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#i also think im not attracted to the kind of guy who wants an accessory
freebooter4ever · 1 month
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here i am making fun of this weird rich girl who has been taught to only value her youth and beauty (despite attending an ivy???) meanwhile the only thing i go on dates with these days is my mobile studio bag. big talk from my high horse of loneliness. (but i think i would rather have eternal loneliness than a dictator thanks)
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Heya! Could I get a matchup for the slashers?
I have short dark brown hair and brown eyes. Im not the tallest (around 5’1), I have elegant hands and long arms(i got a good grip too, stronk), i’m skinny with not many curves, and wear earrings :) I wear a lot of dark academia ‘aesthetic’ clothes but have been trying to mix in some grunge/alt. I wear rings pretty often, I never leave without my combat boots 😌 im a male and uhhh thats about it for appearances i think ^^
My mbti is INFP-A, and my top 3 enneagram types are,, 9, 7 and 2
Im pretty reserved and shy at first but once you get to know me im kind and have a pretty good sense of humor (or so I hope), im a big risk taker and live for adventures/new things, im good at comebacks and have been told im pretty humorous. Overall im a pretty quiet person unless its someone im extremely close with, then im pretty loud and really out there, im ambiverted as well so 😃 dksndksjd idk what else to add- uhh- im really calm in extreme situations,, Im not very emotional and its hard for me to cry for other people,, im indecisive at times and laugh whenever im nervous ^^;;
My style/aesthetic ranges and tends to change from time to time, currently I mainly wear dark academia type clothing (really wanna get more techwear/cyberpunk and grunge type clothing but haven’t been able too yet :,) ) lowkey inching towards getting into cryptidcore stuff 👀👀
In three words i’d say; sweet, adventurous, complex
I really enjoy drawing, photography, cooking, gaming, listening to music and crime/paranormal podcasts, reading poetry/fanfic, knife throwing and I really wanna try going camping/hiking :>
In a relationship it really depends, im demiromantic and have commitment issues :,) so if I’m close enough with the person im in a relationship with and can commit i’ll definitely be more involved and be more affectionate and genuine,, everything usually just clicks and im able to really invest myself in the relationship. If its not a very close relationship i tend to be a bit distanced and keep affection to a lower amount that what i would if I were committed, I also tend to not focus everything on that relationship ^^;;
My love language is acts of services and kinda words of affirmation? So I tend to do/give a lot to them, that also includes daily massages 😌 and I crave physical affection so in a relationship I’ll occasionally want long hugs :) its a lot harder for me to open up to a s/o but once i do 🤝 trust
Thank you!! Sorry its kinda a lot :,) make sure to hydrate, eat and take breaks!!
I match you with...
Thomas Hewitt!
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You guys are very similar and a perfect match in balance.
I'm going to do this matchup a little bit differently, going in parts until I get to the part of your relationship itself.
About your appearance. He absolutely DIE for the height difference, it's not news to anyone that this man has size kink and holy shit, you're so cute, everything about you is so small compared to him, he just can't control himself. He loves your hands, and how they're so elegant and good to hold - mostly because it's smaller than his. Accessories make all the difference, he thinks it's your charm and that all your style is far superior to others, because they serve you so well. He just doesn't know how you can be so beautiful just by existing.
He's attracted to your reserved and shy personality, very similar to his, and he's so fucking enchanted by your kindness and how funny you are. Since he always lived in a city and a house where he was treated like a freak, he didn't even have the right to smile. You take him out of his comfort zone, this is something that delights him and lifts his spirits with you. He likes your change of mood and how cheerful and relaxed you are with him, but with others you're quieter, he feels confident, and honestly, he's like that with you too. He thinks it's cute that you laugh when you're nervous and he's always on the alert when you do it around someone.
He's the kind of guy who supports you in whatever you want, including your style, as much as Hoyt turns out shit, Thomas literally wears choruses and people's faces. For the love of God. He thinks you're revolutionary, especially in the situation he's in, it's fascinating. He likes to hear you talk about what you like, he's incredibly interested in the things you do. You are so sweet and kind to him, this man is melting! He doesn't know how to cook, but he would definitely try to help you just to be close to you, as well as see you drawing and how passionate you are about things.
BUT, it can be quite bloody too, as he has a lot of anger issues and you can bet he'd go over anyone who so much as laid a finger on you (as much as his jealousy is mostly based on insecurity. ) Cuddles in the face and hair!!
You both in a relationship would be an exchange of acts of service and daily reassurance. He tends to give much more than he receives, he tries to demonstrate as much as possible - at the limit of what he can do - what he feels. His life depends on long hugs and doesn't force you to talk at all, it's in your time, just as he wants you to respect his. He is 100% faithful and demi in every way too, so it would be a relationship based on loyalty, support, lots of hugs and affection.
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Could we get uuh,,, Todoroki x f!reader who is insecure abt their looks bc they look more "boyish" than most girls? 😳 As much as I love being an androgynous queen, I get insecure sometimes, esp when it comes to guys liking me
this is my first ask im 😳💕💕
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pairing : todoroki shoto x f!reader {fluff}
warnings : none really, like the teeniest suggestive ending, just todoroki being like the best bf ugh 😩
a/n : thank you so much for requesting anon!! i tried my best, im so sorry if it isn’t exactly what you wanted but shoutout to all the androgynous queens you’re amazing !! <3 (also can you tell im terrible at titles pls)
shopping mall dates with your friends were always something you looked forward to, shoto knew this well. so why had you come back to the dorms empty-handed?
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The familiar ringtone playing from your phone woke you up from your slumber, as bright sunlight shone through your windows where the curtains did poor job of providing you with any coverage. You opened your eyes and would’ve immediately shut them if not for the music still coming from your phone on your nightstand.
Swinging a hand blindly over, you felt the cool screen of your device and brought it close to your face, as an all too familiar contact name displayed on the top of the screen.
Grumbling slightly, you pressed the answer button and brought it up to your ear.
“Y/N!! Are you still sleeping??” You almost wanted to hang up right then and there from the cheery girl’s voice ringing into your ear. 
“Mina, it’s-” You glanced over at your alarm clock on the same nightstand, “-literally 9 in the morning, what do you want-”
“Come on! You remember we have another shopping day today, right??” 
You rubbed your eyes and rolled over in bed on your side, away from the blinding light illuminating through the glass windows.
Shopping dates with your girlfriends in Class 1-A took place almost every weekend, something you always looked forward to. Hero training was stressful, everyone was always striving to further improve and expand their quirks and skill, almost never having time for any sort of break. 
Truthfully, you had forgotten about your planned day with the girls today, since it had been a pretty tough week, with work piling up on top of one another, heck, you were barely keeping up your grades. 
“Oh...right.” You ran your fingers through your somewhat messy, medium-length hair, attempting to comb it slightly and getting rid of the small knots that had been formed in your sleep.
“Hey, don’t tell me you forgot - anyways, we’re meeting up downstairs at 10, so see you later!!” 
“Yeah, alright.” 
Quiet beeps signaling the end of your short call with Mina, you sighed and wondered how the alien girl managed to stay so hyper in the morning, not that you were surprised anymore. 
Sitting up in bed, you let out a yawn and stretched out your body, excited for the day to come. 
On some days, you just wanted to sleep in and have a day all to yourself in the comfort of your small dorm room, but these shopping sprees with the girls always took your mind off any troubles on your mind.
Throwing your blanket to the side lazily, you get up from your bed and groggily made your way to the bathroom, phone still in hand. Flicking on the light switch, you cringed at the sudden brightness.
A notification noise sounded from your phone, a smile spreading across your face as soon as you saw who the sender was - your one and only white and red haired boyfriend.
Unlocking your phone, you were met by a few text messages from your lover.
shouu <33 : good morning love, have you woken up yet?
shouu <33 : you’re going out today with the others right? i wish you could come and be with me, but i hope you have fun.💗
Your heart could not handle this level of cuteness in the morning.
Turning on the water to get ready for your morning shower, you typed out a reply to your boyfriend.
                                                             good morning shouto 🥺 i just woke upp
                      imy so much as well, i promise i’ll be with you when i get back!!💕
You stripped off your clothes and hopped into the shower, the water more on the warm side, exactly how you liked it.
After about 20 minutes, you stepped out with a towel wrapped around your torso, the cool air hitting your legs, making you shiver slightly. You made your way over to your closet in the corner of your room, picking out what clothes to wear.
It was scorching hot out, and you were feeling lazy, so a simple black t-shirt and a pair of jean shorts seemed like a good choice.
The time was about 9:40 when you had finished brushing your teeth and mindlessly slapping on some sunscreen, you didn’t want to become tan, after all.
Internally crying, you shoved your wallet with your credit card inside your small purse you usually brought when you went shopping, making a note to yourself to cut down a bit on your purchases. 
You knew that promise was going to go out the window as soon as you step foot in a store, but hey, you always felt better after coming back to the dorms with bags of clothing in your hands.
Deciding to head down to the common room earlier to grab a quick snack to eat, you received another message from your phone.
shouu <33 : i’ll be waiting for you, love.
shouu <33 : are you sure you don’t want to use my father’s credit card? i don’t think he would really care if it gets maxed out, you know.
You giggled at your boyfriend’s message even though you knew he was being 100% serious.
                                                                                   shou...bby, i cant do that-
shouu <33 : alright then, be safe and text me when you get there, okay?
                                                                                                            i will! ily <33
shouu <33 : i love you too :)
When you reached the common room, you were met by pink, black, green, and brown haired girls.
“Y/N!! Good morning!!”
“Good morning, Y/N.”
“Hey Y/N-chan, ribbit.”
“Oh hey Y/N!”
You smile at your energetic friends, Mina, Momo, Tsu and Uraraka, who were all lounging on the couches. 
“Good morning, guys.”
Mina lets out a whine, “Where is Jirou? That girl is almost always never on time-”
“What’s that, Mina?”
A voice from behind the girls spoke, causing everyone to jump and turn at the same time. 
“O-oh good morning Jirou-”
The purple haired girl stood behind the couches, and your eyes scanned over her outfit. A white, loose short sleeve hung around her shoulders, paired with some black shorts. A simple outfit, yet she made it look so much more appealing.
She charged towards Mina, who was now desperately hiding behind Uraraka. It was then that you finally took notice of the other girls’ outfits, and suddenly became all too aware of your own.
Mina, with a pink shirt tucked into her jeans, a black belt as a finishing touch. Her curves showing perfectly, all in the right places. You would expect her pink hair to be messy and puffy, but it was tamed, neatly brushed, and reminded you of soft cotton candy. 
A cropped maroon top, with black jeans, complementing Momo’s smooth, black hair which was put up in a lower pony tail than usual. Her gentle features sure to attract admirers wherever she went. The way her dark bangs framed her face, the way her smile was bright, genuine - an appearance of a true, proper lady. 
You glanced down at your own outfit, trying to smooth out wrinkles in your own shirt. No genius was required to see that you obviously stood out in your group of feminine friends, you being the only female with short hair and a different style.
It wasn’t that you hated the way you looked, but it made you think sometimes that you weren’t as attractive or liked as much, compared to your friends.
“Well then,” Uraraka clasped her hands together, interrupting your thoughts, and grinned. “Shall we get going?” 
You all cheered, getting up and ready to head to the shopping mall. 
Mina locked her arms in yours and dragged you out of the doors, grinning at you while the other girls trailed behind.
