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lixbf · 4 months

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honestly the fact that gale got kidnapped is mildly ruining how i wanna play the game bc like. i wanna do all the side quests first and Then get to gortash and orin but like i wanna have gale back? i dont want him to just miss out on so much stuff?? like hes been there since the very beginning and now when hes gonna come back it's already like oh yeah cazador is dead and shadowheart got her parents back no big deal. we got another guy to join our team tgt w his tiny giant space hamster and btw mizora now just hangs out here. oh and we fought and killed ethel again but for real this time.

#i just. i rly sorta wish she had gotten halsin vjdvfjshdjdb #like hes cool and all that but rly hes only been part of this group for like half the game so like.#also i have two druids but you kidnap my only wizard???? thats so mean #also the literal goddess of magic wanted to speak to him and now she has to wait bc he got kidnapped?? doesnt sound very clever of orin tbh #IDK I JUST FEEL BAD THAT GALE IS MISSING OUT ON SO MUCH STUFF I NEED MY WIZARD MAN BACK #can you still do like all the side quests once gortash and orin are uh 'dealt with'?#guess i'll find out maybe?#ok so. blow up that factory. confront and kill gortash. go to murder tribunal. kill orin. get gale back. do all the other stuff.#no more silly side quests until my wizard is back and i can get him cool equipment and shit #istg once i have him back hes gonna be like astarion. permanently in my party.

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sing-you-fools · 9 months

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me: this is a background character who's in one scene, has two lines, and is completely irrelevant to the rest of the story. i am going to stop obsessing over what to name him and use the random name generator on behindthename.com. i am going to accept the first thing it gives me and move the fuck on.

behindthename.com:

#guess i can call him charlie #i'll know what it's short for #and maybe someday i'll have a Fandom and someone will deep dive this far and find out the truth #a bitch can dream #writing #writeblr #naming characters #behind the name #names #character names #my writing #charizard cockburn #pokemon #sing-you-fools #1k #5k #10k #25k #50k

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october-cryptixx · 3 months

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aro/ace themed valentine's day teddy bears ^^ because i just recently found out i might be arospec but also just cuz like..... why not

#this may be out of character for me because just a few weeks ago i strongly disliked valentine's day lmao #now that i know im probably some kinda flavor of aro? i.. dunno how to feel #how i feel about the holiday is complicated #while i still dont like the romantic aspect of it.. at least i dont find myself rolling my eyes at valentine's themed stuff as much anymore #idk maybe i'll go back to disliking the holiday next year who knows lol #i guess its just the catharsis i suppose..#aromantic #asexual #aroace #aspec #arospec #lgbtq #valentine's day #valentine's #teddy bear #digital art #art #toby draws things

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mutxnts · 1 year

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don't call it a comeback, i been here for years

(flashing cw)

#ace attorney #phoenix wright #miles edgeworth #wrightworth #i mean i GUESS it could technically be nrmts so i'll go ahead and tag that anyway #dual destinies #ash makes things #video #aa anime #ash posts #flashing cw #don't question why there's 1 non-dd clip in there #there's really not a lot of him in the dd cutscenes so i had to go find something similar to use lol #and it actually ended up working out nicely with the next clip!#also maybe don't question the audio suddenly stopping at the end #i would have let it go until the chorus but there's not much footage of him in dd and i wanted to keep it primarily related to this game so #anyway uhhh i had this idea that i couldn't get out of my head so here it is #UGH i always forget the watermark bc i'm so excited to share it as soon as i'm done editing it #okay it's been added now

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sketchydesign78 · 11 days

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Could you draw Ellie?

