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nanaslutt · 6 months

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I LOVEE YOU FOR FEEDING USS😭😩❤️!!!

I had a little brain rot of geto and getting each other off. Like he’s fingering, while reader is jerking him off. idkkk smt like that. It crossed my mind, and I had to share😘 xoxo

you ask, i deliver<3 thank you so much for this, this prompt made me dizzy

Contains: fem reader, mutual masturbation, fluff, established relationship, whipped!geto, he's literally so in love, cursing, soooo much dirty talk, praise, nipple play

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It was a lazy day at home with geto. The both of you having the day off, schedules finally aligning.

You laid on his chest, clad in a spaghetti strap tank top and panties, one leg slung over his hips; him in nothing but his black boxers, big hands caressing the skin on your lower back and shouldes.

Your lips were slotting together passionately, slurping and quiet hums into each others mouths could be heard throughout the room as you kissed each other with fervor.

"I love kissin you baby," he pulled back to confess, rubbing his thumb into the soft skin on your shoulder as his other hand got a bit frisky, dropping to your ass and squeezing the fat there.

Geto leaned in breifly to leave a small peck on your lips after he spoke. Crimson blush spreading over your face, a bashfull smile following it as you cradled his chiseled cheeks in your hands.

Sidding your hand down his face and pulling his bottom lip out with your thumb, exposing his bottom row of teeth as he let you manipulate him, "love kissin you so much too, sugu." you replied, letting his lip slap back into place and chasing it with a kiss.

Starting up another makeout session, you sighed into his mouth when he slid his other large hand to join the first in groping you. Geto used his big palms to squeeze the fat of your ass in circular motions, making your cunt rub against his leg as he did so.

You felt his growing bulge press against the inside of your thigh from where you had your leg slung over his lower body.

"Mmmm" he moaned, sending vibrations against your tongue when he closed his lips around it, sucking softly.

Both of your growing arousal aiding the kiss to turn into a hotter one, now filled with need, "suguru, baby," you whimpered between kisses, eyes still squeezed shut when you spoke, "need you.." you emphasized by sliding a soft hand down the ridges of his abs, reaching between the two of you and placing your palm over his bulge.

"Looks like you need me too," smiling against his lips when he laughed at your realization of his arousal. "Damn right I do sweet thing." pressing his lips to yours in one long kiss before dropping his lips to assault to your neck with kisses.

"Oh f-fuck." you whimpered, eyes trying and failing to open, fluttering closed at the feeling of his plump lips sucking at the sensitive skin of your neck. Your hand increased pressure on his cock when you felt his tongue join the mix, darting out every so often to leave wet kisses agaisnt your throat.

"Yeahh, so fucking sensitive here huh baby?" he whispered against your skin, cock twitching at your reactions combined with the rubbing against his clothed shaft.

"Stop t-teasin babyy," you whined when he continued his minstrations on your neck, "fuck me, please." you begged, smaller hand pulling at his hair slightly to get him of your neck. Lips diconnecting from your jugular with a pop, "mmmm, as nice as that sounds, I wanna try something else right now, is that okay?" he asks, beautiful hooded eyes staring into yours.

"Course it is, I trust you." pressing a kiss to his cheek when you finished your sentence.

“M not sure the best position to do this in, hmm..” he thought for a second, hand coming up to dramatically caress at his imaginary goatee before you practically watched the lightbulb go off above his head.

Grabbing your body and flipping your positions, geto now snugly between your legs, your thighs wrapped around his hips as he hovered above your frame resting comfortably against the mattress.

He slid a big hand up your shirt teasingly while he spoke, “thought about havin you on top of me, but I think this’ll feel better for you.” tipping his head foldly down at you, smile full of adoration.

"Thought we could get each other off like this," he sat back on his heels, your thigh still slung over his hips as he used his body to push you up against the pillows, making your body slide up the bed, your frame curling in on yourself slightly.

"You wanna dry hump me?" you smirked, confusion laced in your voice but ultimately on board with whatever he presented to you.

A large palm groped your chest underneath your shirt while he used his other to stop your hips from girating against his, "That a good idea baby, but not exactly what I had in mind."

Letting go of your hip when your own stoped their rolling, geto gigging at the puzzled expression that plastered itself on your face.

Covering his palm with your own he placed your hand over his bulge, making you rub his twitching cock together, before he let go, leaving your hand against him as he started teasing his fingers at the hem of your panties.

Thick fingers splayed themselves on your lower stomach while the pad of his thumb landed expertly on your panty-clad clit, rubbing gently cirlces on the nub to get his idea across.

"How does jerking me off while I play with your little pussy sound?" he breathily teased into the air when he felt your fingers squeeze extra hard over his clothed tip.

"Fuck, sounds perfect." you agreed, urging him to take his boxers off when your fingers proved a little difficulty in sliding inside the tight fabric from this angle.

He paused his rubbing, retracting his hand that was stimulating your breast before he slid back, drawing his boxers off his legs and throwing them onto the floor, getting back into place.

Now having an unobstructed range on his cock, you wrapped your hand around the warm shaft with both hands, dragging them up slowly; paying special attention to his sensitive tip; then sliding them back down.

"God, you touch me better than I touch myself, baby." He moaned, head tipping back in a groan before he set his sights back on your pussy, not wanting you to feel neglected.

Geto pulled your panties to the side, holding them open against your thigh with one large hand while the other gathered your wetness on the tips of his fingers, using your slick to smooth the slide against your swollen bud.

He was mesmorized watching your reactions, mouthing dropping open in a little o shape, watching your lashes flutter as your squeezed your eyes shut, keeping up the delicious pace on his cock.

"Bet that feels good huh?" his deep voice resonated in the air; though he already knew your answer before it was confirmed by your small moans and head that nodded in his direction.

"Yeahhh just relax pretty, let me take care of you while you stroke my fucking cock." His filthy voice growled out, making your cunt gush out wetness as you focused on his tip, rubbing your fingers against his frenulum, "D'ya feel me twitching? haha," he giggles at your ministrations.

"Yeah sugu, feels like this when its inside me too," you reply, making the air feel a little less tense when he lets out a genuine laugh.

"Shit, that's kinda embarrassing, didn't know you could feel that." he says, abandoning the attention on your clit and opting to rub his fingers at the opening of your tight cunt, slowly pushing his middle finger into the ring of your cunt.