“Come on old ladies! We’re gonna max out our cards!!” She yelled at the sky once you were outside, the hot summer air hitting your skin immediately. 
“Hey, who’re you calling an old lady?!” You smacked Mina’s arm, making her stick her tongue out at you.
“Fine, whoever gets there last is an old lady!!” 
Your pink haired friend takes off toward the mall which was located about 20 minutes away from your school, with you laughing and running after her, followed by your other female friends.
The negative thoughts you had on your mind previously vanished as you all ran after one another, not giving a care in the world to the questioning looks passersby shot your ways. Spending time with your friends always somehow managed to brighten your mood, regardless of whether they knew how you were feeling or not. 
And your love for them could never be put into words.
6 girls arrived at the Misako Mall, panting, out of breath as they bought water from a vending machine.
“Oh-” You pant, fumbling with the buttons on the machine, inserting a few coins in and watching as the bottle falls to the bottom. 
“Ura-ha..ha...Uraraka, you’re an old...ha...lady!” Mina teased the gravity-quirked girl in between breaths.
“Yo-you’re so mean, ha, Mina,” Uraraka coughed, sputtering as she practically shoved the water bottle down her throat, drinking half of the bottle in a few seconds.
“Slow down - ribbit - Ochaco-chan,” Tsu patted the said girl’s back, making sure she didn’t choke.
“Well, guys, where do you want to go first?” Momo spoke up, after you guys rested a bit on the benches in the lobby. 
“I kind of wanted to check out the accessories in that shop we passed earlier,” Jirou scratched the back of her neck awkwardly, nodding towards a shop near the entrance of the mall.
You all turned to look at the store she was talking about, not surprised to see the exterior of the shop decorated in dark, emo-style accessories - exactly Jirou’s style.
“I want to go there too - ribbit,” Tsu nodded in agreement, this time shocking the group, since Tsu had always seemed to be into more cuter accessories. 
“I was actually interested in that one over there,” Momo tapped her chin thoughtfully, gesturing towards a high-class looking store on the second floor of the mall. 
“That looks nice! I really like that white dress they have in the front,” Uraraka stared dreamily at the level above you guys, and an idea popped into your head.
“Why don’t we split into pairs? That way, we can all check out the stores we want to and meet up back here when we’re all done!” Your suggestion earned approving nods from the rest, all of you agreeing to text in the groupchat you had when you were finished in your stores.  
Tsu and Jirou, Momo and Uraraka, and you and Mina walked off into different directions of the mall, chatting excitedly.
You and Mina decided to first go into a casual-styled store filled with jeans, tops, jackets, etc. 
Walking into the store, a friendly cashier at the counter greeted you guys, who you both smiled back at.
Thankful for the cool air conditioner providing a contrast to the burning weather outside, you scanned the racks for anything that caught your eye.
“Oh! Y/N look here!” You turned to where your pink friend had ran to, spotting her a few aisles down.
Making your way towards her, she holds up a light pink, off the shoulder top decorated with small flowers and a lace ribbon in her hands eagerly.
“Do you think this would look good on me? I really like the color!” She beams at you, holding the clothing item up to herself, admiring it in a tall mirror nearby. 
You study it for a second, before smiling back at her and nodding excitedly in agreement.
“It suits your skin color so well too! You should go try it on!”
“You think so??” She grins at you happily as you chuckle back in response. 
“You should pick out some clothes first, then we can go to the changing rooms together!”
“Okay, let me look around a bit more!” You walk off to the other side of the store, studying any clothes that may peak your interest. 
A striped red, orange, and white button-up shirt catches your eye, hanging on one of the racks. You take it and hold it up to your torso, satisfied with the way it looked. 
Keeping it around your arm to try on later, you decide to pick out a few more clothes to try on to avoid making multiple trips to the changing room. Just as you were about to turn around and continue your search for more clothes, you felt a figure approach behind you. 
“Hey, uh, sorry to bother you but I thought you were really pretty, and I was wondering if I could get your number?”
A voice made you turn around, and you were met by a man who looked a bit older than you. 
He was standing right in front of you now, his eyes staring at...the top of your head?
You cleared your throat awkwardly, not expecting the sudden question. 
“Oh! Thank you, but I have a boyfriend already, I’m sorry-”
The man’s eyes finally focus on your face, before laughing at you.
Wait, what?
You furrowed your eyebrows at the still laughing man, who looked down at you like you were a mere piece of dirt below him.
“I’m not talking to you, you’re not even pretty?” He scoffed when you gaped at him. 
“I’m talking to the hottie behind you,” He grinned and stared past you to whoever was standing there.
You slowly turned around, expecting to see some random stranger behind you, but you were met by a puff of familiar pink hair.
“O-oh, Mina...” You mumbled, not wanting to make eye contact with your friend, disheartened from the man’s words.
You were never one to get bothered by anyone’s words, especially not from a stranger, but this one hit you differently.
“What did you say to my friend?! You wanna repeat that, huh?!” Mina yelled at the man, steam almost emitting out of her pink ears. 
“Woah, calm down, pinkie, I just wanted to get your number - I didn’t know she was your friend.” He chuckled, and glanced at you again.
“Just saying, you could do so much better.” It was like bullets, the man’s words, aimed straight at your heart.
Storming up to the man, Mina slapped him directly on his face, leaving both of you in shock.
“Say that again, I dare you!!” You ushered Mina away from the furious man despite her protests of wanting to beat him up.
“Hmph, who does he think he is?!” You stopped walking when you guys were a good distance from the stranger.
You bit your lip, trying to suppress your emotions and not make a fool of yourself in a public space.
“It’s fine, I-I don’t really care,” Sighing, you gave Mina a small unconvincing smile, which she saw right through.
“Are you okay, Y/N? Don’t listen to him! He’s just blind,” She huffed, crossing her arms over her chest. 
You chuckled softly, trying to change the subject, “I’m fine, come on, let’s go try on our clothes.” 
Mina sighed, eyeing the one top you had on your arm. “You only have one shirt? Don’t you want to try on more?” 
You scanned the racks around you guys, randomly picking a pair of black plaid pants, flashing your friend another smile. 
“It’s okay, there’s not much I like here,” You grabbed her arm and led her into the changing rooms, chuckling at her pile of clothes hanging over her arm. 
“You sure got a lot, Mina.”
“Their clothes are really nice!!” 
Mina and you went into rooms besides each other, and you could hear the girl squealing while trying on her clothing.
Instead of trying on your clothes immediately, you slumped against the white door, taking a deep breath, the man’s comments still on your mind.
You’re not even pretty.
You could do so much better.
Wrapping your arms around your torso, you looked in the mirror on the wall across you, taking in your appearance.
There were few things about you that would seem appealing to any man, and you should’ve gotten over the stares people give you wherever you go by now, but it was hard.
It really was.
Of course people would be attracted to Mina first, or anyone in your friend group, for that matter. She was outgoing, kind, bright, and feminine. 
Tears poking at the corners of your eyes, you quickly wiped them away with the back of your hand before they fell. 
Why couldn’t people just accept who you were?
Why couldn’t people accept the fact that you were happy in your own body, and that you loved yourself the way you were?
The common stereotype that all females had to be feminine, had to be proper, you were tired of it.
A loud knock from the other side of the door you were leaning against sounded, and you jumped a little, before hearing your friend’s cheery voice. 
“Y/N! Are you finished? I want to show you the top!”
“Oh- One second!”
Quickly tidying up your appearance to get rid of any hints of your silent breakdown, you unlocked the door and looked over Mina.
You were right.
The light pink color of the top really did complement her skin color well, her slender shoulders were exposed, and the lacey ribbon around the collarbone area of her shirt gave it a finishing touch.
Gasping, you admired how good it looked on her, while she giggled and jumped excitedly in place.
“It looks so beautiful on you Mina!!” You gave her a small hug, giggling along. “It’s like it was made for you!”
“Thanks!! What about your clothes?” She nodded towards your top and pants still sitting in the changing room, untouched.
You coughed, “Oh- uh give me a second, I still need to try on the top,” She nodded and pushed you back into the room eagerly.
“Show me when you’re done!”
You nodded and smiled back at her before walking back into the room and locking the door behind you.
You had already lost all interest in shopping today, but reluctantly changed into the striped button-up shirt, looking at yourself in the mirror. 
It was okay, nothing really special, and you certainly wouldn’t be spared any second glances from anyone. Not that you cared, you were already in a happy and healthy relationship with Shoto.
Shoto.
A thought suddenly popped into your mind. 
What did Shoto think about your appearance? Coming from a rich family, it was only natural that he would be into proper, feminine females. 
Why was he even dating you? Does he actually mean it every time he calls you beautiful?
Maybe you should change your hairstyle. Or the way you dressed. Maybe then, Shoto would love you.
Maybe then, he would think you’re beautiful.
Running your hand through your short strands of hair, you suddenly didn’t want to be here anymore.
You wished you were in the safety of your dorm, under the blankets where no one would have to look at you.
You were probably an eyesore, walking around everyday at school, getting judgmental looks from left to right.
Shaking your head, you tried to push those thoughts to the back of your mind, straightening yourself back up.
Unlocking the door again, wanting to get this day over with, you were met by a excited Mina as she looked over at you. You noticed that she had changed back to her own shirt.
“You look great Y/N!!” She hopped excitedly over to you as she admired your top.
You shrugged, glancing down at your top. “I mean, it’s okay, I guess.” 
She raised her eyebrows at your response, asking worriedly, “Do you not like it?” 
“Not really, it’s kind of plain.” Sighing, you picked at the sleeves and wrinkles of the shirt. 
“Oh,” Mina pursed her lips together, cocking her head to the side. “That’s alright, then. What about the pants?”
Truth was, you had forgotten to try on the pants while you were inside, and you didn’t want to risk purchasing something you weren’t sure would look good on you.
“Oh-uh, I didn’t like that one too much either,” You glanced back at the item still hanging in the changing room.
“Oh no,” Mina pouted. “Are you going to buy anything?”
Biting your lip, you shook your head. “Guess not.”
It wasn’t really that you didn’t want to buy anything, you just thought that at this point, it didn’t matter what you wore.
Because, you weren’t as feminine as other girls.
"Give me a second to change back, and we can go to another store.” She looked like she was about to say something, but decided to close her mouth and nodded instead.
The remaining time you spent with Mina was just her jumping around stores excitedly and you mindlessly staring at clothes you wouldn’t ever buy.
It was about 2 in the afternoon when you all decided to meet back up, ready to head back to school.
You realized that you hadn’t bought a single item in the past 4 hours spent in wandering around the mall. 
“Y/N! Did you not buy anything?” Momo asks worriedly as you and Mina approach the other two pairs in the lobby.
You shook your head at the tall girl, sighing, “Nothing really caught my eye today.”
“Oh, we can walk around a bit more together if you’d like!” Uraraka offers, holding a large bag in her own hands.
You smiled at her words, shaking your head again. “No, it’s alright! I’m sure we’re all tired, let’s head back.” 
“Gosh, this weird man came up to us earlier and had the audacity to call our little Y/N here unattractive??! And then proceeded to ask for my number??” Mina huffed, clenching her fists dramatically at the memory.
You chuckled awkwardly. “Mina, you didn’t have to slap the poor man.”
“Poor man? By the sounds of it, he hasn’t learned his lesson yet.” Jirou speaks up, cracking her knuckles, eyes darkening. “Where is he?”
