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Would anyone notice if I would just stop being there?
#writings#one sentence poem#does this qualify as a poem?#friendships#sad thoughts#feeling out of place#depressing shit#the need to withdraw oneself#self isolation#recurring thoughts
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A Soul Sona and the Original Villainess OC (Info Dump)
Warnings: Mentions car accident, faking till she makes it, etc.
Celadine - The Displaced Protagonist: H
Personality: She is a very quiet and reserved person. Despite this, she is an accomplished actress who understands how to play a role, but she does not want to be here. She likes a lot of things that the villain whose part she adopted doesn't. She strives to accomplish these things whenever she can. She is compassionate and gentle. She adores children and enjoys assisting them whenever possible. She mostly functions as a healer, taking advantage of the villainess's abilities. She gives it her all and does her best. She has a slight fear of transportation since she was in a car accident when she died.
Appearance: She is a human woman with long wavy brown hair. She has green eyes and she wears glasses. She is about 5'1". She has a small scar on the edge of her eye. She has a chubby physique.
Clemensia - The Villainess
Personality: Clemensia was a nasty and aggressive individual who softened when Celadine entered her life. She assists when she can and does her best. She is concerned about Celadine and talks with her through dreams and memories. She has a tough and sarcastic personality and doesn't take crap. She attempts to bolster Celadine's confidence through visions and is an excellent friend. She dislikes how people treat Celadine and attempts to persuade her to protect herself. Celadine is very important to her.
Appearance: She is a human woman with bright purple eyes and long straight white hair. She is about 5'3". She has a petite figure and has a somewhat curvy body.
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#the displaced protagonist h#the villainess oc#info dump#info#sdiohgiog#so much info#siodhgoigihgx#.hdgio#reincarnation?#soul taking over?#feeling out of place
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i am dressed like a dyke and everyone at this concert is wearing pink
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So if Barnabas closer age in age to the grandchildren, how does he get along with them? Is he closer to Nenet since Lyra and Minka have each other?
As Lyra and Minka grew older they separated from the younger children, so Nenet and Barnabas spent their days together.
They were very close, bonding over their shared love of nature. Especially bugs!
But then something happened…and Nenet went away.
Barnabas’s was mostly alone after that…
His care for nature grew, and his gaze turned towards the second Great Tree.
#yes#Nenet and Barnabas was close#after she went away with Maddox he kept to himself more#feeling out of place#learned much of plants from Papa morgott#the grandkids#Barnabas#oc art#answered asks#blood tw
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abt to be emosh on the dash but i have been having such a hard time adjusting at school like everyone seems to already have friends and i can’t seem to make any 😭😭😭😭😭
#feeling out of place#thanks for releasing making the bed olivia rodrigo u get it#sometimes i feel like i don’t wanna be where i am 🗣️🗣️🗣️
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I wanna disappear
To let roses and thorns,
and Soil inside me to stir
Perhaps in my vase it grows,
If I were so sheer.
I wanna fucking disappear.
#existential depression#i wanna disappear#trees#space#im outta here#feeling out of place#infj feelings#fuck life
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unsung benefit i think a lot of ppl are sleeping on with using the public library is that i think its a great replacement for the dopamine hit some ppl get from online shopping. it kind of fills that niche of reserving something that you then get to anticipate the arrival of and enjoy when it arrives, but without like, the waste and the money.
#im not much of an online shopper myself but i do find that the feeling i get from browsing the library catalogue to place holds#is the same i get from figuring out how to spend a gift card
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I think so many people are so deeply alienated from themselves that they have no clue how to exercise their free will and autonomy. For some, this alienation runs so deep that they are afraid of their own autonomy and humanity. It is completely understandable why one would have those feelings, but it can be worrisome.
