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ian-loves-fanfiction · 9 months

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Well

I finally finished I See You, Sundrop! by @shirajellyfish

Slight spoily warning!

It is 1:14 in the morning as I write this (editing about a day later) and I have my first day of my senior year of high school tomorrow, but I just had to get all of my thoughts out while they were fresh.

I have never, never hyperfixated on a fanfic so hard. I've never read 400k+ words of a single fic in under a week. Somehow I managed to do that and have time to draw fanart (something I'm pretty sure I've only done once before for a fic, actually) and do my irl life shit.

How, you may ask? By continuously staying up into the wee hours of the morning :D (like 4-6am type shit, don't recommend it even if I think it was personally worth it).

I think I was so hyperfixated on the fic that I honestly didn't absorb the emotions like I should have? I felt things, surprise, excitement, a Sense of Impending Doom (/hj), but I don't think I really felt them.

I was probably a little more dissociated while reading than I usually am lol. I was so absorbed that some things barely registered. I am 100% going to have to re-read everything.

At one point I worried the fic wouldn't have a happy ending. Doesn't have the "angst with a happy ending" tag afaik and it got much worse before it got better. Saw a comment on one of the end notes and was reassured thankfully TvT. I'm very happy everyone is ok.

Love how the after ending note basically boiled down to "everyone is fine and Felix finally got some sleep" lol.

This fic was just. So good. Riley is such a dynamic character, so awesome and so cool. I really want to headcanon them as autistic (some of their behaviors just. They just. It's hard to explain, but if you're autistic too I bet you probably felt it, just a lil. They got the vibes /hj) but I know some authors can be kinda iffy about people headcanoning their OCs (which I get).

It was really cool to see an honest to goodness nonbinary character, a full character and not a self insert or y/n (no shade, I love y/n stories too). It was just cool to see a complete OC, and I love that it was all platonic, even if Sundrop did catch a little bit of feelings.

Honestly I relate so much to that, as someone who gains and loses crushes pretty fast. I'm happy it stayed platonic though and Sunny wasn't hurt or stuck pining or something silly. Plus his absolute embarrassment and mortification at his slip up was pretty funny. Might try to draw it, if I have any left over motivation (the bottom of this post sure is interesting hint hint).

Update as I'm editing this about a day later: I can't stop thinking about this fic. It was just so good! I already want to re-read it but I know I should give it at least a little time so I don't burn myself out. This fic was probably the best story I've ever read. Period. Even better than the published books I've read.

Honestly without spoiling any more than I already have, read it. If you like the DCA, read it. If you like cool nonbinary characters and great platonic relationships, read it. If you like a plot that sneaks up on you before hitting you in the feels like a truck, read. It. Do it. It's sososo worth it, I promise you.

If anyone has some good fics to read (completed preferred but actively updated ones work too) PLEASE FEED ME. Now that I'm done with ISYS I am desperate for more DCA fics. I've read so many and I n e e d m o r e.

Bonus fanart to celebrate my completion I guess(?), embarrassed Sun boy!

I guess I just really like drawing embarrassed boyos. Sorry if it looks weird, I've never drawn a pose like this before :P

Shira if you're reading this, thank you. Your fic was just fantastic. Also thank you for helping me get out of my art block! I had it for the whole month of ArtFight (sadge) but I'm so happy to have some motivation again. Thank you.

#ian's shitty art #art #drawing #fnaf security breach #fnaf dca #fnaf sb #fnaf sun #sun fnaf #fnaf daycare attendant #holy shit shira you really done made the best fic I've ever read huh #you Do Not Understand how much I appreciated ISYS #i really needed that hyperfixation rn #thank you #so much

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justfandomwritings · 1 year

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Fanfiction Recommendations Masterlist

Fandoms I-Z

Law and Order: SVU

Rafael Barba/OC

The Wrong Room: complete; Rated M; Rafael Barba is on vacation with some old friends

Mi Vida: in progress, explicit, Rafael Barba finds love in a rather unexpected place with a rather unexpected person

Recovery: complete; Rated M; Hattie goes from councelor to victim and Barba is there to help her find herself again.

The Other Half of my Soul: Rated E; Barba and his girlfriend have a lot of work to put in

Little Women

Laurie/Amy

my lord, my lady: Rated E; complete; Laurie has an affinity for the title, but only when Amy uses it.

Mrs. Laurence: Rated E; complete; Laurie and Amy get married in a cute little ceremony.

Lost in Translation: Rated E; complete; Amy maaaay have overreacted a bit.

Marvel

Bucky Barnes/OC

If I Could Bring You Back Home: complete; oneshot; Rated M; she’s moved on from Bucky, but it hasn’t gone well.

Friends to Lovers to Complete and Utter Idiots: complete; Rated M; the title sort of explains it all, they’re friends; then they’re lovers; then they’re idiots.

Now We’re Even: complete; oneshot; Rated M; Bucky runs into the next to last person he expected to see in this bar, but it works out for the best.

Haven: complete; Rated M; a nameless man shows up on Iris’s doorstep holding out her ad.

These Ties That Bind: complete; Rated G; soulmates were long gone by the time she get her mark

Loki/OC

Music Maker: complete; oneshot; Rated M; a girl held captive on Asgard finds a kindred spirit in Loki (The best Marvel oneshot I’ve ever read)

After the Fall: complete; Rated M; After he falls in Thor, Loki runs to the only person he wants to see in his time of need. Has a worthy, well written, incomplete sequel; spin off; and one shot

Peter Parker/OC

Goddamn It Peter: in progress; Rated E; Reader gets accepted to their dream college and finds out Peter Parker is her roommate.

