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digitalshrutijain · 6 months

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Top Solar Lighting Trends Of The Year

Outdoor solar lighting is becoming more trending in modern-day lighting solutions. It is budget-friendly, safe for the environment, and easy to install. Besides that, the solar panels are maintenance-free and offer a sustainable solution to power your garden lights without needing an external power grid.

Place the solar lights exactly where you need them with the attached solar panel to produce the energy during the day and use the stored energy at night. The entire system runs autonomously; hence, once the system is installed, it is unnecessary to manage it.

Even though everything appears simple and easy, selecting solar lights is a critical part of choosing solar-powered lights. Creatively placed lights could enhance the ambiance of your garden.

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bellbottom-jeans · 7 months

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Me, entering the Palia tag: you guys are arranging your gardens??

#palia #i throw shit down everywhere and fertilze with reckless abandon

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orphancookie69 · 1 year

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My Infertility Journey: Part 4

Yeah, future me needs to go in the past and tell past me to not be crazy. Well, they have not arrived yet-part four starts. The sooner I get in the drivers seat the sooner I park my car in the winners circle I hope....Just hopping on late? Here is Part 1, Part 2, and Part 3.

August 2022:

A week after the ERA comes a cycle. This is highly unusual as it does not normally come that soon. Second half of the month is the start of round 4. Initial ultrasound and bloodwork scheduled to see if the body is on the starting line. Now let’s talk about the definition of insanity, it is doing the same thing over and over again expecting different results. Based on the ERA, I am perfectly fine and we have been doing this with proper timing-so initially they said we are going to move forward with no changes. At consultation, they mentioned adding Intralipids-IV injected twice during the process. I am open to this idea, more than the anti-coagulants, because I think my body can only handle so many injections. I only have two more embryos at this point, and while I want to make sure they have the best odds of sucess-there are physical limitations of being...ya know...human?

The results from the blood work came back, my hormones were too high. So they are having me wait and we will reassess on next cycle. I am happy that this news came from the doctor, I felt like it was better to wait and give the body a break. But for some reason, it felt like it would not have as much credence as it does coming from the doctor backed by “data”. I am looking forward to my break and plan on getting a family trip to Havasu in before my next cycle. PARTAY! No but otherwise this is a great time to hunker down and see if I can’t get some good training in for game day. Using muscle stims, heat, massage, and exercise to promote healing of the area. Maintaining diet and exercise to see if I can’t lose anymore weight before then.

September 2022:

Have I ever mentioned how much of this process is PLAYING THE WAITING GAME? But waiting has its own perks. So far just waiting for a cycle to come, estimated to come around the middle of the month according to P Tracker, and see if hormone levels are good enough to move forward. Also, I am (heavily) playing with the idea of implanting two instead of just one. My own doctor says the odds are better with just one, but I have heard a lot of other doctors/patients have success with 2. Part of me really likes the idea of implanting both and having this be the last round, for better or for worse. We will see what the doctor says.

So my body decided to get stuck in “period limbo” this cycle. I get all the feels but none of the results. Doctor did a “wellness check” on me and decided to reset my cycle with a week’s worth of Birth Control. Then we are going to move on the next cycle. I picked up my prescription and then took them, one a day, for a week. My doctor puts me on Enskyce, and man I usually get all of the side effects: migraines, nausea, and lack of energy.

October 2022:

Body goes into cycle and then on Cycle Day 5, we went in for an appointment. Ultrasound and bloodwork looked good, we updated my thyroid panel as well. Now starts injections and the new element this time-intralipids. They are to be done at a third party facility, Oso Home Care in Irvine, in week 4 (before transfer) and after transfer. I am (attempting) to schedule an appointment with Oso Home Care after my next Ultrasound/Bloodwork appointment with Fertility Care in Brea. Ya know the one appointment(s) before implant. It is kind of crazy how much happens in a month.

Drugs: EV (Estradiol Valerate), Dex (Dexamethasone), P4 (Progesterone), hCG, Valium, Doxy (Doxycycline Hyclate), Medrol (methylprednisolone),

Vitamins: Baby Aspirin, Prenatal vitamins (NAC, Prenatal, Omega 3, L Arginine, Coq10, Myo Inositol, D3)

Suggestions: Keto diet/Fasting, Exercise, Proper Injection Guidelines.

