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#he deserves to be even more outwardly pissed!
crestfallercanyon · 6 months
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I think Ian would love when Mickey takes long showers.
The rest of the Gallaghers try to complain, and Ian would shut that shit down immediately. Mickey rarely does something so self-indulgent that isn't, y'know, a violent impulse. This is something that no one else gets to see, this isn't Mickey putting on a toughness show, this isn't anything but Mickey taking care of Mickey and Ian loves that for him. Wants him to have that for as long as he can.
Because here's the thing -- Ian remembers the filthy dirty boy he used to fuck in the Kash and Grab.
While Ian never judged Mickey for it (hell, who hasn't experienced a water shut off or heater shortage in Southside?) he knew that Mickey experienced it worst than most. Half the neighborhood called Mickey smelly for fuck's sake, it was well known that Mickey was not clean.
I also imagine Mickey had to fake-it-til-you-make-it in feeling okay with being that dirty. He stopped taking frequent showers or bothering with any hygiene products because he knew the Milkoviches only had so much hot water (or water in general). Terry got first dibs because if he didn't get what he wanted then his piss-poor mood would dictate how everyone's day's went.
Then, Mickey gave next priority to Mandy. Mandy's a girl, which when he was younger didn't really mean anything to him, until she came home wildly upset about being dirty, about how all the girls wouldn't stop pointing out how awful she smelled, how she got her period and the bloodstains were still in her clothes and she didn't have enough water to clean them out but she didn't have any more clean clothes, and fuck, Mickey realized girls were fucking mean when it came to shit like that, and Mickey never wanted her to deal with that ever again. After that, Mickey made sure Mandy had enough water to stay clean, to be orderly, because Mandy cared and Mandy deserved to feel good about herself.
If his brothers were home, they'd get it next, because they somehow always smelled worse than Mickey did. However, that was rarely a problem, and a lot of the time after Terry and Mandy they didn't really have much left in the tank anyway.
So Mickey learned to not care. Not care about being gross and disgusting and feeling itchy at times. To smell clothes and while it was sharp to his nose it was whatever. So something gave him a rash once, he can fucking live. Everyone seems to look at him like he's even more dangerous when he's filthy, so it comes with its own perks, right? Who cares if some nights he couldn't really sleep. He's a kid, and who fucking cares, he's probably not living that long anyway.
But as Mickey starts having more people care about him (and care more about himself in turn) things change in his head. Even when he comes back in season 7, he is nowhere near as covered in dirt as he was when he was young. And while some of this can be chalked up to not being a kid anymore, that's certainly not most of it. The self-loathing he had no longer manifests so outwardly, he's no longer living in a burn out and die young mindset, and he's got people who he gives a shit what they think about him. He wants to try to like himself the way other people (Ian) likes him. Which means being fucking clean.
So he starts to take long showers. And he realizes that, yeah, he likes the feel of having hot water on him, melting the day away. Likes having the assurance that he can have this without being covered in blood and needing to medically clean out the wound (if he'd even do it then). He likes... taking showers. Being clean. Having clean clothes. And Ian, of course, notices.
So, when Ian can hear Mickey taking a shower, and taking his fucking time and actually taking care of himself, Ian freaking loves it. Doesn't let anyone bother Mickey about the water, doesn't let anyone tell him what soaps to use or not use. It's all for his disposal.
And when Mickey's done, Ian will open the door and join Mickey in with the steamy bathroom. Before Mickey can utter a single word about it (most days he'll try to crack something self-deprecating, not quite broaching sorry but as close as he usually gets; on particularly vulnerable days he will try to genuinely apologize) Ian kisses him. Tells him he smells good. Tells him he looks good. Ian's a big fan of positive reinforcement. He's also a big fan of the smile on Mickey's face when he's feeling good about himself.
Ian of course wishes he could get Mickey to feel good about himself every day, but, it's a work in progress just like everything else. Mickey's got to unlearn a childhood built on the belief that he was barely worth garbage. That takes time. Ian gets it.
An easy place to start, though? Enjoying when his man takes his long hot showers.
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hello !! I'd like to make a request, if that's alright. specifically about Obey Me
could you write headcanons for Mammon, Satan, Barbatos, and Solomon with an MC that struggles to talk/emote often? they're just so used to being talked over, interrupted, or told to calm down when they express emotion that now they find it difficult to do so without feeling like a burden.
thank you !!
Yeah sis, I totally get you with this thing. I basically gave up even bothering to try, so I just lay back and find amusement and the shit others gossip about.
If only we had these guys to help us, huh?
--- MAMMON
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Mammon, of all people, would get it the most.
Being the bullied brother, he usually gets talked over and dismissed a lot, as others think he would just speak money related stuff, and about his greed.
But sometimes he does have great insight, and when he does and he’s not even getting any attention, he will be pouty all day.
At least you’d always listen to him, no matter how much he talked, or how silly it was!
You are such an amazing person - It only made his shock greater, once he saw how your so-called friends treated you, and he got both flabbergast and pissed off.
Why were they talking over you like that? Why weren’t they listening to anything you wanted to share with them?
They were basically just completely ignoring you, so you just sat there, laid back on the couch, fumbling on your phone, bored out of your mind and obviously ticked off, but it was obvious you were used to this.
Mammon’s solution for this is to grab you hand gently and bring you over to his room so you could hang out.
He won’t outwardly address the situation, but since you were so confused as to why he took out out of there, he just sighed and pulled you into a hug.
Poor Mammon is almost in tears as he compliments you and tells you how you’re too good for your friends and that you deserve better, you deserve to be listened and appreciated 
He will also reassure you that he will always be there to listen to you, no matter what you want to tell him, even if he has no idea what’s it all about - He wants you to be happy and feel as if you belong - Because to him, you’re his whole world.
----- SATAN
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At first, he just stood there, reading on the couch and not paying much attention to the mundane talks of you and your human friends, but then he noticed how he only seldom heard your voice, and when he did, it sounded mousie, barely audible and interrupted way too many times.
It peaked his attention enough to occasionally look up from his book and ‘spy’ you in that circle of people - And he didn’t like what he was seeing.
You were repeatedly trying to open your mouth and speak out a sentence, but you weren’t able to utter more than three words before you were talked over and completely ignored to the point of giving up and wearing a passive-aggressive smile, looking up at the ceiling, barely able to keep yourself from getting overly frustrated and just storming the hell out of there.
By the looks of it, it wasn’t a singular occurrence, and it definitely irked him.
How DARE those puny humans treat his perfect beloved in such an awful way?
Satan vows to curse them and burn them alive, not before torturing them for an eternity.
He’s had enough.
He marches in front of you, and with a barely-contained smile, he will extend his hand for you to take, claiming that he has a new cat that he wants to introduce to you - Even if you don’t want to come, he would take you to his room and start cuddling you, his cat over your lap.
When you inquire about his odd behaviour, he flashes you that devilish smile of his and says that, should he have witnessed more of that interaction, he’s sure he would have burnt the whole House of Lamentation without realising, so he wanted to spare the both of you some trouble.
He won’t speak much, but would kiss your temple, letting you snuggle in his side while he reads to you any book that you want at that moment.
---- BARBATOS
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Barbatos would probably be the calmest of them all, but at the same time, he would feel very affected at the way you’re being treated by the people you consider friends.
As far as he’s learnt about humanity, people who care about their peers don’t make them feel upset - And he could not only deduce, but feel your emotions clear as day.
You were trying to speak, but people were ignoring you.
He was hearing you, clear as day, but the more you talked, the louder the others got - And worst of all, they weren’t even looking at you!
Barbatos came up with a plan, though he was slightly afraid it might bring you some social discomfort - But he was going to do it regardless.
Preparing some nice tea, and secretly adding some strong laxatives in your friends’ teacups, and would come over to serve you before sitting on the couch next to you.
Your friends didn’t even thank him, but as you gave him a questioning look, he simply brought his finger up to his mouth and winked at you with a secretive smirk on his face and he put his arm around you, letting you lean on his shoulder.
Not long after, one by one, your friends started clutching their stomachs and started running away, until only you and Barbatos remained - And he was chuckling softly.
“Well then, my darling, how about you tell me exactly what story you were trying to tell those lowlives~?”
--- SOLOMON
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Just like Barbatos, he’s a sketchy and mischievous little imp that would make fun of your so-called friends for treating you so awfully.
In his entire, very long existence, he only saw such people behaving that way around those they had no positive feelings for, so clearly, they were using you in some way.
No person would ever ignore their friend.
And when you called out to them a bit louder, telling you that you had a great idea for your next trip, you got told to quiet down because you were being too loud and obnoxious.
So, what did Solomon do?
He waltzed nonchalantly by your circle of friends and smiled that poisonous, fake smile of his, and flicked his fingers - And all your friends went quiet. 
And panicked.
The sorcerer than sat down leisurely on the couch opposite of you, one leg over the knee, fingers intertwined, yet fully unable to wipe that playful smirk off his face.
“The peace and quiet is really endearing, don’t you think, my darling? Though, I’d rather hear your sweet voice - So how about you tell me a nice, little story, hmm~?”
It took all the self-restraint he had not to turn his head to the side and watch with satisfaction as those jerks were fumbling around, unable to speak or even open their mouths - All because he wanted to have his focus entirely on you.
After all, you deserved only the best, and he wanted to prove and show that to you at all times.
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iumblr · 6 months
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Stedes response to Ed’s “I love you” being “I know” IS DRIVING ME INSANE. He does not know.
This whole show he has had crippling self esteem issues. He outwardly acts like he’s an amazing pirate while constantly thinking about how he’s awful at it. He was practically going to let Chauncey shoot him because he agreed with him . He told Ed’s wanted poster he left because he thought Ed was better off without him. Stede still blames himself for what happened with him.
When he truly confessed to Ed at the antique shop, he said Ed doesn’t have to say it back, partially because he didn’t want to rush him but also because he didn’t think he would. When Stede told him about the letters, he said they were “just bottles” as if it wasn’t a super important coping mechanism for him.
