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morallyinept · 7 months

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I don't rant very often - it's negative energy that I don't want or need in my life - but I feel that as a fan of Pedro Pascal, I'd like to take a moment to highlight what being a fan actually means.

As clearly, some people, some "fans", have demonstrated having a hard time grasping that concept...

Being a fan of Pedro Pascal means I enjoy his career, his portfolio of works.

Sure, I enjoy his physical looks too; the man is certainly as handsome as they come, let's be real here. Yes, I find him attractive.

More importantly, I enjoy what Pedro stands for; his beliefs, his passions. He stands up for injustice, he is an LGBTQIA+ advocate and friend. He is a feminist. He is politcal. He's proud of his heritage.

Is Pedro perfect? Do I believe the sun shines out of his ass? No, he's human and has flaws and off days like the rest of us.

Ain't no-one that is perfect, babe. That's delusion talking if you truly believe that.

I enjoy that Pedro inspires me to be a better human being.

Being a true fan, to me, means only positive things.

It means respect.

It means respecting Pedro's boundaries, be that in person, or online.

It means respecting Pedro's privacy. He has the right, just like any one of us, to a personal life seperate from his career.

Pedro doesn't have to answer to you, me, or anyone else about his private life.

You are not entitled to him, or his time, just because he is a celebrity. (God, I fucking hate that word.) He does not owe you anything, and nor should he be expected to.

Pedro Pascal is a human being.

As a fan of Pedro, I will not write fanfic about him. Only his characters, because his characters are primarily the reason why I admire Pedro. His characters are how I discovered Pedro to begin with.

He can make me laugh, cry, fall in love, wince when he loses an arm, gasp when he double crosses the protagonist. I can survive a fungal apocalypse with his characters by my side.

That's an incredible testament to his talent as an actor that no matter what role he plays, I don't see Pedro on the screen. I only see his characters.

It's his job and he enjoys it. As a fan, I enjoy his craft.

If you do write about Pedro, that's up to you and I am not going to judge, but for me personally, it's a hard no. And I won't be reading any of it either, sorry.

As a fan of Pedro, I can draw the line between fantasy and reality. Meaning, I would never go out of my way to invite, devise, plant myself in deliberately, or exploit a situation where Pedro is in my personal space, or I in his.

Firstly, I'm a realist. And secondly if I ever met the guy, chances are I'd walk right past him and not even notice. (It's happened a lot, not with Pedro but with other actors etc... I live in the capital, there are a lot of them here.)

And thirdly, I am not a stalker.

I would never intentionally track him down in another country whilst he is working or vacationing, and then post about how slighted I am on IG that he told me to politely leave him alone because I was too persistent in getting too close. I would never relocate and uproot my life just to live near him in the hopes we bump into one another and fall desperately in love. 🙄

This is real life people, not a movie.

This kind of behaviour from Pedro's so-called fans is questionable, and frankly concerning to anyone with a sane mind.

I would also never bully or belittle anyone because their fan account is more popular than mine. I would never actively enforce or seek to enforce the deliberate closure of any fan accounts because I am petty or jealous.

Unfortunately this has happened and I am sorry to have heard about those who were affected by it - you did not deserve that.

Sadly, all these things have happened. For real. And it's utterly gross behaviour from, in most cases, fully grown women who are old enough to know better.

We are all here to enjoy and support Pedro, so why is that such a hard concept to grasp? Why does fandom have a toxic corner?

I'll tell you why.

Because thanks to social media, and platforms like Tumblr, it's all too easy to sit faceless behind a keyboard and do and say whatever you want, without any real consequence.

There are always a few bad eggs, in any fandom, who feel they are superior, that they know everything. That because they found a new image or a clip first that they are entitled to police everything. That they are entitled to dictate how fandom should be run.

I've got news for you; you're not.

Fandom is inclusive, sharing, a creative hub for ideas, inspiration. A place to forge friendships, relationships because you have common ground. The coming together of like-minded individuals to celebrate and endorse their admiration for their idol in a safe, non-threatening place.

A place for creativity to flow, for confidence in yourself to grow. To create original stories from canon, to create unique head canon because we don't want these lovable characters to die. To paint amazing pictures. To get excited over Pedro's new projects and discuss your favourites.

That's fandom. That's being a fan.

Being a fan doesn't mean creating, spreading, peddling or posting harmful material that 1) is frankly abhorrently disgusting and is not only insulting to Pedro, but also his family, his friends etc... and 2) could also be potentially damaging to his career.

I am referring to the vile deepfake of Pedro currently doing the rounds now on Tumblr because some idiot thought it was funny to clog up our timelines with it.

I don't want, or need, to see that, thanks.

And whoever created it originally should be fucking ashamed of themselves. I would wholly encourage you to report and block any accounts that have done this.

Imagine how you would feel if your face, your image was used and violated in that way.

You'd be outraged, right? Hurt? Sickened?

This kind of manipulation of AI is exactly what the WGA and SAG-AFTRA are concerned about and were/are striking for.

What Pedro is striking for, and then someone has the gall to pull this sickening stunt.

It's what artists are concerned about. What writers are concerned about. AI wasn't created to be abused in this way.

So, what makes you think that all this behaviour is acceptable to do to a man, who is nothing but generous and kind?

A man who would give you help, no questions asked, if he ran into you, in his own words:

And you have the audacity to call yourselves fans?

A man who, if he knew, what his "fans" do, I'm certain he would be absolutely disgusted and not condone any of it.

☝🏻Let me make it abundantly clear:

If you have looked for, deliberately searched for, posted, jerked off to, liked or shared that vile deepfake clip, video, pic - whatever the fuck it is - in any way then, YOU ARE NO FAN OF PEDRO PASCAL.

And I am certainly no fan of yours.

Do better. Don't be a dick.

#pedro pascal #jett has spoken

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yourfatherlucifer · 5 months

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Bounce, Bounce (JWY)

san's manager!wooyoung x male!reader

summary: deciding to finally check out the underground boxing ring, you find that one man cannot keep his eyes off of you.

warnings: MDNI, sub!wooyoung, top/switch!reader, mxm, mentions of male breeding (its not possible), creampie, whining, crying, slightly bratty woo, getting caught by san, locker room sex, short fic (sorry), big cock reader.

genre: smut

AU: Bouncy

WC: 994

Rated: R

tags: @mjyungi @k-hotchoisan @choism @piratequeen-queenofgames @shycreationdreamland @aygotnobitches @hecateslittlewitchling @sanspuppet @yunho-mp3

nets: @cromernet @cultofdionysusnet @kflixnet @pirateeznet @k-labels @wonderlandnet

I finally got around to it omg, I hope people like this. Short but sweet. PLEASE REBLOG

"I'm telling you, M/N, it's gonna be fun." Your friend had slapped your back in enthusiasm.

"It's illegal, is it what it is." You muttered.

"There's gonna be hot guys? Well, at least sometimes there is. Look, I know, it isn't ideal, not with those damn drones everywhere. Its life now. Dystopian world or not, we gotta make our life interesting somehow." Your friend has crossed her arms.

You cringed at her, making a face of disgust, "Since when did you get all philosophical? It's gross. Just stop."

As you walked away from her, she threw her head back in a silent laugh, not wanting anyone to hear her joy.

When she gathered her bearings and ran back up to your side, "When is the last time you got your dick wet? You've been so grumpy. Do I need to help you find a nice girl?"

"Oh my god, F/N, I'm gay! How many times do I have to remind you. I am not into girls."

"Right, forgot. Sorry. Anyway, back to my question-"

"Why is it any of your concern?"

"Because, I miss seeing you happy, dude."

You shoved her arms off your waist in a playful manner, "Alright, alright, I'll go, stop hugging me."

"Ain't my fault you have such a nice waist, Y/N." She giggled.

F/N grabbed your hand, "Come on, lets just go there already, I don't wanna miss the fight, I hear Choi San is fighting today!" her heart eyes didn't go unnoticed, "And he's the hottest fighter!"

"We have two different tastes, I doubt it."

The crowd soon began to fill up, men and women alike surrounded both you and your friend to watch the fight. F/N was right, the fighter Choi San was definitely hot, but you didn't have eyes on him. You weren't interested. With his looks you were sure he's a ladies man, which meant he wouldn't want you. You have a dick after all.

The fight was boring, seeing two grown men punch each other was no fun at all to you. You rolled your eyes, ready to leave until you noticed a man staring at you, his doe-like eyes trained on you. He was beautiful.