You laughed. “Jirou-”
“Oh dear, that’s terrible.” Momo patted your shoulder. “You’re very beautiful, Y/N, you know that?” 
You smiled at the kind girl, letting out a deep breath. 
“I understand where he’s coming from, though...” You mumbled quietly.
“Did you say something, Y/N?” Uraraka asks from next to you.
Shaking your head quickly, you link your arms with the brown haired girl, grinning at everyone. “Let’s head back now!”
Pushing open the large glass doors, you were met once again by the humid air, the sun’s rays burning down on your exposed skin.
The girls chattered happily about their new purchases, peeking inside the others’ bags and taking a couple out to show.
Even though you walked in the middle of Uraraka and Momo, you couldn’t help but feel left out, not having any new clothing to wear.
Swallowing the lump in your throat, you nudged Momo, making her turn around and look at you.
“Hey Yaomomo, what’d you get?”
She smiled and opened her bag for you to peek inside, and you almost had to close your eyes from the amount of bling inside,
Bling, meaning dresses decorated in gems, with a few jewelry pieces and other accessories. Of course, there were a couple casual wear on the bottom of the bag.
“Oh, I’m not even surprised anymore,” You pretended to huff at Momo, turning the other way.
“You’re so classy and fancy, Yaomomo, are you trying to flex your class on me?” 
She laughed, slapping your back lightly. “Oh sorry, I just can’t help that I’m so rich and proper.” 
You tensed up at her words. Of course, you knew she was being sarcastic, but her use of words hit the same spot in you again as earlier. 
“Hey guys...” Mina starts, wiggling her eyebrows.
“What?” An ominous feeling settles in all of your stomachs. 
“Last one to the dorms is an old lady!” 
All of you groan, watching as the pink alien girl takes off once again, having no choice but to follow behind.
6 girls arrived back at the dorm building, panting once again. 
“Mina- ha, I swear to - god,” You breathe out, pants coming from all six of you.
Mina just giggles at you as you all arrive back in the common room. Your classmates are sprawled out in different places throughout the room, and their heads all perk up simultaneously at the new arrivals. 
Bakugou were surrounded by Kirishima, Kaminari and Sero, as always, trying his best to swat them away. 
Tokoyami and Aoyama were chatting in the kitchen, while Iida, Midoriya and Shoto hung around the TV, watching whatever movie was put on.
Ojiro, Koda, Shoji, and Sato were nowhere to be seen, you guessed they were up in their own rooms. 
“Oh, hey guys! Welcome back!” A certain red-head’s voice chirped from the middle of the room, flashing you all his big smile.
“Hey Kirishima!” Mina smiled back at the boy before making her way up to her own room to organize her newly bought items. 
Momo, Tsu, Jirou, and Uraraka followed after her, while you made your way over to where your boyfriend was on one of the other couches. 
“Hey, love.” Shoto smiles at you softly as he opens his arms for you to give him a hug. 
“Hey Sho,” You happily accept your place in his arms, tired from the long day you had. “I missed you.” 
“I missed you as well,” He plants a small kiss on the top of your head. He was about to say something else before a realization dawns on him.
“Love, did you not buy anything?” You gulp, afraid that your boyfriend would see through your feelings and ask you what was wrong.
“Oh- uh, I just didn’t feel like anything caught my eye today!” You shrug, hoping that he would accept your answer and move on.
Of course, Shoto could be dense at times, but he is everything but stupid.
He always knew how you adored these little shopping sprees with your girls, and never once had you arrived back empty handed. On top of that, your vibe just seemed a bit...off.
“Can we go to your room and cuddle? I’m a little tired,” You look up at him, to which he responded by giving you a small kiss and chuckling.
“Of course, let’s go, love.” 
After saying goodbye to Iida and Midoriya, you both made your way to Shoto’s dorm, immediately flopping down on the bed after stepping inside.
Shoto laughed softly at your eagerness, wasting no time and following in after, wrapping his arms around your waist and pressing you flush against his chest.
The warmth and vanilla scent of your boyfriend was enough to calm you down and get rid of any past bad thoughts you were having earlier that day.
You felt him bury his face inside your hair, inhaling softly your shampoo from this morning. Normally, you would’ve swooned at the action, but it somehow made you feel uneasy. Insecure.
Shriveling away a little from his body, you were met by a very confused Shoto staring back at you.
“...Love?”
You bit your lip, not sure how to explain why you seemed uncomfortable.
“I-,uh, Shoto?” Your eyes made contact with his as he hummed in response. You decided it was now or never.
“Do you...think I’m pretty?” Biting your lip anxiously as you awaited his answer.
Confusion flashed through your boyfriend’s face. What kind of a question was that?
That was what he wanted to ask, until he noticed the tears forming in your eyes, and worriedly sat up, bringing you with him.
“Of course I think you’re pretty. You’re beautiful, darling.” 
Not convinced, you sniffle before asking again, “Really?”
He furrows his eyebrows together, lifting you up and onto his lap so you were straddling him now, both of you in a sitting position.
“Did something happen, love? Why are you asking me these questions?” He reaches up to wipe a stray tear that had slipped its way through your eyes with his thumb. 
“No reason-” You started, but your boyfriend’s piercing gaze told you he wouldn’t take that as an answer.
Taking a deep breath, you avoided his eyes as you began to speak.
“Today, when we were at the mall, a man came up to me, called me pretty, and asked for my number-”
Shoto raises his eyebrows, to which you wave away quickly.
“-I thought he was talking to me, but turns out he was speaking to Mina, who had been standing behind me. He then called me-” You cleared your throat, a bit anxious for your boyfriend’s reaction. 
“He said that I wasn’t pretty, and that Mina could do so much better than being friends with someone like me...” Your voice trails off as you felt Shoto’s grip on your waist tighten.
“He...what?” You could’ve sworn you saw flames flicker behind Shoto’s eyes, his left and right hands heating and cooling on your sides without thinking, to which you yelped a little, surprised by the temperature change.
His eyes softened, looking down at your waist and rubbing it softly. “Oh- I’m sorry, love, I did not mean to hurt you.”
You shake your head, smiling at him. “You didn’t hurt me at all, Shoto.”
He exhales deeply, looking into your eyes. “Baby, you’re the most beautiful, kind, amazing girl I’ve ever met in my life. Don’t ever listen to what anyone else says, you’re absolutely perfect the way you are.”
Shoto plants a deep kiss on your lips, tears threatening to spill over at his touching words.
When you pull away, there’s still a lingering thought in the back of your mind. 
“Don’t you ever wish - that you had a more...you know...” You rubbed your eyes, sniffling as the first few tears made their ways down your cheeks.
Shoto tilts his head to the side as he pulls you closer to his body, rubbing soothing circles on your lower back. 
“A what, love?”
“You know, a more...feminine...girlfriend?”
You nervously glance at him, waiting for his response. 
There’s silence for a moment, and your heart drops. 
“Who ever said that girls have to be feminine?” 
You directly look into his eyes for the first time that evening, confusion plastered on your face.
Shoto has a soft and loving, but firm expression as he speaks. 
“I don’t care if you dress, or appear differently than other girls. There is no “correct” way to look if you are a certain gender. You’re absolutely beautiful no matter what you do, or wear.” He leans forward to peck your lips once again.
“But...when I look at someone like Yaomomo, she’s just - so much more attractive and proper than someone like me...”
Shoto sighs, tilting your chin down to look at him.
“Proper? What’s not proper about you, Y/N? Your hair? Your clothing choices? Baby, you could wear a trash bag, have long hair - or even shave your head bald, I’d still fall in love with you all over again.” 
You giggle a little, making him chuckle, seeing that he successfully cheered you up a bit.
“I mean it, Y/N. I love you, and I’ll continue loving you, forever. Please don’t ever feel like you have to compare yourself to other girls, because you’ll always be the prettiest girl in my heart.”
Your heart felt like it was on the verge of bursting as you leant forward, kissing your boyfriend deeply. It was like all your emotions were expressed through that kiss. It was almost as if Shoto’s loving words washed away every single insecurity that has ever passed your mind in your whole life.
“Thank you so much, Shoto. I love you, so, so much.” You both grin as you placed your foreheads together, noses brushing against each other. 
“I want you to say it, love. Tell me you love yourself, and that you’re beautiful.” 
Your face heated up from the request, placing your hands on Shoto’s shoulders and trying to push him away, only to have your wrists caught by his strong hands as he leaned closer. 
“Come on, Y/N, I’m waiting,” he smirks at your flustered expression. 
You pouted a bit, before taking a deep breath, embarrassed from Shoto’s intense stare.
“I-uh- I love myself the way I am, and...I’m beautiful.” You squealed and cover your face with your hands after finishing your sentence, not used to those words coming out of your mouth.
A laugh escapes Shoto as he pries your hands away from your face, placing a kiss on your nose. 
“That’s right, love. What do you say we go shopping tomorrow, just me and you?” 
Your eyes brightened at the idea, and Shoto could feel butterflies flooding his stomach. 
“Yes!! I’d love that, Shoto,” You threw your arms around your boyfriend’s neck, burying your face into his hair.
He chuckles in response, leaning back and studying your face for a moment, making you confused.
Then, he takes your arms and pushes you back until your back is pressed against the bed, pinning them above you. His body hovers over yours, as his knee sneakily moves up to place itself between your thighs.
“But right now, let me show you just how beautiful you are, darling.”
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billionairebabes · 4 years
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Quarantine Update - Extensive Post
Hey babes!
Like many, I have a lot more time at home which means I’ve been able to spend more time thinking about what I want for my future and now. It’s been a great time to identify my strengths and weaknesses as well. Utilize my strong suits and strengthen my weak ones. Here’s what I’ve realized and have been doing in quarantine. 
I’m a Leo as some of you know from my bio but for the astrology girls out there I’m going to mention that I am a Virgo Moon and Rising. I strive on structure and schedules. I make plans for everything. There are probably more than 50 sticky notes in my room currently and growing. I’m THAT type of girl. Now that most of us are home most of the time, we don’t have the same structure and schedule as we did when life was normal. I’m not the type of person who can plan out every hour of my day but I do have a list of things I strive to complete for every day of the week. There is a whole list of things that I do every day that I won’t mention here because they’ve become habit now. The List below are tasks I have to be intentional about.  It looks like this: Mondays: Manifestation & Journaling + Setting Intentions for the Week Monday & Wednesdays: Guided Workouts (YouTube) Admittedly, having a hard time integrating this into my routine. & Face Exfoliating + Teeth Whitening Wednesdays: Do work and research for business idea Tuesday & Thursday: HTML + SQL practice on Codecademy Friday: I use Fridays to feel human. I get dressed and do my makeup to keep my skills sharp. Still perfecting getting my lash strips on. I’ve tried lash extensions but the application process was unbearable to me. Just tears and headaches lol Saturday & Sunday: Spiritual Reset & Journaling: Days to practice being still. Intention setting meditation and stuff. Little more reading on the law of attraction, the law of vibration, scripting etc. I do my full body exfoliation on the weekend too. Honestly, just once a week works for me. I alternate between a ginger scrub I got from The Body Shop and a dry brush. Lastly, I clean my apartment on either one of these days. I tidy up nightly during the week but weekends are when I do the more intense cleaning like swiffering and the stove. 
