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becca-is-not-well · 1 year

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HI

I'm Becca (as you probably figured out) and my friend said I should make a fanfic Tumblr cuz I wrote some for them.

I'll probably be writing mostly xreader fics, whether platonic or romantic. I will write smut, but preferably nothing too vanilla. I am REALLY exposing myself here. NOTHING NON CON.

This is the only time I'll be fully serious: If I write about heavy subjects (depression, anxiety, SH, etc.), it is simply to let people know they aren't alone and to help them through it. I am not in any way romanticizing it. As someone who has been through all three examples and much more, I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy. I've written things for myself about my comfort characters helping me through shit and it genuinely helped me so much, I would love to do that for someone else.

If you know me in real life... no you don't.

All are platonic OR romantic unless specified otherwise

Who I plan on writing for:

Harry potter:

Golden age

Marauders (especially Sirius my beloved)

Fair warning I HATE Snape his "redemption arc" was BULLSHIT

Good omens:

(Said friend got me hooked)

Aziraphale (platonic)

Crowley (platonic)

Aziraphale & Crowley (ineffable husband's with platonic reader)

Riverdale:

(This is lowkey embarrassing oml)

Sweet Pea

Veronica lodge (love her)

Betty Cooper (PLS RAIL ME)

Jughead Jones (I'm weird. I'm a weirdo.)

Sandman:

My friend got me even more obsessed with this holy heck

Morpheus (my skrunkly baby I love him sm)

Death

Desire (is it getting hot in here??)

Matthew(ONLY PLATONIC WHY WOULD WANT ANYTHING ELSE WITH A LITERAL BIRD THE FUCK)

Lucienne (I need a hug from her)

Hob Gadling

Lab Rats:

(Why is this also embarrassing kskeidhxb)

Chase Davenport (been in love with him for forever)

Adam Davenport

Bree Davenport

The Rookie:

(Is this niche??)

Tim Bradford

Lucy Chen

John Nolan

Supernatural:

Sam Winchester (my baby)

Dean Winchester

Castiel (not my cup of tea but I see it)

Twilight:

Jacob Black

Carlisle Cullen (i love DILFs)

Charlie Swan (again. DILF.)

Jasper Cullen (yes. As in the 👁👄👁 mf)

Emmet Cullen

Rosalie Cullen

Big Time Rush:

(Half of these things feel like a confession)

Logan (LOML)

James

Kendall

Carlos (underrated)

Wizards of Waverly Place

(WHY AM I SO EMBARASSED ABT SO MANY OF THESE)

Justin Russo

Alex russo

Harper Finkle

Teen Wolf

Stiles Stilinski

Scott McCall

Isaac Lahey (UNDERRATED)

Derek Hale

Malia Tate

Hunger Games

Finnick Odair

Peeta Mellark

Haymitch Abernathy (I said what I said he's hot fr)

Katniss Everdeen

Gale Hawthorn (not the Canon mf tho he sucks ass)

Other random people:

Billy Russo (punisher)

Caspian (Narnia)

(I fucking love Ben Barnes)

The Darkling (Shadow and Bone)

Alina Starkov (Shadow and Bone)

Spencer Reid (criminal minds) (yes im one of those. Are u surprised?)

Legolas (bAbYy!!) (That's an inside joke)(LOTR/Hobbit)

Clark Kent (smallville)

Mac (MacGyver reboot)

I also like writing poetic type stuff so let me know if u want me to post some of that lol

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erabu-san · 10 months

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Hmm I apologize again for the rant !

It is not the first time I am doing it. I might forgot to put "please don't tag it as ship" under my drawing of tighnari cyno. Please, do not !

I love them as best friend, I love them as brother/found family, I don't mind the queerplatonic relationship at all

But their romantic side make me pretty uncomfortable. No hate ! It is my own taste.

Shippers are always welcomed and I am so glad you like my content 💕 but all my art concerning them (unless I tag the ship) are purely platonic. I just ask for some respect of my taste and not reblog my art with the ship tag.