When he went back to his wife she ended up being way happier without him, so why wouldn’t Ed? EVEN HIS KIDS DIDNT LIKE HIM. One was pissed most of the time and the other forgot about him.
He has never had the direct respect of his crew or anyone for that matter which is why when he reached fame he unhealthily wallowed in it. He kept changing himself to be more likeable. And even after trying so hard to be likeable, his friends are superficial. Same thing happened when he went back home and everybody was intrigued by him for being a pirate. Nobody seems to like Stede for Stede.
When he killed Ned Lowe he slept with Ed instead of talking about it because all he knows is how to push down his feelings. Despite preaching talking it through, he doesn’t believe he deserves to. In fact, the only time hes ever talked to anybody about any of his trauma was when he ran The Revenge aground and talked about his hallucinations to the Native American guy.
His crew likes him now, but they haven’t said anything about it. Last time they said anything about his captaining directly to him was before he was hung in 1x02, saying he was a shit pirate, and Black Pete saying he thought of Blackbeard more as his captain than Stede.
He literally said in the finale that he was used to being a failure to Zheng.
In conclusion, no he does not know Ed loves him. Like he knows but he doesn’t know, y’know. This really irked me considering it’s such an important moment for Stede to hear he actually loves him and he was all like, “eh, I already know.”
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sinisterexaggerator · 2 months
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I miss reptile daddy-husband #4. How is he? How is my cute lil scaly baby?
Is Bossk hot-headed? How does he deal with being annoyed or pissed off? Does he just walk off? Assuming this is for someone he likes????? Also, what's Bossk's biggest red flag?
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ILOVEHIMSOMUCH.
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LOL. HMMMmmmm.
He is definitely hot-headed. I feel we see that in the Clone Wars at least, and for that brief appearance he made in Dark Disciple. Even though he’s quick to be annoyed, I think he knows how to control it too -- when the situation calls for it. He knows how to live to fight another day, in other words. Granted, I am not a Bossk expert and there is A LOT of source material, especially in the Legends books. He also appears in a lot of comics, but I have yet to read these.
He can be moody and rather serious. He’s very efficient and ruthless when it comes to his job. He doesn’t take any bullshit, but he gives respect to those who deserve it, like Boba Fett for example. He follows the kid and is a part of his gang, Krayt’s Claw, for a good long while during / after the Clone Wars, so he is capable of working alongside others.
He’s also fair and honest and upholds the bounty code at all costs, so you might say he is a man of honor. I assume when he’s pissed and doesn’t have an outlet he seethes, lets it fester, and shows it through a bad attitude. He makes it EVERYONE’S problem until it can be resolved. I am sure he shows his emotions outwardly more so than hiding it inside.
If it came to someone he likes, wink, wink he might be a little more patient, or a little more easily able to forgive their transgressions, but I suppose it would depend on the situation and what he’s upset about. Maybe he does have the ability to take the high road, walking it off so he can blow off some steam before things get out of hand. I see him as intelligent and intuitive. He helped trained Boba for goodness’s sake, and acted as a sort of father figure toward him. But of course he also ate most of his hatch mates and killed his own father, so.
I bet his biggest red flag are hunters who lie and cheat the system, those who don’t follow the code, or those who act in ways that are untrustworthy. Like I said, he’s super into honor and most likely loyalty by default. If you “cheat” on him, don’t expect to get any second chances.
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toadcroaky · 3 months
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im trying to absorb info abt tcoaal from your blog and i think ive picked up on a lot, but would you mind describing what the different routes are? like burial, decay, etc.?
Warning I’m fixing to go on an insane tangent.
ok so like there’s only 2 chapters out rn and the first chapter ends the same but in chapter 2 there’s 2 (3 kinda) choices you can make that drastically alter the ending. (There are 2 main paths but like 5 endings some are just barely different I’ll get into that in a minute)
In the basement when you have your parents tied up ready to sacrifice to the demon (they deserve it trust me) both siblings get a choice to essentially “choose” eachother.
Ashley has to chose to trust Andrew alone with their parents when he asks her to go get all the money off their moms credit card. She knows their parents always liked him more because he’s more outwardly “normal” and is scared they’ll convince him to turn on her as soon as she leaves. If you choose to trust Andrew, that’s one step closer to the Burial ending, what some people consider the “good ending” (it’s subjective, there’s still another chapter to release so we don’t know for sure!)
but if you choose to pitch a fit and say you don’t trust Andrew alone with them Andrew gets PISSED and is like I’ve already killed for you we literally have our parents tied up at gunpoint and you STILL DOUBT ME?? and that triggers the Decay ending which some consider the “bad ending” (again it’s subjective since we don’t Really know what will happen in ch. 3)
But even then, if Ashley chooses to trust Andrew and leaves he is also faced with a choice. Immediately his mother starts questioning him and telling him it’s not too late to turn on Ashley and let them go they would help him get a job, get back on his feet, etc. (keep in mind they’ve already betrayed him once by selling them both out to organ harvesters and then collected on faulty life insurance on the both of them)(like I said they deserve this)
Andrew gets the choice to either accept or decline his mothers olive branch. Now BOTH of the siblings have to choose eachother in order to get the Burial ending, but only one has to fuck up in order to get the Decay end. Basically if Andrew chooses to “accept” his mothers olive branch he straight up tells her he would if he could but Ashley has already drug him too far down to quit and he hates it and he hates her but this is how it has to be. He resigned himself to hating her for the things he feels he “has” to do and is bitter about everything and is ready to burn everything to the ground.
This is the ending where when Ashley has a vision where he chases and violently kills her with his butcher knife. Now this is where the decay route get interesting. There’s a third choice earlier in the game where in Andrew used Ashley’s gun she stole from the warden to shoot a hot man who’s been following them there’s a “Shoot.” And a “SHOOT!!!!!” Option, the later being Andrew emptying the entire clip into the guy so now they have no bullets.
Flash forward, if you get the decay ending then as Ashley is being hunted through her dreamscape by Andrew, if there’s bullets in the gun she can choose to defend herself and kill him. Or. She can put the gun down and let him kill her. Picking this option Andrew still kills her but it’s.. cleaner than if she couldn’t defend herself and she also says the saddest line in the ENTIRE game;
“Bye-bye Andrew, I had fun!”
And he turns to cradle her cheek before saying “I’ll see you in a little bit.” before slotting her throat.
I didnt play the Decay ending but that fucking broke me watching a play through.
I much prefer the Burial ending, which is where both siblings choose each other and say fuck social norms, what has society ever done for us we only have each other. Andrew is much friendly and open in this route and is unbothered by the act of butchering and eating their parents corpses. Even Ashley is shocked that he has next to no reaction to this and says he’s acting different. This is because in this ending Andrew chooses to unmask and is no longer concerned with what’s “normal”. (Even though he’s still concerned with avoiding any and all consequences to their actions, this is a core characteristic of his)
After they eat their parents Andrew suggests she try for another prophetic dream and this time he wants to try it too so they lay on their parents bed holding hands with the demonic trinket clasped between them.
In this route Ashley can have 2 different dreams and depending on how you do a certain puzzle in her dreamscape, unlocks the INCEST ROUTE (AKA the best route and I’m not even saying this for horny reasons it’s just true) doing this means they both share of vision of them post-coitus etc etc. I’m sure you’ve seen it.
They both wake up and Andrew is BEET RED and begs Ashley to tell him they would never do that. Note that for once HES giving her all the veto power implying that he wouldn’t be able to stop himself if she offered. You can say “Never” or “Never say Never” the former giving you the no-incest or Sane route and the latter obviously doubling down on the incest lol.
And yes you can still do the burial route and not do incest, this is called the “Sane” route and basically Ashley just has some weird puzzle dreams and Andrew sees nothing. The only difference is Andrew isn’t as friendly and playful with her as the incest route and ch. 2 ends.
So basically as of chapter 2 there’s 5 different “endings”
Burial
> Incest or Sane
Decay
Gun with no bullets > Andrew kills Ashley violently
Gun has bullets > Ashley kills Andrew in self defense OR allows him to kill her and he does so quickly.
I should also add that in Decay no matter what happens with the gun Andrew is always implied to kill himself right after he kills Ashley. He refuses to be separated from her and expects to see her in whatever version of the afterlife he believes in.
Anyway I’m sorry if this is incoherent but I just LOVE talking about this game I could do it all day if there’s anything you’re still curious about let me know!!! There’s also YouTube play throughs but I definitely recommend buying the game it’s so worth it.
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I hope I’m not asking anything too personal or over the line, but I’m just getting into the d/s life and don’t even know where to start, how did you find your dom? How did you get into this lifestyle?
Nothing is too personal, babe. I'm literally using Tumblr as my journal right now for this journey I'm on. If there is a question that I prefer not to answer, I'll say that. Now, that being said, my DMs are always open and my responses will be more tailored to what you want to know if we talk directly but if you're not comfortable I understand.
This got away from me so putting a read more.
I have only been actively looking for a Dom on fet for about 2 months. So, I'm not an expert by any means and I can only speak for myself.
My main advice can be broken into two parts:
1. Do your research so you know what you want (obviously you haven't tried everything but I'm not talking about individual kinks here, I'm talking overall) For me, I wanted a Dom with experience that was willing to be patient and go slow with me since I am very inexperienced. I wanted someone who was okay with waiting to fuck me because I wanted to get to know them/be comfortable first. I wanted someone who would include my wife in everything and make her feel welcome and wanted/respect our marriage.