Catch and Release: in progress; Rated T; After Spider-Man No Way Home, Peter isn’t sure he’ll ever find his MJ

It All Leads to You: in progress; Rated M; you save a cat, and Peter saves you.

Me Before You

Will/Lou

This Time Around: complete; oneshot; Rated M; a fix-it fanfiction of everything wrong with that romance

MurderBot Diaries

A.R.T./OC

Squish: complete; Rated E; Murderbot accidentally binds to a CSU's handler. It doesn't want to be a pet bot's handler.

Once Upon A Time

Peter Pan/OC

Say You’ll Remember: complete; rated T; Kidnapped with Henry and taken to Neverland, she’s found by an old flame

No One Escapes: complete; rated T; she owes Rumple a debt, a debt she plans to repay by finding Baelfire, which she does… sort of.

Felix/OC

Innocence: complete; Rated T; Doomed to be wanted by every man she’s ever met, she escapes to Neverland.

Pirate of the Caribbean

Jack Sparrow/OC

A Pirate’s Life For Me: in progress; Rated T; Elizabeth’s twin sister may look like her, but they are very different people. Except for their fascination with the sea.

Pride and Prejudice

Mr. Darcy/Elizabeth Bennet

Passion at Pemberly: in progress, explicit, post-book/movie scenes from the marriage of Darcy and Elizabeth.

Curiosity: complete, explicit, Elizabeth stumbles upon Darcy in a compromising position.

A Little More Time At Pemberly: complete; Rated E; What if Mr. Darcy and Elizabeth had a little more time together at Pemberley before news of Lydia’s elopement reached them?

Primeval

Becker/Jess

Just Pretend: complete; Rated T; Becker asks for Jess’s help dealing with his family, and it slowly descends into romantic comedy gold.

A Future Move: complete; one shot; Rated K; an anomaly opens in the ARC and shows the team a glimpse of their future.

Blast From the Past: complete; one shot; Rated T; Becker stumbles upon a familiar 10 year old in need of his help

Concussion: complete; Rated M; Becker has to stay awake, and Jess says some rather suggestive things to keep him up.

Distractions: complete; Rated T; Jess ends up in the line of fire, and Becker has to confront his feelings.

Into the Woods: complete; one shot; Rated T; Jess goes with the team on a mission, and Becker isn’t happy about it.

Control: complete; Rated M; Becker needs Jess, not that he can ask for her to help him with this of all things.

Head of Security Saving the Field Coordinator: complete; Rated T; Becker wants to get drunk, but this jerk in the bar won’t leave a girl alone

Queen’s Gambit

Benny Watts/OC

Meet You There: in progress; rated T; she travels to chess tournaments to support her cousin even though she knows nothing about it, till she finds someone to explain it.

Sherlock

Mycroft/OC

International Relations: complete; Rated M; Mycroft runs into a woman in a bar, and she is definitely not a goldfish.

Mycroft’s Woman: complete; oneshot; Rated T; Mycroft has met his match

His Match: complete; Rated T; Mycroft finds himself kidnapped with a beautiful, intelligent woman

Stargate

John /Jennifer

Fancy Alien Elevators Can Be Dangerous: complete; Rated M; John and Jennifer get caught in a fancy alien elevator.

John/ OC

One Night: complete; Rated M; A one night vacation from work on Atlantis turns into more

Ronon/Jennifer

The Storm: complete; oneshot; Rated K; A rescue mission turns complicated when the storm strikes early

Ronon/OC

To Run or To Hide: complete; Rated M; Ronon’s been on the run for a while when he meets a woman with a lot in common with him.

Stranger Things

Steve Harrington/OC

Lawful Good: complete; Not Rated; Dustin’s sister Lottie gets roped into his and his friends problems in Stranger Things Season 2 and meets Steve along the way.

I Want You To Show Me: complete; oneshot; Rated E; Steve finds the reader in her personal spot after the Snow Ball

Terra Nova

Maddy/Reynolds

The Reality of Denial: complete; Rated T; Reynolds is in denial

Snapshots of Mark and Maddy: complete; Rated T; a series of oneshots from Mark and Maddy’s marriage in Terra Nova

Missed Conversations and Love Declarations: complete; oneshot; Rated K; after he’s wounded, Maddy waits for Mark to wake up at his bedside.

Top Gun Maverick

Hangman/OC

Top Fuck: in progress, Rated E, Some locals near the Hard Deck start a bit of a competition with the unwitting Top Gun pilots.

Twilight

Demetri/OC

Hide and Seek: complete; Rated T; Demetri falls in love with a woman he can’t seem to catch.

Fate’s Decision: complete; oneshot; Rated T; Demetri life changes when he goes back to check on a coven he spared.

Marcus/OC

The Psychic: in progress; Rated M; Aro finally finds his Psychic, but Marcus finds something more.

Jasper/OC

Carpe Diem: In Progress; Rated M but current chapters are only worth of T; Jasper finally finds his real mate in the course of New Moon.

Major Issues: In Progress; not rated; Jasper encounters a girl in the school library. Struggling with his self-control, he manages not to kill her by talking to her and reminding himself to not think of her as prey, but as a person.

Sam/Emily

Always the Quiet Ones: complete; oneshot; Rated M; an alternate universe where Sam and Emily meet under more desirable circumstances

Seth/OC

Imprinting Has Advantages: complete; Rated M; a collection of oneshots of Seth’s life with his mate

Jared/Kim

You Belong to Me: complete; Rated M; Jared’s first day back at school has an unexpected result

Vampire Diaries

Kol/OC

Dream A Little Dream of Me: in progress; Rated M; Elena’s sister finds herself dreaming of a man who she can’t see the face of but who is clearly about to become a very important part of her life.