Finally getting serious about getting my MBA! I’ve always wanted my MBA but now that I have a clear business plan and idea, it’s now even more important to me. It’s also important to me that I go to one of the top programs in the country. I graduated in December from undergrad but my GPA was okay. I have to be very intentional about preparing for the GMAT as my score there will likely have to compensate for my GPA. Going to a top business school for me isn’t just about the academics but more so about the connections. I saw a post about Megan Markle a few weeks ago that inspired me to strive for academic success on that level. I’m debating between Business Administration and Supply Chain Management. I guess the cool thing about wanting an MBA is that most top programs require that I have 2 years of work experience so I have time to figure this out. 
I’m looking to completely overhaul my wardrobe. I kind of refuse to buy anything right now because I really don’t know what season it’ll be when we’re actually let out of quarantine BUT I’m still online window shopping. Pinning away on my Pinterest board. My goal is to look put together regardless of what I’m doing. Like a t-shirt and leggings should make me look like that girl with a few basic accessories that I’ll likely wear every day. I’ve also always had dark hair, 1B - Jet Black Weave. This year, I want to experiment with a brown highlighted look like pictured below (couldn’t get it inserted directly under this paragraph for whatever reason) 
IM MOVING TO MIAMI!! Jk, well at least not yet. I’m just practicing how I’m going to say it when my move becomes official. I’ve been to Miami more than a few times and honestly, I just love the city. There’s a different type of zen and happiness I feel when I’m there. I love beach life and city life. I’ve been watching Miami vlogs nonstop. I’m going to begin my scripting soon. I recently contacted an old SDBF who’s in real estate for advice on whether to try to buy or rent. I already feel the excitement of moving there and feeling is the key to manifesting. Today, I will be making a “moving to Miami” mood board. I may share that with you guys. I’ve even started collecting inspiration photos for my Miami condo/apartment. I use Canva to put together little inspo pics. I’ve never moved and lived in a new city on my own before so even the challenge of this move excites me. I know for certain that it’ll make it step out of my comfort zone and with that comes insane growth. Life is too short to live in fear so I won’t. There are some things I definitely want to have in order before I move though and I may expand on that in a different post but yeah my mind is made up. I’m going. Plus sugaring in Miami is >>>>>>. If any girls live down there and have any advice, I would love love love to hear your thoughts. 
 I want to be intentional about putting myself out there. I tend to lean more reserved and lowkey but for the next level in my life, I’ve realized I’m going to have to lean out of that a little more. I did some real soul searching to figure out why I am the way I am. Won’t share that here but I know the extra effort will be worth it. I’ll be starting small by actually posting pictures on to my Instagram. I get so critical and nit-picky that I inevitably post nothing at all. I’ll work my way up to actual content creation one day. I went to Bangkok, Shanghai, Phuket, and Paris all within a 2 months span and didn’t post a single picture from any trip.  We’re still less than halfway through 2020, I’m ready to grab the second half or last quarter by the balls lol. 
Really I do mood boards for everything. They keep me inspired and in the vibration of the goal I want to achieve. When I’m really in the moment I’ll write a coinciding script. Like with my business idea mood board I will be writing about what a day in my life as a CEO looks like. What I’ll wake up and wear. What my mornings look like, what I eat, how I feel etc. Scripting is honestly so powerful and I recommend it to all you babes. 
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Conclusively, this is what quarantine life looks like for me. I’ve also been cooking so much more and trying my hand at new recipes. A few days ago I made sausage, egg, and cheese pockets with some pastry dough I made. Some days are better than others but I do the work to keep myself in a positive mindset. I’m alone and don’t want to spiral. I’m home all day now and would love to chat up about you guy’s goals and quarantivities. 
XXX, 
BBC
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aharris00britney · 4 years
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ASKS 19
It’s 6am and Brandon woke me up when he got up to go to work so now... i answer asks bc i cant sleep. 
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@mileyzangel said: Can you please make a Harley Quinn hairstyle from both Suicide Squad and Birds of Prey?
I went and watched Birds of Prey the other night and it was really good. Brandon went to sleep I think tfgvhb. But I doubt I’ll try doing her hair from either of the films. @enriques4 is working on one for her Birds of Prey look if you are interested in that <3
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Anonymous said: is tiny living worth it? im leaning towards the gameplay although i love cas. is the gameplay as bad as people say?
I honestly don’t think the new beds do anything. They’re... there. Lmao I think the CAS and buy items are very nice. If we get some cc murphy beds then that would make them a lot more usable tbh.  
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Anonymous said: how do you and ayoshi keep making some fantastic collabs?? y'all are literally the first people i go to when I make a fresh install and I can't wait to see what you do next
Anonymous said: AxA CC KINGS!!!
Anonymous said: you guys didnt have to snap like that on AxA
Anonymous said: I LOVE EVERY SINGLE PACK U AND AYOSHI DO PLEASE KEEP MAKING MORE
Anonymous said: another iconic ah00b x ayoshi collab YAS LESSGOOOO
We put a bunch of cc ideas (hair and clothes) in a discord server we have together and then work on the stuff together on call usually so each item is the way we both want me. Like for example i’ll be meshing the Ivy top while he works on texturing the ribbed version.  We also only do collabs when they happen, we didn’t plan AxA 2019 or this new set, mainly just made cc starting in May and wrapped it up in July to release in August. Then this time we started making stuff late December and got most of it done by the time I got done with my break. Having a planned collab/deadline makes stuff less stressful and the stuff usually turns out better imo
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Anonymous said: hi! ur sims are so prettyyyy what skin texture and eyes do u use?
Anonymous said: hi! wcif the eyes of the sim in the edit that Dogsill edited for you please? thank you!
Anonymous said: Hi! I really love the way your sims looks so, I was what skin and eyes you use?
I actually am changing my default eyes so I need to update my resource page soon ;n; but the skins they use are all listed for each sim on the resource page here
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Anonymous said: you always name axa packs by the year but this one was named after a season those that mean.... 👀
We are wanting to do something in the fall, just not sure how our lives will be then ya know? There’s a chance that this will be the AxA 2020. Since we weren’t sure I didn’t want to label it that if 2 AxA’s release this year lmao
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Anonymous said: what game is the pokemon thing you're playing!? pls help a guy out i'm in love with the art style
Pokemon Sword and Shield (I have shield) for Nintendo Switch. I’ll prob post more pics once I get some new shinies :P
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@kristabunny said: lol is it bad that when I saw your Santana hair I read it as Satan Hair XD
tbhhhhh it was lowkey referencing that lmao. I made the hair in October for a speed meshing video and since it was around Halloween I was like “lemme give her an almost demonic name” also Santana from glee is a queen
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Anonymous said: Tbh I absolutely adore your female cc but I LIVE for your male cc!!!
Thank you! lmao the only thing I can take full credit for is the AxA male hairs. I mesh the clothes for packs but ayoshi does the texturing for them.  
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Anonymous said: Could you have a go at the updo Dua Lipa has on the cover of her Future Nostalgia? The high bun with a flick in it and the strands of hair down the sides. Thanks if so :)
I’m not the biggest fan of the hairstyle tbh ;n; but we will see. (Physical is a serve, just saying)
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Anonymous said: So ive never played pokemon before until my friend gave me a copy of pokemon moon. I love cats so of course my starter was a litten, but i had no clue about evolutions or anything like that. I was heartbroken when my cute litten turned into some big man cat :(
omg noooo ;n; yeah Litten is a cutie... incineroar is... well I got used to him tbh and kind of like him now? I absolutely hate scorbunny’s evolution (and most of the SWSH starters final evolution) so I think that made incineroar slightly better in my eyes. My shiny litten will be staying a kitten however :)
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@multifandom-slytherin said: Hello! I love your cc! Would it be possible for you to make the bangs from your Bree Hair a separate accessory that you can put with other hairs (for example the BG low ponytail)? Thank you so much!
Anonymous said: have u considered making or allowing someone to make an acc version of your handmade bangs?
I have thought of doing accessory bangs tbh, I just like... don’t like using accessory bangs myself. So I’m not sure if I’ll end up doing it. I might try it for myself and see how many hairs they work with, and if it is a decent amount I’ll release. 
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Anonymous said: First off I want to say how amazing all of your hairs and collabs are! Second I was curious if you ever thought of going back to your old hairs and updating their thumbnails / display indexes so they matched your stuff now?
I really really wanted to have all my 2019 hairs updated by 2020. It was only January 2019-April 2019 that needed updated (thumbnails and display indexes). But I just lost motivation for doing it. I will focus on it next time I have a big break from school. Also planning on updating select stuff from 2018 and 2017. 
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Anonymous said: please put Sophia Barker in the gallery. PLEASEEEEE it's the most beautiful sim I EVER seen! >:3 PLEASEEE!!!!!!!!!!
She should be on there? I think? Make sure you have CC enabled and if you can’t find me through the gallery her tray files are here
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Anonymous said: Hi! After the recent patch I started having a small issue with Bree hair(without bangs), when I zoom out it looks like a completely different hair, something similar to that one basegame hair that's layered with tips pointed outward but longer. Thought I'd let you know, maybe others have had a similar issue or maybe I need to change a setting or something. Love your work so much!
Really surprised this is the first time someone told me about this lmao. The hair should be updated now on SFS/Patreon <3
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Anonymous said: I tried to look around for this on your "Asks" portion before bothering you (so sorry), but do you have a link perhaps for all the lips you use on your models? Are they in game or a cc you create? Thanks so much! Love all of your work! I'm super new to cc stuff and I found yours like 2 days ago and have been going nuts with downloads lol 
like presets? None of my cc models use a lip preset. I do use this slider on some of them though. For lipsticks, that is listed for each model on my resource page <3
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Anonymous said: i’ve been looking for a hair like lexi that i actually like forever and now i find it but it’s for paterson peeps and i’m like actually broke and i’m like :/
im sorry ;n; at least it wasn’t too long of a wait? :/ I hope you liked the hair
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Anonymous said: I can't find your jisoo ponytails in your downloads?
they’re in my retired section... may they rest in peace. scroll to the bottom of my downloads and youll see ‘RETIRED.’ click that for the retired download page. 
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@eclypt-0-sims said: Hi, I recently started making MM hair and I know you're probably an expert at this but; every time I go into CAS to test a hair, all of my accessories clip with the hair. Like the hair texture would cover some glasses if my sim was wearing glasses. I don't know how to fix it, someone told me to delete an eye weight in blender but I don't really understand weight painting that much, any suggestions? love your content btw
this is a late as hell reply i’m sorry. I think that you have texture where the glasses texture would be. Hair texture should only be in hair section or hat section (if you don’t want it hat compatible). Here is a UV map layout that I use for making hair textures. It shouldnt have anything to do with weights
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Anonymous said: Do you use reshade when you take previews for your cc? and also is the tropical punch ombre overlay a palette or did you make it?
I do use reshade when I take cc previews. It adds a bit of saturation to my sims and gives them some shadows under their chin/clothes. Nothing major. Also, myself and @imvikai came up with the tropical punch palette together.