"Guess its kinda like how I feel every time ur pussy spasms around my cock, huh?" embarrassment from the earlier confession being pushed down as his pleasure increased rapidly.

"God.." geto groaned, staring intently at how your tiny hole swallowed up his finger greedily, beginning to rotate it, feeling every bump and ridge of your walls. Mesmerized when he spoke, "How does your tight little pussy open up for my cock when it feels like there's barely enough room in here for just my one finger...?" he whispers in admiration, always so fascinated with how you managed to take his size with little to no complaints every time.

"Jus love ur cock so much sugu, I take it for you." That made pre drip steadily from his tip, wetting your digits when you rubbed the tip of your index finger against the slit of his dick.

Your words alone never failed to work him up to an embarrassingly aroused state, and so quickly at that.

Geto bit his lip and tried to focus on not blowing his load all over your soft skin just yet, a second finger joining your wetness, in hopes to catch you off guard a bit, slowing your pace on his sensitive cock and allowing him to fucking breathe.

"S-shit baby," you moaned at the feeling of his thick fingers curling towards your tummy and into your most sensitive spot. Pace on his length successfully being paused as you relished in the electricity shooting up your spine at his ministrations.

"This is fucking insane," half laugh half moan leaving geto's lips, "I'm so close already."

It's true, what you were currently participating in was incredibly intimate and extremely erotic. Getting to please each other's most sensitive parts, learning more in depth about what makes you both twitch and squirm while being so close to each other made your heads feel extremely dizzy.

Atmosphere falling into a more romantic one as you both opted to stay quiet, squelching and moans from the both of your lungs intertwining in the air.

Geto's other large hand started caressing your body, pushing your tank top over your breasts, fabric settling against your collarbones. He leaned forward, fucking his fingers into you at a steady pace, thumb stimulating you clit expertly with the same hand.

His body was now practically pressed against your own as he took your nipple into his mouth, moans and whines from the pleasure he was providing you going straight to his cock.

Nothing but love coursing through his veins when he felt you desperately trying to keep up the pace on his cock as he brought you rapidly to the brink of your orgasm.

"Close?" he mumbled against your skin, sucking your nipple back into his mouth and drawing his name over it with his skilled tongue, feeling your walls squeeze his fingers tightly, making it almost hard for him to move inside you.

"C-close." you answered, doing your best to get him to the same place you were at, wanting to feel him cum at the same time as you.

Realizing you succeeded when he said, "me too, lets come together," his moans that were raising in pitch were being muffled into your skin as he sucked harder against your hard bud.

He felt you slip over the edge first, digging your fingers into his scalp and jerking your hand sloppily over his cock. You tugging at his hair and feeling your orgasm around his fingers being just what he needed to reach his release.

Ropes of hot cum shooting out between the two of you, your nipple popping out of his mouth with a wet 'palp' noise as he buried his head between the valley of your breasts, breathing heavily and grunting against you, soft bangs ticking against your skin while his body shook with the intensity of his orgasm.

You ceased your stroking on his dick when you felt him stop twitching, softening against your palm. Geto reluctantly pulled out his fingers from your cavern, wiping your orgasm on your thigh as he tucked his arms around your body, burring his face deeper into your chest.

"That felt so fucking good," he slurred, sleep laced in his voice when he spoke. It was still fairly early in the morning, maybe a mid-morning nap couldn't hurt; you did have the day off together after all. What better activity to do than to cuddle up in the warm sheets with your stupidly handsome boyfriend all afternoon?

"One of your best ideas yet." you confirmed into his hair, feeling a bit bad when you returned his affection, wrapping your arms around his strong back and smearing his cum over his skin. Geto didn't seem to mind though, considering how he had already fallen back asleep.

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feedists4fat-lib · 1 year

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Feedists for Fat Liberation held a mutual aid hangout where discussion revolved around accessible seating for fat people. Check out the link for resources on sturdy and accommodating seating for fat people!

#feedists for fat liberation #ffl #Resources #fat mutual aid #fat mutual aid nights

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qweerhet · 2 years

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i am very, very much not a fan of how the conversation around “transmascs experiencing body image issues after going on testosterone” has been dominated by “what do you expect, that’s what hormones do, you’re not going to look like your anime twink waifu, don’t transition if that makes you upset”

primarily bc it’s shifting the focus away from the violent policing of men’s bodies under systems of oppression that are causing transmascs to have these sudden onslaughts of body image issues to begin with

like, cis men experience these exact same body image issues

cis queer men are socially punished for not being skinny, pale, hairless, and for balding. like, bears are a counterculture within queer spaces for a reason. fat, balding, hairy, nonwhite, and visibly varsex men are heavily policed in the queer community and the subject of a vast amount of intracommunity violence. they’re excluded from community-building and mutual aid, seen as sexually undesirable, mocked, viewed as predatory and dangerous, and discriminated against systemically.

fuck, straight cis men experience this form of body policing as well. straight cis men are also expected to be skinny, albeit a different kind of skinny, and to only have the “correct” kind of body hair (often mocked for having neckbeards, having body associated with being varsex or a person of color, etc). they experience discrimination and violence for balding, being fat, etc etc etc.

suddenly having a body type that’s subject to violence is dysphoria-inducing. if you were viewed all your life as a skinny white girl, and now all of a sudden you’re viewed as a fat balding dude and read as predatory because of your body/facial hair, you’re going to experience a massive influx of fear, betrayal, and disordered thinking about your body. you are suddenly experiencing a wave of cisnormative body policing, ableism, and often a very different kind of targeted racism than you grew up being subject to--this is a massively fucking destabilizing experience.

pushing the onus of that experience onto individual people reacting badly to it is covering up, and even to some extent doing apologia for, the systemic racism, ableism, and cisnormativity that are shaping the responses to transmascs bodies. like, yes, that’s “just what testosterone does.” but how are you shaping the spaces you are in to react to bodies that are balding, that are fat, that are hairy, that have visibly conflicting sex characteristics, that have signs of disability like “weirdly-kept body hair” and “moving aggressively” and “talking loudly,” how are you making the people around you feel about these traits?

look at the spaces you move through--are they ones that uplift testosterone-dominant and otherwise varsex bodies? do they celebrate deep loud voices and neckbeards and chest hair and big noses and big shoulders and fat bellies and balding in their body positivity? do they view them as socially appropriate, as positive aspects of the space, as sexually desirable, as lovable? if not, then why are you expecting transmascs to view themselves that way?