That’s it. You changed your mind, you’re staying. F/N paid no mind to you, she was too engrossed in the fight. She didn’t even notice when you left her side to go stand by the beautiful stranger.

“Hi.” You tapped his shoulder, “I’m Y/N.”

He stared you up and down, his eyes staring at the bulge in your pants, he was wondering if you were big. Maybe you could get in his tight hole. He wanted you inside of him bad.

He turned around to face you, a smile on his face, “Wooyoung. I’m Wooyoung.”

Even his name was cute.

That’s when he grinned, “Say..wanna come with me to the back?”

You nod and take his hand. He leads you to a room of lockers and showers, as you guessed, it’s the locker room.

Wooyoung shut the door and pushed you against some lockers, his lips attacking your neck. You bared your neck to him, hands gripping his waist, his slim and tiny waist.

“Wooyoung.” you growled, picking him up and wrapping his legs around your own waist, spinning the both of you around and pushing his back into the lockers this time. Your cock ground into his through your loose pants.

Wooyoung let out whiny moans, his arms scrambling to your back, pulling at your shirt. He could feel exactly just how big you were. You’re so much bigger than him, he couldn’t wait to feel your cock against his walls.

“Please~” he cried out, hips bucking into yours.

You grinned, removing one of your hands from him to pull your cock out of your pants and yanking off his trousers. You pushed him back against the lockers once more and slammed your cock into his tight and puckered hole.

His eyes blown out as he threw his head back in pure pleasure.

When he recovered, he stared you in the eyes with a smirk, “Come on, Y/N, fuck me like you mean it.”

You growled, “I’m gonna fuck the brat out of you.” You pulled your large cock out of him just to push it back in roughly.

The lockers rocked back and forth from your rough rhythm while Wooyoung’s moans filled the room. When you felt it wasn’t safe to keep fucking against the lockers, you moved the two of you two a bench, without pulling out of him.

The second his back touched the cold metal bench, he cried out, “Please, harder!”

Your lips attached to his perked nipple and thrusted your cock into his hole in a circle motion, slipping your hand between the two of you to pump his own neglected cock.

His tears flooded down his face as you twisted your hand around his weeping dick. You kissed away the tears then planted your lips to his neck, latching onto the skin, leaving marks for people to find. To show how dirty of a man he is.

When his lips found yours, the two of you made out in a feverish haze, “I’m gonna fill you so full of my cum, fucking hell wish I could breed you.” You whispered into his ear.

Wooyoung cried out once again, “please! I’m gonna cum!”

You snapped your hips against his, “Yeah, me too, pretty boy. Come on, take it all. Take all of my seed like the good boy you are.”

His arms flew to your neck, as his cum spurt over the both of you, making a mess. While your cum filled his walls like a wave of the ocean.

You laid on top of him, placing a kiss to the top of his head, “You should call me, we need to do this again.”

He giggled, “Total-“

“Damn, Woo, didn’t know you liked to take it up the ass..”

“San!”

#cromernet #cultofdionysusnet #pirateeznet #kflixnet #wonderlandnet #k-labels #ateez x reader #ateez smut #wooyoung smut #wooyoung x male reader smut #x male reader #wooyoung x reader

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xhoess · 5 months

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Midnight desire

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Yunho x fem bod! Stripper

Summary: mingi tells yunho to get some action in his life and tries different things with him, such as going to parties. But when it comes to Mingi bringing him to a stripclub he meets the most gorgeous (and sexy) girl he's ever seen in his life.

Genre: romance, mature content

Word count: 3.1k

Warnings: sex, alcohol

(Story under the cut!)

"Yunho come on we need to leave now" mingi says to him while waiting by the door "yeah yeah, I'm comming" yungho sighs, he put his shoes on and followed Mingi to the car.

Mingi and yunho live together in an apparent, they both don't have a relationship and figured it would be cheaper to live together than to buy separate houses. But lately Mingi is getting annoying by the fact that yunho doesn't even try to get laid, so now he is dragging him to every party he gets invited to.

"Y'know, it won't be so bad to think with your dick once in a while yunho, I know Gina is coming to the party and I also know you have been eye-fucking her since the day you met her" mingi rants "mingi come on, will you just shut up for once. I am not fucking your sister it's gross!" He said, raising his voice. "Eyy, if I'm not grossed out by it you shouldn't either, I just don't want your dick to not like work anymore man, I swear it's gonna die of boredom if y-" He was cut short by yunho getting out of the car and slamming it shut. But little did mingi know that he was right.

The party just started and you can already smell the sweat and alcohol from the people actively dancing to the music. Mingi spots his target for the night and walks towards her, leaving yunho alone like always.

"Yunho hi!" He spins around and sees Gina waving at him, he could not believe how good she looked tonight, maybe Mingi was right.

"Hey Gina, how are you doing?" He asks, they continue to talk and during the time they were talking yunho got quite drunk, swallowing another shot after another. He did not miss the way Gina was lookin' at his adam's apple everytime he swallowed the liquid.

As the night went on Gina and yunho started to dance against each other, by that it means Gina is basically grinding up against yunho his crotch, yunho really needs to hold himself from chasing the friction when Gina stepped away. "Gin, why did you move" He whines "you aren't here with your head yun, I'm not gonna fuck someone if they are drunk" when Gina wants to move away further yunho grabs her arm "please, please Gina I really need It right now" she just shakes her head and leaves.

That was the end of another failed night, "sorry man, I really thought she was into you" mingi says with a apologetic smile, but it ain't really helping that he has a girl around his shoulder, ready to take her home with him "sure mingi, it's okay" yunho is kind of jealous of how easy mingi can get girls to fuck him, even without the use of alcohol. .

The car ride home was silent and when they arrived at the apartment yunho says goodnight to mingi and his female friend and calls it a night. Putting in his earplugs for the noise that is about to come out of the other room.

The next day when yunho wakes up the girl is already gone, mingi is sitting on the couch watching some anime. "Yu, I have a great plan for tonight!" Mingi says excitedly "no mingi not again, I'm not gonna be embarrassed again" "no I promise, it's a place all the girls will love you!!" Yunho looks at mingi with a unbelievable expression on his face "sure mingi, where is it? In the sky next to the unicorns and rainbows?" Mingi rolls his eyes "stupid ass, you just need to give them some money and they are gonna love you, we are going to midnight desire"

Yunho stops his tracks "the stripclub? Mingi don't you think that's a little much, it feels like you are more desperate than me" "nooo, come on man it will be fun, just make sure you are ready to go at 6 pm with some cash in your pockets" and with that mingi walks out of the door, probably going to the A.T.M to get some cash.

The evening hits and yunho and mingi are walking to the club, it's in the city and they live a 15 minute walk away from it. Yunho did think of it to go there a few times earlier but didn't want to seem so desperate, but now mingi said so it was technically not his plan to go there. After a little while mingi points at the neon red sign above the door.

The entrance looks pretty crappy, but once you're inside it's like heaven. The red velvet carpet, women in tight lingerie that is barely covering anything walking around and trying to seduce as many men as they can. Which is quite easy.

Mingi tells yunho to take a seat In the downstairs area, he chose the seat directly in front of the stage with the dancing pole. A woman walks up to him, a gorgeous young woman with white lingerie. Yunho being the man he is get exited. He looks at you, truly at you and not your body. His ears begin to turn red and he flashes you a smile.

"Hi cutie, what's your name?" You aks him sweetly while settling on his lap, "y-yunho?" You giggle "why are you saying it like its a question yuyu" his heart races at the nickname. He had never seen such a perfect girl in his life. "Haha, well just caught off guard by this pretty lady sitting on my lap, what's your name?" He asked sweetly.

"Its Cherry" "is that your real name?" You shake your head "no, but can't tell you my real name sweetheart, company policy. But oh well, I got to go again. have Keep the other customers busy too" you say with a wink. From that 2 minute conversation you already know you have him wrapped around your finger. Just need to extra sway your hips and he'll call you right back over again.

"Wait Cherry!" You smirk, and ofcourse you were right "yes yunho?" God the way his name rolls of your tongue makes his eyes roll back. "Do you give lap dances?" "I do, why? are you interested?" You say whilst touching up is arm. "I am" "okay then follow me yuyu"

He most definitely follows you to the private room, taking a seat in the chair. "Do I need to explain the rules?" You ask sweetly "yes please, I do not want to step on your boundaries ofcourse" "the rules aren't that much, just no touching without permission and touching means squeezing my boobs, grabbing my ass but not pushing your fingers in me. That is not allowed at al. Which is a shame" you say while looking at his slim and long fingers resting on the sides of the chair "and ofcourse no fucking and this will only go on one song. However you can call me whatever you want" yunho nods, "are you comfortable with me touching you baby?" His voice is low, much lower than when you talked to him in the other room. You lean forward, whispering in his ear "just for you I am" and that sure made his dick twitch in his pants.