Price: $5,000+ (Fertility Care), $100+ (MDR Pharmacy), $550 (Oso Home Care),

Here are some Injection Guidelines:

Before: Ice the area

During: Inject the right area, Massage it after

After: Walk it off a bit, Use a heating pad

In Between: Arnica, Massaging to promote healing

Check: Infection (red, raised/bumpy, burning, itchy)

Note: Injections are intramuscular, and depending on the injection, there are only so many spots you can inject. Just because there are other muscles, does not mean you can use them even if your areas are “out of commission”. You just gotta keep them in commission!

The phone tag that was had was fun by all? Honestly as much as this is not my first rodeo and this should not worry me, the intralipids worry me a bit. Really the scheduling process being the slowest thing ever doesn’t help anything either. Be careful when doing research too, it is not always as helpful as you would think to know what you are signing up for. Also, the slow time between the first and second appointment where there is only an injection every 3 days is lovely. So I barely got my appointment for the intralipid place, if I did not call, that might not have happened. Then went in for the next ultrasound, the last one before implant. Ultrasound was good and blood work was TBD.

This starts the next phase of the process. From here we add 4 hCG shots, add 2 times a day of p4, and continue with EV every 3 days. Also, for the hCG...the first injection has to be in the back area, but the smaller ones can go in the stomach to give the back a bit of a break. Round one of the Intralipids happens. The dexamethasone comes off the schedule just before implant-a couple of meds get added for a couple days around implant. Implant happens, this time it will be a boy (currently between the names Roland and Kai). After implant it is suggested for up to 3 days of rest. Then we move into November (after playing the waiting game) to confirm the pregnancy.

Oso Home Care...Intralipids: Its a cute little place in Irvine. Kind of disorganized and busy but it would seem a lot people go to a facility like this. I got there early. I spent 2.5 hours in the chair. Yeah, kind of a long time. The gals that work there are sweet, but I don’t like how they had to prick both my arms to get it to work. I felt strange after? I am not sure how I was supposed to feel. Based on when I left and where home is, it took an hour to get home. But I hope in the future that since I am already in the system that booking is easier, and I kind of have a better idea of what to expect. Dress comfortable, don’t bring a book.

Ovation Fertility...Implant: I always forget COVID never stopped being a reality for hospital establishments. I always forget to bring a mask to these things. Arrive 15 minutes early in Newport Beach, take a Valium an hour before. Implant goes well-go home and rest. Also, if they let your partner in-film the implant.

Implant day is a day of rest, and this time I am trying to take two more days of rest after. I am an awful patient and this is hard for me to do. Post transfer we ran low on p4 so we transitioned to 1/2 crinone and 1/2 p4 for the every 12 hour injections. There are enough drugs on hand to get through to the pregnancy test and once confirmed, we stick with this or go all crinone. I don’t remember my last boys’ implant well but this time around, my left uterus feels like a battle zone a bit.

Trimester Breakdown:

Part 1: 10/7-1/8

Part 2: 1/9-4/12

Part 3: 4/13-7/15

November 2022:

An appointment was set up to have a blood draw/pregnancy test on 11/7. What was the time like before? I felt most, if not all, the symptoms. Pray tell, what are the symptoms of the first trimester?

First Trimester Signs: Nausea, Metallic Taste, Foggy Brain, Cramps, Tiredness, Breast Tenderness,

For me, and according to old wives tales, boys are supposed to be worse. This round definitely felt different as I felt very sore for up to a week after implant. Google says this is ok but man, it was kind of odd. The first blood test of Week 4/5 happened and TBD. If this goes well, I go two more times-two days apart. In theory the HCG a pregnant body produces should double every day. The first time you are able to view anything on an ultrasound is week 6. The next, and final, intralipid appointment would also happen that week.

The first blood test was good and positive, the next blood test the values should of doubled...and they did not. They increased but did not double. The office wants me to see the third test before jumping to any conclusions. The second blood draw was a 15% rise. The third blood draw was a 66% rise, so they kept us on the schedule and we scheduled the first ultrasound at 6 weeks 4 days. They also had me schedule my second, and last, intralipid appointment for that same day. Prior to going to going into the first ultrasound, there were 50/50 odds that this is a viable pregnancy.