#fuck it. i might as well tag this as #transmisandry #because damn if that word applies to anything. it's this.

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bfpnola · 7 months

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ID by our volunteer Wren: all slides have a background of a pale green-yellow to light blue gradient. The first slide is titled "who are we?" in light blue text with a thin dark blue outline. The title follows the curve of a large white ring in the center of the slide, which circles BFP's logo. Inside the ring and below the logo, blue text reads "building a better future worldwide for youth. by youth." End ID.

ID: all slides except the first have a dashed-line white border around the slide. the second slide is titled "welcome!" in blue text on a white rectangle. the rest of the slide has blue text on a white background that reads, "hey! we're better future program (BFP)! founded in 2016 in bulbancha (so-called new orleans, louisiana, usa), we are an entirely youth-run registered nonprofit [globe emoji]

our mission is to globally expand peer-led political education, support, and imagination for marginalized youth!

we actually achieve this goal through offering 3,000+ free resources through our liberation library, providing 60+ youth with the leadership roles and tools to host their very own social justice teach-ins, 24/7 peer support through our discord server, mutual aid-based fundraising campaigns, and so much more to come! [speaking emoji].” in the bottom right corner, the number 1 is circled. End ID.

ID: the third slide is titled "guiding principles" in blue text on a white rectangle. the subtitle reads "what sort of values guide our work?" in blue text on a white rectangle. the rest of the slide has blue text on white backgrounds which reads, "[chick emojil youth-centricity [arrow] we understand youth as an oppressed class and thus we center the voices of youth in everything that we do!

[fist emoji] self-liberation [arrow] all volunteers should be at the forefront of their own liberation. allies are meant to uplift, not overstep

[window emoji] transparency [arrow] staying open and honest about all BFP-related actions and intentions

[check emoji] accountability [arrow] holding ourselves and our peers responsible, with an eye to fairness regarding capabilities and knowledge". in the bottom right corner, the number 2 is circled. End ID.

ID: the fourth slide is titled "guiding principles" in blue text on a white rectangle. the subtitle reads "just a few more! keep going!" in blue text on a white rectangle. the rest of the slide has blue text on white backgrounds which reads, "[equal sign emoji] horizontality [arrow] valuing the decision-making abilities of our volunteers and thus, fostering power alongside one another rather than over each other

[hug emoji] community [arrow] valuing the impact of a shared story, collaboration, and an effective, non-carceral support system

[woman emoji] intersectionality [arrow] recognizing how various aspects of a person's social and political identities combine to create different modes of discrimination and privilege". in the bottom right corner, the number 3 is circled. End ID.

ID: the fifth slide is titled "core beliefs" in blue text on a white rectangle. the subtitle reads "we wholeheartedly believe in and support:" in blue text on a white rectangle. the rest of the slide's text is a list, starting with red text at the top, with each list item changing to another colour of the rainbow until the list ends with red again.

The list reads: "the right to organize, youth liberation, religious liberty, climate action, gender equity, bodily autonomy, abolition, anti-authoritarianism, educational equity, anti-racism, disability justice, decolonization, queer/lgbtq+ liberation, fat liberation, caste abolition, anti capitalism.”

at the bottom of the slide, blue text on a white background reads "[magnifying glass emoji] betterfutureprogram.org/about-bfp". in the bottom right corner, the number 4 is circled. End ID.

ID: the sixth slide is titled "our structure" in blue text on a white rectangle. the rest of the slide has blue text on white backgrounds which reads, "BFP reinforces our principle of horizontality through committees! each committee forms its own interdependent goals and initiatives to fulfill which are discussed during international, weekly meetings via zoom [film camera emoji].

additionally, we use 'consensus-based decision making', in which every concern is acknowledged before moving forward

this horizontal structure also allows for more flexibility and adaptability in terms of our roles! this doesn't mean there aren't challenges, of course, but we think those challenges are worth the benefits! [green heart emoji]”. in the bottom right corner, the number 5 is circled. End ID.

ID: the seventh slide is titled "upcoming" in blue text on a white rectangle. the subtitle reads "what we've been working on lately [hand clapping emoji]" in blue text on a white rectangle. the rest of the slide has blue text on white backgrounds which reads, "we're in the process of starting global liberation schools, inspired by Paulo Freire's Pedagogy of the Oppressed, the Black Panther Party's Oakland Community School, and Huey P. Newton's theory of ractionary and revolutionary intercommunalism.

and we've already got 3 schools in the making! look out for BFP in washington, dcand new orleans, la in the united states as well as sydney, nsw in australia! [australian flag emoji]

if you're confused about any of those names/titles/theories above or want to start political education classes near you, join us (& bring a friend!) [smiling covering mouth emoji]". in the bottom right corner, the number 6 is circled. End ID.

the eighth slide is titled "getting involved" in blue text on a white rectangle. the slide has blue text on white backgrounds which reads, "1) BFP is always looking for new youth volunteers to uplift and empower. if you're 25 or younger, you may be eligible for a leadership position! application in our bio!

2) if you still want to get involved but with fewer responsibilities, we've also got a general volunteers committee just for you! same application, same bio [hand holding pencil emoji]

3) if you don't have the time or capacity? don't worry! we'll still be here. instead, you can interact with our international community via discord! we've got game nights, cultural presentations, study sessions, and more, so feel free to join us! ([link emoji] in bio. again. lol)". in the bottom right corner, the number 7 is circled. End ID.

ID: the ninth slide is titled "donate" in blue text on a white rectangle. the subtitle reads "feeling a lil generous? [looking eyes emoji]" in blue text on a white rectangle. the rest of the slide has blue text on white backgrounds which reads, "we're now accepting donations! your gift will go towards promotional and material resources for our teach-ins, supporting artists of color, our mutual aid network, and even creating paid internships in the future!"

below, blue text with a dark blue outline reads "scan the qr code.” it's beside a qr code.

below, blue text on a white background reads "EIN: 88-2043966.”

