so normal yet so weird. he gets everything i say but he doesnt get it like i do,, but he gets it in a way nobody ever has before. he gets me,, its like he knows me yk?. i hope we get far, i dont ever wanna be away from him.

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Thank you for sharing this with me!!

Oh this is wonderful, just wonderful!! I'm so happy to hear that my dear! Success stories are always the best part of this blog! This truly warms my heart ♡

Doesn't it feel amazing to finally feel loved and understood, even when you thought you'd never get love? It's amazing!! And I hope anyone who reads this realizes that time and patience will get you far, everyone finds someone eventually!!

Frankly I also had my phase where I thought I was unlovable, or that relationships weren't for me. I even thought, for a moment, that friendships could replace relationships! People who have been following me for a while and read my posts a lot might remember that... Quite embarrassing when I look back now! Tehehehe~

Now of course, that might very much be the case for some, and there's nothing wrong with that, but for yearning and love-filled people like me that just doesn't cut it!

Now you know what it's like to have someone who genuinely loves you! Someone who needs you and is infatuated just like you! My dear beloved and I are often too much for the average person, but we're perfect for each other. I've never had someone be exactly what I wanted like that, and I'm guessing you feel the same!!

That is to say, I'm so happy for you!!! And I wish you both the absolute best, even tho I already know you're starting off by a great start!! I can sense this relationship will do wonders for you.

And for the rest of my dear lovely readers, don't give up! Know your worth, know how much your love is valuable and NEVER settle for someone who underappreciates you. Communication is key, but if you ever feel unwanted and unloved and talking doesn't work; Please, put yourself first. You don't owe anyone anything, and that inclues you too.

As someone who was stuck in a tiring and unreciprocated friendship for years, I regret not realizing how little that person cared about me.

Remember, the right person will never make you feel inadequate!!

But most importantly, remember that I LOVE YOU~ ♡♡

|| The Two Princes Tickle Headcanons ||

(A/N): i don't care if I'm screaming into a void, these boys are my new favorite thing and they need tickles

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- rupert + amir have such corny tickle fights. THEY are the couple that grosses people out with all their lovey-doveyness

- amir's death spot is his lower tummy, so rupert's ultimate move is tummy raspberries

- it drives amir up the wall

- but he gets his own back by burrowing his thumbs into rupert's knees (his death spot)

- amir calling his husband "ru" during tickle fights is all I am thinking about rn

- rupert calls amir "my ticklish prince"; rip amir's dignity

- they both laugh very loudly, it's a miracle no one else in their castle can hear them

- rupert first found out that amir was ticklish the morning after they were married. amir wouldn't get out of bed for breakfast, so his husband tried lifting him out of bed, which might've worked had he not placed his hands directly on amir's sides. the silence that fell after amir's squeak was deafening... and then immediately replaced with rupert laughing and cooing over him ("oh. my. gosh!! are you ticklish?! looks like big tough prince amir's got a soft side!... wait no I'm sorry don't be embarrassed I think it's cute! like really really cute. almost makes me wanna doooooo this!" *tickles sides*)

- amir found out about rupert as soon as the latter let up. after he finished explaining how much he loves his husband's ticklishness, amir "innocently" asked if rupert was also ticklish. rupert, ever the naive mind, began rattling off on all his tickle spots and funny stories about how he once accidentally kicked his dog Fitzroy off the bed for licking his toes. it occurs to him to stop talking when he looks over and notices amir smirking. ("bu-but anyway!! that was all a LONG time ago and I am definitely NOT ticklish anymore haha! no siree ma'am" 😳); his facade does not last long, in 10 seconds he's giggling like a madman

- wake-up tickles are the ones that happen most frequently. while amir has spent his whole life waking up at the crack of dawn and training for battle, rupert has grown used to sleeping late, so he needs some encouragement on the regular