I don't want to block, because I am genuinely glad you enjoy my work and as a young artist, it means a lot for me. Thank you so much 🙇 !! But as a human, I can't deny how uneasy it makes me feel.

Thank you for understanding !

#rant #I blame nobody #i am clearly not used to block ): I should tho but I know those who tag ship are not mean at all </3 #it is fine if you don't know.#but i saw people reblogging my art with shiptag even if i said “do not”#my art is like my only safe place please respect it #this ship is so popular and I clearly stop to interact with the fandom because of that #i clearly ignore when I saw one in my timeline /dashboard becausz I can't do nothinf against it except masking the account #but I beg you. not. under. my. post.#not in my DM #why i feel obligated to justify myself 😭#but yeah !!! the ship is valid and full of greenflag !! wholesome !!#but I only enjoy them platonically !!! please respect 😭😭😭 I SWEAR I AM DESESPERATE WHY IT IS SO HARD FOR SOME TO RESPECT THAT OMG #gosh on twitter someone said me “ignore ??? what did you expect ??? it is the most popular ship”#I AM TRYING I AM LITERALLY NOT SEARCHING FOR FANART 😀#feeding myself with my own food #that's why I am so grateful for people who support me. thank you. 😭#and how could I ignore a comment under my post ??? interaction are so important for me I read everything #ANYWAY SORRY FOR RANTING !!! IT IS CLEARLY A /NOTMEAN POST !!!#next time I won't forgrt “do not tag it as ship”#but urgh if I do this I have to do in every post ???? 🤨#and what if I draw tighnari cyno kaveh but I don't mind ship with kaveh ??? 🤨🤨🤨 (plz still don't)#tHERE IS PLENTY OF CYN0N4RI ACCOUNT IF YOU WISH TO SEE MORE CONTENT OF THEM !! Please support them <<3 mine are platonic !#but clearly. imagine you are obsessive about two characters <<3 #but their popular ship is the one who make you the most uncomfy 😀#so you decided to just stop looking at fanart and not bothering anyone 👍👍#but it came under your post and your DM 😟#AAA SORRY I AM SALTY I SWEAR I AM NOT USED TO FEEL LIKE THIS ):<#anyway plz take care ilove you mwah 🥺🥺🥺🥺💕💕

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frozenwafflesagain · 1 year

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This is so stupid but I promise you won’t be disappointed

@thevillagequeer, thank you for the inspiration

#I am begging you to watch this #please validate me #the umbrella academy #TUA #tua memes #umbrella academy memes #umbrella Academy fan edit

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many-gay-magpies · 3 months

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the bassist of my old best friend's band is bi

#grasping at straws in terms of old bff #i am eternally internally just begging like. PLEASE BE QUEER IT WOULD MAKE ME FEEL CLOSE TO YOU AGAIN #but alas straight people exist 😔#magpie thoughts #as for the bassist tho her 'pretty ppl' insta story is just #half vic de angelis #which is so valid and i want to be her friend now

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1980s-jean-ralphio · 8 months

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sometimes (especially lately) I feel like the connections I’ve made here don’t mean as much to other people as they do to me. and maybe that’s true.

but then I remembered that when I deactivated/ disappeared for a day, how many mutuals had already looked me up, found me, and followed the new blog before I even started trying to find anyone myself and still looked like a bot. All this when I thought I’d be remade and set up before anyone even noticed I was gone.

so this is me acknowledging that maybe what I think is not the same as reality .

#I refuse to beg for validation but my social anxiety is putting me through it lately #and I’m really sorry if I seem emotionally disengaged from you guys #I would love this episode to be over asap #and the ‘what’s the point of making connections’ coupled with all the dumb changes taking place here #had me toying with ‘why am I still on this site at all’ feelings #tj talks

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twig-gy · 7 months

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throwing this out there for no discernable reason. thoughts?