You start the song and settle on his lap, slightly starting to move your hips In a steady pace. yunho immediately groans and throws his head back "keep going baby, your doing so good"

After a good 30 seconds later yunho's hands get a hold of your waist. His eyes looking at how pretty his hands wrap around your body, at this point to really start to get into it. You slowly drop to your knees and look up at him. In a swift motion you turn around and slowly stand up again, putting your ass as far out as you can. You settle on his lap again and grab his hands, while holding eye contact you put them on your breasts "you don't have to be so shy yuyu" you say "mhmm, I do baby. I have to hold back so hard I just want to kiss so bad" "I never said you couldn't kiss me"

His hands keep playing with your breasts and he starts kissing your neck, you lean your head to the side to give him more excess. You feel his dick growing harder and harder against your panties and you realize this isn't even a Lap dance anymore. It's just a very touchy make out session. Yunho starts to bite your sensitive skin, as much as you absolutely love it you have to pull away "sorry handsome, you can't mark me, I need to get back on the workfloor soon and if they see you marked Me they will all want to do that" yunho groans at your statement. He kind of forgot that you were doing this for your job. "Y'know you can just come over to my place later, I won't tell your boss" He says while still kissing and licking your neck and other areas.

"Oh?, and what would we do there then" "don't play dumb baby, I know you know it" you giggle "no, I think you need to explain it to me" yunho pulls back and looks you in the eye "i would fucking eat you out till you're ready to be fucked, and I will need to stretch you out baby. Cuz I'm big" and that was is for you, your panties are definitely wetter then with any other client. "Mhmm sure you are, I think I can handle it" you say, pushing yourself down more so now you are directly sitting on his dick. He suddenly grabs your hips with a tight grip and starts to move you to feel the friction. "If you don't tell me to stop, I will fucking have you take me in this chair"

You stay silent.

"That's what I thought" he picks you up and sets you roughly in the chair. He pulls your panties of and smirks at what he sees "mmh so I wasn't the only one enjoying myself, already so wet for me" He puts his hands on your tighs to spread them further apart, your pussy clenches because of the sudden cold air hitting it when Yunho pulls your panties down. "Yunho please, just start already" He loves seeing you desperate, "tell me your name first" he says "seriously, my name? That's what matters now?" "Yes, what else should I say out loud when your bouncing on my dick" "my God, it's y/n" you say.

Not even a second later he dives in, he's sucking on your sensitive bud, "yun- omg" you take his hair in your hand and push him closes to you. "Mhmm, you taste so sweet y/n" the vibrations of his voice make you want to come at this moment, "yunho stop talking or I swear I am gonna cum on your face" "who says I don't want that" "I don't want that, I want those damn fingers in me first"

He looks up at you and brings his index and middle finger to your lips, "make them wet for me then" you gladly obey and suck on his finger to make them nice and wet, a little later he pulls them out and there comes a little pop sound out of your mouth.

"Are you sure?" He asked, you nod and that's all the confirmation he needs. He enters you and immediately hits the right spot, once he feels you are stretched out enough he begins to quicken his pace, seeing his finger go in and out of you makes his erection painfully hard. "Yunho please" "please what baby? You need to explain" "please go faster, I'm so close" and he obeys. The steady pace pulls you over the line, cumming all over his hand and lower arm. "YU- Oh GO-" yunho quickly puts his hand over your mouth to prevent you from speaking "y/n baby you need to speak quietly, otherwise your coworkers will hear us" you just nod because yunho kept his hand on your mouth.

"Need to get you ready too, sit down" you demand, yunho gladly obeys and you pull his pants and underwear down, his cock springs free and it is indeed very big, he did not lie. You spit on your hand and grab the base of his cock, slowly starting to move up and down. He groans and throws his head back, bucking his hips up to chase the feeling when you remove your hand. You take the tip of his cock in your mouth and start to swril your tongue around it. Yunho grabs a fistful of your hair and pushes you down unexpectedly, making you choke on his member. The vibrations of it make yunho go insane "If you keep going like this baby I will cum in your mouth in no time" and with that you start to quicken your pace and bob your head up and down. The tip of yunho's dick constantly hitting the back of your throat, you hum at the feeling and not long later yunho his seed shoot out of him, directly into your throat. He pulls out but refuses to spill Any of his cum out of you mouth.

He grabs you chin and makes you look at him "swallow it all" and you do. In one big gulp all of his cum is swallowed and the sight of that makes yunho hard again.

"Get up baby" He says, gently gripping your sides and putting you on his lap, positioned right on his semi hard dick. He feels your liquids dripping over his cock. He kisses you on the mouth for the first time, you can still faintly taste yourself when he starts to use his tongue.

"Are you ready?" He asks against your lips "i don't have a condom" He quickly adds, "that's okay, I'm on birth control and plus raw is always better" the last part you whispered in his ear.

He did not need to hear more, he gently pushes his large cock into your entrance. You whine at the stretch. After a while he is finally all the way in and you feel like you are gonna get ripped apart. He is whispering sweet words to make you forget the painful stretch and it's working. Yunho looked down to your belly and he could see the outline of the tip of his cock. He runs his hand over it and can't believe how much he loves it. "God baby your so tiny I can see my fucking dick poking out of you" He groans.

After admiring you he finally starts to move, bucking his hips slowly at first. You take a grip of yunho's shoulders, trying your best to keep quiet "baby you can bite my shoulder, to keep quiet" He says, its like he reads your mind. You bite the erea where his neck and shoulder meet, you must look like a fucking vampire rn but you don't care one bit, especially because yunho loves it. He moaned right when you put your teeth in him.

He quickens his pace, the sound of the wet skin slapping against each other fills the room. You bite harder at the feeling. Not long later the white liquid of yunho drips out of your pussy. And it absolutely looked beautifully.

When you came back to your senses a few moments later you realized that this 'lap dance' took more than 45 minutes. You quickly put your panties back on "yunho as much as I absolutely loved this I need to get back! My boss is gonna kill me!" "Oh yes ofcourse, uh, can I have your number maybe?" You gave him your card "next time I'm gonna take my time with you" you say and gave him a quick kiss on the cheek. Leaving the room right after that.

Yunho quickly put his shirt and other clothes back on and walked out of the room. He sees mingi at the bar, chatting with the bartender. At the exact same spot as yunho saw him last. "Hey can I have a beer please" yunho asked, sitting next to mingi.

"Yoo man, you were gone long how many dances did you pay for man. Not gonna blame you Cherry is hot" yunho pulled the colar of his shirt down to reveal the marks you had left there with a smirk. "No way, you actually got laid. War is over finally" "shut up man, at least I scored a number tonight, you've been chatting with the bartender all night long" mingi laughed "who said I didn't get a number"

The bartender came back with the beer for yunho "here you go, and mingi my shift is over but call me yeah?" He said with a wink. "No way." Yunho said unbelievably.

After a few minutes yunho finished his beer and they stood up, ready to go. He quickly spotted you and you shoot him one last wink before turning around to a other costumer.

