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I don't want to seem dead so there's some old sketches that I still like :3
and a cat. I like cats ☆(ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*
Jinji and Dawn belong to be
Dream belongs to Jokublog
Error belongs to loverofpiggies
idk who owns Shattered Dream and Strawberry Nightmare :(
#i procrastinate too much#how to gain energy wtf#art#sketch#ut/au#oc art#aaaaaaaaaa#undertale shipkid#undertale au#utmv#undertale#cat#stupid
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alright anorexia is boring, let’s get yolked
#yeah so i gained 20lbs and started hitting the gym pretty hard two months ago#struggling with weight restoration/relapse urges worse than ever BUT i’m also feeling good about my progress and enjoying myself immensely#honestly didn’t realize how bad i missed lifting#and now that i have time off work i can actually focus on getting my nutrition right (i.e. actually consuming enough protein for once)#pegasus speaks#my face#my ancient ipod camera is shit quality but my abs are starting to show for the first time in like … 1.5 years lol#and im pleased with my anterior/lateral delts! although my pecs need some serious work. wtf#i train chest 2-3x/week and i can still see bones fml#ed ment tw#weight tw#ask to tag#i feel like i’m kind of relearning all my limits. like in terms of physical/mental energy and stuff. idk#doing a lot of research and figuring it out as i go. trying to avoid falling into systemic fatigue etc#as much as i love the gym i do have to compensate in other areas of my life#if i want to push myself this hard then that’s my choice. but like. i need to give up on doing other things. give and take. spoon theory#etc etc etc
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i can do whatever i want so scotty is just how i play him in the game and that’s how it is he’s a wifeguy now sorry. he’s a golden retriever man. sometimes he’s dumb as bricks. he says shit like “i turned on the light so i could see these undead freaks die, not because i’m scared!!!” but, i do still think he was kind of a jerk before, like a generally well meaning one but also 80′s boyfriend [derogatory]. then it’s like. Life Comes At You Fast [gets owned by the trees after ditching ash bc he wouldn’t leave linda who was definitely getting possessed at that very moment] think u have to sit there with ur damned soul for a while like. well. fucked that up pretty bad. after climbing out of his grave and stumbling into town now he tanks deadites for his new friends and is 80′s boyfriend [affectionate]. he doesn’t know how to use a cellphone. are you tellin me they put a tv in that little screen?
#u know when older movies r like [disrespects women]#think he's interesting tho bc he's like [defends his friends defends his friends] until he finally loses his nerve#something i think that is rly kind of fucked up and sad in the first movie is when ash is all alone#and scotty's dead on the couch and he's trying to give him a drink and talking to him like he's not dead and they're all gonna go home safe#idk what this is all about just thinking#i think i can be violently canon divergent when no one knows wtf character i'm talking about#my other essay is about how i really do think evil dead 1 ash is so interesting and important and i don't like that it was retconned in 2#in 2 he suddenly had swag and its like. no he has to build up to that#he has to gain his unhinged final boy energy#i don't even write ash i just feel something rn
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my personal success stories #1
part 1: appearance changes 💄
so one of my biggest goals for manifesting was appearance changes. it was something that i used to be insecure about and i would complain about. but now i'm more satisfied with how i look. my self-concept and my appearance have improved over time in different aspects through different ways. so i'm just going to put a few of my personal appearance change success stories. i talk about some person things i experienced and maybe you may relate so i hope it motivates you.
the backstory
as i mentioned a few times before, i first found out about loa through subliminals. at first i thought subliminals were just complete bs because why would listening to music and rain sounds make my lips bigger and make me skinnier?? wtf. but after a while i decided to try manifesting appearance change. through subliminals. i wanted to manifest my desired face and body.
i was fed with TONS of limimiting beliefs back then. i gave up on manifesting appearance changes after a a bit. it wasn't worth my time or energy as so i thought. i was avoiding mirrors and it just made life a little more stressful.
a while later i decided i would go back to manifesting things. i rewatched some of sammy ingram's videos, which i used to binge watch when i was new to loa. i started to listen to subliminlas again, since they have actually given me small succsses beforehand. and i made vision boards. i repeated affirmations to myself when i was bored. just started applying little by little.
facial features
for facial features i kept some of them and changed some of them because i was kind of satisfied already. i manfiested my eyes to be a little bigger, and my lips to be a bit plumper. i just affirmed to get it and used some subliminals. my face still looks recognizable, just small changes i wanted here and there whenever i felt like it. and i literally posted a FACE REVEAL so don't argue with me lmao.
clearer skin
one thing i really wanted to manifest was flawless skin. because i was insecure about acne. this manifestation took place pretty recently compared to the other ones i talked about here. i started by manifesting skincare products but then went on to manifest natually having clear skin all together. whenever i looked into the mirror i affirmed that my skln was so clear and i drank water assuming it would clear my skin more. i also listened to lay subliminal's clear skin subliminal and it gave me HUGE results. so overall i got pretty clear skin with little effort or time.
body and weight loss
[tw//weight] another thing i was able to manifest was losing weight and changes to my body. the first time i did this was "unconsciously," before i got into loa so this was like months ago. i would look in the mirror and constantly tell myself(affiirm)that i'm so skinny, my thighs are so thin, etc. and whenever i saw images of kpop idols i would affirm that my body was just like their's except mine is better. i was scared i was going to gain weight but turns out when i went to the doctor checkup i actually lost weight, was 43kg(95lbs) before was around 42kg(93lbs) during the checkup and i didn't work out or diet. in fact, i ate more and i had online school at the time so i barely even walked around lmao.
i used to be insecure about my thighs but now my thighs are thin and i have a big thigh gap. my waist and arms are thin as well. now my body looks like something in between rosé's and joy's except i'm shorter than them. i've also gotten a ton of compliments. i usually wear loose clothes but when i wore something tighter people would call me body goals because of my body shape. and my friend would tell me that i'm SUPER skinny🤧 even tho i eat a lot of junk food and almost never exercise except used to do sports before(which actually gains muscles). i'm still thin even though my weight slightly increases compared to the first time i manifested wl since i'm taller, did sports in the beginning of the school year and gain muscles, and my body is still growing bc i'm still a teenager.
glow ups
i don't know if this counts but i manifested glowing up before school started this year. although most of the things i manifest were much later on, i still did got a few of my first "small" results in the summer, when i first found out about manifestation. i manifested getting some random changes such as new hair, new clothes, makeup products, etc. but i ended up noticably looking "different" from how i looked before.