#one of those posts where i am begging for validation #fun fact: doing this is really hard so if you give me criticism #in any way #i will immediately die #anyway probably not posting fics bc i still feel like i am Wrong At All Times about The Lore #and Characterization #and idk how to write plot #and i hate sharing my writing #well i want to but i am so c #scared #i am just a level 1 goblin i will not give any exp #anyway don’t kill me please #AAAAAAAA reconsdering #feeling productive might fake my death so no one hears about this #okay alright this. is fine #WAIT SHIT FUCK I ADDED MY ADDICTION IN THERE #tw sh #tw self harm #self harm tw #cw sh #cw self harm #self harm cw #is that good #okay this. is fine #sorry y’all i completely forgor #i just add the sh stew into literally anything i write #it is called projection #anyway really sorry if that triggered anyone

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lumiilys · 2 years

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POV: You are taking measures to be able to look for stolitz art in peace

#I’m glad people have the decency to tag it at least #and I’m not saying people can’t criticise!#But some people seem to only engage with vivzie’s stuff from a place of hatred #and that’s annoying #I am begging people to stop engaging with things they hate it isn’t healthy #ANYWAY #I’m ranting cause it’s annoying to have to scroll past angry posts when I just wanna see cool art #ALSO IF YOU ARE HB CRITICAL DONT COME AT ME #i /have/ seen a lot of valid criticism #and I think it’s stupid that ppl will attack people for any kind of negative opinion #it’s just #seeing fandom discourse is so annoying #I’m just here to have fun #wish tumblr wouldn’t include those posts in the main tag but whatever #thanks for tagging them at least #helluva boss #stolitz #Ollie rambles #sorry for this btw I don’t usually wanna put discourse on ppls gls #*tls #this is why I don’t wanna join new fandoms anymore hahahah #found my safe corner for the last 2 years

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gonzocoded · 5 months

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if you bring your loud child to the library please FOR THE LOVE OF GOD take them to the youth department!!!! PLEASE I AM BEGGING YOU ON MY HANDS AND KNEES

#there are times and places where children should not be allowed to scream #and one example is in the adult department of the library at literally any time of day #we have youth department for a reason #if you do not need to be in the adult department with your child THEN DON’T BE #people come here to work and study in a quiet environment #they do not come here to listen to you play trucks with your screaming toddler #use the designated area for that #i am not trying to be rude but dear god it shouldn’t be this hard to figure out #we encourage being loud and playing and having fun IN THE APPROPRIATE AREAS #the adult department is not the appropriate area #please i am begging you to be aware of your surroundings and considerate of others #and the part that really bugs me about this is that i’m not allowed to ask them to relocate unless a patron has made a complaint to me #but of course no one ever makes a complaint even if they want to bc they don’t wanna sound mean #and my own personal inability to get MY work done doesn’t count as a valid concern apparently #god. it’s so incredibly frustrating that people are so inconsiderate #i have nothing against children!! but there are designated areas in the library specifically for children to be loud in #it’s not that hard to just use them #ok rant over sorry #anya.txt

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queerofthedagger · 8 months

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some of yall will really reblog anything no matter just HOW obviously fake it is if it be comfirming the biases and just. i know this is the pissing on the poor website but jesus fucking christ

#mona rambles #'i can't fact check everything' OBVIOUSLY. the solution here is to NOT REBLOG IT then #like all discussions on fucking basic media literacy aside #if there isn't a source. if there's clearly inciting statements SO obviously meant to get people mad #(staff DELETED the IMAGES and ops ACCOUNT they are SCARED of our opinion. be so fucking serious rn)#and you cannot be fucked to fact check for whatever reason (valid)#the answer is not. to say ehh fuck it #like. this is a relatively harmless example (on purpose) but like..... girlypops i am begging #the shit some of yall have put on my dash makes me WORRY #anyway. again. i know this is the piss on the poor webbed site and I'm preaching to a wall #but.yeah.sigh

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theghostofashton · 10 months