We went in for an ultrasound and there was a gestational sac, but nothing that could be seen in the sac. They did a blood draw, to confirm the hCG is rising as a pregnant body should be. I had an intralipid appointment but they wanted me to move it, and wait for the results. The beta was rising, so we stay in the game another week. Order more drugs from MDR Pharmacy and scheduled another ultrasound for the end of the week. The intralipid appointment was moved to the same day as the next ultrasound.

Oso Home Care...Intralipids: This trip was shorter, already in the system and they have an idea of how quickly you take the liquids and what not. I believe this time was about 3 hours?

Also, I am keeping track of my weight, as women who are overweight before need to be careful how much weight they put on. When I checked on it, I actually had lost weight. Between my keto diet, morning sickness, and other pregnancy symptoms. In the first trimester one can lose a bit, but should this trend keep up in the second trimester...we got problems. Went in for the next appointment and while it was still not where it was supposed to be, there was improvement in both Beta (blood draw) and ultrasound findings. By this time I am almost 8 weeks along and there should be some major organs created, like the heart.

December 2022:

The next ultrasound would be interesting as it was kind of the determined trip to “call it”. Why would I want to call it? Because since implant, it has been very “we don’t have good news but we have not bad news so keep injecting”. And the body can only take so much for something that they said was most likely to end in bad news? But the doctor makes a good point that while certain things should be in place by this appointment, babies can be “past their due date” so if they are slow to grow, as long as they grow, it is fine? As the train carrying the passenger, the “limbo” is annoying as hell.

The Week 8 Ultrasound: Yeah, so that went about as good as that was going to. The doctor finally called it. It is sad, bumming, annoying, frustrating, relieving yet unwantedly so. They are three options to resolve this round: to let it happen naturally, use drugs to help “speed things along”, or get a D&C. For now, we are going to cancel medications and assess in another couple of days. Did a blood draw to see where the beta is, and establish a comparison point for declines in the future.

For the next blood draw, I could of gone to my Fertility Care office-but with us at the sad end of the process-and them not being part of our insurance-we decided to finish the process in slightly more complicated insured way. They ordered the blood draw at Quest Diagnostics. I made an appointment and the results were sent to Fertility Care. I have seen some insurance that covers infertility, but for the most part that is a sad joke. Some jobs cover that too. If you need that as an option, it’s worth looking into.

Pay attention to your body. I had sharp pains on my lower left abdomen area the day before the blood draw. Like, bad enough to make me basically pointless the rest of the night. The next day they continued, and I called it in. I am now on the alert for heavy bleeding and those pains, as the combination means bad news. But should be signs the body is starting the miscarriage process. To speed things up, they put me on Letrozole and Acetaminophen-COD. This will be my first time having a drug induced natural miscarriage.

Four pills at night for 7 nights, bleeding can last up to a week. Blood was being drawn at Quest Diagnostics and the beta hcg was going down. I used pads for a week to “measure” how much I was bleeding, more than two pads in two hours was bad news. Blood draw to see where we were at, luckily enough for all involved-there was no hemorrhaging. The second week of miscarriage recovery-less blood, less medications, but no less feels? Research shows it could take up to 6 weeks for my body to get back to “normal”. There are some herbs and vitamins I can take to help, but mostly it was rest and food and relaxation.

So, what happened? While there are no answers, there is a scientific name for this. Funny how that works out huh? Here is what I think happened:

“ A blighted ovum, also called an anembryonic pregnancy, occurs when an early embryo never develops or stops developing, is resorbed and leaves an empty gestational sac. The reason this occurs is often unknown, but it may be due to chromosomal abnormalities in the fertilized egg.” (Source: https://www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/pregnancy-loss-miscarriage/expert-answers/blighted-ovum/faq-20057783)

Because this is an IVF process, and everything is tested and in some ways controlled, I doubt it is because of any chromosomal abnormalities. But it is crazy how many variations of miscarriages are out there. And really, even in the same person’s journey-no two are the same. Oh to know so much yet so little.

Honestly, this is a very tough process. I am not sure what to think. Doctor thinks we should implant (IN ME) the last embryo, possibly changing nothing, and see if it works when I am mentally and emotionally ready. For now, the only thing for sure is its BREAK TIME. Is it too soon for a surrogate? I don’t understand how I can be such a medical mystery. It is a very strange feeling.

