A million times he needed me and the one time I needed hi– oh come on, this is a funeral

i find it a very interesting choice that house md ends on enjoy yourself rather than you can’t always get what you want or maybe even the actual lyrical version of teardrop by massive attack.

enjoy yourself is the most optimistic of the songs and i’ve seen people complain that it kind of comes from nowhere and the actual meaning of the song especially considering that post-canon, wilson will die and house is dead figuratively (and will probably die literally with wilson), the song is not only a call to the viewer to live their lives to the fullest but asks house and wilson to enjoy the time they have left as they drive away from us, their stories are fundamentally over.

enjoy yourself is only referenced one other time in the show when hallucination amber sings it to house at a restaurant just before the hallucination finale of season 5. this presentation of enjoy yourself by “ghost” amber, someone who haunts house from his guilt over her death and near destruction of his relationship with wilson as a result is also a callback to her death in the first place. house is so scared by hallucination amber singing this song to him he begs wilson over the phone to pick him up, the exact request that killed amber. the optimistic song about living out your life to the fullest sung by the manifestation of his guilt, someone who died too soon also coupled with kutner dying 3 episodes prior to this, just makes the final use of this song so fascinating. the house writers obviously called back to this moment because it was house’s fear of death and change that made the initial scene scary. meanwhile house accepts wilson’s death and his death in the finale after healing and growing. this is why i think enjoy yourself is the perfect finale song. the house writers are telling us that they accept that their time is up and we should too, even though death is horrible and tragic and scary at the same time, everybody dies.

i’m notmal

(lyrics are from the modern leper by frightened rabbit)

“enjoy yourself” playing while house and wilson ride off together scared me so bad i almost died

If you could rewrite one episode of House M.D., which episode would it be?

This was so hard to think of an answer for, because I love the series so much as is. But there are also more than a handful of episodes where I WOULD love to change some little things...

My gut response was that it would be Everybody Dies. I would leave it exactly the same *except*: at the very, very end, when they're showing all of the ducklings after the funeral and what their lives are like (Cameron with her comphet husband and baby, Taub being a dad, Chase in the diagnostics office, etc.), I would add a clip of Thirteen finding a note addressed to her in what is clearly House's handwriting. The camera sees the envelope over her shoulder. She starts to open it, and the angle switches so the viewer can see her face. She still looks distraught from the funeral (eyes swollen, hair not brushed, very little makeup), but as she reads the note the viewer sees the expression on her face start to change. The tiniest of smiles pulls at the corner of her lips. And THEN it cuts to House and Wilson and their "cancer's boring" moment, and they ride off into the sunset.

(Also I would take out Cameron's comphet husband and replace him with a wife. They can keep the baby. But she needs a wife, stat.)

it’s my nightly ritual to fall asleep to the umbara arc and then i wake up wondering why i am sad

Me when S8E22 hits me in the feels a little too hard again

Loop Number 542

A few loops after the kiss comes the worst loop.

It starts out like it always does, Dustin comes in, they find Eddie, they hide Eddie, they make a plan.

It all happens because Steve grabs the wrong radio. All these loops and he never knew that Erica's radio goes flat. How many times had she called for help, to hear no reply?

How had he missed a flat radio? He's always the one reminding them to put new batteries in. He thought they just didn't call, that they were too distracted. Now here he was with a dead radio.

It had all gone wrong. How could one dead radio cause all this. Robin had died how she always did, Steve hated that he was used to it. But before they could leave, before Steve even looped, a vine had come through the hole in the wall and hit Nancy, she died in 15 seconds. Steve had run down the stairs, begging for the loop to finish, he begged his alarm clock to take him away. Another vine had ripped into his leg as he ran. He tried calling for help, no reply. He limped back to the trailer.

Where was his alarm clock, what more did the loop want him to see?

The trailer door was stuck. Steve had discovered it was Eddie's body holding it closed, he screamed for Dustin. He found Dustin in Eddie's room, he'd tried hiding under the bed from the bats, it hadn't worked.

He screamed and begged to be taken away, cried into his radio for help, no reply.

When he finally made it to the Creel house it was dead silent.

Steve saw Erica's body first. Beaten to death on the playground, radio near her body.

Lucas was on the stairs, bullet hole in his chest.

He found Max last, cradling her broken body and sobbed.

How much longer would he have to do this?

Would it ever end?

For a moment he thought maybe this was the end, his final punishment, everyone he'd ever loved, dead, and him, alive and alone.

He loved back down the stairs, got in the car, pushed his foot down on the accelerator, and closed his eyes.

He cried when the alarm woke him up.

1x01 vs 8x22

the truth is House has always been caring about Wilson. the truth is Wilson has always known that. the truth that we were being told that House would eventually do everything for Wilson since the very beginning

// I sure have a knack for seeing life more like a child // It's not my fault, it's not so wrong to wonder why // Everybody dies // And when will I? //

part 1 of putting my favorites characters to song lyrics

house & wilson season 8 - hello black dog

pt 2 because blondillie is a superior billie

DID JAIME ACCIDENTALLY FIND OUT ABOUT ASH? WAS HE CAPTURED FOR IT?? I WANNA SEE JAIME AND ASH BEING BROS FOR SOME REASON.

”it’s okay to cry, and it’s alright to fold. but you are not alone, and you are not unknown.”

-Billie Eilish

EVERYBODY DIES!!!

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hi i apologize for the lyrics spam i just love so much and yall know i never stfu