"God she's perfect"

This was my first time writing something like this, I know this ain't the shit bur practice makes perfect and please give me tips if you don't like this!! Xx R

#ateez smut #yunho smut #ateez #ateez fanfic #smut #romance #song mingi #jeong yunho #ateez mingi #ateez yunho

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yawnderu · 4 months

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debated sending u a screenshot via messages but I don't fully get Tumblr etiquette so I am sorry about this wall of text 😭 also formatting on mobile is so gross sorryyy

disclaimer: for context, I've read more bl omegaverse than het or gl so my views are limited based on this. I do not speak for all of a/b/o dynamics across all genres and audiences.

relationship dynamics between the three secondary genders

alpha-omega:

is kind of like male-female relationships irl. most of the time it's portrayed as “ao can't be friends 🥺 they're destined to fuck- sorry, mate and have wonderful chubby babies 🥺” “alpha so big and strong and omega is itty bitty baby only good at popping out babies and keeping the house clean and”

… lactation and breeding-related kinks are strong.

alpha-alpha and omega-omega:

either supportive as fuck of each other or competing over the same person

like goes between “here bestie have a spare scent patch” (blocks pheromones/scents which can drive opposite sex crazy) to “fuck you gonna fuck my boy in front of u to spite u even tho he's not into exhibitionism/voyeurism”

beta-beta:

normal people conflicts. depends on what you're reading but sometimes they're genuinely so ignored lol

alpha-beta:

either chill or the alpha is the superior. like the alpha is either in a better (leadership) position or the alpha can straight up break that betas back (and not in the sexy way)

omega-beta:

can be chill and supportive. like alphas are assholes to both of them.

can also be bad; omegas are less “human” depending on how the universe/society places value on ability to make children + the authors depiction of how they make babies. - this also appears in AO relationships

sometimes u even get betas being mad they ain't alphas and that's like an actual contention point when they try pick up omegas 😭 like “ik I ain't an alpha so I cant mark u or knot u (both portrayed as helping calm down an omegas heat) but I can treat u better than those pricks“

honestly though, a lot changes between authors 😂 just pick and mix how you want, I'm sure it'll be fine :)

- pigeon (I did not end up sleeping 😭 sorry if there are typos or stuff I just can't think straight lolll but now got to the hour where it's like... can I even sleep w/o oversleeping now 💀)

ANONNNNN YOU'RE AN ACTUAL ANGEL this makes things SO damn clear for someone who has never read or written anything from the omegaverse qheownwo

Thank you so much sweetheart!! Everything is SUPER clear now 😭♡♡♡♡

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josephseedismyfather · 1 month

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5 songs, 3 outfits

Many thanks to @carlosoliveiraa, @g0dspeeed, @socially-awkward-skeleton, @inafieldofdaisies, @the-silver-chronicles, @noodlecupcakes and @la-grosse-patate, for tagging me in this!🥰 It was really fun! Sorry for the delay, I know it's a reallllly old tag!

Rules: Post 5 songs associated with your OC(s), followed by 3 outfits they would wear.

Harley Jane ❤️

Anyone - Demi Lovato I feel stupid when I pray Why the fuck am I praying anyway? If nobody's listening

Gasoline - Halsey I think there's a flaw in my code These voices won't leave me alone Well, my heart is gold and my hands are cold

I Like It Rough - Lady Gaga Is it 'cause you don't mean it, or because I don't feel it unless it's rough?

FU In My Head - Cloudy June Take me closer, take my clothes off, oh I fantasize If I'm honest, it's more fun when you can't read my mind

Sappy - Nirvana And if you fool yourself You will make him happy

Evangeline Rose 💛

From The Dining Table - Harry Styles I see it's written, it's all over his face Comfortable silence is so overrated Why won't you ever say what you want to say? Even my phone misses your call, by the way

Hymm For The Weekend - Coldplay When I was down, when I was hurt You came to lift me up When I was a river, dried up You came to rain a flood

Hands Clean - Alanis Morissette Ooh, this could be messy but But you don't seem to mind and Ooh, don't go telling everybody And overlook this supposed crime We'll fast forward to a few years later And no one knows except the both of us And I have honored your request for silence And you've washed your hands clean of this

Prodigal - One Republic I'm on the road to who knows where? Look ahead, not behind, I keep saying There's no place to go where you're not there On your rope, I hold tight, but it's fraying

Selling Faith - Matchbox Twenty And I know I ain't been righteous But there ain't nowhere to turn I'm falling, but I don't know how far down I don't need to understand it I just need a guiding light

Austin Randal 💙

Here I Go Again - Whitesnake Though I keep searching for an answer I never seem to find what I'm looking for

I Go To Extremes - Billy Joel Sometimes I lie awake, night after night Coming apart at the seams Eager to please, ready to fight

Sin - Nine Inch Nails It comes down to this, your kiss, your fist, and your strain It gets under my skin, within, take in the extent of my sin

Painkiller - Judas Priest Mankind's on its knees A savior comes from out the skies In answer to their pleas

Wasted Time - Skid Row Paranoid delusions, they haunt you Where's my friend I used to know? He's all alone, he's buried deep within A carcass searching for a soul Can you feel me inside your heart as it's bleeding? Why can't you believe you can be loved?

Even though it's old, gonna send it out. Apologies for doubles and no pressure as always! @wrathfulrook, @trench-rot, @ladyoriza, @cassietrn, @redreart, @hotmessteaparty, @v0idbuggy, @insanityofvaas, @malefiquinn, @strangefable, @chazz-anova, @aristomal, @ocdemon-747, @omen-speaker and anybody else who wants to play. Tag me! 😘

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#oc: harley jane #oc: evangeline rose #oc: deputy austin randal #tagged 🖤#character aesthetics #wip playlist #far cry 5 oc #far cry 5 wip

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mistahgrundy · 1 year

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Okay, so I'm effort posting about something that has been slightly bugging me, art-wise, for a bit here.

To preface this: I am not trying to make anyone feel bad, or judged, or attacked, this is just something I have observed, it felt wrong to me, I looked it up, it is wrong. If your response to my post is to be a jerk or mean or what have you, perhaps just… like… move on? Don't do that? I know in the art world we tend to get heated about stuff, but this is sincerely not something to get heated about. Disagreements and conversations A-OK, but being an asshole about it? Nah. Let's not.

I, too, am trying not to be an asshole about it. Let's just be cool, okay?

I'm talking about pupils!

Seems simple enough, little black dots inside of colored dots inside of eyes. A few years ago I started noticing people drawing them… strangely. As though the eye was a concave surface, and from the side the dot would appear to be nestled inside a little eye cup.

Have a quickly drawn example of what I've been seeing.

I've seen tutorials floating around that assert as such, and I took that at face value. Like a lot of tutorials you just accept it and move on, surely that person did the research? But… I'm not sure they did. Or maybe they misinterpretted something? I have no idea.

Here's the thing, the iris doesn't dip down inside your eye like that, The iris is mostly flat. There's a slight dipping inside right in the center where the pupil opens at the sphincter (lol) but's VERY slight cuz you know, it's not a hard edge, it's a rounded edge. It actually mounds up a little bit towards the center before dipping inside. There's a round (biconvex) lens behind it! But for the most part the iris is pretty flat.

Anyway, even IF it did cup inwardly like a little concave depression it still wouldn't appear concave from the side because of the cornea over the top of the iris and pupil. The cornea is a positive meniscus (convex/concave) lens filled with aqueous fluid. It has a magnifying effect. Think like a water drop on top of printed text. Or, if you have a pair of glasses (which are also [usually] convex/concave), the way that distorts things behind it. If you hold your glasses and look at them from the side you'll notice that anything behind them gets distorted and flattened out a bit. It takes the image behind it and fills the space with that image, in this case your iris.

(Sorry about how gross my glasses look up close, they're old the metal finishing whatever is starting to come off them, I need new ones)

Anyway, that's my treatise on why I think that tutorial about pupils was wrong. Feel free to disregard if you prefer the way it looks with the pupils all cattywhompus from the side, it is after all, just art… Realism ain't the end all be all, and all that. I just don't believe it is anatomically correct as I've seen people assert.

I took a photo of my own eye from the side. You'll notice the pupil is smack dab right in the center and not offset at all because of the distortion of the cornea.

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whysojiminimnida · 2 years

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So What's with Jimin Lately, You Asked

WARNING THIS IS A LONG-ASS POST And please remember that this is a NO SOURCE NO RECEIPTS HOUSEHOLD OKAY. I don't know shit, I ain't confirming a damn thing, anything you read is my opinion based on maybe info or maybe utter garbage. That's my disclaimer and I am STICKING TO IT. I can't be the only one who has noticed our Jiminie looking a bit...like this, recently:

And I think I may have one reason why.

Scandals are a fact of life among idols. What in the West might be considered a normal life event is, in the world of the K-pop system, often a career-ending event. Like, IDK, members dating actual women. Or men. Or each other.

In the last couple of months, all of these things have been alleged - one of them in the press. The other two, behind the scenes. We know about Jimin's mail being stolen and the security failure there, and it's not a stretch to believe that security for BTS overall has taken a hit. It was adequate, even excellent, for years. BigHit pays very well.

But information pays better, and blackmail pays best. Lest you think "NO but that whole Taehyung-Jennie thing was a stunt"... maybe. Maybe not. Tae, actually, is one of the most scandal-proof idols in the business because he primarily or only dates women. Sorry not sorry, I said what I said and I ain't wrong.

I have said privately, if not publicly, that Hybe will NEVER DENY THOSE RUMORS because Taehyung himself will not deny them. They aren't even bothering to keep them out of the press.