(Obviously, there is implied stuff, like must not be a predator, must be clean, would prefer if he were taller than me, can't be a trump supporter etc etc. I live in the midwest, that last one is important lmao)
2. Do not compromise
When I first joined Fet I was overwhelmed with messages. As someone who has not been outwardly sexual until now it felt wonderful to have so much attention and there was a thrill in telling total strangers that you wanted someone to grab you by the hair and face fuck you. So fun and dirty, right? I quickly realized, do not respond to every message. Be picky. Be selective. If there isn't a vibe or you aren't excited to talk to someone YOU DONT HAVE TO. They can go get their rocks off somewhere else.
A cute guy messaged me last night. Said he had Dom experience but wanted to disclose he was married, no big deal so am I, buuuuuut she doesn't know he's on Fet. Sorry, pal. Next.
One guy said he was a Dom but his biggest fantasy was being tied up and used by two women. Uh...I don't...are you lying about one of these things? Also I don't want to do that for you. Next.
I have had someone ask me to piss on them while wearing stilettos. No thank you, please read my bio, I'm a sub. Next.
One guy started off great but quickly didn't respect my boundaries in the messages and scared me so badly I sobbed to my wife because it made me feel like I had done something wrong, or I deserved his words because I was a slutty submissive who doesn't know whats good for her and wants to be used--I essentially slut shamed myself. I blocked him, he made a second account....I deactivated my page for 3 days after that. But I calmed down and came back because like hell was that nobody going to ruin this for me.
This ask has gone on way too long but we have gone on some really shitty meet and greet coffee dates. Brush them off and move on. No harm, no foul. There are already four more lined up behind them, babe.
The guy who is currently UC as my dominant kinda fell in my lap. It is a very serendipitous story if yall wanna know sometime.
❤️❤️❤️❤️
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loveysmoke6998 · 1 year
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Jealousy- Lo’ak, Neteyam ( how they are when they are jealous)
Lo’ak was often jealous it was obvious since he was always the second choice it would make sense to why we was insecure. But you would never come to think that you’d see the day where Lo’ak would lose his shit in front of you.
You were always the oblivious type. You never understood the “hint” per say but you weren’t stupid. This guy has been following you around all day and has been talking to you non stop. Even when you told him to leave you alone. It was starting to get on your nerves. Men are infuriating if not stubborn then they are stupid and sometimes that are both. This guy was both and it was starting to piss you off, so you went to the only guy that could calm you down. Lo’ak he had just finished training with the Ilu when he saw you walking towards him. This made him beam with happiness and excitement you were truly the highlight of his day. That’s when he heard the guy outwardly flirting and making inappropriate comments towards you. Him and his brother were disgusted by what this man was saying does he have no shame. I mean you could clearly tell that you were uncomfortable with the situation and you were trying to get away from him. That’s all it took. Lo’ak was now boiling in rage as this man kept following you and talking to you like that.
“Hey dude come here I have something to show you it’s about _______ over there” now you were confused he was playing along with the other guys antics. Nevertheless you still stayed beside him.
“Hey bro I know you think your hot shit but I’m her fucking mate and I’m telling you to fuck the hell off bitch!”
“And… what you gonna do to me forest boy” that’s when the guy got punched in the nose. Neteyam a little disappointed that his brother would really stoop that low and hit him. However that guy was deserving of it so just for the hell of it Neteyam joined in as well. Now the both of them were kneeling in front of there fathers disappointed stare.
“Out of all the irresponsible children out there why would mine need to be this stupid as to fight someone they didn’t know in a territory that isn’t theirs?!” His father said glaring at them but before he was gonna reprimand them even more I came in. I looked furious while pulling the man by the ear yelling at him for getting Lo’ak and his brother in trouble.
“You think your so fucking funny then tell them the truth of what happened you pretentious prick!”
“It was my fault I thought it would be funny to see how’d they react to me flirting with ______. Your son was acting to protect ______ I was making very inappropriate comments about them. Sorry…”
“Ughhhh,… listen you guys are my sons and I love you dearly and I also understand why you did what you did now but please just try to be peaceful with the people here.” Jake said now regretting yelling at them.
“Yer sir” the both of them nodded still avoiding looking at their father. (Lo’ak is a jealous Navi but he’ll do anything if it means protecting you even if that’s his life)
(. This takes place in the forest )
Neteyam he wasn’t typically the jealous type knowing that you could handle yourself, but there is one thing that he absolutely despises. That specific thing would be catcalling. He finds it disrespectful and objectifying.
Today was your second year anniversary you two were going to celebrate it by spending the day with the tree of souls. So you two woke up earlier to start heading back to the forest on your Ikran. You two were just minding your own business joking around and enjoying each others company. That was until you heard a whistle.
“Damn ______ looking fine as always” says Aonung looking you up and down as if he was undressing you with his eyes.
Neteyam now being infuriated grabbed you by the waist possessively and moved you to the other side. Now blocking Aonung view of you. He reacted quite calm to the situation but despite that you could always see a certain glint in his eye when he is jealous. If not then he’ll have a scowl on his face. With that you both got on your Ikran and left to go to the tree of souls forgetting about Aonung’s childish antics.
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catb-fics · 2 years
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I've given up on reddit...everyone is so fucking negative and disrespectful...like stfu, no one cares about what you have to say. Also vegas has been quiet since this news came out...let's hope it stays that way.
And I'm fed up of people saying "Van has the biggest ego"
1) you don't know who he is, no one in this fandom really does, you can't judge someone on what they decide to purposefully put out into the world...because 9/10 its not going to be the real them...and that's okay!
2) what's wrong with having a big ego? Would you rather him be struggling with anxiety? Self confidence? Because let me tell you, struggling with those things is a HORRIBLE way to live. So why don't we just let the man live, be himself and shut your mouth because its not "constrictive criticism" it's disrespect and straight up mean.
Also alot of people come across as "having a big ego" BECAUSE they are struggling with something personally. So literally be the fuck quietttt.
I'm fed up of the Internet preaching about mental health but then being shitty to others, have we literally not learned anything about the amount of poeple in the public eye TW⚠️ taking their own life?
(This is not aimed at anyone I've seen here on tumblr...strictly reddit)
Anywayssss VAN MCCANN IS BACK BABY. And I am so happy he is back in the studio, doing what he loves despite everything. All I can hope is he is okay physically and emotionally💗 sending love, strength, good health, hugs and positive vibes his way🌠
👆👆👆 THIS THIS THIS 100% 👆👆👆
Couldn’t agree more lovely, unfortunately there are some shitty comments and Reddit does tend to be toxic. Also the band’s ig page too 😢 Someone even posted a horrible comment on Sardy’s post yesterday but thankfully it looks like it’s been removed today. People are cruel and love to bring others down rather than building them up unfortunately. I hope Van is feeling on top of the world if he has seen that awesome compliment as he deserves it. I hope it has given him a huge ego boost, a lot of the time people who seem outwardly confident really struggle with crippling insecurities. He is a super-talented guy and he should be very proud of that fact! People don’t compliment enough - if you think someone is wonderful tell them - make them feel good! ❤️
And yeah I am hoping Vegas keeps out of it too, he seems to revel in the band’s demise and it boils my piss 😡
This is so sweet too, sending all the happy, positive vibes to all the lads, I am beyond ecstatic to hear that Van is back. Wishing him all the love and every success! Now I am just impatient as I want to see him! ❤️❤️❤️
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bokatan · 1 year
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for the hard mode character development questions, 4, 7, 11, 21, 33, 34, 40?
[character development questions: hard more]
4: Has your character ever witnessed something that fundamentally changed them? If so, does anyone else know?
I went into more detail about the actual incident on this post, but it reinforced his suspicions that the dog he left vault 111 with isn't the same one that went in with him. He has a gut feeling that the stray dog was his actual dog due to the uncanny similarities and his dog's out-of-character reaction to the stray running up to greet him; he couldn't bring himself to check for the ID tattoo in the stray's ear that would've confirmed it, and he pretends not to notice that the dog he's been traveling with is tattooed on the wrong ear. The only person who knows anything about this is Danse, and Reed isn't even aware that Danse knows - he was completely plastered and brought it up on his own after telling Danse about the Institute records he found on the synth unit that was planted in the vault with him.
7: Does your character have recurring themes in their nightmares?
Teeth falling out and degloving injuries(specifically degloving with no visible trauma to cause it) are very common themes for him, especially later in his timeline. It's definitely not foreshadowing.
11: In what situation was your character the most afraid they’ve ever been?
I'm going with what he'd consider the most recent time, so: planting the explosives on the Prydwen. He was pretty comfortable with the whole double agent thing and he was the one that initially mentioned the idea, but it was very high stakes so he was in panic mode the entire time. He barely made it off the Prydwen without getting questioned due to a few higher-ups(specifically Kells and Quinlan) having some suspicion that he was getting ready to defect.
21: If something tragic or negative happens to your character, do they believe they may have caused or deserved it, or are they quick to blame others?
Depending on the situation he might outwardly react like he's blaming someone else(he can and will use this as a reason to instigate with people he dislikes), but ultimately he believes he deserves it and probably caused it in some way.
33: In the face of criticism, is your character defensive, self-deprecating, or willing to improve?
This one is highly dependent on the situation and who the criticism is coming from; he typically defaults to self-deprecating, but if the criticism is coming from someone he legitimately respects then he's going to try and improve. On the flip side, if the criticism is coming from someone he doesn't respect, he's going to get defensive and cause problems. For example: Danse criticized his impulsive behavior once and he basically acted like a kicked puppy, meanwhile he has a years-long pissing contest going with Knight Rhys because of the attitude and criticism he got when they initially met.
34: Is your character more likely to keep trying a solution/method that didn’t work the first time, or immediately move on to a different solution/method?
100% move on to a different solution, he's busy and it's not going to work if it didn't work the first time.
40: How does your character treat people in service jobs?
I know I call him an asshole all the time but he's not that kind of asshole. He's very nice to people in service jobs and always treats them respectfully.