[magnifying glass emoji] betterfutureprogram.org/donate". in the bottom right corner, the number 8 is circled. End ID.

Welcome, welcome! We'd like to reintroduce ourselves, especially with such an exciting initiative on the way! BFP (@bfpnola) is starting GLOBAL liberation schools and we'd love your support. Get the word out! And if anyone ever asks, "Oh, what's BFP? What are they working on?," just send them this post! 🤍

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undeadcannibal · 2 months

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The Altar of You

Summary: A plus-size/fat Tav/Reader discovers Halsin's attraction towards them and decides to act on her stirring desires for him.

Pairing: Halsin/Tav!Reader

Genre: one shot, PWP, smut, request(s)

Word count: 6,686

Warnings: smut with very little plot, smut with feelings, AFAB Reader description and feminine pronouns used, etc.

A/N: Oooh, boy. Can you tell I got carried away with this piece? It's not my fault -- I adore Halsin. I'm also more than happy to provide plus-size fanfics whenever. Anyway, I hope y'all enjoy! Please forgive any accidental errors and such I missed while editing this. And if you'd like to request any Baldur's Gate companion pieces of you own, please feel free to! For now, thank you for reading and supporting my works! ( Gif credit: xxx )

Given everything that had occurred during your adventures thus far you and your new allies found sprung upon yourselves, for whatever reason, the thought of Halsin being attracted to you hadn’t crossed your mind before.

It wasn’t that you thought it to be impossible, rather, that you happened to share a trait of his. Since taking on numerous responsibilities - and worries - thanks to the unwanted stowaway squirming around inside your skull, you’d found yourself suppressing most of your desires so you could focus on other matters you deemed more important.

It wasn’t until after you’d aided him numerous times and finished up matters at Moonrise Towers that you’d finally considered allowing yourself some time to unwind. Spend some time outside of strategizing and overthinking since you’d celebrated with the Tieflings from the Grove.

Maybe your desire had reached its peak, or you’d simply caught on to the hidden meaning behind Halsin’s words… Whatever it was, something had given you the courage to go to him that night. Wanting to speak to him, ask him personal questions, little by little getting to know him better than you had since you’d first met. Although, you did try not to overwhelm or scare him off by being so forthright with the proposition of spending the evening together – just the two of you, in a more intimate setting.

After speaking for the better half of the evening, it wasn’t until you’d seen the rest of your group silently retiring to their tents that you finally felt it was an appropriate time to ask what you wanted to. Curious as to whether or not the interest was mutual. Once you’d finally blurted whether or not he shared an attraction for you, you were thankful he was elated to hear that you were interested in him just as he was with you. Halsin even went as far as to playfully mention why else would you question him about past lovers and the like.

Sharing a moment with him, you laughed in response to his teasing, shrugging it off before giving him a coy smile in return.

Then, you’d watch as Halsin glanced sneakily about the campgrounds, checking to see if any of the others were lingering before leaning in closely. Towering over you thanks to the height difference between the two of you.

“Seek your bedroll when you are ready, but… do not expect much sleep.”

That wouldn’t be a problem.

Even if the two of you didn’t spend the evening together, you had no idea how you were going to sleep peacefully after hearing him whisper such a statement.

The Druid was going to be the end of you, that much you were certain of.

⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ •·················•·················• Stepping into the opening where Halsin informed you to meet him, you couldn't help but briefly wonder whether or not you were making a mistake in accepting his offer. Not every past lover of yours was cruel but there had been just enough to cause you to hesitate in accepting offers of intimacy -- or more. You prayed to whatever god out there would listen to you that Halsin wasn't one of the ones that only sought to use and hurt you immediately afterward. You weren't sure if you had it in you to stomach such heartbreak like that. Not with him anyway. You preferred to give him the benefit of the doubt -- surely the kindness and warmth he exuded wasn't a facade.

Forcing your negative thoughts to the back of your mind, you instead offered Halsin a welcoming smile as he turned around from the tree he was resting against to greet you. Before you could say anything, Halsin spoke up, informing you he was happy you arrived. He'd feared you might have second thoughts about his offer, or he'd scared you off with his enthusiasm to have you. Such confessions had your heart softening a tad as you glanced up at him shyly through your lashes. Unable to help yourself, you then released a relieved and soft laugh in response.

"There's no need to worry, Halsin…" Stepping closer to him, you reached out to take his hand in yours. Inwardly marveling at the size difference between the two of you, as well as the slight scrape of his rough knuckles against your much softer hand. "I wouldn't do that to you. Ever."

Halsin closed his eyes for a moment, smiling to himself before releasing a relieved sigh of his own. "Neither would I, little one."

Without wasting another moment, Halsin was quick to rid himself of his clothing, standing before you as bare as the day he was born. Your reaction was evident; your eyes widened but you didn't dare look away. Instead, you greedily drank in the sight of him with a heated gaze. Taking great delight in how the two of you differed from one another. Where you were shorter and on the much more curvier side, Halsin was large and all beautifully toned muscle. Something that both thrilled you and made you a bit insecure in pursuing him.

Or, any romantic or intimate prospects for that matter.

Still, those nagging feelings weren't going to hold you back from enjoying the evening. Standing upright, Halsin approached you with a hungry gleam in his eyes. Reaching out, he'd take your form within his hands, pulling you forward till your chest was meeting his own. You didn't even have a moment to make a shocked noise before he was descending upon you: capturing your lips with his own in a heated kiss. The noise you made would have embarrassed you were it not for Halsin muffling it. Yet, that thought was soon forgotten by the pulsing need ignited just from his kisses alone.

You needed more.

Sighing against his tattooed skin, you were a little disappointed to feel him pulling back so soon but didn't dare voice any complaints. Instead, you watched curiously as he departed from you with a smirk on his lips.

"Care to join me?"

Blinking silently, you hesitated in giving him an answer. That prickling feeling of shame and personal insecurities rearing its ugly head at the worst of times.

Unfortunately, despite Halsin clearly showing interest in you, your mind was already working overtime to conjure up every awful scenario you could think of. Or had experienced in some instances. Rare as they were, you'd still experienced them, and they'd left their mark on you in ways others couldn't see. Well, that is, unless you bared yourself to them and revealed every awful detail about your poor excuse of a love life. As kind as you knew Halsin to be, you weren't sure if you wanted to divulge that part of your past to him.