Being straight or even passably so is not a problem, for artists on Bangtan's level (is anyone else even ON Bangtan's level? NO.) The Jeon-Parks, though.

See, the thing about being *gaily involved* in Korea is that... it's a problem no matter how famous or powerful you are. Idols are not immune - ask Holland.

That's Homo Hill, kids - the WeHo of Seoul. The gayest gayborhood in the entire of Korea. And famous unstr8 people are not safe, there, now.

There was a pay-for-info attempt floating around about JeiKei awhile back. And he was alibi'd for the date(s) in question. Wasn't there, wasn't him, the fakes were good but not good enough to put him somewhere he wasn't. You maybe didn't hear about it because those of us who did, didn't discuss it out loud.

More recently, though.... I'm gonna say this in public this ONE TIME and we will not speak of it again. OKAY? Okay. Sometimes people are for sale that shouldn't be. And security failure has happened more than once in the last couple of months - a problem that, I am told, has since been rectified. And I am not saying money changed hands, do not get me wrong. I'll come find you if you say I said that. But there are REASONS that Jimin and Jungkook are currently not sharing vehicles, not being seen as too friendly, are not "together" in public, not even in interviews or photoshoots. Sometimes a bit of perceived distance is necessary. I don't feel like I should or should need to elaborate.

Add to that the depth of emotional and psychological damage, it's no wonder Jimin doesn't trust anyone, very much, lately.

My favorite couple have not been seen together in public since their off period began and I don't think I need to further expound on why, unless you're completely unaware of the eyes that are currently on BTS as a whole. (Sorry, I keep deleting stuff. This is taking longer than I thought). But Jimin was the one whose security had already failed - enough that Hybe had to clean up after them.

The others have had sasaeng problems and those are constant and pretty normal business. All idols get that. But all of them are not Park "It Boy" Jimin.

So being threatened with a very real tax lien, and immediately following that even a hint of the possibility of being outed, right NOW? I've deleted a lot more than I can ever write on how gross, how invasive, that is. And that when this is his normal commute:

In the West, Jimin gets a lot of hate from cultists and we don't like to talk about that. But within the last year, a small but rude wave of anti-Jimin sentiment has made its way into Korea. Airplanes and money exist. I've been shocked at what some people are willing to do to further their narrative. If your favorite translator can afford to hit every show with their anti buddies but can't seem to remember to support Jimin's OSTs or solo efforts, ask yourself how they benefit from that and who they support and what else they might be up to that we aren't aware of. If you casually see cult-adjacent accounts that seem to somehow be turning a for-profit narrative ask yourself what loyalty that cash might be buying. It doesn't take a lot of people to crowdfund someone's entire livelihood. Maybe 1000 at $5 a month could get it done.

HELL IF I COULD COMMAND $5K A MONTH FROM Y'ALL I WOULD MOVE OUT MY MAMA'S HOUSE NEXT WEEK AND PAY MY MEDICAL BILLS.

If y'all don't have anything else going on I'll just put me up a whole Ko-fi or Patreon and write fanfiction for a damn living and YOU THINK I AM JOKING I AM NOT EVEN. My services can be bought. Most people can, if they like what they're doing and can get paid to do it. I won't lie to you for cash and I mouth off here for free but hey, a girl needs rent all right, my fanfiction commissions are OPEN.

Get up to a quarter, half-million ad-revenued followers and do the math on that kind of income.

We can't all be Ryan Kaji, Super Spy, but it ain't for lack of trying.

Now imagine a paparazzi journalist with the idea of a second and third source of cash, plus the street cred of breaking the biggest news story in K-pop history, and their neighbor's second cousin happens to know someone with a vacant window view to a certain apartment and this is how careers get shot down and reinvented much later on another continent.

That's the level of stress, I think, for all of them in general but for Jimin in particular. Maybe on a similar level for Jungkook, somewhat less so for Taehyung. The hyungs have it a little easier, but not by much.

Now add to that Schrodinger's Hiatus and other things we never know about - family stress, life in general, maybe Jimin's plumbing went out or his invisible cat got sick, we don't know everything -- how would we begin to look at our lives, in Jimin's place? Would it be worth it?

Based on his smile at MNet last night, I really hope so.

#jimin #the park jimin #nobody better ever say a bad word about him to me #or any of them #but especially the jeon parks #they're my bias #yes both of them #i adore them equally and without prejudice and i will kick ass the same way #i am here to slay dragons and stan jikook and i am all out of dragons #excepting those in my anon box #which i am avoiding sorry hit me with a dm instead #my tags lord #sorry #jikook #sasaengs #security failure

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loquaciousquark · 9 months

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Y'all, MALUS THORM. JIMINY CHRISTMAS.

It's been a long, long, long time since I got squeebed out by eye stuff, but him poking himself right through the ocular into his brain legit made me grimace. Gross, Larian. Fun gross, but gross. Not even Volo's eye thing was that bad.

In other news, I'm well into Act 2! I've fully explored the eastern half of the map and am working my way through the western side north-down, since Moonrise seems to be at the bottom left of the map. I've really, REALLY been enjoying this game--the combat, dialogue, characters, and plot progression are something I've been missing since probably DA2 days, and aside from a few early missed camp conversations, I feel confident I'm seeing as much of the game as I can, which is what I wanted. (Some people from Early Access had been posting saying that if you long-rested, you could seriously affect the outcome of the druid grove/goblin camp stuff, so I was avoiding resting as much as possible. How tragic!) This is exactly the kind of map structure I wanted from Inquisition and Andromeda; please don't lock parts of an "open world" map behind a level cap. Just make it linear and big and scale the enemies and make the higher-level stuff behind doors or later in the game. Don't give me a sandstorm I can't enter with no clear game context clues that this is a "COME BACK LATER" portion of the map, especially if you're determined to put quest markers within it.

The plot of this game still has me guessing! I'm so intrigued by this dream visitor who seems to want only the best for me but encourages use of the worms. I've only consumed one, but I've had it strengthened regardless by a few in-game choices (the illithid in the Underdark was a big one--the sound I made when he floated onscreen!). Lae'zel is currently undergoing a crisis of faith, and I strongly suspect Shadowheart's not far behind. Astarion is determined to make a deal with Raphael which I think is dumb, but Wyll, Karlach, and Gale all seem to be in great shape aside from their individual ticking time bombs inside them. I want to be able to add this His Majesty cat to the camp party and it's KILLING me I can't.

Romance: Astarion, no I don't know why, no I don't really think he's that similar to Fenris aside from the superficial background, yes I know the master and scar stuff and trust me that's not the source of the pull. I think I'm more interested in the thread (which I assume will come to fruition) of teaching the sneering peacock how to be sincere. The slavery stuff is incidental. Stop LOOKING AT ME.

I did somewhere trip a Karlach romance flag and finally had to let her down after her second piece of infernal iron, which SUCKED. God, I ain't felt so bad in a video game since...I don't know. Virmire, maybe?

I'll post screenshots shortly, but I'm playing a rogue (irony) named Tavish Gale (double-irony, sorry Gale), and I've REALLY been enjoying sneak attack and poisons and lockpicking. I hardly ever play rogues in games like these, but here we are! She has the criminal background, but also has red hair and freckles turned all the way up, so in terms of the Astarion romance structure in my head I'm playing with some contrasts between someone who has spent their whole life trying to hide in the shadows vs. someone who's spent two hundred years trying to crawl out of them.

#quark plays bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 spoilers #eye horror #tavish gale

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As someone with ADHD and depression i have to be reminded to eat or drink water because I get so focused on something or stuck in my head that I forget basic human functions

TK likely operates on a less severe version of this he isn't 4 and neither am I we just get so distracted we sometimes forget to take care of ourselves

Doesn't mean we aren't immature

As for the Carlos part...I ain't even gonna touch that because this ask will be paragraphs long

Sometimes people really tell on themselves don’t they? When strangers on the internet are harmlessly talking about headcanons that help them relate to a character by imaging that character having their struggles or traumas or circumstances, and someone else comes in all “um that’s gross it’s insulting to imagine the character that way.” If it’s insulting for TK to be imagined by fans to have something like adhd or executive dysfunction or disordered eating, that can only imply there is something inferior about real people who have those things. Rude commenters are not going to admit, or maybe even understand, that that’s what they’re implying. But it is what they’re implying.