- tickle chases are also incredibly common. rupert can get carried away in his witty banter and accidentally cross a line. not a real line, but like saying something vaguely insulting. amir will go still and be like "... so it's gonna be like that?" with an evil smirk and rupert will squeal like a schoolgirl and sprint out the room (not-so-secretly, they're both having fun). they'll chase each other all the way from one side of the castle to the other, those chases are INTENSE. it's a normal occurrence for castle staff to be milling around, completing their chores when suddenly the two princes come running down the hallway like little boys, screaming and laughing all the way

- now that they are officially dads, wenceslaus gets his own share of tickles too

- rupert (ever the doting MomTM) calls himself the tickle monster when he's with wence and scoops him in his arms and pretends to gobble him up. cue amir swooping in and "rescuing" the young boy from the evil clutches of his husband

- wenceslaus is a pretty feisty young thing tho, and with rupert being such a sucker, he can get caught off guard and tickle attacked by his son

- amir isn't so easily overtaken. between amir and wence, it's mostly the former as the ler and the latter as the lee

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That's about all I've got so far. Who knows, maybe there are a couple of TTP fans out there

The Eighth Sense Thoughts

okay so when i watch dramas i always write notes about how i felt after watching an episode, just to like look back on but like they’re actually funny so i wanted to post some on here to share.

since the eighth sense just ended, here are my thoughts while watching the eighth sense. it’s kind of random but if you’ve seen it it’ll probably make sense. don’t take this seriously bc i just word vomit on all of these lmao and the dashes in between indicate a new episode.