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@little-eris​ said: You probably have answered this before but who drew your tumblr icon? I’ve seen the same art style with other simmers 👉🏼👈🏼 it’s super cute!
thank you! here is their twitter 
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Anonymous said: The male sim in your Tiny Living review looks soo familiar; was there inspiration from anyone IRL? The person he reminds me of isn't even famous so I don't even know! He is very pretty though *-*
He was a gallery sim that I just revamped a bit so I’m honestly not super sure lmao. But he is very attractive yes I agree
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that concludes this ask ceremony please collect your things and move to the exit to your left. fvghbjn if you sent something I didn’t answer and it was off anon I’ll get to you soon (person who asked what beards I used for AxA... I see you)
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haikyuuphilia · 3 years
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hello, i’d like to rq a male romantic matchup for haikyuu please! i’m a scorpio sun, virgo moon, sag rising, and libra venus. im an isfp and somewhere between ravenclaw and slytherin (pottermore is wack) but i think i lean more towards slytherin. i’m quiet and reserved and i have a huge rbf, but in actuality i’m a chill person. i’m very perceptive and intuitive, i can read the room and people easily so i always know the right thing to say. it makes me a bit of a social chameleon so i dont really have a group that i truly belong to since i jump around a lot, but i guess its made me well known amongst my peers since im so adaptive to people’s personalities.i trip over my words when i don’t take the time to calculate what i say so i don’t really talk much unless i’m comfortable with who i’m around. that being said i am a ball of sarcasm and chaos when you get to know me, but even then i’m still so chill and don’t really raise my voice ever. i have a sense of humor ofc, its all sarcasm + memes + dumb jokes and i laugh at a lot of things. i’m a night owl and sleepy all the time, i can fall asleep just about anywhere but also don’t underestimate how long i can stay awake. uhh i’m an art history nerd, and i’m really good at and really like humanities subjects like literature but i also really like psychology, and i’m not the best at sciences and math lol. still the top of the class tho! i also dance ballet so i’m pretty active, but i can be lazy if i don’t think something is worth my energy. my ideal dates don’t have to be something super fancy, in fact i prefer not constantly having fancy dates even if i do like to dress up in pretty dresses. so things like naps together or going to a lantern festival are cute dates for me. also?? ngl i have good taste in fashion, i primarily wear dark colors + earthy tones but i don’t mind dressing outside of those colors. my fashion aesthetics are a fun mix of streetwear + dark and chaotic academia. in the end tbh i just want someone who understands me, like even tho im low maintenance there are gonna be days where i just need to stay in my room, no talking and just recharging. i wouldn’t mind if my boy was there with me and i don’t mind if he wants to push me outside of my comfort zone a bit but not too much b/c i dont wanna burn out lol. he’s welcome to be with me while i recharge, and if he needs to recharge too i’ll be there with him (: sorry this is super long!! thank you <3
hiii i really enjoyed reading it, so no problem at all! you sound exactly like one of my irl best friends, which is so nice. (by the way -- it’s so interesting that the four signs you gave here are all from different elements!) and thank you for sending a request <3
i match you with...
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→ suna rintarou
you two would click instantly and stay together after that
aquarius isn’t typically very compatible with scorpio, but to me, your mbtis and interests make up for it
and given your libra venus, he was probably attracted to you at first sight
(also i see him as a slytherin!)
he loves your humor because his is the same
even likes when you make snide or sarcastic remarks lmao
also very sleep all the time!!! 
he’d really want to take naps with you, even in the place of a “real” date
suna thinks spending time with you and holding you close is better than having to deal with other people anyway
loves your sense of fashion so much, too
he’d be up for subtly matching with you, e.g. matching accessories, all black outfits, plaid, you name it
goes to all of your ballet performances even though he knows nothing about dancing
not normally a showy or arrogant guy, but he’ll be like “yeah my s/o is top of the class and does ballet and is really funny and kind and gorgeous” all the time ugh
date him to be 100% charged all the time <3
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→ kuroo tetsurou
very compatible with you!!!
a fellow scorpio sun who i see is definitely also a ravenclaw/slytherin
but you two aren’t completely alike -- he’s a good complement to you, whether you’re chill or active
kuroo’s really cares about academics, meaning he appreciates how smart and diligent you are
if you’re ever struggling with a chem concept, he’d love to tutor you (and maybe teach you about “chemistry” beyond that 😳)
in return, though, he needs help with humanities and social science classes
anyway-- he’s also an intuitive person, so he understands you deeply
doesn’t mind that you’re less talkative with people you’ve met for the first time
he likes that you open up when it’s just the two of you
and he’d love to have chill, low-profile dates like festivals at night or chilling at home
kuroo would like active dates, too, but he’d never take you far out of your comfort zone
10/10 boyfriend!
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huangfilms · 6 years
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Pet Shop Worker!Kun
summary: i volunteer at different places a lot so i don’t stay in one place for more than a week or so but i started volunteering here and wow you’re kind of cute so i think i’ll stay here for a while
requested by: my sweet baby munchkin @kunuwu thanks for waiting oh-so-patiently for this!! i love you sweetie!
(A/N) here ya go,,, it’s been such a long wait for this i am so sorry sweetheart but! i have finally written it! it took a lot of perseverance for me cause i have no motivation for literally ANYTHING and i didn’t know how to approach this but!!! i hope you liked it I Love You and your random messages about nct in the early morning <3 (also im sorry that hs tutor mark isnt out yet i’ll probably do all these headcannons first HAHA)
let’s say you’re a college student
and you love to volunteer places in your free time cause you live like this
everyone knows that you volunteer places but never stay volunteering at one place for too long
cause you like to explore and see what you like
and this week you decide to volunteer at a pet store near your dorm cause!! you love animals
so when you first go in youre in awe because wow! these animals are super cute fat uwu
you walk up to a worker to ask where you can sign up for volunteer hours
and this worker looked a little surprised cause no one really volunteers
also
this worker was kind of cute....... just saying
anyone with eyes would agree
but anywho
so he goes into this office thingy and gives you this paper which you could fill out and start volunteering the next day
and you take a look at his name tag and it says ‘kun’
when you’re done filling the paper you’re all like, ‘thanks kun! the name’s y/n! i’ll see you tomorrow!’ :)
he gives you a smile and you melt and then blush 
you hope he didn’t see you blushing cause it was pretty intense
but he did
he found it endearing cause you’re cute too
so anyway it’s the next day
and you come into the shop at around 1 pm so you aren’t really early but you aren’t late either
when you go in you’re greeted by kun who probably saw you walking to the door
he hands you an apron and told you that you could feed the animals, the food is in the back 
while you’re feeding the fish, you sneak a few glances at kun
boy was attractive how could you nOT
and sometimes he would already be looking at you with a shy smile
but then he would turn red because you caught him
and throughout the whole day you guys are just like,,,, smiling at each other and just looking at each other
blease talk to each other or something
it becomes like 5 pm and you wanted to go eat but you still wanted to go there after cause it would be open until like,,, 9
you go and tell kun that you’re just gonna go to the fast food restaurant down the street and ask if he wants anything
you also add in if it’s okay that you go back after eating
and he says that he has dinner packed in the staff room, and that yeah of Course It Is Okay
so you eat or whatever and its like 7 when you walk back
and when you come back in, you see kun talking with someone
you don’t want to disturb them so you check on all the pets quietly
you can faintly hear them talking, and you hear your name so you look up very subtly
‘how’s your new volunteer? do you like them????’
you can hear a slap and you try your best not to giggle so loudly
‘they’re really cute but i just met them yesterday so i don’t really know how they’re like’
‘‘do you plan on getting to know them??? you’re blushing’
and then his friend laughs and you hear another slap
‘in all seriousness though, i think you should, it wouldn’t hurt to try!’ and then when you walk near the birds you can see his friend waving bye and exiting
you clear your throat while looking at all the accessories to make it look like you just weren’t listening to them
‘oh, y/n! you’re back whendidyougetback’
and you look over to see him red in the ears
‘i came back around thirty minutes ago? i didn’t want to bother you since you were talking with someone.’ and then you smile at him
and he just flushes even more ‘did you hear what we were talking about?’
‘you just shyly nod at him, and then he groans a little but before you could filter your mouth you say
‘i think you’re cute too’
and now you’re the one who’s blushing
then you two begin to talk to each other and then it becomes 9 pm and suddenly he’s walking you home
walk you home by nct dream? i agree
you find out that he goes to the same college as you but you guys major in two completely different departments so that’s why you’ve never seen him
but you find out that you guys have mutual friends
inch resting that you guys haven’t met until now LMAO
so anyway he just goes in a quiet voice, ‘i’ll see you tomorrow?’
and you grin and say ‘of course! see you!’
and when you turn around you’re grinning so hard your face starts to hurt
fast forward a weeks
you and kun become really close in that small time frame
and one day you get a text from your close friend doyoung, ‘what place are you going to volunteer at now??’
you reply, ‘actually i think i’m going to volunteer at the pet store a bit longer than usual’
he only sends you the eyes emoji cause over the week he visited you like twice but he see you throwing heart eyes at that dude kun you work with
he doesn’t know much about him cause you refuse to say anything
you reply to doyoung saying that you two are just friends 
anyway you’ve been going there everyday at the same time and kun always walks you home
you two are always joking around but he still gets a little shy
i mean it’s understandable you get a little shy sometimes
like when you guys are walking to your home sometimes your hands would brush and you get really shy
but anywho!
fast forward to like a month later
and you don’t have the heart to volunteer any place else cause you like spending time with the animals
and with kun
he’s gotten bolder
he hugs you when you guys say bye at your door
he asks you out to lunch when you don’t volunteer and he’s off of work for the day
he’s just been a little flirty too
during the month you meet some of his friends briefly when they go into the store
and they’re all loud but its all g cause they’re cool people
he meets some of your friends too
like your younger ones who have Very Big Mouths
‘yeah they Never stop talking about how cu-’
‘OKAY chenle you can like,,, go now!! by e sweetie !!!!!!!’
what kun doesn’t know is that you texted chenle saying that you’d buy him ice cream if he never says anything else while hes in there ever again LMAO
and chenle quickly shut his mouth
but anywho
since the pet store was closing a little earlier than usual, you ask kun if he wanted to go somewhere instead of straight home
you two go to the park near by and just talk and play around on the swings and chase each other around when one says something jokingly
when you guys become tired, you sit on a bench under a light and just take a breather
‘so i’ve heard that you don’t really stay in a place to volunteer for more than a week’
you freeze cause WOOPS
‘what made you stay?’ and then he laughs a little but you can see that he’s blushing as well
‘a certain worker was friendly and interesting so i guess you could say i stayed to get to know him better’
you’re looking at the floor when you say this though
and theres so much red on your face its pretty comical
then kun laughs a bit and you look up at him cause he’s so-
cute
and his laugh is literally your favorite sound sigh
it’s like the gates of heaven open up-
just kidding the gates of heaven open up when he smiles
but anywho !
you two call it a night and you guys walk to your house
while walking, you felt kun grab your hand and intertwine your fingers
abby: screaming
your mind: chaos
HE’S HOLDING YOUR HAND ! 
so you squeeze his hand and then smile up at him
when you arrive at your door, you lean up to kiss his cheek!!!! and then he
he gets flustered !!!!!!! what a cutie :’)
‘i’ll see you tomorrow kun!’ and then he’s just frozen at your doorstep with a big grin and he just waves
cause his mind is in overdrive hes sure he won’t say anything coherent if he opens his mouth
when you shut the door, he leaves with the BIGGEST grin on his face that his cheeks are sore when he gets home
okay so the next day! 
when you arrive at your usual time, it’s quiet in the shop
and that’s unusual cause kun has at least a few of his Loud Friends over so you kinda miss the noise
it just feels,,,,, empty
there are some other workers and they’re looking at you With This Look and its a little weird
cause why??? are you??? looking at me??? like that???
and when you see kun his back is to you
and then you go to tap his shoulder and ur about to say
‘yo what’s going on’
but then he turns around with a cute lil puppy and the puppy is wearing something
he grins and just hands the puppy to you
‘go out with me’
‘kun how am i supposed to go out with a dog isn’t that be-’
he kisses you
on the Mouth
WOOOOO
YOU ARE GOING! CRAZY! 
you really don’t know what the Freak Is Going On but hey you kiss him back!!!
it’s a weird angle since you still have the dog in your hands LMAO
he pulls back and he gives you a Cute Lil Smile HNNGNGSKJDFSF
anyway fast forward like a week or something
you tell kun that hey!!! i think it’s time i start volunteering somewhere else!!!
and he has a pout on his lips and hes all like ‘whatever makes you happy bub!’