People with ADHD or other neurodivergences who see themselves in TK, there is nothing wrong with you just because your brain functions differently. It’s not a moral failing or an indicator of worth. I’m sorry you have to deal with those kinds of micro aggressions but you’re safe to talk about your headcanons here 💛

#911ls asks

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"hello?i adore your blog and especially your way of writing.I'm a fanboy jimin biased,I'm here because I seriously need your advice.we have interacted before in a positive way I see thru your posts that you are an open minded person,that's why I chose your blog among others that are here despite not allowing anonymous posts so I created a new acc for this.I wouldn't post this on twitter basically bcs the people there are dogs that bark so much and are very judgemental.I needed someone who doesn't know me hiding behind a banner acc is easier in things like this.and a good advice from mature people so am here.and sorry in advance if I'll gross you after reading this🤫.. there's something unique about your outlook on things and my eyes love viewing the content you share. beautiful work!..so let's start?"

You about to drop a bomb on me ain't you?

"I'm jimin biased fanboy I guess I mentioned that,so i'm one of those annoying dudes who have everything hes ever dreamed of.ive built a successful career that i enjoy,i have the perfect NYC apartment that i was planning on asking my gf to move in with me next year ,I have a girlfriend and I truly love her,she's the best thing that has happened to me.but I have always had sexual fantasies about jimin which I just curse myself when those sinful images pops in my thoughts and ignore them because it's normal to have such fantasies with your crush right?..but this is too much fantasies for a stranger and a celebrity at that.first I find jimin so damn SEXY AND HOT even thou he can be soft,fluffy,small and his angelic features comes out more often.I love both his charms he's a man of crazy duality and am a sucker for both..hes the prettiest man i have ever seen in my life.his beauty features leaves me speechless,jimin invented beauty so breathtaking.I find myself thinking about him taking me from behind in my solo love-sessions.jimin pops alot in my thoughts when i masturbate,and the sinful thoughts are all images of him doing the naughty stuffs to me.like I'm being so submissive to him.and I enjoy all those sexual fantasies ALOT! I noticed I enjoy having those solo love-sessions with him occupying my thoughts.now what made me so worried is those dirty images cropped up when I was on top of my gf damn it!! we always have great sex so I don't know why I started thinking about jimin again.seriously this is so embarrassing because I took like forever to reach orgasm,and my gf thought something was wrong I tried so hard to concentrate but the moment I started thinking about my jm fantasies i ejaculated so hard it was intense I fell like a log of wood. this has now happened twice and I find it so disturbing,those thoughts came when I'm alone and solo loving myself but not when am with my partner.thats why am confused.also to mention I'm not gay/bi I've always considered myself straight on the whole, I have had many heterosexual relationships and one night stands with only girls all of which i enjoyed. I have never been attracted to guys.dont get me wrong I'm not a homophobe I have friends and relatives in lgbtq. in my country that's not a big deal because same sex relationships are legal here.I have tried to see if I get attracted sexually to my male friends but nothing. I'm scared I wouldn't want my gf to find out about this because what's funny is ,she's also a jimin biased but solo stan😓😓and because she will so hate me I will die. also something weird is I enjoy keeping up with my fantasies I love when my thoughts are filled with him doing all crazy stuffs on me.I would make the fantasies a reality if given a chance but well that is impossible.so help me I want to know why am like this??I don't understand why am having all this fantasies with jimin?is he my gay awakening?but why am I not feeling attraction to other male friends?.and pls sorry if this will seem like I'm sexualizing him I love jimin so much to do that.is just something I don't disturbing me.I know I might sound like a pervertted asshole when I say I love and enjoy every bit of those fantasies when am alone not when am on top of my partner."

HOLY SHIT I DID NOT SEE THAT COMING BRO!!!!!!!

Forget grossing me out, I'm traumatized for life😭😭

You want JM to put what where sir😭😭😭😭😭

I'm not even gonna front- ME TOO MA HOMMIE

This is Jimin and all of us

But I think your girlfriend reads my blogs and sent a similar ask about this already💀💀💀💀💀💀

If she's a JM Solo Stan she won't hate you.

No. No. No.

SHE WILL KILL YOU. DOUBLE HOMICIDE

Those bitches be crazy.

Jokes aside, I think this conversation should be had with a professional if you can afford one- preferably, one that is queer and well versed in issues related to these. Spoiler alert, they will tell you this is normal.

You might be having a bi or queer awakening or you might not. You'd be surprised how normal some of these things are among "straight" folks. But still talk to a professional.

You don't need random voices on the internet screwing with your head and filling you with all sort of nonsense that's gonna further confuse you, your sexuality or your identity or even make you hate yourself down the road.

And I won't lie, I have a gay agenda and wish everyone was gay and I'm a little bit high key hetero-intolerant. And so I would trend carefully with you okay?

Like I'm tempted to say you are gay and call it a day😃

Straight is boring anyway😴

Anyway, take anything I say here with a grain of salt.

Honestly, you seem to be conflating questions about sexual identity with questions about sexual fantasies and eroticism. Some straight men love butt play too🤷🏾‍♂️

I mean do you feel shaky in your sexual identity as a straight man? Is your attraction to JM making you question your sexuality at all? You don't seem frightened at the thought of another man topping you- are you open to that? Would you be okay taking dick or dildo for instance?🤔

If that part don't scare you then welp get your gal the strap and bend over for her baby😁

Feels good trust me😌

I think you just might be kinky and not necessarily gay or bi.

If you are gay or bi that's valid too🤭

I think you might be having an awakening of a sort though. But not in the way you think you might be in my opinion. Jimin is sexy, beautiful, cute, hot, flaming hot all wrapped into one. As you've rightfully pointed out. If he has this effect on you, it's a sign you are a sexually healthy individual.

He do be confusing his own mates sometimes. Has them clutching their penis and shit when he moves.

And by the way, this is him reacting to another man

Did that shit on live TV too. He literally goes blank in the head when he sees Jungkook's naked back on stage.

Jungkook saw Namjoon's thighs and did a 360 on his career path.

YOU ARE NOT ALONE.

If most straight guys were more honest and open with their sexual desires, and weren't so afraid of being tagged gay, you wouldn't think this is strange at all. But all they do is lie. Truth is most men find other men attractive too and it's perfectly normal. They may not want to sleep with them, but they do get attractions for them or even tingles down there for other men every now and then.

Shit girls do too💀

Is it possible you might not find other men attractive simply because they are not attractive to you? Beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder but an attractive person is an attractive person. And if they are not they are not.

That aside, you attribute certain qualities to JM that you may simply not be attributing or associating with the men in your life which is why you don't find them equally as attractive. You mentioned JMs duality. Which of your male friends have that duality you find desirable in JM? None.

Also, you just seem to me to be having domination/ submissiveness kink fantasies which is why you are able to express those even when on top of your GF who is obviously not a man.

Or perhaps you do attribute those dominant qualities to your gf too giving her that duality you find attractive.

You might simply want to be manhandled or dominated in bed by her or by anyone you find attractive including JM so look into that.

You might not feel similar attraction to your male friends because they are your friends and you do not see them as viable suitors to explore your submissive fantasies with. Or you simply might not be attracted to them at all. I mean I don't think just because you are straight means you should be attracted to all females. That would be ridiculous.

There's nothing wrong with being a little bit kinky every now and then. Just express those needs to your GF and ask if she can top you, or allow you to be submissive with her in bed. Instead of you initiations sex, tell her you want her to initiate. Rather than being on top of her, have her sit on top of you.

Or go full on spartan on her and have her try playing with your butt, bunny😏

Use your attraction to JM as a springboard to explore your sexual desires in real life.

You might want to look into Femdom. Or Fem domination and see if it's something you are into for instance if indeed you are having a submissive kink awakening.

Or explore the attributes of him you find arousing? Is it just his looks and beauty or it's his nurturing side and the way he praises others and speaks softly with them? If so you might have a praise kink as well.

If you could share specific details about those fantasies it would give me something to work with and we could unpack what is going on with you and him together.

But from the little you've shared I'm getting submissive kink vibes from you.

If you are gay it's fine too really 💜💜💜💜💜💜

If I were a man I would want to be thrown across the room and stuffed in a box naked by other men too😌

You don't have to be ashamed or fear your own desires. Or fear your partner will hate you for it. If she does she is not the right one for you.

Opening up about your sexual desires with your partner in a healthy way can be wholesome and bring you two closer.

Do a little bit of introspection yourself and explore these fantasies and understand them. You have to know whether they are merely fantasies or they becoming a fetish.

A fetish is something you need in order to be aroused. Without it you might not feel arousal or even orgasm. A fantasy is an expression of our desires. They teach us about ourselves and let us know who we are at our core.