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My 'friend' is a bitch and I think i want her boyfriend
I've never been the type to outwardly show romantic interest in people, even platonic. I don't tend to go out of my way to try and build a relationship with people, they either come naturally or they don't. This year I joined a class that has a very small number of people in it, one of the people in it is a sweet boy a grade below me(i'm a junior in hs). He's tall and lanky. He only wears cargo pants and crew necks, with his signature band T's underneath. He's kind and 'argues' with me over stupid shit. We tease each other and I just seem too crave to be held by him, i melt at the slightest physical contact. I've never been like that, I don't open myself up to people, and i still don't, and likely won't for a long time. Recently, he started to date one of my 'friends'.
This is someone he met last year, whilst I've known her for literally 8 years, and she's not a nice person, she's a fake bitch and expects to be the center of attention and forces herself into everything, blows things so far out of proportion. However, the way she does this is so subtle that only the people who have been around for 5 yrs and more have noticed this. One by one all of her longer friends have distanced from her, and I've desperately tried to but naturally she sees me as her best friend and I love her family that I can't stand to just break things off. Not to mention she would immediately turn around and make herself the victim and I a crazy, self-centered bitch, who hates seeing her happy. Not to mention she's leaving for collage in 6 months and he's literally 15... but the one person who said something was immediately cut off with a lovely essay which contained a very long drawn out version of how I said she reacts to things, she had known this friend for 11 years. This friend is now being shit talked about every 10 minutes and people are being manipulated into thinking that the friend is at fault and should stay out of their relationship as this is, "the happiest I've been in a long time" a 'long time' being the last time she got attention from literally anyone(which with her habits is every 2 minutes).
He has fallen for her love-bombing and manipulation, and not to mention grooming. All patients that I had for her has evaporated, i can hardly look at her without wanting to scream in her face. I had a plan to just faze myself out of her life when she went to collage, but now i want to scream in her face about all the times she's fucked me over, about how she's a spoiled- entitled brat that doesn't deserve the amazing loving family that she has. How she has no idea what really goes on in my life--which she loves to think she knows more about my own family and life then I do.
I don't even really know if I like him, i tend to think myself into crushes. I like the idea of people but I have no idea how to actually have a relationship or even show my real genuine emotions toward people. I think that part of my anger at their relationship is stemming from jealousy and that pisses me off, i don't like presenting real emotions, especially ones that could be used against me. What I know right now is that i want to slap her across her face, and I think i want him to just hold me, to talk and be playful with me. fuck
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He knows Max would hit him over the head if she learned he was holding in all the feelings he was feeling in. He was half hoping it'd make her ghost appear so she could haunt him and tell him he was being stupid. He'd honestly take anything to see a flash of red zooming by. He wasn't dealing with it well, is the short and simple answer, not that Will was going to let anyone know that. There were others who were far more affected than he was namely Jane and Lucas. So he had to be there for them. He could basically feel the disapproving glare she was giving him for not grieving, but like what was he supposed to do. He couldn't take the attention away from those who really were far more affected than he ever was. So he keeps it all inside.
Its not until Will is truly alone, that he lets himself feel anything about it. He cries, and later when anyone asks he'll say he had a bad allergy attack or something. But he'll talk to her say he misses her, say he hates that it had to be her. She didn't deserve it. All the things the normal platitudes that you give to a person when you don't want them to be gone. But he just stays he starts sharing memories, and eventually he digs a little hole by her grave and in it places a book. Its a filled sketchbook that only Will's eyes would see. But Max would know every image in there, because he drew memories he had of her. From first meeting her in science class, to when she first showed him her kick flip, to anything Will could remember. He even drew her as how he thought she would look if she ever played DnD. He was better with drawing anyways.
He also apologizes, because he might as well really piss her off when she can't come at it. He apologizes for not being more sad in front of the others. He apologizes that he does all this in secret because he cannot take away from the real grief that they are feeling. Though he knows Max would have said his grief was real too, it wasn't as important would be his response and he knows that Max would be pissed at that response. But he says it to her grave anyways because he's getting it all out.
Like with most things he keeps it inside. He doesn't talk about it, he doesn't really outwardly show emotion about it more than is necessary because nothing he feels compares to that of Lucas or El, or really anyone else. After all they went into tunnels together while he wasn't really present. They knew Max better than he did. Every once in a while when he can't keep it in anymore he'll draw, come to her grave and cry about how he saw someone walk past and their red scarf reminded him of her or something. Its not often, but he leaves a picture for her every time. He misses her terribly even if he doesn't tell anyone but her how much. He always leaves new Wonder Woman comics for her to, and tells her the plot just in case someone hasn't yet.
His visits grow less and less over the years, but he always visits at least once a year, and he is always crying, and always apologizing, and always leaving things. He apologizes for making her grave look like a dump, but he feels so bad that she is missing out.
So he deals like he does most things, in silence to make room for those that he deems have more worthy feelings than his own. - Imtheircleric
YOU KILLED US BOTH WITH FEELS. AND WILL IS RIGHT, IF SHE COULD COME BACK JUST TO KICK HIS ASS SHE WOULD
ASDFGHJKL WE ARE NOT OKAY.. BUT ILY FOR SENDING THIS IN
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Let’s talk about Byakuya and Rukia in the Soul Society arc for a minute
So check it out. When they’re first introduced, Byakuya is horribly cold and contemptuous, and we don’t know this yet, but it’s actually rather out of character for him.
Now, we all know we all know what happens in the beginning, Byakuya floats around the Soul Society generally being kind of a dick to everyone and saying that he’s not going to do anything about it because she’s a criminal, yadda yadda, etc etc, yes Byakuya we know you’re very dramatic.
Now, just after his fight with Renji, he makes his way to Soukyoku Hill for her execution. The first scene we see is this one here, where he walks up and avoids eye contact with Rukia.
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Now, at first glance, and especially considering the way he’s been acting for the last fifty chapters or so, this looks like a brush-off. Like he’s not looking at her because he doesn’t even care and it’s all beneath him. But I don’t think it really is, because we find out later that he regretted his actions through this whole thing. I think he won’t look at her because he can’t. She looks just like Hisana, and he promised he would protect her, but not only is he about to basically watch Hisana die again, he’s also reminded how he failed and broke his promise.
Then, Ichigo swoops in at the last minute like he does and Byakuya, bound by his duty, fights him. Now, Byakuya’s expressions have always been extremely subtle, and they’re easy to miss with everything else thats going on, but right here, Byakuya looks furious when he asks Ichigo why he’s trying to save Rukia. Ichigo counters by asking why her own brother won't save her, and Byakuya, even if only for an instant, looks so sad.
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He says Ichigo wouldn’t understand, and that turns out to be true, Ichigo doesn’t get why Byakuya wouldn’t fight a law that condemned his own sister to death. Ichigo thinks he’s got his priorities wrong.
And Ichigo tells him as much. He says Byakuya is being a fucking terrible brother and that his actions are disgusting
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And Ichigo is not wrong. I know it, you know it, and I think Byakuya know it too. I wish we could see a little more of Byakuya’s expression here when he says that, but based on how angry he is for the rest of the fight, I think its safe to say it at least pissed him off. Especially because he also knows Ichigo is right, but what was he supposed to do?
Okay, now here, there is a HUGE and VERY IMPORTANT difference between the anime and the manga. Byakuya finally deigns to tell Ichigo why he’s doing what he’s doing. In the anime, he says something like “such sentiments are useless,” like he’s too good for things like caring about people. In the manga, he says “Familial devotion is nothing next to the law, I must not succumb to sentimentality.”
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He says “I must not succumb…” as if he does feel familial devotion, but he’s not allowed to let it affect his actions. Byakuya is bound by the obligations of the Soul Society and his clan. He is expected to act a certain way because he represents not only the Gotei 13 as captain, but also the entire Kuchiki family as head. He wasn’t being a dick because he’s a terrible person. He is a brother who is trapped by the expectations placed on him, and its a lot easier to hide his emotions by lashing out and being outwardly cold.
As evidenced here! Byakuya appears at the last minute to stand in front of the sword that would have killed his sister. He is clearly pissed off, but look at the eyebrows. He softens ever so slightly when he looks down at her in that second panel.
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If he really wanted her dead, if he genuinely didn’t care about her and thought that she was nothing more than a criminal that deserved her fate, why take a near-fatal strike to the fucking heart to save her life?
And on the very next page, just… look at them
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Rukia is wondering why he would do something like that for her, but as Aizen steps closer, she pulls Byakuya against her and protects him. Despite everything that Byakuya had done up to this point, she loves him and her first instinct is to keep him safe
And when it’s all over, Byakuya asks for her and says he needs to tell her something
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Look how wrecked he looks here. He says that what he has to say has been weighing heavily on his heart.
As he confesses to Rukia, he looks so upset. And then he smiles at her, ever so slightly, as she holds his hand.
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When it’s all over, he reaches for Rukia and apologizes to her, asks her for her forgiveness. He knows he was wrong and in his bid to fulfill his duties, he forgot his duty to her.
Throughout this whole arc, he’s been in somewhat of a freefall. His life has always been, up to this point, very structured by his duty as captain and his obligation to his clan. He’s lived by a firm set of rules and etiquette laid out by his predecessors, so his path forward has always been clear. Until, it’s not, and he doesn’t know what to do. Suddenly, he’s stripped of everything he’d always used to guide his actions.
Remember that he is still relatively young by Soul Society standards, and a large part of his adult life has been spent grieving his wife. The wife that his own clan protested very loudly against. All of these things have taught him how to bury his feelings, to put the mask on and harden his heart. He’s always been taught that he can’t afford to allow his emotions to get in the way of his duty.
Let it never be said that Byakuya doesn’t feel emotions.
He very obviously loves his sister, but he’s been lost in his grief and bound by his station. He is simply not allowed such indulgences, and that’s why he seems so cold and unfeeling.
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MC turns into MSheep!
Inspired by the lil anime announcement we got because I love MC still being represented by a lil sheepie~!