                    ---------oh also HELLA SPOILERS AHEAD----------

blueming vibes idk it's university set - bro she built differenttt. the vibes are so different compared to other korean bl's. it's kind of like itsay a bit? but like with better characters and a better story so far. i like jihyun too, his friend tho is so annoying like always bugging him about going out and joining the surf club, like bro he's a country boy in a new city and school, he wants to try new things stfu (it's also an excuse to see the cute guy he met but shhh) - tell me how jaewon's ex has the audacity to be annoyed at jihyun. she's just mad bc jaewon is giving him so much attention and hanging out with him and being close to him, girl did you expect jaewon too come crawling back to you even tho you're the reason why you guys broke up? he was in the military so he definitely didn't do anything to and everyone's saying that she cheated on him so who you think we gon believe? you fucked up ur relationship yourself and you're salty that he don't want you anymore. you're mad that he's content and doesn't think about you anymore, that he found someone else to take care of and be around. stay mad roach lmao - i love this so far omggg. jihyun keeps reminding me of cha junho btw. but like jihyun and jaewon like each other so muchhhh. like it's so natural, the way they constantly find each other and just abruptly hang out. they LITCHRALLY went on a date to the han river. tell me that wasn't a date. and i am living for jaewon's attitude towards his ex. he really couldn't give any less of a fuck about her and she over here embarrassing herself. she acts like she don't care but then she'll squeal to her friends that he went surfing bc of her and asked to partner with her for an assignment, delusional ass bitch lmao. she gets so pissed whenever jaewon is with jihyun, it's funny watching her be jealous. you wish that was you huh? and like jaewon and jihyun are just going with the flow with each other. the touches, the gentle hang holding, asking about dating, how jihyun always makes jaewon smile just by existing. AND THEY ALMOST KISSED AGAIN, THEY LEANED IN UNTIL JIHYUN'S STUPID ASS FRIEND HAD TO BE NOSY. GET LOST BRO. oh and i love jihyun's boss, she cares about him a lot and defended him when jaewon's ex was bullying him. also that girl that seemed to like jihyun is actually one of the girliesss, she just wanted to be friends. but girl you really made it seem like you liked him. i guarantee she did like him but then realized he was uncomfortable but she still wanted to be close so she said she just wanted to be friends. but i am living for this series it's so fucking good, i love the vibes. it does annoy me how much they eat and drink tho like god damn is that all they fucking do? wanna go drink? wanna go get lunch? we should have a meal sometime! i get that 's like the social life of korean university students but jesus christ good thing i ain't studying abroad anymore, i dont think i could survive this shit - BRO THEY'RE SO IN LOVE I'M SCREAMING. god they like each other so much. they are the only ones who fully understand each other. and that kiss scene in the water that started out as teasing but ended with them fully kissing bitchhhh. the tension is real out here. and like then after they were LITCHRALLY cuddling on the beach,, SHIRTLESS bein all cute n shit. like under the covers just messing with each other, biting each other, poking their faces and just enjoying each others company. i am living. but then wtf was that ending. jihyun drowned? but jaewon got him out but it ends with jaewon sitting on the beach alone. idk maybe it was a nightmare or something bc it was after the cuddling scene so they probably fell asleep and jaewon had that dream. either way i need them being sickeningly sweet in front of jaewon's ex, like holding hands, hugging or even kissing JUST SOMETHING. I NEED THIS BITCH TO KNOW HER PLACE, SHE AIN'T JAEWON'S GF ANYMORE SIT DOWN, JAEWON DON'T NEED YOU NO MORE. - JIHYUN'S FINE DON'T WORRY OMG. JAEWON PUNCHED HIS FRIEND WHO MOCKED JIHYUN'S ACCIDENT THO AND ALMOST GOT SUSPENDED BUT JIHYUN SAVED HIS ASS. THAT ROACH IS STILL ACTING LIKE JAEWON LIKES HER AGAIN AND THAT THEY'RE TOGETHER WHICH WE ALL KNOW IS A FUCKING LIE. BUT JAEWON IS ALSO AVOIDING THE SHIT OUT OF JIHYUN AND LITERALLY ASKED HIM TO FORGET ALL ABOUT THEIR TRIP, WHAT THEY SAID WHAT THEY DID, THE FEELINGS AND EMOTIONS THEY HAD, FORGET IT ALL! I KNOW DAMN WELL JAEWON STILL HAS FEELINGS FOR HIM AND SO DOES JIHYUN, BUT JAEWON'S TRAUMA IS MAKING HIM STEP AWAY BC HE DOESN'T WANT THE SAME THING THAT HAPPENED TO HIS BROTHER TO HAPPEN TO JIHYUN. HE THINKS HE'LL HURT JIHYUN SOMEHOW - IT GOT A GOOD ENDING THANK GOD I REALLY THOUGHT THEY WERE GASLIGHTING US IN THE LAST EPISODE BC THEY WERE GETTING ALONG AND BEING SO CUTE, JAEWON SAYING CLEARLY THAT THEY WERE DATING, EVERYTHING JUST CAME TOGETHER PERFECTLY AT THE END I REALLY WAS EXPECTING ONE OF THEM TO DIE OR SOMETHING. them kissing scenes thooooo. and joonpyo and yoonwon got together. but fr like jihyun sent jaewon that conan gray song and that's all it took for him to finally realize he needed to be with jihyun and that man came runnin. but he's such a cute boyfriend, we stan. and even until the very end his annoying ex was trying to get with him, literally like kissing him in front of jihyun and everything. jaewon said no no i don't play that hetero shit no more. SHE HAD THE NERVE TO TRY TO LIE TO HIM ABOUT CHEATING ON HIM UNTIL HE TOLD HER HE LITERALLY SAW HER GO INTO A MOTEL WITH A GUY AND GO ON A BREAKFAST DATE THE NEXT MORNING. SHE REALLY TRIED IT HUH. jaewon caught ur slimy ass and he was so nice about it too, jaewon is better than me cause i woulda laughed in her face if she pulled that shit. but he said it was okay, that he understood and was sorry. I'M SORRY BUT WHAT IS THERE TO UNDERSTAND OR BE SORRY ABOUT??!?! SHE CHEATED ON YOU WHILE YOU WERE IN THE ARMY, SOMETHING THAT YOU HAVE TO DO. SHE KEPT SAYING I WAS LONELY I WAS LONELY, WELL GET SOME FRIENDS, GET A PET GET A DAMN HOBBY. THIS IS NOT HOW YOU TREAT YOUR BOYFRIEND WHO IS SACRIFCING HIS LIFE RN WHILE YOU OUT HERE SNOGGING OTHER MEN. YEAH I SAID SNOGGING. S N O G G I N G. IF YOU REALLY LOVED HIM YOU WOULD HAVE WAITED, NO QUESTIONS ASKED. I WOULD HAVE WAITED. YOU REALLY THAT THIRSTY YOU CAN'T WAIT FOR HIM?? LIKE YOUR LOSS THEN ROACH, YOU LOST YOURSELF A FINE ASS MAN. anyways yes jihyun and jaewon are so fucking cute i love them to pieces, jaewon is perfect boyfriend material. the cuddling, clinging, hand holding, shoulder resting, all of the above. yes. and the ending seemed like they were gonna go to the beach again but it felt like the beginning of a new chapter for them. like they are setting it up for a sequel. it really seem like we might get a sequel for this, PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD GIVE ME A SEQUEL