I could! I also felt like adding a little bit of a story to the doodle, if that's alright ^^

#henry stickmin #thsc #ellie rose #post-ftc #pre-tcw #ellie overhears a conversation between some guards and finds out the guy she helped escape that left her behind is the toppat leader #oh man this got me overthinking about tcw again. specifically in terms of trying to make certain under-explained aspects of it make sense #but somehow drawing this actually helped? i think?? instead of prompting more questions i guess?#y'know what maybe i'll write more about ellie's perspective pre-tcw thanks to this. like a short story of some kind ...maybe #also today i found out tags have a character limit. cool .w.'#emmy's doodle requests #rambling in the tags

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rearranging-deck-chairs · 4 months

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the doctor isnt neurodivergent or autistic or adhd or nonbinary or genderqueer or asexual. what the doctor is, is Not From Here

#which necessarily of course says something abt their (non)whiteness #(i had all these words in quotation marks first so mentally add those to whiteness too)#but we've them be black for all of 1.5 episode now so #lets see how that develops you know #also i dont think i understand the politics of that part well enough to say much abt it #not that i probably understand the politics of these parts better but #im annoyed enough abt this Thing happening these years. in these 20s i guess. the 'representation' thing #to complain abt it anyway #the dsm isnt real and it isnt gonna fuck you buddy #maybe i'll read some books and then one day i'll write an essay driven by spite and pettiness #i wonder if i can make the thesis statement about the tension between their status of main character #in a 60 year running family adventure show vs this therapy thing we're doing now #like. you cant do that. in terms of like. what story is and does. what a character is and does. it strains #in an interesting way. like im not saying they Shouldnt have done it. im just observing. that you cant do that really. i think #or maybe you can! but i'll find that out #i also dont know shit abt narratology or whatever so. need to read books first. sigh #always have to pause my thoughts to read myself in first its so annoying. esp bc i rarely really do #bc then new thoughts new things to do you cant do EVERYTHING. you can do almost nothing. bane of my existence really #but like you might even be able to say smth interesting here about whether you can call them traumatised at all #remember that article i saw around on tumblr a few years ago i think that was abt like. some scholar in the middle east maybe #saying that ptsd is a western thing bc it necessitates a Post #all of this is western. psychiatry is western. its all stories. how you conceptualise trauma is a story #whos Other is story #where youre from is a story what you stand for is a story who you are is a story #ah. checked the article. dr samah jabr. palestinian. i'll start with her book maybe

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slumbergoblin · 4 months

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Stratos! Teach that kid how to !!!PUNCH!!!

#pmatga #my art #pacster #stratos spheros #the background is just blobs because I did not have it in me to do an *actual* background #they're supposed to be like. outside of the round house #I like to think that Pac eventually goes to Stratos and is like 'teach me how to fight old man' because maybe(?) he #finds out about his boxing career or... something I guess #I just want Pac to learn how to fight/defend himself by having Stratos teach him. and then Pac also learning street smarts from Betrayus lo #maybe tomorrow I'll try to draw some more Pac and Stratos interacting #either that or Betrayus and Mei stuff because It's been on my mind. but we'll see

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da-proti-toku-grem · 3 months

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Don't mind me, I'm going to make a "masterlist" with the kissing prompts so I don't miss anything (I'll update with the links as I post them)

*REQUEST ARE CLOSED FOR NOW*

Send me a Ship and a Number and I will Write a Kiss

Jance:

9 (in public) & 42 (out of pride) → ao3 | ao3

21 (on a place of insecurity) → ao3

13 (discreetly) → ao3

16 (lazily) & 47 (out of spite) → ao3 | ao3

18 (as encouragement) → ao3

50 (out of love) → ao3

17 (to distract) → ao3

1 (good morning) & 2 (goodnight)

Afternoon kiss

20 (on a scar)

45 (out of anger) & 38 (because they’re running out of time)

10 (desperately)

Bojure:

22 (in a rush of adrenaline) → ao3

1 (good morning) → ao3

8 (in secrecy) → ao3

6 (on a falling tear) + 21 (on a place of insecurity)

15 (passionately) + 44 (out of lust)

Bokris:

7 (to shut them up) → ao3

45 (out of anger) → ao3

10 (desperately)

38 (because they’re running out of time)

26 (as an apology)

Bonace:

4 (where it hurts) → ao3

19 (for luck) & 30 (as comfort) → ao3 | ao3

30 (as comfort)

Bojere:

7 (to shut them up) → ao3

Poly!JO:

