when one of our first conversations i remembered was about how much Spring Day by BTS suited SatoSugu so much, then you left without goodbye on the first day of 2024 spring (March 19th) <3

Taylor swift can fix my mental health in seconds

self care is deciding not to go to the next tournament bc you've been to every tournament since the season began

I have my ex blocked on everything but I totally forgot that they still follow me on spotify and sometimes I think about them having access to my activity and seeing me listen to the kipo soundtrack, blorbo specific playlists, and the same 2009 pop song over and over again, and that’s their only info of my life rn

I recently got a new computer and I bought myself a new keyboard and it's SO FUN! Like it's literally just a mechanical gaming keyboard but I like the colors and it's really satisfying to use and like.. buying yourself little things like this that you may not think make any difference actually DO make a difference. Quality of life improved by little fun things <3

its so important to be able to both callout post AND cringe comp with friends

I love the Renoir family as much as the next guy but by god constructing an actual parasol in real life is making me want to start attacking them

being in a server with twitter people and realizing how theyve got whole other memes and jokes i had no clue about. i feel so refreshed by that. like ive truly distanced myself UvU

8 AND A HALF MONTHS TILL GINGER GENDER TWINK AND ACTING CHOICES BIMBO ARE BACK

The second I see a GOS3 BTS photo I'm going to simply pass away, stimming won't be enough I will simply explode out of this skin prison-

We all know at this point that the name Astarion is connected to the word "star" (starry or little star).

But Larian decided that they wanted to go all in with the details and they delivered!

The flower you can place on his tomb in the final romance scene (which I think is such a cute and tender gesture and I love his reaction to it), seems to be an Ornithogalum umbellatum, a star-shaped white flower with six petals. Among the plant's many common names, there are summer snowflake, starflower, and star-of-Bethlehem.

Moreover, in the language of flowers, its meanings are related to trauma, mourning, and welcoming pain without repressing it.

According to Doctor Edward Bach (1886 – 1936), these flowers are "For those who find themselves in a state of great anguish due to situations that, in a given period, have caused so much unhappiness", and can be used to help with the aftermath of a trauma, the alleviation of pain and the mourning process.

Edit: every time I see an artist include this flower in their Astarion fanart my heart swells with joy. Love this community

♡ inspo

I love how no matter what ,your reader always has her scary dog privilege no matter the fandom, the fact that this time is an actual dog though —

loyal to his savior. it's only fair that he return the favor.

(i can't help it dude, i have a type when it comes to relationships. i want the big scary one to protect the smaller not scary one. and it would only make sense that after everything he's been through, he'd use his regained strength to protect the peace he's found with the one who's saved him.)

My followers: And is this “writing” you’ve been “working on” in the room with us right now?

Baldur's Gate 3 - Karlach 2/?

i just know that post tartarus nap hit hard

he says i hate everyone except you and that is addictive and that is kind of romantic and beautiful because you're young and you're kind of a sarcastic asshole too and you don't like bad boys, per say, but you don't really like good ones either. and you like that you were the exception, it felt like winning.

except life is not a romance book, and he was kind of being honest. he doesn't learn to be nice to your friends. he only tolerates your family. you have to beg him to come with you to birthday parties, he complains the whole time. you want to go on a date but - people are often there, wherever you're going. he's just so angry. about everything, is the thing. in the romance book, doesn't he eventually soften? can't you teach him, through your own sense of whimsy and comfort?

at first - you know introverts often need smaller friend groups, and honestly, you're fine staying at home too. you like the small, tidy life you occupy. you're not going to punish him for his personality type.

except: he really does hate everyone but you. which means he doesn't get along with his therapist. which means he has no one to talk to except for you. which means you take care of him constantly, since he otherwise has no one. which means you sometimes have to apologize for him. which means he keeps you home from seeing your friends because he hates them. you're the single exception.

about a decade from this experience, you'll type into google: how to know if a relationship is codependent.

he wraps an arm around you. i hate everyone except you. these days, you're learning what he's actually confessing is i have very little practice being kind.