Tyler/OC

Dances With Wolves: complete; Rated M; in rural Virginia, Tyler runs into a woman in need of his help

Witcher

Jaskier/OC

Soul of a Warrior: complete; Rated M; Nissa is sick of her monotonous life in her small, boring town when a witcher and a bard arrive.

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thestalwartheart · 2 years

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Loving all the Bond morality discussion this morning! 😍 I'm not a writer and I'm sure have not considered all this as much as writers do, but it reminded me that from the v first watch of Spectre, my immediate reaction to Madeleine telling him 'you're a good man James' at the safe house in London was to laugh and sputter 'no he's not!' at the TV. I think the (film) writers come perilously close there to trying to attach a value judgement to him and that's just not realistic to me. No-one is all good or all bad, and who's to define what good and bad are anyway? He works for MI6, and before that other big military govt organisations and has surely adopted the 'the needs of the many outweigh the needs of the few' mantra. His role model was (his) M - 'it was the possibility of losing you vs the certainty of losing all those other agents'. He left Ronson (against his instinct to try to save him) to pursue the greater good.

In his personal life those he loves have left/been taken from him (parents, Klaus, Felix) or 'betrayed' him, either in his eyes (Madeleine) or for a complicated reasons (Vesper). He doesn't have a lot of incentive or example for being 'good'. I don't wish to woobify him obvs and he's an adult making capacitated decisions - he could walk away and open an orphanage or something, but his previous attempts to leave have been punished (Vesper's death, Madeleine's 'betrayal') or branded as selfish ("where the hell have you been? Enjoying death"). In some ways it must seem to him that the right and 'good' thing to do is stay with MI6.

This is all part of why I love the 00Q dynamic, bc Q is v far from being 'good' himself. He facilitates death on a large scale for the greater good. He probably won't expect much more from James, and probably understands that no one will ultimately come before his loyalty to MI6/England/duty however much James may love them. He absolutely judges James for destroying expensive equipment, but he probably won't judge him for the morally grey decisions he makes in the field.

I love a soft Bond fic - they make my heart happy, but I think you can have both in the same man. That's the joy of Craig Bond for me - he's always had both sides to him and shown a certain humanity, even while being the state sponsored murderer he is, throughout.

Crikey, that's a lot of probably meaningless rambling, and a LOT of parentheses! (Sorry 😊)

First of all, no calling your very well thought out analysis "meaningless rambling"! And secondly, you absolutely don't have to be a fic writer to have an excellent/deep understanding of these characters.

You've said a lot of wonderful things here, but I wanted to zero in on the point about not making value judgements on these character. Especially in-universe. I did a double take at that "you're a good man, James" line, too, because James is essentially in the same business her father was (of killing at least). I guess she decided that if you kill for the right reasons, it makes you good. Which, to me at least, doesn't seem like something a woman who hates guns would say. But hey ho. He didn't kill Blofeld at the end of SPECTRE, and I'm sure that counted for something for her.

I got distracted 😂 Back to value judgements - those who work for MI6 would likely have no place expecting more from each other than to try and do the best job they can. The job is so complicated. They have to make impossible choices in a split second. Take Ronson. That was awful to watch because you know all Bond wants to do is save him, but if he lets Patrice go, he's dooming countless other agents to horrible, horrible deaths, much worse than bleeding out relatively quickly from a gunshot wound (as awful as that is). I don't think Q, who gives Bond the weapons with which he wreaks havoc and destruction, would have any qualms about the blood on Bond's hands, perhaps apart from some very real concern about whether Bond is okay or not.

I don't think I will ever write this fic, but I've always wanted to do one where Q has to kill someone with a drone, or perhaps has to cope with a civilian casualty. I'm aware that, like my characterisation of Bond, my Q also veers towards the softer side, but I'd like to see him grapple with that sharp knife of morality. I'm not sure I have the wherewithal or the skill to write something that nuanced and get it right.

Finally, I love soft!Bond fic, because he is fucking soft when he's in love. It's made so much sweeter because of all the trauma he's faced. No person is ever just one thing. We are all far more complex than we recognise ourselves to be, and I think that's true of Bond too. Softness can come with darkness and pain, and often because of it.

Thank you for the ask, bishy! ❤️

#ask box #00q #unpopular opinions #it's not that anymore really #but in the interests of consistent tagging

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fandomygoodness · 2 years

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The Masterlist

Hello everyone I hope this is finding you well! This masterlist will include what I do and don’t write and, of course, what I write for! The only thing I require from you is your asks and a general prompt or theme as I do not have a list of them

Do’s

Headcanons

SFW

One-Shots

F!Reader

GN!Reader

M!Reader

Fluff

Angst

Drama

AU’S

Some dark themes (I’ll clarify this w/ the asks if it comes up)

Ships (If it’s a pairing I’m not familiar with I will try my best!)

Crossovers

Don’ts

NSFW

Gore of any kind

Omegaverse

Heavy dark themes (S/H, S/A, Unalive, etc)

Fandoms/Characters (I’m fine if you ask for characters that aren’t listed if you think I can write them)

Bleach

Ichigo Kurosaki

Rukia Kuchiki

Orihime Inoue

Uryu Ishida

Byakuya Kuchiki

Renji Abarai

Toshiro Hitsugaya

Rangiku Matsumoto

Shinji Hirako

Hiyori Sarugaki

Momo Hinamori

Sosuke Aizen

Gin Ichimaru

Grimmjow Jaegerjaquez

Ulquiorra Cifer

Nelliel Tu (Adult form only!)