‘you make me happy’
and he blushes HEHEHHEHE
but when you start volunteering some place else kun visits you all the time
and he gives you sneaky kisses and hugs you Every Where You Go
when both of you guys aren’t working/volunteering, you guys go on cute dates
one time you guys went to a dog cafe and?? the most?? precious??? ever??????
but anyway this is getting Really Long so! 
to end: kun would be just as soft with you as he is with the animals
he will always walk you home if you’re out late
Everything Is So Good and soft and 
one day you guys adopt a pet together! so that means you guys moved in somewhere in that time frame LMAO
but anyway !!! kun with animals is such a soft concept ugh my Heart Is Fragile Don’t Touch Me
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i was tagged by @cuddlyjongin literally like a year ago maybe?? found this in my drafts and i was like ok sounds like fun
1. LAST TEXT SENT: I texted my boss that i won’t be going on vacation with my family this summer hahah 2. LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: umm thats so hard but like yellow, grey and blue idk?? 3. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP TODAY: ten am i think 4.WHAT WERE YOU DOING LAST NIGHT AT MIDNIGHT: driving home after hanging out with friends :’’) 5. NAME SOMETHING YOU CANT WAIT FOR: hmmm i guess living alone and hopefully being able to work as a musician if that works out 6. LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR MOTHER: about three hours ago when she came to my room to say goodnight aaaa luv u mum<33 7. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU WISH YOU CHANGE ABOUT YOUR LIFE: ooh thats tough, no idea tbh??? life is pretty good atm 8. WHATS GETTING ON YOUR NERVS RN: the slight headache im starting to get :((/(/ 9. RELATIONSHIP STATUS: ?¿?¿+? ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ 10. FAVORITE TV SHOW: oooh uh skam, oitnb, sense8 and steven universe were the first that came to mind 11. FIRST BEST FRIEND: hmmm probably Ami when we were like 10-12 i miss her :///( 12. LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW: london grammar yass 13. 3 FEARS: the ocean, spiders and failure lmao 14. 4 TURN ON’S: cute butt, nice hair, cute laugh and being funny (this is all v generic but come on its tru) 15. 4 TURN OFF’S: being rude, disrespectful towards people, hateful towards people and mean to animals 16. SEXUAL ORIENTATION: g a y 17. MY SENIOR QUOTE IN MY YEARBOOK: that’s not a thing in sweden lol 18. FIRST THING I NOTICE IN A NEW PERSON: their smile maybe 19. SHOE SIZE: about 42 20. EYE COLOR: v dark brown 21. HAIR COLOR: (dark) blond 22. FAVORITE CLOTHING ITEM: hmmm maybe one of my soft sweaters 23. WHAT COLOR UNDERWEAR I’M WEARING RIGHT NOW: dark blue 24. ULTIMATE BIAS: 25. ULTIMATE BIAS GROUP: 26. FAVORITE SEASON: autumn i think 27. HOW MUCH TIME I SPENT ON DESIGNING MY BLOG PAGE: literally haven’t touched it in 2 years 28. THE REASON I JOINED TUMBLR: i think my friend showed me but i don't remember exactly 29. LAST BOOK I READ: currently reading “goodnight mister tom” it’s probably my favourite book (apart from hp) 30. DO I EVER GET “GOOD MORNING” OR “GOODNIGHT” TEXTS?: yes but we don’t actually say good morning lol 31. WHEN DID I LAST HOLD HANDS?: this morning mmm m<32 32. HOW LONG DOES IT TAKE ME TO GET READY IN THE MORNING?: like an hour?? 33. HAVE I SHAVED MY LEGS IN THE PAST 3 DAYS?: no lol 34. WHERE AM I RIGHT NOW?: my bed <3 35. DO I LIKE MUSIC LOUD OR LOW: not too loud but not actually low? 36. 3 THINGS I LOVE: music, my mum and dogs 37. HOW I FEEL RIGHT NOW: tired and a lil stressed 
38. SOMETHING I REALLY, REALLY WANT: more cuddles  39. 3 THINGS THAT UPSET ME: people who are mean to animals, feeling like im not appreciated and when people don’t listen to what i have to say 40. WHAT I FIND ATTRACTIVE IN OTHER PEOPLE: woah too much to make a list, pretty eyes and lips i guess 41. 3 HABITS I HAVE: getting anxious over everything, drumming on my phone and biting my lips 42. SOMETHING I FANTASIZE ABOUT: life :) 43. MY OTPs: idk ?¿ 44. SOMETHING IM TALENTED AT: doing music™ 45. THE BLOG I GIVE MOST NOTES TO: no idea 46. THE LAST PERSON THAT RE-BLOGGED FROM ME: idek 47. DO I SMOKE/DRINK?: nah not really 48. MY FAVORITE FOOD: i just really love vegetables so stuff like stir fry, curries, ratatouille <33  49. MY FAVORITE DESSERT: ice cream??? or maybe cheesecake mm 50. WHAT I DID YESTERDAY: i did an application test/interview thingy for music school aaaaaa also hung out with friends and cuddled 51. NUMBER OF KIDS I WANT: one or two 52. NUMBER OF SIBLINGS I HAVE: one asshole brother 53. SOMETHING THATS CONSTANTLY ON MY MIND: school and music 54. LAST PERSON I MESSAGED ON TUMBLR: @singlemomsforfree​ 55. CAN I DRIVE: yeh love driving  56. WHAT STATE OR PART OF THE WORLD DO I LIVE IN: sweden 57. AM I IN SCHOOL?: for like 3 more weeks oanfoiadnfodf 58. DO I GET GROSSED OUT EASILY?: depends, kind of? 59. SOMEWHERE I WOULD LIKE TO VISIT FOR A WEEK: i d e k  i want to go to so many places 60. I’LL LOVE YOU IF…: you show me photos of ur pet!!!! 61. LAST SHOW I BINGE-WATCHED: umm stranger things maybe? i don’t binge that much 62. WHAT WORDS UPSET ME THE MOST: “öh” my brother’s way of communicating with me 63. WHAT WORDS MAKE ME FEEL THE BEST ABOUT MYSELF: no idea? 64. A WISH THAT I’VE WISHED FOR REPEATEDLY ON 11:11: i don’t really do that 65. WHO I WOULD SWITCH LIVES WITH FOR A DAY: umm idk a cat maybe 66. MY FAVORITE ICE CREAM: magnum strawberry white maybe??? do u have that outside of sweden 67. ALLERGIES: im sensitive to kiwi and pineapple 68. SEXIEST PERSON TO COME TO YOUR MIND IMMEDIATELY: um idk 69. MY CHILDHOOD CARRER CHOICE: musician i think??? 70. ONE OF MY INSECURITIES: my voice 71. HOW MANY BLOGS AM I FOLLOWING: like 350 i think 72. HOW MANY TABS/DIFFERENT WINDOWS ATM: three 73. COKE OR PEPSI: neither tbh but coke if i had to choose 74. TEA OR COFFEE: tea <3 75. MOVIE OR BOOK: i love books so much ok 76. A SENSE I WOULD BE WILLING TO LOSE: i immediately thought between hearing and vision but smell feels like the least devastating lol 77. QUOTE I LIVE BY: idek 78. TYPE OF ACCESSORIES I WEAR THE MOST: i wear a belt every day lol 79. LAST AWKWARD SITUATION I FOUND MYSELF IN: i walked into the same guys twice in the grocery store yesterday 80. WHAT TIME IS IT RIGHT NOW: 01:16 fuck i need to sleep 81. A SONG THAT’S MADE ME CRY: save myself i love that song so much 82: FIRST SONG I EVER SANG AT KARAOKE: no clue
im tagging @singlemomsforfree and @adeliciousdonut !!!!
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Please do all the asks! Your blog is always so cool and I really want to read your answers
holy moly okie dokie! i usually space them nicely but if i did it would be even longer lol
Spotify, SoundCloud, or Pandora? Spotify
is your room messy or clean?definitely usually messy
what color are your eyes?blue/grey!
do you like your name? why?I’m not like in love with it but I’m content with it. Having a unique name is an advantage.
what is your relationship status? single and ready to nervously ignore any guy I find attractive yikes wow get yourself together gurl
describe your personality in 3 words or lesscomplex, specific, wandering
what color hair do you have?medium brown, more so cool toned
what kind of car do you drive? color?i do not
where do you shop?the mall, target, or online
how would you describe your style?very simple and no-frills but not too boring. black, grey, or muted tones with maybe a little color. Clean or casual silhouettes. simple accessories
favorite social media accountinstagrammm
what size bed do you have? queen? I’m about to inherit a brand new mattress too btw yessss
any siblings?four; eldest sister, eldest brother, older brother, younger brother.
if you can live anywhere in the world where would it be? why?absolutely NYC. ideally somewhere in the heart of it.
favorite snapchat filter? da dawg, man. da dawg
favorite makeup brand(s)Nars, Kat Von D, MUFE
how many times a week do you shower?ok judge me all you want but showering daily is not healthy plus im not active so i bathe like every two or three days (i hate showers so I bath) unless i like get dirty or something
favorite tv show?We Bare Bears ftw. ummm Charmed or Sleepy Hollow and Teen Wolf.
shoe size?8 1/2 or 9
how tall are you?5′7″!
sandals or sneakers? sneakers
do you go to the gym? rarely 
describe your dream datewinter/fall because i hate heat. exploring a museum together and talking about pieces we like and why, getting to know each other. not into the idea of food dates but like maybe fries at the end or something.
how much money do you have in your wallet at the moment?i have no idea.... 12 dollars?
what color socks are you wearing?nonhow many pillows do you sleep with?(omg i messed up the numbers oops) like four
do you have a job? what do you do? i am a proofreader, writer, and master of vague responsibilities
how many friends do you have? i dont know actually
whats the worst thing you have ever done? omg.... flash back to every embarrassing moment ever
whats your favorite candle scent? musky cathedral smells or super clean
3 favorite boy namesSebastian, James, Leo
3 favorite girl namesRose, Georgia, Alice
favorite actor? ooohhh toughy. Colin Ferrell, Brad Pitt, Sebastian Stan, orrrr
favorite actress? Amy Adams, Angelina Jolie
who is your celebrity crush?refer to above favorite actors plus a zillion more
favorite movie? I dont think I have a favorite... Amelie maybe
do you read a lot? whats your favorite book? Dorian Gray! I also like the Mortal Instruments, Grisha Trilogy, the Historian, the Raven Cycle, and Night Circus
money or brains? why not both
do you have a nickname? what is it? usually Cherry
how many times have you been to the hospital?I personally have been in the ER only twice in my life! If that. Last time was I think last summer for abdominal pain and tachycardia. was misdiagnosed. still have a big bill. 