I want to help others who feel this way, so here are small things I have done to exercise my free will:
Add "guilty pleasure" songs to playlists and actually listen to them (I have a ton of late 1990s-early 2000s music I listen to now proudly that I never listened to in the past out of shame)
Getting the décor item, bath set, bed spread, ect. in the patterns you like, even if it's "childish" (I got a dinosaur-themed wastebasket from the kids' décor section and I adore it)
Taking a new route to get to a place you go to often
Eat dessert first
Celebrate well, and often
Collect things that are "odd" or don't seem like an "acceptable" thing to collect (somebody on my "for you" page collects dandelion crayola crayons and it was so cool!!!!!!)
Incorporate one new piece in an outfit you wear frequently (e.g., a new chain, a necklace, ribbons, bracelets, ect.). Challenge yourself to add onto the outfits if you feel up for it.
Sing along to songs without worrying that you sound "good" or your intonation is completely accurate
Read a book from a genre you weren't allowed to read as a kid (comics, thrillers, mysteries, anything!)
Walk without having a specific destination or goal
Pick up a new craft without expecting yourself to master it or to ever be "good" enough. Get your hands messy.
I don't want to shame anybody for not feeling as though they have free will or that they are exempt from exercising it. However, I wanted to give ideas so that you might read this list and find your own ways to express your intrinsic autonomy and will. You deserve to be a person, to feel alive, not just living. That is what our lives are for.
#mental health#mental health support#positivity#if anybody has ideas of their own definitely include them!#i just think being stuck with this feeling that you don't have autonomy and that you ultimately aren't an equal person or a person at all..#...in comparison to other people can be a really troubling and dangerous place to be in...#...and that isn't the person's fault for feeling that way. they didn't pluck those thoughts out of thin air...#...like i have felt that exact way all my LIFE because i have been abused for. probably 2/3s of my life...#...only within these past few years have i even FELT alive. frankly it's going to take a while to repair what i have been left with...#...so i know the feeling and i want to help others feel even a LITTLE bit alive. you deserve it...#...you deserve to take in a deep breath before slowly realizing 'oh my gd this is what it feels like to be alive' and SMILE about it#i want that for you even if it is brief. even if it is small. even if it is a whisper. i want you to feel alive#unironically getting rid of the idea of 'guilty pleasures' has made my life SO much better
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do you think Link's used the master sword to chop up veggies
#fandom feels#artists on tumblr#legend of zelda#takes place sometime after botw and before totk?#sequential#comics#went a little art feral today hsjdfjd#wheezing laughing#was trying to figure out noises for the sheikah pad ??
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imagine getting twenty four hours of a fraction of a taste of what marginalized bloggers on this fucking site have been told "doesn't break TOS" for the past 15 years and deciding to openly threaten to just nuke the entire website lmfao
#op#you know what makes people hesitant to fork money over to tumblr?#the fact that the leadership is so incredibly out of touch with the reality of this place#that his paper thin skin chafes at the mere thought of transparency and accountability.#you're a grown man worth hundreds of millions of dollars#stop pissing and shitting in your diaper about your feelings being hurt and do your fucking job
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A Chronicle of Unbelonging: The Day I Felt Completely Out of Place
Being out of place may be uncomfortable, unnerving even. Yet, in that awkward space, you find room for growth, improvement, and a broader understanding of both the world and yourself.