#law of assumption#loa#loassumption#loassblog#manifesting tips#manifesting#manifestation#law of assumption blog#loablr#self concept#law of attraction#loa blog#neville goddard#that girl#it girl#10k affirmations#affirm and persist#affirmdaily#affirmations#success story
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Here an assortment of Facts About Morpheus in the Red Flags AU. Where I'm starting to lean more towards the version where they meet and are already into each other before the ""Fake Date"" Incident:
-Jessamy is the raven he took care of when he found her injured outside of his townhome. He now has a room with a window he often keeps open for her to fly into whenever she feels like it. I don't know how legal any of this is in London but tbh it doesn't matter because he also does not know what the laws are and doesn't care.
- His townhome is very dark maximalist in decor, which tends to surprise people at first. There are houseplants and little statues all over, and the walls are hidden behind millions of bookshelves. There is an art studio room and books scattered everywhere. Very recently, hypothetical visitors would notice a lot of child locks and child proofed areas that have a bit of a panicked "I bought every safety thing in the store bc I have no idea wtf I'm doing" energy to them.
- He has a therapist. Yes, the Morpheus that Hob meets is the upgraded version who is actually working on himself already. This is what the improved personal growth version of Morpheus is like.
Anyway, said therapist is Gilbert F. Greene. Because Morpheus going head to head with an unstoppable force of old timey adorable optimism who will also not take his shit is delightful. Dr. Greene insists on going by first names and Morpheus always makes "Gilbert" sound like a slur in retaliation. Some conversations I imagine include:
"Good morning Gilbert, you will never guess who had what you might call a """relapse into self destructive behaviors"""" last night."
"I am very sorry to hear that my dear boy. Let me say though, that I am so very proud of you for calling me! That is a phenomenal step for you and it's wonderful that you are being proactive in your recovery."
"Don't patronize me Gilbert. I will hang up."
(this ended up being super long so I'm just gonna spare y'all's dash. Warning for some lightly touched on mentions of drug use and self destructive behavior.)
- Him getting a therapist was part of the requirements for gaining visitation rights and then weekend custody once a month with Orpheus. The therapy is actually helping, and he's bitter about that.
- His given name is actually Dream, he goes by his middle name. All the Endless siblings have awful names. Desire goes by Adonai because who calls a fucking child Desire???
When Hob meets the rest of the family, Destiny goes "it's good to see you again, Dream" and Hob begins turning to Morpheus like "lmao who tf is named Dream" only to find Morpheus glaring daggers at his brother.
- The Endless parents are rarely around. Some of the siblings still live in the manor and they all use it for family dinners, but it's common for their parents to be off travelling for years at a time.
- Morpheus is an author and a painter who has a bajillion pen names to go with each genre he writes in, so it's hard to figure out exactly how much he's written. Even before becoming a father though, his face and full name is mostly associated with children's fantasy stories that he illustrates himself, and his Art vs Artist vibe is very Miyazaki.
Him and Calliope collaborated on a series of illustrated poetic translations of ancient epics. Their divorce was exactly as messy as one might imagine the divorce between two passionate artist types might be.
- His downward spiral of self destruction started before the divorce but oh boy did it nosedive during and after.
- When she got pregnant after divorce proceedings had started, there was a moment where they were both meeting with lawyers and one asked something along the lines of if this meant they would try for reconciliation and staying together. Calliope said "no" immediately.
It's not like Morpheus exactly thought they would get back together, but the speed and firmness of that hard "no" had his head screaming with white noise and some badly thought out self medication for months, which ended up being why Calliope got full custody and he is just now able to get more involved with the now two year old Orpheus.
- His rebound with Thessaly was also messy. She was just in it for a fun fling and he was... Morpheus. He found out he got dumped when she informed him she was already in the process of moving back to Greece, and Johanna said he needed to be banned from any more beautiful Greek expats from that day forth.
- No one can figure out what the deal is with him and Lucienne. The simple explanation is they're queerplatonic soul mates. Lucienne's wife Gault thinks they're a bit codependent (not an inaccurate assessment), but is more civil with him since the day she yelled at him to go get an actual therapist instead of constantly putting his shit on Lucienne, and he actually did. (It is unclear if this or Calliope demanding therapy for him to get visitation with Orpheus was his wake up call catalyst, but probably a bit of both.)
- Lucienne was originally a personal assistant. She now works as his editor since she seems to be the only person who can keep track of all the shit he's written. She is also the only person who can get away with critiquing his works in progress without sending him into a fit where he might burn all his manuscripts.
- When Morpheus started mentioning this Gadling guy a lot, Lucienne paid a visit to the pub. Not to do anything so crude as to threaten a man's life if he breaks her sensitive friend's heart. What could she do anyway? No no. She's just here to smile with zero trace of humor and ask some questions while looking him up and down through her spectacles. Hob will later describe this as one of the most pants shitting moments of his life, and he felt like he got transformed back into a primary school kid who talked slightly too loudly in the library.
- Morpheus went through a slutty phase during and shortly after University that was less of a healthy and fun exploration of his sexuality and libido, and a bit more "I will take anyone who will have me in any way they will want me and I know that if nothing else, I'm pretty."
- Him and Johanna used to have a game seeing who could get more free drinks in one night. This had to be put to an end when it turned into the catalyst for at least three screaming fights between them.
Fight subjects were
Quality vs Quantity. Morpheus insists his ability to get people to buy him a single glass of wine that costs £50 beats Johanna's cheap beers. Johanna disagreed. loudly.
Is it cheating when Morpheus ran to the bathroom to smudge on some eyeliner and then stole Johanna's lip gloss? Is it further cheating when Johanna realized that his main method of getting drinks was "act like Adonai"? Accusations that he would ever act like his horrid annoying younger sibling sent Morpheus into an absolute tantrum.
Competitiveness DID overcome sibling rivalry enough for Morpheus to go to Adonai for makeover assistance. This backfired because it made Morpheus hot to the point of intimidating, and Johanna won that night.