top 10 favorite songsThe Cure (Lullaby), Marcy Playground (Sex and Candy) idk why but I love the vibe and all, Shakira (She Wolf) again its the sound ok but Shakira is great so, Rihanna (Consideration and Higher), Adam Lambert (Ghost Town), Styx (Renegade), Tom Petty (Free Fallin), Rolling Stones (Paint it Black), and Lana Del Rey (Radio) I think thats ten
do you take any medications daily? no, i should be taking supplements but im a noob
what is your skin type? (oily, dry, etc)dry and sometimes combo
what is your biggest fear? spiders, open water, spiders in open water
how many kids do you want? I’m not sure, maybe three
whats your go to hair style?I don’t do much to it currently
what type of house do you live in? (big, small, etc) It’s average, one story
who is your role model?(omg whyyy i messed up the numbers again) I don’t think I have one.  Angelina in Tomb Raiderwhat was the last compliment you received?im not sure
what was the last text you sent?happy emojis
how old were you when you found out santa wasn’t real?my parents didnt do the whole santa easter bunny etc thing which im super glad for, im super against lying to kids about that
what is your dream car? 69 chevy impala
opinion on smoking?like anything, in moderation (like a few times a month socially or something if youre not the type to get addicted)
do you go to college? no
what is your dream job? writer and editor, able to travel whenever i want and afford a lil nyc apartment
would you rather live in rural areas or the suburbs? rural, i hate the subs
do you take shampoo and conditioner bottles from hotels? omg yes of course. I have a sephora bag full of them lol
do you have freckles? i have a lot but not like redhead freckles if that makes sense
do you smile for pictures?unless im posing blue steel style
how many pictures do you have on your phone? like 1,000 lol
have you ever peed in the woods? nope
do you still watch cartoons? occasionally
do you prefer chicken nuggets from Wendy’s or McDonalds?vegan yo. gimme wendys fries and lemonade
Favorite dipping sauce? KETCHUP ALL DAY EVERY DAY
what do you wear to bed? like track shorts and an oversized shirt
have you ever won a spelling bee?probably havent done one
what are your hobbies?watching tv and film, writing, reading, shopping, makeup, exploring
can you draw? not to save my actual life
do you play an instrument?not regularly
what was the last concert you saw? i dont even know its been aaages
tea or coffee?neither
Starbucks or Dunkin Donuts?starbucks
do you want to get married?yes
what is your crush’s first and last initial?i dont have one really
are you going to change your last name when you get married? maybe, maybe not, or hyphen 
what color looks best on you? NOT orange-red omg. its the one color i cant do. probably silver or light blue
do you miss anyone right now? no
do you sleep with your door open or closed?i have to have it closed
do you believe in ghosts?i dont think so but i believe in demons which is 100x worse when creepy things happen
what is your biggest pet peeve? i am a pet peeve master. people using repetitive words or phrases (like saying ‘you know’ every other sentence), eating sounds
last person you called`my mum probably
favorite ice cream flavor? i love the Tofutti icecream cone things
regular oreos or golden oreos? neither unless its oreo bits in icecream
chocolate or rainbow sprinkles? rainbow sprankles
what shirt are you wearing? a longsleeve i got from donating blood lol. its soooo comfy
what is your phone background?mountains
are you outgoing or shy?neither
do you like it when people play with your hair?not sure, ive never had a guy play with it but im guessing yes
do you like your neighbors? i literally see them like once a year in their yards or something its creepy
do you wash your face? at night? in the morning?in the morning if im going to put on makeup and at night if i took off makeup
have you ever been high? no
have you ever been drunk? not yet
last thing you ate? dat tofutti icecream
favorite lyrics right nowummmm
summer or winter? winter
day or night? both
dark, milk, or white chocolate? vegan milk + caramel and salt
favorite month? february, my birthday month
what is your zodiac signsun in aquarius, moon in leo, libra rising
who was the last person you cried in front of? probably my mom
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so @boyjadzia tagged me to do this super long tag game. I’m probably not gonna tag anyone because its way long but I love a good oversharing moment
tagging: no one
last text sent: “and to u”
list three favourite colours: Red, Black, Teal
what time did u wake up at today: 10:45 am
what were u doing last night at midnight: playing the Sims 4
name something you can’t wait for: I hate to be that guy but I can’t wait to be okay again
when was the last time u saw ur mother: Like two weeks ago, or last weekend on skype
one thing u wish u could change abt ur life: My mental illnesses would be gone. 
whats getting on ur nerves rn: My horrid father
favourite tv shows: STAR TREK, X files, Brooklyn 99
first best friend: My older brother definitely. 
listening to rn: random comedy playing on Netflix in the background
3 fears: Being abandoned and secretly hated by my friends, becoming homeless, being locked up like in a hospital or jail.
4 turn ons: Funny, Agrees with me on sociopolitical stuff, doesn’t need to be sexual, Aware and Good With mental illness
4 turn offs: Right-wing, boring, bossy, generally insensitive
sexual orientation: Bisexual 
senior year quote in my year book: “So long and thanks for all the fish”
first thing i notice in a person: whatever is brightest in colour? like hair or a shirt or shoes. 
shoe size: 35 or 5
eye colour: Brown
hair colour: Dark Brown
favourite item of clothing: Currently my LIGHT UP SHOES
what colour of underwear i’m wearing rn: Bright pink
favourite season: I like wet season when theres a nice rain sound when you’re indoors. As for the 4-seasons thing, I guess spring - jacket weather!
how much time i spent on designing my blog: not. I just used a theme someone else made. 
the reason i joined tumblr: I wanted to enter the community of disability stuff I noticed and it just went from there
do i ever get “good morning” or “goodnight” texts: my mum sends me good morning texts when she gets up, usually sometime in the afternoon bc timezones. Plus I also talk to people before falling asleep so a lot of goodnight convos 
when did i last hold hands: like a few days ago I held hands with a friend
how long does it take me to get ready in the morning: I mean, I can and have been out the door in 2 minutes flat but usually it takes at least 30 minutes to get out bed so 1 hr ish. 
have i shaved my legs in the past 3 days: LOL no
where am i rn: in bed
do i like music loud or at a reasonable level: rI like music at normal volume but I don’t hear very well so I guess it’s pretty loud
3 things i love: my friends, shiny things, space
how i feel rn: a little drunk. I mean im not actually drunk but i feel kind of wack
something i rlly, rlly want: mental health
3 things that upset me: mean people, drama/discourse, world suffering
what i find attractive in other ppl: Wasn’t this question already asked? Personality is everything
3 habits i have: biting stuff, drinking too much soda, sleeping weird patterns
something i fantasize abt: Entering Starfleet and going to space 
something im talented at: ~creativity~
the blog i give the most notes to: i have literally 0 idea
last person re-blogged sth from me: boyjadzia
do  i smoke/drink: Nope, neither
my favourite food: depends on my mood? sometimes white chocolate, sometimes sushi, sometimes kebab, sometimes beef? mashed potatoes?
my favourite dessert: Brigadeiros - they’re a brazilian sweet made with chocolate and butter and condensed milk
what i did yesterday: skipped first lecture, went to second lecture, grocery shopping, watched a lot of netflix, played the sims. 
number of kids i want: 0
number of siblings i have: 2
something thats constantly on my mind: That vine where the dude is playing piano in a parking lot and screaming “everybody loves shit fuck”
last person i messaged on tumblr: my buddy ryanepstein
can i drive: nope
what state or part of the world do i live in: London, UK
am i in school: 3rd year undergrad
do i get grossed out easily: yeah. like I have a lot of stuff like textures and things that gross me out so yeah
somewhere i would like to visit for a week: Really good question. I’m not a fan of travel but I’d like to go to someplace in east Asia or Oceania bc those are the 2 continents I’ve not been to
i’ll love u if: you are kind to me. That’s it. I’m a real sad person. 
last show i binge-watched: Brooklyn 99. I rewatched it for the 10th time last week. 
what words upset me the most: like slur-type words pretty much?
what words make me feel best abt myself: I have no idea? Any nice words basically. 
a wish that i’ve wished for repeatedly on 11:11: I usually do a “I hope this turns out okay” of whatever thing I am struggling with that day
who i would switch lives with for a day: IDK. Maybe some cis dude who isn’t mentally ill just so I could see what it was like
my favourite ice cream: i dont like ice cream it’s cold and hurts my teeth. 
allergies: Mint, dairy, capsicum peppers, something that’s used in preservatives and I can’t figure out which one and it makes me throw up.
sexiest person to come to mind immediately: yeah no i can’t? I’m too tired to think?
my childhood career choice: I literally used to say “no one knows what they will be when they grow up so why bother” when I was a child. I was a sassy child. 
one of my insecurities: that I will die alone because I look like a child and that makes any potential dates uncomfortable.
how many blogs am i following: 386
how many tabs/different windows do i have open at this very moment: 2 windows, one tab each. One plays netflix the other is on tumblr
coke or pepsi: coke
tea or coffee: coffee but cold
movie or book: movie probably, I love a good book but unless it’s an audiobook I can’t read for long periods of time in one go because ADHD and stuff. 
a sense i would be willing to lose: smell. I have a very poor sense of smell as is (turns out it’s bc thyroid stuff), and have at several points not had any sense of smell. It really doesn’t hurt to lose at all. 
quote i live by: I do not. 
type of accessory i wear the most: JACKET, or like, spinny rinng?
last awkward situation i found myself in: I straight up asked a girl to her face what her name was because I forgot and she was like “You don’t know my name?” and I was like “I’m sorry??” and it was awkward.  turns out she was drunk but I was awkward
what time is it rn: 23:40
a song that made me cry: many songs. Recessional is probably the last one I cried at?
first song u ever sang at karaoke: At like legit karaoke it was that frigging Coldplay song the one with the ruling the world? I don’t remember the title anymore. 