48 (out of habit) → ao3

9 (in public)

Bo(Jan)²:

15 (passionately) + 46 (out of envy or jealousy) → ao3

15 (passionately) + 16 (lazily)

45 (out of anger)

25 (as a ‘yes’)

Bojan/Jan/Kris:

8 (in secrecy) + 44 (out of lust)

Jan/Jure:

21 (on a place of insecurity)

44 (out of lust)

Kris/Martin:

23 (…in relief)/...out of fear

NaceKris:

36 (to give up control)

Jure/Mark:

48 (out of habit)

22 (in a rush if adrenaline) & 14 (casually)

Bojan/Kiki:

18 (as encouragement)

Jure/Martin:

22 (in a rush of adrenaline)

Nace/Martin:

25 (as a ‘yes’)

Bojance:

37 (without a motive)

Bojan/Martin:

38 (because they’re running out of time)

#also that way if anyone wants to send another one they'll know which ones are already requested #or if one of the anons misses it maybe this way it's easier to find it i guess #anyways. thank you for sending these <3 #i'll get to the rest of them as quickly as i can :3 #mine #maca writes #kiss prompts #joker out

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pushing500 · 1 month

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We left Loyalty's Meander at the same time our last guests did. Apparently, the horrible murder-cult vibes weren't enough to deter them, so now we have allies! That's nice, I guess.

Blackthorn learned to walk while we were road-tripping and I couldn't get this scene from Ice Age out of my head while I was trying to draw it so you just get the scene instead.

Thanks to the vehicle mod, it only took us eight days to get here, so here we are! I can't wait to see the ship!

hmmmmmmmm

there is... no ship

That is problematic. We'll try to mine into those mountains and see if there's a ship hidden in there somewhere, but I fear this may call for some Dev Mode intervention from Ecthuctu themselves...

Duchess now is not a good time

Curly, that is RUDE. Ecthuctu will not be impressed by this slight, mark my words... Terrible things are coming for you.

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averlym · 8 months

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#adamandi #ambrose wellington bassford #infer as you will i suppose. wanted to draw a statue ambrose but accidentally painted it because smth smth blending fits him #again. main things taken from lyrics of the actual show ++ this definition i checked with google because i didn't remember it off the top #of my head. but Thoughts indeed #sfgdhhdf ok hello i am back today has been a Day (not very good) (oh well) (small mercies) ...#did not expect the melliot to find this so quickly but since i guess the Official Tumblr has reblogged it i'll just edit this one.#as opposed to reuploading. o//o #i painted it at 2am on impulse and have very little recollection of the whole event -? and then in a fit of pique added words and posted it #it is Very different from the original draft. i'd like to maybe do that one justice someday... anyways something something sometimes #a piece of art you make organically Evolves of its own volition... anyways.#maybe i'm projecting but recently (tuesday?) i found out something Important i had in the works Collapsed in the kiln #kaboom. ah the perils of ceramics. anyway thanks to the messed up 3d of everything i'm working on rn (the pros and cons of visual art subj #is that you get to make art for a grade) and. ceramics and sculpture and classics etcetera. <blinks> wow i really latched on to art aspects.#but nevertheless! ambrose brainrot real. iirc my thoughts were smth like. most strongly. that contrapposto? based on my school art history #was that it evolved from the very neutral rigid ancient greek sculptures of people which were all about Mathematical Symmetry. because #the main thing about contrapposto was that it reflected irl people more... more life-like? so it's very ironic to me #that Alive ambrose went and tried to turn himself into a statue. with part of the draw being contrapposto.. like?????#ah yes you like this sculpture because it's lifelike. and you'd rather be a sculpture than alive huh. the contrasts are !! in my head #also maybe i just.. wanted to paint... idk i had ambrose on the brain yesterday and it was something about sculptural messed up perfection #fun fact!!! the skin and hair i all greyed out to look like marble. fun fact number two: he has no eyes in this. like no pupils :3 #fun fact number 3 (irrelevant) marble statues are only common wrt ancient greece bc the romans iirc came along and repurposed the bronzes.#because apparently bronze was a Hot Commodity at the time. and in return to preserve the art they made marble replicas. so most marble #ancient greek statues are apparently copies and the originals had totally different aesthetics #fun fact number 4: the background is a very greyed out image of my broken ceramics.. i wanted something nice to come out of it at least #fun fact number 5: i wanted to make him crack. like shattered ceramic or smth. that was the original idea. but instead it went to the pretty #sculpture route... kinda wanna make the messed up one though!!#fun fact number 6! because of Art Studio i'm covered in white paint and like it doesn't come off so it's been on my fingers and arms and #basically everywhere. so flesh turning into white stuff aes is fascinating i wanna explore... fun fact no.7.. i have accidentally maybe #began using screenshots as drawing practice. idk what to do with this info. if anything nice turns up ig i'll post it maybe