- After Hob starts flirting with him, Morpheus goes suspiciously into a Romantic, Pre-Raphaelite inspired art era featuring lots of noble knights with dark sunlit hair. A lot of them seem to be lured in by dark haired fae entities all La Belle Sans Merci style. It's disgustingly obvious.
-Therapy has made him juuuuust self aware enough to know that he MAYBE tends to go a bit hard and fast with romance. This makes him a little more cautious with Hob than he usually would be, and he's doing a bit of "Hob is so nice and sweet and interested but I'm gonna mess it up :(((" pining. Everyone around him is fucking sick of it. He is not self aware enough to realize he's still going super hard and fast, but this time he's doing it while sighing sadly and drawing Hob in his sketchbook all the fucking time.
#red flags au#human au#Dreamling#gonna make my pinned masterpost to organize shit later today djdjdksk
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Alrighty, here we are again
previously, in harrowcita the ninth:
this happened
currently, after ch. 2 (once again, I wanted to read more but realized these notes were too long):
first off, I need to point out something very important
reading the first part of gideon, this was how the dynamic of her and harrow felt like, from gideon's pv in the first chapter or two
this is what it actually was like, now that I have harrow's pv
so, now that we've cleared that up, let me tell you about the emperor
I don't know about this guy
something's not adding up for me
I feel like he's either lying, telling half-truths that benefit him or he doesn't know what he's doing
and none of those options are very god-tier
he's also constantly going like "harrow, I'm gonna let you choose" and five minutes later he's "oh, actually, you never had a choice to begin with, I'm so sorry about that"
I don't think you're sorry if you've done it like 3 times since we've met you
maybe say what you actually mean, unless you're full of lies
he takes harrow on a walk through the clown death star ship he's got going on
and takes her to his coffin hangar
shows her coffins of the people he made to send to the ninth
the new ninth people
aiglamene is gonna have to work overtime
(I can't believe I've never forgotten her name)
and then there's coffins for all the little friends we made in canaan house
:) ♥
except there are a bunch missing people
let me just note the info we got
the second says "no human remains inside"
last we saw them, martita was KO and judith was bleeding to death
nobody from the third as well, and we already have suspicions about wtf is happening with these parsley and cilantro twins
from the sixth, one is empty because CAMILLA ISN'T DEAD GODDAMMIT
the other one has little pieces of palmolive in it
me picking up the pieces of palmolive from the decor of canaan house
there is one coffin for not!dulcinea
the emperor guy says he's taking her with the other lyctors
as long as he flushes afterwards, it's fine
we are, by the way, trying very hard to not mention gideon ever, apparently
just wanna point out real quick that THERE'S A LOT OF PEOPLE UNACCOUNTED FOR and this guy is GOD so he's doing a terrible job
or he's not saying all he knows
or both
all this time, ice cube barbie is tagging along
ice cube barbie is harrow's babadook, which I stan tbh
since she's here to stay, let me show you another pic of that doll because it's my favorite from the haunted beauty collection
so, the emperor starts telling harrow what they're fighting against (or escaping from) and where they came from
this man explains what he wants and leaves out what he wants
at one point, when harrow asks something like "how will you explain all the dead people?" he goes like
he asks harrow about death and the process of it and she says, at one point:
"In cases of apopneumatic shock, where death is sudden and violent, the energy burst can be sufficient to countermand osmotic pressure and leave the soul temporarily isolated. Whence we gain the ghost, and the revenant."
this is important for the later conversation about revenant beasts, which are the things that the emperor is having trouble with
but I highlighted it because I am adding it to my notes of "reasons why gideon could be not dead forever"
I am holding on to all the hope I can get
because if sudden violent death can leave the soul temporarily isolated and not do the due process of transitioning to the river or whatnot
and gideon isn't within harrow or whatever
maybe
maybe she's somewhere else
I don't know, let me have this, don't tell me anything, just
LET ME HAVE THIS
so yeah, basically the story is that the emperor is running away from nine revenant beasts, which were created during the resurrection, when a planet was blasted off
nine beasts like nine houses
there's three left now
I don't know about all of this, you guys
I don't have enough context and I don't trust this guy here
how do I know where we stand in all this?
what if he's not the good guy and what he did was some planetary bullshit to begin with?
what if the other side is the good guys?
what if he's killed by one of our heroes? like harrow or gideon or camilla?
because he's actually a false god jerk?
what if I kill him????
and then we have two last important things
first, barbie ice cube speaks now
love that for her
then, very crucial
the non-gideon mentioning seems to be a Thing
I don't know if I'm understanding correctly but
the emperor mentions ortus
ortus, the one we knew, our old pal from the ninth
and I got the feeling, idk if I got it, that he just assumed ortus was the cavalier she had with her
because 1) he didn't go down there and 2) no body was recovered
and then harrow also mentions ortus, but she says he "died thinking it was the only gift he was capable of giving" and that she "wasted it" and idk if she did that because she's blocking sad memories, she's confused because she's Not Doing Great Mentally Right Now, she doesn't wanna tell the emperor what actually happened, or all three
there's stuff about ortus I don't know, but that sounds to me more like what gideon said than what ortus "Got Blown To Bits With Mom In Ship" did
and then the emperor says his name again with suspicion and I'm like
I think this clown doesn't know
I think he doesn't know about gideon
I think he doesn't know about gideon or who gideon actually is
which we don't know yet either but it's probably important
because she's hercules, as previously established
I think maybe gideon is an outlier
an important planetary outlier
I have hopes
also, another day without camilla
god (not this one) I hope I can make shorter recaps but there's so much happening, I'm so sorry
#luly reacts to tlt#harrow the ninth#harrow the ninth spoilers#tlt spoilers#long post#the locked tomb
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Saw this going around Twitter, a list of "ring wing anime", which I thought was pretty interesting. I haven't seen all of them by any means, thoughts on a few:
Crest of the Stars: Been a long time but eh...its like okay sure it has the ~vibes of militarism and genetic engineering and noble duty and all that. But there is a lot of "war = right wing" energy sometimes that is totally unjustified (war is a universal tool of society unless you are explicitly pacifist, and while pacifists are left most left aren't pacifists), and Crest of the Stars is a good example of that, its just that its a space opera story, its not about validating this or that ideology. But it does have the vibes, i'll give it a C
Gunbuster: Okay, we all know why this is here. Slowly, in the background of the show, you pick up that they live in a timeline where Japan mastered new technology, gained economic supremacy, beat America's attempt to smack them down and annexed Hawaii, and became the first-amoung-equals of a united Earth alliance. It smacks of apologia for Japan's empire in WW2, a sense of revenge for past wrongs. And you have all this other stuff - like oh a bunch of it takes place in Okinawa because Anno was a huge fan of the 1971 film Battle of Okinawa due to its huge action setpieces, but that film also completely whitewashes the atrocities of the IJA. Its all true, like it reflect that cultural milieu.