Personally, my attraction for JM affirms my sexuality and is what makes me understand my emotional needs and express them well to my partner. Even as a man, it is that soft nurturing side of him that speaks to me and my kinks- turns out I'm into praise kinks and hearing him praise Jungkook and his band mates helps me see what I need from my partner and I'm able to communicate that well to her.

Sometimes I just show her clips of jikook or Vmin and say I want that for me. It's lazy but effective. Works great but I'm a libra and so turns out I'm also into degradation kinks and that always throws her off🤪

We are a work in progress😂

If I shared with you the things I've learned about myself from exploring my attraction to this man, Tumblr will ban me and the church will come for me and roast me gently over bonfire.

How long has this been going on for you? It might just be a phase? I don't know.

You might be gay but also you just seem to have a desire to be submissive during sex or you might be both hallelujah 😇

If so, I say welcome to the club 🥵

I volunteer to hold your legs down while he rails you🙂

Get on your knees bitch, daddy JM will be with us shortly ⛓😏

If you came here to get sane sorry.

I take souls for Jimin🙃

And if it turns out you are gay, EVEN BETTER😁

You are fine. You will be fine.

Don't judge yourself with the critical lens of others. As long as you are communicating openly, honestly with your GF and seeking her consent before trying anything with her while also respecting JM by not sexualizing him to his face and in person you shouldn't worry at all. I mean he doesn't even know you exist💔

Not that he will mind🤭

Try to look outside your friendship group to see if there are other men you find attractive in person. Your friends simply may not be doing it for you.

If you do decide you are gay, find me. Drinks on me🙃

Naa, wait. Yup you rich. Drinks on you😆

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nikethestatue · 1 year

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based on the information in ACOSF, Nesta and Elain would go through the same complications Feyre had when she was pregnant with Nyx. they don't have the womb structure to push out babies with wings unless they have a magic fanny which of course because "fave" 😒

Well, there are 3 major issues with this whole Illyrian baby premise.

(and that's why, kids, if you retcon on book 5 on something important, make sure that it makes a little bit of sense)

If the Cauldron/Mother/The Cauldron's Swirling Eddies paired Feysand, Nessian and potentially Elriel and gave them mate bonds then perhaps it should've considered all the issues with inter-species breeding. What is the purpose of pairing incompatible species?

(Also, may I add something that isnt discussed, but it's kind of gross to imply that the Illyrians and their children literally tear apart their non-Illyrian mothers because Illyrians are supposed to reproduce exclusively with Illyrians? I am sorry, but it's a very WEIRD concept. It's even weirder because Drakon who is winged can have children with Miryam, who is in fact HUMAN still, and have no issues (gimmie a break with 'soft wings'), but the Illyrians are forever forced to only breed amongst themselves).

The other issue of course is Nyx is 75% Illyrian. So he is basically Illyrian, and of course the ridiculousness of the injunction that Feyre cannot have him in a natural environment in which he is supposed to be born--aka from her when she is Illyrian--is also crazy. 'It can hurt the baby' if she turns back into an Illyrian? I am sorry, Madja. What about killing the baby and the mother?

(Another side note--no Illyrian healers/doulas were consulted in the birthing of this kid? If I was gonna have a winged kid, you better believe that I'd want to talk to EVERYONE who's had a winged kid before me.

Hell, ask Azriel, because apparently he can just stuff Cassian's organs back in his body and 'hold' them in there, while Cassian is like commanding armies and smiting enemies.

Azriel would have a better idea of what to do in this case, than Madja)

Lastly, there is no guarantee that a 50/50 kid would be born with wings. Rhys wasn't. He can conjure them, but he doesn't naturally have them at all times. What is to say that a Nessian/Elriel babies would be different?

Another gross thing about this whole thing is that Feyre, yet again, was completely sidelined. She is so dim, she couldn't bother to pick up a book? Talk to a couple of healers? Do some research on what she might be carrying? Her only comment was 'But the Bone Carver didn't show me a winged baby". GIrl, you really gonna believe a Death God who's been willingly sitting in Prison for 5K years as your primary source of baby info? He is your OBGYN? You couldn't bother going and meeting with some Illyrian women? Talk about--what it's like to have a baby like freakin' Cassian?

I swear this fucking book makes my brain hurt.

Anyway--bottom line is this. We ain't ever gonna hear about Illyrian baby birthing again. That so-called storyline was done and over with, because you know, 2 sisters can't possibly resolve their issues with a good conversation and working together, nooooo, it has to be some ridiculous life and death thing. But it's been done, and just like Tamlin's stone heart and a bunch of other weird things, it will be forever forgotten.

PS Also, did anyone congratulate Nesta on becoming an Oristian and killing Queen B? Didn't think so.

#anti ACOSF #ACOSF

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preciouslittletoonette · 1 year

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I... have been very irritated lately by the sudden discourse or debate (depends on how amicable these sort of discussions ended) over the Ink Demon design in both Batim and Batdr.

Now on a usual day, I'd say "They're both great and everyone's entitled to their own opinion" but today is not such a day. What triggered this you may be thinking?

The whole notion of one demon being scarier than the other.

That..... hmmmm.... that got me.

So I have decided... to do a thing. I would like to say beforehand I really do like the Ink Demon the character. Both Batim and Batdr (Even if I'm more biased to DR). But all this talk of who is better is really irritating. And it repeats over and over and in such a medium-small, relaxed fandom on its way to sleep mode rn: that's something akin to a broken record.

And I hate being told the same things over and over and over again.

So I'm gonna, perhaps quite harshly but at best, just criticise and at very worst completely trash both the BATIM and BATDR Ink Demon's designs and mechanics because as much as I love this character and his flaws, I'm two bad takes of "one is scarier than the other" away from just never interacting with anyone in the Fandom again.

If you haven't caught the vibe already, I don't take anyone seriously who says one Ink Demon is scarier than the other.

Are you seriously trying to convince me that Batim's Ink Demon is scary? BATIM? The guy whose head looks like a crescent-shaped stress ball smacked onto a malnourished human body? The guy who can get stuck to a crate during a chase? BATIM? Ink Bendy?? Gtfoh

BATDR Ink Demon ain't very scary either. Grotesque, maybe, certainly more than stress ball. But the gross does not scare me very much

Almost like horror is pretty subjective and its not worth fighting over what's scarier

BATDR: The hunchback ain't it chief. Why couldn't we see him in full size, back straight in places where his height wouldn't be restricted. Your posture sucks babe.

BATIM: The legs. The fucking legssss. Need I say more

BATDR's thighs are stick thin and honestly no way will his lower body be able to support his gigantic upper body. I'm not willing to "cartoon logic" reason him out of this.

You cannot tell me that between DCLT and the first cycle of Henry's newborn hell that the Ink Demon is still limping from the injury Buddy gave him. What happened to invulnerability

Ways to incapacitate/kill the Ink Demon (Guarenteed to work): Go for the Legs Apparently (on both of them).

Look: getting chased by a monster is scary and slightly distressing in certain situations, but if the monster constantly gets stuck/glitched in the stairwell and amongst the crate and debris while you're trying to run away from him, he loses intimidation and a lot of it.

Also does not help if a good amount of his chases are scripted. Also does not help if his story presence is next to nothing in the most lore heaviest chapters.

Speaking of glitch: The glitch of the Ink Demon being able to get you in the vent. Makes my eye twitch.

"But Precious these are game glitches that's not fai-" I know

Honestly the nature of being chased by the Ink Demon on both games is relatively the same. It all ends with you hiding from him. Why does it matter that he chases you vs appears in front of you after a certain amount of time. You're still experiencing the same anxiety of trying to find a place to hide before he can kill you.

BATDR's claw length is annoyingly long. Honestly a lot of his body proportions are annoying. If he insists on walking on his hind legs holding his hands like a Jurassic Park Velociraptor, he best prepare to fall flat on his face. His balance must be so off holy fuck.

I still find BATIM's zombie walk wack, I'm not sorry.

BATIM's design just isn't all that visually interesting imo, this I am sorry for.

BATDR's design is interesting but it's both too little and too much. I'd list what I like but this is meant to be a negative post. I'll keep my positives in different post perhaps. I think Dark Revival's would benefit from some cartooniness but not as much as BATIM's ugly stress ball head.

This felt good to get out.