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omnificent-orion · 2 months

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It's my 12 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

#12 year tumblrversary #tumblr milestone #Orion Talks #sigh.#sigh sigh sigh #i'm not sure what to do going forward #still busting my ass on comic pencils at the moment #guess i'll make a post with other places you can find me #if you're heading off #or maybe just update my pinned post #yeah...#i'll figure out a rhythm of crossposting #eventually.

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facetsofthecloset · 6 months

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i'm sure it's been said but i feel like both Raxtus and Ronodin can be argued as "the only gay kid in the family and consequently shunned/rejected" and it's like. so weird bc Mull is so Mormon he'd probably rather eat his shorts than even acknowledge the possible existence of gays but

i mean. Raxtus literally has a fairy form. he's a fairy dragon.

Ronodin was just emo lol

and they both get so thoroughly rejected and sidelined by their families their whole lives and it turns Raxtus into an awkward but basically decent guy who runs back to the approval of his family once he's performed masculinity/violence enough to be accepted, only to then realize that he's basically just being used and still not fully trusted/accepted and having to betray them to save his real friends

(who sadly are probably actually homophobic but that's ok bc they're not dragon-phobic so that works out for him)

while Ronodin's like "fuck it. chaos and murder then!" and can you really blame him? he spent his entire life trying to conform to the "right" (in this case, Light) way of life, started spending time with the outgroup and learned to question things, then was told he was "too corrupt" to remain in his home

like. the symbolism is right there.

it's so funny, because sure Raxtus isn't a bad guy, but Ronodin definitely is and he pretty much gets sent to a type of hell at the end of Dragonwatch

and while Raxtus gets kind of a happy ending, like, him becoming an effective killer in a war and being accepted by his dad for being Good At Murder in the first Fablehaven series is presented as a happy ending. if Celebrant didn't wind up being the main villain for Dragonwatch, that probably would've been the end of it! gay kid learns how to soldier and is finally accepted by his homophobic family bc he's finally aggressive enough for them to love him

(i mean i have MANY issues with Celebrant being the main villain later and the reasons he's framed as bad but like. that's a separate rant lol)

the queer reading is right there. but also it's very bad and you can tell completely unintentional. or at the very least highly repressed. idk man i don't look into Mull as a personal individual bc i doubt i'll like what i see and i don't care that much but Dragonwatch was SO MUCH MORE MORMON than Fablehaven already was and it's so weird, seeing the fingerprints of it all over.

i feel like he either has a new editor or he's been doing this for long enough and sold enough books that he has the clout to veto changes made by editors or SOMETHING, bc i feel like? he's gotten worse?? and more unfiltered?? that or something happened and he's like. even more religious than before or something idk

like fablehaven was just kinda generic/bland fantasy with some fun ideas for magic items/powers/one sentence character premises, with just a hint of sus Mormon ideology, and then Dragonwatch just went. Full Mormon.

but then there's somehow even more weirdly queer shit. like. he's repressing so hard he's approaching queer from the other side??

idk man i wish this deeply mediocre man's writing wasn't a formative piece of middle school reading, leading to me still giving more of a shit than i really should over questionable children's literature now