Rating: 10/10

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𝐝𝐨𝐫𝐦 𝐧𝐞𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐛𝐨𝐫 [Matt Murdock]

Matt Murdock(college) x Reader

Sum. Matt can hear almost everything you do on your dorm. Everything.

Warning:Smut, Masterbation, Matt and reader being weirdos/pervs,

A/N: I wrote this for a friend in Wattpad and I'm like, why not share it here? So here it is. It's weird, old, and I wrote this while I was extremely sleep deprived. Also, this was heavily edited because, come on, the old one is shitty. Got to change shit up.

"I'm your dorm neighbor ! " You say as you look at two of the males in front of you.

"And you are?" The one with the long dirty blonde asked. "Oh, [Name]! I'm like 4 dorms away from yours." You respond.

"I'm Foggy, this is my friend and roommate, Matt."

"Well, it's nice to meet you two! My dorm room is [Number lol], so you two can come whenever. I have snacks and shit in my room."

"You wouldn't mind us going no-"

"Foggy, no." Matt says. "Foggy yes, we were invited Matt." He whispered in Matt's ear, which didn't work because you weren't even that far from them. "It's alright Matt, you two are always welcomed." You say while smiling.

"How come us?" Matt asked. "Well… I just trust you two." That's half a lie. Matt probably knew that but it wasn't exactly clear. You simply have a small crush on Matt Murdock and the only way to get along with him is this way.

"Fine, we can go. But for 20 minutes. I have to study." Matt says. Foggy cheers and holds Matt's arm out. "Take him to your room. I'll be there in like 3 minutes." Foggy says. You nod and wrap your arm with Matt's. "So, what is your Major?"

"Oh it's [idfk]. I kind of want to change it to [here put something]." You say as you open the door and let him walk in. You walked in and closed the door behind you. You lead Matt to your bed and make him sit down. "What snacks do you have?" He asked as he felt the sheet of your bed. It was some cheap sheet, but still soft. He moved his hands to his lap, feeling the palm of his hand get itchy from just a touch of it.

"Oh, chips, cookies and some noodles with soda and juice. You know, snacks?" You say the last part sarcastically, making Matt chuckle. "Noodles aren't a snack." Matt says. "Oh, well, it's dinner." He smiled and shook his head. "You want some tho?" You asked as you held the cup of noodles.

"Yes please." You nod and grab the cup of noodles and head to the bathroom dorm. You turned on the hot water and poured it in, back back in your dorm and placed it on the table. "How come you only have one bed?" Matt asked. While you were in the bathroom, he moved his cane straight and didn't feel anything.

He also felt your dorm being way smaller than his and Foggy's.

"Oh, I have a dorm to myself."

"How?" He asked.

"I got lucky. I won a dorm actually. So now I have it to myself." You sat down next to him. God, he's just so good looking. If you had the chance, you would right now kiss him, run your hand though that long hair of his and pull him closer. "That's interesting." He said, making you pop out of your mind. Matt then sniffed and smelled something familiar. "Is it chicken noodles?"