As usual, this is gender-neutral reader!MC
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It was a total accident. You were just working on your potion project with Solomon. He was helping you with the math of it, mostly, since it was pretty complicated. You had no idea where things went wrong. There was a puff of pink smoke when you added the last ingredient and suddenly Solomon was a giant! Well, actually you were turned into a small pink sheep...
Lucifer:
He didn’t know what to say when Solomon brought you home.
You were a sheep. A tiny sheep. And very pink.
His beloved was a sheep.
Lucifer.exe has stopped responding.
Honestly, give this old man a few moments to take in the shock and let things settle.
Then he’s going to threaten Solomon because who else would have turned you into a fucking sheep?
A tiny voice sounded from the sheep. It sounded like you, only smaller.
“It was my fault. I think. Solomon didn’t even touch my potion ingredients.”
Well, that doesn’t change anything. Solomon had best change you back or else.
And those words shot pure ice through your veins. You knew when your Lucifer got pissed off, his threats were not to be taken lightly.
For the time being, however, you had to live as a sheep.
Lucifer didn’t hesitate to just carry you everywhere. What if you got lost? Or Beel tried to eat you? Or Belphie thought you were a pillow? Or Mammon tried to sell you?
There were too many variables and this old demon just wanted some peace of mind.
So you went literally everywhere with him. You two still talked as normal. You even slept in his room still. 
You promised yourself to help him relax once you were human again. You knew your situation caused a lot of unneeded stress on the poor man.
It took three whole days before Solomon was able to change you back.
But when you were human again you didn’t expect Lucifer to hug you so tightly or give you such a firm kiss. He had missed his human being, well, a human far more than he cared to admit.
But you better make good on helping him relax. I think there’s some grey in his hair now.
Mammon:
Haha, good joke, Solomon! Now, where was his human? Really, where were they hiding?
He was so sure it was a prank and you were taking pictures from the bushes or something.
When you voice sounded from the small sheep Mammon nearly fainted.
What the fuck did Solomon do to his human?! The Great Mammon’s human was a sheep!
You explained your situation and Mammon only grew more jittery.
He was grinding his teeth. He didn’t hesitate, though, to snatch you away from Solomon and hold you like you were the most sacred thing in the whole of Devildom.
“Ya better turn them back! I can make money at the casinos so name the price!”
Oh he was serious. Mammon was willing to pay good Grimm just to turn you back.
And Solomon, after cruel teasing with pricing your return to human at over a million Grimm, said he would do it for free. After all, there was no telling if this would wear off or if it needed to be reversed.
So he would do it. It was a good chance to study your potion recipe and figure out how you fucked up.
Mammon, like his older brother, took you literally everywhere with him. But by everywhere I do mean everywhere. Lucifer at least had the decency to leave you out when he went to the bathroom. Mammon did not.
He was also making sure to keep you away from Asmo, who had fallen for your pink and fluffy form on sight. 
Mammon talked to you like you were still human. He treated like his human.
But he also acted like you would break at any second. He had never been so careful in his life.
He honestly cried on the third day, worried you might be stuck as a sheep. He didn’t know what to do.
Of course, you were turned back by that evening. Solomon had dropped by to check in and the potion naturally wore off.
Mammon hugged you so tight you felt like you were being suffocated.
But he was back to normal the second Solomon joked that he wanted to get paid for his efforts.
Levi:
Once Solomon was able to get into his bedroom, Levi just about fainted at the sight of you.
He wasn’t even skeptical about this.
It was just like the anime “Help I’ve Accidentally Been Turned Into a Sheep and Now I’m Stuck!”. Literally, just like the anime! 
You needn’t worry about anyone trying anything with you while Solomon worked to turn you back, it wasn’t like you would be leaving Levi’s room very much.
You were in his lap almost 24/7 save for when you needed food or to go to the bathroom. Or he needed to do the same. 
His room was a fortress so you were pretty much safe. 
You couldn’t remember the last time you got to spend quite that much time with your otaku. He could be difficult at times, especially when he was playing a game.
You actually relished the time spent as a sheep because of it.
Levi was not-so-secretly getting more and more anxious though. 
He saw the anime! He made you watch it with him in one sitting, too! What if this turned out just like the anime and you never turned back into a human?
The main character in the anime was a sheep for an entire YEAR!
If he had a soul it would have left his body at the very thought.
By the end of the third day you could tell he was totally falling apart.
His partner was a sheep. Probably forever.
With a poof of pink smoke you were human again.
And Levi unconscious because, for some reason, you turned human and had no clothes on.
You just put on some of his clothes for the time being and called Solomon.
You caught a glimpse in the mirror as you were on the phone and told him to keep working on that reversal potion.
You still had sheep fluff for hair, horns, and sheep ears...
Satan:
If looks could kill then Solomon would have been dead where he stood.
The sin of wrath was so pissed off that there was an evil, menacing aura radiating from him.
And it was directed solely at Solomon.
“I don’t even want you working on a way to turn them back. You might be a great sorcerer but I’m going to do this myself.”
He snatched you away and slammed the door in the sorcerer’s face.
No one tried to bother him as he stormed back to his room. 
“I promise I’m going to turn you back, MC.”
He poured over his books and had you give him the potion you had been making. You had to tell every single detail you could remember of what happened leading up to your transformation.
But he didn’t only focus on turning you back.
He couldn’t neglect you being in the room with him. You still brought out the calm within him and made him feel at ease.
When you insisted he take breaks, he would make some tea and give you a straw so you didn’t get tea in your wool.
Like he usually did, he read to you when you wanted to go to sleep. It was even more relaxing holding a warm ball of fluff.
But he barely slept.
He had to figure out a way to turn his favorite person back to normal.
You were still you, no doubt about that, but he missed you being a person. Someone he could kiss and hold hands with. Someone he didn’t have to worry about accidentally crushing or losing because you were so small.
He finally figured it out. He studied your potion recipe for hours on end until he figured out what went wrong. You had been given a recipe that had been “mislabeled”.
Knowing that made it a cinch to turn you back within the hour.
Now to murder the dodgy sorcerer who gave you the recipe for class to begin with.
Asmo:
“Whaaaaaat? MC? A sheep? Oh, darling, you are so cute! And so soft!!”
He canonically loves cute things (did you read the Devilgram story about him taking care of bunnies?) so he was having the time of his life.
And then it hit him as soon as Solomon laughed.
He couldn’t go out on dates with you. He couldn’t kiss you. Or see your stunning face. Your voice wasn’t the same. 
Solomon promised to do what he could to fix this, but it could take a few days.
Did he spend the next hour crying and hugging your fluffy body? Yes, yes he did.
You got him calmed down, reassuring him that it was temporary and there were some perks. He would totally get lots of attention on Devilgram if he posted your pictures! You were pink, his favorite color! You had lots of soft wool he could brush and he could paint your tiny sheep hooves!
That perked him right up.
He spent the next several hours styling your wool, somehow managing to put braids in it. He gave you cute decorative pieces to wear in your wool, painted your hooves to match his nails, and even gave you a little bowtie!
And boy did his Devilgram blow up with attention at the sight of your pictures.
You even inspired his newest clothing designs! Clothing for pets! Devildom didn’t have a cute variety of pet clothes, and while you weren’t a pet, you were very inspiring to look at.
Even pets deserved to look beautiful!
You were so soft to snuggle with but nighttime really made him miss you. Even in an innocent way, he missed skin-to-skin cuddling. It was always so reassuring.
But he didn’t have that.
He managed to get through the days that went by before Solomon finally turned you back.
And he was beginning to wonder if Solomon had drawn out your time as a sheep on purpose.
That didn’t matter, though. Not when he had to take you out on a date!
Beel:
Solomon was holding something soft and fluffy. Was it food? Cotton candy? It looked really sweet and tasty.
“Beel, no, it’s me!”
“MC...?”
He wasn’t happy once the situation was explained. But he didn’t show it. To be fair, he wasn’t the most outwardly expressive of his emotions unless it was necessary.
With Solomon’s promise to return you to normal, he just carried you back to the kitchen with him.
But he wasn’t hungry anymore. Not when his dear human was in a new and unusual form.
It caused him to go into a bit of a crisis, though.
What did sheep eat? What could YOU eat? You were a human in a sheep’s body after all. Did you have to eat what sheep ate or could you still eat your favorite things?
He sat there, staring at the cupboards and fridge, with the most worried look on his face.
To be fair, you weren’t sure either.
And you two stayed liked that until Satan said you could still eat whatever you liked, though it would be best to avoid meat unless it was basically shredded. 
Then came Beel’s next huge crisis: he was terrified of crushing you!
You were so tiny and delicate now, even more fragile than when you were a human.
It took a little convincing but Beel took to carrying you literally everywhere you wanted to go. He loved how soft you were.
Though you didn’t like how often he drooled on you because your fluff looked too tasty. You promised to get him cotton candy once you were a human again, which kind of helped the situation.
Beel even made sure to make everything you ate easy on you! He didn’t want anything to be hurtful to your little sheep body or hard for you to eat!
He didn’t hesitate to help you drink the reversal potion once Solomon got it made, holding his breath until he saw you in your proper state again.
He could breathe easy again. 
Belphie:
What was Solomon carrying? A new pillow or something?
It looked so soft and like it would be a perfect napping pillow.
He wasn’t even listening to anything Solomon had to say, the explanation going in one ear and out the other.
He was focused on going inside to use the new pillow.
Until he heard you talking to him after Solomon had given up on explaining anything.
Now he was mildly concerned. You weren’t you anymore. You were a sheep. He actually listened as you told him your story, unlike with Solomon, and he merely shrugged.
“Well, what can you do? You’ll be normal again eventually.”
You knew your grumpy demon, though. He was worried about you. But Belphie was never good at showing his worry for others unless it was drastic.
True to form, he passed out once he laid down again. You were held against him as if you might disappear while he slept.
It was all the more proof he was worried about your situation.