But it doesn't do anything with any of that. Anno just likes Okinawa guys, he doesn't think Japan should have won in WW2 and rule China right now. And the thing you actually watch is a group of international space pilots serving in the equivalent of the UN Space Fleet experiencing the horrors of war fighting for peace (and also fanservice). Its a world where Japan's economic & technological innovation makes it a world leader via soft power, and international cooperation defends earth. This peak liberalism. C-
Patlabor: Yeah an odd one, like its simultaneously about the corruption of the powerful and all that, but also about the need for heavy policing and the "fragility" of society. This one is one where you can take from it what you want, but if you wanna be right wing yeah sure. B
Girls Und Panzer:
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F-
Niea_7: Wtf is this doing here? Like okay, its humor definitely spills into a bit of racial stereotyping and stuff. But this is an anime about refugees being discriminated against due to disabilities and caste and the humanity behind the outer differences. You cannot weasel your way around that. D-
Urusei Yatsura: By no means have I watched every episode or anything, but I feel like this is a bit of "well its just showing past society right? Therefore its right-wing". And like okay, that isn't entirely off-base, like it has stories about how men and women are Just Different and Being A Man and all that, so sure. But it was also mocking those social themes of the time just as much as it was reinforcing them. Like Mendou is not an aspirational character!
A bit like Patlabor, I guess I can see pulling what you want out of it. But its a bit harder here imo. B-
Space Battleship Yamato: Yeah I'll give you this one. Its just space opera in the end, but the way it sets up its symbols to redeem the legacy of the Japanese empire is far more explicit than say Gunbuster, no way around that. A-
Would be interested in other people's takes on anime I haven't seen or didn't mention!
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My ideas for a Young Justice show that is actually based of the comics (that will never happen)
Animation style:
Bart’s hair is its own entity. To be animated differently than Bart and others. Hair is animated studio ghibli style bc of the static (this will slowly fade as he gains more control over excess energy. RIP extra fluffy hair Bart.)
It’s important for it to not feel like cinema. It should feel like a moving comic. Backgrounds will be simple and mostly stagnant unless the characters interact with it. Backgrounds will not always be where they are, like comics, it could just be a color, abstract art, or simplistic abstract art. When a character is moving towards the camera it should slightly feel like a 2D object is moving towards the camera.
Animation in different layers to get more comic feel (think how the background moves in the opening of beauty and the beast.)
Nothing regular should have a high frame rate or have smear (exceptions: odd things like Bart’s hair or an odd object/person like Bedlam. One background smear frame that stays a smear frame while a character is flying to help show speed without making viewer dizzy.)
Should not have a lot of bright flashing colors (especially without warning.) I WANT THIS TO BE ACCESSIBLE PEOPLE!!
Showing multiple Bart’s at once (like how they do in the comics) to show how he’s moving fast rather than give the viewer a headache (or/and rather than leave out him being like that)
Onion layers are our friends, onion layers are our friends, onion layers are our friends
Character outlines are our friends, character outlines are our friends, character outlines are our friends
Should have occasional little text pop ups like they do in the comics(ex: “this actually happened in Superboy #80” or some shit)
I think I was a frame rate of 12-20… Maybe just 12 fyp? Idk yet
Character’s
We will be addressing Kon’s SA trauma thank you very much. Or at least mention how IT SHOULD NOT HAVE HAPPENED.
I just really want more interactions of Slobo, Bart, and Kon, bc I feel like we never explored that dynamic and they’d do so many petty crimes together.
We will very much be exploring Anita’s background and will very much STOP SEXUALIZING NATIVE/BIPOC WOMEN SO MUCH.
Every one of the characters will be voiced to have their specific accent (I have already made a list on all their different accents)
We will also be addressing Bart being infantilized bc DC seems to be on and off doing that with him??? wtf???
The “Cissie’s trouble with her mom and than her mom admitting she was wrong etc” arc is STAYING I LOVE THAT ARC SOOO MUCH
We will have the Anita and Lobo date. (I love them so much.)
We will be implying that Young Justice is just a big polycule (which is very fucking easy to do. Literally just have to follow the comics)
We will have Slobo and Slobo helping Secret and Slobo being vulnerable and Slobo and Slobo
Snapper’s shirts are staying.
We might be adding to Anita’s story BECAUSE I FEEL SO RIPPED OFF THAT SHE DOESN’T HAVE HER OWN COMICS
We also might do a flashback to secret’s past or something… I dunno yet… I just know I need to include her history
Other
I don’t think we should start at the beginning of Young Justice 98. I wanna start after Tana Moon dies; I hate her so much.
That song Go! By Santigold WILL BE THERE IT WILL BE THERE ISTG
I will be mentioning the blue eyed stare. Too many of these mf have blue eyes
We will be mentioning/doing the Santa Clause dying story
#it should be called Young Just Us#“oh it’s too close to the comics it won’t feel like anything new#STUT UP!! IT WILL BE COOL AND THAT IS ALL THAT MATTERS#young justice comics#yj98#young justice#young just us#bart allen#kon el kent#anita fite#slobo#dc comics#dc show idea
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Thinking about heather x eddie bc I’m nothing if not a champion of rare pairs in this comm
But just the “god he’s so fucking LAME and CRINGE and EMBARRASSING I need him CARNALLY” energy is so intense. Heather who prides herself in being The Bitch™️ and boasting about how all the boys are thirsty for her but she’s Too Good for them realizing that she wasn’t into popular hot boys because her type was scrawny shaggy haired freaks with awful personalities and a huge gatekeeping streak.