"Yeah, It's way better than shrimp."

"And I am here!" Foggy says as he walks in, startling you. You looked over at Matt and he seemed completely fine. "Holy shit, did you win the dorm?" Foggy asked as he looked around. "Yours is way smaller than ours." He comments.

"Yeah." You say. "It must be nice having your own dorm!" Foggy asked. "It actually is. Oh, and the snacks are on that table." You say, pointing at it. Foggy nods and grabs his snack. "Noodles are not a snack."

"It's dinner." Matt says. You smiled and nodded, agreeing.

Every time you got to walk past Matt, you'd look at him. But if he's with Foggy, you'd look down. It's embarrassing looking at someone for too long. Plus he's blind and people could see it wrong to look at a blind person for too long.

Matt knew you were looking at him. That's why he would walk past you whenever he could. He would go to the library and could smell your perfume you got as a gift from bath and body works that is now rare to buy at stores. He would walk past you and could hear your comments about his, as you say, "Fat ass". Guess that just means he has quite an ass to be looked at. You were walking to class, he'd be walking past. You would go to the store and bump into him and Foggy. He simply enjoys the smell of your perfume. It's pleasant and smells like warm baked cookies.

At this point, he wants to ask to touch your face like he did to Foggy's just to picture how he looks. But he also wants to picture you. Your eye shape, eyelash length, your nose shape, your cheeks, and your lips. God, your lips are what he wants to feel first then be able to kiss them. He's… falling for you. Everything you do to not get caught to even look at him makes him happy.

But one night, as Matt was by himself in his dorm(Foggy decided to stay at his mother's place for 3 days) studying, he could listen to almost everyone in their dorms. It could be someone studying too, be with a friend and spill some tea, making out, or someone snoring. He's gotten used to this. But what he enjoyed the most was hearing you talk. Your voice is pleasant too. You could be on the phone talking about the most random thing, or talk to yourself about him or something so random that it gets him interested. But today, you weren't talking. You were groaning and moaning…

But with something special.

"M-Matt… ah…"

You were touching yourself as you thought of him. You were rubbing yourself as your free hand touched your breast. He could smell your arousal from here and God, that perfume you always wear. You were doing all of this because of him. He'd wish he could walk in and touch all the places you wanted to be touched at. He felt his own arousal and got up from the chair. He walks to his bed and sits down. Matt couldn't believe he's going to get off to you. But so are you, it's a win win.

He pulled his pants down and let his cock come out. It was a relief to finally have it out of his boxers. It was getting tighter and tighter as he headed you moan louder. He could hear you muffle up your mouth with your pillow. He moved his hand to his dick and started to pump it. He moved his thumb to the tip to feel the precum on his tip. He bit his lip as he started to move his hand up and down. Matt went at the pace your fingers did. You would go from fast to slow. A perfect pace for him. He gasped as he heard you once again call his name.

"M-Matt… t-there…" You begged as you went dipper inside you. Matt gasped as he touched the tip and rubbed it and went down to pump himself once again. Fuck, you were so beautiful. He simply wished to be with you. He would eat you and taste you, kiss you, fuck you doggy style, tell you to sit on his face just to make you rub your clit on his nose as he eats you out. He wants to do all of that to you. Matt wants to make you moan and please you, make you his.

He moves his head down and whimpers at the thought of that. His hair falls on his face, making it stick on his forehead from the sweat. He ran his fingers through his hand and moved them to the side. He breathes in and lets out a pleasure sigh. He was getting close soon.

"F-Fuck… so… good…" Matt bit his bottom lip as he kept pumping his cock. He's so glad he got the room for himself at least for 3 days. "Fuck…" Matt whimpered out. He then heard you speed up. You were whining and whimpering. He sped up himself and let out a shaky sigh as he rubbed his tip with the rest of himself. He lay on the bed and moved his free hand to his chest.