As you were lost in your spiraling train of thoughts, Halsin's brows furrowed. He could sense something was wrong with you, causing him to pause for a moment. Looking you over with nothing but concern.

"Is something the matter?" He asked in a worried tone of voice. "Have I done something to upset you or perhaps make you uncomfortable?"

You shook your head in denial.

“No, it’s nothing regarding you or anything you’ve done…”

Could you trust him?

Should you trust him?

A part of you wanted to; to be vulnerable and pray that he wouldn’t take it for granted or take advantage of you.

As such, you decided to take a chance on him. Hoping that maybe if you opened up and shared a part of you not many - if anyone - knew of, he’d see you were just as invested in seeing where things went as he seemed to be.

“Before we do this, there’s something you should be aware of.” You began, tiptoeing around the subject so you could gather your thoughts and words beforehand. Thankfully, Halsin appeared to be patient and willing to hear you out as he quietly waited for you to finish.

Wanting to just be over and done with it all at once, you figured the best way you were ever going to get it out was to blurt it all at once.

“I’ve had some pretty terrible partners - if you could even call them that - in the past. So, let’s just say I’m not quite… as comfortable as you are when it comes to being, uh, ‘one with nature’ as you would say?”

Halsin nodded along silently.

“It’s due to personal experience and insecurities, but for the most part, I’m very pleased with my body and thankful for what I’ve to work with. However, sometimes, I still struggle showing myself off to others. I worry that they might not find what they see as appealing as they’d hoped.” You finally confessed.

Taking a moment for himself, he mulled over his next words carefully before speaking up.

“I see.” Halsin replied. “Might I ask why it is you feel this way?”

You nodded. “Of course.”

The two of you walked over to a tree that had fallen over ages ago, using it as a makeshift bench for the both of you whilst you conversed.

Shortly after the two of you sat down, you went into further detail regarding your feelings.

“It’s nothing overly complicated or long, I’ve just had some terrible partners in the past that have made me feel less than worthy over nothing more than my body image.”

After further explaining the details of your feelings, you’d watch Halsin’s face contort as he went through numerous emotions as he considered your words. He couldn’t exactly relate to your negative experiences when it came to the aspects of his love life, but that didn’t mean he couldn’t empathize with you regardless. The way he understood things to be, nobody should be subjected to such maltreatment. Especially when it was in regards to the matters of one’s self-image. He truly believed there was beauty to be found in everyone, no matter what ridiculous standards of what was attractive spread about or were to be believed by the populace.

Despite feeling conflicted about how to respond to your admission, Halsin hummed lowly, then spoke once he’d carefully chosen his next set of words.

“They were fools.” He uttered in a tone you couldn’t quite pinpoint. “Every last one of them.”

You weren’t sure why, but you opened your mouth to argue with him only to be cut off as he carried on.

“To think they couldn’t see what I see is a shame. However, it’s one that I will gladly take advantage of.” He added with the slightest of grins. “I could go on for centuries of ways your beauty took the breath right out of me from the moment I laid eyes upon you, but I won’t. Not when it wasn’t what drew me to you in the first place.”

His kind yet heavy words had you feeling like your stomach had knotted itself up in both a dreadful and exhilarating way.

No one had ever spoken about you in such a manner before, and to think Halsin was to be the first to do so was almost dizzying, albeit in the most pleasant of ways. Mind abuzz with the pleasant feeling that came with knowing one's self was yearned for in such a manner.

The thought of Halsin desiring you in such a way had you second-guessing yourself suddenly.

Maybe someone like him really could want you like you’d hoped for.

And, maybe if you were to let your guard down this once something could come of it. Something good and healthy and worthy of cherishing rather than something you try to will yourself to forget.

Rather than giving in to your instincts to bare your teeth and scare him off - never giving him the chance to even try and hurt you - you found your body easing. Your muscles relaxed as if the weight of everything that had been bothering you about tonight had been lifted off of your shoulders. Of course, you weren’t so naive as to believe he’d cured you of your trauma, but it could be the start of something healthy and positive. Or, you hoped so anyway.

With shaking, sweaty palms you fought back against the voices inside your mind that adored reliving every belittling thing you’d ever been called before.

You didn’t want to think like that every time you thought of yourself being wanted.

Instead, you wanted to feel just as worthy and sexually alluring as you’d like to be when your daydreaming turned into fantasizing.

It looked nowhere near as good as Halsin disrobing, but you tried your best not to fumble about with removing your clothing, starting with the loose blouse that you wore when resting back at camp. A part of you wanted to try and hold your breath, or maybe even suck in your stomach in an attempt to look more appealing to him, but you didn’t.

If he truly meant what he said, you figured there was no use in hiding your true self from him.

Not when you wanted this to be something real.

Shortly after you pulled your top off, you stood up to handle the rest of your lounging clothes. Pushing your thumbs beneath the waistband of both your pants and underwear so you could slide both down your legs at once. After both articles of clothing had fallen to your calves to pool around your ankles, you stepped out of them. Now standing nude in front of Halsin. Wondering what was going through his mind, curious as to what he thought of you at that moment.

Unlike how your mind convinced you he’d react, Halsin didn’t reel back with disgust or reveal anything that gave away any hidden agenda behind his actions.

Instead, you found it harder to breathe normally as you looked down to see him gazing upon you with nothing but admiration and longing.

“You’re even more breathtaking than I’d imagined.”

Feeling more emboldened thanks to his positive reaction to your body, you couldn’t help but tease him in return.

“Oh? Do you find yourself imagining my body often?”

Halsin gave a lighthearted laugh in return. “You have no idea how hard it is for me to control myself around you.”

It was true.

You probably didn’t know.

However, you definitely wanted to find out.

Sooner rather than later.

“Maybe you can show me…” You replied in what you hoped was a sultry and inviting tone, glancing up at him through your lashes for added effect.

Your response was all the encouragement the Druid needed as he smiled down at you in turn. Reaching out for you, he offered his hand and grabbed your own the moment you placed your hand in his. The sensation of your naked body colliding with his as Halsin tugged you forward to rest against him had your cheeks warming with a blush. His much larger and muscular body felt indescribable against your own. You could see why Halsin had been imagining the two of you together so much now. If it was anything close to this, you’d have been a little obsessed as well.