Heather realizing that the only one who can go toe to toe with her in a vaguely toxic and absolutely mean argument about some asinine shit like A Movie or SoCiEtY is Eddie Fucking Munson and it’s also unbelievably erotic to her and being like “i need to kill myself IMMEDIATELY”
Heather and Eddie as Janet and frank n furter in a rocky horror production bc they’re both attention whores, both into music as a Serious Thing and Eddie just loves anything not mainstream and music related so like ofc he went in for it. And the whole thing quickly turns into a 2 man cats the musical orgy energy shitshow bc they both just get TOO INTO PERFORMING. She’s trying to act soooooooooo normal but sadly eddie on stage singing his heart out half naked is literally too erotic for her. The entire crews job turns into just keeping them from screwing back stage like the horny theater kids they are. Good thing too bc she’s always this close to giving him a bj and if she actually did she’d have to walk into the lake never to return.
She’s actively avoiding any place he’s preforming bc she cannot be held responsible for what she might do if she sees him on stage playing guitar and she doesn’t wanna be arrested.
Eddie realizing that the most popular girl in school (I stand by heather being the Main Bitch and Chrissy simply gaining her crown after her death) is HILARIOUSLY INTO HIM. LIKE ANGRY HORNY. And first being like wtf???? Before he sees the opportunity here for Evil and is immediately delighted. Decides it’s open season for revenge of several years of bullying but pointing out to her how she wants him sooooooo bad it makes her look stupid.
Eddie challenging her to read all of Tolkien’s works, and Heather who’s physically incapable of backing down doing it and coming back with notes like “fëanor is RIGHT actually, so is melkor. I cannot believe you like this pansy ass gay apologetics shit what are you catholic??” And he’s both LIVID ON SO MANY LEVELS but also WILDLY AROUSED. There’s just something about a hot popular chick confidently having the most vile takes on his cringe exclusionary nerd shit that gets him hard. He’s horrified by this fact but also knows she wants him bad anyway so like really it’s just a matter of self control and can his self-esteem/pride take it.
All of his friends hate her and he’s like “yeah 😍 me too 😍”
She gets roped into going to/preforming in Some Town Event oblivious to the fact he is too and that’s when she gets arc of the covenant’d with his guitar playing. Mind snaps. Will power gone. He’s the shittiest dude she’s ever met she doesn’t like him AT ALL but sadly he’s also the Perfect Man and she needs him IMMEDIATELY. Legit jumps him the SECOND she can.
The kinda ppl who’ll continue an argument during sex.
Eddie loving every second of little miss rich and popular being soooo down bad for him. Loving having this level of control over someone who’s usually so “out of his league”. Loving how he can turn her brain off and make her shut up like it’s a magic trick.
Eddie slowly realizing there’s parts of heather that she never shows to anyone but he’s gotten a peak of, intentionally or not, and getting kinda possessive of that.
Heather laying on his shitty gross ass bed listening to his music and taking it seriously and talking about it musical artist to musical artist.
Heather calling his dnd group shit like “his pathetic gay loser circle jerk” and he’s just like “baby I’m going to kill you with a brick 😍”
Heather bodily taking over his hair and skin care routine. Even brushing his hair sometimes and explaining it all for when she’s not there and he’s like “lol you know I’m not doing all that”
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Guyssss...
Okay, babe, deep breath.
Done?
Good.
Let's roll
WTF is happening? I swear to god a month ago I was checking this hashtag for updates like my life depended on it, and I had great plans for my wip's and everyone was making predictions about what the vault might contain.
Then I tell myself to start making some headway with my studies because exams are breathing down my neck and I (somehow) manage to keep away from this fandom that has been my life and blood for so long. AND ALL HELL BREAKS LOSE!!
Now we know that there are THREE books related to this fandom coming out this year and we might get Toby and Hannah and I'm so excited!
But there are two characters who have my undivided attention atm and I want to talk about them!
So now we have all the main characters, I'm so thrilled that Rohan is one of them because his story is so intriguing to me and it also adds to some much needed Indian or Pakistani (though most prob Indian) representation.
Just think about the kind of background he must have come from, let that blow your mind!
I know that he is going to have a real tragic backstory. Think something involving childhood abandonment or abuse or (most probably) separation from his loving family, coming to London, being faced with the HUGE cultural shock and the nail biting cold and relentless rain. Add to this: making sense of the weird accent. Being picked off the street to do some odd work for the Devil's Mercy. Slowly getting to know it's secrets and rising among its ranks till he reached Factotum. Falling for Zella (first love, maybe?), having his heart broken.
AND THEN HAVING HIS TITLE STRIPPED AT THE END!
CAN YOU FEEL THE BAD BLOOD ENERGY RISING?
'cause baby now we got bad blood...
I also believe that often things are not so one dimensional and that Zella is nothing short of deserving the position. She has undeniably had her struggles with gaining the power she now holds and being a woman of colour in a royal household. But I'm focusing of Rohan here, maybe I'll make a detailed post about Zella sometime later?
These are all only theories, but I can't help thinking that it's going to be something along these lines.
And then there's the fact that Jameson is not going to be a main character (*crying emoji cause I cant seem to insert one of the proper size*) Like he has so many unfinished threads and so much family drama to sort out.
We never got to see an independent confrontation of Ian over how he used Jameson to get what he wanted, or anything about the Prague mystery!!
And I know this might be a bit controversial with some of you, but I really want to see him and Avery fight. Because ofc they are a power couple and express their love to each other in such creative ways. BUT, but you get to know so much about a character when you see their world shifting, when the one thing that they believed to be an anchor is uprooted. How they act when the other is out of orbit. AND WE SIMPLY HAVEN'T SEEN THAT FOR JAMESON. I also might be holding out for a very hot romantic make up later on, but my point stands.
So there's my little (rather late) bit, but still.
Also to those who have read my work and have been so kind to shower me with kudos and comments, I want to apologise profusely. There is a lot to come, but just not at this moment when exams are leeching the life out of me, and trust me when I say I have the most elaborate plans for the future!