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#the fact that i've seen so much biphobia online this pride month makes me so sad lmfao #the amount of posts about how bi women with bfs aren't valid or get too excited for pride for people in 'het relationships'#it's so fucked up i am literally begging y'all to unlearn your r*dfem bullshit #people mad that bi women acknowledge they're attracted to women if they're also dating men #the subtle implication that being with a man 'taints' a woman and bisexual women are lesser because of their proximity to men #it's just fucking disgusting it's so disheartening to see #this community desperately needs to reckon w how much biphobia is entrenched #how much harm this rhetoric continues to cause #i'm so sick of it #you are not creating a safe or accepting space you are hurting people.#delete later

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qqueenofhades · 2 years

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So I am genuinely wondering (this isn't a guilt trip vague post, I'm honestly not sure) if people still read my fics, or...?

#hilary for ts #i know that like my 3 or 4 close friends do #and occasionally i get a comment from someone else #but it has been a looong streak of near-radio silence #which okay i didn't update for half the year #but now i am back at it #and i have always been a reliable updater in the past #anyway i still enjoy writing and this isn't an order to COMMENT NOW!#but it is noticeable and makes me wonder if i am essentially talking to myself?#or if people just kudo and bookmark but don't say anything?#anyway the road between 'i write to make me happy' and 'please the Validation i beg you' goes ever on and on etc

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easily-distracted-by-fandom · 29 days

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You say I’m tired

and the world says I give you the stars and the darkness to wrap yourself in

you cry out in terror of the dark

and the world gives you the soft glow of the moon to guide you

you are hot

and the world gives you a cold breeze, wrapped around you like a second skin

yet you rested, and you forgot

you complained you were cold

so the world gave you heat

you cried as you couldn’t see, even in the soft glow of the moon

the world became angry and gave you the sun, to burn into your skin

yet you were happy

and the world said I’m sorry

and the world wrapped a blanket around the world to protect you

and the world said I did this all for you

and the world said I love you

do you love it back?

#The world #idk #random writing #Might be sad #Sleep deprived writing #I should be sleeping but instead I wrote this #Poetry #maybe?#fuck idk #what is this #idk what to tag this #idk how to tag in general #If you liked please reblog #give me validation #i am not above begging #please i’m desperate #please

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insanechayne · 5 months

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#I never fucking learn #went and did something stupid when I knew better and just ended up making myself feel sick #and yet my body still reacts with desire for those old memories even as I feel so nauseous #I hate that any part of me still wants that and still wants you but I can’t give you up #I hate that I can’t cut off this toxicity and I still allow everything in our past and present to cause me so much pain #you’re not worth all of this suffering that I’m doing so why can’t I just leave you behind?#you manipulated me and used me and then threw me away like I was nothing without a second fucking thought and just expected me to deal #life kicked you in the teeth so you turned around and kicked in mine #you said you never meant to hurt me and you never realized that it seemed like you were stringing me along #but how could you not have known? with how much I tried to explain myself and talk through everything with you #you never intended to hurt me but turned on me so quickly it gave me whiplash #you never meant to hurt me but still said and did things you knew bothered me after I’d told you they did #you got mad at me for having feelings and yelled at me for needing clarity #you turned everything around on me and made everything my fault to the point I was begging you not to leave me #and for what? what did I do for you exactly? what am I still doing for you that you want me around after everything that’s happened?#I know exactly what role you fill for me and could tell you with no hesitation #but I’m starting to wonder what I’m doing for your life if not to just fill some desperate need for attention or validation or whatever else #and I think I’m getting ready to move on soon #I may need some time to fully detach and I may still want my final words #but realizations are hitting me now with a different kind of clarity #I still feel so sick over everything but maybe I needed this disgust to fester in me and make me see you for what you are #maybe I needed to feel this shitty to understand all the shit you’ve done to me and the ways you’ve hurt me #it’s just unfortunate you turned out to be another lesson because I’m really tired of learning #personal

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lovphobic · 11 months

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hope your ex burns tbh not only is it so fucked up but also manipulative as fuck kinda making it seem like you'd be dying to hurt them lol also kids?? with this line of thought your ex shouldn't even be allowed to drink much less be responsible for children

TRULY? HONESTLY? she was like ohh i dont know if i can commit to that and this and that bullshit. like ok so somehow being born like this WAS indeed my fault and i did it specifically to hurt you, who was born 4 years before me, who i wont meet for twenty whole years. yes that makes total sense. i gave myself this disease JUST to hurt you.