#my infertility journey #IVF #in vetro fertilzation #round 4 #pixabay #ERA #intralipids #rant #cvs pharmacy #birth control #enskyce #fertility care #oso home care #ovation fertility #surrogate #quest diagnostics #anembryonic pregnancy #miscarriage #blighted ovum

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zzhuaiqngmachine · 6 months

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The innovation and development of the organic fertilizer equipment industry has been improved

In order to promote the development of organic fertilizer equipment industry, since the establishment of the organic fertilizer industry technology innovation strategic alliance in 2012, a total of 16 organic fertilizer alliance units have been developed around the combination of production, education and research. Through technical guidance, joint research and joint implementation of scientific research projects such as "New product development and large-scale promotion and application of bio-organic fertilizer" and "Research and development and production of slow-release organic fertilizer", the Academy of Agriculture and Forestry Sciences has upgraded and optimized the key technologies of organic fertilizer fermentation, dewatering granulation and tank fermentation in production enterprises. The production capacity, product quality and organic fertilizer production line improvement of organic fertilizer production enterprises have been greatly improved and improved. Before the establishment of the strategic alliance for technological innovation in the organic fertilizer industry, the organic fertilizer production enterprises were independent, not only fewer enterprises obtained organic fertilizer certification, but also the production technology was explored by itself, and the products were mainly based on ordinary fermentation fertilizer. The organic fertilizer industry technology innovation strategic alliance provides these enterprises with an upgrade platform, the production technology provided by the provincial Academy of Agriculture and Forestry Sciences for the enterprise, the production technology of the enterprise has been optimized, and then the production line has been transformed, the product quality is high, the quality is good, and the production capacity has been greatly improved.

#organic fertilizer equipment #organic fertilzer production line

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aajivipvtltd · 7 months

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thats-on-point · 1 year

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Clip: Germany Artifically Reducing Food Yields Ahead Of Suspected GLobal Famine (Clean)

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godsamazinganimals · 1 year

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Leaves aren't trash to be thrown away. They are Nature's blanket and next year's soil. 🐾🐦🦉🐿🦉🐦 🐾 Who remembers raking leaves and jumping into big fluffy piles? 🍂🍃🍁🍂🍃 #leaves #nature #soil #fertilzer #fall #fun https://www.instagram.com/p/ClWKnCaOeV4/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#leaves #nature #soil #fertilzer #fall #fun

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theplantening · 1 year

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November 11, 2022 (Friday)

Fair • High 36ºF • Low 23ºF

Things Accomplished

Everything in basement is growing fine

Purchases

Ordered granular Superthrive from Amazon (2.2lbs, $20.99)

Ordered Vivosun 6mm mylar diamond film from Amazon (4′ x 50′, $55.99)

Notes

Everything has good, strong growth

Romaine show signs of herbicide (?) - leaves curling

~21″ between light and plants seems ideal for lettuce and kale

Known To-Dos

Will need to build supports for the mylar

Pics

[ID: a concrete basement with two plastic folding tables set up. The tables are covered with plants in trays and pots]

[ID: a closeup of a few young kale plants in small pots. They are visibly leaning to the right]

[ID: a closeup of two young kale plants in small pots]

[ID: a closeup of a young kale plant in a small pot]

[ID: a closeup of four young lettuce plants in soil]

[ID: a close up of two young lettuce plants in soil]

[ID: a closeup of four young lettuce plants in small pots. The pots are in a tray.]

[ID: five small pots in a tray. Four have one small plant each in them, the fifth has only visibly-dried out soil.]

#gardening #garden journal #garden #journal #plants #pics #amazon #orders #mylar #purchases #superthrive #fertilzer #lettuce #kale

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golddustgarding · 2 years

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Start your own garden! Gift Box

#fertilzer

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lemongrass77777 · 14 days

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It was midnight. Severus walked toward the patch of bushes near the black lake. He’d be in huge trouble of he got caught, but it was worth it for some alone time with his precious.

He stared at his bush, at its luscious foliage, its leaves illuminated by the moonlight.

He stood next his precious, and disrobed his clothing. Then took his hard dick into his hands. It was warm against his cold palms. He stroked it slowly, then pumped it at a punishing pace. He’d have to be quick. He approached his climax quickly, thinking of his bush being fertilzed by his semen. He spilled onto the leaves.

“Scourgify,” he casted wandlessly. He got on the ground and caressed the its green blades. Here was his home, with his love.