Like always, can't wait to hear all your brilliant thoughts. Have a good day/night (depending on whatever time zone you guys are in)
Also please check out Lockwood and Co if you have the time because it's something that I can't stop thinking about and would love to talk about. As an added bonus, one of the mc is kinda like Jameson (and that's how you know I have a type)
#the inheritance games#Rohan#factotum#duchess zella#ofc there's jameson#jameson winchester hawthorne#averyjameson#avery grambs#the prague mystery#the grandest game#mystery reveal#upset over jameson not being one of the mc's#jennifer lynn barnes#duel amongst#games untold#lockwood and co
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Au fic idea where instead of disappearing, Athena attached herself to Atreus to try to influence him while he's traveling but it backfires and they end up having to tolerate each other for the foreseeable future. They go from hating each other to having mutual respect. Cue debates, squabbles, and shared stories as they essentially gain kratos and Mimir's relationship (minus the warmth, respect and family bond)
He gets so used to being the only one around and being free to openly talk with Athena , that Atreus forgets to tell his family that he is being haunted by his aunt lol
Kratos stressing out and like "Athena wtf"
Mimir being like "lad I get a lot has changed but why the bloody hell would you not mention this sooner ?!"
And all Atreus can do is shrug and go "I forgot that other people can't see or hear her" like THAT explains it. Kratos isn't sure whether to be thankful that Athena doesn't seem to be hurting his son or unsettled that they've gotten so used to talking to each other that his son snorts when she tells a joke none of them can hear.
Bonus points : atreus has to tell other people what she's saying, but he often dials down her condescension and will scold her "no aunt Athena I'm not saying that, that's mean"
Athena can sometimes gain enough power to show herself to those other than Atreus but it takes a lot of energy from both of them and she disappears for a while after
At some point, Athena manages to overshadow Atreus but it's only when it's life or death, and Atreus is desperately in need of aid. The way to tell is how much fiercer hell start moving, and he will let out a war cry that is overlayed with Athena's own. When they talk together it's overlayered and out of sync, and it makes kratos whole body tense because that's both his worst nightmare and his beloved son all in one and he can't do anything about it
I'll add more later!!
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Can someone explain how I was under my cal limit, did a 9hr shift in a high energy job (ate just over 300cal) did a 40min workout at home, had about ~400cal of pasta and went to bed and GAINED 2KG OVERNIGHT??? It makes no sense, I weighed myself in the usual way I just don't understand man wtf
#tw ana diary#pro for me not for thee#ed behaviour tw#tw ed but not sheeran#⭐️ving#tw ed sheeran#disordered eating thoughts#⭐️ve#tw ed diet#tw disordered eating
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new to genshin and confused? here's what EVERY character does! || p3 - electro
Hello everyone! Welcome to part 3 of a series where I summarize every character's kit in case you're new, confused, or don't want to spend the time to read and understand what everybody does.
If you're here to figure out who to pull, who to build, or just wtf is going on in the character archive, I hope you find this post helpful!
Previously, I've gone through every cryo character and every pyro character. I'll put those links at the end, or just find them on my blog. There are some disclaimers/notes in part 1 so i'd reccomend you read those quickly.
Ok onto the actual stuff
╰┈➤ 4 stars
Fischl (Off-field DMG)
❥ Skill: Summons Oz who will deal Electro damage to enemies for his duration. During the duration, you can use her skill again to reposition him
❥ Burst: Turns into Oz to automatically fly over enemies and deal at most 1 hit of Electro damage to each opponent hit
❥ Roles: Off-field DPS, Flex slot, Physical DPS
❥ Damage scales off of: Attack
Beidou (Off-field DMG)
❥ Skill: Press to deal Electro damage or hold to give her a shield and deal Electro damage (+remove shield). If the shield is released after taking 2 hits or the press is used at the moment Beidou is attacked, the damage and AoE will be increased
❥ Burst: Deals Electro damage and creates an effect that deals Electro damage when your characters use normal/charged attacks. This damage can bounce between opponents
❥ Roles: Off-field DPS
❥ Damage scales off of: Attack
Razor (DPS)
❥ Skill: Press to deal Electro damage, then gain a sigil and an energy recharge buff. Hold to deal Electro damage, consume all sigils, and gain energy for each sigil consumed
❥ Burst: Consumes all sigils and creates a wolf that deals Electro damage alongside Razor's normal attacks. Razor gains attack speed and other buffs during its duration but is unable to use charged attacks
❥ Roles: Physical DPS, Aggravate DPS, Elemental Reaction build w/C6 Bennett
❥ Damage scales off of: Attack
Lisa (DPS/Support)
❥ Skill: Tap deals Electro damage and applies a stack to the enemy hit Her hold skill deals AoE Electro damage and, when hitting enemies with stacks, consumes all their stacks and increases the damage depending on how many were consumed
❥ Burst: Creates a lamp/field that continuously deals Electro damage to enemies and pushes them back. Enemies hit by this will have their DEF reduced by 15% (from passive)
❥ Roles: Low-investment support, Aggravate DPS, Hyperbloom trigger, Off-field DMG
❥ Damage scales off of: Attack
Kujou Sara (Support)
❥ Skill: Jumps back and allows her next fully-charged aimed shot to fire a Crowfeather. The Crowfeather will explode after a short duration, dealing Electro damage and granting the active character an attack buff.
❥ Burst: Deals multiple hits of Electro damage. The first hit and each consecutive hit will grant the active character the same attack buff as from her skill
❥ Roles: Support for Electro DPS characters
❥ Damage scales off of: Attack
❥ Buff scales off of: Base Attack (can only be obtained from character levels and weapons)
Kuki Shinobu (Support)
❥ Skill: Consumes part of her HP and creates a ring that periodically pulses to heal your active character and deal Electro damage
❥ Burst: Creates a field that continuously deals Electro damage to enemies for a short duration. Duration is increased if Kuki Shinobu is under 50% HP
❥ Roles: Hyperbloom trigger, Healer
❥ Damage scales off of: Attack (Skill), HP (Burst)
❥ Healing scales off of: HP
Dori (Support)
❥ Skill: Deals 3 instances of Electro damage
❥ Burst: Creates a lamp that connects to your active character and applies them with Electro. They will continuously be healed, regenerate energy, and the connection will deal Electro damage when it hits opponents
❥ Roles: Healer, Best in teams with Dendro
❥ Damage scales off of: Attack
❥ Healing scales off of: HP
╰┈➤ 5 stars
Keqing (DPS)
❥ Skill: Creates a lighning stiletto. You can either use a charged attack to detonate it and deal Electro damage or use your skill again to flash to it and gain an Electro infusion (from passive)
❥ Burst: Unleashes multiple strikes of Electro damage, then a larger final hit
❥ Roles: Aggravate DPS, Physical DPS
❥ Damage scales off of: Attack
Raiden Shogun (DPS/Supportive DPS)
❥ Skill: Creates an eye that deals Electro damage when your characters' attacks hit opponents. It also increases their Burst damage
❥ Burst: Deals Electro damage and enters a that causes her normal/charged/plunging attacks to become Electro elemental burst damage and restore your characters' energy on hit. Her burst's damage will be increased based on stacks that can be obtained by using other elemental bursts
❥ Passive: Based on her ER%, her Electro damage bonus will be increased. The energy she restores for your characters during her burst is also increased by her ER%
❥ Roles: Electro DPS, Hyperbloom trigger
❥ Damage scales off of: Attack
Yae Miko (Off-field Damage)
❥ Skill: Summons a totem (max 3) to periodically deal Electro damage to enemies. Her skill has 3 charges and the damage is increased based on the # of totems present.
