"I’m friendly with her."  Words that could kill. I wish they would kill me.  “I went out with her last weekend.” I saw, from the pitiful empty safety of my shallow pillowcases “I respect your feelings.” If you showed me an ounce of respect. You would never have brought your face near touching my assailant. Broad bent in a smile. I feel like I’ve been gutted like some farm-raised salmon. Near identical to the actual fish, a vegan would drape black velvet over. I don’t deserve mourners; my life in tatters is pretty confetti scattering onto the floor. I hate you. I despise you for causing me so much pain. If I could rip open my heart, gushing tears, you’d crumple. Everyone would crumple. She knows what she did “You can go and get me fired. I should be fired.” “I’m leaving next year, so you won’t even have to see me.” “What I did was wrong. I’m sorry, I’m so sorry.” She rattled off a few sentences to me while she was doing cream cheeses in the back. Right after she groped me in broad daylight. I have been raped. I have been molested. I have been abused, bullied, scorned, taken advantage of. I grew with implants of thorns in my side. Yet this, this sunny day heinous crime has made me lose myself.  My friends who take pictures with her, who run around with her, I burn with disdain for you to my very core. Such a loyal ship my love has been, so fickle your tiny flicker of feeling yours has.  To her, the women who sexually assaulted me with no repercussions. You know what you did. I know what you did. Nothing you say, nothing you do can escape it. Lie to yourself, lie to them, lie to me. I may not believe in hell, but my grandmother does. So I mean this when I say it. God have mercy on your soul. May the truth haunt the edges of the frayed stitching on your bedspread. May the reality creep up on you on every birthday. May the fact wrap around your fingers as you attempt to touch someone without their consent again. I do not forgive you. You are not my friend.  And god, have mercy on you

1:50 PM April 1st, 2022 

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And one day…

It vanished, just like that.

My heart held nothing but memories of the once caused flutter.

My unrequited love nomore pondered.

My hands din’t tremble when eyes met his gaze.

My heart din’t throb sighting its former owner.

It all vanished, just like that…

i started writing a good bye letter but then I realised when we first met i was broken too. You fixed me and then destroyed me again. I will fix myself eventually and if not I'll always be the broken pieces you left of me but not one of those pieces will ever feel love for you ever again. You deserve nothing but hell. You deserve to feel the pain I felt because of you. And i'm sure as hell this pain will kill you. I pray she will break your heart the same way and tear your heart out in a time span of a year. I want her to tell you she still loves you but secretly met her ex and talks to hundred guys that are way hotter than you. I want her to propose to you and make you fall in love with her but runs away whenever shit gets hard. I hope she will walk away from you. I hope she will leave in the blink of an eye after all you did was selfless and unconditional. I hope she will find her way to a different bed just days after she broke up with you.

Karma is real. Die sweet.

(via @extramadness)

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