Daily writing promptTell us about a time when you felt out of place.View all responses
We’ve all experienced moments when the world around us seems alien. The people, the surroundings, and even our own skin can feel uncomfortable. In those times, we realize that belonging isn’t just about a physical space; it’s a psychological state of comfort, understanding, and acceptance. Today, I’d like to…
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#Adult Psychology#AI#artificial intelligence#dailyprompt#dailyprompt-2080#Feeling out of place#writer
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me a few years ago: its so weird how right wingers always wanna blame the "elite" given that alot of them are in the global 1% of wealth and therefore almost by definition the same "elite" they claim to hate. weird right? lol right wing logic makes no sense
me now: oh my god they mean Jewish people. its always been Jewish people. and the insistence of online leftists to use words like "elite" and "cabal" (to refer to a handful of ultra rich people who dictate a lot of how our lives are run) kinda makes them sound like antisemites too. maybe this whole idea that the world is run by a select few is a gross oversimplification which only serves to reinforce antisemitic stereotypes... oh no. maybe i have a lot of shit to unlearn. maybe i need to start vocally defending Jewish ppl. also local community building is the only way out of this
#antisemitism#idk what to tag this i would feel out of place on jumblr as a gentile....#i need a tag for my own rambles#1k#10k
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#mspaint mouse doodlie#a mood as ive been coming out of my shell more and talking to people lately#(says something nice) (feels the need to clarify that i'm not flirting even though there's no reason to assume i was in the first place)#(tries to make a post about art being unable to be judged objectively) (writes 6+ paragraphs in my notes before condensing it to post)#this isnt me trying to be self deprecating btw i just know i do this :.] bc if i'm misunderstood i'll die.#oc: cow#fursona#furry#my art
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After months of research and development and market testing and perfecting the first item I feel confident selling online, I have realized... that it is an incredibly niche item that only a specific subset of absolute nerds would want to buy, and I will have to do a ton of explaining the basic idea over and over again before people generally get what it is I'm even selling. RIP me
#this is like the time I spraypainted a bunch of screw heads gold#because I was putting up gold spraypainted shelf brackets and wanted these black screws to not stand out#and to make it easier I took a piece of thin cardboard and cut a series of Xes in it#then pushed the screws in a little bit and positioned it over the gap between boards on the back deck#and used my hammer to just plonk those screws into place so I could spraypaint them!#i felt so clever I posted a video of it#(gold spraypaint makes me feel giddy and childlike)#and everyone was like#“GIRL NO YOU CAN'T DO THAT DON'T TRY TO *HAMMER* YOUR *SCREWS* INTO A DECK!”#it took like. so much work to try to explain to people why this was a problem I wanted to solve#much less the mechanism by which i solved it#my brain is just. HIGHLY WEIRD SOMETIMES
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Love that Oppenheimer is a deeply disturbing horror movie about a man forced to accept that he is, in a person, the representative manifestation of mankind’s evil in committing one of the greatest horrors of human history - LITERALLY acting as the modern Prometheus, tormented by his sins for the remainder of time. Knowing that he will never be pitied and his actions will forever be utterly unforgivable because the blood of genocide and the potential of total human annihilation will eternally drip from his hands.
But also the simultaneous indictment by the film that to blame a single person for the Manhattan Project is to refuse to accept your own capacity for great evil if the ends ever seem to justify the means, and the culpability of every member of a species that lets itself create something so unspeakably terrible.
Hate that twitter’s take on such a nuanced and brilliantly handled examination of those issues is “movie bad because protagonist not evil enough.”
#what’s that quote about the problem with othering the enemy in media is that we can no longer see our own reflection in their eyes#oppenheimer’s motivations WERE sympathetic that’s the POINT#we SHOULD feel uncomfortable with our sympathy for him - the film goes out of its way to make us feel uncomfortable about it#we should be uncomfortable with the fact that we might have made the same decisions as him in his place#yes he’s evil but his evilness represents the evil that we might all accept in ourselves#twitter simply cannot handle nuanced takes on things ig (tumblr does though - the posts on here have been surprisingly excellent)#oppenheimer#(tldr - look if you walk out of Oppenheimer thinking it somehow celebrates the man then you may need to retake 9th grade Literature srry)#films
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As an introvert, it ain't easy to open up. Feels like someone rips my soul out of my flesh.
Rarely, Introverts as me tend to believe some people , when they say they want to get to know us. So after stubborn emotional process of persuading us to open up, and after we actually open because we finally trusted, they miss the point of LOVING OUR FUCKED UP NATURE.
You don't love my nature. You love how you felt once around my body and soul.
Fuck you all, each time you or anyone does that.
#introvert#infj feelings#infj struggles#lost in my own world#existential depression#fuck society#fuck life#mentally fucked#fuck people#nausea#anxiety attack#self worth#self image#hit by a bus#feeling out of place#im outta here
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