Naruto

Naruto Uzumaki

Sakura Haruno

Sasuke Uchiha

Hinata Hyuuga

Neji Hyuuga

Ino Yamanaka

Temari

Gaara

Shikamaru Nara

Rock Lee

Tenten

Sasori

Deidara

Sai

Itachi

MHA(Anime only)

Izuku Midoriya

Katsuki Bakugo

Shoto Todoroki

Ochako Uraraka

Tsuyu Asui

Tenya Iida

Keigo Takami

Dabi

Himiko Toga

Fumikage Tokoyami

Kyoka Jiro

Eijiro Kirishima

Denki Kaminari

Mina Ashido

Momo Yaoyorozu

Mei Hatsume

Hitoshi Shinsou

Mirio Togata

Nejire Hado

Tamaki Amajiki

Damian Wayne/Robin

Dick Grayson/Nightwing

Jason Todd/Red Hood

Tim Drake/Red Robin

Bruce Wayne/Batman

Koriand’r/Starfire

Rachel Roth/Raven

Garfield Logan/Beast Boy

Wally West/Kid Flash

Jaime/Blue Beetle

Sailor Moon

Usagi Tsukino/Sailor Moon

Rei Hino/Sailor Mars

Mina Aino/Sailor Venus

Makoto Kino/Sailor Jupiter

Ami Mizuno/Sailor Mercury

Mamoru Chiba/Tuxedo Mask

Haruka Tenoh/Sailor Uranus

Michiru Kaioh/Sailor Neptune

Allan/Ann (Doom Tree arc)

Seiya Kou/Sailor Star Fighter

Yaten Kou/Sailor Star Healer

Taiki Kou/Sailor Star Maker

Twisted Wonderland

Any of the main houses

Obey Me

Any of the brothers

Miraculous Ladybug

Marinette Dupain-Cheng/Ladybug

Adrien Agreste/Chat Noir

Felix Graham de Vanily/Culpa (Depends which version you want)

Luka Couffaine

ATLA

Zuko

Katara

Sokka

Suki

Mai

Azula

Ty Lee

KNY/Demon Slayer

Tanjiro Kamado

Inosuke Hashibira

Kanao

Shinobu Kocho

Nezuko Kamado

Mitsuri Kanroji

Rengoku Kyojuro

Iguro Obanai

Giyuu Tomioka

D.GrayMan

Allen Walker

Yuu Kanda

Lavi

Lenalee Lee

Tyki Mikk

Red Queen

Mare Barrow

Maven Calore

Tiberias (Cal) Calore

Diana Farley

Shade Barrow

Kilorn Warren

Evangeline Samos

Inuyasha

Kagome Higurashi

Miroku

Sango

Sesshomaru

Koga

Kamisama Kiss

Nanami

Tomoe

Mizuki

Kurama

Cardcaptor Sakura

Sakura Kinomoto

Li Syaoran

Meiling Li

Tomoyo Daidouji

Toya Kinomoto

Yukito

Yue

Eriol Hiiragizawa

Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood

Edward Elric

Winry Rockbell

Alphonse Elric

Roy Mustang

Riza Hawkeye

Greed

Ling Yao

Envy

Soul Eater

Maka Albarn

Soul Evans

Death the Kid

Patty Thompson

Elizabeth Thompson

Black Star

Tsubaki Nakatsukasa

Crona

Vampire Knight

Zero Kiryu

Kaname Kuran

Yuki Cross

Ruka Souen

Takumi Ichijo

Senri Shiki

Rima Toya

Akatsuki Kain

Hanabusa Aido

OHSHC

Any of the hosts

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mnm-inc-miles · 1 year

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11/2/2022

“Good evening and welcome to the Gameshow nightmare.” A voice booms over a loudspeaker. There is a tall wall with large one way glass windows where a handful of observers sit on the edge of their seats with snacks and drinks and lots of money. “Not only is todays episode a precursor to “floor is lava” but it isn’t just fun and games because it’s very very real.” The host has a sharp voice that is way too happy and overly ecstatic. The perfect game show voice but with a sadistic twist.

“Welcome to “First came the volcano.” As you can see here we have four contestants along the volcano’s mountainside. Each one has a key that unlocks their little birdcage so they can fly away free and not die beneath the eruption that will happen any minute now.”

In the topmost cage, Christian fumbles with a large ring that has a thousand keys on it, trying to fit the right one into the lock. His glaze is steely and hazed over, he remembers now why wasn’t happy to be back.

“When the volcano erupts it will spill molten lava down its mountainside taking out the first player if they haven’t escaped and making its way down the mountain to the last three contestants who are all trying to find their own key to freedom.”

The volcano suddenly starts shaking and spews liquid fire from its mouth. It begins to crawl down the mountainside and towards the contestants. Felix is just below Christian and drops his keys in horror as he watches the lava surround and finally engulf Christian and headed to give him the same fate.

The scene is narrated by the host I’m a cruel fashion. “Because let’s face it people, even if Styles found the key there’s no way he’d outrun the lava, he was never meant to survive this game, no one was…” and a maniacal laugh ended the statement.

And now Felix looks below him and see Timmy and just below him is Pal. His heart m sinks and a dark cloud settles over his consciousness. They would all be doomed to the same fate. He closes his eyes and his mind begins to hum a tune. He can’t tell if he’s humming to block out all the noise or if the humming is coming from within his being, but suddenly his entire body steadily vibrates and a shield comes out and block him from the lava.

The announcer goes radio silent as the entire group of onlookers are aghast. When Felix opens his eyes he sees the the shield, like a giant protective bubble. He watches the lava finally reach him and slowly go around the force field he’s created. But there’s no time, he has to reach the others.