❥ Burst: Deals AoE Electro damage and destroys all totems. Each destroyed totem will cause an additional hit of Electro damage
❥ Roles: Can be on-field or off-field. Aggravate DPS, synergy with Raiden, Hyperbloom trigger.
❥ Damage scales off of: Attack
Cyno (DPS)
❥ Skill: Deals Electro damage. While in his burst state, it becomes enhanced and increases the duration of the state
❥ Burst: Enters a state that enhances his normal/charged/plunging attacks to deal Electro damage. His EM and interruption resist are increased during the state
❥ Passive: At certain intervals during his burst, a large eye symbol will appear on screen. Using his skill while the eye is present will enhance its damage and cause it to unleash hits of damage
❥ Roles: Quickbloom DPS, Aggravate DPS
❥ Damage scales off of: Attack
That's it for today! Here are some links to my other posts in this series
https://www.tumblr.com/prismatic-glow/736645236680441856/new-to-genshin-and-confused-heres-what-every?source=share
https://www.tumblr.com/prismatic-glow/736555000055070721/new-to-genshin-and-confused-heres-what-every?source=share
#genshin impact#genshin ask blog#genshin help#genshin guide#genshin impact advice#genshin#genshin advice#new to genshin#new genshin player#beidou#cyno#raiden shogun#yae miko#genshin lisa#genshin fischl#kuki shinobu#kujou sara#˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ new players
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Part 3 of scenes from utsukare eternal!! This is less favorite scenes now and just bits that I remember enjoying, so that I can come back and reminisce about the movie in the however-many-months before it comes out on DVD.
I’m very sorry to anyone who wants a more cohesive view of the movie, my brain is too chaotic to do a step by step summary, but @anotherblblog did an actual recap/summary. My posts are more like a diary of my own scattered thoughts, because I’m used to my tumblr posts being basically just me talking to myself.
Once again, SPOILER WARNING
First of all, and I’m not putting this on the list officially, but just Kiyoi’s outfits in general!! Stunning, amazing fashion as usual, he’s just gorgeous and his clothes are amazing. Also Anna’s costumes were also fantastic- the monochrome black, widow-ish looks really suited her!
1. Kiyoi and Anna’s manager being incredibly overworked all the time. That man never stops scrambling around frantically, it’s honestly kinda hilarious but also I feel bad for him. I mean he did have to deal with 2 serious “scandals” in a very short amount of time, including Anna with her boyfriend and then a fake scandal of Anna and Kiyoi dating, plus they don’t seem to have any other staff other than the boss dealing with the two actors (kind of bad planning if you ask me, especially given how famous Anna supposedly is).
2. Kind of part of one of my previous favorite scenes- when Anna and her boyfriend are reuniting, Anna is hiding at first and then Hira or Noguchi (Hira’s cameraman boss) tells the boyfriend something like “there’s someone here who wants to see you/talk with you” and the camera pans dramatically to some tulle curtains beautifully draped over an entranceway. And you think it’s gonna be Anna appearing out of the fabric but then Kiyoi just pokes his head out with the cutest expression. And when I tell you the disappointment and wtf energy on the boyfriend’s face was so strong 😂. But then Kiyoi is just like- oh sorry- and shuffles over awkwardly to stand next to Hira so that Anna could get her proper dramatic entrance. It was so cute.
3. The opening scene. Beautifully pastel scene of Hira and Kiyoi waking up (naked) in their bed, and Hira rolling over to cuddle Kiyoi, complete with kind of hazy/dreamy lighting, calming atmospheric music, and a tulle curtain/veil thing covering both of them to add to the dreamlike feel. Some people in the mydramalist comments didn’t like the veil thing, because it was kind of just functioning as a call back to a scene in the series and didn’t actually serve a purpose or make any sense in the movie 😅. And that’s a valid point, but honestly I’m perfectly fine with doing things purely for the aesthetics. Sometimes, artistic choices aren’t super logical lol. It was a beautiful scene, and frankly it’s not too far fetched to me that Hira and Kiyoi might cover themselves with a pretty curtain like that while sleeping together simply for the vibes 👍
4. Hira and Kiyoi apartment hunting together 😭😭 Although obviously Hira’s house is the best, it was so cute to see them going around together thinking about the things they needed in a home (Kiyoi’s list including a bathtub I think, referencing the earlier bathtub steamy scene 🫢). It was so cute how Hira zooms into the kitchen to test out how cooking for them would feel, acting out looking into the living room area to make sure he would be able to see Kiyoi while making food! The domestic fluff!! I’m so soft 🥺
5. Okay I know that Anna’s obsessive fan turned out to be awful later, but I honestly really liked his and Hira’s introduction. It was painfully awkward, but the way they bonded over their shared fan interests and devotion to their idols was honestly really sweet, and then how they cautiously shook hands afterwards- I was kind hoping Hira would gain a friend with a similar personality to him, but instead he gained an enemy that he would later try to murder for hurting Kiyoi and then subsequently almost be murdered by. So that’s fun 🙃
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Thinking of You - March 🥺 2024 - Taurus
Whole of their energy towards Taurus: King of Swords
Feelings: Knight of Swords
Intentions: 7 Cups
Actions: Knight of Pentacles
Ick. It’s ick. I don’t like this person’s energy at all. I’m going to read it as if it’s you that’s the issue, and if it’s switched then by all means. Disturbance came out to describe them, I can’t tell if that’s them or how you affect them. They come up as the TRUTH telling King, both King and Knight are out here, and at the same time they obscure facts and truth to leave you confused? Or they see you as someone that calls them on their bs, but idk how much they actually “get it”. Now it would be one thing if I were seeing some kind of health issues or something, but this person is firing on all cylinders intellectually, soo what’s the confusion?