He still slept most of the time, he was like a cat in that he slept for hours without moving. You had to wiggle free to do anything. No one wanted to wake up to a sheep smelling like piss and you didn’t want a bath.
Belphie whined that taking care of you as a sheep was too much work, but the moment anyone tried to take you from him he immediately got defensive. He even threatened to break Mammon’s hands.
The only one he trusted with you was Beel.
Always sleeping holding your little sheep self did make him realize he wanted a stuffed animal version of you just like that.
It was so nice to snuggle with.
But he missed the normal you. He wanted to have you to lay on or go “star” gazing with. He wanted to do things with you again that weren’t quite possible with you as a sheep.
So he may have gone to find Solomon and threaten him if he didn’t turn you back quicker.
It was all for naught, as he came home to find you curled up in his bed in your human form once again.
He’d wake you up later. For now, he wanted to take another nap with you.
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imagineimpact · 3 years
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Caught (Scaramouche x Reader)
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I got you!  ♥
Caught
Scaramouche x Reader
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It wasn’t like you had expected for it to happen but there you were, tied back by your wrists and locked up in some sort of cell. There were strangers around, all masked, keeping a keen watch on you. The fabric stuffed in your mouth kept you quiet. No one had said anything to you, but they most certainly were watching you. Every passing second made you feel worse, the hard clump that you felt in your chest tightening and making it hard to breath. You wanted to cry, you wanted to scream, but you knew that it might have gotten you in trouble if you did. You weren’t sure what exactly you had done to deserve such a thing.
You didn’t want the tears to leak out of your eyes, but they did. It felt like you were a kid in a timeout corner, locked and without being able to do anything. You had no choice but to let the quiet choking sounds escape you as you tried to calm yourself down and drastically failed. It was dark enough. Maybe the candlelight wouldn’t show it to those guarding your cage.
It was a pretty enough lie, at least.
The masks were watching you. You tried to drown out the sounds - the scoffs and the laughs - of mockery that they had made. Maybe the sounds were in your head, but maybe they were real. It was hard to tell, but it wasn’t your main concern; Making it all stop was the thought that hovered above everything else.
The door swung open. The person was backlit, only a silhouette in the distance of your blurry sights. Being unable to wipe the tears from your eyes, you tried to focus more, and to little avail.
The figure - with a familiar enough red scarf around him being the only identifying piece - stepped into the room; You had never seen a group of people come to attention so fast, restoring their manner as if they had been drawn to a magnet. He was looking at you, curious.
“Well, isn’t this a curious sight.” Childe’s words are simple.
“Sir, we found-“ one of the Fatui underlings begins, but with a wave of his hand and a quiet “shh” sound, they scuttle back into their place.
“No no.” Our eyes meet, and he squats down to meet my eye level. “Tell me dear, does he/ know you’re here?” The words feel like a whisper, spoken like a secret.
You go to speak but you can’t. You slowly shake your head.
“Is that the truth?” He asks, softly again.
You nod. He nods back, slowly. Assessingly.
“Okay.”
He stands back up, straightening out and looking around the room. “Where did you find them?”
“Sir, they were loitering around our business. We suspected that they may be a spy for-“
“A spy?” Childe laughs, quite outwardly. The fatui agents are surprised. “Oh, wow.” He looks back at you, eyes dancing over you. “Such a forlorn conclusion to be drawn. But, nonetheless, this is a serious matter.” He spins back around, facing the door and striding toward it. “Everyone in this room is to remain here.” He orders. A chorus of “yes sirs” ring out across the room, and he stalks out, closing the door behind him.
There’s a moment of silence for us all, and it lasts a few minutes. Then, a sense of forbode disperses like a gas through the room, leveling over everyone. Everything feels like energy has been released and no one wants to be in it, and everyone tenses, watching the door.
And there he is. Your heart pounds faster than it had before, and you are washed over with a sense of relief.
You are the only one.
“There you are.” He barely acknowledges anyone one in the room as he stalks over, clearly pissed off. He snaps his gaze to one of the fatui, murderous. “You. Tell me why the one person who never should have step foot in this place is locked up in front of me.”
“S-Sir-“
“Talk faster.”
The fatui agent, terrified of the electricity basically flying through the air, shakily explains that you had been lingering around the commerce center in Liyue, the one where Scaramouche had happened to be visiting for the time. You were both a long distance from where you were supposed to be. The agents had suspected that you were hanging around in order to steal information.
“And you were all responsible for this arrest?” His voice lowered dangerously. There was a slight hesitancy across the room, but everyone owned up to it. 
You’d never seen him like this before. Not to this extent. You felt cold, not wanting to make any sounds.
“You must all have a death wish to do such a thing. Get out of my sight.” He demanded. When there was a slight hesitancy, he narrowed his eyes and turned more directly to them.
They scattered like scrambling mice, all heading toward the door.
He took the key off the table and held it tight, circling to the back of the cage and silently untiring your hands. He reached around and pulled the fabric from your mouth, then rested himself on the ground in a kneel.
You turn around and face him. His expression is resting, neutral. It hits you: a thought that maybe he could murder someone with such a calm gaze.
You don’t want to think it. You shrink back slightly, his gaze tilting to the side slightly as he watches you.
He says your name softly. You meet his gaze as he straightens his head once more. “You’re shaking.”
His words are simple, but you hadn’t realized it before. You also hadn’t realized, until this moment, that you had backed away from him when he untied you.
“You’re scared of me.” He says quietly.
It might be true. You can’t really tell.
He calls your name softly again, trying to draw your eyes back to him. You do. “Look at me, please.” You meet those eyes again as he takes his hat off and rests it on the table behind him. “Are you alright?”
It’s a simple question. You know it’s purpose and you give him what he’s beckoning for, “I’m...” It’s a more difficult question to answer than you had expected. “I’m scared.”
“I see.”
“Not you... this.” Your eyes wander around the cage, and you pull your knees to your chest. You let the remaining tears fall on the fabric of your clothing, and you stare back at him.
“Alright. Alright.” He takes a deep breath, and his eyes crease. “Why don’t you start by telling me if those putrid guards were telling the truth?”
“I wasn’t spying. I just... Yes, I was lingering.” You sigh, deeply, and shift up to be closer to him, resting on your folded legs in front of him. “I just wanted to see you.” It’s a quiet admission of thought. You’re not quite sure what to even think about it.
“You wanted to see me.” His voice is soothing. He stands up from his place on the ground and walks over to the other side of the cage, unlocking it and stepping in, standing over you. You shift to face him, keeping silent. He places a hand on your head, then kneels right there, is front of you, and let’s his hands rest on your waist instead. “You risked your life, do you understand that? If they were competent they would have just killed you right there.”
You blink. You don’t know if you ever stopped shivering, or if it started again, but you feel that sense of panic return. “Killed me?”
“Yes.” He pulls you into his chest, tightly. “You are unbelievably lucky right now.”
“I’m sorry.” It’s the only think you can choke out. “I didn’t think-“
“Shh.” He sighs, running his hand through your hair. “You didn’t know.” The softness gives you whiplash from the sudden switch. 
You’re not sure what to say. For a few moments, he just holds you close to him, and really you’re not quite sure whether he expects you to say anything else.
The sigh he lets out is deep, exhuming through the air as if it could push walls. You feel his chest puff back up after a few seconds as he regains all of his air. The way he holds you, you can tell that the situation is exhausting for him. His grip on you tightens quickly, suddenly.
“What am I going to do with you?” The question is quiet, strange. It doesn’t feel like something he would say.
As if realizing that very fact, he pulls away and stands up quickly, taking your hands and pulling you up. “You should be returning home by tonight.” He turns away. “You are never to go near the other Harbingers or the fatui again, do you understand?” He wanders over to the other side of the cage again to retrieve his hat, gently swaying it so that the fabric eases itself out of any folds before placing it upon his head. “You would be foolish to try and hurt yourself like that again.”
You step out of the cage, closing the door of it as you do. He steps around once again and lifts your chin, gently pushing you against the cage and giving you a kiss. It was not the kind of kiss that was given for a long-distance goodbye. It was the kind that you gave a lover to tease them, to tell them that you would see them that night. The kind that, when parted, isn’t enough. 
When he steps away from you, pulling you by your hand toward him and resting a hand on your waist, a glimmer of that softness that he has when you’re alone together shines to you.
It’s the one reassurance that you have, that he truly loves you.
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skiller0dani · 3 years
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NSFW Alphabet | JJ Maybank
M A S T E R L I S T Outer Banks Masterlist
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AFTERCARE (what he’s like after sex)
so JJ is used to random hook ups and aftercare wasn’t always something he did
he did if he was in the mood 
most of the time hook ups were a way to release pent up frustration 
and when he’s mad he doesn’t do aftercare
until he started dating you
now he goes a little over the top with aftercare
he massages you with lotion afterwards
gets you water and snacks if you want them
hot water bottle if you’re sore
sometimes draws you a bath
boy really loves you & wants to take care of you 
BODY PART (his favorite body part of his & yours)
JJ loves every single inch of your body
but deep down he’s an ass man
loves to see the round curve of your ass in those tight jeans you wear
and your bikini? 
lets just say JJ has a lot of unwanted boners whenever you’re in a swimsuit
which is often during the summer
you can always count on JJ to pin you against the wall and grab a handful of that perfect ass of yours at least once a day
CUM (anything to do with cum, basically)
JJ thinks your cum tastes good
which is kind of embarrassing when he talks about it too much
sometimes he talks about your cum just to see you get all bashful about it with rosy cheeks
funnily enough JJ thinks his cum is kinda gross though
“ew it got on me!” 