#ink demon #I'm tired of the Batim Ink Demon vs Batdr Ink Demon discourse and debates #so this is going to be scathing to some who really likes one over the other #batdr #batim #bendy and the dark revival #bendy and the ink machine #the ink demon #batdr ink demon #ink bendy #long rant #was trying not to be based honestly #i had to put aside my nostalgia for batim and my crush on batdr to make this #was this petty? yes #do i care? no #will i really leave the fandom if it ever gets bad? i left Animaniacs for less so yes yes i will #will still enjoy the game but i will not fandom interact again

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truly-morgan · 6 months

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[a|b|o, α!Mob wants to mark his mate with cum (18+)]

MobRei | Mob Psycho 100 Omergaverse 23-05-2023

[#mobrei, bukkake, a/b/o]

Reigen wasn't so sure what had come over his mate, really he wasn't usually like this, even when in rut. Mob had never been this possessive, marking every inch of his body with bite marks, hickeys and his scent. As if it wasn't enough to make everyone know that Reigen was /his/.

Maybe suddenly having many alpha clients coming to the office hadn't helped, especially when many had tried being handsy and flirty with him. Probably didn't help that he had tried teaching Serizawa how to massage people, which had led to the other alpha's scent sticking to him a little bit due to Reigen being the test dummy. Poor Serizawa had looked pitiful under Mob's glare and low growl when he came back to that.

All of this cumulated with Mob's upcoming rut had likely not helped.

Reigen had never really been into being come onto, it felt kinda gross when it cumulated too much. Yet today it was as if Mob just decided to ignore his whine about it, doing it over and over again (not that he was allowed to do so inside without proper protection anyway).

Reigen could tell he was marking him some more like this, knowing it was kind of common for alpha to smear cum all over their omega to scent them more strongly, but Mob had never really shown any interest in doing that, even less with Reigen's distaste for it.

Reigen was coming down from yet another high of pleasure, feeling tired after the many rounds (he wasn't young anymore). He felt a bit confused when he felt Mob moving up the bed, straddling his upper torso and keeping him from moving much.

"Arataka" the alpha mumbled, hand working on himself, gripping at his forming knot.

Reigen was a bit too late to realise what he wanted to do to stop it, closing his eyes by instinct as Mob started coming all over his face.

Reigen could feel the hot semen landing on his face, some likely messing his hair up even more. Could feel drip a little, making a sticky mess of his face.

He didn't like it at all, maybe he should scold Mob later.

But his inner omega was revelling in the act.

He felt embarrassed at how he was whining and purring at the action, not moving at all as he took it all. Something deep in him overjoyed that his alpha was marking him like this, was using such a method to do so on him.

He felt drunk on the heavy scent it was leaving behind.

Really, the only thing he could smell at the moment was Mob, all over and around him.

When he finally opened his eyes again (not without cringing a little at some having landed close to his eyes and stuck to his eyelashes), he found Mob looking down at him, looking so pleased with what he had just down. He could feel the happy rumble coming from him, travelling through him and only feeding his inner omega even more.

They stayed like this for a while, Mob lazily smearing his come around, until he finally moved off of him.

He nuzzled against his mate's neck, kissing him and calling out to him as he carried him to their bathroom. At least his young alpha still had enough mind to try and make his mate comfortable after what he did.

Reigen hope this wasn't going to become a trend, even though instinct wanted it to.

Although, he would lie if he said he wasn't at least a little happy that Mob wanted to mark him that badly to show off who he belong too that he would use that method.

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(sorry this one is shorter, bukkake ain't my thing tbqh 😂😭 prolly turned more to facial, I am no bukkake expert, but I didn't want to turn it into multisomme when that option lost in the poll 😂)

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#tweet archive #mp100 #mob psycho 100 #mobrei #reigen arataka #shigeo kageyama #kinktober summer rerun 2023 #omegaverse #marking #scenting #tumblr won't let me tag what I want but guess this will do #it's all in the header anyway #nsft #alpha mob #omega reigen

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soupedepates · 6 months

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"Tell your sib what is upsetting you", Mingzhu said while pouring him some herbal tea. "Also give it a taste, this is a new recipe."

Junjie wiped his nose, then sipped a bit of the infusion.

"It's... really fresh."

"I know, right? I've tried cardamom in my mix, it'll give you a hit, like caffein but like, less addictive."

Mingzhu sat on a chair, and treated themself with a homebaked cookie.

"So, tell me, I'm all ears."

"Rawel proposed", he let with a sob. "And... I just... I just can't. I feel like I've thrown away my life, jiějie."

"You haven't. Dear, younglings are so dramatic these days!"

"I am just three years younger than you!"

"You're still my baby brother", they humoured him.

Mingzhu drank quite a bit of their own beverage, then spoke with a soft voice:

"While I agree he knew you have some... engagment issues, and that it really isn't the good time for you to think about getting married, Rawel is a good chap. And you love him. And he loves you. What did you do?"

"I... I ran away and ghosted him."

"Give me your phone."

"Whaaaaa-"

They waited for Junjie to hand out his phone, which he did eventually. They unlocked it, and texted a laconic "Here's Junjie's older sibling, Mingzhu. We've met before. Junjie won't be here for the next days, probably weeks or even months, he needs to deal with his own life. Here's my number to keep you updated on his state...".

"Read it, then send it."

Junjie sent it immediately.

"Now that he knows you aren't well, he will probs understand and connect the dots."

"Or he'll leave me because I am a horrible person."

"Kid, say that again about my brother and you won't have any more of my biscuits", they smiled.

"You're no fun."

"I am your elder, this ain't my job."

He sighed.

"I... want to go back in time. When it was easy. Rawel is a good man, but he is... too sweet. Too... too kind! I feel so overwhelmed, and then I am bored because this isn't as exciting as I am used to. And I feel guilty, I feel like I don't deserve it. I don't know, jiějie, I really don't know. He is so soft and caring and... I am just dirty and stupid, I suppose."

He blew his nose in another tissue, before getting another sipping from his brew.

"I don't understand how he works and I play mindgames all the time, trying to push his buttons to guess how he functions. But he just... He just... sighs, takes a walk and comes back never a tad bit angry at me! He sits me and then we talk and talk and talk and he makes me feel so vulnerable and I can't even tell him how miserable this makes me feel because he will hurt me if he knows!"

"I am sorry to break your illusions, Junjie, but he knows you are vulnerable. But - and this may shock you - that doesn't mean he will abuse you", they said. "You had... quite your share of unhealthy relationships, and I know how this is and- Oh wait, I have a text from your boyfriend."

Rawel sent her a long message they found quite endearing, telling them in substance "I am so worried, but if he is with you it puts my mind at ease. Thanks for being here and taking care of him, and you are very nice to keep me updated."

"What a sweetheart", they noted.

"He is. He has been bringing me flowers every week since he knows I love plants, since I am living with him, you know. Since he saw I flinched every time he put on some music at home, he has been putting on music I like and take my hand to dance in the living room, to get me used to enjoy music again. And..."

Junjie couldn't help but weep like a child. Gross, ugly cries, the lost hopes and dreams over the years choking him now he had the chance to realise them all. Mingzhu took his hand, looking at their brother with compassion.

"I love him so much, jiějie."

"I know."

"When we are having sex, he always asks me if it's okay, if I'm feeling good, he stops if I ask him to... We don't argue loudly even when I am the worst human being on Earth. He just takes the time to calm down and he talks, gently, kindly, he never throws things at me, nor hits me, never never never! His touch is always so gentle... I feel so nasty all the time, jiějie, I am feeling so guilty to... I don't know, corrupt him..."

"I know, Junjie, I know."

"He makes me feel safe. And loved. And worthy of love. I am not, I-I am scared he would discover it and... and..."

They gave him another tissue.

"Listen", they sighed, "stay here until you're ready. Once we're done with our tea, we're going to look for a good therapist for you. We both know you need it, and this is the best moment to start working on your issues in my opinion. We don't have to schedule an appointment today, we'll do it when you'll feel ready, sounds good?"

Junjie ate a second cookie, and whispered "yes" so softly you couldn't hear it without paying attention.

"Want a hug?" they offered.

He jumped between their arms, weeping. He was safe. He was at home. Mingzhu and him had always been in the corner of each other, for best and worst. They wrapped their arms tightly around his body, to make him feel protected, and murmured him some words of reassurance.

"We'll make it, you'll make it, Junjie."

It felt like a rainbow after the most violent thunderstorm.

#siblings #healthy siblings relationship #healingjourney #oc #writing project #writeblr #les voisins d'en face #they are Nangxian's kids yeah #they also have a big sister but she isn't in the picture #healing after trauma #love #and love will save the world #and yes I've cried multiple time writing this bc i was listening to treehouse - alex g on loop

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