Either - this person feels betrayed by you and gave up on the connection, they feel “they said what they said” and that’s the end of it…but now they want to talk, and are taking slow, practical steps in order to gain your affection again, get back in your good graces, etc.
Or - you were the one that ended this connection, maybe even told them off, it was possibly painful or unexpected for them, and they still wonder “if there’s a chance”, even if you’ve flat out told them to kick rocks, I don’t think they’re getting the hint. Or you’re not. For some that’s the disturbance, making delusion and confusion out of a swift & clean ending.
It’s also possible this person has hurt you before, Disturbance may be something that’s…wtf levels. Haunting. Trauma. They swear they’re done with the bs, they’ve moved on from whatever it is, and want another chance with you - but they don’t know if that’s possible, I assume you don’t talk. Maybe you don’t know if you want to. In this story, they will try, a little bit every day showing you they mean it, and they won’t rush you into anything. I’m not necessarily getting romance from this, could be anyone. There is love, care, consideration on some level, and then there’s also a side-eye 👀 that hovers in the energy and makes it ick. If you don’t know whether you want another go round with this person, I’m gonna guess this is why, I can…feel it, more than I can describe it, and it makes me cringe 😬 You’d know. Shadow Self came out on your side and cringe came out on theirs. Idk every story isn’t the same, but I don’t like it 💯 There’s a reason.
Messages:
Their side:
- I need more than you can give.
- I love your MONEY 💰
Your side:
- Shadow Self 😈
- Darker skin tone
Possible signs:
Heavy air ⚔️ Aquarius, Gemini & Virgo
If you’re dealing with:
The High Priestess, whew the whole vibe in the room changed when we got to you. You know the truth about a lot of things, a lot of hidden bs and secrets people have tried to keep quiet. Either due to spiritual things, intuition, you’re in on it maybe, or you just see through the bs. You’re a tough nut 🌰 to crack. Just because you know doesn’t mean you speak it out loud, also High Priestess energy. It could be you have people around you that have secrets, but with The Sun underneath either they’ve come to light or you already know what’s up.
Aries - heartbroken that you’re “winning”, they’re super competitive with you for some reason
Taurus - bitter that it’s over, bitter in general, there’s a big heart under all that bitter though
Gemini - your soulmate 💙 King & Queen of Pentacles, they’re the pb to your jelly
Cancer - a player, they enjoy getting attention from anywhere they can get it, noncommittal
Leo - defensive over/at work, whatever it is you don’t even want to deal with it/them
Virgo - holding grudges because you stabbed them in the back, or switch it
Libra - sneaky & deceptive liar, leave them be
Scorpio - expecting you to sleep with them, trying to get you obsessed…they are 😍
Sagittarius - *not* coming at you all passionately & heated, trying to be fair, because they have deep emotions/love for you 💧
Capricorn - you’re everything to them, living the dream, and talking about all the things you’d like to do next
Aquarius - it’s not easy but they’re not giving up, they’re trying to be romantic but could end up doing something…I’m hearing “faux pas”, something goes wrong, “they’re trying”
Pisces - has been undecided but is now totally sure what they want and where they’re headed, taking action & it could be fast 💨
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i have so many lando and max ideas pls 😭😭
I feel like Max is who Lando behaves the most for, like he is still this little ball full of energy but Lando knows Max wont tolerate his brattiness or give into Lando. Max knows Lando well enough to understand if he's actually upset or just putting it on, if Lando starts using crocodile tears Max will genuinely just laugh right in his face. But then again, Max knows how to comfort little Bub. Knows just how he likes his hair petted, how much pressure to cuddle him and exactly what words to use to calm him down. Lando can go from on the verge of a meltdown, to dead asleep in Max's lap in sub 3 minutes.
Max is also the one that gets the earful of everybody who has slightly upset Lando that day, even over FaceTime. I can also imagine Daniel getting so desperate for little guy to calm down that he calls Max himself and hands the phone over to Lando after a brief explanation.
Max is also there for all the Quadrant videos, Lando's exhausted during a filming session which was scheduled just after a race weekend. Something goes wrong at the studio and Lando just loses it as soon as he and Max get somewhere semi-private. Max is amazing with little guy.
Max feels like home for Lando. I can se bub being very homesick and when Max comes to a race with him, he feels so much better. It may not be his mom and dad but it's his best friend and that may be arguably better. Maybe since Lando is just so comfortable with Max, he may regress to an even younger headspace sometimes? He just feels safe and loved.
We know Lando's a little attention seeker (bless him) and i can also see him trying to throw a semi-tantrum to gain Max's attention when they're back at Max's place: Maybe Max has just finished streaming and bub feels like he hasn't been getting enough of Max's attention so a meltdown begins.
Max also knows Lando better than Lando knows himself; so can automatically sense when little ones lying about something.
Sorry for all these but they've been sitting in my notes app and i saw Max and Lando mentioned 😭
BYE i forgot about this, it’s literally 2am and i’m like wait a damn minute; did i respond to that ask n i didn’t 😭 i’m so sorry bc this literally made me smile so much so thanks for sharing your thoughts with me ily!!!!!!!!
Max and Lando have such a soulmate connection i literally wanna scream into the void watching them, like they’re so in tune. and Max endures so much bless him
they’ve been together in every life time idc idc.
Lando definitely would try be on his best, especially when they lived together bc Lando’d be spending most of his (free) time w/ Max.
i almost don’t know what i wanna add to this cause i’m just like yes to everything you’ve said.
but especially the semi-tantrum to get his attention, it’s also just misbehavior lmao. that stream where he’s just yelling when Max unmutes? starts playing the drums obnoxiously loud while Max is trying to stream/speak. the look-backs he’s given until eventually Lando’s just sat on the floor behind him annoying him continuously.
i can so imagine when Max finally turns off the stream, spins around to face Lando with a semi-unimpressed look while Lando just gives him the biggest puppy eyes.
“Well?” Max’ll say and Lando’ll just blink up.
“You wanted my attention right?”
so Lando’ll grin up kinda sheepishly before clambering up into his lap with a “Yep.”
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