Whining for more of anything he was willing to provide, you arched your upper body towards his own, giving yourself over to him wordlessly. Halsin understood you better than you did at the moment, knowing exactly what you needed as his gentle hands smoothed down the length of your thighs. Beckoning both your legs to bend so he could take on the weight of you despite any protest or worry you had about your weight. He didn’t care to listen to any concerns you had over whether he could carry you or not. Halsin reassured you that - despite his age - he could scoop you up with one arm if he truly desired to. After some gentle encouragement from him, you gave him the go-ahead in the form of a nod. Allowing Halsin to take on the brunt of your weight as he lifted you upwards past his midriff, coaxing your legs forth to rest over his massive shoulders. Once both of your thighs were caging his head, Halsin grinned between them, more eager than ever to finally get a taste of you, knowing well that it’d put his imagination to shame.

A part of you felt the urge to squirm away and close your thighs, afraid of what he might think of your naked form after seeing it up close. Though, if he did think anything of the sort, he didn’t voice his opinion aloud to you. Instead, you watched as he lowered his face down to the curvature of your belly. Parting his mouth, he lightly scraped his teeth over your delicate skin before sinking them into the pudge you had there. Your reaction was purely reflex as your hips bucked forth on their own accord. Gritting your teeth to stifle any possible noises you’d make since you knew this was only the beginning.

Sneaking his arm around from underneath you, he’d worked it between your plush thighs so he could press his thumb to the core of you. Spreading heated flesh apart, you felt the heat of his breath against your opening, moments before his mouth pressed itself directly to your cunt. Punching the air right out of your lungs the moment you felt his tongue pushing out to lap at the length of your slit. Halsin instantly groaned to himself in ecstasy at the taste of your essence on his tongue. His tongue would then stroke over you once, twice, three times before he finally moved upwards to seal his lips around your clitoris. Humming happily as he felt you twitch and writhe beneath him in response to his oral skills.

Within no time you were crying out his name in ecstasy as you felt a rush of pure pleasure course through your veins like a surge of adrenaline. Unable to help yourself, you found one of your hands reaching out to tangle your fingers in his toffee-colored locks. Refusing to pull on his hair, rather, you simply needed to hold onto something - anything - as you endured the unrelenting flicking of his tongue against your throbbing bundle of nerves.

Soon your thighs began to quiver uncontrollably as you struggled to keep quiet throughout the onslaught of overstimulation you were experiencing. Leading Halsin to relent on stimulating the most sensitive part of you to return to the opening of your core. Slotting a thick finger against it so he could gather some of your fluids to lubricate it in the process. Using it to his advantage, he pressed the tip of his finger against you, pushing firmly but not enough to enter you just yet. Glancing up at you from between your legs, Halsin silently asked for permission to take things further, resulting in your fervently nodding in agreement. Wanting just about anything he was willing to give you that very moment.

Pressing his finger forth firmer than before, he watched with satisfaction as his thick finger sank into the tight confines of you to the second knuckle with ease. The two of you moaned shortly after feeling his finger sink deep inside. Before he even had the chance to work up a rhythm, Halsin was already eager to push things even further. Bringing forth his middle finger, he was now introducing two fingers to your wet heat. Ensuring both digits were well lubricated like before, he began a slow and gentle forward push of the two. Marveling at how easily they sank inside of you as he watched the flushed petals of your cunt spread open around them. The feeling of just two of his fingers crooking up inside of you to brush against your fluttering walls as he worked them in and out of you had you breathing heavily in response.

The fingers you’d kept tangled in his hair loosened and tensed as soft, breathless gasps and moans spilled from you. The sensation of being filled over and over again by his thick fingers was unlike anything you’d felt before, both from your own hands or anyone else’s. Hissing at the overwhelming pleasure wracking your body thanks to Halsin’s wanton skills.

“H-Halsin!” You gasped his name, unable to think or form any other words thanks to the bliss bubbling your brains to goo within your skull.

Just as you were growing accustomed to Halsin’s fingers inside of you, he’d decided to press his mouth back to you. His tongue greedily lapping at the parts of your pussy his fingers weren’t occupied with. Curling and flicking the tip of his pink muscle against the underside of your clit. Taking great pride in the way your thighs shook beside his head in response.

Halsin adored how well you reacted to everything he did – feeling you tighten and gush around his fingers as the taste of you coated his tastebuds in ambrosia. It seemed the Druid couldn’t get enough of you, sealing his lips back onto your aching clit. Soothing the overstimulated bud with shallow strokes of his tongue, he’d alternate between licking and sucking. Not stopping until he was fully satisfied with his own handiwork.

The combination of his fingers filling you in time with his mouth stimulating your twitching bud had your eyes closing and your mouth parting in a silent groan of ecstasy. You could feel the bark of the tree your upper body was resting against scratching the skin of your back, but you couldn’t care less as you were nearing the peak of your arousal. Your orgasm approaching fast as your body trembled. Muscles taut and quivering as your back arched off of the tree. You were about to warn him that you were close to cumming when you choked on the sound of your mewls. Curling your calves behind Halsin’s head, you unintentionally ground yourself against his face. Your body seeking as much pleasure as Halsin was willing to provide as you rode out the shockwaves of your orgasm thoroughly.

As you were busy cumming beneath his tongue and on his fingers, Halsin hummed and praised you afterward. Continuing to thrust and crook his fingers up within you until you had to push him off. Far too overstimulated and sensitive from coming down from the rush of orgasming to let him continue. Halsin understood and was careful in helping you down from the position he’d helped you into. Aiding in setting you down on your feet and making sure you could stand on your own before he finally stood to his full height in front of you. Grinning down at you, you could see remnants of your cum glistening on his skin, coaxing a blush from you as you shook your head in disbelief. Brushing aside the sweaty strands of hair that stuck to your forehead, you laughed softly. Unable to admit to Halsin that that was the first time anyone had ever pleasured you orally before – or made you cum that hard for that matter.