You arch your back as you feel your climax approaching. Oh how badly you wanted Matt to do all the stuff you were imagining right now. How badly you wanted his cock inside you. You want to be his little cock warmer too. To move from time to time even. You gasped and rolled your eyes back as you held onto the sheets and it went blank. You pant as you moved your fingers out of your cunt and layed there for some seconds.

Matt moaned as he soon cummed himself. He lays on his bed for a few seconds and pants. He tries to pant quietly just to hear you. "I need a shower."

"So do I." Matt said and grabbed some tissues. He wiped the cum off his stomach and hands. He sighs and cannot believe what he did.

You groaned and felt so embarrassed. "I'm so sorry Matt." You said and grabbed your clothes and towel with everything you needed. You couldn't believe you did that. To have thought of Matt while you were pleasing yourself. Do you feel some kind of regret?

No…

Because you had a good orgasam that took your stress from college away

Are you embarrassed?

Kinda?

You cleaned yourself and went to the bathroom. You looked in front of you and saw Matt. It suddenly felt your face get hot as your heart was a beating mess. Matt tried his best not to smile as he felt your body get hot. "Hey Matt."

"Hey [Name]." Matt says. "What are you doing?" He asked. "Oh, going to shower. I needed one today cuz I'm sweaty from cleaning my room." Full of lies. And Matt knew that. "I'm showing too. I needed one too."

Now it's awkward…

"Wanna hang out later today?" Matt asked. "Oh, is Foggy coming-"

"No, he went to stay at his mom's place for 3 days. We could go out and eat then head back and do something." Matt says. "S-Sure! Sounds good to me! Just let me get ready and I'll knock at your door to tell you." You say smiling. Matt smiled and nodded. "Alright then, see you later [Name]."

"Yeah, see ya." Matt walked away and he knew you were looking at his ass again. He chuckled and heard your little cheer. "What an amazing ass." You whispered.

Matt couldn't help but laugh a little.

hello mady i am extremely late i just finished reading erik's chapter! this week's been so busy! I saw that you had updated and i was ripping my hair out because i couldn't find time to read but i finally did it today. I am proud to say that reading it has only made me rip out more of my hair I am confused, terrified, heartbroken, angry, gobsmacked, jumping out of the balcony because WHAT IS GOING ONNN AAAAA

the scene about the bird really had me screaming wtf!!!  I was so confused why wille told erik he didnt love simon that one day and now it makes sense oh my god- (i really hope im not clowning) i had to go read chapter 4 again and the way wilhelm asked erik "why did you do that" makes sense nowwww I love how the everything's coming together this is so exciting MADY

THE CONVERSATION BETWEEN ERIK AND SARA TOOO OH MY GOD (again hope im not clowning that'll be very embarrassing when the fic comes to and end)

getting more insight about the characters is so interesting, loved the part about erik's hillerska days. I hate him now but that's okay he deserves it.

I legit wasn't suspicious of erik as much as i was in august but good lord you've just plucked my pea brain out and tossed it into an endless pit. i literally sat still staring at the wall for like 5 minutes after reading the chapter. I already had trust issues they are multiplied now.

the conversation of a royal wedding made me cry btw that was very heart wrenching i did not want that today (do it again i love sadness)

almost forgot to mention that i absolutely am in love with the chess metaphor! your writing is so freaking goooood

as usual, can't wait for more mady! i can't even imagine how good it'll feel to re-read the whole fic again once it's finished and find that the clues were there all along! 

i also did a little something because i had time today 👉🏼👈🏼 I've been thinking about doing this for a while because i really love tdlp and i so badly wanted to make a cover! im not good but i tried! there's two with only a tiny difference, im leaving both of them here because i am extremely indesicive. they are really choppy tho rip my butter fingers (i legit had to give sara rhinoplasty because I accidentally erased half of her nose and noticed it a little too late💀) i also didn't add marcus i swear i thought about it i just couldn't bring myself to do it- anyways, hope you like them hehe💜 take care of yourself!