“that’s your cum JJ!” 
he usually cleans it off your right away though
he doesn’t want it to get tacky on your skin
which grosses him out more
DIRTY SECRET (a dirty secret of his)
JJ, for some reason, is embarrassed about the fact that he tends to be a little gentler in bed then people expect
it’s an inside joke among the pogues that JJ is a rough lover
which you discovered is not really true
he can be rough, but normally he isn’t
he’s rough when he gets possessive
like when Rafe and his little group flirt with you to piss JJ off 
you can bet that night JJ will be pounding into you so hard you won’t be able to walk for a few days
JJ can also get rough if he’s angry 
if someone pisses JJ off for any reason you can count on getting thrown around a little
but he doesn’t throw you around too much, he would never hurt you
it’s all consensual though, JJ would never do that if he knew you didn’t want him to
EXPERIENCE (how experienced is he? does he know what he’s doing?)
JJ, much to your dismay, is very experienced while you were very inexperienced
by the time you two had sex the first time he had already been with 4 girls before you
JJ had to teach you everything about sex
he was very sexually ambiguous for a 17 year old 
JJ has never been ashamed of his sexual past, but when he started dating you he did feel a little guilty when he saw how much it bothered you
it only bothered you so much because you were a virgin before JJ
you’ve never been with anybody before JJ, and he’s had a lot of sexual partners 
and you would be lying if you said it didn’t bother you
because it does
a lot 
that’s why JJ doesn’t really bring it up
FAVORITE POSITION (this goes without saying tbh)
any position he gets to fuck you is his favorite position
JJ always says “there’s way too many to pick just one!”  
a personal favorite of yours is when you get to ride him
JJ is always takes the lead when it comes to sex 
so he’s always watching you come undone
and when you ride him you get to see him come undone
and boy is it a beautiful sight
head tossed back against the bed
eyes squeezed shut
little whimpers escaping his clenched teeth
his hands holding your hips tightly to still control the pace
even when you top, JJ needs to be in control somehow
you can’t help but whine whenever you see his bottom lip pulled between his teeth
it truly is an honor to watch JJ cum
GOOFY (is he more serious in the moment? more humorous? etc)
he is both evenly 
most of the time, JJ is goofy 
he hardly even takes day to day life seriously
so most of the time JJ is cracking jokes and trying to make you laugh
and he spends a decent amount of time trying to make you blush
but when JJ gets upset he’s an entirely different person in the bedroom
his jaw is always locked, and his gaze is dark and lustful 
he doesn’t crack any jokes, and doesn’t goof around
if someone made a move on you then JJ is usually pretty pissed off during sex
sometimes he’s gotta remind you who you belong to
HAIR (how well groomed is he? does the carpet match the drapes?)
trimmed a little but honestly JJ isn’t too concerned about it
you don’t care if he upkeeps his pubes or not so neither does he
he does if the bush gets to crazy but other than that he leaves it alone
they’re a shade darker then his hair
so like a dark dark blonde
INTIMACY (how is he during the moment? is he romantic?)
unless he’s angry, JJ is very intimate during sex
before JJ started dating you, he had sex just to get off
he had sex with girls because it felt good
there was no closeness in it, no intimacy
but with you sex is very intimate
it’s never about just getting off
every time he has sex with you 
even when he’s angry and pounding into you 
he’s showing you how much he loves you in the only way he knows best
while it’s true that JJ had a lot of sexual partners before you, none of them really showed JJ what sex could be like
that it could be so fucking good 
because with them it felt good, but nowhere near as good as it feels to have sex with someone you love
JACK OFF (masturbation headcanon)
JJ jacks off a lot more then he used to
because when you’re not in the mood, or if you’re busy then he has to find some way to relieve himself
before you JJ would hit up every one of his booty calls until one of them agreed to come over
but he would never cheat on you so if you turn down sex, JJ waits 
and while he waits he jerks off to satiate him until you’re ready
and he never rushes you because he’s not an asshole
he waits patiently because this sweet boy loves you very much
KINK (one or more of his kinks)
he hasn’t outwardly admitted it but you think JJ has a secret daddy kink
he loves when you do exactly what he says
he loves being in total control
he loves the trust that comes with it, when you physically show him that you trust him enough to do whatever he says without question
it’s comforting to know you trust him not to hurt you
he calls you little girl during sex a lot
which you love
“gonna cum for me little girl?” 
“yes daddy please,” 
it accidentally slipped out. really you didn’t mean to say it
but as soon as you did, JJ groaned softly
and his pace quickened a little
you could tell that he liked that
so you decided to “accidentally” say it more often
LOCATION (favorite places to do the deed)
JJ is a borderline exhibitionist 
he likes the thrill of almost getting caught
but most of the places he chooses to rail you are places that couldn’t be come across accidentally 
JJ can’t bring himself to risk someone else seeing you naked
or worse 
getting fucked
if some other guy saw that beautiful fucked out look on your face when JJ’s driving his cock into you
he’d probably beat the guy to death
so JJ gets his “fucking in public” fix in restrooms or other places with lockable doors
he’d never fuck you out in the open
MOTIVATION (what turns him on?)
e v e r y t h i n g
JJ is horny 92% of the day so anything you do is bound to turn him on
bending over? JJ is popping a boner
your shirt lifts to reveal your midriff? JJ is 100% popping a boner
stripping down to your bikini to get in the water? he’s rock solid before you even get your shorts off
and then he’s looking around to make sure nobody else is watching you strip
there was one time he caught Pope looking when you were getting ready to get in the water and JJ might have punched him
he pulled the punch though, so it didn’t even really leave a bruise
it hurt enough for Pope to never make that mistake again
he literally closes his eyes until he hears you get into the water now, Pope won’t even risk glancing in your direction 
he’s afraid of receiving JJ’s wrath if he’s caught looking again
NO (something he wouldn’t do, his turn offs)
anything that would cause you a lot of pain
he’s comfortable with inflicting you with a little bit of pain like spanking
but anything worse than that and JJ is out
once as a joke you asked JJ if you guys could try ‘blood play’ and JJ freaked out
“I would have to cut you Y/N, no fuckin’ way.” 
“I was just kidding baby.” 
JJ would prefer to make sex exciting in other ways
ways that can’t hurt you
like blindfolding you
using ice or feathers as stimulation
g e n t l e choking 
very gentle
JJ can’t hurt you, he physically won’t feel any joy from it
his dad has hurt him so much that JJ doesn’t like hurting anybody that doesn’t really deserve it
like Rafe, he definitely deserves it
ORAL (preference on giving or receiving, skill, etc)
JJ hates being that stereotypical guy but he really loves when you give him a blow job
you’re just so fucking good at it
when you wrap your lips around him, it literally takes his breath away
when you use your tongue on the underside, JJ feels his insides begin to squirm around
plus he doesn’t mind receiving more than giving too much because he knows how much you love sucking him off
sometimes you beg him to let you suck him off
and of course, JJ always says yes
you’re fucking hungry for his cock, and if you had it your way it would always be in your mouth
but just because JJ likes receiving more than giving doesn’t mean he doesn’t know how to go down on you
because JJ is phenomenal at eating you out
some of the most mind blowing orgasms you’ve ever had have been with JJ’s head in between your legs
boy knows what he’s doing in that regard, he just doesn’t do it very often
which doesn’t bother you because he will happily do it if you ask him to
PACE (is he fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc)
depends on his mood, like all things
if he’s in a good mood, his pace is pretty moderate
not too fast but not too slow
if he’s in a really lovey dovey mood then his pace is slow and passionate
long and deep strokes to make sure you feel every inch
if he’s pissed off or jealous then his pace is quick and brutal
harsh snaps of his hips against yours and definite bruises on your hips from him holding you so hard
he always feels bad about the bruises
but you always reassure him and insist you love the bruises
which you do
QUICKIE (his opinions on quickies, how often, etc)
quickies are a pretty normal thing for you two
it’s quickies more often then anything else
a quick fuck in the Chateau’s bathroom before any of the pogues notice you’re gone
quickies in your room when you sneak away from the party because JJ took off his shirt and you decided you desperately needed his cock
it’s rare that you two get to take your time 
but when you can take your time, its some of the best sex you guys have
like it’s so good that it’s worth waiting for
but you’re not complaining too much because any sex you have with JJ is going to be amazing
RISK (is he okay with experimenting? does he take risks?)
yeah he’s okay with moderate risk
if it’s something that could get you in serious trouble then he absolutely won’t do it
if it puts you in a situation 
if it’s something that could hurt you or cause you pain then no he won’t risk it
he cares about your needs and your safety way more than his own
JJ doesn’t care if he gets in trouble and he doesn’t care if he gets hurt
his pain tolerance is really high so he almost never notices if he gets hurt during sex
like if you claw at his back too much and he’s bleeding
actually he loves it when you claw at him, and he loves it even more if you make him bleed
you usually end up looking out for him in the same way he looks out for you
you won’t let him do anything that could end up hurting him
STAMINA (how many rounds can he go for? how long does he last?)
JJ can go for 2-3 rounds before his dick physically will not get hard again
if he had it his way he’d fuck you all night, but he can’t 
which annoys him
boy can fuck you at Earth shattering speeds and hardly break a sweat
he’s got the energy of a hyperactive child when it comes to sex
sadistically that’s one of your favorite things about JJ, that he can fuck you for long periods of time without tiring
it makes sex exciting
TOYS (does he own toys? how much does he use them? on you or him?)