So, rather than stutter out a string of poorly worded compliments, you reached up towards him, grabbing at him to show that you wanted him to lean down closer for you. The moment he did, you’d drag him forth into a passionate kiss that leaves the two of you gasping for air afterward. Not bothered by the taste of yourself on his tongue and only tasting notes that were entirely Halsin’s alone, unique to him. Both of you shared another moment before the silence was finally broken. Gazing deeply into one another’s eyes, Halsin reached out to cup your face in the hand that wasn’t soaked, stroking his calloused thumb over your round and flushed cheek.

“Do you wish to continue further?” Halsin asked, wanting to know where your head was before taking things any further.

“Yes,” You answered with a reassuring smile. Placing a hand on his chest, you brushed the dark hairs that covered his pecs and made a thick trail that led directly to his groin. Your touch followed the path of hair till your palm was brushing against the root of his cock. Fingers ghosting over the curled hair that lay at the base of him. “Please, take me Halsin. I need you.” You pleaded.

You could feel him jump beneath your palm, giving you a hint as to how he felt.

Halsin beckoned you back towards the log that the two of you had chatted on, letting you know that he wished for you to bend over the stump before he suddenly cried out aloud. Gold light enveloped his being as you watched him glow and then stumble back and over, shifting into a bear before your very eyes. After a while of grumbling in his beast form, you’d watch him glow again before he shifted back into his human shape. For the first time since you’d known him, you’d seen Halsin stammer as he struggled to excuse himself. More flustered than you’d ever seen him before.

“F-Forgive me..” He confessed. “Sometimes the beast can be difficult to contain during especially heated moments and–”

Laughing softly, you shook your head at him and cut him off. “You do not need to apologize for anything, Halsin. I find it quite flattering you’re struggling to control your urges here with me tonight, if you don’t mind me saying so.”

Deep down, you were a bit curious as to what it’d be like to allow him to take you in such form, but such taboo curiosities were best left for another time.

Perhaps after a bottle of wine - or two - first.

“While I don’t mind your wild shape in the slightest, I’d much prefer your human form for our first time together.” You admitted with a sheepish smile.

“Of course,” Halsin answered with a nod. “There’s nothing wrong with setting boundaries, especially when intimate with someone. I’m more than happy with stopping now or anytime during as well, should you say the word.”

With that matter dealt with, Halsin did his best to shake off the nerves and moved onward. The two of you met each other in an embrace of both body and lips, sharing another kiss as he enveloped you with one arm, caressing your cheek and jawline with the other. Wanting as much of you as he could have, Halsin’s kisses were rushed and ravenous as the two of you shared many back-to-back. By the time he was finished with you, both of your lips were swollen and glistening but he still wasn’t satisfied with the work he’d done. Immediately he began to trail kisses away from your lips, down your neck, and chest, directly to your breasts where he’d suckle and nip at random parts of each breast — enjoying how you gasped and failed to hold back the noises you made in response.

Pulling away from your body with a growl, Halsin huffed down at you. “Even more alluring than anything nature has to provide.”

Lowering his touch down to the curve of where your fat gathered at your belly, Halsin palmed and stroked your stomach with tenderness and care. Seemingly taking great delight in your curvier form than most ever had before. “Those who don’t know how to handle and treat a woman like you are truly lost.”

You could feel your heart palpitating as his words sank in.

His words made you flush when you realized you were feeling much more than you should during a simple fling.

Deep down you knew this wouldn’t be something simple between you two.

And truthfully, you never wanted it to be.

As much as you didn’t like to admit it, you might have found yourself falling for him.

Shit.

In an attempt to push down the sudden overwhelming feelings you had for your companion, you smiled fondly at him as you returned his affections. Bringing your hand to his face you guided him forth into a kiss before you found the two of you falling into a familiar yet different dance together. His body framed your own as both of his arms came down to the ground at your sides. His massive form looming over your smaller one had you feeling pleasantly trapped beneath the mountain of a man above you. With a gesture, Halsin was asking you to turn around and face the fallen log to bend over, you’d quickly obliged. Moving closer to the log so you could bend over the rough bark, doing your best to avoid scratching any sensitive parts of yourself as you did so. Once you were positioned, you cast a look back over your shoulder at Halsin, biting your lip as you took a chance at being provocative. Wiggling your ample backside in a soft sway as an attempt to further entice him.

Halsin then let out a grunt shortly after he’d witnessed you teasing him: bent over and at the ready. You could see his cock twitch once more, pre-cum already dribbling at the tip of him as he readied himself in return. Approaching you from behind, you could feel him aligning himself at your entrance. Slotting the crown of his cock at your core as he began to gently work himself inside of you as carefully as he could. Even with how gentle he was, that didn’t stop him from doing his best to soothe you with kind, cooed words as well as rubbing his thumbs where your hips and belly met. Moaning aloud right along with you as he felt your insides spread open around him and you felt your walls stretching to accommodate his larger-than-average size. Already feeling like he was balls deep inside of you when you knew well that he was likely only halfway in you at the moment. Still, that didn’t stop you from trying your best to relax as much as possible as he slowly sank in. Both of you struggled to keep yourselves from rushing the motion as the two of you sighed and groaned in unison. The pleasure that was coursing through you felt as if it was coming from yet reshaping the entire being of you as he finally worked himself fully into you. Bottoming out as his groin pressed flush against your ass.

“G-Gods, Halsin–” You couldn’t even finish your sentence – too worked up to think of any words you could string together that described how you felt. Your fingers curled into fists since there was nothing for you to hold on to. Doing your best to avoid getting scratched by the rough surface of the bark. You couldn’t help but think that this still probably falls into the category of some of the better places you’ve chosen to fuck. Though, this doesn’t quite feel like fucking. It’s too intimate for that label, however, you dare not use the term ‘making love’ either. You didn’t care how different he felt from the others. You were nowhere near ready to accept that term anytime soon – you didn’t picture yourself as the type.

Right?

Casting those thoughts aside, you chose to focus on Halsin’s quickening pace. Having sensed your body had grown much more adjusted to the size of him by now, he’d decided to begin thrusting a little faster and harder than before. Making sure to be mindful of any reaction you gave in case you needed a break or to stop altogether. Instead of you asking to stop or change pace you found yourself begging for more. He was secretly grateful that he was skilled enough to properly prep you beforehand. It seemed you were doing perfectly fine thus far, watching as your breath came out in short bursts, nearly in time with each stroke of his cock. As nice as your reactions were, they weren’t quite good enough to satisfy him quite yet. Halsin preferred it when his lovers' voices were hoarse after an evening with him, he felt he hadn’t done well enough if he didn’t manage to. Spurred on by his drive to please you as much as he possibly could, he used one of the hands he had holding onto your hips to reach around your body. Leaning over your back as he continued to fuck himself into you at just the right angle and pace to have you crying aloud in pleasure. Moans and panted breaths coming out of you in place of words. Even more so when you felt his fingers stroking over your hood and clit.