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author regrets everything

@expectopatronum81 @forestdeath1 @cdailaincao

#Severus x bushes #Severus Snape #Harry Potter #Post

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pixiefarmer · 5 months

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my stardew valley mod list

follow my sims acoount @pixiexhicks for sims stufff

disclaimer: i have 300+ mods, these are my main ones. Make sure to have all the requirments for each mod before downloading. if you have an trouble dont hesitate to message me and i'll do my best to help,

user interface

tweaks/quality of life

map visuals & content

expansions

#stardew valley expanded #stardew valley #stardew farmer #ridgeside village #mods #sdv #sdv farmer #stardew #i am going to continiue i js dont feel like it rn

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mysticcyan · 4 months

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OH SEVENS I CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT THAT FICCCC

🐶: what is a period pup?

🦐: wait, girls dont get periods?! Thats... How are babys made then? Is like basic human biology, like, the egg of the woman gets fertilized by the sperm of the man.

🐶: Yes pup, I know that but. Why are you bleeding?

🦐: Each month a new egg comes out of there and when it isnt fertilzed it goes dow and come sout, but for aome reasone it takes a lot of movement ands stuff, it makes bleed. That happens every month! Oh and it hurts like a bitch.

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🐉: Child of man why do you smell like blood?

#twisted wonderland #twst malleus #Cyan'sSomethings

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nightraiderwrites · 2 years

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Chains of Daisies

There are always flowers on Cleo.

Tucked behind her ear, or growing out of her orange mane, you can always smell the flowers. They are her trademark item, bringing sweet scents everywhere she goes.

It was Joe who started it. When she joined in season two, he remarked how plain she looked. Of course, Cleo wacked him, but he just ran away. She thought that was the last she'd see of him, but he came back a few minutes later, arms full of seeds and flowers. "Rotten flesh is like fertilzer, right? So you're the perfect place to grow flowers!" he informed her.

They started with the yellow roses. Joe braided them into her hair with practiced ease. He did this often for his daughter, he explained. The seeds were planted seeds in her skull. "They represent friendship," Joe mused. "Do they now?" she replied. He pulls out daffodils and plants them in her chest. "New beginnings and relationships." A dandelion in her shoulder. "Wishes for the future." She smiled at him. "Thanks, Joe."

It became tradtion to plant flowers at the beginning of a season. Sometimes it would be alliums, other times magnolias. Whatever it was, it was thing for her and Joe.

When Third Life came around, Joe wasn't there. So she scavenged around the server for seeds, and had Bdubs help her plant them. The only seeds she could find within the borders were purple hyacinths, for all the others had been claimed. On her final death, flowers bloomed.

Last Life was hectic. There were no flowers around to embed in her body, and the danger of the boogeyman loomed over to scavenge for more. When she allied with Scott, he gave her a small blessing. Flowers of her choosing would bloom, no matter when or how. It is rather uncomfortable to feel roots suddenly wrap around a still heart, but what can you do? A gift is a gift.

She prefers planting them with Joe, though.

During Double Life, the flowers grew rather involuntarily. Sunflowers wrapped their stems around her sternum, hopeful for the future. Over the course of the first session, they slowly began to wilt. By the end, black dahlias grew out of her hair and daisies wrapped around her wrist. When she set the Keep on fire, orange tulips wound around the hilt of her sword. And when she died for the last time, daffodils bloomed from her blood.

There are always flowers on Cleo.

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This is based on this prompt by @theminecraftbee for their ask game. I really had fun writing this, and plan to write for more of their prompts if they're ok with it. Ok, enjoy!

#nightraider writes #writing #dlsmp #double life #zombiecleo #hermitcraft #last life smp #third life smp #yep listen fools send an ask if you want to know what the flowers mean #joe hills #night's other blog ask prompt

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problemnyatic · 3 months

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how do you move on from something terrible you may have done while you were at the lowest point youd ever been in your life? how do you forgive yourself when closure is not an option? i want to apologize to them but i cant. i cant contact them ever and i cant even remember what i did, only guess with that memory is left to me. and there might be a part of me thats still too bitter to apologize. they talk so much about love but when i was bleeding on the floor they kicked me before they left, they talked shit behind my back while i was out of it and delusional and unable to explain anything. and now ive heard they talk about healing from Me. they never brought up a single thing about my behaviour until they told me to get fucked then told me my communication is shit and that im a hypocrite. i had no clue id done anything wrong until they abandoned me. what am i even supposed to do in a situation like this

I... worry that it will become a pattern that folks come to me expecting me to solve their deeply tangled emotional knots. While I have the ability to, it takes a lot to even receive an ask like this, let alone to answer it adequately. I am not a therapist, I am simply getting a good grade in therapy. I will answer this one, but please, folks, I have less energy to spare than it may seem. I can't save all of you individually.