Barely thinking he closes his eyes again and breathes as he holds the lock in his hand. “I just need you to unlock…” His eyes widen as the lock suddenly opens and begins to run, the ball spins with him and flows faster than the lava is spilling. When he approaches Timmy he closes his eyes again, he’s no idea how this is happening so he only hopes it continues to work in his favor.

“Felix…” he hears a voice and when he opens his eyes he finds his bubble has absorbed Timmy. “Are you…”

“Alohomora…” Felix whispers with his eyes closed as he holds the lock. It works. He and Tim run down the mountainside in this protective bubble and rescue Pal who has mascara running down her cheeks but her eyes are finally dry. She hugs Feix tight after he unlocks her cage and they continue down the mountainside to escape the lava.

“Well, that’s a twist I didn’t see coming. And with that, until next time on this gameshow nightmare, good night.”

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davidsimister · 2 years

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No distractions please – I’m driving!

SO YOU’RE doing 70mph down the M57 – but seeing as you’re here and I know you (probably) love the Bond films, let’s talk Easter eggs in No Time To Die. Did you spot the portraits on the wall during M’s briefing to 007? They’re of Judi Dench and Robert Brown, who played the Ms going all the way back to the early Eighties. The cigar Bond picks up for a doomed Felix Leiter in Cuba is a Delactado,…

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poutyhannie · 4 years

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I would like gangbang with all skz -⬇️

Don’t we all?

warnings: just generally absolutely dirty, anal, fem!reader, boyxboy, cock warming, double penetration, bj, voyeurism, ect...

word count: about 3k (?)

The whimper was stuck in your throat, the tight fullness in your core matching the constriction in your neck. Changbin’s firm hand was simply resting around the base of your neck while the other hovered over the keyboard. He pressed the red button that triggered the mic to record and your legs shook from tension as you tried to stay still. No, it wasn’t his hand on your throat, nor was it from the lazy smirk Jisung gives you from inside the recording booth, it was Changbin’s girth nestled to the hilt inside of you. It seemingly didn’t affect him, but his throbbing against your walls only increased your own ache. Changbin leans over to grab his phone on the desk and you jolt, hands shooting out to balance yourself on the desk. Beside you, Bangchan sighs and stands in front of you, his black hoodie the only thing you can see. He grabs your chin gingerly, but his grip is tight, your sure it’ll leave a mark. His eyes are droopy and dark as he murmurs, “That was your last chance, babygirl.” Burning shame fills your cheeks and your head slumps down when he retracts his hand, pressing the red button again and motioning for Jisung to restart his verse.

Changbin laughs in delight, grabbing your hips and slamming you against the desk. His harsh, quick thrusts shouldn’t make you feel this tight, especially after you’ve been cockwarming for so long but all you can do is try to keep away from the millions of nobs and buttons in front of you. If you could muster strength to lift your neck up, you’d be able to see Jisung’s lustful eyes trained on your figure, ramming into the desk with every one of Changbin’s thrusts. If you could muster strength to even look to your side, you’d be able to see Chan’s hand palming himself through his shorts. But, alas, all you could do is moan like a bitch and drool over the desk.

“F-fuck,” Changbin grunts, hands gripping your waist as the slapping of his hips on yours stings your ass. You can’t respond with words—the only thing that comes out is a slightly louder, more desperate moan. Chan laughs, taking your chin once again in his hand and gently turning your face towards him. He brushes your hair out of your face, tucking it carefully behind your ear. Some of it falls immediately because of Changbin’s rough movements but Bangchan just smiles down at you, dimples shining. “You’re such a dirty whore, Y/n. You come over to our recording session and distract us cause you’re horny.” Groaning, you protest, shaking your head the best you can in Bangchan’s grip. He giggles softly, “So pathetic.”

Changbin growls, grabbing your hair at the root and pulling out quickly, shoving you onto the black leather couch. His dick is still erect and glistening and with one swift motion, he’s entirely bare, in all his muscly glory. A sharp ache shoots through your core at the sight of it and Bangchan laughs at your reaction, stripping his own clothes off. You fumble with your shirt before Changbin just reaches down and rips it apart to push your bra up and massage your boobs. Bangchan is much more gentle, unzipping your skirt and pulling down your absolutely soiled panties. In your peripheral, you can see that Jisung’s come out of the recording booth and is now stroking his pink, throbbing length. But, your attention is immediately drawn away when Bangchan attaches his lips to your clit, his tongue flicking over it quickly. Changbin’s teeth and hot mouth bite and roll the skin on your breasts and neck and you grip his bicep to ground yourself. “Oh my god,” you hear Jisung moan, “Y/n you’re so fucking beautiful.”

The sound of Jisung’s hand, slick over his dick, combined with the sound of Chan slurping at your pussy, with Changbin’s deep growls into your neck has your mind whirling in a haze of lust. You almost miss the sharp intake of breath as the door swings open. A sweaty, panting Minho steps in with Felix and Hyunjin on his heels. Minho’s wearing a sleeveless tee that sticks to the muscled planes of his abdomen with sweat. After the initial moment of shock, Minho’s face relaxes into a smirk you can only describe as sadistic hunger. Felix’s face, however turns beet red and he stutters, shooting Hyunjin a confused look. The taller boy just shrugs, smiling softly as he closes the door behind him. The resounding sound is both the confirmation of your doom and pleasure.

“I thought you said you wanted us to record, Chan hyung?” Minho asks, his voice dark and sickeningly sweet. Bangchan, unfazed by the trio’s sudden entrance just grunts, nodding against your pussy and you throw your head back, gasping. Changbin, however, gets up, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand.

“M-Minho please,” you whisper, your mind not completely sure of what you want, just that you want him.