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shitpostingperidot · 7 years
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tag game #1
tagged by @shinelikeastarlight​ 
tagging: @queerczar​ @persona-engine​ @kates-barbaric-yawp​ @mebediel​ @brokenlightdances​ @petticoatsandparlipro​ @oshindijo ok so some of these questions are about kpop and i don’t know anything about kpop so like im not gonna answer these questions and you don’t have to either, also it’s long as shit so i won’t take offense @spacewifespock and @boyjadzia you were tagged in sara’s but idk if you’ve done it
last text sent: “and puppers”
list three favourite colours: purple, blue, teal-ish
what time did u wake up at today: idk late what were u doing last night at midnight: watching faking it with @spacewifespock​ and @boyjadzia​ name something you can’t wait for: finding a job when was the last time u saw ur mother: two weeks exactly one thing u wish u could change abt ur life: recognition from parents and teachers and medical professionals that reading at a young age and being assigned female at birth do not preclude diagnoses of developmental disorders whats getting on ur nerves rn: right at this second, the fact that my room is very small favourite tv shows: dollhouse, su, btvs, got a big soft spot for bones  first best friend: cora in 1st grade, we became fast friends because she stayed at my house every day in the summer while her mom worked listening to rn: my roommate and her friend reading shitposts out loud 
3 fears: abandonment, 3D movies, insects
4 turn ons: soft hair, nibbling my ear, being the big spoon, i think i took this question too literally 4 turn offs: disrespectfulness, stalkerish behavior, lack of willingness to learn from mistakes, policing my food choices sexual orientation: hell if i know, into girls and maybe into guys but idk if that’s real or a comp het thing senior year quote in my year book: “how lucky i am to have something that makes leaving so hard” -aa milne (also lmao i was so glad to be getting out of that hellhole this quote is absolutely a lie in that context) first thing i notice in a person: entirely dependent on the context in which i encounter them shoe size: us womens 9ish eye colour: bluey greeney  hair colour: i’m not sure how to describe it but i failed at doing box dye job of blue (while drunk) about six weeks ago so bits of it are bleached, bits are green, bits are greyish, bits are my natural dirty blonde, it’s a mess favourite item of clothing: my new gay baseball space shirt from the regina spektor concert what colour of underwear i’m wearing rn: ugly cream color with flowers ultimate bias: whats a kpop ultimate bias group: what is the difference between this and the other question favourite season: the days in winter that are both sunny and snowy how much time i spent on designing my blog: i spent a few weeks finding a theme and then like 30 mins customizing it the reason i joined tumblr: the gf pestered me about it do i ever get “good morning” or “goodnight” texts: every night from both my mom and gf, rarely morning though i like to send them when did i last hold hands: about 3 hours ago how long does it take me to get ready in the morning: depending on my executive function level between five minutes and two hours to do the same exact things brain why u do this have i shaved my legs in the past 3 days: try five years where am i rn: in bed do i like music loud or at a reasonable level: reasonable but if it’s actual speakers i like to stand next to them and vibrate 3 things i love: my gf, dogs, video games how i feel rn: sleepy something i rlly, rlly want: a job 3 things that upset me: when people say one thing and do another, subtext, the breaking of promises what i find attractive in other ppl: good taste in video games, passion and knowledge, respect of my interests, cuddliness, being strong “in the real way” (okay i’m literally just describing abi) 3 habits i have: dermatillomania, snoozing my alarm for hours, not doing laundry something i fantasize abt: i have a very specific fantasy about visiting abi in europe next year, it is a several day itinerary i think about something im talented at: emotional labor the blog i give the most notes to: spacewifespock last person re-blogged sth from me: @single-ready-for-pringles do  i smoke/drink: no/yes my favourite food: peanut butter my favourite dessert: a three layer brownie bar my grandma made but now i can make it what i did yesterday: spent the day searching for a lost cat number of kids i want: dude idk i almost got suspended from college last quarter this is something i don’t need to be thinking about number of siblings i have: 1 human, 1 dog something thats constantly on my mind: abi :)
last person i messaged on tumblr: my tumblr sister oshindijo can i drive: theoretically, i’m not insured though which given the absurd number of car accidents my family has been in that are other people’s faults, gives me pause even when i’m in tn and have access to a car what state or part of the world do i live in: chicago, illinois am i in school: i’m on extended student status, which means i’ve finished my graduation requirements but can’t yet graduate for various reasons, so i’m auditing a class this quarter and gettin that degree in june do i get grossed out easily: i get grossed out by very specific things and gore/bodily fluids is not one of them because in high school my interest was the tv show bones somewhere i would like to visit for a week: i wish i had enough money for tokyo disneyland, alternatively, visiting abi next year, going on her old stomping grounds in rennes, taking her to my old ones in paris, making some new ones for ourselves i’ll love u if: you help me through my problems last show i binge-watched: theoretically faking it what words upset me the most: r word what words make me feel best abt myself: when abi gets really drunk and starts telling me that i am exactly how i wish to be perceived in the world, that’s good a wish that i’ve wished for repeatedly on 11:11: okay so i had one that was on behalf of myself and i knew i was in love when i unconsciously switched to one that was on behalf of abi and i knew that i meant it who i would switch lives with for a day: i was gonna say anita sarkeesian but sara @shinelikeastarlight has got the right idea, switch with some rich fuckboy to show him how the other half lives and also wire a bunch of cash to the real me my favourite ice cream: moose tracks allergies: almonds, mold, ragweed, the usual plants, but none but almonds has ever been a problem in chicago sexiest person to come to mind immediately: abi ;) my childhood career choice: YA writer or editor one of my insecurities: becoming a bad student when i used to not be how many blogs am i following: 892??? i need to be more aggressive with the unfollow when i see something that pisses me off how many tabs/different windows do i have open at this very moment: 17 coke or pepsi: dr pepper tea or coffee: tea, because you can steep one tea bag on multiple occassions movie or book: book a sense i would be willing to lose: controversial opinion: sight quote i live by: my inner voice/things that i remember are uh, not kind enough to me to repeat type of accessory i wear the most: it’s rare that i’m not wearing a hat last awkward situation i found myself in: being unsure if i should get off the bus at my apartment or drop abi off and walk home and the bus was like at my stop when i realized i’d have to make this decision what time is it rn: 1:53am
a song that made me cry: when regina spektor at her concert last friday played a russian lullaby in memory of an old friend and chicago resident who had died since regina had been to the city last, i have no idea what they were saying but it was emotional first song u ever sang at karaoke: my eyes from dr horrible with some dude i didn’t know who was the only one who knew the other part
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spoookyyyy season, lmao I tried answering as many as I could but now I am going to be deleting the rest of my inbox so sorry if I didn’t get to answer you :( also WCIFs are on hiatus rn but you can find a lot of the stuff I use on my cc finds blog
Anonymous said: hey, have you ever thought about making a blackpink inspired hair?            
Most of my hairs start off being K-Pop inspired and then don’t look like what I was trying to achieve, so if I tried making one it wouldn’t look right once I finished it haha, I have a hair based off Lisa though!
Anonymous said: are all of your hairs also male compatible? there's a guy sim i want to make who has shoulder length hair and one of yours would be great to use
I never check that since I make them for female sims, but if you change some tags in S4S you should be able to check the hair you want yourself :D
Anonymous said: would you be ok with people converting your hair?       
Sure! I plan on converting some hairs eventually but if other people do it then I don’t mind at all. Just credit me obvi and link to the original post
Anonymous said: Hey, I love your CC (especially the hairs) and your sims are so beautiful! However, I noticed that so far you only uploaded your female sims (not that I’m complaining, they’re all gorgeous!) but I was just wondering if you could upload one or two male sims sometime? They look amazing too!            
I actually have had my male model sim in my drafts since JANUARY ready to post, I just need to get his tray files haha. Will try to do it soon! Also ty
Anonymous said: Have you posted your female "model" for everything on the sims 4 gallery?
yeah they’re on the gallery! Aharris00britney is my origin ID
Anonymous said: hiya, i was wondering if you created your own hair textures or if you used ea's (or anyone else's textures)? thanks!            
I use EA textures as bases and usually edit them somehow by combining different ones together when needed.
@ellebellsims​ said: Hello! Tysm for all the lovely hairs you provide for us! I end up using at least one of your hairs for every household in my game, haha. I had two quick questions.. the first, for someone that has limited abilities in making recolors (and never with hair before) how difficult is it to add an ombre accessory or recolor for one of your hairs? Also, how difficult would it be to convert for kids?    
Recolors are really easy to do, there are tons of tutorials on YouTube that will help with that. Ombre accessories are a bit challenging but hopefully I can get a tutorial for those out one day. Converting to kids is really simple if you know Blender basics, you can use my converting to adults tutorial to get an idea of how a conversion would work.        
Anonymous said: You had a obession with the flowers lmao            
lmao, very true!
Anonymous said: wcif the ice cream in this post? /post/174729716466/icecreamedit            
the ice cream was drawn in by @ayoshi-sims​ :( so it isn’t a real thing
@wholegrainsims​ said: hey there! i saw in your about that your favorite show is game of thrones! mine too! also your hair that’s coming out on 9/30 looks like a mm cersei hair & i’ve been dying for some mm got cc! looking forward to it!            
omg true! I didn’t even think of Cersei while making it lmao, thank you for pointing that out to me :D
Anonymous said: O M G  your selfie in the 57 facts tag was the most adorable thing ever. You're like insanely handsome?? I am shook???
Anonymous said: how does you feel being extremely beautiful?          
@theforgottensimblr​ said: omg, just saw your post at the fire alarm and I just have to say that you are so cute. That's it, you're cute. Hope you're having a good day        
Anonymous said: YOU ARE SO BOOTIFUL      
Anonymous said: You are a very beautiful human being. I like your face and personality very much.❤️                  
haha thank you guys! I don’t find myself that attractive of a person so the compliments helps keep me from being super self conscious :P thank you again <3 very much appreciated
Anonymous said: not sims related, but opinions on the most recent bts comeback?            
I don’t keep up with a lot of the boy group comebacks, but I listened to it and thought it was okay? I am pretty strictly into girl groups/female singers though so I’m not the best person to ask about it haha
Anonymous said: hi austin!! i just wanted to say i love your creations and you are one of the most amazing hair creators out there! but i had a quick question: will you ever put your "dean" hair model available for download? 
I don’t know if he is saved, but if he is I will try to put him for download!
Anonymous said: ok so i have a question if you dont mind, i feel like it's kind of stupid but how do you manage to move parts of the hair mesh in edit mode without the part you selected like 'seperating' from the part you didn't select and making a big ass gap in the mesh? like does that make sense? when i try to edit shit in edit mode i cant ever bc the faces separate from eachother when i try to translate a part of it or make it smaller, etc. if this makes sense, thank you if not im sorry im just stupid.            
REMOVE DOUBLES!!!! lmao that is the only way you will get anything done in edit mode. Proportional Edit Tool and Removing doubles from the entire mesh makes it a lot easier than sculpt mode. Make sure to split edges later though
@bishyouknowit​ said: I just recently went cc free and now I see your new hairs and I just wanna download all the hairs I had from you again and put them back in my game. I love your stuff so much!! ❤❤❤❤❤
aww thank you!! I am glad you like my cc <3 good luck staying cc free haha I could neverrrr
@bangtansabotage​ said: who's your loona bias?        
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Kim Lip <3 then Yves, Jinsoul, and Hyunjin
Anonymous said: Absolutely love the content you're coming out with! You're so talented. 💝
thank you so much <3 glad you are enjoying my cc as much as I enjoy making it :P
Anonymous said: Is it wrong I forgot you were a guy?            
Yes.... LMAO egfdbv I am joking :P It is fine you forgot, it isn’t like I am posting a selfie everyday showing off my radiating masculinity sfdcfbvb which I don’t even have
Anonymous said: you’re very good 👌🏼
at what 👀👀 ****** ***?
Anonymous said: Do you put your things up on Simsdom? because I just found you Em hair on there            
I don’t :( but as long as they are linking to my post and not to the download link there isn’t much I can do.
Anonymous said: Columbus never set food in North America, he landed on various Caribbean islands. Also, Delaware was the first state.
take that up with my history teacher from like 2nd grade ok rwedffvb
Anonymous said: you're in virginia? I go to college in virginia too but i'm from missouri!! it's cool to think that one of my favorite content creators is so close to me! much love!!!!           
ooooo exciting!!! I go to Radford lmao it is like 30 minutes from Virginia Tech
Anonymous said: Yooo! You're from VA! Ive never met anyone online from VA except from me!
omg that is crazy you’ve never met anyone from here before haha, I have only met like one or two so makes sense I guess
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