#another batshit thing she said to me. after telling her i literally cannot drive because my condition has made it so i have had multiple #surgeries on my one eye. ON. ON the eye BALL. and therefore im super light sensitive and THEREFORE would be super super fucking unsafe for #me to drive during the day (sun) and night (people who cant turn their fucking brights off) and she read all this and was like you cant jus #expect me to drive you around everywhere? like YES I FUCKING CAN? YOU WANT ME TO KILL MYSELF AND/OR OTHERS TRYING TO DRIVE MYSELF???#and then there was this other time where i was ''shutting down'' her suggestions to manage my depression. like go for a walk (outside. cant #be in the sun. live near a highway) or play online games (had horrible internet at the time. physically couldnt do that) and she got SO #fucking mad at me for shooting down her suggestions even though i wasnt doing that at all and giving valid reasons i could not do the thing #she was suggesting. and so i broke up with her! and i never got back together with her!#but oh my god she thought i did! and even though i told her multiple times that i made it clear we were not together and that i didnt feel #comfortable getting back together w her because she blew up on me over fucking nothing. she was like so you were just leading me on? you #dense cunt. i would not do that and the fact you have to ask if i would/was doing that proves you dont know shit about me #another time was when she told me. outright. knowing i am very uncomfortable w the topic. that she was going to. and i quote. 'cut the shit #out of my arms tonight' and then left the dm and didnt say shit for like half an hour. and im just over on my end panicking the fuck out of #my mind trying to reach her get any fucking message out of her begging her to fucking not. and then months later she was like heyyy um your #reaction to that moment was pretty toxic? i was having a meltdown and i literally couldnt respond to you in the moment. LIKE OK? YOU COULDV #SAID THAT IMMEDIATELY AFTER? NOT SAID THE INITIAL TRIGGERING THING TO BEGIN WITH?#she makes my fucking blood boil even to this day. there is so much more i could talk about but i think i have made my point crystal fucking #clear. like. you know what. did i deserve any of that? no. and im sorry for whoever has to deal with it next.#and we werent even together for a year. this all happened from december 21 to september 22. just let that sink in. just for a moment.#snail mail

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neuromantis · 1 year

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actually i hope that i never speak to the fucker again but if by any chance my father asks me if i am a man-hating lesbian because of him, i will simply tell him "yes"

#also like autumn last year i was stuck on loop in 'ineed to tell him i forgive him and it will all be normal'#'because he's been waiting to hear these words from me for a decade already'#and like. NO. NO???#it was actually your fault and i hope you live every day with that guilt and REALLY i hope it worsens and you can't fucking live with yours #oh you miss me?? oh you want to cry and apologize and beg at my feet?? AGAIN??#to betray my trust and shit on my forgiveness and fuck with my brain??? AGAIN???#well fucking suffer you deserve it #i want to heal and i think the only way i close this wound finally is by stopping to go out of my comfort zone and try for him #no matter how he fucking wails on the phone or bats his fucking lashes at me #no. fuck you. i am done. it's not my job to forgive you and validate you

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visciously-face-fckd-by-a-cactus · 1 year

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HOLY FUCKING SHIT I GOT POLLS OK OK OK OK CALM DOWN IT'S HAPPENING OH M- WAit

fuck ok i need to actually think of something now shit

umm

uh

#polls #tumblr polls #hellsite (affectionate)#click the button #please #i beg you #please i need validation i cried when my professor thanked me for asking a question today i need something please #no i am not okay #i need a lobotomy #this shouldn't be this exciting #click click click #do it i dare you

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