The dancer smirks, kneeling down to grab your hair. “Please, what? Use your words, slut.”

You face burns with embarrassment. There’s six of them in the room and you can’t take the way Felix stares at Chan ravaging your clit. “I-I want your dick in my mouth, p-please,” you whisper. “Just because you asked nicely, kitten,” he responds, beginning to unbuckle his belt. Minho pumps himself to full, glorious erectness and taps your lips with his tip. You open up immediately, your mouth filling up with Minho’s length. Jisung lets out a high pitched moan, furiously moving up and down his length at the sight of you choking on Minho’s dick. Minho nods at Jisung, snapping his fingers and pointing at the younger boy to come. Jisung complies, eyebrows furrowed in lust and need, awaiting the older’s instruction. Instead, Minho grips the back of Jisung’s neck, pulling the boy in to sloppily kiss him. It’s wet and messy and you’re pretty sure their drool gets on you but you wouldn’t have it any other way. Minho pulls back, Jisung’s lower lip flicking back from Minho’s teeth and Minho starts pumping the younger rapper, smiling when Jisung moans weakly. In focusing on breathing through your nose and concentrating on Chan’s tongue now thrusting in and out of your pussy, you can only look over when you hear Felix’s uncharacteristically high pitched moan. The sight makes you clench. Changbin now has Felix bent over the recording desk, the older boy spits on his hand, rubbing around Felix’s hole before sliding a single finger in. Your visions blocked by Minho’s hand on Jisung’s dick but you can make out the fucked out, desperate expression Felix makes.

“Here,” you hear Chan say, his tongue and mouth now nowhere near your aching core, “You take care of her.”

A slender finger slides into your hot folds; it’s long and gentle. “Hyunjin,” you moan around Minho’s dick, drool immediately dribbling at the corners of your mouth. He inserts another finger, curling it slowly and carefully. His almost lethargic movements contrast that of Minho’s who’s hips are quick and frantic against you. Chan sits down next to Changbin and Felix, at first, just watching the way Felix’s ass seems to suck in Changbin’s fingers. Changbin spits on Felix’s ass, thrusting his fingers in and out and curling them to hit the younger boy’s prostate. Felix cries out, stumbling against the desk, clenching his pretty eyes shut as he hisses between his teeth. A warm smile spreads across Chan’s face and he reaches out to take the dancer’s pink, erect cock in his hand, rubbing it slowly. Minho pulls out, turning to Jisung, who’s frantic moans are the loudest in this sex filled room. “N-no!” The younger one cries out, “I-I don’t wanna cum yet, hyung! Not yet p-please!” Minho only smiles darkly, increasing his speed around Jisung’s cock who shutters in protest, shooting a hand out to grip the Minho’s broad shoulders. Jisung’s moans get louder and more desperate and he’s bucking into Minho’s hand before shooting out his cum, spilling out over the couch, his stomach, and your face. You scoop it up, tasting some before sitting up and grabbing Minho’s dick. Jisung collapses on the couch next to you, panting and shutting his eyes. Minho just looks down at you, a dark smile on his face as he cocks his eyebrows up at you. With one hand on the couch to prop yourself up, one stroking Minho’s dick, and Hyunjin stroking inside of you, you’re not surprised when Jeongin’s smiling face walks in. His bright laugh immediately is cut short, his face falling and turning red. He stutters, his mind not comprehending the scene before him. Chan rubbing Felix’s dick while Changbin hits the dancer’s prostate, Jisung panting, his limp dick still covered in cum, your hand moving up and down Minho’s length and Hyunjin’s fingers lazily rammed up into you.

“I-I um…S-seungmin hyung is c-coming and I…um…I’m gonna…” The youngest stutters, his feet moving backwards even though his eyes are trained on Hyunjin’s fingers, thrusting in and out of your wet, glistening pussy.

“No, Jeongin,” you moan, beckoning him closer. His eyes are wide, snapping from your pussy to your face to Chan who just shrugs, preoccupied with a moaning Felix. “C’mere, baby, I wanna ride your dick.” With that, Jeongin steps inside, Seungmin appearing at his shoulder. Seungmin isn’t too fazed, not as caught off guard as Jeongin but not as confident as Minho. After surveying the room for a moment, lingering at the sight of Changbin fingering Felix’s ass, he pulls up a chair next to Hyunjin, staring at your pussy. Jeongin waddles closer to you, twisting his fingers and blushing furiously. Minho pulls back, moving to stand in front of Jisung who sits up eagerly, opening his mouth for Minho to ram his dick into. The younger boy chokes at first, not being able to take all of Minho’s beautiful length but with earnest eyes, slowly lets Minho sink deeper into his hot wetness.

Hyunjin pulls his fingers out, admiring the way your essence glistens on his fingers. He spreads his fingers apart, the milky liquid dripping slowly in strings of white. Silently, Seungmin grabs Hyunjin’s fingers and begins sucking on them, staring Hyunjin straight in the eyes. Hyunjin moans softly, leaning back on to the couch. You sit Jeongin down on the couch, its leather being much too hot for you. Quickly, you rid him of his yellow fluffy hoodie and coarse blue jeans and he’s left in his boxers which do nothing to hide his already raging erection. He lays down, on eye level with Jisung, who’s kneeling and sucking loudly on Minho. You pull his boxers down and his erection slaps against his stomach. The boy winces but you rub him slowly, entranced as beads of precum dribble out of his tip. Slowly, you lower yourself onto his length, moaning at the distinctly different feeling of Jeongin’s dick. Under you, he grunts loudly, hands going to rest on your hips as you start bouncing on him.