Hello, it's so nice to see you back in my asks! Your message has me 😭

I don't really know how to thank you enough for all the love you've shown for my works, especially TDLP. I mean, just look at this reaction! And those wonderful edits! You're amazing and very talented. I wonder if you have Twitter? I was hoping to share this.

But seriously, thank you so much 💜💜💜

Your interpretation of Erik is right so far, and I'm glad you read his very first POV chapter because it all relates to each other. Brace yourself for the next chapters, we've just gone up the rollercoaster and we're about to take the plunge soon.

Hello phrend. 😎 2deep4me writer asks:

What's the fic you're most proud of?

13. Do you take pride in your writing, or does it embarrass you? Why?

14. Do you compare yourself to other writers? In a positive or negative way?

15. How do you think your writing has improved over time?

Thank u for the ask!! Makes me very happy and lets me ramble abt stuff!

1, Honestly hard to say. Like, I'm proud of One Dog Night because it was the first thing I ever posted and like, really snowballed me into doing more and putting myself out there more. But on the other hand, Month to Love a Werewolf is the first multi-chapter piece I finished! And now Sirens' Guard Dog is on the way. I think those are my big three-- but as far as picking one goes?

It's really hard to say. I can't pick my favorite child lol.

13, Depends on if it is anon online or IRL.

Online? hell yeah i'm proud of being fully unhinged for my blorbo. almost at 350k in 2 years and like. ~300k of that is hans. my really sad sack awful blorbo who i love with all my little heart. stinky, stupid wolfman with a flair for the dramatic.

But IRL? I am a professional with a career you wouldn't catch me dead bringing up writing or fanfic in public. like, my folks asked me once over a holiday why I was on my laptop and what i was writing and i immediately had to bullshit that it was some stupid literary analysis to keep my skills sharp when, uh, it was really werewolf smut. very, very close to being busted but they aren't curious enough to press and i'm a fool not a coward.

THE ONLY EXCEPTION is when i am around those friends that are my enablers and don't care lmao. They think it's funny and it's on brand. Alternatively it's just one facet of the strange little gremlin they've let into their lives. I mean well--promise.

14, yeah. like, healthy or not i'm always out here comparing myself in both good ways and bad. some for learning new styles and tricks and broadening my horizons, but some for like. competitive purposes. and there's nothing to be competitive about but i've been in competitive schooling all my life and for a kid who grew up with little self confidence feeding on the praise of being "gifted" it really sticks with you. so there are many a conscious reminder that it's all for fun. that i shouldn't stress and that it's for me, even if some of that is a lie (i mean, come on--sometimes i'll write shit to brighten somebody's day but generally it's whatever catches my fancy).

but like, old habits die hard and i'm hungry for kudos and comments lmao. usually it doesn't get bad but if it does, i just bury my head in a different crafty pile of sand.

15, I HAVE A TIMELINE. we'll summarize it as exponential improvement and development tho lol.

nobody here will see the shit i wrote in middle school. we're talking paper journal self insert fic that i wrote chapters and chapters of (granted these were like, 100-ish words a chapter). talk about humble beginnings.

move to highschool and i have some fanfic and also a bit of OC work that I share in my school's creative writing club (bruh I STILL wasn't sharing fanfic).

in college I didn't write much. too busy under an engineering course load but i have a few things here and there. mostly fun little snippets of fluff to keep myself occupied.

but that said, now that i'm working and trying to live my best life, i've definitely gotten better in coherent plotlines, length, and fleshing out the details. i still have all the old stuff (even the paper journals, somewhere) and a decade+ later it's meteoric improvement lol. when i wrote One Dog Night that was the longest single story I'd written by a mile. and now i'm on a long chapter work i've updated weekly since i started it following an outline. i'm boggling my own mind.

but that said: i've always been creative and colorful, have not always been able to actually finish a story. funny enough, i've also never had a formal, regular beta and something tells me that won't change soon. (altho sometimes I do ask for a second set of eyes-- so thanks to y'all that have done it for me!)

can't wait to see how i keep growing!