MISCALCULATION- Love Definition Series
You ruined it for me
I don't think you understand the enormous damage you did
When you lied and claimed to love
When instead of bringing me light
You became my darkness.
And now I'm only with you
To find the right moment to kill you
I'm too filled with vengeance
Yet I don't know how to hurt you
Because all I had was love for you
Yet love is nothing to you
I find myself struggling to endure
Even as I seek to finish you
You're ending me-
My heart in tatters
My brain shredded from trying to decipher the sword you are
And everytime you say you love me
Believing me still a fool for you
I wish foolishness could grace me once more
Just to take away the piercing pain whenever you say those otherwise beautifully soothing words
I guess my target was really me
My punishment for calling your poison love.
Miscalculation, the definition of your love.
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like we know missy deserves the light and love of a thousand suns. which is why they had to make her have feelings for spider during his incel era. but honestly i think its such an interesting way of writing her character like. her ability to recognize other peoples suffering and offer them kindness thru it is consistent from s1 and like. no other character could have feasibly done that for spider.
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The “I Should Have Told Him How I Feel” gif confirms my theory that Stede understood on some level his feelings for Ed the whole time. He wasn’t obliviously living with the idea that they were just bros. The conversation with Mary in ep. 10 isn’t a realization as much as it’s a confirmation. He knew his feelings for Ed were something more and Mary confirmed for him that it was love. This isn’t a hot take or anything it’s just nice to think about.
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also this is definitely going to garner some hate but i don’t really gaf
it makes me SO MAD when izzy threatens ed in s1e10 with the whole “edward better watch his step thing”. like goddamn ed was literally dealing with his emotions in a positive and effective way and talking it thru as a crew but izzy just had to fucking goad him into being “insane” and “crazy” and hearing all those things from izzy even though the rest of the crew was being so supportive was just enough to affirm all the things ed was already feeling about himself and push him over the edge. and FUCK izzy for that. i said what i said.
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SELF DEFENSE
He kept breaking me.
He kept at it until the glue gave up.
He shred me apart.
He tore at me until no thread could sew me up.
He was going to kill me,
So I killed him first.
First degree murder.
Ridding my heart of him saved me.
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Seriously though can you imagine having shot that incredible scene and then having to cut it?
It’s so beautiful and it showcases all the characters so well and the music works perfectly and it fleshes out the story and it adds emotional impact and they had to cut it down!!
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im manifesting unabashedly flirty ed and stede in s2 for us. the cheeky use of "hello captain" "hello yourself, captain" as a pet name for one another. stede asking ed if he likes stede's outfit and ed replying "yeah, but it would look better on the floor" with a saucy lil wink. ed hitting on stede and stede warning him to watch himself because stede's /boyfriend/ wouldn't like it and ed playing along, scoffing that he could easily take this guy to which stede smirks and tells him that /actually/ his boyfriend happens to be the scourge of the seven seas and a damn good lover to boot. someone mentioning "the gentleman pirate" and ed correcting them with "oh there's /nothing/ gentlemanly about him" with a cocky smile that makes Jim threaten to stab him if he so much as hints at any other details regarding that comment. there's a "main mast" line in there somewhere
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