#i mean it seems like his wife may or may not have divorced him between the series's so maybe that had something to do with it #i didn't look too deeply into it i just kinda guessed from his about the author blurbs wording changes #also wtf was up with the weird borderline piss/humiliation kink thing in the latest candy shop war book?#like. that was. that was not funny at all if it was meant to be comedic. like the execution was SO BOTCHED if so #and if it wasn't??? it was just????? UNCOMFY???#sorry i'm tired and kind of delirious and for whatever reason this man's writing's squandered potential still haunts me #like genuinely if i ever publish original fiction there's a good chance it'll be fanfic of this with the serial numbers filed off #like 'MINE I'LL DO IT /RIGHT/ OK GIMME'#fablehaven #dragonwatch #i know ronodin is overrated and like. yeah he's not really a sexyman to me but he IS still compelling as a character #i think he's funny i wanna be his therapist #like stereotypical him lying down on a chaise longue thing #but also i reserve the right to make fun of him so like. not a very ethical therapist lol #get it all out queer boy let's get you to a gay club and find some fairies who WILL accept you #just cool it with the murder and the manipulation a bit y'know

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sherlock-is-ace · 3 months

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the imposter syndrome i feel every time i even slightly think i might be autistic is insane, specially for a person who highly relates to the lived experiences of people who are professionally diagnosed.

Like I was just watching this one youtuber, and she was talking about very specific examples in her life and childhood where she saw autistic traits that made her realize she was autistic and then seek a diagnosis and then get one, and everything she was saying was like she was describing my life! But yeah no, I can't be autistic tho

#and one thing that has been filling me with dread (as if it was relevant lol) is the idea of seeking a diagnosis and #either not geting it because it's already so hard to find a diagnosis for '''''''women''''''' (afabs)#and that will make me doubt myself even more! but most importantly those around me who already don't believe me #but also i'm very scared about this one thing in particular which is the talking to your parents portion of the diagnosis #where the therapist will want to talk to people who knew me as a child... and that person will have to be my mom #and i'm pretty sure she will dismiss most signs. like she would either not bring them up because ''they're normal''#or play them as less important than they were #or maybe she didn't even notice them! because most of my struggles are internal!#things like being bullied or having no friends or liking a routine #idk if she'll be able to talk about all those #because my bullying wasn't violent it was mostly dismissive #my ''friends'' weren't really friends like i didn't CARE for them as maybe someone would have #and also they would leave me for no reason at all out of the blue... so i don't think even THEY considered ME a friend #and liking routine i guess she could say i prefered it but she doesn't know to the extent i hated going off it #i'm sure she forgot about the time i cried (as a 10 year old so not THAT young) because they made us change classroom #and i didn't know that was gonna happen... it was added to the anxiety that i thought my mother wouldn't be able to find me #but like the unknown classroom traumatized me (to this day i get anxious just thinking about that)#like... all those things i don't think she would bring up (if she could even) and i fear that will make me not get a diagnosis #not that this is a thing that's gonna happen cause as i established i cannot afford a therapist nor i'll ever get a diagnosis i don't think #so like it's not relevant #but i am anxious about it nonetheless #angel talks #personal #idk what's my point with this post btw i'm just venting and creaming to the void #dkfjhgdfg

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cookinguptales · 9 months

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I'm dying, I had another fandom breakup several years ago where I also poured my frustration into a deeply pornographic fic.

The main differences are:

different fandom, obviously

this was actually one of the last fics I ever wrote for that fandom, it really was a kiss off. the only fics I posted after it were just me finishing up some prior obligations.

I actually wrote it and posted it, as opposed to the pornographic vent fic I was writing for wwdits that I set aside for now.

I APPARENTLY POSTED IT TO TUMBLR FIRST?

I know this because someone just reblogged it (and said some really kind things, thank you ;;) and I had completely forgotten that I'd been so deep in my fit of pique that I was like "well this is vent fic that I wrote to cope with my frustration towards canon, not REAL fic, so I should post it to tumblr, not AO3."