“Door’s locked, right, Seungmin?” Chan asks as he beckons Felix closer to his high. Changbin now has eased his dick up Felix’s ass to the hilt and is shallowly thrusting into the boy whose whimpers fill the humid room. Seungmin moans a ‘yes’ around Hyunjin’s lips and returns to stroking the dancer’s long blonde hair.

The stretch of Jeongin’s cock inside you has the room whirling around you and you reach down to dig your nails into his broad, heaving shoulders. His breathing is labored, the planes of his toned stomach rippling with every roll of your hips. You look up to meet the hooded eyes of Minho. He’s digging his teeth into his red lips and burying his veiny fingers into Jisung’s sweaty hair, encouraging the boy to take his cock with every harsh thrust of his glorious hips. Beside him, Felix cries out, convulsing over the desk as streams of his hot cum shoot over the equipment but Chan doesn’t seem to care, leaning back on the chair lazily as he grins at Felix. Changbin pulls out of the younger boy, gasping as his own white cum spills out of Felix in sparkly dribbles. Felix whimpers, his eyes clouded and face pink from his orgasm, as he clumsily kneels down before Chan, gingerly taking Chan’s girth into his hand and spreading precum over it with his palm.

A pair of hands grip your waist, nudging you over so that your chest is flushed against Jeongin’s. He looks down and moans at the sight of your boobs squished against himself. “Can you take it, princess?” Seungmin murmurs from behind you, mostly to himself. You moan, slowing your movements on Jeongin so that Seungmin can stick his lubricated finger up your ass. The tight, unfamiliar feeling has you clenching around Jeongin but Seungmin doesn’t let up, rhythmically thrusting two fingers into to you. Hyunjin crawls around Minho, who’s head is thrown back, violently approaching his high, thanks to Jisung’s warm mouth and pitiful whimpers. The blonde dancer tilts his head at you, an amused, foggy expression on his beautiful face as his sticky fingers caress your face. Darkness overcomes his face, however, and he stands, his pink, throbbing cock in your face. You stick your tongue out immediately, licking his member; Hyunjin groans, sliding into your mouth. The proximity of his bandmate’s cock next to his face would have made Jeongin recoil in any other situation, but instead, Jeongin can’t seem to take his eyes off of it. Seungmin retracts his fingers from your ass, situating himself, spitting on his cock, and sliding it into you. Jeongin lets out a gasp, choking out, “S-seungmin h-hyung…ahh! I can f-feel it.”

You and Seungmin set a steady pace so that you’re never left empty and Jeongin’s weak moans turn into loud groans as he announces his orgasm. Tapping Seungmin to move, you pull off Hyunjin’s cock with a pop and get off Jeongin, quickly replacing your wet heat with your hand, beckoning the youngest to his high. With a cry of your name, Jeongin’s muscular body convulses, streams of white cum coating his abs and your hand. Chan watches silently, his eyebrows furrowed from Felix’s frantic pace. The eldest lets out dark groans, spurring the dancer on and soon, he thrusts up into Felix’s mouth. There’s glistening white at the corners of Felix’s lips.

Hyunjin watches intently at the edge of the couch, his erect cock alluring. You rub it before lowering yourself onto him, bending over to give Seungmin access to your ass. He immediately starts thrusting into you as you bounce on Hyunjin’s cock. The rest of the sounds in the room have subsided and you can feel the eyes of all the boys on the three of you. It has you clenching around Hyunjin, who throws his head back, arching his back off the couch. Chan shuffles something and you realize he’s recording the audio. It burns your core but you tug on Hyunjin’s hair, encouraging his pretty sounds. Seungmin grips your waist tighter, his thrusts growing frantic as the sound of slapping skin gets taken in by Chan’s mic. Moaning in your ear, Seungmin releases over your back, collapsing next to Jeongin. Hyunjin grins lazily at you through his cloudy pleasure, turning you both over so he can ram into you. His moaning tickles your ear and you tilt your head to let Hyunjin press hot, messy kisses to your sweaty neck. With his long, nimble fingers, Hyunjin starts rubbing your sensitive clit, tightening the coil in your stomach. “Look at them,” Hyunjin whispers to you, marking your neck. Chan smirks, his dimples deep as he holds the mic. Beside him, Felix sits on the floor, resting his head on Chan’s thigh, gazing at you with glossy eyes. Changbin leans back on the chair, panting and Minho is stroking Jisung’s hair gently. Seungmin’s chest heaves as leans on Jeongin, who can barely keep his eyes open. But they’re trained on you, more specifically, your pussy and how Hyunjin’s cock pistons in and out of you.

Hot, white, electric pleasure hurls you into convulsions and you clench impossibly tight around Hyunjin’s cock as he shoots into you with a loud moan you can’t even hear over the sound of your own pleasure. The force of your high has your toes curling, your fingers pulling at Hyunjin’s hair, and your eyes rolling back into your head as Hyunjin prolongs your glorious high. Collective moans and groans are sucked in by Chan’s mic and Hyunjin pulls out of you with a gasp.

For a stretching moment, the room is just filled with the heavy breathing of eight men and yourself until you gasp, “We need to do that again.”