JJ definitely doesn’t own any toys but you do
and when he discovered this, he immediately brought it into your sex life
he loves watching you cum on a vibrator
he has a remote control one that he uses a lot so he can sit at the end of the bed and watch you cum without even touching you
he also got a small one that you sometimes use when other people are around
and JJ will randomly turn it on when you’re having dinner at Kiara’s 
and you can’t make any sound or act weird 
you always see that little smirk on JJ’s face from across the table when he sees you’re close
and he never lets you cum
UNFAIR (how much he likes to tease)
big tease energy
there was one night he was so frustrated that he teased you to tears 
he edged you so much that one thrust and you were cumming around his cock
he’s a tease in day to day life and in the bedroom go figures
but when JJ is trying to show you how much he loves you he never teases
he worships your body and will give you orgasm after orgasm until you’re a shuddering mess
VOLUME (how loud is he? what kinds of sounds he makes, etc)
JJ mostly just groans and swears under his breath
he says he doesn’t want to drown out all of your beautiful sounds with his own moaning
but your favorite is when JJ growls softly in your ear, or when he sucks a harsh breath in through his teeth when you clench around him
you’re the noisy one in bed 
and that’s the way JJ likes it
WILD CARD (random headcanon)
when you first started dating, JJ was actually really evasive about how many partners he’s had before you
he would get really quiet whenever you asked him and would never directly answer the question
until you cornered him in the Chateau, demanding to know how many people he’d been with 
“4...” his voice was soft, and he wouldn’t lift his eyes to meet yours
that was more then you were expecting, but you couldn’t be mad at him
he was single then and had completely cut off every girl he’d ever had sex with the second you two started dating
so you immediately forgave him which was a huge relief for him
X-RAY (let’s see what’s going on under the belt)
JJ is packing
a good 8 inches when he’s fully hard 
and he’s decently thick too
his cock reaches places inside you that make your toes curl 
JJ has never really described himself as someone with a big dick, but once he saw your eyes widen when he first had sex with you
he thought maybe he might be bigger than average
which you love
there’s always a delicious stretch when he first enters you
YEARNING (how high is his sex drive?)
JJ is down to have sex whenever 
he loves having sex with you and has a stupidly high sex drive
he needs sex at least twice a week or he’s going to be grumpy 
so it was sort of an adjustment when he first started dating you
because it was at least a month until he took your virginity
so he was pretty grouchy for that month that he wasn’t having sex
he didn’t mind though because he was dating you and that’s way better than sex
ZZZ (how quickly does he fall asleep afterwards?)
JJ doesn’t fall asleep too quickly after sex
but since he does most of the work during sex, he’s usually pretty tired
but when he lays down with you, he will spend a few minutes talking to you before he falls asleep
he can last a good 10-15 minutes before he’s too tired to keep his eyes open
so you curl into his chest and fall asleep in his arms
heaven :)
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cinnamonest · 3 years
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Speaking of though. I've brought this up before but boys getting all hurty and bitter because darling has been talking positively about other people is so cute yet so obnoxious because I swear none of these bastards can healthily process and express their feelings like. I have thoughts on a few
Kaeya is soooo passive aggressive. Just mumbling things under his breath. He gets super petulant about it even, it's kinda uncharacteristic of him really, but when he gets bitter enough he can be really childish about expressing it. Stays just close enough for you to see him but pulls super petty shit like standing up and walking out of a room as soon as you come in. It's super quiet and that's how you know something's up since he normally can't shut up. Like he wants you to bring it up, he's not gonna initiate the conversation, because he wants the reassurance that you care about him being upset and if he doesn't get that he gets progressively more subtly passive aggressive until you bring it up and then finally the dam breaks and puts on the arrogant narcissist demeanor, lectures you about how your behaviors and actions recently have been inconsiderate and selfish and he's so gracious to put up with it. Turns everything back into being your fault. Folds his arms and kinda shifts his weight onto one foot, irritated stance, talks over you. Can be placated and somewhat soothed with enthusiastically initiating apology sex, but he stays mad a while, rolls over away from you in hopes you'll go back to apologizing again. He just really likes hearing you apologize. He's a sensitive, hurty boi but too insecure to be honest with you, and needs the ego boost.
Childe's similar but more direct and less gaslight-y. Also passive aggressive and quiet but less in a pouty way and more in a smiley way. Smiles really big all the time, very obviously forced. He's a bit talkative. "So how was your day?" But it's immediately obvious he's pissed off just from his tone, a fake sweetness that clearly says you need to apologize for something. Also can be placated with sex. But thankfully he's more likely to actually stop being mad afterwards. If it was genuinely anger, he's more likely to just get over it and return to his normal self, but if the pouting was triggered by having his feelings hurt he's more likely to get a bit vulnerable/open with you and grumble a confession that you more or less hurt his feelings, resting his face against your shoulders or chest, in hopes you'll reassure him.
Xiao. Supreme pouty. You take a bit longer to realize something's wrong because he's normally quiet anyway, but the biggest indicator is the space between you. He's normally trying to get awkwardly touchy, even though flustered about it, he just loves touch too much, likes to just be in your presence and watch you, but now he's in another room. Putting space between you. Sitting cross legged on the floor in a corner, arms crossed, just very very very ">:(" and turns his head the other way when you try to look at him. Embodies "no talk me I angy." Slow to admit he's mad even if you bring it up, keeps saying "nothing" and going quiet again. He might admit to being mad but just not tell you why. In the end he can hold the anger for a few days even before it just settles into being hurt and he comes crawling back to you, still not vocalizing his feelings, but being all touchy and pulling you into his lap and hugging and hoping you'll hug back to make him feel reassured. He's the least likely to actually admit why he's upset in the end, but as long as darling gives him kisses and cuddles and sweet words and all those other things he needs, he can be reassured with just that.
Xingqiu is kinda similar to Kaeya/Childe but even more obvious. Says passive aggressive stuff out loud rather than mumbling it. He still wants you to be the one to acknowledge it, but will blatantly push you to do so, he's impatient and less mature. He also won't tell you what it is, not because he's embarrassed, but because he wants you to figure out what you did wrong, since you *should* know, he thinks. Will also follow you around, stays pouty a long time. Difficult to placate, you have to more or less wait for him to get over it on his own, but apologies and affection will speed up the process. He might finally admit to being hurt, but will be very snobby and grumpy about it, not wanting to appear vulnerable.
At least you can finally get transparency out of Razor though. It's such a breath of fresh air from the others. Will literally just be like "I'm angry because of this >:(" and pout right in front of you. On the downside he's actually not quick to forgive. You can apologize but he'll keep pouting and being mad the rest of the day, it's certainly the most childish out of all because he just follows natural instinct as a child would do, which is to express anger by being mad and huffy in front of you to try to invoke more apologies. And if you move and walk somewhere else, he's close behind you, won't let you be alone because he's mad and you need to know he's mad so you have to keep seeing him mad >:( however, also very childishly, one quick way to get him back to normal and even snap from angry to happy is just offering him anything to make him happy. You wanna go for a walk?? Eat some food? Play a game? He just !!! And forgets he was ever mad. Or being overly apologetic, telling him you're sorry, you feel bad, he'll forgive you right...? He's easily manipulable so at that he would start to feel bad himself and forgive you.
Diluc is the biggest candidate for getting outwardly and openly angry. He's got some anger management problems going on, so he can't really control himself well enough to be too passive aggressive, he's just... Aggressive. Gets all snarly and eyes narrowed and openly says petulantly bitter things. Gets physical from the get go, grabbing you and dragging you around when you get frustrated and roll your eyes at him, just drags you to bed for whatever he has planned to get his anger out. Grabs you hard even if you're just pacing around the same room and asks you where the fuck you think you're going, he didn't say you could just walk out. However, because he's so openly angry, the thing is that it's actually kinda good because he gets out the anger all at once without letting it build and build, and so the anger peaks and dies down pretty quickly, and then he's just... Hurt. Folds his arms and looks sadly at the ground, lower lip pouting, very sad puppy eyes. He wants you to feel bad and dote on him and tell him it's ok and you're sorry and you still love him :( ...even though he might have just spent the past few minutes being mean and hurting you... That's not important, what's important is he's sad so you need to comfort him :( if you show him some affection he'll finally kinda just lean into the embrace and bury his head in your shoulder/chest and quietly say forget it, it's dumb, but if you push it he'll admit what he was mad about, just in that same quiet voice.
Albedo is one of the hardest to recognize. You won't know he's mad. It doesn't really show on his face. It doesn't show in his tone of voice or word choice. It's the little actions you finally notice. His walking is heavy, almost stomping. When he finishes with the equipment he was working on, he doesn't set it down gently, he harshly shoves it down or kinda drops it with a loud thud that makes you jump. He nearly slams doors. You can see his hand curled into a fist by his side, or his jaw clenching. If you don't bring it up soon, he starts getting a little passive aggressive, mostly cold shoulder, talks even less than normal. If you bring it up though, he acts like he has no idea what you're talking about. He's not mad. Why would you think that? You have to really push before he finally admits it, and when he does it's one of those rare moments of a break in his usual personality, he snaps and bitterly spits out an answer, speaking through clenched teeth, but more or less is transparent about why. After the outburst he just kinda sighs and says to forget it, nevermind, forget that happened... Secretly is kinda like Diluc, really hoping you'll come over and be all apologetic and tell him you're sorry for what you did wrong, you won't do it again, give him hugs and kisses please, just cling to him... And begging for forgiveness would be nice too. Gets kinda surprised Pikachu face if you actually do try to forget it and move on. Whoops.
Scara though. Almost comical. He's so so so so obviously bitter. His face twists up at half the things you say and he just kinda tch'es and crosses his arms. Openly passive aggressive, openly upset, but if you do what you're supposed to and apologize for what you did, or if you're too stupid to figure it out and have to ask what you did wrong... Well either way, he just flat out refuses. Realistically, it's because he's likely mad over something embarrassingly trivial and small, but can't help but be mad. But he just. Won't. Let it go. It's a weird duality where he refuses to tell you, rolling his eyes and trying to make it sound like it should be obvious, and if you're too dumb then you don't deserve to be told, but also won't get over it. Like Razor he just kinda follows you around because you need to know he's mad dammit. You need to feel bad and recognize that he's perfectly justified in being mad and you should be apologizing. If you start getting an attitude instead of being apologetic he just gets angrier and that's never good. If you finally do figure it out and say sorry he just kinda sighs and asks why it took you so long, clearly you're not sorry at all. Needs you to really grovel and beg for forgiveness before he'll actually let it go. Really snobbish and narcissistic about the whole thing, constantly making you feel stupid for not apologizing immediately.
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