At first I was just laughing over the sheer timing of it all, someone digging up this ancient post with like 25 notes from many years ago the exact same week that I'm having angst over the fandom I replaced the old one with, but then I actually clicked on the post in my notifications and was like.

wait.

did I.... post a sixteen-thousand-word fic to tumblr?

I DID. AND PEOPLE READ IT??? like that's the fucking wild part, that people were willing to sit down and read a fucking sixteen-thousand-word fic under a read more on tumblr. people were so strong back then.

(thankfully, I was convinced to crosspost it to AO3 a few days later, which actually made the fucker readable.)

the sheer ridiculousness of my tantrum (and my weird internal classification for what fic "deserved" to be on AO3 vs. what should just quietly be forgotten on tumblr) has me laughing. which I think was actually kind of needed, haha. we all need to laugh at our own fandom angst sometimes.

if I do end up finishing and posting the wwdits ventfic, I promise I'll actually post it on AO3. lmao

#writing liveblogging #kind of wild how my nandermo sex pollen/potion fic morphed over the course of the season in my head #from a silly 'oh we thought we were dosed with sex pollen so we've been fucking for two weeks but it actually wore off after an hour' fic #to a fic about what you do when you realize the truth about your relationship #and what it means to hold a secret that will destroy everything you love #(i.e. mirroring Guillermo finding out they've been fucking because they're into each other not because they were drugged #and the vampire bite secret)#and finally becoming a fic about struggling to forgive someone who wronged you even if they didn't mean to #and how knowing what you don't want isn't the same thing as knowing what you do want #and ultimately a lot of makeup sex #and a relationship that is severely damaged but perhaps salvageable #I HAVE GROWN... AND SO HAS THIS FIC... lmao #but I realized I was just stressing myself out more so instead I drank some pumpkin beer and wrote meta for another show #and downloaded phoenix wright #and here we are #maybe I'll finish it once I've chilled out some and maybe I won't #that's life I guess

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wingsofhcpe · 3 months

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HOLD UP OMG

in Second Self... is Raffi seeing the future visions of Seven, Rios and Elnor? On Ordeve? So many years before she met any of them?!

I am. So mindblown right now.

#screaming. i have the last part of the book to finish but WHAT??? W H A T??? She saw them in her dream and then WHILE ON EARTH???#star trek #star trek picard #raffi musiker #cristobal rios #seven of nine #elnor #second self #mar's book rambles #i knew the guy with the staff was elnor from the moment he was described. then put the pieces together for seven and rios #and now im like. so confused #i guess i'll find out abt the freaky shit and dreams from the caanta valley before the end of the book but this is so ominous #(i love it)#also i know rios dies in s2. and elnor dies temporarily. does that mean something. that the visions are dead people #since byrne also saw her dead husband. but afaik seven doesnt die. so maybe it's just people that love you??

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dont-offend-the-bees · 4 days

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Right that's it. Dropping everything else this week to spend some time learning how to cook things I can actually stomach.

#had to ditch art group today bc i couldn't sleep so i was already a wreck #and then to top it all off it's been a Bad Food Day so i couldn't eat before it was time to go and i didn't wanna go and then like pass out #anyway recently a lot of my safe foods have been feeling less safe #bc apparently i'm craving flavours #but not too many flavours??? idk man #maybe the t is changing my taste buds #but i can't slog through a plate full of like plain carbs n veg with just salt anymore #so i have to start cooking things #i know i like stuff seasoned with lemon and i know i like chicken tikka seasoning so i guess i'll start there #the trick is gonna be finding ways to cook/season things that gives them the flavour boost i need but doesn't make em all squishy and gooey #frying and grilling and roasting will be involved i imagine #this is why i can't go vegetarian #the food i can eat is already so goddamn restricted #if you cut chicken out of my diet i'd be surviving on potatoes and fruit and you could knock me over with a stiff breeze lmao #anyway. i dislike cooking it takes so much time i'd rather be doing other stuff with.#but i can't rely on dad to help me with this and i need to do somethng soon or we're gonna be in trouble #so if anyone has any super quick easy cooking/seasoning tips (pref. ones that don't involve onions) hmu 💛#mr. bees speaks

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