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stateofgeorgie · 3 years

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Books in Paterson

Some of the books visible in Paterson's basement are "Walden" by Henry David Thoreau, "Lunch Poems" by Frank O'Hara, "Paterson" and "The Collected Earlier Poems" by William Carlos Williams, "The Fall" by Albert Camus, "The Walk" by Robert Walser, "Double Indemnity" by James M. Cain, "Bambi" by Felix Salten, "Alone and Not Alone" and "Great Balls of Fire" by Ron Padgett, "The Collected Poems" by Wallace Stevens, "On the Great Atlantic Rainway: Selected Poems 1950-1988" by Kenneth Koch, "The Call of the Wild/White Fang" by Jack London, "Collected Poems, 1956-1987" by John Ashbery, "The Soul of an Octopus: A Surprising Exploration into the Wonder of Consciousness" by Sy Montgomery, "In the Palm of Your Hand: A Poet's Portable Workshop" by Steve Kowit, "Selected Prose and Poetry" by Edgar Allan Poe, "Save the Last Dance for Satan" by Nick Tosches, "The New York Trilogy" by Paul Auster, "I Fought the Law: The Life and Strange Death of Bobby Fuller" by Miriam Linna & Randell Fuller, "Kill All Your Darlings: Pieces 1990-2005" by Luc Sante, "Gone Man Squared" by Royston Ellis, "This Planet is Doomed: The Science Fiction Poetry of Sun Ra" and "Prophetika Book One" by Sun Ra, "The Baltimore Atrocities" by John Dermot Woods, "Sweets and Other Stories" by Andre Williams, "Benzedrine Highway" by Charles Plymell, "I Remember" and "The Nancy Book" by Joe Brainard, "Monk" by Laurent de Wilde, "Lawrence in Arabia: War, Deceit, Imperial Folly, and the Making of the Modern Middle East" by Scott Anderson, "Consider the Lobster and Other Essays" and "Infinite Jest" by David Foster Wallace, "The Flowers of Evil" by Charles Baudelaire, "Up Above the World" by Paul Bowles, and "Amerika" by Franz Kafka.

#Paterson #Jim Jarmusch #Adam Driver #Kafka #Camus #William Carlos Williams #Baudelaire #poetry #film #frank o hara #ron padgett

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what's an audax guy and why are they cool? <3

an audax guy is a guy who is audax! which is an adjective in latin that means Brave, But Maybe In A Bad Way. like fortis is normal good brave and audax is daring maybe hubristic more Bold than brave. i remember really liking This paper on it as an insult (/ label for a specific Flavour of politician in the late republic? idk i read it in like. 2018).

catilina’s audacia (the noun related to audax. boldness. Balls) is namedropped in the second sentence of the first catilinarian oration AND one of my fave of sallust’s descriptions of catilina is. animus audax subdolus varius (his mind was reckless, cunning, changeable / brave, clever, adaptable. there’s a lot of space to translate this sentence in the direction of whatever your catilina opinions might be). like It’s Catilina’s Adjective. To Me. (although it also kinda ends up being hannibal’s bcs sallust’s catilina becomes livy’s hannibal. arson is sexy)

BUT it also describes TURNUS whose epithet in a Few places in the aeneid is. audax. it’s cool like the uhhh political? use as an insult is like You’re bold in a hubristic way so you Will fail this oration is a hashtag perlocutionary act. and then vergil is like well im writing Now about The Past which means fate real and any failures have already occurred. what if audax meant bold in a Doomed way. and as we know. turnus is like triple doomed so makes sense for that to be His adjective. a few years (holy shit) ago me and my friend felix and @figbian had a Very long twitter thread abt the connections between audax (necessarily? doomed) and how it is never applied to aeneas. i think it describes turnus and at Ond point mr doomed youth pallas. at a moment of Particular doominess. and then iuturna in book 12 makes sense she is turnus’ mimetic double. doomed with immortality. aeneas Is described as audens somewhere (the present participle from the verb audeo. i dare. related to audax) like aeneas can do a doomed action he can briefly participate in a doomed verb but for the doomed youths turnus pallas iuturna doom is a quality that is Permanently attached to them. which is why turnus’ half line(!) “audentis fortuna iuvat” (fortune favours(/pleases but has no real benefit to?) those who dare) makes me yell like IS fortune an empty delight for the doomed? or does it genuinely favour those who Temporarily Dare (=aeneas) but aren’t Permanently Reckless (=doomed=turnus)? imo it all comes down to how aware turnus is of how many layers of doomed he is.

also we might have talked abt the connection between turnus and dido’s different flavours of doomed. like is audax a more masculine version of dido’s epithet which is infelix (unlucky / ahl has a whole Thing about it meaning attempting actions which Fail. sounds doom adjacent). afaik audax is only used for One female character in the aeneid and it’s iuturna who is Very gendery! what’s happening there. but the difference might also be the Degree of doom like ahl’s translation voice “dido was dying a death which was neither deserved nor predestined.” not getting into the whole necessary vs contingent fate thing but despite dido Being turnus and vice versa. dido is only contingently doomed while turnus is contingently And necessarily doomed And a third layer of doomed except it is midnight and i can’t remember what it is. maybe just his vibes.

oh another thing also is that audax highkey means Eminently Sacrificeable (good quality but in a bad way. labelling That in a scapegoatifying way. cicero first catilinarian voice i diagnose you with legal to murder). but imo pius Also means Eminently Sacrificeable. king who escapes through the roof his double the pharmakos who escapes through the cellar. aeneas IS also very much a sacrifice. pius means doomed/fated as much as audax does the difference is just whether or not you’re going along with or resisting that fate.

anyway. yeah. an audax guy is a guy who is audax. one of my favourite latin adjectives. most of my fave murdered roman politicians are audax. turnus is audax. ahab is audax. if there isn’t an audax guy on a boat in 20000 thousand leagues i will explode :)

#bitches will attach so much significance to their long term favourite latin words im bitches #also #one of my nicknames for Sluice (my cat) is mr audax subdolus varius :)#ALSO fate real! fate is stored in the adjective #aeneid #turnus #or how resist his fate’s prevailing course?#horrible horrible catiline. wow!#beeps

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