With that said..

I've done terrible things in the past that I'd take back in a second. I've had moments where I know others came away hurt, but I'll never know if I could've done better in the moment, if it was truly my own failing that was the key factor at play.

The ambiguous ones are harder.

Ultimately, you will need to learn for yourself how to make peace with the past. It cannot be changed. And it seems that in your case, you've taken disproportionate and inhumane punishment for whatever your infractions may have been.

When we carry the past on our shoulders, agonizing on what the "right" way to feel about it is, we keep ourselves from moving forward, from growing. Regardless of how much, and of what, was your fault, it seems the best path is to let go and move on.

It's never gonna feel good.

But the best you can do by those you have wronged is to grow, and that means leaving your regrets die and decompose to fertilze the soil you grow from. Move forward with stronger boundaries, moving more slowly, mindfully of others. Understand your limits, and be forthright with them - even if they feel shameful, the right people would be glad to have the heads up, rather than have to pry them from hiding or worse- hit them like a landmine.

And ultimately? If you were never told you needed to change until they'd already burned the bridge? That's on them. Even if you'd been doing wrong by them, even if you'd secretly been a horrible friend, expecting someone to read minds and simply Realize They're Fucking Up without ever being actually told is petty, avoidant bullshit.

The right friends know when to tell you to fuck off before real damage is done.

Take a deep breath, and as you let it out, slowly, let the past flow out with it. There's nothing to be salvaged back there, but the future can be, the present can be.

I'm sorry you went through this, and good luck going forward♡

#problemnyatic answers

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ayearoferewhon · 1 year

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A beautiful post about Cougar Hot Springs. The original post from July 2014 has been placed into “content appeal” and so disappeared. It had touched many people so I thought it worth saving for this site.

http://marybethbonfiglio.squarespace.com/blog/2014/7/25/on-the-road-part-i-warning-wee-bit-of-skin-showing-in-this-o.html

“Cougar Hotsprings aka Terwilliger Hot Springs is tucked deep in a river valley just outside of Eugene, OR. We landed there late night, pitched our tent in the total darkness and rain against the manic conversation of the rushing river and the water that was falling into it. As we all got settled into the tent, him at one end, all three of them in the middle, and me at the other, the youngerst whispers “this is the happiest day of my life”.

Layers of time washed away. The water hot as hell. But we needed to get a little boiled. To let the steam carry away the time that has served us, well or not, but served us. And it’s job was done. And so we watched it move into waves of leftoverness. The heat melted off what was keeping us back. And especially for him, it melted away tension and stress, all the masks and archetypes he held close to get everything done in the contracts he felt bound to. We all got energetically undressed. Naked and seen. Unsigned. Freed. Safe. Held by the warm waters.

Hotsprings are a womb. In the middle of a wet forest with rain on continous stream, they not only wash away layers, they also fertilze the seeds of growth. They catch and plant. The open pores so we can say yes to what’s next. They are warmth and comfort and forgiveness. They are skin on skin. Quiet on quiet. Waterfall play. There is a knowing that we are completely cared for, even when it feels like we’ve been dropped from a cliff, from a planet far, far away. There is a sinking in, a sighing out of home. Always. Home.

Stress can literally tear people apart, cause cancer, strangle the breath out of the soul. Stress can pull to opposites ends, wear them down, make them want to run away. From the world. Themselves. And sadly, from eachother. Somehow we refuse this. We look it in the eye, like it’s a ravishing jaguar in a dark closet and we say: yeah, well, fuck off. We will beat that notion down with an iron bat. We will walk light. We will name our heart Open and Soft. And here we we will be baptised. As indivduals. And Whole. And the water sucked our bones and muscles and blood clean of stress and tension and doubt. We were dipped into salvation. We were saved. On the road, we took the wind and water into our hearts. And we were saved."

#censored #reclaimed

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