Pushing your ass back to try and meet his pistoning hips, you found your hips had settled into a pace of their own instinctually the more pleasure he provided you with. Halsin’s calloused yet adept fingers continuously stroking the sensitive swell of your clit beneath its’ very hood, not stopping until he had you shaking and begging for him to let up on your poor clitoris.

Bucking harder up into the warm, velvety confines of your cunt Halsin chuckled at you from behind. “Too much for you, little one?” He taunted playfully. “And here I thought you’d be able to handle me better than most.”

Making you yelp, Halsin had reached down to grip a single asscheek of yours, causing the ample flesh there to jiggle as he pulled his hand away to smack it once before returning right back to gripping you. Adoring the sight of your thickset body responded to his powerful one.

With a light-hearted roll of your eyes and shake of the head, you glanced back at him again. Giving him a coquettish look in response. “And why would you think that, hm?”

Snapping his hips forward, Halsin bottomed out inside of you with a quick thrust of his hips. Punching the breath out of you – a strangled moan broke off in your throat, shifting into a prolonged groan as your thighs shook and hips ground themselves back against Halsin. Taking great delight in the pleasure that blossomed as a result. Hissing through your teeth, your head fell forward to rest itself against the log as he took the opportunity to thrust sharply into your heat again. Losing himself more and more the longer he worked himself in and out of your tight innards. Halsin praised you the more you held out through the rough fucking he’d worked up to. Soon falling into a steady rhythm of quickened, harder thrusting than before.

Within a short time, your breaths were coming out in short bursts every time he bottomed out deep inside of you, causing that familiar knot-tightening and anticipating clench deep in your belly. Despite being unable to voice your vast approaching orgasm, Halsin was able to sense you nearing your end. Moving his hand away from your clit, he cooed and talked you through your protesting whines. He settled his large left hand on your upper thigh before he began to slowly stroke his palm up your voluptuous body, taking his sweet time as he did so. Appreciating your buxom form, Halsin stopped his hand at your breast, first asking if it was okay to touch you there before actually doing so. When he had your permission, he’d carefully settle his touch over your breast. Fondling it for a moment before his fingers found your nipple to tease as he circled his fingertips around your bud till it pebbled beneath his touch. Now groping your breast and toying with your hardened nipple as he fucked you a tad sloppier than before. He then gently brought you up closer to him so he could fuck you more upright, not wanting to fuck you so roughly against the fallen tree that he’d hurt you in the process.

“You’re taking me so well, my heart.”

The moment that term left his lips as he neared his peak left you reeling internally – and maybe physically as well as you felt yourself clench down on him in response.

You found yourself suddenly having to fight back tears as Halsin continued fucking you with everything he had.

You wanted to chalk it up to overstimulation and pleasure, but maybe you couldn’t.

Raw, animalistic fucking wasn’t anything like this. You were familiar with simple, one-time flings and this… didn’t feel anything close to those.

Fighting back the tears, it felt like a heavy weight had settled in your stomach as you clenched your eyes shut tightly, knowing that this was probably how sex was supposed to feel all along. Unfortunately for you, your heartbeat stuttered again as the reality of his words and your feelings sank in.

It’d only been one night together and you were already falling for the large elf.

Makers save you.

Much sooner than you’d hoped to, you began to work yourself harder against him, trying to keep in time with his quickening thrusts before you gave up altogether. Riding out the waves of ecstasy of his snapping hips till you were choking on your breaths and moans. Struggling to warn him as you threw your head back against his broad shoulder, you could only sputter and cry out your orgasm as it wracked your body from head to toe, sending you into what felt like a whole other realm of reality.

It was unlike anything you’d ever experienced before, and Halsin hadn’t stopped for a moment, even as you shook and writhed against his body. The sweat coating your bodies blended together as the two of you pleasured one another. Just as you felt warm fluids spilling out of you each time he withdrew himself from you, you soon were welcomed with another flood of warmth as you felt Halsin grunting quicker and louder. Holding onto your shapely form. It seemed the Druid was also at a loss for words as his orgasm began to take hold of him. The large man continued to fuck himself into you slower but just as roughly as before as he worked through his orgasm with you. Both of you lazily grinding together until he finally found the strength to pull out of you. His gaze immediately goes to your flushed and filled pussy as he admires his handiwork, taking the time to gather the spend leaking out of you just so he could stuff it back into you with his thick fingers. Grinning smugly at the drained and hoarse mewls that left you as a result.

Now that the two of you had finally finished together, Halsin scooped you up into his arms and carried you over to a clearer spot in the forest. Setting you down gently onto a patch of plush grass and the occasional flower, joining you so the two of you could rest together. Halsin laid down beside you, propping his head up on his hand as he gazed at you as if the two of you had just consummated your wedding. The sentiment and attention caused you to blush and turn your face away so you didn’t have to face the handsome man smiling so endearingly at you.

Nobody had treated you this way before.

You weren’t used to it.

However, a small part of you yearned to be.

As you snuck a glance at Halsin - still staring at you with adoration - you couldn’t help but feel your heart fluttering at the thought of the two of you forming a bond together. More than that of leader and companion, more than that of friends.

You wanted to be loved.

And, as you turned to face him in return - rolling onto your side - you decided to give in. Allow yourself a moment more together so that you can scoot closer and tuck yourself against his side. Resting your head against his shoulder once more, you silently stroked the damp, dense smattering of dark chest hair covering his chest from his pectorals to his groin. Whilst the two of you relaxed and cuddled together, you felt his lips press to your forehead in a delicate kiss just before you drifted off into a peaceful slumber. Lulled to sleep by the sound of Halsin’s steadily beating heart and affections.

You didn’t want this to be a one-time thing between you two.

Not when he made you feel wanted and loved.

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